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[dustofthedailylife]

hihi! i’d like to plant a red spider lily and a yellow carnation in dry soil for the greenhouse event pls

(also, happy birthday in advance!! ( ´ ▽ ` ) )

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Pairing: Alhaitham x (gn!) Reader Prompts: Red Spider Lily (Death/Loss), Yellow Carnation (Rejection Disdain) Tags: Angst, Reader Death (accident), rejection A/N: Hello hello! :3 Thank you for the birthday wishes (even if it's now almost a month past my birthday but I'm slow and that's my fault skjdhskj)

Alhaitham and you had been acquainted for a while now. He and you had studied and once worked on a group project together. Now both you and him had a position at the Akademiya for work as well. Your relationship could be described as at least work friends. 

You occasionally went to grab lunch together and exchanged some small talk over your meals. You greeted him whenever you saw him in the city and he greeted back with what you interpreted as a faint smile.

You had to admit, along the way, you had begun to develop feelings for the man. For years you kept your little crush to yourself, always holding onto the thought that it was temporary and would eventually fade away.

But it didn’t.

You kept interpreting things into little gestures of his. He lent you a book you talked about during lunch, he gave you his opinion about research topics, he smiled at you on a couple of occasions – and what made you decide it was finally time to confess was when you dropped your pen the other day. When you went to pick it up he had already done so, handing it back to you with a faint smile as your hands brushed.

So you found yourself in Alhaitham’s office, standing in front of him with knees that felt more like pudding than bones. You opened and closed your mouth a couple of times while staring right at him, ringing for the right words.

“Yes?” He eventually said with impatience after two minutes of you just standing there with erratic breathing while shaking all over. You could just leave and pretend like all of this never happened or you could finally come clean about your feelings for him and leave it all behind you.

“I-I uhm…” You stammered, unsure where you should even begin.

Alhaitham snapped the book in his hands shut, now beginning to look mildly annoyed, checking the clock on the wall before looking back at your trembling frame.

“Was there anything you wanted? I’m off work as of now, so please, get to the point.”

“I-I, yes. It’s just that… I feel like we’ve been getting along quite well and I would like to get to know you better. So if you’re up for it and think the same about me… w-we could go on a date… sometime?” You cleared your throat and avoided looking directly into his eyes after you finished speaking. 

The silence that followed was deafening and you felt like you were about to faint any second because of the suspense that was hanging in the air.

“Was that all?” He responded emotionlessly, getting up from behind his desk and tucking the book he had been reading before under his arm.

“Y-yes.”

The tremble in your legs had only gotten worse since he had reacted the way he did. He didn’t outright reject you but worse, he just outright ignored what you said and moved on from it. And maybe so should you.

You quickly turned around on your heels and rushed out of his office and the building. The only thing that was drowning out the sounds of your shattering heart and sobs was the rain that was pouring down outside.

You were drenched the second you stepped outside. But you didn’t care. You were numb to everything but the aching pain in your chest.

This is also why you didn’t notice how the ground below your feet gave way when you stepped off the bridge just in front of the Sumeru City gates. And you fell down the cliff.

Two days after the encounter in his office and taking another day off to collect himself, Alhaitham stood in front of your office with a box of chocolates in hand. He wanted to make it up to you.

He hadn’t known what he was supposed to say on the day you stood in front of him. He had never been the best when it came to communication or expressing feelings. He felt the same and had done so for a while. So when you came to him, laying your heart bare in front of him, he had no idea how to react, so he didn’t react at all. 

Kaveh had later almost beheaded him when he told him about the encounter. He had done some reflection since and maybe his reaction could truly have been misinterpreted as rejection. And that after all that he definitely would have to apologize.

So he knocked on your door. Once. Twice. No answer. Maybe you took some days off? After all that he wouldn’t blame you. Especially since he figured you probably wished to avoid him. He decided he would try to head to your house after work to talk to you directly there and went back in the direction of his office.

But before he could arrive there and out of breath Tighnari came rushing down the hallway, right towards him.

“Alhaitham! There you are! I’ve been looking for you all over the place.” He panted.

“What’s wrong?” Alhaitham inquired, sensing dread in the air.

“It’s Y/N. They've been found in a critical condition and have been brought to Gandharva Ville” Tighnari ushered, still panting while supporting himself with his hands on his knees.

Alhaitham didn’t need anything more. He dropped the chocolates where he stood and rushed out of the Akademiya as fast as he could.

What had happened?

Upon arrival at the Forest Watcher’s hideout, after basically running a half marathon, Collei immediately spotted him and darted off, signaling him to follow her.

Upon arrival at the infirmary hut, he rushed inside and found you lying on the bed. Your lips turned into a deep shade of blue, your skin looked sickly dull and every inch of your body was covered in bruises.

He pulled a chair to the bedside and took one of your icy-cold hands into his. Your body temperature was dangerously low.

“They were found drifting in the water just outside of Gandharva Ville this morning. It’s critical.” Collei ushered, before excusing herself and leaving the hut once more.

“Alhaitham?” You opened your eyes, your voice barely above a whisper. It was evident that it took all your strength to speak.

“Yes, I’m here.” He reassuringly squeezed your hand a bit tighter.

You barely even had the strength to keep your eyes open and your breathing became shallower and shallower with every second that passed. Your life was hanging by a thread, that much was clear.

“Can you… do me a favor?” You silently bit out through clenched teeth.

“Of course. What is it you need?” He leaned a bit closer so you wouldn’t have to speak so loudly.

“Could you… tell me you love me, too? Even though it’s not true… please, just–”

“I love you. I love you so much, you have no idea.” He replied without a second of hesitancy. Feeling his own tears prick at the corners of his eyes.

This was all his fault.

“Thank you.” You whispered with a relieved smile. A single tear rolled down your cheek before your hands ultimately fell limp inside of his palm, not knowing he had actually meant every word he just said. 

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[priafey]

Not to inflict any psychic damage or anything, but when you said it's gonna be Goth Day soon, the words "My Immortal" flashed on the back of my eyes and I fell into the family guy death pose

SKJDHSKJ it's Ebony Dark'ness Dementia Raven Way's world and we're all just living in it

[anincompletelist]

hii, i hope your weekend is going well <3

can you answer 3, 20 and 37 on the meme for fic writers ?

HI :D I CAN YES

3: Is there a trope you wouldn't touch with a ten foot pole?

I'm pretty open minded in general and I LOVE experimenting with tropes I've never written before. but I think my only hard no's (that I can think of atm) would probably be major character death/gore and/or true non-con.

20: describe your perfect writing conditions.

oooh I would say it varies. but I love days when I don't have anything else to do and I can just sit at my desk and split time between all of my creative projects, put on some music/a movie (I have to have noise to be productive so skjdhskj) and grab some snacks etc.!

37: talk about your current wips.

omg this is a loaded question sjhjjdks

I've got a thanksgiving one shot coming out within the next few days for my lovely friend @inexplicablymine <3 !! henry sets a turkey on fire and chaos (and fluff w the super six) ensues accordingly !

also revived a one shot I wrote a while back inspired by this fic by @affectionatelyrs because she's amazing and makes me feel like my writing isn't actually shit (THANK YOU)

as for longer fics, I'm mostly alternating between bridesmaids, poetry fic, hitman au, and diabetic!Alex au currently! feel free to come yell at me about any of them :D

THANK YOU for asking friend! I hope you're doing well today! <3

xx

[freakywonbin]

Did you not get my text on discord 😔

HI SANAAAAA

I havent opened discord in a while skjdhskj I was SUPERRR busy the past week I'll check it out rn !

[lustyargonianmaid]

[ourravenboys]

oh god skdhfjsk i cannot w pjo tiktok someone critiqued rr and they were all like “yea but he tries <3″ I CANT I CANT I CANT

[traaanskimkitsuragi]

damn ppl rlly hyped re7 up for nothing

[zhongchl]

😋 im ready for my evaluation

you are my:

(  ) mutual(😋) friend(  ) close friend

you intimidate me:

(  ) yes(😋) no

do i want to talk more:

(😋) yes(  ) no

have i ever had a crush on you:

(  ) yes(😋) no

best feature:

(  ) @ (😋) layout(  ) posts

random:

(😋) you’re very funny(😋) you’re adorable(  ) i freaked out when you followed me(  ) i feel like i annoy you(😋) i love seeing your posts on my dashboard(  ) you’re so pretty(😋) i love you a lot(😋) you’re so relatable(😋) i’m grateful for you(  ) i wish i could meet you one day

send me an emoji!

[sea-of-souls1100]

(sarcastically) "Oh yeah, super secret powers." As if it's the most ridiculous thing in the world

Says the man who called himself a god.

[vonlipvig]

Jeremy gets paired with either Alan or Patrick. Jared to say which he would hate more.

i love how the universal nfb experience is being like "love that jeremy guy...how can we make him suffer more?" skjdhskj

NO BUT YEAH i was 100% thinking about that, poor guy would be miserable either way. many "I TOLD YOU SO"s are gonna be thrown as they end up on the other side of town having to run all the way to where the actual clue was.

[hanjisungz-remade]

I dont remember german grammar being too hard, but I also dont remember a ton about learning it, what are ur favorite skz songs? and do u listen to any other groups? - 🍓

i mean grammar in general is the hardest part of learning a language for me so maybe it wasnt that bad but me being eh at grammar made it seem so much worse skjdhskj

ooo okay excluding 3racha songs my favorites are voices, chronosaurus, 19, maze of memories and awaken 🙇🏻‍♀️ and i listen to a bunch of other groups. my other ults are exid but i also listen to ateez, oneus, red velvet, everglow, monsta x, a.c.e, weki meki, sf9, hinapia, nct, kard, day6, clc, bvndit and pentagon !!!

there are also some groups i listen to but dont necessarily stan or only stan one or two people in the group but i just included the ones i stan

[yyxylogy]

🌸🌵🌴🌑

wow hello angel thank u !!!! 💗💖🌺💝❣️

🌸 -  whats your favorite and least favorite season and why?

my fav …. autumn !!!! it gets cold and i can wear sweaters and long sleeves and the leaves fall and its always cloudy and rainy !!!!! lov that

and the least ….. ill say spring idk why but it makes me feel MAD when the days get longer sksjndksnd i just hate it i want it to be dark at 4pm all the time AND also everything starts growing and sprouting and that means that i get allergies (or allergic reactions? im not sure how to phrase it) and as it gets warmer my dumb ass skin starts acting up and my eczema spreads everywhere . i jus cant win !

🌵 - what traits in people make you not want to be friends with them?

oooh interesting question. tbh i can never like. recognize any traits in anyone im not sure how to describe it but its more abt how they act. also this is going to be abt this girl in my class jskhdksdhk shes so LOUD always interrupting always talking abt herself like No One Asked … and shes friends w this rly nice boy i like talking to him and hes bi And her bff is th e only lesbian (that i know of) in our school and she just ??? makes homophobic comments or “jokes” maybe and it just makes my blood boil how r u going to be this insensitive???? omg this ran away from me i literally cannot write short answers. so this boils down to uhh self absorbed homophobic racist meanies anddd also i hate ppl that act like superior or “more mature”? and if im being real i rly cant stand swearing in my language kshdkshks its not a trait but idk i would have to find a dictionary if i wanted to come up w any more traits skjdhskj

🌴 - what is your ideal vacation destination?

big foreign cities!!!!! the nearest actually BIG city is an hour away from my home but i love the way cities feel! busy and buzzing and anonymous and big. i wld love to travel w like. the love of my life ,, to foreign countries and explore the big cities in autumn / winter and we would try out every little bookshop and every little cafe and drink hot chocolate while it rains outside and go on walks down streets full of christmas lights id love that

🌑 - are you a night person or a day person?

night for sure ! its like it doesnt matter if i have the entire day off id still rather have fun during the night hours bc thats the only time im like. actually FREE theres nothing im supposed to be doing (just sleeping but thats whatever) and i love that no one is going to ask me to do anything or talk to me its just me me me and the moon. also i enjoy how the night always looks the same if that makes any sense? the day looks different depending on the weather and that reflects on my mood, but the night is always just dark. and also full of stars!!!! living far from cities has its perks bc when the sky is clear i see So Many Stars So Many Friends i love them !!!

[wastelandbvby]

pass the happy! 🌻🌈 when you receive this, list 5 things that make you happy and send this to 10 of the last people in your notifications!

ohh this is cute

my dog

the el gee bee tee community skjdhskj ( when it’s not being gross )

love babey

music! 

having a good conversation

[leejinkiz]