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larryjohnsoncosplayonthursday · 2 years

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it sucks not having anyone to just comfort you i think that’s why i’m a loser and put shit on tumblr sorry

#vent #i cant talk to my mam it turns into a lecture and how she can’t put up with this anymore because i’ve been so mentally unwell for so long #lol idk what to do or where to go #cos i don’t want hard firm advice or getting shouted at i just like want a back rub and idfk it would be nice if someone at home could just #sit with me and comfort me instead #so i have to sit down trying to hold back having a full blown breakdown because i know it’ll cause shit #gonna explode #disassociating for what feels like months non stop i am loosing my shit #was gonna move out but #idk id probably be a fucking hazard to myself #feel like i just need to check myself in somewhere at this rate cos this shits gonna kill me lmao

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werepires · 1 year

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Fic in which Mary tries extra hard to bond with Cas to show Dean she supports him and their relationship, except that relationship doesn’t exist in the way she thinks it does and because none of them ever use their words Dean is now faced with the horrifying thought Cas might become his stepdad

#Dean Winchester psychological torture chamber #he starts to just retreat to his room whenever Mary and Cas hang out #trying to rationalise it like #of course mom would like cas he’s got the dark hair and piercing eyes and air of authority just like dad he’s exactly her type #I should be happy for them. for her #cas seems happy too I guess that’s all that matters #at least it’s not ketch anymore #and one day when cas is out he gathers his courage and approaches her about it #so he sits down next to her and Mary’s like oh he’s finally comfortable enough with me to tell me about his relationship #but instead Dean goes mom are you dating Cas #and Mary is like wtf Dean of course I’m not dating your boyfriend why would you think I’d do that #and it’s the spiderman meme of dating Cas #where both of them assumed the other is involved with him when neither of them actually are #txt

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drawnfamiliarfaces · 8 months

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#ninja showdown #my immortal soul #first ninja x chase young #rc9gn first ninja #first ninja #chase young #rc9gn #xiaolin showdown #randy cunningham 9th grade ninja #me @ me; how many art tropes we gotta draw for those two? also me: yes ;)#listen. LISTEN. the world is kinda shit right now and im sad and so im drawing a lot of these two rn to comfort me #but instead of drawing all those great angsty soul-tearing ideas i had. do you know what my brain decided?? DO YOU???#it saw a picture of Chase with wet hair and went: you know what would be very cool idea??? ;))) and i promptly sketched almost 20 pgs #comic where absolutely nothing actually happens but 14 of the pages contain half-naked wet men!!!!!! AND YOU KNOW WHAT #somehow its not even the worst thing i drew because right after that???#my brain was like heehoo what about some love spell/pollen trope?? ;3 & i kid you not i doodled some of it and now im just sitting here #with my head in my hands wondering wtf am i doing as i stare at a doodle of love spelled first #so ye guess what im gonna be working on this month lol

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doctor-cunt-phd · 1 month

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Currently considering how the first time Daniel is presumed dead Jack broke a window because of how helpless he felt. The way he remembered Daniel screaming for his help, not being able to do anything before it was too late. That really got to him. I think being helpless to the death in his life is a constant theme for Jack that he's always had to accept and sit with and try not to break windows over every day.

So I think it's really fitting and touching that when Daniel really died (ascended, but for all intents and purposes, was dying), when he was dying painfully, hopelessly, in front of all his loved ones- He asked Jack for help, he gave Jack the honor of helping him pass on, trusted him, gave him the opportunity to say goodbye that Jack never, Never seems to be allowed.

#daniel jackson #jack o'neill #stargate #☆ adam originals ☆#i just. theres so much to unpack here and ive been trying to word it un a way that does the idea here justice but. u know what i mean???#daniel gave jack something. his whole reason for ascending was because he was convinced he could do more good that way and ultimately-#-the sucess of that could be argued both ways but the fact that he started his ascension with giving jack comfort and closure that-#-hed never been afforded when watching all his otger best friends fall around him. well its sweet and its such a testimate to his character-#-that the one thing he wanted to do more than anything else was to let jack Specifically say goodbye and see him go peacefully instead of-#-letting him sit and fester watching daniels body die suffering as he'd dome so many times before.#is this thing on HELLO CAN YOU HESR ME IM INSANE ABOUT THEM

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peeyoshi · 1 month

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Sumerus best 24/7 babysitting/daycare service on the go - Bestowed by Alice herself

look man if you're gonna be associated with the hexenzirkel even SLIGHTLY you're gonna babysit klee at some point.

#klee #genshin klee #klee genshin impact #wanderer #scaramouche #scaramouche genshin #wanderer genshin #art #artists on tumblr #look man #once you associate yourself with the hexenzirkel you're babysitting klee #you could interact with anyone associated with it once and suddenly shes at your doorstep #wanderer has a terrible soft spot for kids too doesnt help that she's so nice even amidst all her chaos #getting tricked into babysitting was not part of his plan #someone should write a fic ab this #i like to think he sometimes goes to daycares to volunteer/self exposure to actually being comfortable and nice with little creatures #and a kid gave him those smiley face earrings #because they thought hed look pretty w them #he works at a daycare in the far future trust #klee will be his first exposure to the horrors of babysitting instead of the joys though #she drew all over him by the way #hes covered head to toe #shes so happy #klee running around left and right up and down #“YOU CAN FLY? CAN YOU PICK ME UP MISTER PLEASE??” the little kid pleading eyes and lords who is he to say no #of course mini durin is with them #klee and him try to fly together but mini durin is too tiny for him to hold her or her to sit on him so of course #they get into dangerous shenanigans trying #dumbasses #siblings fr

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gojooooo · 6 months

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sukuna begging yuuji to take him back because he wants to feel his emotions again instead of his own emptiness and nothing but the closeness they once had is enough for him. and when yuuji does, because he feels incomplete as well without sukuna, he spawns into the domain again and walks around the familiar place, hesitantly calling out sukuna’s name to confirm he’s really there. “sukuna…?”

“…kozō” he hears in return, fondness in the tone, and when he looks up at where he remembers the throne to be he sees a face so similar to his staring down at him with a smile, a hand immediately reaching out to slick the pink hair back. after everything they went through there’s no reason to keep dancing around it – they belong to each other.

#cue yuuji starting to cry because his kuna is back #maybe he can keep the arms and mouths but i need yuujikuna back sorry T_T #they bask in the comfort for a while sukuna sitting on his throne with yuuji on his lap and when they hold hands yuuji obviously goes #“hm i almost forgot what having two pinkies was like” and sukuna sighs “stop being dramatic you have three more now”#sukuna kissing every scar on yuuji’s face and affectionately running his thumb on the ones under his eyes because they’re on there again <3 #would sukuna inherit yuuji’s scars i think the answer is no bc he didn’t have them before but i like to think that he can do whatever he #wants. bc people thought he used yuuji’s face just to spite him which is so diabolical of him hehe #or maybe at first he was forced to wear yuuji’s face and couldn’t restore his true self because he was only a few fingers #and if he comes back and yuuji welcomes his presence instead of resisting it/restraining him then he’s free to look as he pleases #i could talk about this all day it’s so fascinating to me #and the fact that gege changes sukuna’s tattoos mask etc all the time does nawt help but it’s fun #my post

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uhbasicallyjustmilex · 8 months

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me: sits down to write feeling full of inspiration

chronic pain: no 🙃

#sorry i just needed to vent #UGH #i mean obviously having a chronic pain condition is never fun #but when it decides to sink its teeth in when i just want an evening to capitalise on the inspiration that’s been building up all week #it’s just so frustrating #getting to sit down in the evenings to write is one of the few times i get to feel peaceful and comforted #and i’m just so done with my body taking that from me too #sorry i will resume my usual flaily milex posting soon i’m sure #but tonight i’m just feeling sad and a little bit scared of my own body #and my flatmate and best friend are otherwise occupied #so apparently i’m venting about it here instead #chronic pain #lulu posts

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bunnihearted · 3 months

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im sorry but that made me so upset bc ppl dont ever explain what made them draw a conclusion so now im just upset bc in my head i was venting abt how much it hurts to be sexually assaulted and have ppl not believe u and only criticize u etc etc and then someone pops out of nowhere and says i have a victim complex bc im hurt that nobody cares i was sexually assaulted???? T-T

#idek if that's what they're referring to #i mean yeah obvi i have a victim complex #but what does that matter to u??????? i dont even know u???#it is so easy to just not look at someone's blog if they're bothering u #this blog is my diary and it is all i have #im not here to pretend to be normal or make friends or whatever #im here to vent bc i cant be honest anywhere else 😭#so ok ... like idk what to say to that even bc ok u think i have a victim complex and??#what do u want me to do? do u want me to just stop that for u when idek who u are ??? like ok why do u have to tell me that?#but yeah what i was gonna say was that idk what made them draw that conclusion #so in my head im like damn it was probably that post i made abt sa and daydreaming of reassurance instead of judgement #and that makes me sad bc if u see someone express a WISH to hear that #and all u think is damn this bitch has a victim complex fr fr #what kind of person are u..........#anyway... as always im just upset bc i AM sensitive and emotional. have have bpd.......#im 'dramatic' yes. also yeah since this isnt a dialogue im just sitting here like ????????????#bruv... i dont even wanna talk to ppl and then ppl remind me that empathy is dead #sorry for wanting comfort for being SAed 😔🙏

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red-dyed-sarumane · 8 months

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i need people to start paying me for every time they tell me "oh but ur arts so good ur wasting ur talent u need to do it professionally" wrong i need to do art to draw beautiful characters that not a single other person cares about while feeding every ounce of love i have into my work or to convey thoughts & feelings beyond words and to even think of doing otherwise is to deny my own nature "oh but u can do what u want and then sell it" why is everything about money to you why cant u just enjoy things at what point in ur life did u forget how to have fun

#i hate that this stance is also seen as childish #like i have a full time job & often have mandatory overtime i have income already #if u need to to make ends meet then thats different do what u can to help urself live as comfortably as possible #but holy fuck pleasure as an adult is not limited to sex & money & watching tv #besides u know not a single one of the people who say this are willing to actually pay what the arts worth #its like 'well not me but other people would love it!' yeah okay u know a lot of other people are going to see the #over $100 price tag and go 'i like it but not that much! other people however' like just shut up. honestly. be quiet.#if i speed ran my art and low balled myself to a $15/hour rate the lowest would still be like $120 #which is not worth it AT ALL bc i just paid MORE to sit on my ass & look at eggs #and. again. is underselling myself for both experience & time. but people think $80 full body comms are too expensive #do u think im so stupid to not expect to get scammed when even 'easy' things are over $100 #but no ur right why would i have fun with something when i could instead cause myself infinite stress over it perfect thanks #do not give me advice about doing comms i do not want to do comms #if u see me doing comms im in a very dire situation. like thats a last resort for me.

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theygender · 4 months

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I've got too many games I want to play and not enough free time 😭 I still need to finish my BG3 playthrough but since Endless Ocean: Luminous came out I've been playing a lot of that instead. Also just got back into Wizard101 last night. Started playing House Flipper again last weekend. Still need to finish BOTW so I can start a TOTK playthrough and finish Pokemon Shield so I can start on Pokemon Violet. I've been fighting off the urge to start up a new Skyrim playthrough for weeks. My brother just told me that Paper Mario: The Thousand Year Door is getting ported to the Switch. And now I'm suddenly feeling inspired to replay DAI... And throughout all of this I'm also playing the hell out of DragonVale on my phone. Someone just pay me to play video games all day please

#and before anyone suggests it: no i cant try to get into streaming #the way i play video games is extremely frustrating for other people to watch ahdjsksl #no one is going to give me money for producing a video where i spend two hours checking every barrel in the map while juggling my inventory #and then immediately give up on a puzzle and just sit in silence for 30 minutes while i look up a walkthrough instead #i need a situation that pays me $200 a day just to be autistic at the screen alone in the comfort of my own home #rambling #a few years ago i made it a mission to play all of the dragon age games and dlcs in order and i did not complete it #i got all the way to inquisition before i quit #i had already played it on ps3 but i wanted to replay on my new gaming laptop and unfortunately my computer decided it was too complicated #and also i just wanted to play as an elf again and i was resisting that urge bc i played as an elf the first time and wanted something new #so i didnt connect to my character as much #BUT ive learned a lot about optimizing my games from getting bg3 to run on my computer #so i think i could get it to handle dai now. especially if i upgrade to ssd like ive been wanting #and i just saw a dai post on my dash that made me daydream about possible characters and i was struck with inspiration #when i first played through on ps3 i didnt know anything about da lore. it was my first dragon age game #i was just doing whatever i thought seemed coolest #so i basically modeled my inquisitor after my dnd oc and then just picked a vallaslin i thought was pretty #and then when it came time to pick a specialization i was just like 'i mean my hand has rift magic right? seems obvious enough'#but now i know the LORE. and the dalish really interest me. and i want to make an inquisitor thats their own character #i didnt want to replay another elf mage bc i thought it would be too similar #but at the same time i wanted to re-experience dai (and experience trespasser for the first time) now that i knew more about the dalish #(with mods that fix the annoying bits where your character seems to not know about their own religion of course lol...)#i was thinking about that and i just got hit with some inspiration #instead of 'my dnd character but with a cool tattoo and rift magic and they kinda roll with the inquisitor stuff bc idk whats going on'#what if i made a more intentional character with a much different personality and their own backstory #theyre still the first of their clan but i know what that means now so theyre not really into the herald of andraste stuff #theyre a devotee of falon'din with his vallaslin and fittingly choose necromancy specialization (tho theyre annoyed by all the maker talk)#they can look cool and goth and maybe they even make some different choices about the well of sorrows 👀#i could keep rambling but im running out of tags gah #anyways ive got lots of ideas now and i think the playthrough would be unique enough to be worth it

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lifemod17 · 3 months

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#i cant sleep #tonight was rough. tonight i just really wanted to be beside dad and sit in comfortable silence with him #i didnt have to say anything and he would just know that something was off with me #he always did understand me better than anyone. he was my person.#he would know all the right things to say to me right now to soothe my mind too #he would pull me aside to ask me what was wrong. he would ask if i wanted to talk about it instead of coercing the problem out of me #and when i do tell him he would say “you know how your mom gets. just try to be understanding. its not your fault you know?”#im already dreading sunday when fathers day rolls around. just another reminder of another year without him #i just badly miss him tonight i miss my person #i love you so much Pa. im sorry if lately im not as strong as you wanted me to be #im just really struggling to do this without you by my side Pa

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boimgfrog · 7 months

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forgot my mom doesn't know abt my past partners so when I told her abt my boyfriend she was like "well, you know first relationships aren't perfect, it's how you learn what you're looking for" yea 👍

#jay says a thing #like no yeah 100% agree #were it not 4 my exes i never would've gone after my bf cos id still be under the illusion that i wanted someone to be my everything #instead of wanting someone to just like. hang out with. talk about anything with. sit in silence and play separate video games side by side #and like yeah hes important 2 me and i love him so much but its not that over the top obsession that my past relationships were #its comfortable. its mutual. i dont have to pretend to be perfect or gentlemanly around him.#anyways <3 yaaay now. i have 2 tell. my father.#hes a wildcard i have NO idea how he'll react

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kirby-the-gorb · 2 years

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