#slams head against wall

[jordeclans]

hey. why would you say that

[just-null]

Okay so I don't know if you've gone over this yet, but to what reasons are there that causes the clones to twitch their ears? And do they have other telltale signs of how they feel? I know that Sekido twitches his when he's listening (even if doesn't act like it), but I'm curious if there are other traits that show up in all of them.

They all share these traits, but I think you can guess who's commonly doing what.

[joe-spookyy]

really pissed off right now because for some reason chief martin brody from jaws is the most compelling character in the world to me in this moment. What do i even do

[doostyaudi]

Vee i lobe u so much. Why r u a pain in the ass to get

[erikahenningsen]

uhh so apparently my brother has a massive lung infection and is being transferred to another hospital for thoracic surgery

[squea]

ok so turns out maybe i cant release these eyes ive been working on for days bc of the TOU of crybvbies as I used their sclera oops

[inquis1tor]

not matt mercer being the english dub voice of the LIVE ACTION MAJIMA

[natsukaishii]

i feel like i’m living a double life and i’m so tired. tw for venting but ugh i’m so… i keep thinking about it. i’ll put a cut to hide the vent but it’s just me.. rambling abt genders and stuff.

but i look around my room and i see my deadname, i see christian related items from my gran and mother and items i only cling onto to please them. i can’t use kai irl.. i can’t use my pronouns irl.. i can’t openly practise judaism irl (anymore since my dad left)

i feel so… fake. i have to refer to myself a daughter, a sister, she/her, everything. like my life is a lie. but i’m not comfortable at all and the chances i’ll ever be me irl are so slim…

i keep thinking about how if i get a partner i’m going to struggle because i’m supposed to be straight and cis… this is tearing me apart and i’d probably solve this if it was safe for me to come out but every time someone says my deadname i think i just… realise my situation a little more.

[ki-flor]

If I could be who you wanted all the time

[nighthawk-max]

I don’t know if it’ll stay just you and Nico fucking, a few of your followers seem to be getting along pretty well. But try and convince me to join, go ahead. -Juni

Damn.

Alright come join! We have amazing followers, a very hot prophet and me! A god among them! We have uhhh cannibalism? Idk? MAYBE FUCKING MAYBE SOMETIMES sex

Also I’m planning on seeing if I can either find an old church to break into and use OR build one? Idk bro

[maiyuyuns]

im gprobably gonna regrettably make a vent tag and ask people to filter it

[transcarcinization]

-_- im trying not to be sad on tumblr but give me a minute. i need to say it somewhere so i can move on and make an actual plan

i know re: my mental health i should really be most concerned about the smoking and the sleeping and the not wanting to do anything or talk to anyone

but honestly! i am most concerned about my brain! i can’t think anymore! i can’t focus on anything or learn anything! any new information feels like i am pushing bread through a sieve to fit anything else in my head!

i want to learn again. i want to feel like i deserve my degree. i’ve never been good at homework or remembering course notes or anything. the only thing going for me is that i like it enough to do it anyways. i can’t not like it. we are literally only one month in

[thuringwedhil]

puts head in hands save me nosferatu LuciRen,,,, save me,,,,,, nosferatu LuciRen save meeeee

[theredqueenandthebloodwyrm]

No actually I'm not over that one person who reblogged a political vent post I made, saying along the lines that Kamala Harris was just a Republican with a blue tie. Fucking ridiculous.

And using Trump saying he'd send her a MAGA hat as "proof" of how far-right she had gone. From the same presidential debate where he claimed Haitian immigrants were eating pets? Fuck off, you unserious ass.

Mind you, Trump and every other Republican has painted Harris as this radical far-leftist (she's not, I didn't expect her to be, no one did unless you have unrealistic expectations). Also really? Trump is not a credible source for jack shit!

[wanderestless]

whyyyy do i still feel slightly better when i'm under significant stress. I have done so much to create a peaceful environment for myself and fucking years of work to retrain myself away from a self-sabotaging overwork habit. mornings where i have nothing to do i wake up sluggish, sad and unable to focus, but today i have to

1. begin clearing a bedbug infestation

2. get a fucking pap test

3. see a client

so i wake up clearheaded and in a good mood. how many more years like this!!!

[uwererightiwaswronguwereright]

i can feel the percy jackson hyperfixation coming on and im not sure how to feel about it. on one hand im so excited because ive been waiting for this show since 3rd grade. on the other hand ahhhhhhh. why me? why is my brain like this? cant i just enjoy something casually?