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ao3topshipsbracket · 2 years ago
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AO3 Top Relationships Bracket- Round 1 Side 2
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Wilbur & Technoblade & Tommyinnit & Phil are here as a platonic/familial relationship.
This poll is a celebration of fandom history; we're aware that there are certain issues with many of the listed pairings and sources, but they are a part of that history. Please do not take this as an endorsement, and refrain from harassment.
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Consequences of sleeping 3 hours a day for 10 years part.1
12/638 One Suga a day while he is away
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yoon-topias · 10 months ago
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Chapter 4 is posted now time to start editing chapter 5 before bed while watching D-day the final for the 5th time since getting it. I hope y'all enjoy!
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threetangerines · 2 years ago
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Yoongi humming and petting her head while they're cuddling.
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oh this just made me do a whole 180😭😭😭 how fucking sweet is this..
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glossyaftermath · 1 year ago
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joonberriess · 5 months ago
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𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 𝜗𝜚 . . .
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𓊆ྀི 𝓝amjoon 𓊇ྀི
SUGAR 10.8k
navigating life with your sweet boyfriend—alternatively a collection of soft moments in this slice of life au.
BAD GUY 2.7k
your (ex)-boyfriend thinks he can get away with cheating, so you fuck his dad as revenge. ‘might seduce your dad type,’
JUICY 1.5k
you love how big your boyfriend’s getting, the size difference goes crazy.
FREAK 1.8k
hoseok’s wondering why his bandmate’s sweet, precious girlfriend is missing from his release party.
ME AND YOUR MAMA 3.6k
another slice of life story that tells the tale of how you and your boyfriend welcomed your little one into the world.
𓊆ྀི 𝓢eokjin 𓊇ྀི
coming soon.
𓊆ྀི 𝓨oongi 𓊇ྀི
ANGEL 7k
yoongi’s got a soft spot for his sweet girlfriend—or, behind the scenes with your boyfriend.
WHAT’S POPPIN 1.7k
yoongi being the type to buy his girl a chain cause if he’s iced out, so is she.
DEVIL 1.5k
you’re just the pretty little staff member he wants to corrupt and defile, a alternate universe of angel.
SHINUNOGA E-WA 1.9k
four times you said ‘I love you’, plus the one time you didn’t.
“BABY” 1.3k
you put your reputation on the line by getting fucked in the backseat of your senior’s car.
𓊆ྀི 𝓗oseok 𓊇ྀི
NDA 1.2k
you’re one of the lucky fans hoseok notices at lollapalooza.
𓊆ྀི 𝓙imin 𓊇ྀི
ALL I NEED 1.7k
watching the sunset with your boyfriend’s head between your thighs on a late afternoon.
WANT 1.1k
forget the movie, jimin’s got other plans.
𓊆ྀི 𝓣aehyung 𓊇ྀི
GROUPIE LOVE 4.8k
you get picked from the crowd during PTD LA, and tae’s all yours for the night.
SEX TALK 6.1k
you’re fucking two hotties on the low without realizing they’re roommates..
MANEATER 2.9k
imagine pissing off your hot, older sugar daddy?
EAT MY LOVE 2k
tae wakes you up in the middle of the night for some sleepy, lazy fun.
CAPTAIN HOOK 6.3k
there may or may not be (one sided) feelings involved with your hook-up.
ECOUTE CHERIE 1.3k
soft nights in paris.
THROAT GOAT 1.1k
a late-night hookup with tae in the backseat of his car.
𓊆ྀི 𝓙ungkook 𓊇ྀི
BIG OL FREAK 2k
he’s not good for you but you can’t bring yourself to really care.
SEX TALK 6.1k
you’re fucking two hotties on the low without realizing they’re roommates..
TODAS MUEREN POR MI 3.5k
a bittersweet fantasy with your boxer boyfriend.
SLUT ME OUT 1.9k
you find out just how hungry your boyfriend is in the morning.
KEROSENE 15k
your student takes a dark interest in you, raising the stakes and leaving you utterly helpless.
THE BOY IS MINE 6.2k
your best friend and you have zero boundaries.
DO I WANNA KNOW 19.8k
your ex is relentless in his pursuit, all in the name of love.
AGORA HILLS 1.9k
“grunge bf lets cute gf ride him,”
3D 3.2k
pics and videos don’t do you justice.
NEED TO KNOW 3.3k
it’s your birthday and your boss is feeling generous tonight.
ESPRESSO 14.6k
a rowdy boxer and the pretty it-girl he bagged by being him. jungkook’s doing anything to prove he’s serious, even if it means making a fool outta himself.
ཐི⋆FLAWLESS SERIES⋆ཋྀ
you never meant for it to go this far, much less with your best friend’s dad of all people. throw a baby in the mix? lies are told, secrets revealed forcing you to face the consequences of your actions—together.
DADDY ISSUES 2.4k
how you met jungkook.
FLAWLESS 3.4k
things were always complicated.
2. everything falls apart.
3. a look into the past.
RODEO 1.9k
you show him just how you ride it.
LOVIN’ YOU 3.5k
celebrating your anniversary in the future!
ཐི⋆JOCK!JK SERIES⋆ཋྀ
what do you get when you throw a pretty bimbo and her jock bf together? sex, sex, more sex, and then marriage; or, a series of events as they navigate life together.
𓆩♡𓆪 the intro.
𓆩♡𓆪 jungkook works you out with you.
𓆩♡𓆪 you want to put sprinkles on it.
𓆩♡𓆪 he plays his game and then some.
𓆩♡𓆪 you hate condoms.
𓆩♡𓆪 he’s a munch.
𓆩♡𓆪 you meet his friend, yoongi.
𓆩♡𓆪 a roommate’s (jennie’s) dilemma.
𓆩♡𓆪 the future!
𓆩♡𓆪 daddy’s father’s day special.
𓆩♡𓆪 seven days with jungkook.
𓆩♡𓆪 the origin story.
ཐི⋆BABY DADDY SERIES⋆ཋྀ
life with (your) annoying, frustratingly handsome baby daddy who won’t leave you alone and your sweet baby who can’t stop asking why you call his dad ‘deadbeat’.
SEVEN 5.5k
another day, another headache with him.
PUSSY FAIRY 2.6k
sometimes moms need to unwind too.
MALIBU 3.3k
the past: his birthday.
STANDING NEXT TO YOU 6.9k
feelings get talked about.
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littlemisshyperfixation · 9 months ago
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Yoongi Fic Recommendations Part 2
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a - angst f - fluff s - smut
part 1
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Miss Dial (s) by @versigny ⊹₊⋆ [11:31] You: okay so i’m texting you now like I promised instead of drunktexting yoongi and telling him how badly i want his cock tonight. Arent you proud?
[11:32] unknown number: this is yoongi, hi 
Please Be Naked (a f s) (ft. namjoon) by @floralseokjin ⊹₊⋆ Recently heartbroken, it feels like you’ll never be able to get over it. But a chance encounter with a guy you haven’t seen in months changes everything…  
One Shots
want a taste? (f s) by @suga-kookiemonster ⊹₊⋆ pretzel pro. most skillful tongue in the food court world. allegedly. that’s what yoongi keeps telling you, anyway. of course, you’re reasonably skeptical of his claims—but if there’s one thing that motivates the notoriously-lethargic man, it’s proving skeptics wrong.
take care of you (f s) by @kookslastbutton ⊹₊⋆ To keep your fiance from burning out you suggest a weekend getaway to Gapyeong, a charming town about an hour outside Seoul. You've specifically asked him to leave his work equipment at home but like a deep rooted habit, he still brings it with him. You're left with no choice but to find a way to get his attention back.
You Broke Me (f) by @7ndipity ⊹₊⋆ Just clingy, fluffy Yoongi after Reader comes home after a month-long trip
Shy (s) by @7ndipity ⊹₊⋆ You’re desperately craving your boyfriend's attention, but are too shy to ask for it outright. Luckily, Yoongi knows what you want anyway.
Sweet Spot (s f) by @cultleaderyoongi ⊹₊⋆ Three months into dating, Yoongi ponders what the perfect scenario for a love confession would be. There's no manual stating when and where and how is appropriate. It's only convenient when his body reacts faster than his brain, doing the job for him.
Eargasm (s) by @lavishedinjimin ⊹₊⋆ The idea of having your first ever orgasm by talking to a hot, random stranger through your phone scares the living hell out of you, but maybe it won’t be as bad as you think.
F*ck Christmas (a f s) by @sailoryooons ⊹₊⋆ Making hating Christmas your entire personality was never the plan. Then again, it seems bad things only ever happen around Christmas - like discovering your fiancé cheating on you, forcing you to move back to your sleepy hometown. But Min Yoongi happens to love Christmas, and if there is one thing your very stubborn childhood crush is going to do, it’s try to reignite your Christmas spirit. Even if he has to force-feed it to you with gingerbread cookies and too-sweet eggnog.
Workaholic (s) by @hobiwonder ⊹₊⋆ Yoongi needs to relax and Hoseok has many tricks up his sleeve to make him. None of them Yoongi thought included hiring a hooker to pay him a visit one stormy night. You were only trying to escape a crazed man chasing you down on a stormy night. Never was your intention to end up in an attractive man’s house. Definitely not one who thought you were a hooker. 
Backtrack (s) (ft. jimin) by @mapofthesea ⊹₊⋆ There’s no telling just how long you'd been stuck in the windowless studio, and you’re just about ready to walk out and forfeit your paycheck for the week, until your bosses strike up an interesting bargain.
the pink pill (s) by @dollfaceksj ⊹₊⋆ In each of these universes, you find yourself consuming what is known as the pink pill. This pill is essentially a drug that enhances your libido to the max and you’ll quite literally never experience arousal like you do when you’ve taken this pill. Thankfully, in each universe, there’s a man that’s ready to help you explore and reach your peak of sexual euphoria.
all night (s) (ft. namjoon) by @axigailxo ⊹₊⋆ in which listening to music during a smoke sesh with your best friends namjoon and yoongi in the studio turns into much more
damn the charcuterie board. (s) (ft. jimin) by @bratkook
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borathae · 3 months ago
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Rainy Mornings | Yoongi x f.Reader
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"Relax, my love, this morning is all about you."
Pairing: Yoongi x f.Reader
Genre: established relationship!AU, soft Smut
Warnings: subbish & sleepy!Yoongi, switch!Reader, neck kisses & bites, lots of touches, handjob, cuddly penetrative sex in cowgirl position, he cums very quickly <3, creampies, hints of breeding kink, this is just a sweet lil smut hehe <3
Wordcount: 1.7k
a/n: it rained the morning i wrote this and this is where my thoughts drifted off to. it's short and sweet and cozy <3 because this is what yoongi deserves <3
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Yoongi wakes to gentle kisses on his neck and fingers dancing over his tummy. The relaxed little sighs of you as you kiss him, mix with the distant sound of morning rain. 
Yesterday you and he went on a date. You took a drive and went for a movie, then you ate and talked until the restaurant had to close. Yesterday was such a good day. Today is going to be a good day as well. This is the first thought which runs through his mind, followed by how much he loves waking up with you close to him.
Yoongi purrs, rolling his head to the side to stub you with his nose. He steals a kiss, smiling into it. You do as well, cradling his cheek and caressing his skin with your thumb.
“Mornin”, his voice is raspy from sleep and incredibly warm. 
“Morning”, your voice is a little deep still and filled with happiness.
“Up for long?”
“No, just a few minutes. Wanted to enjoy you”, you say and nudge his head back into its previous position so you can kiss his neck again.
Yoongi tingles, shivers running down his spine. 
“This feels good”, he sighs, keeping his eyes closed. 
“Mhm, enjoy. Wanna make you feel good.”
You dance your hand back to his tummy and let it disappear under his shirt. The blanket covers you as well, keeping your bodies warm as you share this intimate moment.
“It’s raining”, he talks quietly.
“I know. It’s nice, means we can stay in all day”, you talk quietly as well.
“So no rainy walks?” 
You smile against his neck. He knows you so well. You love rainy walks. 
“Maybe later. For now, I want to cherish you.” You nibble on his favourite spot. “And make you feel good.”
You dance your fingertips along his lower tummy, tracing the little dents his hip bones naturally create when he lies down and his tummy sinks in a little. He is incredibly soft there and also very sensitive. He can’t take your touches for long before he has to squirm and let out a shy chuckle. 
You give him a break, drawing hearts on his waist. 
“Ticklish?” 
“Yeah.”
“You’re so soft there. Couldn’t help myself.”
“Liked it. Just…sensitive.”
“Mhm, you’re perfect.”
Yoongi blushes, having to exhale shakily. He is perfect. He thinks that he is a lot of things, but perfect is definitely not one of them. To think that you see him like this makes him feel really good. And giddy. And shy. And loved. 
Yoongi feels really loved when he is with you.
“This is so nice”, he sighs, chasing your touch.
“Mhm, so nice”, you agree, swirling your fingers back to hip bones to trace them. Your lips explore his neck in the meantime, turning his sleepy brain a little foggy.  
If this is actually a dream, Yoongi hopes never to wake up. 
He was weird about being touched in the past, but when your fingers are on his body he doesn’t want it to stop. It is paradise. 
A warm, tingly paradise, which feels especially cozy this morning.
You kiss the shell of his ear, whispering in your sweetest voice. Yoongi shivers as an effect of it.
“Just tell me to stop, okay?” 
“Okay.” 
He knows what will happen, holding his breath for it. He wants this. So much so that heat shoots between his legs within seconds, surprising your fingers with a hard and needy length to play with. Yoongi normally sleeps in boxer shorts. Tonight’s pair is black with dark grey stripes and an elastic band at the hem. You don’t slip your hand under said hem, but slip it inside the slit in the front.
“Oh? Already?” your surprise excites him, making him throb.
“Yeah is…is nice.”
“Shit, that’s sexy”, you whisper and pull out his cock through the slit. You let go of it for a second so you can lick your fingers to wet them. You connect your tongue with his neck afterwards, tracing the sensitive spots while your wet fingers wrap around his cock. 
Yoongi furrows his brows at the touch. Electricity courses through him. 
You pick up a slow rhythm, lingering on his tip and upper inches most. The position and tranquillity of the morning asks for such a rhythm. You don’t want to jerk him, pump him or milk him dry. No, you want to explore him, make him fall so deep into pleasure that he doesn’t want to leave. This is meant to build up, to be something you can savour and later think back on with a tingly stomach. 
“Does this do something for you?” you ask him.
“Yeah, like, a lot”, he gets out, squirming his hips in a very slow rhythm. They flinch for a little moment whenever you linger on his tip and slow down again when you move to another spot. Your lips are soft on his neck and your tongue is really warm. Yoongi swears that it couldn’t get any better than this and then you bite him.
You goddamn bite his neck. 
And Yoongi is a goner. 
He gasps your name, arching his back and curling his toes. He is yours. He is entirely yours. 
You kiss the tender spot afterwards, playing with the droplets of precum on his flushed tip. 
“Was this good for you?” you ask him.
“Yeah…more”, he begs, rolling his head to the side. 
You fulfill his wish, biting him where it feels the best. And so it happens that Yoongi breaks the cozy morning silence with his first moan. Of course it makes your stomach tingle like crazy. His voice is made for sounds of pleasure. 
“God Yoongi, I love being with you”, you say, biting him again just so can hear him moan. You twist your fingers around his tip at the same time, applying pressure. You need him to moan again. It is all you crave. 
Yoongi gives it to you gladly and a little shakily. His cock leaks all over your fingers and his legs are like puddy. He feels a deep warmth radiate from his cock up to his stomach and down his legs.
“___ a-ah”, he chokes out, tensing his stomach. You are a little quicker in your movements and keep lingering on his tip. This is a lot to handle for his sleepy, droopy body.
“Yoongi, my love, god I just”, you trail off. You have no words, letting your body do the talking. 
You climb his lap and bush your shorts aside, sinking him into you while you swallow his surprised gasp. 
Your fingers bury themselves in his morning hair, ruffling it even more and tugging just enough to make him shiver. 
Your press your chest against his’, rocking back and forth on his cock.
“___.”
“Yoongi, my Yoongi. You feel so good inside me.”
“Good. You- ah- good. You feel good, ah. Too. Good too a-ah.”
Big hands come to grasp you, fingers dimpling your butt because they are desperate enough to do so. He doesn’t guide you, as a matter of fact, he doesn’t even meet your movements. He just lies there, taking the slow ride and thinking to himself that he is going to climax any second now. 
He feels so good. You are warm and perfectly heavy on top of him, you kiss him so well and play with his and your heart races and he gets hugged by your warm walls and, and, and. There are a million different reasons why Yoongi feels good and why he is close. 
He has to break the kiss and tell you.
“I’m close.” 
“Yeah?”
“Yeah. It’s…it’s fucking amazing, not gonna lie.”
You smile, dancing his lips to his ear.
“You’re a delight, my love”, you whisper and give him a glimpse of heaven by biting him right under his ear. 
“Ah!” Yoongi yelps and tries desperately to stop your hips. 
He is successful, but it comes too late. Yoongi is too far gone. It is already enough for him to simply be nestled in your soft walls. He paints your insides with his warm orgasm, clasping your butt for it while his mouth is agape in a soundless moan. 
You mewl his name, resting your lips against his neck as he pumps you full. You swear that you can feel each load he releases. It fills your tummy with so much warmth and makes you so wet. You don’t want it to stop, but of course it has to. Yoongi’s poor balls can only produce this much in the morning. They are still a little sleepy, forcing him to experience the last wave of ecstasy dry. 
Yoongi comes down with a shudder, pressing out your name before he has to gulp repeatedly. 
You lift your head, resting on your elbows and tracing his features. His eyes are closed, his cheeks are slightly flushed. You outline his forehead, his brows and closed lids. You trace his nose and his lips and caress his cheeks and chin. You end it by tugging strands of his black hair behind his ears and massaging his lobes. 
“I love you”, you whisper.
“I…love you…too. Ahmg”, he gulps again and exhales, finally opening his eyes.
You smile at him, cradling his cheeks.
“Sorry”, he mumbles.
“For what?”
“I tried to hold it, but-”
You silence him with a thumb against his lips. Yoongi makes puppy eyes at you, mouthing at your finger.
“Don’t apologise. This was perfect. I wanted this morning to be about you and it was.” You kiss his lips. next his nose. Lastly his forehead. “You deserved this after the amazing date yesterday.”
You meet his eyes and smile. Yoongi retorts it.
“Besides, I have a wish for today.”
"What  wish? Tell me, I’ll do anything.”
You snicker, “really? Anything?”
“Anything. After what you just did.”
“You’re cute. I think you’re gonna like my wish then.”
“Tell me.” 
“Wanna spend today slowly getting me more filled with you? You know, cum inside me and plug me and then at night you take it out and fuck me properly.”
“Woah princess, what the fuck? My cock just twitched.”
“I felt it.” You boop his nose. “Soo are you down?”
“Of course I am, fucking hell, you don’t gotta ask.”
“Awesome”, you lean in for a smiley kiss, one Yoongi eagerly retorts.
Truly, there is nothing better than rainy mornings with you.
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kyph3r · 1 year ago
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BOYFRIEND JUNGKOOK HCS ♡
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pairing: bf!jungkook x fem!reader
genre: established relationship, fluff, smut
AN: long time no see!! ૮ ․ ․ ྀིა second round of the hc series, yoongi or jin are next !!
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SFW HCS-
• like a big puppy when you first start dating, a lot of play fighting
• i feel like he would try to make his confession to you perfect, he gets you flowers and chocolates and has a big speech planned but ends up getting nervous and says something completely different than planned, but it still works!
• wants to hang out with you all the time, he will crash hangouts with your friends to spend time with you (which is sweet but also annoying)
• kisses you like you'll never see each other again it's the most dramatic thing in the world
• "jungkook, i'll only be gone for 30 minutes!" "ah, just one more i'm gonna miss you so much."
• definitely the type to get jealous, very obviously jealous, most of the time the person stealing your attention gets scared of him staring them down and backs off
• but sometimes his stare goes unnoticed and he will simply just walk over and lead you away from them
• sends videos and pictures of bam being cute with the caption “look at our son 🥺”
• a big huge humongous flirt, loves seeing you blush, but sometimes you will say something flirty to him and he'll be stuttering with a bright red face for the rest of the conversation
• would mainly call you baby but every once in awhile he would call you something really corny like sugar plum or apple of my eye to make you embarrassed
• writes you little notes whenever you go out somewhere, sometimes draws little pictures of you guys holding hands or playing with bam and puts it somewhere he knows you'll see
• he's just so boyfriend like idk how else to describe it, he'll get you whatever you want whenever you want, always treating you so well
NSFW HCS-
• when you guys first start having sex, he is very cautious with how he handles you
• once you guys are more comfortable though, he gets a lot rougher with you
• i feel like he's a switch but leans more towards being on top, can easily switch up in the middle of sex
• will not hesitate to slut himself out for your attention, you'll be trying to work on something in peace and he'll come in shirtless with the excuse that "it's too hot"
• isn't a very kinky guy but would be into using toys during sex
• obsessed with making you squirt. like that is his number one goal when fucking you
• the type to manhandle you into a position and hold you down with strong arms, also really likes when you get overstimulated and try squirm out of his manhandling and he just easily overpowers you
• loves showing you his strength, he'll take any chance he gets to pick you up and fuck you against something
• the times when he'll get a bit subby is when you'll ride him, which is something he loves way too much
• seeing you on top of him using him for pleasure just makes him crazy hard
• i feel like he would be the type to really enjoy dry humping, especially first thing in the morning when you're still sleepy
• gets so hard when you dance on him at parties, one minute you're throwing it back on him and the next you're in the bathroom bent over the counter top
• jealous sex is always intense, he'll have you in any position he can think of and make you remind tell him who you belong to (him obv)
• very talkative during sex, always a mix of the sweetest praise and the nastiest dirty talk being whispered in your ear
• aftercare is soothing with him, if he's not too tired he'll give you a massage until you drift off to sleep
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muniimyg · 5 months ago
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𐙚₊˚⊹ bbydaddy!yoongi (9) ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹
series m.list // taglist
note: sorry this update took forever !!! enj <3
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there are no words that can describe how incredibly awkward you feel when you wake up.
last night—after you and yoongi crossed that unspoken line and messed around—you two ended up tangled together.
it’s strange because in between soft touches and sleepy murmurs—you actually got to know him in ways you never expected.
you recall it all.
his quiet voice filling the spaces between the darkness and your hushed breathing so you could hear every tone, every word, and every breath of his crystal clear. 
yoongi told you stories and confessions that slipped out between shallow breaths. childish yet meaningful things he probably didn’t even realize he was saying.
you remember him murmuring about the way his mom used to hold his hand when he couldn’t fall asleep as a kid, or how he swore he’d never own a fish again because when he was 11 years old... he had 14 goldfishes and they all died one by one 2 weeks later.
he swears it wasn't his fault.
you tell him you believe him.
(you really do.)
he also talks about his quiet love for early mornings, how at peace he feels when he’s the only one awake in a still-sleeping world. in that half-dazed vulnerability, yoongi let you in. 
just enough for you to see a side of him you hadn’t expected, a part that was softer, quieter, more open.
then, you two talked about baby injeolmi.
how you two don't really care about the gender and just want a healthy baby. so much so that you both agreed to not know the gender and to just be surprised on the day of. oh, and how you do want a baby shower and think hye mi is already plotting that...
then, you two talked about the moving in thing again.
that's when you pretended to go to sleep and actually fell asleep. yoongi only laughed at you, fully knowing that you're just nervous. you're moving in one way or another.
he knows it.
you know it...
but aside from the way the talk ended; it went well.
no, the talk wasn’t everything…
but it was something. 
now, with the morning light filtering through the blinds, reality started to seep back in.
the familiar awkwardness of two people who shared more than they’d planned. you can feel his warmth beside you, his hand still loosely draped over your waist, and a twinge of nervousness fluttered in your stomach.
you glance at him, expecting him to be asleep. but then, his eyes blinked open, groggy but sharp enough to catch the slight flush in your cheeks. 
still half-asleep, his voice rough as he mumbles, “hi…”
for a second, neither of you move, as if lingering in that quiet, unguarded space between sleep and reality. suddenly aware of the intimacy, he clears his throat, his gaze softening but pulling back just a bit.
you offer him a shy smile, feeling the weight of everything unsaid between you.
“a-about last night…”
he chuckles softly, rubbing a hand over his face. “yeah… last night…”
then, he pauses to gather his words.
“wait, are you talking about me yapping or me sucking your tits?”
none. you’re talking about pretending to fall asleep regardless, your shy smile breaks as you burst into laughter. he joins your laughter and sighs. 
“i mean, are we gonna talk about any of it or is acknowledging it good enough for now? i don’t know if i’m awake enough for the conversation but i will be if you want to—”
“all good,” you assure him. “i don’t know where i was going with any of it. i guess i just wanted… to know if you—”
“i liked it,” he tells you, not digging any deeper. “you getting to know me, me sucking your tits—all of it.”
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as promised, yoongi takes you to the baby store. 
your eyes light up the minute you step foot in it. it’s then that yoongi remembers exactly who he’s having this baby with. 
you and your fucking babyfever. 
the baby store is a mix of pastel colors, tiny clothes, and gentle lullabies playing over the speakers. yoongi trails behind you as you wander through the aisles. one hand resting on the cart as he pushes it along, his eyes constantly flicking to you with a quiet, thoughtful focus.
though you two are pretty good at communicating—the whole physical affection part? that’s still a little wonky. for instance, every time you pause to examine something, yoongi is right there, his hand slipping gently around your waist to guide you to the next aisle or just to linger beside you. it’s so subtle that, at first, you think it’s an accident, a reflex. 
but then it keeps happening.
at first, it throws you off—his casual closeness.
the way he stays so near, like a shadow. you’re not used to this kind of attention from him.. this quiet and steady affection. but strangely enough, you find that you don’t mind it. in fact, there’s something comforting about the way he stays close, attentive to your every move.
when you stop to touch a soft little onesie covered in tiny clouds, yoongi doesn’t even hesitate. he reaches over, gently taking it from your hands and adding it to the cart without a word. 
you shoot him a questioning look, but he only shrugs, a small smile tugging at his lips as if to say, whatever you want.
“yoongi, you know you don’t have to buy everything i touch, right?” you remind him, glancing at the growing pile in the cart.
yoongi just chuckles, unbothered, and places his hand on your waist again as you reach the aisle full of toys. his touch is warm and grounding, making it hard to argue with him.
“you’re not carrying any of it home, so relax,” he says with a smile that’s both charming and final. “i like this shit too. they’re cute or whatever—”
then, your fingertips brush as you both reach for a soft, star-patterned onesie. he lets go first, letting you hold onto the onesie.
“this one’s cute,” you say softly, running your thumb along the fabric. then, you bite back a small smile when you realizes yoongi hasn’t moved his hand from your waist.
“yeah,” he murmurs, nodding. his voice is softer than usual, but before you can read into it, he takes the onesie and tosses it into the cart. then he grabs a few more items without asking you, each time ignoring your attempts to peek at the price tags.
“yoongi..."
"what?"
"are you serious?"
he looks at you blankly. "don't we need these things?"
you nod but give him a stern look. "yeah, but we can't buy out the whole store."
"why not?"
"first of all, that's insane... and second of all—a-are you just—"
you reach for a soft, stuffed rabbit, just curious to feel it, and—predictably—he plucks it right out of your hands, tossing it into the cart.
"you are."
"i'm what?"
"seriously?" you huff, barely holding back a grin. “you’re not even letting me decide if i want it. you're tossing it in just because i touched it.”
he remains unbothered by your protests. 
“what if i just think you have good taste?” he says, glancing at you with a hint of mischief. 
and with that, he gives you a gentle nudge, guiding you further down the aisle with that warm hand still resting at your side.
“are you saying that just to flatter yourself?”
“what do i have to do with this?”
“well, you’re my type and my babydaddy—”
“i’m your type?” yoongi tilts his head at you. "good to know..."
you blush, eyes wide from embarrassment. before you can make up some excuse to save face, he leans in and playfully pinches your waist.
“you're my type too, mama.”
you clear your throat and redirect the conversation.
"s-should we pick a crib?"
yoongi gestures his hand for you to lead the way.
as you begin to walk, you turn your head and send him a glare.
"... and be serious about this part, okay? this is the crib we're picking out. read the packaging and make your judgement. i'm gonna end up choosing the prettiest one that might not function as well as the ugly one... so, can i trust your taste on this?"
yoongi nods, pushing the cart with a steady, unhurried pace, his hand resting casually on the handle.
“you can trust me,” he says, his voice low and sincere.
... and so, you do.
you trust him.
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when you reach the checkout, you step forward to pay but—
yoongi slips right past you.
casually handing over his card to the cashier before you even get a chance. you cross your arms and narrow your eyes at him, watching as he signs the receipt, completely unbothered.
the total is easily above $3,000. 
he meets your gaze with a look that’s almost playful, his expression all wide-eyed innocence, as if he hadn’t just ignored your efforts.
"yoongi," you begin, voice firm. “we’re both injeolmi's parents, and it’s not fair for you to pay for everything. at least let me pay half—”
he doesn’t respond right away, just nods patiently, his attention focused on gathering the bags the cashier hands him. his face is calm, listening but clearly not swayed. he loads a big box containing the crib into the cart, then places the bags filled with tiny clothes, blankets, and toys right beside it, adjusting them carefully.
you press on, leaning slightly forward, hoping to get through to him.
“we’re both responsible here... i know i'm not a nurse practitioner like you, but it's not like i can’t contribute, you know—"
“i know.”
yoongi glances over his shoulder at you, his mouth quirking in the faintest smile as he stacks the last bag. he seems unbothered by your scolding, more amused than anything.
“this is my baby too and i feel uncomfortable letting you do this much—”
finally, he turns to you, reaching out to brush a stray lock of hair back from your cheek in a gesture so casual it nearly makes you forget your own irritation. 
“do what? provide?”
you're tongue tied.
“all done? feel better, mama?” he asks, his tone light, but his eyes sparkle with a hint of mischief. “if not, go ahead. say what you want. say what you need to say. i’m listening.”
you let out a small huff, crossing your arms more tightly, trying to stay serious.
“you’re not paying for everything, yoongi.”
he raises one eyebrow, his expression softening but still unwavering. 
“i am. i did.” he shrugs, nonchalantly. it feels like he’s teasing you even though he isn’t. “___, i’m all done with this topic now. are you?”
“no, actually, i—” you start, feeling your frustration build.
“great,” he interrupts, his smile spreading into a grin that makes your heart skip. 
he reaches down, taking your hand in his, his grip gentle yet firm, and begins to guide you toward the exit, leaving you no room to protest. 
his thumb rubs lightly over your knuckles as he holds your hand, a grounding gesture that calms you, even as he completely ignores your point. 
“let’s go home,” he says softly, his voice warm, as though it’s the simplest decision in the world.
home.
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following yoongi inside his condo, the familiar sight of his place tugging at something inside you. 
it’s been a while since you’ve been here. the memories of that night still linger like a quiet hum in the back of your mind, but you push them aside. 
focus on the present. 
focus on the baby.
he leads you through the hallways, and you try to ignore the way your pulse quickens as you walk past his bedroom. you know it’s silly—nothing’s changed here. but still, the weight of the space feels different, heavier now. maybe it’s because this time, you’re here for something else. 
this time, it’s about the baby.
and the fact that you’ll be moving in soon… fuck, your mind begins to spin.
then, yoongi stops in front of a door, his hand resting lightly on the handle. he opens it slowly, stepping aside to let you in. 
“this is the guest room,” he says, but you can tell he’s hesitating, like he’s waiting for your reaction. “soon to be baby injeolmi’s room…”
you step inside, your gaze instantly drawn to the empty space. it’s clean, quiet, the pale walls untouched by time or use. the sunlight pours in from the window, making the room feel warmer, but it’s still just a room. 
there’s nothing personal about it. 
nothing that belongs to anyone yet.
but you can already picture it—nursery furniture, soft colors, the quiet hum of a baby’s lullaby filling the air. you glance back at him, noting the careful expression on his face. he’s watching you, waiting for your approval. waiting for your thoughts, even if you’re not sure what to say. you wonder if he’s nervous too, if this feels as strange to him as it does to you.
for a moment, your mind drifts to that night—the night everything changed. 
the night you slept together. 
the night you felt something more than just friendship between you two. the way his touch felt, the way his lips lingered on yours, and how quickly it all faded into the awkward silence the next morning.
"i also made space for your things in my room. i'm not finished clearing out my all shit but i will be by next week. does that sound okay?"
"huh?" you blink. "n-next week?"
yoongi nods.
"i think i gave you enough time to think things over... and don't act like this is a surprise. i brought it up last night. you pretended to sleep."
your eyes widen.
"i—"
"move in with me next week," yoongi says. "... you can pretend to sleep mid conversation in my bed from now on."
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by an hour and half in, you and yoongi have filled the space with scattered remnants of baby gear—boxes, parts of cribs, and the disassembled pieces of a changing table. they all lay haphazardly across the floor. 
it’s oddly comforting.
the clutter somehow feels like a soft reminder of the chaos and excitement that’s about to come.
yoongi is kneeling on the floor, tools in hand, as he begins to assemble the crib, the sound of metal and wood clicking together filling the otherwise quiet room.
you lean against the doorway, arms crossed, watching him work with a careful, focused precision. his brow is furrowed, his jaw clenched as he concentrates on each piece. his sleeves are rolled up, revealing forearms that make it hard to focus on anything else. you swallow, not bothering to hide the way your eyes drift to the muscle in his arms as he works.
and then, almost instinctively, he looks up at you, his gaze meeting yours as if he can feel your eyes on him.
“baby injeolmi’s clothes need to be washed,” he says, his voice low but firm, his hands already reaching for another tool. “you want to do this 50/50? fine. but i don’t want you getting hurt.”
you push off the doorframe, rolling your eyes as you walk toward him, crossing your arms over your chest. 
you’re not used to him treating you like you’re made of glass, but you get where he’s coming from. still, it doesn’t sit well with you.
“i’m pregnant but i’m not fragile,” you argue. “i can help you with the crib—“
he doesn’t budge, his jaw tightening as he focuses on the task at hand. 
“humor me then,” he says, his tone patient, but there’s an underlying edge of stubbornness that makes it clear this isn’t up for debate.
you’re about to argue further, but the way he’s working—so effortlessly, so damn focused—has you momentarily silent. the way his arms flex as he screws the pieces together, the tension in his shoulders, the occasional glance up to check in on you—it all just feels so... domestic, and so right in this moment.
you step back a little, your breath catching as you take in the scene. yoongi, with his sleeves pushed up, lost in his work, looks so different from the guy you met—still him, but somehow more.
more... grounded. more steady.
your gaze lingers, unable to pull away.
your cheeks heat, a strange flutter in your chest as you realize you’ve been staring too long. When Yoongi catches your eye, his expression unreadable for a split second, you scramble to regain your composure.
“i’ll, uh…” you quickly clear your throat, suddenly feeling the weight of the moment. “i’ll get started on baby’s laundry. do you have clothes that need to be washed too? i can do a load—i mean… fuck—y-you know what? how about i make us some lunch first? yeah. i’ll do that.” you say, quickly backing away before your feelings get the best of you.
your steps are hurried as you leave the room, but you can still feel the heat in your face, the warmth of his gaze following you as you retreat.
yet, the image of him—focused, strong, and all yours—lingers, and you can’t help but smile to yourself as you step into the kitchen.
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in the kitchen, you decide to keep it simple yet comforting. 
something easy to share, nothing too fancy. you settle on making caprese chicken sandwiches with a side of fresh fruit and chips. 
you finish grilling the chicken and layer it on the toasted ciabatta. you add slices of fresh mozzarella, letting it melt slightly, then pile on thick tomato slices and fresh basil leaves. a drizzle of balsamic glaze finishes it off before you top it with the other half of the bread, pressing it together gently when yoongi walks in. 
without a word, he leans against the counter beside you, his presence as familiar as the scent of the meal. he doesn’t wait for you to finish; instead, he picks up a melon slice and takes a bite.
“can’t you wait two seconds?” you laugh, nudging him playfully with your elbow.
yoongi just grins, completely unbothered. he takes another bite.
“fruit always taste better when moms cut them,” he says, his voice teasing but laced with that quiet sincerity of his. “oh, should i say milf? or is that jungkook’s line?”
you roll your eyes but can’t help the smile tugging at your lips.
the way he stands there, so effortlessly himself, makes your chest tighten in a way you didn’t expect. he’s always been like this—comfortable, confident, and somehow, when he’s this close, it feels like everything else fades away.
as he pulls away, you notice a small smudge of melon juice on the corner of his lips. without thinking, you reach up to wipe it away, your thumb brushing softly against his skin. the movement feels natural, almost automatic, but something about the intimacy of it makes your heart flutter. you don’t hesitate, bringing your thumb to your mouth to clean it off.
“mhmm,” you moan. “tastes sweet.”
then, the moment freezes.
yoongi stares at you, eyes wide, as if he’s seeing you for the first time, like the simple action has somehow shifted everything. the air between you thickens, and suddenly, it feels like there’s more than just the space in the kitchen separating you.
you stand still, unsure of what to do next. 
your eyes lock, and in that second, something unspoken passes between you. it’s not just the closeness or the warmth of the kitchen—it’s a pull, an undeniable magnetism that makes your chest tighten and your breath catch.
yoongi’s gaze drops to your lips, and you can feel the tension, the quiet yearning between you both. his hand twitches slightly at his side, like he wants to reach for you, but he’s holding back, waiting for you to make the first move.
and just as you’re about to lean in, your belly gives a sudden flutter.
you gasp, your eyes widening in surprise, and instinctively, you reach for his hand, pressing it gently to your belly. 
“oh my god.”
“what?”
“yoongi… i think… here—”
you hold your breath, waiting, and then—
there it is again. 
a small, unmistakable kick.
yoongi’s eyes light up with awe, his fingers curling slightly around your hand as he feels it, a slow smile spreading across his face. he doesn’t say anything at first, just stands there, his eyes fixed on your stomach, filled with wonder and something deeper that you can’t quite place.
you squeeze his hand, feeling the weight of the moment settle around you both.
“did you feel that?” you whisper, a smile tugging at your lips. 
yoongi looks up at you, his eyes softer now, holding something deeper than the simple wonder of the moment. 
the air around you two has shifted into something more intimate. then, his gaze flickers to your face, his heart fluttering in his chest as he steps a little closer, his thumb gently brushing over your hand.
… and as he looks into your eyes, his pulse quickens. 
it’s not just the baby’s kick he feels—it’s this quiet, undeniable pull between you two. his chest tightens with the weight of it, and for a moment; this is everything to him. 
everything.
he gulps as he soaks in your presence and sinks into the idea feeling of love beginning. then, slowly and then all at once; he accepts it. 
“yeah,” yoongi says, tone warm and ever so sure. “i feel it.”
as you look up to meet his eyes, yoongi’s lips tug into a smile. dipping his head low, he kisses you.
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hello! i just found your blog, i loooooove the way u write yoongi! could i request yoongi x f!reader boyfriend headcanons? just this, ty in advance!
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Thank you SO MUCH for this request! 💜 Writing Yoongi is always a joy. Hope this hit all the right notes for you! Let me know which part made you giggle, scream, or melt. And as always, thanks for trusting me with your delulu dreams. I think Yoongi would 100% judge us, but he’d secretly love it.
BOYFRIEND HEADCANONS
↳YOONGI (SUGA) × FEM!READER
~ CONTENT WARNING FOR SECOND PART OF THE POST ~ MATURE THEMES | (extra warning in the post)
Possessive behavior
Suggestive themes
Mild NSFW references (kissing, intimacy)
Jealousy Proceed mindfully!
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DAILY RHYTHM
Mornings
Night Owl Realness
he’s never awake before 10 AM unless forced by schedules
you’ll find him passed out face-down in bed
one arm slung over your waist (possessive octopus)
his alarm?
a grumbled “Five more minutes…” muffled into the pillow
followed by hissed “새끼…” (“Damn it…”) when reality hits
Quiet Rising
if he wakes first (rare), he’ll slip out of bed like a ghost
careful not to jostle his bad shoulder
returns 20 minutes later with (decaf) iced americano 
your favorite placed silently on your nightstand
Breakfast (Sort Of)
he doesn’t "cook"
he assembles
haphazard charcuterie board of convenience store finds
triangle kimbap, yogurt...
sliced apples arranged in a half-hearted star
leaves a note: “Eat. Don’t die.”
Post-Wakeup Rituals
Lap Cat Energy
you find him in his studio
hoodie hood up (glasses askew)
he’ll grunt “Come here” without looking up
patting his thigh
you sit sideways on his lap
legs draped over the chair arm
his right hand stays on his mouse
his left absently plays with your hair
fingertips brushing your scalp in a rhythm matching his beat
Tugging
if you try to leave too soon, he hooks a finger in your waistband or sleeve
“Where you going? I didn’t say you could move.” 
voice rough but eyes soft
Shoulder Check
notice him rolling his left shoulder? = a wince he’d deny
“Yoongi, your...”  “I’m fine...” 
slip a heating pad onto his chair
he doesn’t thank you
his next track samples the crinkle of the pad and your sigh
Coffee & Conversations
Decaf Devotee
sips his americano with a grimace
“Caffeine’s for rookies.”
call him out: 
“You’re just paranoid about shaking during recording.”  he side-eyes you: “…Maybe.”
when you rant about work, he listens while staring at his screen
you think he’s ignoring you?
he mutters:  “Tell your boss to eat shit. Nicely. Or don’t. I’ll write a diss track.” 
his advice is always a threat wrapped in a shrug
Midday Moments
Nap Trap
doze off on the couch?
he drapes his favourite blanket over you
wakes you by poking your cheek
“Hey. You’re drooling on my merch.”
just wants attention
Catlike Coexistence
he works; you read
no talking for hours
just the hum of his work and your pages turning
occasionally, he’ll toss a grape at your head
“You alive over there?”
Nighttime
Pre-Bed Grump
2 AM, he’s still coding beats
drag him to bed!!!
“Yoongi. Now.” 
grumbles but follows
leaning his forehead against your back in the dark
“…Could’ve finished that bridge.”
Sleeping Style
curled on his right side (bad shoulder elevated)
arm slung over your waist
if you shift, he pulls you closer
sleepy “쳇…” (“Tsk…”)
breath warm on your neck
KEY DIALOGUE
when you nag him to hydrate:
“You’re worse than my manager.” 
catch him nodding off mid-edit, glasses crooked
“I’m not cute. Shut up.”
his version of “I miss you.” :
“Come here. Now.” (not a request)
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COMMUNICATION
TEXTING STYLE
7 AM: “ㅋ” 
translation: “I’m awake. Suffering. Think of me.”
3 PM: Spotify link to “First Love” by Utada Hikaru
no context
midnight: “Come home.” 
you’ve been in the next room for hours
Notes
scribbles lyrics on receipts
leaves them in your coat pockets
“Your laugh, B-flat minor. Unreleased.”
PET NAMES
calls you “aggressively average” in public
“야” (Ya) / “너” (Neo) = simple, blunt (default)
translates to: “Hey, you.” 
bonus points if he tacks on “-아” 
when annoyed: “야-아!”
“멍청이” (Mongcheongi) = “Dummy.”
delivered with a smirk
when you trip over something: “Classic 멍청이 move.”
privately, it’s “my little disaster"
always in Korean
always when you’re half-asleep
“꼬마” (Kkoma) = “Little one.” 
used when you’re sick or crying
grumbles into your hair
hands awkwardly patting your back
“고양이” (Goyangi) = “Kitten”
reserved for sleepy mornings when you nuzzle into his chest
“고양이… 너무 떨어져.” (Kitten… quit clinging) 
he does not let go
CURSING (HIS LOVE LANGUAGE)
Worried Curses
come home late
he’s pacing
hoodie zipped to his chin
“씨발… 12 missed calls. You trying to kill me?” 
pulls you into a crushing hug
sees you struggling with a suitcase?
"Damn it, just give it" 
carries it up five flights
collapses on the couch
“…Never moving again.”
Flustered Curses
wear that dress
he stares too long
spills his americano
“…씨발.” 
avoiding eye contact (not for long tho)
you know his gaze? like in the weverse live? THAT!
“Change. Or don’t. I don’t care.”
MUTTERINGS (UNFILTERED & UNBOTTLED)
Annoyed Affection
“Why are you so bothersome…" 
when he fixes your phone charger (again)
“Ha… wanna die?"
when you steal his fries
pushes the plate closer to you
Sleep-Soft Confessions
half-asleep, face buried in your neck: 
“…넌 내 거야.” (You’re mine) 
followed by a huff
if you acknowledge it: “I was dreaming. Shut up.”
after nightmares (his or yours), voice gravelly: 
“It’s okay. Let’s lie down."
HIDDEN POETRY (FOR YOUR EARS ONLY)
Lyric Leaks
overhear him mumbling into his voice memos
“Her laughter... G major, sustain pedal down.” 
when confronted, he snaps: “It’s not about you.” (it is)
find a crumpled note in his jacket: 
“Her anger: A minor 7th. Still prettier than my best chords.”
Satoori Slips
stress unlocks his Daegu dialect
he’ll sigh:
"I’m dead tired"
leans his head on your shoulder
"Your hair smells good."
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ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER
Overprotective Tendencies
mention a creepy DM? next day, your Instagram is mysteriously set to private.
“Don’t look at me. Blame Joon’s ‘internet safety’ phase.” (lying)
Passive-Aggressive Love
complain about your slow Wi-Fi?
come home to a $2,000 router installed
“It was on sale.” (It wasn’t)
Services
you’re sick?
he’ll DoorDash three kinds of soup
pretends he “accidentally” ordered too much
“Just pick one. The rest can rot.”
reheats the leftovers for you later
VULNERABLE MOMENTS (CUTS DEEP, HEALS DEEPER)
When You’re Hurt
sees you crying?
says nothing, just pulls you into his lap
chin resting on your head
hours later, he’ll rasp: “Who did it?" 
translation: “Give me a name. I’ll end them.”
after a fight?
he’ll slam a peppero box on the table
“Here. Sugar helps… or whatever.” 
your favorite flavor
drove to three stores
Drunk Truths
tipsy on soju
he’ll trace your jawline
“넌… 내 비트 같아.” (You’re… like my beat.) 
ask what that means?
“Without you, the song’s empty. Happy? Now drink.”
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UNEXPECTED SOFTNESS
Shoulder Secrets
his bad shoulder acts up?
he still carries your groceries
“I’m fine. Drop it.” 
later, you find him icing it
muttering “Fuckin’ hero complex…”
Period Protocol
preemptive strike
tracks your cycle like a NASA mission
stocks the fridge with chocolate
heat pads
your weird cravings
“Don’t ask. Just… take what you need.”
Foot Massages
curled in bed, cramping?
he wordlessly pulls your feet into his lap
thumbs digging into your arches
“You’re tense as fuck.” 
you moan?
he smirks “Not the time”
Bad Day Rituals
comes home to find you crying?
silently orders fried chicken
sits on the floor with yo
feeding you bites
lets you wear his favourite hoodie for weeks
“Return it when you’re done being a gremlin.”
buys a duplicate so you never have to
FIERCE LOVE
Defending Your Honor
Karen insults you at the grocery store?
he “accidentally” rams her cart with his
“Oops. Should’ve seen you there… ma’am.”
practiced that line in the mirror
Sacrifices
gives you his expensive headphones during a flight
“Take them. I don’t care.” 
spends the trip white-knuckling the armrest
tortured by a crying baby
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COLD FRONT
Silent Treatment Master
when hurt, he retreats into a glacial calm
answers in monosyllables
eyes fixed on his screen
“Fine.” “Whatever.” “Do what you want.” 
you’d prefer yelling?
this icy detachment is worse
Playful Insults Gone Wrong
joked about his “grandpa music taste” during dinner?
he stiffens, chopsticks clattering
“…At least I don’t listen to nursery rhymes.” 
later, you find him scrubbing dishes aggressively
muttering about “disrespect” 
his playlist? Full of your Disney favorites
NEGLECTED NIGHTS
Overwork Blinders
he’s been in the studio for 72 hours?
show up with dinner = he doesn’t look up
“Not hungry.” snap: “You’ll die before you finish that track!” he smirks. “Already dead. Ghosts work faster.” 
Breaking Point
turn off his monitor mid-session?
he slams his fist, voice shaking
“You think this is a game? I’m building a future.”  fire back: “Future’s empty without us!” 
he storms out
returns at 3 AM with tangerines (both your comfort fruit) and a USB drive labeled “Track 13: Sorry.”
GIFTS
(NOT YOUR GRANDMA’S ROMANCE)
Practical Pampering
forget roses.
gifts you custom ergonomic keyboard after noticing wrist pain
“Don’t thank me. Just stop typing like a grandma.” 
keys are programmed to flash “DUMBASS” if you type past midnight
Sentimental Sleuth
finds your childhood Tamagotchi in a thrift store
resurrects it, feeds it for weeks, then hands it over
“It’s on life support. Your problem now.”
Lingerie? Please... (mostly tho)
buys you noise-canceling headphones
“So you’ll shut up about the neighbors.” 
you’ve never mentioned the neighbors aloud (he just knows)
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PRETENDS TO HATE SHOPPING
Reluctant Mule
drag him to a flea market
he complains about “dust mites” and “overpriced garbage"
carries your bags without a word
“Hurry up. I’m not your butler.” (he is)
Secret Splurges
catches you eyeing a vintage leather jacket
“Too expensive. Let’s go.” 
returns the next day to buy it
leaves it on your bed with a note: “Don’t ruin it.”
Fashion Critic (Liar)
try on a frilly dress
“You look like a cupcake.” 
later, texts Jin: “Hyung, where do you get those stupid ... she likes?”
HATES WHEN YOU GET DRUNK
(BUT LOVES YOU MORE)
Gruesome Guardian
catches you tipsy at a party (clinging to a giggling band member)
his jaw clenches
" Let’s go.” (“We’re fucked…”)
throws you over his good shoulder like a sack of rice
ignoring your slurred protests
deposits you on the couch
forces water and aspirin into your hands
“Drink. Or I’ll IV it into you.”
Morning-After Mercies:
wakes you with haejangguk (hangover soup), extra kimchi
“Eat. You look like death.” 
when you groan, he smirks
“Next time, stick to soju. At least I can carry that.”
Secret Worry
texts your friends preemptively: 
“Keep her at 2 drinks. Or I’ll end you.”  Jungkook replies: “Hyung, she’s a grown...”  “Try me.”
FAMILY GHOSTS
Dad’s Shadow
mention wanting kids?
he freezes
“I won’t be like him. Ever.” 
later, he researches parenting books
leaves one on your nightstand:
“Raising Kids Without Being a Dick.”
Mom’s Voice
calls her weekly
Satoori thickening
hear him whisper, “Mom, she… eats well."
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MARRIAGE
(UNLIKELY PROPOSAL)
Fight
jokingly call him a “commitment-phobe” after he dodges yet another wedding invite
he snaps
“Marriage is a corporate merger. Why the fuck would I want that?”  retaliate: “Then stop acting like my CEO!”
Ring
he buys it six months prior
a minimalist platinum band etched with “Agust D” lyrics in Morse code
hides it in his guitar case, where you “accidentally” find it
“It’s not... ugh. Just take it.”
Proposal
after a brutal argument about his workaholism
he slams a USB drive on the table
a track titled “Forever (feat. You)” with a voice memo: 
“Marry me. Or don’t. I’ll still be here.”
FATHERHOOD = THE GREAT TERROR
Panic
mention wanting kids?
he freezes mid-bite
“…We can’t even keep plants alive.” 
buys a cactus, names it “Baby Jungkook” (it dies)
Test Run
fosters a three-legged cat
calls her “Practice" 
lets her sleep on his studio chair
“If she survives me… maybe.” 
she thrives
he cries when she’s adopted
Revelation
catches you watching a toddler giggle at his concert VLive
mutes the video
“…They’d have your laugh. Maybe that’s… okay.”
ARGUMENTS & FEARS
Fight
you suggest baby names
h scoffs
“We’re not naming a kid ...” snap: “It’s tradition in my family!” 
he storms out
returns with a list of “acceptable” names (all Korean, all unisex)
Fear
find him researching “How Not to Screw Up Your Kid” at 3 AM. 
“You’re not your dad,” you whisper he slams the laptop “…I know. Doesn’t make it easier.”
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THE ARRIVAL
Pregnancy
pretends indifference but learns prenatal massage techniques
“I’m just relieving tension. For me.” 
secretly records your belly to sample kicks into a lullaby
Birth Day
stoic until the first cry
then collapses in the hallway
sobbing into Jin’s shoulder
“Hyung, what if I...”  “You’ll be great. Now go hold your kid.”
First Night Home
stays awake
baby on his chest
humming “Sweet Night” off-key
texts the group chat: 
“She has your nose. And my rage. Send help.”
~ CONTENT WARNING ~
MINORS DNI | NSFW | SPICY INTIMACY/PHYSICALITY AHEAD
doesn’t include explicit descriptions of sexual acts
contains: possessive themes, sensual language, suggestive scenarios, jealousy, explicit intimacy/kissing,suggestive content, kink mentions (marking, power dynamics), body worship, (feral Yoongi™)
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PHYSICALITY/INTIMACY
Possessive Holding
his hands are always on you in public
thumb hooked in your back pocket
palm splayed possessively over your thigh at dinner
at home, it’s worse:
pins you against counters
forehead resting on your shoulder like a feral cat marking territory
mutters “Mine” into your skin
breath hot
Jealousy
silent but deadly
catches a coworker flirting with you?
says nothing
later, he’s suddenly shirtless in the kitchen
flexing while making ramen
“What? It’s hot in here.” (AC is blasting)
Staring
watches you while you read
eyes tracking the way you bite your lip
“What?” you ask “Nothing,” he lies
clicking his pen like a metronome
SECRETLY LOVES YOUR SEXY OUTFITS (BUT WILL NEVER ADMIT IT)
Possessive Glances
wear a backless dress
he hovers all night
hand resting on the exposed skin like a human shawl
growls at anyone who looks too long
“Eyes up, fucker.”
Backhanded Praise
“That skirt’s impractical.” 
later, finds him staring at your Instagram post in his studio
saves it to a hidden folder labeled “Inspo.”
Late-Night Honesty
after sex, he’ll trace the strap of your lingerie
voice rough
“…Keep this. But don’t wear it outside. Or do. I’ll just kill someone.”
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TOUCH
Electric Prelude
his hands speak first
calloused fingertips skimming your jawline
thumb brushing your bottom lip
maps your skin like a composer tracing sheet music
lingering on pulse points (wrist, throat, inner thigh) to memorize your rhythm
Possessive Anchors
palm splayed against your lower back pressing you closer
fingers tangled in your hai tugging just enough to tilt your head
Aftercare Rituals
post-passion, he traces idle patterns on your hip
his touch lingers on scars, birthmarks, stretch marks
“Proof you’re real,” he mutters, as if convincing himself
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KISSES
Slow Ignition
starts with closed-mouth presses to your temple, knuckles, the corner of your lips
testing, teasing
when you gasp, he smirks
“Impatient.”
Tongue Technology
deep but controlled,
push-and-pull of heat and restraint
his tongue flicks the roof of your mouth
steals your breath
leaves you dizzy
“Breathe,” he growls, not letting you
Hidden Softness
after fights, his kisses are apologetic
chaste pecks to your eyelids, nose, scars 
“Sorry… sorry…” breathed like a prayer
PACE
Deliberate
prefers slow
almost maddening build-up
takes hours to undress you
mouth exploring every inch before letting you fall apart
“You’ll take what I give you,” he warns
eyes dark
Feral Surges
when jealousy or adrenaline strikes, he’s relentless
pinning you against walls
biting your shoulder
“Mine. Say it.”
POSITIONS
Missionary, Modified
your legs hooked over his bad shoulder
his left hand gripping the headboard for leverage
“Don’t hide,” he orders
watching your face unravel
Cowgirl Command
lets you take control
hands squeezing your hips
“Show me what you need.”
the moment you falter, he flips you
“My turn.”
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PREFERENCES
Lighting
pitch dark or candlelit
claims he “hates distractions,” 
catch him staring at your silhouette in the shadows
Soundtrack
your whimpers
his name gasped like a curse
demands “Louder,”, then covers your mouth
“Too loud.”
Kinks
Marking
leaves bruises where only he can see
inner thighs, under collarbones
“So you remember who you belong to.”
Power Play
lets you bind his wrists with his own belt
then breaks free
“Cute. But I’m still in charge.”
ROUNDS
Quality > Quantity
one meticulous, earth-shattering
wear his hoodie the next morning
he’ll corner you in the kitchen
“You’re asking for it.”
Dawn Encores
wakes you with his mouth between your thighs
voice sleep-rough
“Don’t act surprised. You knew I wasn’t done.”
FAVORITE SPOTS
Neck-to-Shoulder Junction
bites here to hear you yelp
soothes it with his tongue
Behind Your Ear
whispers filth in Korean
grinning when you shiver
“You understood that, didn’t you?”
Inner Wrists
kisses your veins like they’re holy
“Every heartbeat’s because of me.”
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TRIGGERS
Begging
“Please, Yoongi..." 
cuts you off with a snarl
“Not yet.”
Competence
take charge, riding him ruthlessly
he lets you
until he doesn’t
“Fuck… okay, okay...” 
flips you mid-stride
Vulnerability
tears during aftercare
crushes you to his chest
voice breaking
“I’ve got you. Always.”
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BONUS
“I Don’t Do PDA”
except when he does
drags you into empty alleyways to kiss you senseless
“Someone could see...”  “Let them.”
“I’m Not Cute”
posts a selca of you both
your face visible
his obscured by a heart emoji
caption: “#NoFilter" 
ARMY notices his left pinky curled around yours
trends for days
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jiniretracha · 6 months ago
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ꕤ 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐭𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫 '𝟐𝟒 - 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝟓 ꕤ
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Min Yoongi x fem!reader: somnophilia
summary: Your boyfriend is always scolding himself from getting back home from the studio at such ungodly hours. One particular night, after coming back late with the promise that he was going to spend more time with you, he finds you in a... peculiar state that makes him spiral.
warnings: smut, unprotected sex (don't do it y'all)
word count: 1.5k
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The only reason why Yoongi could feel some sort of hatred towards his job was because it made him spend so much time away from you. He’d spend so many hours at the studio sometimes, he’d even forget to check the hour. 
He’d come back at two or three, even four in the morning, while you were asleep. He’d wake up around noon, when you were already gone for work.
Yoongi was only seeing glimpses of you, and he missed you, and he knew you missed him too. He could feel how you’d hold him at night, tightly even in your sleep. You’d press your nose on his neck once you were wrapped inside his embrace and inhale his scent while sleepily mumbling an I miss you, which would destroy Yoongi from the inside. 
Yoongi that day decided to tell Nam that he was going to take a break from the long ass sessions they were so used to have. He was going to start going and leaving to the studio at reasonable hours. He knew that sometimes he’d lose track of time, but he promised himself he’d start being consistent about checking his phone more often. And he’d start taking days off, as well. 
That night, after telling his friend the decision he had taken, which had a positive reception from his leader, he went back to your shared apartment with a smile on his face, knowing that he was going to spend more time with you, and he was going to make sure you knew he worshipped the fucking ground you walked on. Not that he didn’t do that, but he was going to do it more often. 
He got inside the apartment you two shared and kicked off his shoes by the door with a sigh. Yoongi left his coat and beanie by the table and walked towards the bedroom. 
He saw your sleeping form under the covers and smiled instantly when he saw you cuddled up on the bed, your face squished on the pillow, breathing calmly. 
Yoongi took off his clothes, deciding to take a shower before getting inside bed. He really didn’t want to cuddle you while he was all dirty and sweaty from the countless hours spent inside the studio. 
Once he finished, he wrapped himself in a towel and dried himself off neatly.
He slipped into a pair of white clean boxers and dropped himself on the bed.
“Hey baby-” his whisper was cut short when he lifted the covers to cover himself up.
You were wearing one of his shirts and a very thin thong, exposed by your (his) shirt that was ridden up over your stomach. 
His breath hitched in his throat and could feel himself hardening, tightening and leaking inside the boxers he had just put on after his shower. 
Yoongi clenched his eyes and sighed, wrapping his arms around you. 
He felt you whimper a little, not helping with his current state, and got closer to his body. “Hey, honey” you whispered, and immediately fell back to sleep.
Your ass was pressed against his raging hard on and he could only focus on counting to a hundred to stop the dirty thoughts he had racing inside his mind. He felt like rubbing one out next to you would be a little pervy and sad at the same time. 
His thoughts were cut short when you continued pressing your ass against his crotch, innocently, only trying to seek more warmth from your boyfriend. Which was totally reasonable and he felt like a total pervert for getting hard at your sleepy state.
He sighed, basking in the feeling of your ass pressed deliciously against him, and his hips rolled back against you. He bit back a whimper when he felt the tip of his cock hit perfectly over you. 
Yoongi couldn’t control himself anymore, not that he had much over him, and pulled his boxers down, letting his hand rub over his cock, squeezing tightly at his base and when he got to the top, sweeping his thumb over the tip that was coated with pre cum liquid. 
His mouth pressed kiss on your neck, eliciting deeper breaths from you.
Your eyes fluttered open a little and you looked around, hearing Yoongi’s ragged breaths and feeling his warm and wet lips on the sensitive skin of your neck. 
“Yoongi?” you asked.
“Shh, go back to sleep, jagiya” he whispered back and you frowned a little, but shut your eyes again at his words.
He grabbed your hips with one hand and with the other one, he pushed the thin panty line of your thong to the side, exposing your cunt to the cool air of the room. He swept his tip over your pussy lips, smearing some of his pre cum over your core. 
Yoongi moaned brokenly into the pillow, enjoying the feeling of rubbing his erection on you.
You moaned a little, and stirred, creating more friction to his actions. 
His free hand went under your shirt and grabbed at one of your tits, his thumb sweeping over your nipple, making you whimper out. 
Yoongi pushed the tip over your whole and kept himself there, as he let his hands touch your body and his mouth kiss all over your neck, leaving some hickeys.
You thrashed around on the bed, kicking your legs desperately. “Yoongi, do something” you moaned, eyes closed still, as you felt half of his cock inside of you. “Please, put it in” you pleaded.
He couldn’t help himself as he heard you plead for him in that voice, so needy and whimpery. 
“Of course, my love. Anything for you” he vowed and angled his hips so he could insert his whole member inside of your cunt. You moaned against the pillow, lifting your hips against his pelvis as he threw his head back, relishing on the feeling. 
He felt like his hips had a mind of his own once he found himself grinding furiously against your ass, hearing the faint sound of skin slapping against skin coming from under the sheets.
You clenched the pillow with your hands, opening your legs and placing one over his, to find a better angle so he could hit your spot, which he found with ease. 
“Shit, right there, Yoongi! Right there, baby” you whined, sleepily. 
His hands grabbed the shirt you were wearing and pulled it off your body, throwing it over his shoulder without a care. 
He grabbed your leg, opening it wider and you let out a high pitched scream as you felt him even deeper inside you. 
Yoongi placed a hand over the bulge on your stomach caused by his cock being so deep inside of you. “Look at this bulge baby, do you feel me?” he asked, like he didn’t know he was basically rearranging your guts with his cock. 
“Fuck, yeah, Yoongi” you whispered. 
He continued grabbing at your tits for leverage and his free hand drifted down to rub at your clit, to get you close to your orgasm as he felt getting close himself. 
“You close, baby?” he whispered and you nodded against the pillow. 
“Y-yeah” you slurred. 
“Come on, come around me, babe” he said to you, his hips moving faster against yours. 
You clenched around him, making him groan against the skin of your shoulder, and felt the wave crash over you, releasing your orgasm that coated his entire length, completely. 
He slapped his palm over your ass, making you moan even harder, as he felt you clenching and coating his dick, a combination that sent him spiraling and closer to his orgasm.
“Fuck, I’m coming” he said, in a warning.
“Come inside me, Yoo-Yoongi” you stammered, your legs shaking from the earth-shattering orgasm you had just had.
His eyes opened wide. “You- you sure?” he said, now stammering himself. 
“Yeah, yeah” you nodded frantically. 
He thrusted once, twice and three times against you and his cum spurted inside of you, coating your walls, while he moaned brokenly. He felt spent once he had emptied himself and then his soft cock slipped from inside of you. 
Yoongi’s fingers quickly flew to your cunt and pushed your mixed juices inside of you, trying to keep it from touching the mattress. 
“You okay?” he whispered to you.
“Yeah… sleepy” you whispered.
He turned around and grabbed a couple of napkins from the nightstand to wipe you from the mess he had created. Once he was finished, he placed the used paper on the nightstand again, making a mental note to himself to throw it away in the morning.
“I missed you, my love” you whispered to him before falling asleep.
He smiled and pressed a kiss on your cheek. “I missed you, too, my love” he whispered back. “But you won’t have to miss me anymore” 
Yoongi fell asleep with a content smile on his face, knowing that he was going to spend more time with the love of his life.
── .✦
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werezmastarbucks · 2 months ago
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of those who found out
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in which yoongi protects you
fluff, hurt/comfort
yoongi x nonKorean!f!reader x established relationship, husband!yoongi, protective!yoongi
word count: 5439
warnings / tags: violence, bodily harm, wound description, parasocial, mentions of hypothetic suicide, angry yoongi / angry jungkook, fuckboy jungkook, street fighting, married members
1.
Newly married. When Yoongi told you he managed to claw not two, not three weeks for the honeymoon, but four, you spun about the room. The world tour after the reunion has been all kinds of unexpected, gruelling and exciting, and lonely, for an inexperienced you. Now, you got to marry the person you loved, and not have to share him with the rest of the world, for a full month. Osaka is unusually fresh and beautiful in early April: cherries in full bloom, blue skies, mild wind. And your dream boy would be with you this whole time; as you watched his preoccupied face, frowned by the pressures of his work, his second life, the need to pretend, the need to smile, change to relaxation; the weather outside the plane window changed as well. Osaka had the special kind of blue in its sky, the almost dream-like color, as if you weren't really there. Every time you happened in that city, it always seemed like you layered into parts and not all of you was present, but in a good way. People in Osaka didn't care about faces; Yoongi would always drop his shoulders comfortably, making his wide and tough frame a little softer. He didn't wear a mask in Osaka, and didn't pull his cap so far down that he couldn't see where he was going. Seeing him become nonchalant like that, looking around instead of straight ahead and down, swing his arms as he walked, and swing his head to look at buildings and trees; it was just happy. Your left hand was pleasantly and unusually heavy with the new ring; you would raise your palm against the bright sky to look how the sun sneaks in between your middle and ring finger; and catch Yoongi looking at you. You knew intuitively, as it always happens when you feel on top of the world, that it would only get better and better with time. As if nothing bad can ever happen to such people as you: young and happy and so strong. Whatever parts of him weren't healed yet, he was now at least okay with them, and was learning to embrace them. He wasn't screaming in his songs anymore. His voice acquired the soft murmur again. He smiled so much nowadays, showing his small delicate teeth, as if he finally learnt to click and switch, from Suga to Yoongi, and back again.
"You always looked kinda Tokyo to me", you noted, studying his face. Yoongi's eyes were narrowed as he watched the streets slowing down behind the window of the train.
"Shin-Imamiya", he hummed, as if he didn't hear you at first, seconds before the soft faceless voice announced the station. Yoongi's hand squeezed yours, and you ouched out of habit; he couldn't get used to the rings, either. Was accustomed to holding your hand very tightly, pushing the engagement ring with briar rose gemstone into your nearby fingers. His hold loosened immediately.
"Sorry", you got off the train, and your head snapped to look around at the unconventional urbanistic rundown architecture around.
"Japanese, huh?"
"About twelve per cent Japanese".
"People usually tell me, once I hit thirty, I started looking like a Chinese crook from a nineties movie", he confessed, with just not enough indifference.
"You would love to be one, huh?" you grinned. You could see it, too, now. Your thought adjusted. His high cheekbones and sharp, unforgiving slant of the eyes, and without makeup to smooth his face, he did look like he was capable of bad things. Yoongi nodded, quite content. He led you through the pedestrian tunnel into the wide sleepy street, with tall, dishevelled buildings, pieces of clothes hanging warily from the balconies, bright grey shining in the spring sun. In this weather, even the less attractive districts looked rather like locations from a video game, with its special greenpunk charm. Yoongi's short black hair moved lazily in the light wind; he cut his royal mane right after the wedding, elated like a puppy who caused mischied and knew about it. He did leave two wavy strands to frame his face though. Both you and his mother were glad.
You walked down the street looking at people living his life; someone adjusting a flower pot on their balcony, or thrashing a sheet furiously; some voices flew down from the top floors as the tall houses grew and grew on above your heads. Some kids left the building, hands in their jean pockets, caps, chains on their thighs. Yoongi checked the map on his phone:
"To the left at the end of the street".
He clocked them first; but you didn't even notice. The years living in safe Seoul all but killed your spacial awareness skills; and as far as you knew, Japan was even safer. Crime rates low on the ground, you always hopped like a butterfly on the Kyoto streets even when you were alone. So now, as you heard a whistle coming from one of the entrances, you attributed it to some internal conversation among a group of people.
"Oh, no way", Yoongi grumbled, and you finally paid attention. He was looking at the group of young people huddled together in between two broken up flower beds in front of the building. Your natural instinct finally kicked in: three men of moderate height but sick built. Wide shoulders, thick legs, they looked like people who were looking for trouble.
"It's not even evening", you mumbled, frustrated. Yoongi couldn't break the lock with them as he watched the group that gestured something towards you.
"Tourists?" you heard. One guy motioned his hand. The other two started babbling something in Japanese assuming Yoongi would understand them. One of the guys was looking at you the way drunk Itaewon men usually did. You pushed against his body but tried not to show your growing anxiety.
"Don't fuss", he advised, his fingers caressing the back of your palm reassuringly. Amidst the conversation the three peace breakers engaged in, you could make out something like 'pretty boy'. Sure your boy was pretty. But, as they set off from the flower beds and started cutting your way across the street, he also got angrier.
The thing about Yoongi was, he was like a battery that liked to snap. His large storage could contain a lot of annoyance, a lot of disrespect and exhaustion, but when the time and space was up, someone who tipped his peace at last would always get a handful. Yoongi used this internal fuel well in his work. Hooding his eyes, dangerous stare from behind the long locks falling onto his face, he would slouch his shoulders in a way that made him look much, much bigger than he really was. Perhaps he learnt this method from cats: the small, clawed and unpredictable carnivores that were unhinged enough to scare away bears. Yoongi was that kind of a person. You have never been scared when you were with him; it's the raging optimism of knowing that your fiancé, now husband, was ready to throw hands at anyone which could easily be read on his face. The years of neglect, condescending nods and underestimation helped him be spared of fear of bodily harm. You noticed this weird feature with every one of his six brothers, too. They were successful and beautiful, and still, they were desperate to prove themselves.
You tugged on his hand when Yoongi tensed towards the three people stopping you in your tracks. A short exchange in Japanese sounded hostile to you. You were half-through with your Korean, the language occupying all your attention, so you haven't thought of starting Japanese yet. Yoongi knew just enough of it to be able to tell people to fuck off.
The tallest, buff guy, undoubtedly, the leader of this pathetic, bored pack, stepped from side to side, and pointed his finger at you. Yoongi's left arm which was attached to you, pushed you slightly, and you read the cue to step back. The blank faces in front of you. Nothing behind the eyes, just sheer boredom of the Saturday afternoon. Someone yelled in Japanese from the above balcony, perhaps calling their nineteen-year old jobless son to leave tourists alone. He paid no attention. You felt your heart pumping blood in your chest. There's three of them after all, and this is not a dream anymore. You looked at their arms and shoulders; one, buff, the other kind of in the middle, and the third was totally thin, but still a fighting force. Yoongi said something, a bit louder, and you realized that your husband was crazy. His face was his asset, and it couldn't be broken. Instead of acting timid and saying you don't need trouble, he was stepping up and grilling them. You clutched his hand, poking him with your nails, but he didn't feel it at all.
The fallout was very quick. With that hand, he pushed you away, making you stumble a little, while with the other, he already aimed for the nose. From four steps away, you watched as his hair shone in the bright April sun; Yoongi ducked and punched the buff guy in the throat. The leader's friend stepped up to him from the side, grabbing his shoulder, and he kicked. Bam! It was over. One boy on the ground, the second, swaying in hesitation, the third decided to run. Yoongi turned around, his face relaxing as if he didn't just reenact his nineties movie dream, and grabbed your hand.
"We should get through another station", he panted, a little bit happy. You ran together, hand in hand, and by the end of the street, the fright was leaving your mouth in the form of breathless giggle.
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2.
Jungkook just had too much energy. The boy never ran out of it. He could do a two and a half hour concert and then go clubbing because the performance didn't drain him; on the opposite, it energized him. Seeing all these people, bouncing with them, dancing in synch, being in the spotlight - he was a natural. Where Jimin fainted after every fourth show, and Yoongi became unnaturally grumpy after outpouring all his might into it, Jin, retreating into the hotel room to ron in bed, Jungook would beam brighter than the sun. During the training, he was the one who would do twice as much as needed, straining his body to the extreme maximum, only to outperform himself every time. His mind wandered in all directions and his body moved, like he was a shark. He had love for everyone. He loved his members to death, and yet he loved to babble away, sometimes not listening to himself and what he's saying. He loved the crowds, his fans, and people around, and yet basked in their reciprocated love so self-indulgingly sometimes that it seemed like he thought he was the only one in the world. Jungkook loved the love, and he loved women, and it was obvious he needed them, because they were beautiful, and he was handsome, and young, and always needed to release his energy somewhere, or he would burst like a blood bubble. He was the golden maknae, everybody's favorite, and more often than not, he got away with things that weren't allowed for the others.
During the tour, the standard procedure was thus: in the morning, everybody got up almost always hungover and with wrinkled faces, Jin, usually with insane bed hair, and slowly set off for the airport. There, on the apron, you would all wait, the members and the team, while the crew was loading the luggage onto the plane. You all usually preferred to wait outside because the air was fresher, and most of you were afraid of flying.
You'd normally be enveloped around Yoongi as the flights were undertaken at ungodly hours. Wrapped in a hoodie, in the tight circle of his arms (he would actually lean onto you like onto a huge pillow and try to sleep upright for a minute), in the wicked wind, you peeked out and saw Jungkook's girl doing the same as you. She'd look better, dolled up even at seven or six am, with nice hair. They'd murmur to each other or kiss quietly. Almost every other city the girl would be new. You stopped the efforts to memorize the names when you realized Jungkook wasn't serious about it. Of course, there's beauty in consensual, situational one-night stands; he'd pick up a pretty and lively girl at a bar after the show and pull her along for a couple of days, sometimes she'd even fly to another city with the band. That's how he recharged. He was an adult now, and you caught it in the way Namjoon and Jin looked at him. They still couldn't believe he had slipped through their fingers, all the while being proud of their MVP Jungkook. They always let him be, and the others did, too. You had fun hanging out with his girlfriends while on tour as you soon got too anxious attending every show every other night. While they performed in a new city, you'd stay in a hotel and play boardgames, drink, or even wander around the city with the girl. Most of them were actually amazing. Always very beautiful, funny, effortlessly perfect with their appearance, and easy going. Of course, there were no conversations about 'our boys'. Jungkook belonged to everyone, he belonged to no one. And most of the girls understood that.
Parasocial was dangerous. It's a good thing that you, like your batshit husband, could put up a fight.
One of the girls, Laura, or Lara, was more complicated to get along with. Simply speaking, she wasn't interested in anything apart from Jungkook, and wouldn't leave him alone. The middle of the tour, you already forgot where he picked her up, and how long ago. Was it France? No, that one was Marie, and she got off in Rome. Then that was the next one, but she didn't speak Italian. You remembered because you tried to get her to teach you the hand gestures. She frankly paid no attention to you at all which was an okay break. You've been a little under the weather all week, and was happy to spend a quiet day at a hotel while everybody worked their backs off.
You were trying to figure out what time it was after the sharp knock dragged you out of a nap. The movie was still on the TV which showed you hadn't slept much. Swaying a little bit, you hiccuped once and looked into the peephole. Laura. You were under the impression she went to see the tonight's show, but okay. You opened the door and noticed she looked a little worn out, her face puffy from crying. Something dawned on you unpleasantly: they probably had had a fight. And her time was almost up.
"Y/N", she whined, letting herself into your room. There was no contiunation, so you closed the door and tried to assess her condition.
"How are you?"
"I think I love him", she slurred. Drunk. Crying and drinking and not attending the show.
"Why aren't you at the arena? I thought you wanted to see the concert", you offered. Laura shook her head and then ran the fingers of her right hand through the lush curly hair. She sniffed. She was a full mess. You were considering filling her a bath.
"He just doesn't take it seriously. Tell me the truth, Y/N, you think it's not serious? I asked him about what after the tour, and", she was messing up her words, "he just smiled at me and changed the subject, you know how it is..." her mouth formed a painful O and her eyes pierced you. Suddenly, Laura was angry for no reason. Well, there was a reason. Jungkook fucked up and took in a girl who was in love with him. In love panicking, desperate.
"He told me not to think about the future", she whispered. You just stood there, unmoving, not sure what to say. "But the thing is, he is my future. I need him".
"I think..." you faltered, "you should really talk about it with him, and not let him off the hook until he lets you know..."
"I already know!" she yelled. In the silence between, a character yelled from the TV. There it was, the cue to leave. As her eyes grew in size, beautiful green, but a little mad right now, you realized she was breaking down. You wanted to give her a hug, but instead, Laura shook and raised her other hand that you hadn't seen previously. It was conveniently behind her back and you failed to pay attention. There was no chance you could expect her holding a razor.
"I said, he is my future", she pressed. You quickly went from compassionate to annoyed.
"Give me that", you ordered. You were older. And was already used to the convenient Korean tradition of younger people doing what they're told. But she was European, drunk, and didn't give a shit. Your outstretched hand with the palm open was almost closing on the sharp elongated blade. Where did she even get a dangerous razor. On a private jet, you can bring all kind of shit with you nowadays.
"Laura, give me the razor. You're not killing yourself over Jungkook", you felt comical saying that. Laura's eyes went completely round.
"I am Lauren", she hissed, totally offended. "You don't even know my fucking name".
She probably wanted to throw her hands up, like, nobody here thinks anything of me! kind of way. But, several glasses of Jungkook's fine whiskey from the mini bar affecting her, she must have fogotten she's holding a sharp razor in her hand. God know what she was intending to do with that; probably practice threatening suicide so that you could tell her if the peformance was convincing enough. Now the weapon of the naive was slashing your forearm which you put out instinctively in front of your face. Sharp pain downed the yelp inside of you as the rage kicked in. You straightened the arm which was yet to be engulfed in burning ache, and threw a fist towards her face. Lauren produced a gentle 'ah!' and stumbled back, but stayed on her feet. Hissing with the coming sensation, you knew that you had to disarm her before you collapse. Bright narrow stream of your blood was flying as you moved your arm. The hotel room spun due to adrenaline shaking you completely awake. You stepped to Lauren carefully, trying not to give her time to undestand what's happening, and grabbed her hand with the razor.
"Let go!" you yelled. You had to bash her palm onto the wall to make her sturdy fingers uncurl, and, as the weapon fell on the carpet with a thud, you slapped her across the face again. Then, took her by the neck, making her bow and walk. Lauren was bawling. You opened the door, already moaning with pain, and screamed into the corridor:
"Help, please!"
Jungkook's rabbit eyes were staring into the designated spot on the tip of Jin's shoe. He always had this astounded look when he was uncomfortable; a natural manipulative trick which made him look like an adorable owl baby, making you want to protect him. One gaze at this face, his jaws clenched, the rings in his lower lip giving him the doll shine, eyes transfixed, and you already forgave him. You weren't mad anymore, but you were, indeed, in pain. The razor cut the exact spot on your arm which you offered; the amount of skin and fat there covering the bone was laughable, so it cut until it got stuck on that. As the medics were wrapping up the arm, you could actually see your own bone which you didn't think you'd ever get to. The pain was phenomenal: going into the wrist, to the tips of fingers, and up, until the very neck, at first you worried that you were somehow mortally wounded. But no, it was just how it was: deep cut.
Yoongi was livid. Jungkook was terrified, and yet, his pride wouldn't let him budge in front of everyone. You all grouped into logical units. Yoongi stood with his back to the door, making it impossible for the youngest to escape. Behind him, Namjoon and Jin paced and nibbled on their fingers. You were propped against the wall on the side, head low as if you were the one who fucked up. Jimin, the pacifier, was at your side, his silent support making you not feel alone. While you just needed Suga to take off his stage clothes and comfort you, he was busy fuming at Jungkook, seemingly releasing the built-up annoyance with his affairs. Taehyung and Hoseok were judging silently on Jungkook's side; nobody wanted to join, scared that Yoongi will blow up and start screaming.
You could understand about 70% of what they were saying already. Yoongi was scolding Jungkook for being reckless, and interrogating him about the girl. Jungkook was replying that no, he had no idea she'd be so broken up about the casualty of the relationship. Yoongi was being sarcastic, calling Jungkook to admit it was stupid to begin with, to expect that a new girl every fourth night would cause no drama sooner or later. Then he dragged you into this, pointing his finger at you, saying something like,
"And now Y/N is hurt, someone who is actually supposed to stay".
You checked the wedding band on your finger. That was correct. Jimin sighed. He was anxious about the moment when the management barges into here, with penalties, insults and things to say. They all knew they had to sort this out quickly, and then reform and protect Jungkook together, no matter what each of them thinks.
Jin said something quietly, and Yoongi started speaking so quickly that finally you stopped understanding. His finger pointing accusingly at Jungkook who seemed to grow, hurt by the resentment his ever protecting hyung was now directing. He chewed on his rings, eyes targeting Yoongi, his brow lowering. Soon, it was an exchange. Don't you think you are being a little too dramatic about this? Is there anything deeper that you want to tell me?
Yes, I wanna tell you that your fuckery now led to my wife being slashed to the bone by your psychotic one night stand, you're behaving like a baby, you're losing your caution and act with no regard for people around you, and so on, and on, like an old man scolding a youngster at a fish market for shoplifting. You were breathing heavily because it was hard; you craved a painkiller of some sort, and only Jimin noticed. But he was quiet, frightened of getting in the middle of it. Taehyung rolled his eyes and covered his face with his hands. Hoseok seemed struck on the head, his eyes resting on the carpet. Everybody was hesitant to look at you, as if you could shout at them, as if it was their collective fault. The blood on the carpet was washed out by the time they returned after the show, and even the medics left; Lauren was locked up in Jungkook's room with the hotel staff, and this overdue outburst was tiring.
But of course there was something warm about Yoongi not being able to shut up about this. He's never seen you wounded like this and was probably in shock. Thought of what could've happened if you failed to outpower her. Pictured coming to the hotel to find your body with throat slashed. All due to this unhappy coincidence, because of Jungkook's carelessness. He was wiser and more paranoid naturally, he knew how small things led to big tragedies. He was the one stopping at the intersection for a fraction of a second only to then be chewed by the wheels of a car. He was scared.
What if she stayed in the room and waited for you? With the razor? What if she killed you while you slept? What if she killed herself in your room?
Namjoon winced painfully, trying to stop him from spinning this further and further. He tried to intervene by saying:
"It's generally not a good idea to date so many girls all the time".
You noted how rough he formulated this, trying not to sound too judgemental, but to express the firm desire to ban groupies.
"Not my fault Yoongi managed to only pull one", Jungkook spat, still looking like he was about to faint, like he was surrounded by wolves, and not by friends. Your brows flew up, as Jimin facepalmed, while Yoongi would've jumped him across the room. Would have, but the older ones caught him by the shoulders, visibly having been prepared for something like that.
"Aahh", Hobi added, sounding like he was being tortured.
The room was jumping in your vision field as pain quickly drained you of energy. You managed to see Taehyung push Jungkook in the shoulder, distraught.
"Don't listen to him", Jimin mumbled, "sometimes he says things just to say something".
"I am also married, so what are you gonna say to me?" Taehyung demanded. You loudly moaned with pain in order to pull the teeth from this fight. It worked. Yoongi deflated immediately, his eyes snapping to you, and before you knew it, you were in his arms. His breathing was in his chest, still agitated, and he led you out of the quietened room. You managed to steal one last look at Jungkook who looked like the sweet baby he was; you couldn't fight the maternal instinct this twenty-nine year old guy awoke in you. He was seemingly about to cry.
"It's been three hours, right?" Yoongi was preoccupied. His lips were pressed together firmly even when he was speaking. His face was very pale, and you, dizzy with pain, almost drunk-like, touched it to see if he still had makeup on. This gesture, taken by Yoongi as a distress sign, made him look at you intently. And you knew you loved his eyes and everything about him; when he was fussy and angry like this, as well. Simply because he was never angry with you. It was abnormal; he tended to always put you on a special place and act like a rabid dog if someone crossed you, even if it was in his imagination. You could never make him angry, and you tried. But he was too collected for that, only allowing himself to crumble on the moments like this. He had a good outlet for emotions in the shape of music. That was his sewage drain.
"You okay? We need to change the band, right? The doctors told me to change this every three hours".
You winced, expecting immense pain again. The wound just barely seized torturing you just now, when you held your forearm bent, and you had to bother it again.
"Why don't you take a painkiller?" he murmured. You nodded, unable to speak. He left the bathroom for less than a minute and returned with a pill and a glass of water. While you drank, he studied your face.
"Okay?" for the eighth time in ten minutes. You nodded yes and put your head on his shoulder to feel his warmth and feel his breathing. He was probably very tired, he is always sleepy after the shows. The tips of his hair tickled your face, and it smelt wonderful. Like hairspray and perfume. You realized you weren't really shaken by the altercation. It ended relatively well, you weren't scared. Rather,
"I am a bit heartbroken for her".
Yoongi chuckled ironically.
"I would've probably broken her fucking arm if I was there", he replied grumpily. "I know I would've regretted it, but still".
"I mean, I understand a little", you continued, as if not hearing him, "she is very in love with Jungkook and I wish he hadn't hurt her like that".
"You are too kind to some people".
Perhaps by 'some people' he also meant his youngest, for tonight.
He said nothing else and got to the procedure, whispering to you when you whimpered with pain. Yoongi hissed when he looked a the open wound; stitching it was impossible as skin was so tightly wrapped around this spot that it simply tore and pulled away after the cut. He had to wrap it up tightly, to make skin connect again, which meant he had to make you scream. Painkiller wouldn't help here. You rested on his chest after, panting and greatful, as his hands held your head. His big palm on the back of your head, and the violent beast of pain, still playing your bones like a guitar, had to retreat a little. The relief of being with him every day was powerful.
Someone knocked on the door. You smiled madly at the thought of round two, now, with an axe. Yoongi sighed and looked at you, asking silently if he should get the door.
"You aren't going to faint, are you?" he asked, bewildered.
"No, it just hurts".
He pressed a kiss on your forehead and went, dragging his feet, one hand in his long hair. It was too late by the time you realized that, if it's Jungkook, he might get punched as soon as the door opens. You pushed yourself off the bathtub edge and walked behind him to see. He stood, his head in the slit between the door and the frame, low voice saying something.
Then, a dispassionate, evaluating look at you, the look of a bodyguard. Do you wanna see him? Sometimes you could read his mind. Then Yoongi finally gave in and moved slowly away from the door and stood by the bed, observing. Jungkook appeared, the old version, sincere regret in his eyes, angel face concerned. Even his frame looked younger again.
"Y/N, I am so sorry", he started immediately, "I never meant for you to get hurt, I never thought it would happen. If I had known she'd do anything like that, I... I never, never wanted you to be hurt..."
He was apologizing feverishly, like a child, like he thought he only had thirty seconds before the door shuts on him, and it made your eyes water. You blinked the unwanted tears of tenderness. Yoongi was darker than night, his hands crossed on his chest. He wouldn't let it go that easily, and it scared you. It was Jungkook, his boy. The boy he protected all these years, that he watched grow, that he taught to cook. The boy he comforted when he got homesick and missed his mum, when he fell sick on tour and wasn't allowed even one day off, so he had to train with fever, and faint; the boy who Yoongi used to rage for like he raged tonight. Something changed. Yoongi was prone to tough love. The child wasn't a child anymore, and they all had to get used to it.
"It's okay", you whispered, moving quickly to Jungkook, and wrapping your good arm around his bent neck.
"It's alright, it's not your fault", you said quietly so that Yoongi wouldn't hear, but he did.
"It is", your husband barked from behind you. Jingkook sighed with an animalistic tremble, like a dog shaking off water. You knew he was looking at his hyung.
"I'm sorry", he repeated, and you tried to console him by stroking his head. The soft uncombed hair tickled your palm,
"I know you are also shaken".
"I am mortified. Are you in a lot of pain? How bad is it, really? Will you be okay?"
"Of course. It's just a big cut".
"I could see her bone", Yoongi intervened again, and you had to turn around to give him a look. He didn't budge.
"I'm sorry", Jungkook buried his face in your shoulder, "I didn't mean any of it", he said, his voice muffled.
A little more patting on the back and convincing him he was okay, and you were okay, and everything was okay, and he retreated, completely devastated. As soon as the door closed behind him, you turned to Yoongi again.
"I hate to see him sad".
He wanted to say something, but just rolled his eyes instead.
The cut left an elongated half-moon scar and became a reminder of three things:
you can throw a punch;
always protect your face;
Yoongi loved you the same way he loved his skin and bone.
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chapter two chapter three
Pairing: Min Yoongi x Reader
Genre: angst, fluff, exs to lovers, eventual smut, idol!au, co parents, second chance romance.
Chapter one content warnings: angst, my bad humour should be its own warning, as should blond Namjoon!
Word count: 3.5k approximately
Authors notes: Thank you all, so much for the bit of love you showed the teaser for this story so far. It made my nervous ass feel better about posting this now. Please feel free to drop any feedback in the comments if you’d like to be tagged in future chapters just let me know in the comments as well
The soft hum of conversations and the clinking of coffee cups filled the air as you sat by the window of a cozy café in Seoul, your hands wrapped around a warm cup of tea. Across from you, your three-year-old son, Han, played with the edge of his muffin wrapper, his tiny fingers tugging at the paper as he pouted in concentration. His dark, expressive eyes—so much like his father’s—reflected the afternoon light, and for a moment, your chest tightened with the weight of memory.
Yoongi.
The name still lingered in your mind like a bittersweet melody, one that had played over and over again since the day you left.
It had been the hardest goodbye of your life. The night before your flight back to Y/H/C, you had stood in Yoongi’s small apartment, his touch warm yet hesitant, as if he didn’t want to let you go. His career was just beginning to take off, and your studies had come to an end. There was no place for a “you and him” in the whirlwind that followed. You had tried—really tried—to stay in touch, but with each missed call and unanswered message, the distance between you stretched until the connection eventually faded into nothing.
Not because you wanted it to.
Not because he did.
But because life had a cruel way of pulling people apart.
And now, years later, you were back in South Korea, working as a doctor at ASAN, raising your son, and navigating a life you never imagined you’d be living alone.
“Y/N…?”
The sound of your name made you tense. The voice—deep and familiar—sent a wave of unease down your spine.
You turned, your breath catching slightly.
“Namjoon!” You exclaim 
He looked different from the last time you saw him, yet still entirely himself. His platinum-blond hair was slightly tousled, a striking contrast to his deep brown eyes that flickered with a mixture of warmth and surprise. A simple earring caught the light as he tilted his head, his sharp features set in an expression of disbelief. He wore a cream-colored jacket over a hoodie, casual yet effortlessly put together—though there was something almost hesitant in the way he stood, as if unsure of how to approach you after all this time.
His face lit up with a mixture of shock and warmth as he pulled you into a brief hug.
“Wow,” he said, stepping back to take a better look at you. “I can’t believe it’s really you. How have you been?”
You offered a small smile, settling back into your seat. “I’ve been good. Busy. I moved back here recently—working as a doctor now.”
Namjoon nodded, listening intently as you spoke, but before you could continue, small arms wrapped around your leg.
“Eomma, I’m hungry.”
Han’s sleepy eyes blinked up at you before he noticed Namjoon, his tiny body stiffening as he clung to you shyly.
You reached for the muffin you had bought earlier, unwrapping it carefully before handing it to him. But as you did, you saw it—the exact moment Namjoon pieced it together.
The way his gaze flickered between Han and you.
The way his easygoing expression shifted into something unreadable.
The way his eyes darkened with realization.
“Yoongi-hyung… he doesn’t know, does he?”
His voice was quieter this time, laced with something cold—something close to disbelief.
Your hands stilled for a moment.
You knew this moment would come eventually. But you still weren’t prepared.
Lowering your gaze, you shook your head. “No.”
“He doesn’t.”
Namjoon exhaled sharply, raking a hand through his hair as he sat down in a chair. His platinum strands shifted slightly, falling into his eyes before he smoothed them back with a tense sigh.
“Y/N… why?”
His question was firm, demanding an answer—not out of anger, but out of sheer confusion.
You swallowed, your fingers tightening around your cup. “You know how we left things, Joon. I had to go home, and Yoongi had his idol obligations. Part of that meant no ‘us.’ What was I supposed to do? Call him and say, ‘Hey, remember the night I left? Well, surprise! Give up on your dream for me’?”
Your voice dropped into a whisper, not wanting Han to hear the frustration laced in your words.
Namjoon frowned, his jaw tightening. “He would have worked something out.” His voice softened slightly. “Y/N, he was a complete mess when you left.”
Your heart twisted at the thought.
You had wondered. You had agonized over it.
But you had never allowed yourself to ask.
Because if you did—if you knew—it would have broken you.
“It wouldn’t have been fair to ask him to choose between his passion and me,” you murmured. “You know that. He had the world at his fingertips, and I—I had Han.”
You glanced your son, watching as he happily munched on his muffin, chocolate crumbs coating his chubby cheeks, blissfully unaware of the storm raging inside you.
“And we’ve been doing just fine,” you said, more to yourself than to Namjoon.
But Namjoon shook his head. “Han deserves to know his father.” He hesitated before adding, “And Yoongi, he deserves to know about him.”
A lump formed in your throat.
“How, Joon?” you whispered, your voice trembling just enough for him to notice. “How do I waltz back into his life after all these years and tell him something like this?”
Namjoon didn’t answer right away. Instead, he studied you carefully, his brows furrowed in thought. His hoodie shifted slightly as he leaned forward, his fingers loosely clasped together on the table.
“You don’t waltz back in, Y/N,” he said finally. “But you do tell him.”
Silence stretched between you, thick with unspoken words.
Deep down, you knew he was right.
You sighed, swirling your coffee absentmindedly as Namjoon stood to leave.
“Yoongi still has the same number,” he said, slipping his hands into his pockets. “Do with that information what you will.”
You didn’t respond, only nodding as he gave you one last pointed look before walking away.
As Han happily finished off his muffin, you found yourself staring at your phone, your fingers itching to type in a number you had long since memorized but never dared to use.
Life had torn you and Yoongi apart.
Could it be pulling you back together?
You shook your head, pushing the thought away before it could take root. You couldn’t let yourself think like that—not now. Not when Han had to be dropped off at preschool . Not when you had a shift at ASAN  to get to.
With one last sip of your coffee, you packed up and left the café, pushing all thoughts of Min Yoongi to the back of your mind.
The chaos of the ER was exactly what you needed. The steady rhythm of beeping monitors, the shuffle of nurses moving between beds, the clipped voices of doctors giving orders—it all grounded you, washing over you like a familiar tide.
Medicine was where you thrived.
You moved through your rounds hours later, after checking on your patients, you make your way to the nurses station, grabbing a new patient file. It was second nature to you, your hands moving efficiently as you flipped through the next intake chart—
—Reading the name attached,you felt your heart stop.
Min Yoongi.
You scan the intake information, reminding yourself, to take deep breaths. 
Patient presents with a possible dislocated shoulder.  Pain management administered upon entry.
Patient is insured through HYBE ENTERTAINMENT.
Fuck.
Your grip on the chart tightened.
Maybe he wouldn’t recognize you. You hoped he was too out of it from the painkillers and adrenaline to even notice. Maybe—
Your hope was dashed the moment you stepped into the room.
He was surrounded by Namjoon, Hoseok, and a stern looking manager, their conversation halting the second they noticed you.
Namjoon was the first to react. Dressed in an oversized beige sweater and dark trousers, he leaned casually against the edge of Yoongi’s hospital bed, arms crossed over his broad chest. Eyes meeting your gaze immediately, glinting with mischief. You shot him a sharp look—a silent, Don’t. Not right now.
To your relief, his expression softened, and he gave you a barely perceptible nod of understanding.
Hoseok, on the other hand, was much less subtle.
He sat perched on a chair beside Yoongi’s bed, elbows resting on his knees, wearing a crisp white shirt tucked into distressed jeans. His black hair was neatly styled, a contrast to the bright pop of yellow from his sneakers. The moment he saw you, his eyes widened, his lips parting in silent shock.
But before he could say anything—
“Y/N…?”
Your breath caught.
Yoongi’s voice was soft, drowsy from the medication, but it still sent a ripple through you. His dark eyes, glazed over with pain and a sedative they’d administered, blinked sluggishly at you.
It took everything in you to keep your composure. To not word vomit about Han, about how you’d missed him, about how you’d hurt him, he just didn’t know it yet.
He looked different—his usual sharp presence, softened by the way his body curled in on itself with pain. His dark hair was slightly damp with sweat, curling at the edges where it peeked out from under a backward cap. A loose, oversized training shirt draped over his frame, wrinkled from being bunched up during the medics’ initial examination. His plaid training pants were askew, one leg tucked slightly over the other as he shifted in discomfort. He looked both exhausted and stubbornly alert, his tired eyes flickering with something unreadable as he stared at you.
You forced a small, professional smile and stepped forward, rubbing sanitizer between your hands.
“That’s Dr. Y/N now, Yoon,” you said, keeping your voice light as you approached his bed. “What happened?”
Yoongi exhaled heavily, shifting slightly. “Dance practice,” he muttered. “Missed a step. Fell. Landed wrong. Heard a pop.”
You nodded, your medical instincts taking over as you stepped closer. “It could just be dislocated. Do you mind?”
He shook his head, wordlessly giving you permission.
“Think you can work with me here and get this shirt off?”
Yoongi gave a small nod, and you moved carefully, gripping the hem of his loose shirt. You peeled it up slowly, mindful of his injury, and suddenly, there he was—
The toned torso you never thought you’d see again.
Your fingers faltered for just a second, memories flashing through your mind—of warmth, of whispered laughter, of fingertips tracing along bare skin in the dim glow of the moonlight.
But you shoved it all down.
Because right now, he wasn’t your Yoongi.
He was your patient.
Your professional mask slipped back into place as you assessed his shoulder, lips pressing into a thin line. The way it hung unnaturally confirmed your suspicions. It was definitely dislocated.
“You’re lucky it looks like it's only dislocated,” you told him, grabbing a pair of gloves. “It’ll have to be popped back in, but it’s pretty straightforward.”
Yoongi gave you a slow blink, his expression unreadable.
“You done this before?” he asked.
You scoffed, flashing him a wry smile, slipping the gloves on. “Once or twice, on a prop mannequin. You’re in good hands.”
He huffed a small laugh but winced at the movement. You placed a gentle hand on his arm.
“Okay, I’m going to count to three. Try to relax.”
Yoongi gave a slow nod, bracing himself.
You counted—
One.
Two.
Three.
With a practiced motion, you maneuvered his arm back into place. A sickening click filled the room, followed by a sharp grunt from Yoongi as his shoulder popped back into its socket.
Then, silence.
You glanced up at him, watching as the pain slowly faded from his features, replaced by a weary sort of relief.
“All done,” you murmured, gently placing his arm back in a comfortable position.
Yoongi exhaled deeply, his gaze locking onto yours. His eyes weren’t as clouded now, the adrenaline cutting through the haze, just enough for something else to settle in—
Something that made your heart race.
Neither of you spoke.
Not even as Namjoon and Hoseok exchanged glances. Not even as the manager checked his watch. Not even as the weight of years pressed between you.
The silence stretched—
Until Yoongi, voice still slightly hoarse, finally broke it.
“You’re back.”
A statement. Not a question.
You swallowed hard.
“Yeah,” you said softly. “I am.”
And just like that—
Everything you had been running from finally caught up with you.
It was too much. The moment stretched too long, the weight of his gaze pressing down on you like an avalanche. You had to get out.
Clearing your throat, you forced your voice into professional detachment. “A nurse will be by soon with a sling and some less intense pain relief,” you said, avoiding his probing eyes. “You’ll be fine as long as you take it easy on that shoulder for the next few days.”
You turned to Hoseok, fixing him with a firm look. “Make sure he actually rests,” you instructed. “I mean it, Hobi. Don’t push him in practice for a bit.”
Hoseok blinked at you for a second before his lips curled into something between a smirk and genuine amusement. “You still bossing people around, huh?”
Your mouth quirked at that, but you didn’t respond.
Yoongi murmured your name again, softer this time, but you spun on your heel before he could say anything else.
Then, the moment you were safely out of view, you ran.
Down the hall, past the nurses’ station, until you slipped into the first empty supply closet you could find.
Only then did you allow yourself to breathe.
The walls closed in around you, the dim light flickering above as you leaned back against the shelves, pressing a hand to your chest to steady your racing heart.
Yoongi.
Seeing him again had cracked open something inside you—something raw, something you had buried under years of silence and distance.
You had imagined this moment countless times, wondered how it would feel to stand in front of him after all these years, how it would feel to tell him about Han.
But nothing could have prepared you for the real thing.
For the way your name sounded in his voice again.
For the way he looked at you, even through the haze of pain, like he was seeing a ghost.
You squeezed your eyes shut, willing the emotions away.
Ten minutes passed before your name came crackling through the hospital speakers.
“Dr. Y/N to the nurses’ station. Dr. Y/N to the nurses’ station, please.”
You inhaled sharply, straightening. Time to get back to work.
By the time you reached the nurses’ station, you had smoothed your features into neutrality. But when you saw Namjoon waiting for you, arms crossed, an amused yet knowing expression on his face, you sighed.
“What now, Joon?” you asked, raising an eyebrow.
Namjoon wasted no time. “How is he, really?”
“His shoulder’s back in place,” you replied. “He’ll be fine.”
“Yeah, physically,” Namjoon said, tilting his head. “But he’s pretty confused as to why you sprinted out of the room like the building was on fire.”
You opened your mouth to argue.
“Don’t try to deny it, Y/N.” Namjoon shook his head, cutting you off with a look.
You exhaled sharply. “Fine,” you admitted, voice softer now. “But, Namjoon—excuse me for needing a moment.”
His expression gentled. “You’re allowed to have that, Y/N.”
There was a pause, then, quieter, “But what do you want me to tell him?”
Your breath hitched slightly.
You glanced toward Yoongi’s room, watching as a nurse helped him into a sling.
Making up your mind, you turned back to Namjoon and nodded.
“Tell him I have the same number too.”
And with that, you walked away.
Because there were other patients who needed you. Because you weren’t ready to face whatever this was yet, for whatever emotions would crack if you walked back into that room.
But also, because you wanted to give him the choice you should have years ago. Later that night, after a long shower washed away the tension of the day and Han was finally tucked into bed, you curled up on the couch, nursing a cup of tea.
Your phone vibrated on the table.
You reached for it absentmindedly—then froze when you saw the numbers on the screen.
Yoongis.
Your heart stuttered as you stared at the message re adding the contact.
Yoongi: Dr. Y/N, huh?
Simple. Friendly. Safe.
But beneath those three words, you knew what he was really saying.
He was giving you an opening. A chance to start again, to bridge the years of silence.
If you wanted to.
You swallowed, fingers hovering over the keyboard before finally typing your response.
Y/N: Have been for two years now. How’s that shoulder?
You hesitated—then hit send before you could second-guess yourself.
Seconds later, your phone vibrated again.
Yoongi: painkillers got it feeling good.
You chuckled, shaking your head. You could practically hear his voice in your head, deadpan and a little loopy from the medication.
Y/N: Enjoy the sedation high while it lasts. Be gentle on it, okay? And don’t forget to keep taking the pain meds in the morning once the sedation wears off.
A beat of silence. Then—
Yoongi: You really are still bossing me around after all these years huh?
Your lips curled into a smile.
Y/N: Someone has to.
You hit send and waited.
The typing bubble appeared, then disappeared. Then appeared again.
Finally, his response came through.
Yoongi: Goodnight, Y/N.
You exhaled slowly, warmth unfurling in your chest.
Y/N: Goodnight, Yoongi.
You locked your phone and set it aside.
And for the first time in a long time—
You felt like maybe, just maybe, this was the start of something. But how could you upend both Han’s life, your life and Yoongi’s?
You didn’t have just yourself to think about anymore.
You had Han.
And Yoongi… fuck Namjoon is right, you know he is he deserved to know.
Your breath hitched as doubt wrapped itself around your chest like a vice. Yes, once he knew about Han, you had no doubt he would be there for him. That was just who he was.
But you?
Would he resent you for keeping this from him? You wouldn’t blame him if he did!. Would he see you as nothing more than the person who had kept his son from him for all these years?
The guilt settled like a stone in your stomach, sharp and unrelenting.
A sob broke free from your throat before you could swallow it down. You pressed a hand over your mouth, trying to stifle the sound, but the weight of everything was too much—the what-ifs, the fear, the shame.
You didn’t even hear the soft footsteps on the stairs.
“Eomma?”
The small voice made you freeze.
You turned sharply, wiping at your eyes as Han stood in the doorway, his messy black hair sticking up in every direction, eyes still heavy with sleep.
“What’s wrong?” he asked gently, voice laced with concern.
God, he looked so much like Yoongi in that moment.
Your heart clenched as you quickly forced a smile, shaking your head. “Nothing, bubba,” you murmured, opening your arms for him. “Come here.”
Han didn’t hesitate, climbing into your lap with the trust only a child could have. He tucked himself into you, warm and small, his cheek pressing against your chest.
For a long moment, neither of you spoke. You just held him, breathing him in, letting the steady rise and fall of his tiny frame ground you.
Then, quietly, you asked, “Bubba… do you ever think about your appa?”
Han was silent for a moment, his little fingers curling into the fabric of your shirt. Then, shyly, he whispered, “Yes, sometimes.”
Your throat tightened.
You swallowed past the lump forming there, stroking a hand through his soft hair.
You had told yourself you were protecting Yoongi. That keeping him in the dark was the right choice for the three of you.
But in doing so, had you only caused more pain?
For Yoongi.
For Han.
For yourself.
You pressed a kiss to Han’s forehead, whispering against his skin, “I’m sorry, baby.”
He didn’t understand the depth of your words, but it didn’t matter. He sighed sleepily against you, completely safe in your arms.
You stayed like that until his breathing evened out, his little body growing heavier as he drifted back to sleep. Then, carefully, you carried him back upstairs, tucking him into bed with a gentleness that made your chest ache.
You lingered for a moment, brushing his hair from his forehead, watching the peaceful way his lashes fluttered against his cheeks.
Then, as you straightened, reaffirming your decision.
No more running.
You couldn’t undo the past, couldn’t erase the years of distance. The hurt Yoongi would feel when you tell him
But you could try to fix this.
One way or another. You would fix this you had too.
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7ndipity · 1 year ago
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Sweet Morning
Yoongi x Reader
Summary: Just a lil thing about Yoongi looking after his S/o when they wake up sore after a particularly intense night together.
Word Count: 1k
Warnings: slightly suggestive, implied smut, implied drinking, swearing, mentions of bruises, bathing? not proofread
A/N: I’m back! Thanks to the lovely anon who requested this! I decided to stick with Yoongi for this one, but if you’d like similar blurbs for the other members, let me know! This turned out a lot softer(and longer) than I planned, but I couldn’t help it, I love sweet caregiver Yoongi 🥺(also, I wrote part of this at like 4am, so I’m sorry if it’s eh)
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At first, you thought the late morning sunlight was what woke you, managing to shine through a gap in the curtains directly in your face and pulling you from the cozy cocoon of sleep. The shifting weight of the bed behind you though proved otherwise, a sleepy grin spreading across your face as you felt a familiar pair of arms slip around your middle, a set of warm lips leaving a trail of soft kisses along your bare shoulder.
“Morning.” Yoongi rasped, his voice somehow even deeper first thing in the morning.
You hummed contentedly, memories of the night before flickering back through your mind as you stretched.
Yoongi’s lips somehow never leaving yours for more than a moment as you’d fumbled through the front door and to the bedroom, clothes hastily discarded in your wake, tasting the whiskey he’d drank at dinner on his tongue. Falling back on the bed with him, desperation making each touch somehow feel a thousand times more potent, swallowing each other's moans as you rode out wave after wave of pleasure til you were both too exhausted to continue, falling asleep still clinging to one another.
Yoongi’s feather light touches pulled you back to the present, in stark contrast to the night before as his lips drifted up the side of your neck.
"What time is it?" You asked sleepily.
“Late, but I have the day off.” He murmured, pressing a kiss to the faint purple mark that was forming just below your ear. “What do you want to do today?”
“I think this is pretty good,” You replied happily, rolling over to face him, but pausing midway as you winced, hissing slightly at the pain in your lower half.
“What’s wrong?” He asked, brow furrowing in concern.
“I’m just a little sore from last night.” You said easily, trying to pull him in to connect your lips, but he pulled back, looking down at you with growing alarm.
“Did I hurt you?” He asked, sounding horrified.
“What? No, Baby, I’m fine.” You quickly tried to convince him, but he sat up, gently tugging the blankets away from your body.
“Fuck.” He whispered.
Your skin was littered with hickeys and marks from him, some faint and barely discernible, others blooming in deep shades of red and purple.
He didn’t remember leaving so many marks, but when he was with you, it was like his brain shut off. All he could remember was the taste of your skin and all the sweet noises you made every time he’d dragged his teeth across your flesh.
His frown deepened as his eyes landed on the marks that decorated your hips and thighs, faint imprints of his fingers evidence of his vice-like grip on you from the night before.
He traced a finger over the marks, causing you to wince slightly, shivering from sensitivity. His attention snapped back to your face.
“Fuck.” He repeated, looking at you sadly. “I’m so sorry, baby.”
“Yoongi, I’m okay, really.” You tried to reassure him, trying not to grimace as you sat up, but he just shook his head.
“I shouldn’t have been so rough with you.” He said.
“I wanted you to be rough.” You reminded him, catching hold of his hands to pull him closer. “Did you once hear me complain last night?”
He shook his head again.
“Exactly, because there was no reason to. Everything about last night was amazing.” You said, caressing his face gently. “You made me feel so good, you always make me feel so good."
He smiled faintly in spite of himself, leaning into you instinctively as you kissed him, his lips dropping back into a frown as he felt you wince again as you tried to press closer to him.
He pulled away, looking at you softly.
“Wait here.” He said, climbing off the bed.
You did as he asked, sinking back into the covers as your eyes drifted closed.
You couldn’t lie, as much as you might have enjoyed the night before, you were beyond tired, your whole body feeling heavy and achy.
You had nearly fallen back to sleep before Yoongi returned, smiling down at your sleepy form for a moment before rousing you gently.
“Come on.” He said, tugging you up from the bed.
He helped you up slowly, wrapping an arm around your waist for support as he guided you to the bathroom, the scent of lavender enveloping you as you stepped through the door.
He’d prepared the bath just the way you liked, even setting a few of your favorite bath bombs out for you to choose from, as well as lighting a few of your favorite candles to further set the mood.
“What’s all this?” You asked, looking at him in surprise.
He didn’t answer right away, focusing instead on helping you slide in, smiling at the way your eyes fell shut as you sank into the warm water.
“Feel alright?” He finally spoke.
“Mmm.” You hummed, looking up at him expectantly. “Aren’t you getting in too?”
“I can, if you want me to.” He said uncertainly.
“I want you to.” You said, shifting forward to give him enough space to sit behind you.
He slipped in quickly, letting you lay back against him as he grabbed a cloth and started to wash you.
Normally, you’d argue a bit with him, just for the hell of it, saying something about how you were perfectly capable of washing yourself, but you let it go this time, enjoying the feeling of his gentle touch.
“Do you feel any better?” He asked after a bit.
“Mhm,” You practically purred. “Thank you.”
“Thank you.” He replied.
“For what?” You glanced up at him quizzically.
He shrugged. “Letting me have you.”
You grinned.
“You know, you didn’t make it out of last night unscathed either.” You said, poking a mark on his neck, making him wince slightly.
“At least I can still walk though.” He said pointedly.
“I can walk!” You argued.
“Like a penguin.” He smirked.
“Yah!” You splashed him, making him laugh. “I thought you were being nice to me?!”
“I’m just trying to keep things balanced.” He said, kissing your temple. “I can’t spoil you too much.”
You pouted, making him chuckle.
“I love you.” he said, pecking your cheek.
“Love you too.”
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spookyserenades · 7 months ago
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Sanctity Masterlist
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Pairing(s); BTS OT7 x Reader
Genre/Themes; Vampire!AU, yandere!AU, horror, themes of the supernatural and mythology, historical topics, vampiric powers, religious themes, violence, romance
Rated; 18+ for swearing, violence/gore, toxic behavior including stalking, torture, and manipulation, future sexual themes. Reader discretion is strongly advised.
The world revolves around powerful, deadly creatures, their every whim catered to– vampires. Humans with rare blood types are kept in large Sanctuaries around the world, where they can be hand-picked by vampires and their covens to become live-in blood banks. Y/N, who had been trapped in a Sanctuary for ten years thanks to her ultra-rare blood type, is acutely aware of just how vicious vampires are. Though she wishes for freedom she once had when she was fifteen, if it came at the cost of being at the mercy of terrifying beings, she would remain within the halls of the Sanctuary forever.
  Covens as large as seven individual vampires are exceedingly hard to come by, especially an all-male coven. Brought together by their skewed views of reality, twisted minds, strong powers and connections, and blood-soaked pasts, seven vampires move to a new city in search of their perfect human to feed from. Though the town of Newport, Rhode Island, is sleepy, it holds a secret past, one that’s perfect to set the stage for a complicated, dark future. With a particular taste for the rarest types of blood, the coven discovers an acolyte with irresistible pull in a nearby Sanctuary– and they can’t wait to see what she can endure.
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