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Love is (not) in the air
Z realizes how different his love life is compared to his friends. Aka Z realizes he might be Aromantic
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For as long as he could remember Aaron Z was different from his classmates, as a child he never had crushes on anyone like his peers did, when everyone was getting into relationships in high school he wasn’t
“Oh you’ll find someone” his mother told him when he was fifteen, then he was sixteen and still had no romantic feelings for anyone
“Maybe they just aren’t my type” he’d try and reason with himself but did he even have a type? He was sure he did, everyone had a type
Then he was joining a new boy band, 4town, by this point he was seventeen almost eighteen. He quickly learned that all four of them where very much into romance. Jesse, the oldest was engaged to the “love of his life” he’d met her, she was kind and her and Jesse made a cute couple
Then there was Robaire, who was fittingly born on February 14th, spoke one of the most romantic language ever fluently, and in general just loved the idea of romance (Z was certain he had a secret girlfriend)
Aaron T loved watching romcoms (much to Z’s displeasure), he was a huge flirt as well and would often flirt with Z but the slightly older boy couldn’t even tell that was what he was doing. No one ever flirted with him it wasn’t his fault he couldn’t tell
Tae Young was the biggest sap, he loved any romantic gestures, would constantly talk about finding his “one true love” would awe when he saw a couple showing affection to each other (something Z couldn’t stand seeing, he didn’t understand why couples had to be on lovey dovey out in Public, go home and do that)
“You’re just a hater” Tae Young told him with a laugh as they walked through the park
Z just shrugged, sure maybe he was just jealous because everyone seemed to be able to fall in love and he couldn’t “where you in a bad relationship and now you don’t like romance?” Tae Young asked bringing him out of his thought process, shaking his head he spoke up “never been in one”
Tae Young was shocked by this news “what!? But you’re like every, well a lot of, girls ideal type how are you single??” Z just shrugged “well did you have any crushes” again he shook his head “well I had fictional crushes..?” He muttered “that doesn’t count!” Tae Young Said laughing “did you find people attractive?” “I think so? But it only lasted a few days” he said rubbing the back of his neck
“Wow that’s so weird” Tae Young Said, Z sighed, maybe their was something wrong with him, he felt like this wasn’t normal, his lack in romantic feelings couldn’t be normal maybe he could start dating just to fit in, but he couldn’t waste someone’s time knowing he didn’t have feelings for them
He spent the rest of the walk thinking about himself, about how different he was compared to his friends how none of them could relate to him and how he felt
As they made it back home Z sat down on the sofa immediately looking away from the tv as the guys where watching some stupid romance movie “did you guys know that Z has never dated anyone ever!” Tae Young announced earning a glare from Z “really?” Robaire asked surprised “maybe it’s cause he’s shy, don’t worry man you’re still young you’ll find someone” Jesse said from his spot on the couch
“But do I need to be in a relationship to be happy?” Z wondered aloud “because I have no desire to be in one” Jesse paused thoughtfully “well I guess not but why would you want to be alone?”
“I’m not alone I have you guys” He said shrugging “well what about when we move into our own separate homes?” T asked now pausing the tv “um I don’t know; I kinda like the idea of being alone. I mean I guess the idea of romantic gestures doesn’t bother me but an actual romantic relationship doesn’t interest me at least right now and since I was a child” Z explained
The guys looked at him again trying to understand him. Z just sighed giving up and went upstairs to his room
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It was 2002 now, the band was doing amazing, they where the biggest boy band in the world at that point. Aaron Z was now 23 and still hasn’t been in a relationship despite what rumors people started
Unfortunately the guys had gotten really tired of him not showing interest in anyone, so what did they do? Starting setting him up with people
“I hate you guys” Z groaned “I don’t even know the chick”
“I told you her name is Amara she’s 23 so same age as you and she’s very friendly” Robaire said trying to decide between to shirts
Z just huffed and zoned out. Before he knew it she was there at the front door
“Amara hi! So good to meet you” Robaire said opening the door for her “this Aaron” He said pushing Z forward, he froze not really the best at suddenly meeting new people, especially if he was gonna go on a date with them “hi nice to meet you” she said, Z nodded softly “he’s shy and has trouble talking to girls so, we’re trying to get him out there” Robaire said
Z zoned out again, everything was a blur and he hadn’t realized they where halfway to the restaurant “you don’t talk much do you?” Amara asked making him turn red “sorry” he muttered “it’s okay I get it you’re shy”
Z looked at her, she was very pretty but he still felt nothing, but they barely talked, maybe it would change…
Nope.
The drive back was silent, Z felt absolutely nothing for her. Even when she flirted with him he just responded with “okay” and “thanks” when she complimented him on his physical appearance all he said was “I know” because he couldn’t think of anything else
“Sorry” He muttered getting out of her car and walked to the front door as she drove away. That was the sixth date he’d been set up on and still he felt nothing
He opened the door ignoring the members and went to his room going on Google and typing something into his computer
“Why can’t I fall in love?” He typed searching for an answer
After a while he found something “aromantic?” He muttered reading into it, it felt like everything was clicking, this was it. Aaron Z was aromantic and there where so many people just like him who could relate just like he could
T burst in making him slam his laptop shut and turn towards him “did it not go well?” T asked him. Z shook his head “well I found this-“ “T stop” Z Said shaking his head and handed him his laptop
T raised a brow but opened it seeing what Z was reading “Aromantic?” He asked Reading about it “Aaron are you aromantic?” He asked curiously “I think so? I mean everything seemed to click for me when I read it”
“So setting you up on dates is pointless?” T asked making Z nod “probably” He said, T smiled and hugged him “I’m glad you’ve finally figured yourself out” he muttered
“Thanks T, so am I”
#4town jesse#4town robaire#4town aaron z#4town aaron t#4town taeyoung#turning red 4town#4town headcanons#slightly inspired by myself#I’m on the aromantic spectrum
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kristen and cassandra: prophet, apostate, saint, god
(you can find the majority under the cut - this is quite long)
Oxford Languages // (could not find) // Wikipedia // Berlin Syndrome, Sparky Deathcap // the hero who couldn't save anyone, m.a.w // Prayer for the Newly Damned, Ocean Vuong // Deaf Republic, Ilya Kaminsky // confessions, k.a. // Little Bird, Clementine von Radics // (could not find) // If My Body Could Speak, Blythe Baird // (could not find) // Prelude, Brynne Rebele-Henry // Crossing the Water, Sylvia Plath // (could not find) // Hell Followed With Us, Andrew Joseph White // Half Hanged Mary, Margaret Atwood // Power Politics: Poems, Margaret Atwood // (could not find) // Rachel Wolchin // Journal of a Novel: The East of Eden Letters, John Steinbeck // Editor's Pages: The Long and Short of It, Richard Siken // Not Forgotten, Israel Houghton // (could not find) // Churching, Kristin Chang // I'm Your Man, Mitski // Cassandra, ABBA // Dimension 20 LIVE presents Fantasy High: Sophomore Year (2019) // Dimension 20: Fantasy High: Junior Year (2024)
#once again i prove myself incapable of keeping these things to a reasonable length#this web weave is slightly shorter than my tula one but only slightly#vaguely inspired by my kristen-is-a-god post but probably doesn't have to be read that way#kristen applebees#cassandra fantasy high#fantasy high#fantasy high sophomore year#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#d20#dimension 20#web weaving
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WE WERE TOO DIFFERENT || WE WERE TOO ALIKE
Cyberpunk 2077 // Fredrik Backman // William Bouguereau with a quote by Richard Siken // chloe moriondo // Gang of Youths // Carl Goos with lyrics from 'Hadestown' // Hannah Tinti
#Cyberpunk 2077#Phantom Liberty#Phantom Liberty Spoilers#V#Johnny Silverhand#Was spoiled on this dialogue option and even though that sucks this exchange has not left my head since#Honestly for someone who doesn't ship SilverV romantically this is probably the most SilverV thing I've ever made lol#I was just kinda trying something more elaborate-- experimenting with some styles#It feels slightly disjointed and half the references are just for myself lol but I liked how it came out#Maybe when I actually BUCKLE DOWN and PLAY THE DLC I can get more inspiration#Aldi speaks#Literature
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I cant be, what you need, I am stuck, in a dream, I am stuck, in a dream.
#sorry for relating to him guys ill walk myself out#anyways this is everso slightly inspired by kizuki eye!!! slightly since i. havent been able to read and havent seen all the goings on😭😭#one day.. one day ill catch up i will.. but yeah i kinda associate this song heavily with lotus dreams and kizuki eye with what i HAVE seen#douma#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#douma demon slayer#btw please check out kizuki eye i begibeg check out tobytoon i beg i beg !! they understand douma and enmu like no one else#anyways yeah.. imagery of interacting with ur own child self haunts me a little#i have dreams like this every so often and i think douma should too because despite evrything i deeply beliece#he too thinks that perhaps. if someone had cared for that child than he wouldnt exist#he too sees that child as a seperate entity#he too sometimes feels that distant yearning to comfort what no longer exists#SOOOORRRY ANYYWAAAYS haha douma a fun guy am i right guys. .
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#the elder scrolls#tes skyrim#tesblr#tes ocs#miraak#he is there if you squint lmao#anyway. saw a really good miraak portrait recently#it was done in a realistic style which... essentially inspired me to do this whole thing more or less realistically#it started out as a iueleai portrait#solinar just sorta... ended up here too lol#their designs are slightly different here (a lot more detailed) than what i usually do because...#because why not %)#the hyperfixation is real with this one tbh#gods i need to learn to control myself when it comes to details lmao#this is as close as it gets for now to ahst dinoksetiid cover art#and it's so... so deeply funny to me that silvarin isn't even here#my poor abandoned son#i will draw him properly someday. someday
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Just saw Spy x Family: Code White in theaters! It was so fun! The animation was gorgeous as expected :)
anyway have some sneaky post-credits spoilers below the cut :)
(also I audio recorded the movie (english dub) for myself but if anyone is interested in it, then let me know and I’d be more than happy to share it :) ) (also also if anyone has an extra copy of those little sxf card thing that some theaters gave out and is willing to share it, please let me know bc I would love to have one - my theater sadly didn't give any out. I'd be more than happy to trade my audio for the card thingy :) )
#spy x family#spy x family code white#spy x family code white spoilers#spy x family spoilers#about me#what I did today#rambles in the palace#so glad that I finally got to see it in theaters#there was no poster up though which made me sad#I actually wasn’t sure when the movie was going to start#but as soon as I heard the sxf theme I silently clapped my hands in excitement haha#also it was my first time going to the movies by myself#but it was quite nice#got bruncha crunch as my snack#and I think I was slightly inspired by aryan simhadri aka grover underwood from pjo disney haha
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This cat has a PhD
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Fanart for Panthera by @idrewacow
I cannot recommend this fic enough, it is an absolute delight so far. It's a classic, traditionally lighthearted fanfiction trope being handled dead serious and it's everything I didn't know I needed. It doesn't hesitate to dig its claws (haha) into visceral discomfort for our lead, but it still has moments that made me laugh out loud. Can't wait to see what happens next!
#my art#fanart#panthera fic#vocaloid#I did my best to follow the written description for this design#She might be a LITTLE too pretty for a confirmed inexpensive cat#but I can't help myself she's just like that#little design notes#the stripe pattern on her back is inspired by octopus tentacles#and I tried. so hard to make the '03' on her front leg look natural#I know blue eyes are a bit on the rare side#but I thought it would be extra fun and spooky to have slightly-too-human eyes hinting that smth isn't right#idk this might be way off but I had a lot of fun making it#if you ask me for fanfic recommendations#I'll tell you to read Years of Science#Entanglement#and Panthera#just trust me#even if you don't know anything about vocaloid you can enjoy it#y'all know I'm fussy about my fanfics#I'm the chelldos *queen* and there's chelldos fics I wouldn't recommend#so if I'm telling you to read a vocaloid fic instead that means smth#perfect time for the fun fact that glados and miku are almost the same age#2007 babies#two queens tbh#I'm back in my vocaloid era now after ten thousand years#what will I do
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haha maybe one of the primary reasons that harry finally goes to therapy after the game (41st being a busy station, and harry not remembering a single thing, and kim transferring might not help too much with leaving everyone with a ton of free time) is how he realizes how much hes started idolizing kim. his own innocence right in front of him. staring up at him like he did a broken stained glass windown not so long ago. maybe his final push to prioritize getting therapy, not letting this all too familiar feeling take him over again. he might not remember exactly but hes seen what it resulted in first hand, hes experienced it.
third times the charm, this time it might completely tear both of them down, untill there is nothing left. there is remnants of the previous two times within him and jean and in a bit of everyone around them. harrys bearly starting to connect the dots of his previous life but he knows for certain it would be the last time if he spirals into this obsession again.
(i like to think that a bit after jean and harry met and became partners at 41st, they dated for like a month max. harry was still reacently recovering from the breakup with dora and jean was there as a sort of savior from that. right person wrong time sort of thing ig? then broke up after realizing how fucking bad it was for both of them. maybe they still might be a bit bitter it didnt work out and maybe they still want it to but in the end it was better (not by much) for eveyone like this)
the ending where kim joins 41st (ive only played that one so far and havent watched any of the others yet, but man its been living in my head rent free) is such a catalyst for change within 41st. one of the top detectives from an other station is already going to be such a big help to lessen the stress and workload for the others already there. kims arrival, and harry seeking therapy (hopefully jean too that bitch needs it a shit ton too), it gives the whole station time to breath, to truly catch a break. with a slightly lessened work load on each of the members, they have time to focus on things other then work, to not have to drink themselves into amnesia on the job (*cough cough* harry- but imo jean and the others just as much, theyre more responsible on the job but its hard as fuck on them too, especially with harry pre game)
within time, lots of time, they can all grow close again, harry can get to know each of them over again and things can not just go back to the way they were but better
thats what i wanna think anyway, pls just let then be happy oml
anyway thats all i wrote this at 2 am pls dont mind if its fucked lmaoo
#slightly horrified of watching or playing any of the other endings#this is how i keep myself somewhat sane#theyre happy and theyre doing great and are all going to get better and theyre fine and#thinking ab this is the only thing keeping me alive atp after the game#anyway ya#dumping my thoughts into the void at 2am#disco elysium#harrier du bois#harry du bois#kim kitsuragi#jean vicquemare#de#theyre all ive been able to think ab i hate them#ALSO FUCKING DOLORES DEI#been thinking ab her too#inspired by a post i saw a couple days ago thats been just in my brain. it wont leave#ill find it then reblog it after posting this
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I've been reading The First Leaves That Fall by @c-l-y-d-e and it's so good!! I'm not quite caught up yet but I'm enjoying it so much!
Instrument: RAV Vast B Onoleo
SPOILERS AHEAD!!!
Time to ramble about the song! I read chapter 5 yesterday and kept thinking about the scene where Yugi gets lost in the forest and asks the spirit to lead him out. So, when playing my RAV Vast I took inspiration for an improv piece that I then tried to replicate to record. :)
I used only 7 of the 9 notes, specifically because I wanted to stick to the notes I can use on my drum to play the traditional Japanese song "Sakura Sakura" (it's in a slight different key but you can certainly recognise the tune!). I thought it would be a nice nod to the story's setting and themes. You can here me go up the scale at a couple points! :) It's certainly not a traditional Japanese scale but it's the closest I can get on my drum. I wanted to have a repeating downwards scale with some mild clashing to show how Yugi was probably feeling a little panicked as the sun went down, even as the spirit leads him out he's probably still quite unsettled. I made some tapping noises to hint towards the sound of the spirit's sandles as he walks.
I tried to mix it as best I could but tongue drums are kinda hard to record. ^^; Overall, I think this piece could use some polishing but I'm just here to have fun. :)
I'm excited to read more of this fic!!!! :D
#this song is saved in my files as Yugi Gets Lost in the Forest lol#it was like 10pm when i recorded this#also sorry about the slightly abrupt ending. just as i hit my last tap sound someone moved a chair downstairs and it picked up on my mic#so i had to edit it out haha#i hope its ok i played another song based on your fics i just find them so inspiring for playing improv to!#i also have a WIP for a sister piece to Sliphers attack in the sound ive been working on for a while#wasnt sure what to title this one lol#yugioh#ygo#the first leaves that fall#tfltf#my post#my audio#oh btw the photo is one i took in a forest myself! its some cool and funky tree bark :)
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A few little sketches of some possible school uniforms for mage schools/learning centers for magic/etc. :0c Though because Nanyevimi is so scattered and disconnected, it'd actually vary much more by region (like not everywhere would have a cultural concept of what a suit jacket or neck tie looks like lol), so it's probably unrealistic for so many of them to follow too many traditional Uniform Conventions from cultures in our world, etc. But, still, fun to mess around with designs, and think about which would be most fun to wear/what school you'd go to just based off the clothing lol~
#I haven't felt well enough to do anything actually productive lately GRRRR.. evil health issues....#but I can sometimes at least draw while I lay on the floor with a heating pad and etc. lol.. so...#goofy little sketches. Still dislike that the ipad thing someone gave me is either like.. maybe the settings are just off OR possibly the#screen is slightly broken in some regard - so the pressure sensitivity does not work at all. thus all lines are blunt looking#instead of having tapered edges. which I KNOW can be a stylistic thing. like I think it's fine mostly#but sometimes shading looks weird for all of the lines to be the exact same size/width with like no variation lol#though since it's just little sketches it doesnt matter lol but still... hrmm... ever working out my strategy for how to use the ipad for a#art things/if I can ever get used to it/etc.#AAANYWAY... still so uniform obsessed.. and have been since I was a child. Like way before going to middle school and meeting#the people who like anime and get into school uniforms of that variety. I mean like... age 7 before even having any friends#and having zero popular media interests or outside influences that would make uniforms Trendy. but I would see like a 'private school#uniform' on a new story on tv or something or in a book and was just like OUGH... I Should Dress That Way#I used to go to thrift stores and find multiple seperate pieces that could be combined together to look like a school uniform#I had like 4 or 5 different 'uniforms' that I made myself in that way. My first outfit that I was ever allowed#to pick out for myself as my big First Day Of Middle School outfit was literally like school uniform inspired#(maybe mixed with a little goth.. like it was a school uniform sort of look but black and white with fishnet armwarmers lol.. plaid +#stripes pattern mixing my beloved... )#I think it's just the same way that I love apartment buildings because I'm infinitely fascinated with like.. observing human nature and peo#le displaying their psersonalities in little ways and how you can give 10 people the same exact identical space but each one will decorate#it completely differently just depending on their own tastes and reasonnig and etc. I love the idea of everyone in some setting#having to be in one specific set outfit BUT you can tell something about them by the little ways they customize it or what type#of accessories they wear or if they choose to button their shirt fully or not or etc. etc. I like the constraints of 'okay everyone has to#be in exactly the same uniform - NOW. give them their own unique style somehow despite this' etc. etc. like#yaaaayyyy.. I love thinking of little obscure details that convey personality. they have a little pin hidden on the inside of their#hat. their shoes are just like everyone else's but more worn out. they have a necklace barely visible beneath their collar. their tie is#always a little more askew that everyone elses. or even. the uniform is EXACTLY on model entirely clean crisp pristine not a single element#customized or out of place - which STILL tells you something about them. etc. etc.#ANYWAY.. yeahg.. struggling to get anything done these last few weeks so.. blam. poof. alakazaam. scratchy little sketches#of nothing very productive or relating to any other project in particular be upon ye
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blind and held by love 2019 vs hands lay on their body 2023
there's something different between the old one and the new one. the old one was a argentchargestep piece at the time i thought anita worked well with argent, but now i came to realize anita is more fitting with mortum more. Julia's case never changed, no matter how many years, these two will always be my fav chargestep couple.
i... don't remember the idea behind the first one- but i think it's something to do with argent being Soft, and julia wanting to shield??? their eyes? i don't remember at that time wheezes
but! the second image is. so much more them, so fitting, so damn well. this is actually more on a happy ending au situation (the only time anita does get top scars is in happy ending au stuff! ...but also like in general, oc-verse and other verses, i literally see them with top scars anyway hadfgh) and as i said above, mortum really click with anita. theres something about mortum that made them wanting to be themself and just. talk with her.
as for the hands in the mortumchargestep- julia have her arm over anita's waist, holding them, being so protective and never wanting them to disappear on her. mortum, on the other hand, is laying her hand over their tattoos, and scars. just caressing with gentle care, it's a fact that she is interested in who they are but at the same time, she is acknowledging that anita is more than who they were. they're anita lee, after all. inhales, anyway, aaaaaaaaaaaa-
#fhr#myramblings#sjdhgshjdgh im sorry ive been staring at my recent art#im so damn happy with how i draw!!!!#and coloring!!! and just simply enjoying how i did it???#i literally drew this bc i saw that old piece and went 'oh i can do better-'#listen its nice redrawing and sometimes u get inspired by your old arts that u made arts that are slightly better than prev and thats okay!#DHGJHSDHG anyway uHHH i YEET MYSELF INTO THE VOID-#(NOT THAT VOID.)
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just a small notice (maybe not small, but it feels silly to call this an announcement, because that feels awfully dramatic)
essentially, I'm going to be putting crown of antlers on hiatus for now. I apologise to anyone this might disappoint, but I've lost quite a bit of motivation for the project at the moment, and have been feeling increasingly guilty over not updating the fic, to the point where i feel bad for writing things that are not coa.
some of you may have noticed my recent lack of updates, and that has been partially due to the workload I currently have (bio and chem is No Joke), but it is also partially due to this anxiety.
again, i apologise for anyone this might disappoint, but I hope you can understand my reasoning behind this hiatus and enjoy the fics I will (hopefully) be writing in the future <3
#this is not me saying that coa is never going to be finished btw#i wont say that wont happen. because motivation and inspiration can be fickle creatures at times#but i hope to finish it one day. i just dont believe i can do it justice at the moment#and its also beginning to have a negative effect on Me#and i felt it would be best to distance myself from it slightly in the hopes that i can return to it again#and i also wanted to give everyone an update! because i dont want to leave it sitting around and gathering dust. with noone knowing why#anyways. hope everyone understands <3#juno.talks#crown of antlers au
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Little Women Famous Artists Modern AU
"The March family makes headlines once more as oldest sister Meg March takes to the red carpet for the premiere of her latest movie.
The young starlet turned heads in an understated pink lace gown, and with her handsome new husband, producer John Brooke, on her arm. Also attending was the actress' sister, Josephine March, whose most recent novel has been steadily climbing the ranks on the New York Times bestseller list. The two sisters have been seen together for a long time at premieres, award shows, and parties, and it's even rumored that the two might be working on a project together. When asked about the possibility of joining her sister on a movie set, Jo March had no comment.
But while the two sisters have talent to spare, they're certainly not alone, as the spotlight seems to run in the family. If you follow classical musical news, you'll know the name Beth March, who has been a featured pianist with the Massachusetts Symphony Orchestra for years now, and has even performed with a few other prestigious groups, including the New York Philharmonic, with talks of a permanent contract in her future.
Last but certainly not least, youngest sister Amy March has been gathering her own attention in the art world, as, fresh out of CalArts, her oil paintings have been must-gets in a few exclusive auctions around town, and the young prodigy has even teased an exhibition of her recent watercolor collection in her thriving social media accounts, though the where and with whom remain a mystery. Could the rich (and handsome) Theodore Laurence, heir to his grandfather's production company, and longtime benefactor of the arts, as well as friend of the family, be her sponsor? The two have certainly been seen together often, lately, leaving us wondering - is it an old friendship, a business partnership, or something more?
There must have been something in the water at the March household, because these sisters have been taking the world by storm, and for sure momma Margaret March is beaming with pride. We, for one, can't wait to see what these little women do next."
#little women#meg march#jo march#beth march#amy march#theodore laurence#aesthetic#moodboard#little women au#little women moodboard#little women fanfiction#inspired by#little women 2019#also very slightly inspired by tshoeh#my writing#don't really know what this is#it's that scene in the movie where jo talks about how they should all be artists and make their own way in the world but modern au i guess#they just really stuck with me and i love them all#also this wasn't meant to be this long lol#and it was supposed to be only about the four of them but apparently i cannot help myself from making anything lw about amy x laurie dang#also i have no idea how the art world works 😂#sorry if this makes no sense if it's not how contracts and exhibitions work#this just came from impressions i got from pop culture and some light googling#my posts#my moodboards
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weird little doodles of me
#these were initially inspired by a 'what if I drew myself like. pizza tower chara' but these doodles for the most part#are so far removed from the concept that theyre just me in a slightly more loose art style#and I must emphasize 'slightly'.#oh but if I was in pizza tower. Im delivery boy#silly doodles#hunter's art
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Shhh.... Just let me have my bunny/cat maids...
#in the middle of a mental breakdown#psychosis is back baby#been trying to distract myself from all the fucking shit my brain is concocting#so gave myself a little treat <3#bunny maid#cat maid#bunny girl#cat girl#low key inspired by the yunmeng bros#a very loose interpretation#mdzs#mdzs fanart#wei wuxian#mo dao zu shi#jiang cheng#not even slightly canon#kinda vibing with the monochrome
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l.s.d. by electric wizard has to be one of my songs of 2024 for the only 17 part. like well it's a kinda fucked up thing to explain but it's my life my psychological disaster
#incantations#not that i will be forcing myself into it idk i just like it a lot#i think a whole electric wizard album like that with that doom psychedelic vibe + tone would work so much with them#time to die is kinda like that? wizard bloody wizard kinda was that too... ig a combination of those two tones?#ttd is more on the doom side almost dopethrone ish but not really#wbw is lighter w slightly psych tone but also not really its their closest thing to an actually 70s sounding record not just 70s inspired#but on ttd you also have sadiowitch and funeral of your mind which feel like they could belong to wbw#i was mostly thinking of i am nothing#anyway. i guess we'll see#this post wasn't abt that LOL well whatever
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