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if you learned portuguese either by growing up speaking it or learning it as your were older. did you ever learn to differentiate avô and avó by the diacritic resembling something you wear on your head?? cause i remember my mom and pre k teachers telling me that the ô looks like a hat, so it’s the grandpa, and the ó looks like a hair clip so it’s the grandma 😭😭😭 when i was little was that the only way i could tell the difference
#i am wondering cause#since im learning korean#i need to make associations to words all the time#so i actually remember#lol#and until it stick really well i need to remember that association#so i just wonder if other people who speak my language had that#probably lol#for english….. i guess i dont really have that#english is literally so natural to me after i started seriously learning it starting in the 1st grade#and now im literally an english master i won every spelling bee to exist during my school years#and my writing is so good i promise#not sure if thats reflected on here but😭#trust me bro#languages#my life#i still consider english a first language for me but i just never learned to write in it until 1st grade#because back then I misspelled everything because english is hard#and honestly it’s lowkey like the gendered terms in portguese you just have to know and it becomes natural at one point#weird#the countries are genuinely so weird#like someone can say the name of a country i have never used in conversation and i will know if it’s masculine or feminine noun#the only exception is for a loanword or a word that needs to be English cause there’s no equivalent or whatever#and it’s so weird because people used whatever gender sounded better to them#cause i guess if it’s not a port word there’s no correct answer#very interesting
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issues with calling or headcanoning sk as america’s child
or, a deep dive and evaluation of sk-us relations over the years as a south korean
Recently, I saw a post where someone gave their hcs of america pursuing a relationship with nk, which resulted in sk’s “birth.” then nk was afraid this new child would usurp their title and basically cause them to die, and so wanted to kill this new child before that happened. then america intervenes and “saves” sk. I believe this is the quick version of that headcanon.
I’m not trying to make this a callout post, I’m just giving my own thoughts based on experience living around US bases(Yongsan specifically)
As many have pointed out, this reeks of stereotypical “evil asian mom and chill/cooler white dad,” as well as us imperialism apologia. It also reminds me a lot of madame butterfly in a way? Additionally, it basically ignores the fact that South Korea has its own culture and existence long before US imperialism.
If the US is like sk’s “dad” in a sense, then wouldn’t that ring true for other cold war states, like south vietnam, or west germany?
I’ll leave my thoughts under the cut. This is the longest thing I’ve ever written.
CW, TW: war, colonialism, imperialism, SA, rape, murder
Primary issues with the headcanon
Throughout Korea’s history, there were times where Korea was unified, and times where Korea was not. There have also been splits of different states, north and south. I point to the Kingdoms of Goguryeo and Silla during the Three Kingdoms Period, and even before then with Gojoseon and Jin. So this split is not exactly new, and this is why I personally disagree with the headcanon that North and South Korea were babies around the time of the split, and rather that they represented Goguryeo and Silla.
The Korean War had stemmed from a desire to reunite the two states. Kim Il-Sung had pursued this and that started the war, and even Syngman Rhee pursued this ideal as well after the UN forces recaptured Seoul, resulting in that further push to invade North Korea. But this desire would have never existed if they weren’t split to begin with and remained whole as they did since 700 years ago with the establishment of the Joseon Dynasty. The Korean War was not willingly fought by both South and North Koreans.
It was a result of imperialist states splitting us up and then pitting us against each other(even the split was quite hasty, with families being split across the border), so it’s also wrong to draw parallels of SK fighting for its existence in the Korean War and the US during the Revolutionary War. One was fought to stay alive as a nation, and of which can be traced to outside forces laying their influence on the Peninsula, and one was fought willingly and of their own accord.
So it’s important to remember that the War was not because of an attempt to kill a “child” made by North Korea and America, it was the result of a nation that has been unified as one for 700 years being split suddenly, and the desire on both sides to reunify, albeit under their own management. Additionally, the idea of South Korea being “a child” of the US ignores the centuries-worth culture and history that was not influenced by the US and propagates the idea that we belong in the US’s shadow, and that without them, we have no identity.
South Koreans affectionately refer to the US as our “brother state,” but never think of the relationship as a parent and child. Remember that.
Next, we’ll talk about the role of the US in this.
While doing some research into the split, I found that after Korea was liberated in 1945, a socialist government(People’s Republic of Korea) was organized and supported by the majority of the population. This made the most sense. There was a vast gap of inequality between the Korean peasants, and the Korean nobles(who were given/maintained that power by betraying their Korean identity and working with the Japanese), so they advocated for social reform, such as land reform. However, the US wanted to set up their own military government(which for some time had actually supported the Japanese colonial government). So the US censored and then outlawed the popular government, putting themselves in charge and keeping advisors such as former Japanese colonial officers, wealthy landowners, and businesspeople. You know, the exact people the popular government was against?
This government then set up elections. The majority of Koreans didn’t want that, because they knew that these elections would divide the country and leave no hope of unifying. So they protested, but they were put down by police and the US military. It might also be worth it to read about the Jeju Massacre, in which Jeju people protesting the UN-backed elections were brutally suppressed by Syngman Rhee and the US Military. This killed about 10% of Jeju’s population. Though the South Korean government has issued an apology, we have yet to hear from the US.
So the US set up a government that supported a military dictator(it started with Syngman Rhee) and continued to support a long chain of these military dictators(who sent pro-democratic people to concentration camps) even during the Gwangju Massacre, when many pro-democratic students protested against the dictatorship and the then-president Chun Doo Hwan responded by commanding the military and police to fire on citizens. Though official government figures place the deaths at 200 people, citizens of Gwangju say it’s closer to 2000 people.
I only found out about the concentration camps this year, and it’s because the South Korean Government, who wants to stay on the US’s good side, actively represses the role of the US in the military dictatorship. I’m pretty sure the US’s role is also barely taught in Korean history textbooks, since the government has tried to rewrite and issue textbooks themselves.
Recently, the grandson of Chun Doo Hwan(the president that ordered the military to shoot on the protesters, and also was supported by US Presidents Carter and Reagan), apologized on behalf of his grandfather and family, who had constantly told him it was just a riot when he was a kid. He also took the time to expose his family, friends, and even his own money laundering crimes. He personally visited Gwangju and gave a full floor-level bow in apology. This was a first step in the correct direction. However, the government, especially with Yoon Seok Yeol’s pro-US and anti-NK sentiment, is trying not to shed light on these issues, and it’s why I believe a lot of people tend to continue to favor the US, because they don’t really know or are aware of the US’s full part in our military dictatorship.
Another interesting read would be the Namyeong-Dong Anti Communist Investigation Office, a former prison facility and torture room for pro-democracy protestors.
Now for the existing US impact on South Korea: The USFK
The USFK(short for United States Forces Korea) is the Korean branch of the US Military. They have an active presence in South Korea since 1957, which is about 65 years ago.
Not many Koreans have an Anti-American sentiment, but the USFK has consistently caused it to resurge throughout the nation.
In 2000, it was found out that the US military had dumped about 20 gallons(75L) of formaldehyde into the Han River, which at the time was a main drinking source for about 12 million people in Seoul.
They carelessly ran over two 14-year old girls(Shin Hyosun and Shim Miseon) with one of the US military’s armored vehicles in 2002. What made things worse was that the US Military Court found them not guilty. In response to the incident and other grievances with the US military, PSY actually rapped a song called “Dear American” written by a South Korean band criticizing them, mostly regarding the US military and their involvement in the Iraqi War, which he later had to apologize to the US military for rapping after he got famous singing Gangnam Style.
The US military was also involved in forced prostitution and human trafficking. In 1992, Yoon Geum-i, a military sex worker, was raped and killed brutally by Private Kenneth Markle. He was tried and initially received life in prison, but then later his sentence was reduced to 15 years in prison after Yoon Geum-i’s family received $72,000 as compensation from the US government. In 2006, he was released on parole and then deported to the US. @tianshiisdead further goes into detail on this on her post about these headcanons.
In 2020, it was found that the major camp of the USFK, Camp Humphreys, was hosting a no mask COVID party while the Korean government was urging locals to limit in person gatherings as the cases were surging. The party was on a Friday, and on Monday it was found that 408 USFK-affiliated individuals tested positive for COVID.
The South Korean government pays them to stay here... and do what? Cause trouble?
The USFK and US funding the ROK military has led to the ROK military being one of the strongest. However, we are not allowed our own weapons, and the US constantly attempts to provoke North Korea through any presidential remarks, or actions. This keeps South Korea reliant on the US, and allows for a continued presence in South Korea.
Conclusion
All of this is why it’s so important to keep checking back on how you see Korea and America’s relationship in Hetalia. As positive as current relations may be, it’s important to remember the many failures on the US’s part to keep their military acting like decent human beings at times, and that they literally caused the split along with the USSR, and made it permanent through the suggestion and implementation of elections, which Koreans on both sides largely did not support.
South Korea has one of the highest positive perception rates towards the US. This may be due to their hand in helping us develop as a nation and also providing aid during the Korean War, but it may also be due to the suppression of the full extent of activities the US has partook in South Korea, and due to the Anti-North Korea sentiment that was also propagated by the US.
Also, the fact that Americans also call the Korean War “The Forgotten War” is so frustrating to me. Did we just... not matter in the long run? We’re just a pawn, or a strategic location, right? The separated families, the civilian casualties(which was a higher rate than WW2′s and the Vietnam War), the devastation of so many cities... just didn’t matter? Maybe you forgot, but it’s impacted us and our decisions for years. Just goes to show how selfish the US can be...
As much as I do wish one of my favorite ships were one of complete happiness where nothing is wrong, this is not the case, and I am trying my best to express that in art or headcanons. It is important to acknowledge that the 70-year long relationship, though sharing some positive, unproblematic moments through cultural exchange and joint collaboration in the modern era, is characterized by a lack of trust on South Korea’s end, largely due to how the US has wronged us over the years.
#hetalia#disk horse#aph south korea#aph north korea#aph america#im yong soo#im soo jin#im hyung soo#alfred f jones#i used to live near a US base#ever since i was a kid i always wondered what was there#then i saw and there were... large american style houses???#it was like i somehow was in a us suburban neighborhood in korea#the government pays for them to have these big ass houses#yet a lot of koreans struggle with rent issues and the housing crisis#i find that very interesting#it's also super annoying that they don't learn korean and then get into situations#frick around find out#amekor#kimchiburger#hws america#hws south korea#hws north korea
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I'm so excited for the usmp like I'll know the English creators, and probably a decent amount of the spanish ones, but that means there's still going to be 40 other creators I've never heard of or watched content of, new people to interact with my favorite creators and who knows what cool interactions and funny bits will come out of it.. its seriously so exciting I can't wait to get to know all of those new people
#im excited for german creators specifically!! i know a fair amount of german but ive neglected it a bit since highschool#it would be really fun way to learn some more again#also im excited for the korean people because i know absolutely zero korean creators or what minecraft content is even like in korea#itll be so fun to learn about#agh i am excited. the langauge nerd in me is cheering#usmp#yrsa rambles
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wait hiii :) takhayyul is a beautiful word! i’m super curious, what other languages can u speak?
hiii <3 i can speak english french urdu and punjabi fluently. very limited knowledge in korean and german
#im from montreal which why im fluent in french and english#but then i grew up in punjabi pakistani household so i speak urdu and punjabi too#i just understand korean since ive consumed so much korean media that dont use subs anymore but dont ask me to speak it lmao#im tryna learn german since like 2 years ago but my knowledge in it is very limited#i picked up german bc i was convinced i was gonna move to switzerland one day idk if i will but im manifesting lmfao#also i had taken mandarin classes for one semester back in cegep (quebec equivalent of college/pre university)#but all i remember from that class is how to say and write the characters for ni hao#asks
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The idea of Hikari being really good at learning different languages has been in my head for a while, and the thought of Hikari learning Korean through Heejin is really cute.
But I’m specifically bringing this up because I’m imagining Heejin getting really mad at Hikari, yelling at her in Korean, not knowing how fluent Hikari is but not necessarily caring because she’s just so mad, but a very quiet ‘미안해…‘ comes from Hikari after it all and Heejin just sighs and hugs her and yeah.
#Muse: Hikari#Muse: Heejin#also the Korean text means ‘im sorry…’#really trying to put myself through regular#language learning sessions#and it’s reminding me of when I was learning Korean#and yeah#i still really like Korean as a language and it sounds really nice to me#but I don’t have too much use for the language since I don’t listen to Korean music as much
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stg as soon as i make it through this semester im gonna reread tgcf
i actually still haven't read the entirety of the 7seas tl bc it wasn't all out on my last read and i got impatient sjxkd but!! with the revised version finally out and some lovely ppl having translated the chapters with big changes I think it'll be fun to read them together :D
#tragically cant learn an entire language super fast to be able to read the revised version directly#tho i might be taking an intro cn class next semester if my major change pans out how i think it will#miiiight be a mistake since im still committed to strengthening my Japanese but uhh we'll see#it seems like it'd be fun!! probably way more difficult than intro jp for me tho#wayy less prior experience with the language#realistically if i need another language for credit i should do Korean since it has similar grammar to jp#but alas i am governed by my interests#jay yells#anyway. one more week. just gotta do final projects and exams.. hhhhh
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I seriously love indulging in my culture with my f/os as well into indulging into theirs as return!!
#im thinking about how miguel would help me learn Spanish better since I’m hardly learned irl#I yhink his relization into angelo not being fluent is funny it’ll be like “I thought you know Spanish!!!’ ‘I DO..’#‘THEN WHAT DOES THIS MEAN???’ angelo sweats nervously because he’s ashamed of not knowing his own language 😭💔 then just fuckinh yells#‘NO SABO’ like what a way to self sabotage yourself#ofc miguel would lightly tease him for not butchering sentences like siblings do#but he’d be so willing to help and could cook some bombass meals#lm craving tajadas con pollo or pupusas like PLEASSSSSEEDSSE#omg for LYLA OMG#since she’s an AI she immediately is educated in her Korean culture and teach angelo about her culture and language#EVEN introduce her into FOODS liek i love trying out new foods around the world#like those rice cake dishes look sooooo mouth watery#then we dance to tejano or cumbia music weeawwewwwee#✨🩷electrify my heart#noel.txt
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I studied language (almost) every day this year!
[ID: screenshots from the Duolingo 2022 year in review. It features a joyful Duolingo owl and says "I'm a top 3% language learner on Duolingo!" There are many stats featured including total XP of 19559. The second graphic says, "I'm a Galactic Legend" with the owl holding a sword and swearing a cape. /end ID]
ok. posting cringe (choppy korean diary entry)
저는 한국어 쓰고 더 필요해... 쓰고 싫어해요 😳👍하지만. 여기에 있어요.
저 제일 좋아하는 단어를 "젓가락" 그리고 "숟가락" 잇습니다 ㅎㅎ 올해 그것들을 배웠다.
반말과 높임말은 재미만 어렵다...
올해 한식을 많이 요리습니다. 비빔밥을 지금 먹고 싶다... 저 제일 좋아하는 반찬을 시금치입니다 🥬 <- 시금치 이모티콘 없다 :'(
#i need to make an effort to journal in korean more often or like. make little posts#since im not in a classroom i need to make myself prepare actual. output. since that is so much more helpful than input#need to be okay with the sentences being a little shitty 👍 baby sentences 👍#if u are also in the beginning stages of learning korean... pls lets text!!
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I really wish I'd been medicated/encouraged as a child and given the chance to learn more languages because there's a special kind of joy that comes with linguistic variety in life
#im bilingual but struggle in my home town since we dont have native french speakers here#but im sat by the window listening to my neighbors chat loudly in Ukrainian and its such a lovelylanguage#and i wish i could speak it with them and the elderly couple upstairs y'know?#i wished id been encouraged to learn the various languages of my city alongside the ones in school. so spanish and Ukrainian to start#probably some arabic at some point and some korean as well. it just would be nice to have grown up with even bare bones language#for the different communities i grew up around#i have the curiosity and the brain for it just not the executive function
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I found a use for me having spent 11 years of my life learning Chinese. I can actually understand WayV lyrics
#Youth with you#and that's great.#tbh i also was able to watch without subtitles when they came out.#also yuqi's accent is >>>>#rambles tag#i only say this now because the only wayv song I'd properly listened to for ages was love talk. but the English version lol#and then i remembered they had bops I'd barely listened to so i went and re-listened then was shocked i understood the majority of thelyric#one of my friends said she'd find me even hotter if i did Duolingo. so. uhm. i re-logged into my 7 year old Duolingo account#i basically skipped all units to the very last big unit test in Chinese (think there's 57 levels?) passed first time lol#oh then j did french. passed level 197 (? think it was that. the last one) after the 3rd try.#the pain in the ass thing about the french one is the translations can be translated multiple ways but not all are accepted 🙄#also idk where tf me àcènts go like wtf.#anyhow. my goal is to finish those last units and get the final trophe 🤩 like yeah i already knew i was fluent but still#i also re-started korean and started greek because at one point i did try to learn greek#and Spanish but. kind of. can't be bothered with Spanish. because it reminds me of being 6 again. and i hate that lmao#i can't believe i tried to learn korean 6 years ago. has it been that long since i gave up lmao#i re-learnt to read <3 i can read just slowly now.#anyhow. idk what I'm talking about anymore#said friend said im peak hot in society now. it worked lmaoo#going to attract everyone with my 2 day Duolingo streak 🤩
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what if. what if i learned spanish sign language instead of ASL or even. or even in addition to ASL. …..
#AGGHH :( what am I gonna do if I can’t. fit all the stuff in my schedule !!!!!#i have to decide if I wanna keep learning Japanese and if I wanna learn Korean or mandarin or both or NIETHER :(((#and I have to decide if it’s worth it to start learning Italian….#I’ve at least decided that Portuguese and German r my top 2 💪#and I would rlly love to learn ASL…. but now I’m like. ok how fuckinh awesome wojld it b if . if I learned Spanish sign#tjah would RULE#endless options !!! no time !!!!#at least no matter what I do I will have endless career options 👍#also do :( do I wanna teach abroad or do I feel too obligated to stay in the states and teach bc. my god we need it so bad here#the education system here is so fucked and the gov does not gaf abt kids in schools#anyways. yeah if I am forced to choose like 1 or 2 langaues go fit in my schedule for uni it will b Portuguese and German#whcih is so sad for the. the Japanese and Italian and asl and mandarin. so sad#but I love Portuguese the most and then German is the most useful to my future so. 👍#im talking abt like. other than Spanish ofc Spanish is like non negotiable I’m not worried abt it tho since I’m majoring in Spanish#so if I have to narrow it to 2 in addition to Spanish it’s those to#2*#hm :( ah#anyways. SPANISH SIGN. WHAT IF#a
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it's so funny how "noooo don't work stay home all day and don't go anywhere" turned into "write a CV NOW and also learn korean!:)"
#like i thought they would calm down after i learnt english french and german but nooooo#let's force korean on her ???#rnhdksbd they want me to go to the same factory as my bestie but since it's a korean one they want me to learn the language FLUENTLY#so i could translate#like girl at this point you're just making up headcanons about me and you're upset when i can't meet your impossible expectations#i don't even like korean?????#like im sorry i just think it sounds so bad#and id have to learn to read those letters too hdgs can't i just work in a normal hungarian office#rambling#and like the fuck do i put in my cv ????????? i haven't done anything yet??????? it will be two lines and that's it
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wow the language/cultural baggage is hitting hard i have literally never had the vaguest thought of wishing i was a nth generation white american until this moment
#i just...... i feel so much pressure to learn korean RIGHT NOW and at least half of it is prob imagined#also now to learn japanese since my bf lives with his family there atm#ok im gonna stop there before i write an essay in the tags#vent
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Lineart to lineless art progress thingie (for funsies! and also bc im running out of things atm to put in queue lol). My fashion sense is very basic but i really like the left & right designs for Helene!
It's interesting to see how many details get lost/added in the process between lining things out/turning the lines to full color. Helene's face on the left loses the angle I was going for (OTL) and i fiddled with the anatomy a bit to make it better on the right
Wanted to make this as a glimpse at what a modern AU!version of Helene would look like (and im really hoping to see her on Earth and her reactions to being on Earth! but atm it's hinted only dragons are capable of tracking down people across 'verses so im just saying...hey Paris...regarding Helene and your Dragon Pact powers...).
#TME art#for how much i obsess about Helene I don't draw her often lol#partly bc it's really hard to draw her right in my eyes#on things i really hope happen in the manhwa: it's PARIS who gets to visit Lyla on Earth first and learn her real name because in the LN-#he WAS the first one to find out her name so it'd be kind of a fitting homage to his LN self if he learned her Korean name first#and teleported to her first the way he did in the LN before Fian did#PLUS PLUS PLUS#I've been thinking about it a lot but irl!Lyla and Paris look like they could be siblings#and it'd be REALLY FUNNY if Paris appeared on Earth and was mistaken as a long lost brother or something#plus im ngl i kind of want to see him build a bond with Lyla and big brother her the way he did in the LN#either by protecting her from her shitty family or scaring them off#but also it'd be really funny to see Twilight's reaction to Paris in particular appearing on Earth#(also god i forgot Twilight was a plot point in the manhwa bc she never shows up in the LN lmao)#but at least i get to have hope we might get a IRL arc with Paris or Fian or Helene (or hopefully all 3!!!)#plus i don't think it's Twilight who found Lyla when she last passed out bc the person who saved Lyla didn't look like Twilight#so im wondering if either that was Fian from the future his reincarnation in this world or someone else?#now that im thinking of Twilight im wondering who she is even more now beyond being the author#is she really Sienna reincarnated like speculations assume?#perhaps even the old Lyla herself?#and will Twilight get to meet Helene aka the heroine she royally screwed over in more ways than one?#and what would Twilight think of Paris getting close to Helene considering what she knows about their OG relationship?#gosh im looking forward to the manhwa and how it handles Twilight/the dragons hopping dimensions (hopefully w/ their gals)#also just saying but Helene probably is the only one who has the capacity to reach Lyla atm bc she knew about Sienna's teleportation magic#and hypothetically she can reverse-engineer it to reach Lyla once she learns what the hell is going on#but considering Helene doesn't know Lyla's an imposter much less that she comes from another world would she be willing to do so?#and then there's the archery festival too that's either being skipped or going to see Lyla attend it like in the LN#waaaaaah i love all the changes the manhwa introduces it makes me so excited to see how Yuria will shake things up#especially since this round Lyla IS an imposter separate from the OG!Lyla and not someone who will end up turning into Lyla#i have SO MANY THOUGHTS on this manhwa and its direction esp compared to the LN jfc#im DEFINITELY waiting for the promise of Paris going to Helene to finally ask for her help
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ahhh unfortunately busuu only has really basic korean lessons--they're really nice though! i just did the highest level test it would let me do for free (the second-to-last unit of the A1 lessons) but it was nice that there are human voices reading the exercises instead of the tts, and that they actually show you how to conjugate verbs!
#but LOL when i finished the test it was like#keep it up and you can finish A1 korean in 65 days!!!!#like how long is that last unit supposed to take!!!#ig im biased since this is extremely below my level but still the number was jarring!#exciting korean learning tag#personal
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Ok, this will be my last fan fic for i am planning to create my own manga series soon, so hope you guys enjoy✌️✨
*no Nsfw but lots of fluff
*long but easy to read👍✨
Y/n choi (hoshina fans) and y/n park(narumi fans) are former defense Force in korea, basically, both are half Korean and Japanese, one of their parents is japanese as they were lived and born from korea, its been how many years that they have served for the defence force that they even got the title of the BEST officers
They decided to move to Japan cause of that one mission incident.
They were sent out to a mission that they knew was impossible to win, 20 officers were sent, 2 survived
Choi: Request to retreat! All of our comrades are dead! However if you wish to continue, we request for a strong back up!
"request denied by commander, continue the mission"
Park: ARE YOU CRAZY, THIS BATTLE IS A 2 V 5 HUGE KAIJUS! AND YOU EXPECT US TO WIN??...or perhaps, you expect us to die and dispose of us so that the future generations can take our place?
"...commander orders: proceed with the mission.."
In disbelief and surprise, park's knees fell to the ground as she slowly began to lose hope in living, on the other hand, choi was also in disbelief however, determined to stay alive, she swore that once this mission is clear, she will leave the defense force
Somehow, the 2 did manage to live and clear the mission, but once they were about to give their resignation letter, the commander offered them tickets to japan before she accepted the letter, telling them that their skills would be a waste if they don't use it.
With that statement alone, it is already clear to the two, they've been offered to transfer to japan.
As expected, both passed however, choi was in the third division while park is in first decision
Y/n choi (hoshina x reader)
Your first day as a defense force officer in Japan was VERY NERVOUS, without y/n park(narumi fans) being with new new people is difficult, you and park may not be close neither are you friends but she's the only person you knew here in japan.
getting along with everyone is difficult, you can't guess their intentions, a high possibility chance rate that every single one of them will also stab you in the back or rely on you like a tool.
Eventually you decide to work alone, just like in Korea
Kikoru: choi—san, come sit with us, eating alone is lonely dont you think?
You: sorry, you're mistaken, i don't feel a bit lonely, and plus, instead of talking, im more focused with surroundings in case a kaiju attacks, but thank you for the offer
Kikoru: oh, ok, no problem, if you do notice something, feel free to call us
You: i will, thank you
While eating, you can feel the gaze of a fox Captain, It's been a while now since the vice captain of the third division got eyes on you, aside from you being similar to him as the only officer who uses melee weapons, commonly swords, there is something interesting in you that caught his attention.
"office Choi"
You stand and greet him
"since you are only capable of swords, what do you say about you be personally trained by me!"
"...i thank you for the offer but I—“
"That's an order" (✿^‿^)
"ha?.."
Since then, you and shoshiro are training every night, he teaches you some techniques that you haven't learned, it's been like that for several weeks, and he trains you, hes also observing you in the day, your interactions and how you treat everyone coldly.
One night, the lights suddenly went off, an immediate fear then attacked you, the anxiety and trauma that you've suppressed and hidden we're triggered immediately, ever since Young, you always stay away from the dark, its not the dark that you fear, its what in the dark
you remembered witnessing an abused woman seeking for help in the dark when you were at the age of 6, the regret is still haunting you for not helping to the woman, at the age of 7, you were greeted by an old drunk man in the dark, to your child self, those people were monsters
You knelt down, letting go of the sword, covering your ears as tears begin to flow down from your eyes, soshiro was able to see you tear up, as his eyes widened in surprise, he then wraps you up with his jacket, kneeling down and pats you in the back
"its ok, its ok, im here with you in case something happens"
You were flustered at first but then realized that maybe he just pity you, which got you sad
But nop, it's the opposite, in fact, soshiro thought that it was cute, a cold blooded tiger turns out to be just a scared kitten protecting itself
After a while, the lights turned back on, it turns out it was just a black out
"This is the end of our training for now, you can bring the jacket and go back to your room, or are you scared of huge places alone at night and want a fox to come with you?<( ̄︶ ̄)>"
"no im fine"
He insisted on coming anyway, ever since that night, he started being warm and fuzzy with you, literally trying to melt your wall of ice, to meet the kitten that it reflects, and before you knew it, he successfully melted the ice
You've started to become more talkative with him and only him.
"Hey hey 👋 officer y/n choi, im going to the first division, you mentioned about a person you know there, right? Wanna come?"
Its been a while since you and y/n park has spoken, so you agreed
At the first division base, you and y/n park are in the Library
"btw i tamed a kitten"
"What's that gotta do with me"
I'll create a narumi fans version soon, sorry if the ending is a bit lazy i got tired recently
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