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keelywolfe · 5 years ago

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FIC: Winter Makes You Laugh a Little Slower

Summary: Rus is all by himself for the day. Finally.Surely he won't manage to get into trouble.

Tags: Spicyhoney, Brotherly Relationships, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Pregnancy, More Angst

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Chapter List

What Will Be, Will Be

Something To Say, But Nothing Comes

Can’t Go On, Thinking Nothing’s Wrong

Seldom All They Seem

Voices Are Heard But Nothing Is Seen

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This morning was probably as alone as Rus had been in weeks. Ever since a little spark showed up to orbit his soul, he felt like he'd been under constant supervision from one person or another. But not today.

Today, his brother was already gone to train with Alphys. Edge was gone, back to his own world to go through his own morning routine that Rus didn’t ask too many questions about and Red wasn’t downstairs stinking up the sofa with his mustard fumes. Guard duty seemed to be over, for now. Red still checked in from time to time to raid the fridge and Rus thought maybe he caught a flash of a tragically emo jacket out of the corner of his socket once or twice, but the danger time was before the souling descended. Once it moved on to baby mode, all that was left was the wait.

(And if Red’s sudden absence was disturbing his peace, niggling thoughts of something he almost remembered, Rus wasn’t gonna dig in too deep. He had plenty of his own shit to worry about without adding Red’s nasty soup du jour)

Yep, all alone—except for the kid who was making a pretty good attempt to give Rus a matching set of bruises on either side of his spinal column. He wasn’t complaining too loudly about it; he’d known what he was signing up for, but damn, the kid would have to take after Edge in the energy department. Sometimes it felt like they were trying to use his rib cage as a jungle gym.

Anywho, now seemed like a perfect opportunity to take advantage of the lack of supervision and head out to take care of something before Rus managed to put it off. Again.

Rus dug through their hall closet, pawing through mittens who’d lost their mate and sandals that never got worn, a tennis racket, the leash for the pet rock. Searching until he found a pair of boots in his size. Normally, Rus alternated between his fuzzy slippers and his sneakers, but then, normally he didn't end up standing in the snow for very long. His morning exercise routine used to be a quick shortcut to his sentry post where his tootsies would be propped up out of the slush as he settled into nap mode.

But since it’d been unanimously decided that he shouldn’t teleport while he was smuggling skittens under his shirt, this trip would have to be made on foot.

Yay.

Wasn’t a quick little stroll around the block, either. Once he got out of Snowdin proper, his path led through the woods. Past all the Buns’ sentry stations with a few quick pauses to scratch behind ears, trying to fend off any excited rabbity enthusiasm. Everyone in Snowdin knew by now, his little butterball belly might not be real obvious with his loose sweatshirt, but he’d told Muffet when he went to pay off his tab, just to explain why he wasn’t stopping in as much.

There was no gossiper like someone with hundreds of spiderlings at their disposal.

So far, seemed like everyone was okay about it. Not that he was thinking anyone was gonna kick them out of town or anything, Monsters didn’t usually roll that way, but it was kinda nice to have it confirmed. His own link in the gossip chain told him the big question buzzing around was who is the daddy. On the Undernet, there was a betting pool and there were a lotta names from some of his old one-nighters on the list.

He really hoped Blue was the one with a hefty bet on ‘other’.

Scrolling through the list only made Rus scoff. It was almost insulting, really. Sex was one thing, one great, messy, fun thing, but did anyone really think he would’ve shared his soul with any of them? Not likely.

(He still had a hard time believing he’d done it with Edge; impulsive, sure, but not usually that impulsive. The memory of it was blurry, pleasure-soaked and sweet, Edge desperately asking and him blindly agreeing, the hot press of souls, the brilliant surge of magic between them)

Seeing the Buns was good, though. Once he’d been taken off sentry duty and toned down on the visits to Muffet’s, he didn’t see them much anymore, and he couldn’t help laughing as all of them hopped over to wriggle excitedly around him. Even Greater Bun scrambled out of their armor in the hopes of more pets.

They were too polite to nose at his brand-new belly, (most of them, anyway, Lesser Bun gave it a hopeful nudge, but sighed sadly when Rus stepped back before he obligingly went back for the normal scritches, teeth chattering happily)

But they all loved little ones of any kind, had to really when they had that many of their own. Bunaressa accepted pats almost solemnly, whispering to him. *I am knitting something for your baby.*

“that’s really sweet of you,” Rus said, honestly. He crouched down where Bunamy was flopped in the snow and gave him a furious scratching behind his long ears while he huffed out a contented groan, “don’t forget, they aren’t gonna have a tail, so only four limbs and a head.”

Both of them laughed in their bunny way even as Rus struggled to stand back up. His belly wasn’t that big yet, but he wasn’t exactly used to having one at all so it threw his balance a little off. He wobbled unsteadily, almost dropping back into the snow.

Bunamy caught his elbow, steadying him, “Careful, there. Do you need us to come along?”

*Yes, we can come along, keep you safe!*

“that’s super nice of you guys, but i’m good,” Rus grimaced. The last thing he wanted was another bodyguard, he’d only just kicked the habit.

Bunno was the only one a little distant, eh, no surprise there. He’d been that way since Rus shut down the pussy factory. There was probably some pun in there about cats and rabbits, but Rus wasn’t much in the mood to figure it out. He left Bunno smoking his carrot, heading further down the path.

Out here, the woods were quieter, the only sound his boots crunching on the frozen path. He went past his own sentry post where no one was currently stationed. Not much to see there and Rus wondered if Alphys would assign him back after the kid was born. He wasn’t sure. He had to work, no option there, he wasn’t about to let Blue be the only one bringing in the G. But he also wasn’t sure yet what they were gonna do about the skitten. He kicked idly at a pinecone as he walked, shoving that thought out of his mind. One thing at a time.

Onward, ho. Through the too-wide bars on the bridge that were almost not too-wide enough for his growing belly. He squeezed between them and earned a hearty kick in his floating rib for his trouble. Seemed like the kid didn’t care for the walls closing in, who could blame ‘em? Rus gave his belly a soothing rub, murmuring, “easy, baby, no more squeezing.”

Until they went home, but eh, that bad news could come up later.

The walk was taking more out of him than he’d expected, and Rus was panting by the time he got to the door, wiping his sweaty forehead on his sleeve before it could freeze to his skull. Probably Red would have a fit if he heard about the lack of hat and gloves, but it turned out building a skitten from scratch made a fella pretty damn hot. There were times Rus felt like steam should be sizzling off the top of his skull whenever he stepped outside and chilly as it was, right now the cold was soothing on his overheated bones.

He dusted snow off one of the steps and sat down, catching his breath even as it fogged out around him. Once he was as comfy as he could be, all things considered, Rus reached back behind his head to rap his knuckles on the door he was leaning against. “knock knock.”

Rus waited, not terribly surprised that there wasn’t an answer. It’d been weeks since he’d come.

The minutes ticked away and Rus reached back, tried again, “knock knock.”

Again, nothing. Rus pulled his lighter out of his pocket, flicking it open and shut absently, the sound of it loud in the quiet. He’d quit smoking, but it felt too strange not to have his lighter with him, the weight of it a familiar, comforting presence when everything around him was strange. He thought about knocking again, wondered idly how long he was planning on sitting here alone with the wind whispering through the trees around him.

Fuck, he wanted a cigarette.

“when you decide to make an appearance, kid, the first thing i’m doing after we shake hands is having a smoke.” Rus flicked the lighter closed decisively. “course edge might have a thing or three to say about that. blue’s already been at me, says since i’ve quit for this long, i should keep it up. edge would probably agree.”

Rus trailed off. Edge. Yeah.

Every time he thought he had things figured out with that guy, Edge threw a curveball for him to fumble. Like the past few nights, going from sleeping in his bed to putting it to a better use. He hadn’t really been expecting it considering that Edge hadn’t made a move on him since he’d learned about the baby. Thinking back on Edge walking in on him three fingers deep was a little embarrassing now, but hey, it got results.

Now Rus only wished he knew what it all meant.

“curveball, yeah,” Rus sighed. He slipped a hand under his sweatshirt and the cold bones of his hand against the firm swell of encasing magic made him waffle between flinching away and leaning into the soothing cool of it. The baby stirred under his touch, shifting inside him in that weird, alien way it had. “see? you know what i mean.”

Rus had been perfectly happy with his life before they got the machine working. Okay, maybe happy was an exaggeration but the point still stood. He’d been getting by, content to spend his days sleeping at sentry stations and his nights behind Muffet’s bar, finding ways to feel alive stay awake. It was fine, Blue never said a word about it except to scold him a little on mornings he stayed out too late, because his bro was awesome that way.

Then he met Edge and his whole daily schedule was fucked along with him.

“completely fucked up,” Rus sighed, then he winced, rubbing a thumb along the stretching pseudo-skin where the itch sometimes threatened to drive him crazy. “don’t make that your first word, okay, papa edge would never let me live it down.”

He hadn’t even liked Edge when he first met him. The way he dared to show off as a smug, self-righteous prick when he was touting around that much LV. Took a little while for Rus to pull his head out of his pelvic cavity enough to recognize that maybe someone from murder world might need that kind of control over themselves, because fuck knew there wasn’t much else he could control.

“he tries, though,” Rus murmured. A flutter of movement under his hand and Rus nodded firmly. “that’s right, your papa tries so damned hard.”

Once he got that figured out, didn’t take too long for Rus to decide that maybe a little narcissism was okay, especially when it let you sleep with your smokin’ hot alternate for another world. That Edge went along with it was the real surprise; Rus liked to think he was pretty irresistible when he actually kicked on the charm, but he hadn’t actually expected it to work. That first time, Edge’s hands were shaking when he cupped Rus’s face, leaning in for a kiss—

Rus shifted, a different sort of heat warming his pelvis. Yeah, time to think about something else, damn, why did being pregnant go hand and crotch with being horny all the damn time?

But whatever, he’d been okay with doing things the way Edge wanted it. Casual. Occasional. Rus didn’t really do relationships either, thanks. The couple times one of his part-timers put in an offer for a full-time position, Rus knocked them off his list.

Until Edge.

They’d never even talked about what they were.

“not even sure there are words, kid,” Rus sighed and the baby kicked in commiseration. “friends with benefits? only, i’m not sure we even got the friends part.”

It was something, though. Once they got going, Rus found that nights in the alley behind Muffet’s with bricks rough against his back while someone fucked him against the wall wasn’t appealing anymore and neither was getting the knees of his pants soaked with snowmelt while he moaned around someone’s cock.

What he got from Edge was a lot less often, but Rus wanted it, so much more.

“quality over quantity, kid, make a note,” Rus murmured. The lighter clacked shut in agreement.

He wondered if Edge knew. They’d never talked about it and it was pretty obvious Rus wasn’t sleeping around now. Even if anyone out there found his shift from stick figure to pumpkin appealing, the state of their new nightly entertainment was proof of that much.

But then, Edge also never questioned that the baby was theirs.

“wasn’t supposed to go this way.” The words sounded too loud in the stillness but they were true. A few random nights were supposed to be all Edge had to offer. That was fine, wasn’t like Rus was some kind of hot catch either.

Until the skitten showed up and knocked them off the rails.

“not that it’s your fault,” Rus told his belly reassuringly. “you didn’t ask for us to drag you into this.” It was always the innocents who got screwed up by other people’s bullshit, wasn’t it. Screwed up, fucked over, left behind, left alone. “not you, though, kid. i’m gonna take care of you. we will. we’re gonna be good. i promise.”

He could taste salt-sweet tears at the back of his throat, stupid fucking pregnancy maudlin shit. Rus reached back with a clenched fist, pounding it against the door, “knock, knock!”

He almost fell off the fucking step when deep voice replied, muffled through the door, “Who’s there?”

Rus closed his sockets, exhaling shakily. His voice sounded normal enough, pitched to be heard through the door, “otto.”

“Otto who?”

“otto tell you i didn’t mean to be away so long.”

They both laughed and if Rus was a little too loud, giddy with relief, his pal through the door said nothing.

They’d spent plenty of afternoons like this, calling jokes back and forth to each other until Rus was practically rolling in the snow, the miasma of apathy that always seemed to hang threateningly over him blown away.

Rus sighed, his breath clouding the air. Today wasn’t gonna be one of those days, but he felt like he’d owed his friend this much. For a promise he wasn’t gonna be able to keep.

“listen. i’m sorry it’s been a while since i was able to visit,” Rus told him. Even through the door he could hear his companion shifting his weight as he sat and he wondered, not for the first time, exactly what sort of Monster was hiding in those ruins. “but this isn’t a return to the status quo. i wanted to give you a heads up i might not be able to make it back for a while.”

“Is something wrong?” Concerned, yeah, that much Rus expected. His pal always struck him as being someone’s dad. Maybe someone who used to be someone’s dad; there was an undercurrent of sadness in his deep voice that no amount of puns could chase away.

“depends on your definition of wrong,” Rus admitted. “i’m...uh...well, i kinda traded knock knocks for knocked up.”

“You’re pregnant?”

Rus grinned and said teasingly, “you sound surprised.” Fuck that, he sounded shocked, and Rus was kinda curious to hear why.

His buddy didn’t let him down. “I am. I knew all skeleton monsters can carry, but, and please accept my apologies for assuming, you didn’t speak of anyone in your life except your brother.”

That seemed like a great question to avoid, but luckily, he had another good one to latch onto. “how did you know i’m a skeleton monster?”

“Your accent. Skeletons have a certain hollow ring in their voices, I’m assuming because it echoes within your skulls.”

Rus sat up straight, turning to stare at the door behind him. An accent, really? Fuck, he’d never noticed it, maybe cause he was used to the sound? “you serious?”

“Of course not.” Rus huffed out a laugh, settling back down as his pal went on, “It’s the puns you make. A skele-ton of them. Even then, I wasn’t certain, but you seem to have confirmed it. How far along are you?”

It was the sort of question he’d been avoiding with anyone in town, but out here with a door between them, it was easier somehow to say. “soul descended a couple weeks ago and by the way, that sucked, no one told me it was gonna suck, i’m gonna write my own damn pregnancy book when this is over and the first chapter is gonna describe all the ways it sucks.”

From the other side of the door came a sound of pure commiseration. “Ah, but it’ll be worth it in the end, when you’re holding your child in your arms.” A pause, then hesitantly, “Are you keeping the child?”

“hell yeah, i am,” Rus grumbled. “i’m not digging through all this cereal not to have a prize at the end.”

“Yes, of course. Of course you are.” There was something odd in his pal’s voice but before Rus could ask, his tone changed entirely. “You should head home. There’s a storm coming.”

Rus frowned, glancing upward. The air in between the ground and the cave ceiling was as clear as Snowdin ever got. “you sure?”

“No jokes this time, I’m afraid. I can feel it.”

Snowstorms in the underground were caused by magic, not any sort of weather pattern. That his pal could feel that incoming surge of power was another clue about them, but now wasn’t the time for games. Bad storms were rare, but they could be dangerous as hell. Rus pushed up awkwardly to his feet, struggling to get properly upright. “i’ll try to stop by after the kid is born, yeah?”

He never could’ve guessed his pal’s reply, “I think it would be best if you didn’t. Take care, my friend. Goodbye.”

“wait, what? hang on!” He could hear movement behind the door, the sound of a heavy bulk moving, standing, walking away. He pounded on the door until his fist ached. “come on!

There was no reply, but Rus didn’t really expect one. He scrubbed a hand over his face, impatiently brushing away the dampness that was starting to leak from his sockets. Fuck it, the snow was starting to fall, he didn’t have time to be crybabying. Rus turned on his heel and started back towards Snowdin, let his long legs eat up the distance.

It was no use. By the time he was past the bridge, the snowfall was constant. It was already getting hard to see, there was no way he was gonna make it back to town, not when he couldn’t see his own hand in front of his face.

What he could see was his sentry station looming up ahead and Rus managed to wade to it through the rising snowdrifts. It wasn’t much, but it was partially enclosed, he wouldn’t be getting buried at least.

The chair inside was a spindly piece of junk and Rus wasn’t about to trust it with his new weight. He went all the way to the back of the shelter, sitting down in a corner that was least touched by the blowing wind. He tucked his hands into his pockets, tugged up the hood of his sweatshirt. A quick check on his phone told Rus what he already knew; the storm was cutting off his signal, he wouldn’t be sending messages anytime soon and he hadn’t told anyone where he was going because he wanted some time on his own.

Well, he was sure as fuck getting his wish now, wasn’t he.

He wasn’t actually too worried; the sentry post made for a pretty crap shelter, but he had some food in his inventory, his craving for spider donuts was endless. The storm would probably blow over by morning and then he could head for home.

No, what worried him was Blue and Edge not knowing where he was. The last thing he wanted was the two of them out in the storm looking for him. Wasn’t much he could do other than fret about it and Rus was sure he’d be doing that plenty.

A couple hours later Rus wasn’t so confident. The wind was howling ferociously, whipping through the little sentry post and carrying with it painful specks of sleety snow. Rus gave up on his pockets and pulled his arms into his sweatshirt, wrapping them around his belly to offer whatever meager warmth he could. It was so cold, so much worse than he’d been expecting. This storm was a much worse tantrum than Snowdin usually offered, no gentle snowfall here, but howling wind pounding against his little shelter.

Rus still had his lighter, a heavy weight in his hoodie pocket, but the only thing around to burn was the sentry post. Probably be a poor life choice to burn down the roof over his head.

No, over their head. The baby was wriggling vigorously; their souls were still attuned, and they were picking up on his distress.

“shhh, it’s okay, kiddo,” Rus mumbled through numbed teeth. “it’ll be fine. we’ll be okay.”

He suddenly remembered Red’s rough voice telling him that his soul would let go of the souling before letting his HP drop to zero. It hadn’t been the comfort Red seemed to think it would be, Rus didn’t want either of them to…to let go. He curled up tighter, murmuring soft reassurances to his baby, who surely couldn’t hear a word.

He was too cold, teeth chattering, his shivering constant; he needed to do something.

The chair.

Rus staggered to his feet and picked it up with numb hands, smashing it down on the floor. It splintered apart instantly, fragments scattering. Rus gathered them up awkwardly, kicking them into a pile. There wasn’t much in the station, not even his usual scattering of honey bottles. Blue must’ve cleaned up one day. In his inventory, all he were the spider donuts, each wrapped in their own square of wax paper.

He crumpled those up to use as a sort of kindling, tucking the paper balls around the splintered wood. For a minute, the lighter refused to work, the blowing wind and his frozen hands working against him.

“come on, you motherfucker,” Rus muttered. He held it in both hands, thumbed down on the rasp as hard as he could and a wavering flame leapt up.

The paper caught easily, Rus shielding the flame as best he could with his body until the broken bits of the chair began to smolder. The warmth was pathetic, wavering outward and Rus hunched desperately over it. His hands were so cold the pain was starting to fade, but he couldn’t worry about that. He curled as close to the fire as he could, trying as much as possible to direct that heat to his belly.

“sorry, kid,” Rus mumbled. He was so cold. “i always was a fuck up, don’t know why i thought this time’d be different.” He tipped his skull back so the tears he could feel forming didn’t slide down to freeze on his face, instead tasting them on the back of his tongue, nauseatingly sweet.

At first, he thought the sound was only the wind, howling in the distance. Slowly, Rus started to realize it wasn’t from the storm but from something getting closer, something living.

Something living that whipped open the little door on the side of the sentry station, letting in a painful spray of snow and cold but also a huge body, ducking and turning sideways to even get inside.

“greater bun?” Rus croaked out. He wasn’t entirely convinced he wasn’t imagining this, his mind painting him a rescue that wouldn’t be coming.

Greater Bun wasn’t real chatty on a good day. He grunted once, happily, his large pink nose wriggling as he scooped Rus into hefty arms, carrying him outside into the storm. Where a sled was waiting, Bunamy at the lead with Lesser Bun and Bunaressa harnessed behind him.

Greater Bun settled him into the sled into a nest of blankets before abandoning his armor, diving into the sled to lay against Rus. He burbled out an encouraging whine and Rus gratefully buried both hands into that heavy, silky fur, nearly crying at the aching warmth.

A screech from Bunamy cut through the howling winds and they were off.

The ride back to Snowdin wasn’t as fast as a shortcut but it felt pretty damn close. Long Bun legs leapt easily through the snowfall, the sled careening after it. Rus drew a blanket over his face to protect it from the slashing wind, clinging fiercely to Greater Bun. He didn’t protest the grip, snuggling in close and setting his head on Rus’s knee. The warmth was lulling and Rus didn’t even notice falling asleep, only jolting awake as the sled came to a stop.

He looked up blearily, taking in the blinking Gyftmas lights from his own front porch through the heavily falling snow and…oh. His brother was standing with an expression of such concern Rus would only swallow against his guilt. Next to him was Edge and the fury in his expression made Rus cringe. He didn’t have a single fucking excuse, he’d risked their kid with his own stupidity, not even bothering to leave damned note to say where he was going when a dozen or more careless post-its surrounded a sock in his own living room.

“i’m sorry,” Rus began, miserably, already knowing Edge wasn’t going to forgive him. Why the fuck should he. Rus deserved that anger, deserved whatever choice words Edge used to rip him open, idiot, fucking idiot, and—

Being scooped out of the sled, blankets and all, into Edge’s arms where he was held with fierce tenderness was probably not anything he deserved, but fuck if Rus wasn’t gonna take it. He wrapped both arms around Edge’s neck and held on tight, ignored the warm tears he could feel seeping down his cold face. Fuck, why was crying all he could do right lately?

“Never worry me like that again!” Edge growled against the side of his skull, but it wasn’t anger Rus heard. It was a plea, desperate and thickly said.

“i’ll try,” Rus whispered. The world whirled around, Edge carrying him towards the house. A crowd was gathering, voices from Snowdin, congratulating the Buns on a rescue well done, wondering curiously and a little too loud about the skeleton carrying Rus away.

Welp. Wasn’t much question of who the baby daddy was anymore. He really did hope Blue won the betting pool.

The second they were in the house, Edge peeled the snow-crusted blankets away, kneeling to help Rus off with his boots. Rus tried to help and wobbled unsteadily almost doing a somersault right over Edge’s head. Edge braced him even as Rus caught his uncertain balance. The baby squirmed, a weird rolling movement that made Rus wince, “don’t worry, the baby is fine.”

“Are you fine?” Edge countered, glaring up at him.

That made him blink. “um. yeah? i really wasn’t out there too long, probably get to keep all my toes.”

He waggled them in Edge’s grip, wincing as Edge rubbed them firmly, checking each one for feeling. “That’s not funny.”

“sorry,” Rus said, softly and Edge paused, his head dropping briefly. He looked back up at Rus, the crimson of his eye lights softened.

“No, don’t apologize. I don’t mean to yell,” Edge said heavily. “It wasn’t your fault. Blue said the storm came on unexpectedly and you couldn’t know how long the walk would be. You’re too accustomed shortcutting everywhere, your perception on distances is probably skewed.”

“must be.” Rus agreed. Edge was so agitated, he probably would have agreed to anything. His hands moving over Rus restlessly, checking toes and fingers for frostbite, brushing over the slight ridge of his nasal canal, the delicate rims of his sockets.

“You seem fine,” Edge murmured distractedly. His fingertips were sharp, his touch careful as it drifted along Rus’s cheekbone.

Rus swallowed hard and managed, “i must remind you of red, huh?”

That snapped Edge out of it. He frowned. “What do you mean?”

“cause i passed mustard.”

Yeah, that was the face of someone who was regretting a lot of life choices.

Except, maybe not, because he was cupping Rus's face in both his gorgeously warm hands, leaning in to brush their mouths together. Edge always smelled faintly spicy, the kind that made Rus think not of tacos, but gingerbread cookies, fresh from the oven. That kiss moved to brush across his forehead instead, affectionately, testing his temperature as much as—

(affection? does he get to call it that?)

— as anything.

Then Edge sighed and drew away. “Sit down, get wrapped up,” he ordered. “There’s soup heating on the stove and I’ll get you some tea."

Never let it be said Rus couldn’t follow orders after he nearly died out in a snowstorm. He settled on the sofa, dragged the pile of blankets over him and it was only when he was tucking them in that he realized Edge hadn’t even touched the little rounded pot of his belly. All that concern had been directed at him.

Huh.

The door opening and his brother coming in blew that thought away as Rus was absurdly caught in a different storm, this one of his brother scolding him vigorously, “What were you thinking, Pappy, why did you want to go out to that nasty Sentry station anyway, what would you have done if you saw a Human!”

He let Blue ramble on. His bro didn’t even pause when Rus snagged him by the scarf and reeled him in, tucking his warm little body next to him like his own bony hot water bottle.

Edge came out with soup and tea, and they all sat together as Blue turned on the television, bundled in blankets, and it was like…like…

Like family.

But the thought of family made Rus wonder where Red was. He should be here too, there was plenty of room on the sofa. His memory of the souling descending was vague and clouded with pain, but there was something there, something Red told him, what was it?

Eh, he was too tired to figure it out today. But he stuck a note on his mental fridge, that he was gonna need to corner Red. Just as soon as he figured out the questions.

tbc

#spicyhoney #papcest #keelywolfe #underfell #underswap #underfell papyrus #underswap papyrus #pregnancy fic

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hanna-kin · 5 years ago

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Skitten Snø episode 1 transcript

I’ve made a transcript for the first episode of skitten snø. I’m not Norwegian but hopefully it is better than the autogenerated google translate subs :) I apologize for any mistakes, I did my best !

Sumera: There you go. Napkins and ketchup are over there. Enjoy your food!

Customer: Thank you!

Sumera: Hi!

Nikolas: Hi!

Sumera: Yes

Nikolas: Yes… I’ll have a Veggie King and a Bonaqua.

Sumera: Do you want the receipt?

Nikolas: No thanks, not really.

Sumera: No.

Nikolas: I’d like the food though

Sumera: Yes of course

Sumera: Here, I hope you enjoy!

Nikolas: Thanks a lot.

Sumera: You’ve become quite the regular here, haven’t you?

Nikolas: No…I’m usually y a lot healthier but I work a lot.

Sumera: Everyone say that.

Nikolas: I’ll just leave since you just bully me.

Sumera: I’m not bullying you…

Nikolas: You aren’t?

Nikolas: Bye.

Sumera: Bye.

Charlotte: What did he want? Nikolas? The security guard? What did you talk about?

Sumera: Nothing really.

Charlotte: He didn’t ask you out or anything?

Sumera: No

Charlotte: Good.

Customer: I had ordered a crispy chicken…

TEXT: I’m on my way. See you soon 😊

Sumera: Nida? Nida?

Sumera: Hi.

Ambar: Hi… Come in.

Sumera: Is Anila here yet?

Ambar: Yes, she is in my room. Is this the bag?

Sumera: Yeah, they are in there. They will be good. Nice colours.

Ambar’s mom: Hi girls! Are excited for the party?

Sumera: Hi, Yes very.

Ambar: Mum, we got salwar kameez.

Ambar: And we are back!

Anila: Why did it take you so long?

Sumera: Let’s see…girls, he actually came in today.

Ambar: Nikolas? You need to tell me everything!

Sumera: I didn’t see him at first but suddenly he was right there.

Ambar: Did you take him behind the counter?

Sumera: No

Ambar: But what did you?

Sumera: I just stood there like an idiot.

Ambar: Okay, okay. Hold my hands and do after me. Just relax. You have to say, “I’m sexy” Don’t laugh. Say it!

Sumera: I’m sexy

Ambar: I’m pretty.

Sumera: I’m pretty.

Friend: I can get anyone I want… Yes, you can. Because you are fucking sexy!

Anila: But guys can we have a look at the dresses?

Sumera: Yeah, see if it fits you,

Ambar: The colour is nice, but it is an engagement party. It could have had an open back or short sleeves.

Anila: Yes, because my dad would have allowed that…Okay girls I have to go now.

Ambar: Anila, you are really stressed out and that I can do something about. You are not going anywhere. Sit down and we will have a party. Do you understand?

Anila: No, no, no no!

Friend: Yes, come on. Come!

Charlotte’s mum: Hello, sweetie. Are you home?

Charlotte: Yeah!

Charlotte’s mum: We’ve been on an evening walk

Charlotte: Sounds nice.

Sumera: Hi! Hi, Atif!

Atif: Are you alright?

Sumera’s mum: Beautiful decorations…but they could have used a bit more colours, gold and glitter.

Sumera’s mum: Why does Anila’s father seem so angry? What is his problem? Why is he staring at us?

Atif: He probably thinks that one of us has too much freedom.

Sumeras mum: Too much freedom? Is it freedom to go to school and have a job?

Atif: But not until late at night, mum- Sumera comes home alone and people talk, right.

Sumera: People talk or Gina talks? The school’s own gossip girl.

Sumera’s mum: Stop it, the two of you. It’s party. Let’s just enjoy ourselves.

Sumera: Please, Atif!

Atif: But we won’t be able to enjoy ourselves without colours, gold and glitter!

Sumera: Relax, it’s okay to come back for seconds.

Ambar: Don't talk. I’m trying to concentrate.

Sumera: Ambar?

Ambar: What?

Anila: I’m just going to get some food.

Sumera. What´s wrong?

Anila: Dad won’t let me dance. He thinks I’m just trying to show of for men.

Ambar: Shit!

Ambar: What the fuck are they doing here? Sumera, just breathe…It’s okay.

Anila: Sumera, stop it. You need to stay away. You know he’s dangerous.

Sumers: He’s not dangerous…

Anila: Then why is Nida not out there with the others? Maybe because she is locked up in a house I Pakistan or god knows where.

Sumera: I saw her yesterday… on my way to Ambar. I didn’t say anything because I knew how you would react.

Anila: Everyone out there knows that Nida’s family is super strict. Everyone saw that Wasim slapped his sister and forced her to come with him. No one has seen them since, and you have not heard from him. There is no explanation or anything.

Ambar: Come on. We are fighting about a guy. We are Masala girls, we don’t do that.

Anila: Hey, I’m sorry, okay. I just mean that you deserve someone much better than him.

Ambar: Did you notice how everyone got quite when they arrived? As if they all had herpes in their faces. You don’t want that. It itches. I mean it. It itches a lot, I’ve heard.

Anila: Are you ready? My dad is waiting.

Sumera: You can go. I’ll be right there.

Wasim: You look good…I know-

Sumera: It’s been a year and you’ve not even called once.

Wasim: I know. A lot happened and I tried to text you but…

Sumera. How is Nida? Not so great apparently! I saw her yesterday.

Wasim: Must be a mistake then.

Sumera: I don’t have anything else to say to you. Have a nice time tonight.

Atif: What’s going on? What are you doing?

Sumera: We were just talking-

Atif: You are done talking to him!

Sumara: Ouch, stop it! Everyone is looking.

Atif: Why were you with him?

Sumera: I was in the bathroom.

Atif: I don’t understand what you are thinking. Come on!

Sumera’s mum: It’s so weird to see them here. I thought they had moved away from town.

I thought they had left for good…

TEXT: Can we talk?

Sumera’s mum: … Because of what happened with Nida. People said so many weird things.

Sumera’s mum: What happened?

Sumeras mum: It’s really sad when girls like Nida doesn’t think about their actions. It affects the whole family.

Gina: Everyone got quiet when they arrived. It was insane. I was just “what’s happening right now?”

Anila: Is there anyone Gina hasn’t talked to about the party?

Ambar: Just look at them. No one is following.

Anila. The worst thing is that those from class C has filled the blanks.

Ambar: And what are the blanks?

Anila: That is not the point. The point is that-

Anila: Are you coming`

Sumera: I’m just gonna ask him to leave.

Anila: I’ll come too.

Sumera. No Anila, I’ll do it. It’s okay.

Sumera: Why are you here?

Wasim: Can’t I get five minutes? I need to explain what happened. I’m the same guy I used to be.

Sumera. Yeah but now is not a good time.

Wasim: After school?

Sumera: I have work.

Wasim: After work then? Can’t you let me explain? Please? I’ll pick you up after work.

Sumera: Bye!

TEXT: I’m outside. Were are you?

Nikolas: Hey!

Sumera: Hey!

Nikolas: Are you wating for someone or?

Sumera: Yeah!

Nikolas: I saw you half an hour ago. That someone is pretty late, I guess?

Sumera: Yeah, you could say that.

Nikolas: It’s cold. Isn’t it better to wait inside?

Sumera: I think I’ll just head home.

Nikolas: Were do you live? Do you want a ride? I live over there, so my car is right there.

Sumera: Haugenstua.

Nikolas: It won’t take long.

Sumera: You sure it is not a problem?

Nikolas: No I’m going to the gym anyway. I can drop you off on the way. If you want to.

Sumera: Yeah, okay.

Nikolas: Cool!

Nikolas: So, who were you waiting for? Or maybe that is not my business?

Sumera: Just someone I should have been done with a long time ago.

Nikolas. You can’t have people like that in your life.

Nikolas: It’s right there.

Sumera: Okay.

Charlotte: Mahmoud can you close today?

Mahmoud: You want me to close?

Charlotte: Yes!

Mahmoud: But I don’t know how. I’ve no idea.

Charlotte: Okay, I’ll do it. It’s fine.

Nikolas: Oh fuck, right. Is it okay if I just take these things upstairs?

Sumera: Will it take you long or?

Nikolas: No- I’ll take everything in one go.

Nikolas: It might be a bit hard actually. Maybe you help me. It will be faster if we are two.

Nikolas: Will you help me inside too? I’m sorry. Thank you.

Nikolas: Can you put it on the living room table?

Sumera: Is it okay if I put it here?

Sumera: Can we go now?

Sumera: No, stop! What are you doing? Stop it!

Nikolas: Are you trying to sound like you are not interested? I’ve seen your looks.

Sumera: No, stop! Stop it! Stop it. What the hell is wrong with you?

Nikolas: Shut up! Otherwise I’ll have to put something in your mouth. You don’t want that…let me look at you, Sumera. Oh, let me look at you. You are so beautiful.

Sumera: No, no, no…

Nikolas: You have to stop fighting. It’s pointless. If you don’t stop, I’ll kill you.

Sumera: Stop! No!

Nikolas: Didn’t you hear me?

Sumera: No…

Nikolas: Sch…

#tarjei sandvik moe #skitten snø #skitten snoe #tainted #transcript

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summary of Skitten Snø, episode 1

Watch on NRK with a vpn here (TRIGGER WARNING: It contains an explicit scene of rape, and i’m also including details of that + the things he’s saying to her, in this summary) [link to summary of episode 2]

Let’s start out with some names so that this makes any sense. The main girl’s name is Sumera. Her two friends are Anila (the shorter one) and Ambar (the taller one). Tarjei’s character’s name is Nicolas (he works as a security guard at the mall where Sumera works). Sumera’s brother is Atif, her ex “fling” is Wasim. Her co-worker is Charlotte. There is also a girl named Nida mentioned, who seems to have been someone Sumera and her friends knew (as i understand, it’s Wasim’s sister).

In the beginning of the episode when Nicolas shows up and orders food from Sumera, she’s obviously nervous, because she asks if he wants the receipt and then proceeds to just stare at him. He says that “it would be nice to get the food though”. She asks him if he’s a regular at Burger King now, and he says that normally he’s more healthy, but there’s been so much work lately. She says that that’s what everybody says. He says he’s leaving since he’s being bullied, and she says she’s not bullying him. As he leaves, Sumera’s co-worker Charlotte walks up to her and asked what they were talking about, asking if he asked her out or something. Sumera says no. Charlotte answers “good”.

When Sumera is on her way from work, she sees a girl walk past her, and says “Nida?”.

She arrives at Ambar’s place with some dresses, and there’s a party mentioned. In Ambar’s room, Sumera tells Ambar and Anila that “he came in today”. They understand right away that she means Nicolas, and wants her to tell them everything. She says that he all of a sudden just stood there. Ambar jokes and asks if she took him behind the counter. Sumera says she just stood there like an idiot. Ambar asks Sumera to repeat after her and says “I’m sexy”, “I’m pretty”, “I can get whoever i want”. They proceed to look at the dresses, and mentions that the party is a engagement-party. Ambar thinks the dresses should have an open back and be sleeveless, Anila says her dad would never allow that, and then says she has to go. Instead, Ambar makes them all dance around in her room.

The next scene shows that Charlotte has candid pictures of Nicolas together with women in the mall, on her phone.

In the scene of the engagement-party, Sumera is with her family. Her mother wonders why Anila’s dad is looking at them so angrily. Atif says maybe it’s because he thinks one of them has gotten “too much free rein”, meaning Sumera. He says people are talking. Sumera wonders if “people” are talking, or if GINA is talking, insinuating Gina, who goes to her school, talks a lot of shit/spreads rumours.

Anila tells Sumera and Ambar that her dad isn’t allowing her to dance, because he thinks she wants to show off for men. Ambar exclaims “Shit” and all the girls looks over at a family arriving, which is Wasim and his family.

In the bathroom, Anila says Sumera should stay away from Wasim, since he is dangerous. Sumera says he isn’t, but Anila asks “Then why isn’t Nida here?”, and proceeds to talk about how Nida is probably locked into a house in Pakistan by now. Sumera says she saw Nida yesterday, but that she didn’t tell them because she knew what the reactions would be. Anila says everyone knows Nida’s family is very strict, and that people saw how Wasim slapped his sister and forced her to come with him, and that nobody has seen her since, and Sumera hasn’t even heard from Wasim since.

When Sumera runs into Wasim, he says she looks good, and she says that it’s been a year and he hasn’t called once. She asks how it’s going with Nida, that it doesn’t seem to go so well, since she saw her yesterday. Wasim says she must’ve seen wrong. Atif says Sumera shouldn’t talk to Wasim.

Sumera’s mom looks at Wasim and his family and says it’s weird to see them here, that she thought they moved out of town for good because of what happened with Nida. Wasim sends Sumera a text asking if they can meet up. Something happens and Wasim and his mom leaves. Sumera’s mom keeps talking about how it’s sad when girls like Nida don’t think about what they’re doing.

When Wasim shows up at Sumera’s school, he asks if they can meet up after school and she says she has work, and he says he can pick her up after work.

As she stands outside the mall waiting for him, she texts Wasim asking where he is. Nicolas comes up and asks if she’s waiting for someone, and if that someone is late since he saw her there half an hour ago. He wonders if it isn’t warmer to wait inside, but she says she should just go home. He offers to give her a ride, since he lives right next to the mall and he has his car there. He says he’s going to go workout anyway so he can drop her off on the way there. She agrees. When they get to his car, he says he just need to empty out the stuff that’s in the car, and take them up to his apartment. He says it’ll be quick, but then asks if she can help. As they get into his apartment he says she can put the flower on the table. She says “is it okay if i put it here?”.

When she turns around, she asks if they can leave now. She tells him “no, stop, what are you doing?”. He asks if she’s gonna pretend as if she’s not interested now, and that he’s seen the looks she gives him. She keeps repeating “no, stop, what’s wrong with you?” He says “Shut up, or i’ll have to put something in your mouth, and then you can’t breathe so you don’t want that”, and then “Let me look at you.. you’re so pretty.” He says she needs to stop giving resistance, that there’s no point, and if she doesn’t stop he’ll kill her. As they’re on the floor and she keeps resisting, he whispers “Didn’t you hear what i said?”.

#tarjei sandvik moe #skitten snø #skitten sno #tarjei #mine

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