smoochi-dazai

[smoochi-dazai]

Osamu is sweet but you're sweeter :)

I-

I have no idea who you are, but this was very sweet of you to say. I'm speechless;; uhm. Thank you !! ;;;

[smoochi-dazai]

{thinking about}

Dazai overlaps his hand with yours, trying to compare the size difference. You blush at what your boyfriend is doing, a smile widely visible on your face. He, on the other hand, raises his eyebrows and locks his eyes with yours, smirking at your embarassed expression.

"Oh, I still make you blush after all this time and for such a futile thing"

a/n: yes you do, i wish you were real akdhsibdjdbs

[smoochi-dazai]

Mwah!!! Thank you hehe, I’ll read it as soon as you’re finished. I’m looking forward to it, your writing is always a pleasure to see.

god dammit i was writing some requests and now i just can't get vampire dazai out of my mfing head thanks to @bsdparadise

i am tempted to write this i swear, do you guys want it? do you want nsfw in it? UGH. THE POWER IN MY BODY I HAVE RN TO WRITE THIS

[smoochi-dazai]

I’m all in for anything, maybe a little bit of nsfw 👀 but you didn’t hear that from me of course. Vampire Dazai is so aaaa

god dammit i was writing some requests and now i just can't get vampire dazai out of my mfing head thanks to @bsdparadise

i am tempted to write this i swear, do you guys want it? do you want nsfw in it? UGH. THE POWER IN MY BODY I HAVE RN TO WRITE THIS

[smoochi-dazai]

I’m expecting to see some Vampire! Dazai asap- lmaooo, I’d willingly let him bite me as long as he doesn’t drain me entirely. Who’s with me? 👀 then he’d take care of you if he goes too far, worried sick and insisting on nursing you the rest of the day-

when you wake up and suddenly think about a vampire AU

[smoochi-dazai]

I’m dead at the Santa part lmfao, imagine a secret Santa event at the ada or even Dazai wrapping himself in paper to be a gift under the tree (man would have a ribbon noose lmfaooo)

Sweetest cookie scene where they make a mess and clean each other up afterwards ///// typical flour everywhere, or icing on each other’s face. The rivalry begins - o////o

it is only august and here i am super excited for the christmas drabbles that i plan to write later on this year

[smoochi-dazai]

Aaaah~ this is why I love you. I could go on about brainrot Dazai content all day. Matching ugly Christmas sweaters tooooooooo?!

it is only august and here i am super excited for the christmas drabbles that i plan to write later on this year

[smoochi-dazai]

All the scenarios between Dazai and Y/N, rosey cheeks, cold breaths, snow-globe snow falling as they go on a little date, snowball fights- snow angels into dumb pickup lines, cuddling inside to keep warm on the couch. 👌 😔 I’m with you xoxo

it is only august and here i am super excited for the christmas drabbles that i plan to write later on this year

[smoochi-dazai]

I wonder why

the treacherous villain

of everyone's story

had looked at me so brokenly.

I wonder why

his eyes were pained

under the lights

over his glass of whiskey.

I wonder why

he said my name

like he knew me.

"Odasaku." He cried

as if mourning the dead.

[smoochi-dazai]

I’m in love—

SWEET SAKE AND PURPLE LIGHTS || OSAMU DAZAI

PAIRING: Osamu Dazai x GN! Reader

TYPE: drabble

WORD COUNT: 700

WARNINGS: drinking, lots of fluff!!

AUTHOR'S NOTE: rooftops with a tipsy dazai? yes.

City lights decorated Dazai’s face as he watched out the purple neon lights flickering in front of him. A dead motel. And he stared at the lights flash on and off before gazing down at the traffic below him. It was half-past midnight, and it seemed that the bars were starting to pick up its frantic acts at this ungodly hour in the hidden secrets of Yokohama, where you were blanketed by his long trench coat while you both sat on top of a blanket.

You watched your lover keep his gaze out to the city, overwhelmed by the faint green kissing the dark sky as it blends out to its navy hue, and he turned to you, quickly smiling at your stare at him before he kept his head down to nuzzle your shoulder. You allowed him to do this, feeling his warmth basket your flushed skin.

“Staring at me, again?” He asked and you returned a smile. You only nodded, not sharing any words, and he leaned in to kiss you passionately on the lips. You felt his lips curl up into a larger smile; affection rising on his expression as he gripped your hand tighter, fingers intertwined into a new world that only both of you had access to.

He departed from your lips and kept his forehead against yours; his breath cooled your warm face as you were able to take in the sweet sake that he had drank not too long ago. He wasn’t drunk, but he still looked so endearing with the purple lights clouding his flushed, tipsy face.

“Of course, I am. I admire you,” you said to him.

Dazai chuckled, shaking his head as he gently placed a kiss on your nose and then rested his lips against your neck, snaking his arms around your waist before he slowly pushed your back down to the ground, meeting with a hard surface. He kissed the column of your neck, now with the purple neon lights casting on your skin, and he continued to kiss you delicately, allowing you to let out breathy chuckles.

He adored this, where nothing mattered in his head—no work, no problems, and not even his own thoughts because he was distracted by you. The tingling taste of his sake on your lips could make him tipsy all over again from the start and he inhaled your scent; honeyed vanilla, so sweet as usual, and Dazai closed his eyes, embracing your presence close to his.

“Someday, my love, I will marry you,” he said, catching you off guard. Your eyes widened, not wanting to move to make him uncomfortable and Dazai let out a yawn; his fingers felt numb and he noticed his body getting weary—was he starting to get drunk? He didn’t know. But you were there. And that was what he did know.

“Someday, huh?” You responded, petting his hair carefully as he kept his head on your chest.

“So in love,” he murmured, alcohol had decided to take over his tone of voice and you couldn’t help but laugh at that. “So, so in love with you, baby.”

“I love you, Osamu,” you kissed his head, feeling his hair tickle your face.

“Let’s stay like this forever,” he said and then buried his face closer into your chest.

You hummed, resting your head back against the surface. His breaths were faint and gentle, filled with a purity that you could never resist, despite the many hardships that Dazai had gone through. Yet with that tingling taste of sweet sake that danced along his lips, you knew that he was irresistible, and he murmured that he loved you once more; a gentle melody, it was exquisite, and breathtaking all at once.

You never knew that three words could make you feel such a wave of emotions that allowed you to be comforted in a warm desire.

“My love,” Dazai chuckled for no reason. You liked that, so you smiled. “You’re beautiful. I just… really love you.”

“I love you more.”

“Oh? That so?”

“Yes, Osamu.”

He laid his head on your chest, counting your breaths.

You licked your lips. It tasted like sake.

tags: @whorefordazai @tender-rosiey @internetkilledtheroxstar @sadcannibal @bsdparadise @pompompurin1028 @dazais-osamu @tetsustation @milky-toast @missrown @requiem626k @jessbeinme15

[smoochi-dazai]

tysm for being so supportive! i hope you have a wonderful day/night wherever you are!

Of course <3 I enjoy spreading some love to people I can find admiration in. No need to thank me, hehe. I should be thanking you for your lovely works ✨ those dazai fics always warm my heart.

[smoochi-dazai]

MALIBU SUNSET

BUNGO STRAY DOGS SERIES || SYNOPSIS:

Osamu Dazai was a mystery, and someone that he loved happened to be a part of it. Along the way, the suicidal man decides to make amends in order to seek redemption.

🍹 Y/N CHARACTER PROFILE: coming soon

🍹 OSAMU DAZAI CHARACTER PROFILE: coming soon

🍹 SERIES PLAYLIST: coming soon

MASTERLIST

PROLOGUE / STARTING ONE-SHOT - Mysteries

EPISODE ONE - Fortune Is Unpredictable and Mutable

EPISODE TWO - A Certain Bomb

"WOULD YOU LIKE EXTRA RUM?" - BUNGO STRAY DOGS WAN!

Feeding The Stray Dogs

"ANOTHER DRINK ON THE HOUSE!" - DAZAI AND Y/N EXTRAS

The First Time (NSFW)

[smoochi-dazai]

hiii, hope you're doing well 🤍

I've been rather busy, but I'd say I'm doing alright. Life has been rather dull as of late, nothing bad though. Thank you for checking on me, it's nice to see a familiar face <3

[smoochi-dazai]

I have the sudden urge to write a Dazai Osamu x reader angst, if you survive through this, you survive, if you don't may your heart rest in peace then...

Let the song play on repeat while you read...

If the World was Ending

Credits to the artist for the picture

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"Atsushi, go and get Dazai," Kunikida ordered the boy as soon as he entered the agency.

"Hai, Kunikida-san... but... Where is Dazai-san?" he asked.

"Try the graveyard, Atsushi," Fukuzawa, who had just exited his office had been the one to chime in.

"It's not even that date yet," Kunikida stated to Fukuzawa in confusion.

"Does he not have feelings, Kunikida?" was instead what Fukuzawa answered with before re-entering his office.

Atsushi left immediately after, not wanting to get yelled at by Kunikida.

As he walked to the graveyard, the conversation between the presidentand Kunikida repeated again and again in his head, he didn't understand at all what they had been talking about.

All he did manage to connect was that by "date" Kunikida must've meant "death date" as Dazai was currently in a graveyard.

When Atsushi finally did arrive at the graveyard, he saw Dazai sitting face to face with a gravestone and it looked like he was talking to it.

Unlike the last time Atsushi had to retrieve Dazai from the graveyard, this time he was at a different grave and just like the previous one, this one too was in a secluded yet beautiful spot under a sakura tree that was not too far away from the previous grave.

When Atsushi walked closer, he overheard the conversation Dazai was having witht he gravestone.

"Remember how we planned to have as many kids as we could because we both couldn't really decide how many we wanted?

I think we should just have five kids. And eldest son, three girls in the middle and a youngest son. That would be the best thing ever, don't you think, belladonna?

And remember the house we bought for after our marriage? I--- I'm sorry, love but I had to sell it away. I hope you're not angry at me. I don't want you to be angry at me.

I got you purple hyacinths this time, just like I always do. I'm sorry, love. I truly am. I should've saved you. I---" Dazai was cut off as a strong wind passed him blowing his jacket away from him slightly and pushing the hair on his forehead away.

And that was when Dazai felt himself choke as his throat felt thick suddenly. And the tears flowed.

His tears streamed done his face as he hung his head low, hair covering his face, keeping it hiding it from Atsushi, who Dazai had failed to notice.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry---" he repeated on and on and on again and again and over again, his voice choked more and more as he continued until his voice was reduced to muffled mumbles and chokes and sobs.

And Atsushi felt his own heart break in the process too. Tht was when he checked the name on the grave stone.

Dazai (Y/N)

And that was enough for Atsushi to understand who Dazai was visiting....

He was visiting his wife.

It greatly confused Atsushi as much as it broke him. His mentor was only 22, so when exactly did he get married to (Y/N)-san? When did Dazai fall in love with her? How long had Dazai been in love with her?

And suddenly, the Heavens released Hell and it mourned with them in the harshest way ever, hurting them, yet comforting them an yet also crying with them.

But it seemed that the rain comforted Dazai more than it hurted him, because Dazai's crying had stopped and he was left staring at the grave stone.

The bouquet of purple hyacinths now ruined and wet and torn apart, just like how his soul and heart was.

"Atsushi-kun? I fell in love with her when we were only 16, so young and yet so happy... I proposed to her when I was 19, happy and ready to go her the best life ever, as we had finally escaped from the mafia.

We were 20, so in love and happy. We had just registered our marriage. She was shot. She took the bullet that was meant to be mine. She couldn't use her ability because in the spur of the moment, I had grabbed her hand, my ability nullified her's and she took the bullet for me," Dazai sobbed at the end and the tears streamed yet again.

"She had the ability to control wind and the weather and she always loved the rain. Especially this type of rain. It soothed her to no end.

I remember her making only the sky above the Port Mafia base rain and Chuuya would be so annoyed but I know he enjoyed it as much as she and I did. We all loved the rain, it was soothing to listen to the sounds it made.

And I don't think it's a coincidence that every time I visit her grave, that it rais like the gates of Hell have just opened, because only this part of town is raining and the other parts are dry as can be.

I'd like to think that she makes it rain for me. For me to get up and leave. For me to remember her and celebrate the life she lived instead of mourning her death.

But I'm stupid. And stubborn. So she makes it rain harder until I leave but I don't... And then the rain lightens and it turn to a drizzle, because, my wife would never let me catch a cold when she's not around to take care of me," Dazai said, eyes full of tears that he was now keeping back instead of spilling.

"Atsushi-kun? What does it look like I'm doing right now to you?" Dazai asked.

"You're visiting a lover, Dazai-san," was all he replied.

And that was enough. That was enough for Dazai to feel his heart rip into a million of pieces because, even when Atsushi had said that he was visiting a lover, all he knew that he was visiting was a grave.

The grave of his one and only lover.

"Even if the world was ending, I'd forever be by your side, my love, I vow it on my heart, soul and whole being,"

His heart was now torn.

His soul was destroyed.

And his whole being was covered in scars from his attempts of joining her.

[smoochi-dazai]

So my smart self really reblogged with the wrong blog;; oops. I need rest haha.

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[smoochi-dazai]

happy new year dearie, I'm so glad you are still in my life♡♡♡

Awe, I’m happy to have you by my side as well!! Love you Muffin!! And have a beautiful new year. I wish you luck with your dreams 💕

[smoochi-dazai]

I have to say this... my god, your stories and writing, they're so perfect. UGH. I love it so much. I was feeling a bit down and I saw your story come up my feed, and all the sweetness, bitter and not, cured the sad clouds away from me. Please never stop doing what you love♡

I haven’t been active at all lately, but this was the sweetest thing to check in on. I’m so glad my writing could help you see a beautiful rainbow 🌈 Your pure kindness made me smile a lot!! Hhhh. You continue enjoying what you love too!