#since i have work due tomorrow
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aaaand now i can open requests tomorrow! they'll either open at like 7-8 cst or noon cst, it depends on whether i remember to open them when i feed my dogs in the morning.
#dexter.txt#i'm hoping that having a fresh inbox will give me a happy chemical boost#since i have work due tomorrow#it usually works but we'll see
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I think i doubt my ability to work faster under stress too much
#classwork#banana yoshimoto#kitchen#so much for lurking#sorry i just like how these turned out haha; this was one of the things that was bothering me so it feels nice to have it done#i don't like the second one as much as the first one but it *is* empty on purpose... metaphors and stuff#this is for my capstone; it's our only art assignment we'll have for the whole semester (intimidating)#we had two options for what to do depending on what kind of focus we've placed on our work#people who were focusing on content for studio work had to make something that represented themself as an artist#people like me who focus more on technique and meeting task requirements had to depict something based on... any... literature#so i took a middle ground and did two page inserts for a book that's important to me#i actually wanted to do only one really detailed insert but my prof wanted two so i had to divide my time#and also read the whole book again which left less time for the actual drawing#crying bc the dropbox for this closed five minutes before I got this done#even though this technically isn't due until the beginning of class tomorrow#it'll be fine since i'm bringing the files to class via USB anyway but it'd be nice to have it submitted so it could leave my conscious lol#uh i also have to type up something for this so i shall do that now#night night
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turns out i turned the assignment i was stressing over into something a lot more complicated in my head & its actually really simple
#somehow mistook my far too ambitious plans as the actual assignment#:(#this is really good though bc i thought id be at this all day but if all goes well i could be done in like 2 hours#:)))#which is good bc i have 2 tests tomorrow and an assignment#none of which were put on the online platform we use#which means that i forgot#and another test i have to redo at some point#but i dont know when#aaaghhh why is there so much work always#oh and i need to work on my final project too#the current step is due by the end of next week & its a lot of work#i have to find a bunch of relevant sources#and then paste or type all relevant parts of them in a document#and also provide a defence as to why the sources i picked are trustworthy#and i have to do this for a bunch of them#i have to defend them all individually too#if it was just a text on how i judged the trustworthyness that would be fine#but this is a lot#and im also trying to prepare for the exams already#mine#im so so sick of school#i want some free time to watch a film#!!#its been at least 2 weeks since i had the time#ugh#are they trying to drive us all to burn out or something??
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third day in a row that I will be sleeping at 3am at the earliest :D
#LAST WEEK OF THIS SEMESTER#AND THEN IS SUMMER RECESS#i cannot wait to go back to my paints i miss drawing so much#but i have a bIGG project for a subject that doesn't have any side works or exams#so that project is basically our whole grade 🤡🤡🤡#and since the other classes have more works/exams we ended up doing those firsts and being like#“oh that is due to the end of the semester#we have lots of time“#until WE DONT#its due to tomorrow night and im freaking out#alien talks#nonsims
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lads it's so fucking frustrating when you desperately want to learn and understand something but u just can't fucking get ir
#because of various reasons I've accidentally skipped up a level in physics#so im learning calc based physics instead of basic physics#which is fine except the physics I'm currently taking expects me to have already taken basic phsyics and so im just confused and behind#this is like calc 2 all over again#but ten times worse because since it's a summer class im learning way more stuff at a way quicker rate#and i can't even go to the tutoring center bc again. summer school. it's not even open#im so stressed I barely understand how to solve these and i don't have anyone I can ask#and we have a test on Monday and i have a bad feeling about it#it's not even difficult math it's basic algebra we haven't even gotten to the calc yet#turns out not solving word problems for 3 years severely hinders your ability to solve word problems#and i also just cannot fuckin focus at all and it's frustrating#this homework is due tomorrow and im tired and wanna go to bed but none of it is done#lilac post#if this doesn't work out idk wtf else to do im hinging all my hopes on this
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Ugh dumbass in my group project is asking why my slide is empty. He didn't even know it was mine. All he had to say was oh.
#buddy imagine you had put that much effort into figuring out what we were gonna do#i bet its the one who is addicted to his phone#ughhhh#bestie is struggling to get the pictures to show up on the computer since the internet is gone#haha#absurd#sometimes that cat in the living room is better to revive instead of fixing anything#fml#anyways I'm stressed#i need some strength#im already tried..#the project is due tomorrow hehe#luckily I checked#i totally ignored his message asking why its empty#i texted not too long ago that i was working on it#ugh i bet his snitch lazy ass isnt gonna even bother on the Kahoot#i wouldn't have worked with them had i not been the first to pick#wasting too much time waiting for#the pics showed up 🎉#never buy shitty computers#note to self#can you tell i lied
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I'm gonna have to pull an all-nighter tonight which means I'm gonna be extra unhinged when the episode airs tomorrow
#this is hell actually#ive been doing classwork all day since like 9#but i still have another hour or two of videos left to watch for my exam at 8:30 tomorrow#then im gonna have to write up a formal report thats due at 10:30 tomorrow#then go do a three hour lab#then a lecture#then straight to work until 20 min before the ep#its already 11pm and im so eepy someone put me out of my misery
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need this strength at the end of this assignment
#its due tomorrow night and i am like halfway done#im so tired man its like 3am and ive been working nonstop since like thursday#i threw up the other day after a huge panic attack bc of this assignment#its a whole mess rn im just waiting for it to be over honestly#i need to get a passing grade on this assignment to pass the class bit the deadline is impossible#like the amount of work we had to do cannot physically fit into the time frame we were given#so we've been crunching for like a week which is. not having any effects on me 😁#no more stress pls i cant take it anymore i need to have fun i need to eat good food i need to laugh and be held and watch tv and play#and chase my friends around and smell fresh air and listen to good music and look at cool art and cook and dance and smile#work is over its time to play for the rest of our lives#ive been working since 9am which means ive been working for 17 hours#HEY#17 HOURS???????#fuck my prof for real wdym 17 hours of work#he tells us ''better time management'' i worked 12 hours every day on this assignment 9am to 9pm and i cant get it done. fuck you seriously
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I think that. When you are on 2 hours of sleep. You shouldn't have any other bad experiences. As a rule
I got half frozen on my way home today. And I feel quite significantly awful. Want to just crawl into my bed and shiver away in my blankets. But I have to shower and eat first. I'm warming up, but my fingers are still kind of burning. I feel Not Good.
#speculation nation#negative/#it was colder than it was this morning bc the wind picked up#so imagine 15 mph wind in 40 some F nonstop for like half an hour#In Your Face. and youre just wearing a hoodie.#thick hoodie. but a hoodie nonetheless.#i was literally fuckin whimpering while biking man it was miserable and it hurt.#and i plopped down on my couch with my head Swimming. im recovering slightly but i still feel quite bad.#the good news is that i have a sandwich. i will eat the sandwich. and then i will sleep.#thank god my essay exam is done with. done and turned in.#i also managed to finish the other assignment due today. somehow. literally turned it in in the last minute.#my professor had us doing a lot of in class work today. which was miserable.#but ive been so brave and i stuck through it all.#and now im home. i will recover some. and then i have to do. more work.#gotta fill out my driving log sheet and also fill out my stupid fucking portfolio for my UX design class.#since apparently we're having 'gallery showing' of everyone's portfolios 😃😃😃 in class 😃😃😃 for everyone to see 😃😃😃#ive got Something but i will be honest i half assed it. so i have to fill it out more.#so fucking frustrated. whyd she spring this on us so suddenly. i want to kick things. i just want to fucking Sleep.#tomorrows driving skills test too. very important for me to be rested. im trying to not be nervous. im so very nervous.
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im back yay
#┈ ✴ ﹙rambling﹚#i made a separate blog for some stuff#and then didnt log back into this one#a lot has happened since i last posted !!#im in college now yayy#im pretty happy now tbh i have cool new friends and i dont have to see my dad all the time#only on the weekends if i even decide to go home#dont feel as much pressure to be there for my psycho friend because i physically cant be. and they know that so they talk to their bf-#-and their other friends and they dont scream at me for it because how r u gonna blame me for getting into college#my roommate is the coolest person and i feel so calm around her#most at ease ive been around someone who isnt immediate family since probably elementary school#im immensely grateful <33#life update!!!#anyway i need to finish this essay im working on#because i wanna read fanfiction lol#and its due tomorrow but ive been putting it off for a whole week lol#and one of my annoying classes is canceled later this week like life is worth living!
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Crash mutuals. N sane trilogy was $15 the other day so I am finally going to be playing it. :)
#ik it's not the True experience but the remakes were also how I played spyro and I really enjoyed that (even if I haven't started 3 yet)#tbh this was Not a great use of money I really should've used it to buy food or soap lol since I'm pretty low on both#but I think I can have a little treat since I'm at least working temp rn (though admittedly that is NOT enough to cover my living expenses)#(rent is due tomorrow and once I pay that I'm OUT of backup money)#lol. teehee :3#(<- nightmare world)#distracting myself with viddy game bc even poor people deserve recreation (<- thing I need to drill into my fucking head)#hey @myself: noooo buyers guilt rn okay?#(feeling double bad bc I've been wanting to make a dono post and now it's like. you spent $15 you didn't need to. you can't ask for money.)#(but whatever. it's okay.)#sorry for being really negative in the tags this was supposed to be a fun silly post#crash mutuals we are doing this -> 🤝#learning my roots (series the main antօn.blαst devs were inspired by / love to death)#roz posts
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like its actually so joever
#had to skip diffeq yesterday for my stupid digital logic design lab#which i didnt finish because the instructions straight up lied to me so i had to restart#and obviously i couldnt get it working in time since the pre lab was just Do the lab outside of lab#because you werent going to have wnough time to do the lab in the lab#and i cant go to the friday section because its packed and im actually going to get kicked out#bc they dont have enough boards for wverybody#so i have to go to my tas office hours which are in the middle of my diffeq class#and we have a quiz every thursday which is when my tas office hours are#and like they hand the quiz out at the end of class which is like 40 mins after my tas office hours end#but the issue is for complicated reasons it takes me like about an hour minimum each way to get to my lab#and thursday is obviously tomorrow so i have to finish redoing my prototype by tonight#but i have work from 4-8 and i skipped yesterdays ode#so i have no idea what the thursday quiz is going to be on#and obviously i havent studied at all and i need to do that because this professor sucks#and actually hates giving partial credit like straight up he gave me a 50% on a question i got right#because i forgot my plus c and didnt check my work#and also to make my tas office hours i have to skip my physics class in its entirety#which is really bad because theyre going to be covering the stuff thats on our quiz#which conevniently happens to be on the day of the career fair#and which i need to do really well on because i got a 70 on the last one#but considering the class mean and median was a 50 i guess im not doing all that bad#but this professor will kill himsef before he curves#and i havent even looked at my programming assignment thats due on sunday#so basically everything is horrible and its week four lol
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FINAL MIDBLOCK ESSAY DONE!! I AM FREE!!
#FINALLY. have not been able to relax for like a month that’s the thing about the due dates being so far apart it’s great because you’ve got#more time but it also means everything just. lasts longer. anyway! done now. this one perhaps not my best work but it was harder than i#expected…my us government one will be rough but what else do you expect from 1500 words..and then my theory essay..my best hope for a good#grade perhaps…but we’ll see. the next lot aren’t due until january but im gonna start thinking about them now so im less busy over christmas#insane that that’s not too terrible a thought. uni is crazy when you actually enjoy your degree. anyway! for now i am going to enjoy the#rest of my weekend at home n me and my mum are going out tomorrow n im gonna buy some books with the voucher i haven’t spent since my#birthday in february and ill finally have time to finish the book im reading rn AND to do some writing..start chapter 2 : ^ )#woohoo!! aware no one gaf about any of this but i am first and foremost always the audience for my own posts so. this one’s for me..#(ridi's) bigmouth strikes again
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another outtake
#at this point i have more outtakes than i do pictures i'm actually going to use for this edit#can you tell they're siblings?#dani is the Cool Older Sister (tm)#i mean. dhes doesn't think so. but she is#all i want to do today is work on this edit#(i can finally start the actual editing process since i have everything rendered now)#but. i have to do homework. all day.#i've had two weeks to do this assignment & i haven't even started it#it's due tomorrow#:-)#:-)))#rainyrambles#dl
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#periodical life updates#(<- NUMBER 3!!!) I FINISHED THE ANIMATION AND EVERYTHING FOR THAT PROJECT AND SENT IT OFF! super excited!!#it looks really cute! i tried my best and im mostly satisfied of where i landed <33#it's my little sibling's birthday today!! it's also the first official meeting of lgbt club!! (the other event was a fun lgbt mixer)#my backpack smells bad. like mildew or mold maybe? urgh its awful and gives me a headache. i might need a new one. i dont know. urghhh.#my programming homework is due today!! yike!! but other than that my personal projects with deadlines are all done!#INIQUITY NOW THAT YOU HAVE TIME ARE YOU FINALLY GONNA WORK ON YOUR SELF SHIP BLOG?? YES!! HOPEFULLY!!#truthfully i /have/ been working on it on the side. it looks decent but the colors;;; i have always been pretty sht at color picking?#i can adjust with filters but without that im like. a little not good yet lmao. gotta do some studies sometime perhaps#BUT YAY EXCITED!! ive got some rambles and doodles and a tag system and f/o info which is extremely cumbersome (affectionate)!!#also i have new fandom ocs for the latest dimension 20 campaign and im so delighted heho <33 this campaign is literally so fun.#im watching it with my sibling when its done!! OOH ALSO I FIGURED OUT HOW TO PNGTUBE AND i will likely never use it BUT COOL!!#i dont like. talk. lmao. my art streams are 1) silent 2) rare 3) only shared with my siblings. pngtuber is a little useless. but CUTE!!#i got boba tea yesterday!! sandy bought it :3 <3 and we're having pho and cheesecake later and i might plan out a little excursion today?#like i might get a treatsie. OR i'll just sit on campus as usual and get a mango smoothie and draw for a while (or work on homework.)#(lets be honest its likely the former. i might get a little back into traditional? ooh or maybe i'll practice my asl?) HEY THOUGH.#ive been thinking about making a henrey stickmn (ask)blog to practice asl? like. no plot. just henry teaching ellie and charles asl#really funny considering my Real concept of an askblog for THSC. not ace or eca; but a secret third thing (⛎) ;)#then again since when have i EVER followed through on an askblog lmao?? damb im all over the place today. we're already hitting tag limit#okay!! 3 AM!! if im going early tomorrow i gotta eep! goodnight everyone i love you!! see you tomorrow if i have the energy and time!!
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sigh. ebony's birthday is at some point this month isnt it.
sigh. i'm not gonna be able to get this idea to combine that with a sort of last hurrah to finally kill off the ask blog format for atbb out of my head am i.
#hey dont click that “see all” button for the tags. just dont. its not worth it#not giving any character tags because secrets#but. ugh. i had the idea to give him his own mini ask event at some point last year and never went through with it#but now. well i've already pretty much fully decided atbb's just gonna be a fic series right. i need to post about that at some point#so what if. you know. just as a final celebration to what atbb was#and also me somewhat remedying being sad that y'all won't get to actually TALK to this fucker#and also me getting some feel for his voice since i still won't get to write him for a MINUTE#it would be almost entirely text tho. probably use the chat font lol#probably the intro to the event would have a pic of him and then the ending and MAYBE some bits in between#for the inevitable Can We See Your Mouth question#but just enough to not burn me the fuck out#but also would anyone even send anything in lmao....kinda a big part of hiatusing atbb at all was lack of engagement#hm. maybe i will post about ebony a tad on my normal blog. just to test the waters#not today tho becase i need to work on my finals so so fucking bad oh god everything's due tomorrow#but. soon maybe.#OR maybe i'll chicken out again lmao who knows!
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