#since i bullied him in my last post hehe

[jebbliink]

monkeys and monkeys and, you guessed it, more monkeys

[scatteredpiecesofme]

Favourite background character - or, justice for Alexander!

Since I was a bit disappointed by how Alexander's character was treated in S3, I decided to celebrate him as my favourite background character for the YRFavesFest2024. He deserves some love!!

"... anyone here who has been bullied, hit, beaten up?"

I'll start with this scene from 03.02, which I think is filmed and edited very cleverly.

At first the focus is on Vincent who's giving his little speech, while Alex is in the background and a bit blurred, but we can still detect him making big side eyes at Vincent. And how could he not? He, of all people, knows very well that bullying is a real thing at Hillerska.

At this point, before Vincent even finishes his sentence, the camera cuts on Alex - who now is on focus and at the centre of the frame - right on the words 'hit, beaten up':

I'm not reading this as a suggestion that Alex has ever been physically beaten up, but his posture and his eyes towards the floor perfectly convey the image of someone who feels beaten, if only emotionally.

And then Henry chimes in:

Henry is naively incredulous, but his comment must sound dismissive to Alex, who raises his eloquent eyes up again: sure as hell, he does not think that the story is overblown at all. No matter if the tradition of the porn/homophobic initiations was stopped and present day students don't go through it anymore, Alex understands that it's something totally believable.

It's just a quick sequence and Alex is clearly not meant to be the main focus of this scene as a whole, but his presence in the background and Xiao excellent ability to speak without words add further layers to the scene itself and make it even more meaningful.

Yay, some happiness!

Thank god, even though the creators didn't give Alex any line in S3, they at least let him have some happy moments. It's a joy to see him so cheerful and carefree during the camping trip! Look at him!

The trio

My last point, which is also my favourite among the glimpses we get of Alex in S3, is about the trio Alex-Henry-Walter. Throughout the season, in fact, Alexander, is often spotted in close proximity to either Henry or Walter or both:

In particular, I absolutely adore this shot:

The lighting and the colours are gorgeous, but most of all I love the glance Henry and Alex exchange while they're trying hard not to burst into laughters (it's the moment when August is gulping down a big glass of wine). I like that despite being on duty, once again at the service of the third years, Alex Henry and Walter seem to have fun, relaxed and giggly.

The icing on the cake, for me, is of course the white party! Alexander looks fabulous with that sparkly purple eyeshadow (or whatever it is) and the trio is all ready to enjoy the craziest night.

Alas, the show doesn't let us know anything about the nature of their relationship. Or maybe it's a good thing, as it allows the audience the most freedom of interpretation. Is it camaraderie among fellow students? Is it authentic and sincere friendship? Something more?? What do we think? As in the fandom there's already an established little group of passionate Walty shippers (looking at you, friend, hehe), I wonder if anyone ships them as a throuple? Queerplatonic, maybe? Come on rarepair enjoyers, don't be shy!

Personally, I read them as just friends (both Walty and Walty+Alex), and I like to imagine the three of them cherishing this friendship formed during their school years, cultivating it into their adult life and living many future adventures as a trio, but any headcanon is valid and welcome. No matter what configuration, shape or form it might take, I just hope for Alexander to find someone who makes him feel respected and loved. We all deserve that, in fiction and in real life.

I'm closing this post with this beautiful, intense and emotional close-up from episode six:

Big thanks to @youngroyals-events for planning and hosting this event!

[axolotlbottle]

❝Like father, like son❞

Art done by my bestie @jester0jpeg !! We both made our own versions / lore of the postal dudes & postal series!!

Postal dude 1 with his son (little kid-postal dude 2! Who we call "the postal kid!").

We actually gave them names, too! (Sorry, they're not P names, but I could care less. Feel free to call them Postal dude and Postal kid if it bothers you that much).

PD1's name is Michael Toddhunter, and his son's (PD2) name is Aster Toddhunter (hehe get it? As in "disaster").

Preface: This takes place AFTER the first postal game. This is an AU of sorts, so just erase the ending of the game + a bunch of other things, and have Michael fuck off somewhere, nobody ever knowing his identity so he gets away with everything. That was a "TLDR" explanation of it. We could maybe explain this better on a different post in the future.

Anyways! Here's some lore we have about them:

Michael is the Command Sergeant Major for U.S army's RI Arsenal. Yes, he did serve in the army before going postal in the first game. Don't ask how he got up to that rank because god knows I don't know either.

He and Aster live in the Quad cities, Illinois, aka some fuck ass midwestern region of cities that only gets some attention from the John deere company that hogs the area. Fuck john deere.

Michael is a single dad. He somehow managed to win all custody over Aster. He doesn't talk about his ex-gf.

They live in a house that's next to a trailer park, so they're not exactly dirt fuckin' poor but they ain't buying branded food either. They're still trailer park trash without living directly in the trailer park though.

Michael has tried to give Aster some sense of normality (sorta) but Aster clearly is not cut out to be a normal child. He's very rowdy, violent, and bullies the neighborhood kids (if you get the reference, you're cool).

Michael calls Aster "My little wild thing" (reference to Aster's favorite book; where the wild things are).

When Aster was 5, for Christmas, Michael gifted him a black cat he bought for $10 at the pet store ( he didn't question it). Michael cruelly didn't think the cat would last long, but that cat might as well outlive him. Aster named the cat "Kostroma" and has shoved his dad's guns up it's ass and used it as a silencer to shoot at beer bottles in their backyard. Kostroma hasn't died (nor appears to be scarred or traumatized), no matter what Aster has put him through. He's like some weird immortal cat (who surprisedly loves Aster as much as Aster loves him). Michael and Aster don't question it.

Aster loves uncrustables. His addiction literaly is grape jelly uncrustables. He has to have one once a day or else he'll start wreaking havoc in the neighborhood.

Michael brings Aster to work sometimes (usually when Aster gets kicked out of school or is being too insufferable for the neighborhood). He can't help it, and it's not like anybody can give him shit for it.

That's all we'll share for now!! Hopefully we'll post more in the future!! Me and my bestie have been working on this since like late May, and we plan to continue to work on it >;). I'll leave ya'll with this doodle I did of Kostroma cat.

[sxeraphfic]

Donnie Darko x goth!reader 🙏🙏🙏

GOTH!READER X DONNIE DARKO    

WARNINGS; basically none! Slight swearing and bullying but that's it. 

WORDCOUNT: 1.5k

A/N: Gender neutral prns used in this for readers! I'm assuming by goth you mean trad goth (which fits the time era honestly) or maybe romantic goth (my style hehe lol) so I'll keep that as a reference.  Theres also a pov switch half way through. Hope it isn't too jarring!

˚ ‧ ₊ ♱ ༺ 𓆩 ❦︎ 𓆪 ༻ ♱ ₊ ‧ ˚

Donnie had never had a particular taste in people, really, he’d be surprised and feel lucky enough to have someone even glance over at him in a slightly romantic regard. Sure he had his ex-girlfriend Gretchen show interest in him but that didn't really assure him of how attractive he was, he could barely comprehend how others perceive him other than the obvious being that he's a little out of it. He liked all sorts of different styles of people, who was he to judge? It's not like he was particularly fashionable outside of the average late 80s young mens fashion.  

This statement wouldn't last long though, as he placed his backpack on the back of his chair and sat down he saw an unfamiliar person sitting at the front of his class alone from the others. The teacher smacked the chalkboard with her ruler to gain the class's attention, “Attention class! Good morning everyone”  she announced. “Today we have a student transferring from the other class to join ours” students began to whisper to each other, “Dear, why don't you come up here and introduce yourself?” she clearly had good intentions with asking this. But this is like.. The number one way to make a kid embarrassed, Donnie pondered to himself. 

The transfer stood up in front of the board “um.. hey.. my name y/n l/n,  i've moved from the class next door” -- “no wonder you had to move '' one of the kids called out jokingly, y/n sighed in an annoyed tone. Donnie stared at you, you were well.. Clearly alternative, goth? You were dressed in the normal school uniform but your hair, makeup, piercings made it obvious you weren't like the basic kid. He felt his insides twist a little, you were beautiful. You looked so mysterious and otherworldly compared to the other students and he was enamoured by your appearance. 

Apparently some of the less emotionally intelligent people in our class didn't see that though, not even ten minutes after finishing your introduction and sitting back down you had some kids throw paper balls at you from across the classroom. And as the average lame ass teacher does she ignored your clear bullying situation. Donnie wanted to say something, but bit his tongue. Glancing at you pitfully only to be met with a glare in return, ‘oh god, did i make them feel even worse?’ He worried to himself. ‘Of course I did. God, I'm bad at being chill.‘

A few hours after school, as the dark began to dawn upon the sky donnie found himself lying on his bed daydreaming of you, what type of music could you be into? Surely Dark wave or post punk right? Did you dress even more extreme outside of school? Were you secretly kind and sweet underneath your intimidating appearance? Were your lips as soft as they seemed? Donnie snapped out of it, what was he thinking… he felt kind of creepy daydreaming about someone he's never even spoken to before. Ever since he had gotten home he'd been more zombie-like than usual, his parents even asked him at the dinner table if he had been taking his meds and he scoffed, for once that wasn't the issue. The issue was he had fallen in love at first sight. 

Morning came around, Donnie walked with his doofhead friends aside his sister and her little group. “Donnieee” Samantha groaned “we’re all gonna be late for the bus we took too long!” Donnie and his friends shrugged and Samantha retorted “well my friends and i aren't gonna miss the bus. Have fun slow pokes” she said as she signalled her friends to start running up to the bus stop.  

Samantha for once in her miniature life span was right, Donnie and his friends did in fact take too long. Now they had to walk all the way to school and be late. This wasn't all bad though, as the one and only y/n pushed between them to get through clearly having also missed the bus as well. He could hear your music practically blasting through your walkman, funny. Wasn't that a metalhead thing to do? Donnies friends began to snicker to themselves “what a loser” they whispered in reference to you. Donnie gave them an annoyed glare, before speeding up to walk next to you and speak. 

 “Uh.. hey uh-” he began, you looked at him in confusion, taking your headphones off. 

“What?” you said bluntly, internally you were nervous, you'd already gotten the shit bullied out of you yesterday. You don't need another total dweeb ruining your day before you even manage to get in the school gates.  “I'm uh.. Donnie Darko, I figured I'd say hi since we’re in the same class now right?” he smiled awkwardly and attempted to shake your hand. You gave him a wonky smile back, “oh uh.. hey nice to meet you Donnie.” The handshake failed miserably, you tried to shake his hand but took too long to process the action.  

 What the fuck am i doing? Donnie thought to himself, he was incredibly nervous. The two of you had been walking in essentially complete silence for 5 minutes now, Donnie felt like an idiot for assuming someone as cool as you would be interested in talking to him, he gave you a slight glance and you returned it back

Sighing, you figured that indulging in a little conversation wouldn't kill you. Besides, if he came up to you in the first place and has stuck around walking with you for this long without saying anything outlandish surely he wasn't all bad.

“Sooo.. Darko huh? Kind of a cool last name isn't it?” you initiated. “You think it's cool? I swear people just make fun of me or think it's weird” he looked at you with giddiness in his eyes and smiled, ‘oh. He's cute.’ you thought to yourself.  “So is there a particular reason you've decided to be nice to me Donnie?” he shrugged nervously “Oh well- i mean i don't know, i'm not exactly popular myself so i guess i understand how it feels to be judged” you thinly smiled in response before you began to hear high pitched exaggerating moaning noises from behind you, Donnie’s friends were acting up. “Ugh fuck im sorry about them.” Donnie groaned, “it's chill, i've dealt with worse” you shrugged, before continuing “ever jigged school before Donnie?” he raised his brow at you “sure have y/n.” you giggled “let's ditch these losers i know a spot.” 

You lead him down an old path through the forest before sitting at what looked like some sort of strange concrete circle on the ground. “Jesus y/n how’d you even manage to find this place?” he voiced in shock “Someone who looks like me has their ways,” you smirked. “Y'know y/n i may end up regretting this, i actually have some major sleepwalking issues. I'd hate to wake up down here at 6am” he chuckled softly before sitting on the ground with you. “Sleepwalking? At this age too? Why's that?” Donnie smiled looking down to the ground “oh well uh.. We all got our own problems right?” “amen to that donnie.” you started to soften up, he seemed genuine. 

“Hey, sorry about glaring at you the other day. And being kind of rude when you tried to speak to me earlier” his eyes stared into yours “it's fine y/n, and understandable.. You have all sorts of people targeting you at the moment id be no different at first sight” he continued “i mean, with the way you look and all. You don't seem to care to live up to others expectations of what you should be, you're more free than m-majority of the people in our school will e-ever be. I'm uh envious really.” he started off saying this quite assertively, but his words tangled in soft stutters at the end as the intensity of your gaze made him recoil into himself. “Wow Donnie, I didn't expect that many words to come out of your mouth.. Let alone be so true..” “It feels good to have someone who gets it for once.” you warmly smiled. 

“Do you listen to music, Donnie?” you inquired “you mean do i listen to your type of music?” he snickered, you rolled your eyes in response “duh.” He thought about it for a second “well yeah i guess technically, nothing super niche but i like new wave.” you nodded your head “we should uh.. Y'know hangout sometime and listen together, i could introduce you to some stuff " Donnie perked up "in a going together type of way?” you gave him a confused look. “Ah sorry i meant to say going out ugh” he looked flustered and you giggled, before standing up and proceeding to pull him with you. You embraced him, gazing into his eyes beginning to lean in closer to his face. 

Hehe cliff hanger. Maybe you guys kissed, maybe you pushed him away and called him a weirdo! Who knows, hope you enjoyed my lovelies 

partially proof read. will check for mistakes.

[tomatoswup]

Maybe... ☼ 3

summary: a meeting with the priest reveals a bit more information about a certain individual that has you distraught. Vash plushie here to defend!

warnings/tags: reader and wolfwood sibling dynamic, mischevious plushie (biTE HIS ANKLES BESTIE!!!),, wolfwood is giving concussions with the way he rides a motorcycle.

A/N: ....hi? :'D sorry for the late updates hehehe,, i usually write late nights but i've been late night gaming with friends these last few weeks hehe,,, i'VE COME TO DELIVER ANOTHER PLUSH FIC THO☝️☝️

p.s yes this was a scheduled post :p

<previous

Encounters with the priest were those you weren't really that big a fan of.

Although he bullied you like a close sibling, he often got on your nerves with the slick remarks he would shoot at you. But how long has it been? Two years?

Has it really been that long?

It just felt like yesterday when you told him that his grey button up looked like shit and you two wrestled in the sand dunes.

Lovely memories!

"Woah! Look at this!" The Vash plushie gasped out in awe as he ran circles around the modified motorcycle, peeking at the shiny surface of the hot metal.

"Hey be careful!" You called out to the plush as you took slow steps towards Wolfwood as he pushed himself off the ground and brushed the sand off his clothes. Oh look! He changed the grey to white!

...hehehe...

"Well aren't I glad to see you! How long had it been since we last saw each other? Two years now?"

You couldn't help but chuckle, crossing your arms around your chest "Now why is it always whenever we meet you're stranded in the desert? Seems like a memory."

"You know God's timing is sadly always right haha!"

Yikes! You heard the tinge of pain in that one!

"I was making my way to town just a few ways from here. Need help from an old friend of ours." He smirked, putting those shades of his up from his nose and to the top of his head as you gave him a hard stare.

"Alright now enough with the bluffing.." You sighed, putting a hand on your hip.

"Bluffing? What makes you think I'm bluffing?"

...

...

...

"Okay yeah maybe I lied to you the last time about not being a part of the Gung-ho guns but it wasn't that bad-"

"Maybe?! Leaving a PRETTY important piece of information out there buddy! Why should I even still be talking to you, ya know what!-"

"Maybe if you listen to me, you bet your ass you're gonna wanna hear this." You watched as Wolfwood straightened his back and looked out into the desert plains.

"I heard from a few townsfolk around that a certain someones in town."

No.

"You're playing with me Wolfwood, there's no way-"

"He's alive." He breathed out, scratching the side of his neck "The idiot's just hiding."

Hiding.

He's...Hiding?"

HIDING!?! AFTER THINKING HE WAS DEAD FOR THE PAST TWO YEARS!?

You really were gonna kick his ass when you saw him.

You scoffed, putting a hand up to your forehead "Hiding? Got any evidence?"

"HEY!" The squeak of the plush rang out from behind Wolfwood, making the both of you turn your attention to him.

And with that, you met with the sight of the small plushie trying to lift the pistol above his head, fumbling as the gun was clearly too heavy for him "LOOK!" The little nibs of his feet stumbling around the bike seat.

It was Vash's pistol.

Your mouth fell agape "Y-you-"

"This is the only evidence I could give ya' right now." Wolfwood said from behind you as you marched over to the bike past him, softly padding the top of the plushie's head before grabbing the gun.

"Thanks lil' guy..."

You couldn't help but just observe the weapon he always held. Moving it around in your grasp as the sun shined down on it, you saw the dents and cuts of the metal on the surface of the gun. Not too much damage and in honesty, it was in pretty good condition.

The dirt, and sand it had been dusted with had given it a rusted look sure, but with some cleaning, it'll look good as new. Tilting it to the side, you caught sight of the bullets still in the gun's barrel.

Seriously...

Your mouth felt dry and as if they were shut with glue as you tried to push back the growing pressure in your throat. No need to cry now, you can't cry here.

The gun felt hot in your hands, each waking moment you held it felt as if it held the world, and maybe his own.

"Hey you!" Wolfwood's eyebrow rose in wonder as he turned his head to the little thing of a plushie on the seat of his motorcycle, giving him a stern eye and an angry hop. "Don't make them cry!"

Aw he was trying to protect you! Such a cutie~

Wolfwood held back the urge to laugh out loud lol "Now this thing was gonna be my next question!"

He leaned down towards the seat and grabbed the plushie by the hoodie of his poncho, the discontent on the plushie's furrowed brows made the scene more funnier.

"Looks like you've come a long way! I'm surprised you don't have a loose stitch if you're traveling with sunshine over there!" He pointed a thumb in your direction and just maybe you said an unflattering word back.

maybe~

"No offense!"

"All taken!"

"Well! It's nice to meet you! I'm Vash!" The plushie chirped out, swinging his little legs forwards to hug Wolfwood's forearm, before sliding down his arm and up his chest to reach his shoulders.

"Woah there! He's a happy one alright!"

Putting Vash's gun away in your bag for safe-keeping, you watched on as the plush messed around with the priest. Ultimately climbing and just standing on top of his head, he gave you a cute ":P" before jumping up and down.

Pft...

"But who would make plushies of him?" Wolfwood snapped his head towards you with a raised eyebrow "Was it yo-"

"No!"

You leaned on his bike, staring at the plush's shenanigans "I found him while I was traveling. Apparently someones' making them and he was the only one that was um..alive per say."

The plushie now hung off Wolfwood's necklace as you saw the practical 'irk' mark of annoyance on his forehead "Well if god decided to send a little angel down, I'll say you're lucky to have a good companion!"

He shot you a soft smile, one you really rarely saw besides of his usual smirk "You needed one, didn't you?"

You didn't respond, and just watched on as the plushie hung off his ear.

"Ow ow ow-"

Maybe you did...

Time passed and before you knew it, the priest offered you a ride to town on the bike, to save time and as a "team-up" in his own words.

And who were you to decline?

Bag secured on the back of the bike alongside Wolfwood's cross that you had gracefully booted out of the seat, you sat in the little sidecar holding down your cowboy hat with your hand.

"Could you drive any faster!?" You shouted over the sound of the engine roaring, your hair messily getting blown back.

"YOU WANNA DRIVE? BE MY GUEST!" Wolfwood retorted, keeping his eyes forward and his hands on the handles.

Resting your back into the seat, you kept your free hand cupped over the plushie that was sitting on your lap.

"This is so fun!!!" He wiggled around excitedly, having used a scrap of cloth he found as a small scarf that flowed backwards with the wind.

"Careful! I don't want you flying out!" You cried as the two of you almost jumped out of your seats as Wolfwood ran over a large rock.

God please let the both of you live and get to town in one piece, okay maybe you'll have a few scratches here and there but you still had a tall blonde to beat half to death!

You exhaled at the thought. You didn't know how you'd react if you saw him. Mad? Relieved that your lover was still alive? Maybe you'll pop a vein and faint.

Who knows?

Only time could tell...

[paperzombiie]

Whos the silly lil guy with the hat in azalea valley?? They look so cute I'd love to know more about em

his name is Julián Quispe and he's one of the OCs my friend Berurun (@flying-in-a-starry-sky) currently has in the rp group! Beru also owns Demian, the werewolf guy!

you just gave me an excuse to gush about one of my friends' OCs so thank you for that bc I absolutely adore them all :'Dc

a Peruvian cook, Julián is an absolute sweetheart! a really chill fella with an almost infinite patience. He's 28 years old (4 years older than Nohreh) but looks a lot younger bc of his laid back and fun attitude, he's a bit of a clown and always makes me laugh ;__;♥

he traveled around South America learning old and forgotten recipes and landed in Azalea Valley as his last stop. He met Demian during his stay in Chile and became friends with him and his family, that's why they're always around each other in my drawings (Beru sometimes rp them at the same time since they're both Nohreh's friends).

he also just learned the fact that supernatural creatures exist and he's really excited about it, he didn't know it could be possible and always thinks about them as possible new friends haha! he also has a bit of shared history with my second playing character I have in the rp group (who I should introduce here too now that I think about it...)

you can find a few more drawings about him on Beru's IG (instagram .com/beruruun/) but she doesn't really post her drawings online that much, I'll see if I can bully her into posting a few more she has about Julián on any of her accounts hehe

[alicemitch09writes]

ALICE !! BUCKLE UP !!

I HAVE BEEN READING YOUR STORIES SINCE 2021 OR PRIOR, EVER SINCE 'BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR' HAD DROPPED, I HAD THE DELICOUS ANGST LOVING FATE TO FIND IT ON AO3 ( MIND YOU, THE STORY HAD ME HOOKED ON ANIME FANFICS ? ) IT'S LIKE YOU SHOWED ME THE ROPES OF IT.

AND AND AND NOT TO MENTION, I HAD BEEN THERE WHEN (UN)LOVING MIYA ATSUMU WAS STILL BEING PUBLISHED ; BEEN THERE TO WONDER IF SUNA WOULD BE AN ENDGAME WHEN HE CARRIED HER IN HIS ARMS ON THAT DREADFUL RAINY DAY BACK IN HIGH SCHOOL.

BUT I HAD ABSOLUTELY FOGOTTEN MOST OF WHAT HAD HAPPENED IN 'OUTSIDER LOOKING IN' ( I THINK I NEVER REALLY READ IT THOROUGHLY EITHER BACK THEN, AND 'M SORRY FOR IT !! )

SO FEW MINUTES INTO reading it, i was like, hmpph, he seems to be the type to go for possessive segss. and we both know how that had turned out 🤭 lmfao, this even jogs my memory of how when you had uploaded the spin-off, some readers were pressed about the story taking such a turn with all the devil's tango thrown in, and even though, i understand the audience can critique, but that is how i see suna, as well. given his character, that's exactly how his love would pour out after all these years. that's how it'd manifest. it'd be that carnal. like that's just him, you know? it was exactly how i had imagined him to be after yearning for so long. the spin-off was 😽 thanks for writing it once again ( thanks for writing in general !!l )

hehe.

i sill read 'be careful what you wish for' from time to time when i remember it exists. oh, oh, and that osamu fic ? love, i remember you posting it exactly when i had been wanting to write or read one featuring him where he'd be a silent accomplice in bullying, but later grow to regret it. even had a pathetic wip which never made it out of the gutter for you had once again, quenched my thirst for it, lovely <3

sigh, what else? let me think for a sec................oh, yeah !! i have to mention how detailed and researched '(un)loving miya atsumu' was. i remember you taking tips and pointers for your....student(?) back then (?) something like that, right? see, i had been there. 😔 you also had an inarizaki fox plushie, right? or was it an osamu plushie(?) i remember you uploading it while working on your wips for the fic on your desk and lappy-tappy.

i even loved 'enigmatic kalopsia' sm that i used to follow the artist who made some fanarts inspired from it. nobody wrote about our sachiro back then, urgh. thank god, you did.

and few weeks ago, when my sukuna obsession was bursting at the seams, i found a good oneshot on ao3. turns out you were the author and i had long read it on tumblr too when it came out, lol !

but alice, how come after everything i had never realized you were an exo-l? found it while snooping through that suna smau today 😵‍💫 hehe, do tell. ( orr, did i forget? )

anyway, last but not least, i love you, my darling sweets. 🎀

omo, hewwo, hewwo, hewwo~

thanks so much for reading my works all these years! it means so much to me ;w;

with how life is lately, squeezing writing seems nigh impossible (bc I'm hooked into genshin and hsr and desperately trying to catch up to some anime and books), but I haven't abandoned some of my works (believe it or not)

also, i'm sorry to disappoint but i'm not really into kpop ;w;

[darlingpwease]

Yes, Teacher??? /t /why must u bully me 😔😔

Oh shit– I guess they really don't like swan lake then lmao Thank you for bringing it here to tumblr,, it wasn't only cool to learn but also just really interesting too!! :DD /gen

Yes yes,, thank you for teaching information, Dove <33 I'm looking forward for the next one!! /ht /hgen /I do think it's cool when u do that tho

Ahhh okok,,, then make sure to rest well. I can only imagine how nerve-wracking that must've been. I can't really do anything, but I really do hope that everything's good now and that you and others are feeling better now.

Yeah,, where I am tensions are rising with both the government and it's citizens, it's like there's no middle ground abdhdks. I'm just hoping that it will stay somewhat calm until I'm able to leave lmao,, it just seems like there's not much rest for anyone recently ha ha... I can't imagine life like that tho, it sounds exhausting.. (not meant in any offense) however, I can definitely relate to some things losing their points of "joking" tho,,,, its... it's not enjoyable <//33

Uwwhhh thank you,, unfortunately I'm still gonna fluctuate like this for the next 2-ish weeks I'm so sorry I'm so sorry <//3333 I'll also reply to the other post when I can I promise aaahdbskd

-panna cotta

hehe, good pamna, good~ mwah♡ as they said in one highly social advertisement about how relatives bully children with their 'attempts' to help them, "bullying begins at home"<3333 /t /j /nsrs

you know, but not even everyone in the country knows about such a feature with the term "swan ballet", especially among young people, since they simply did not find that time and none of the adults told them how this ballet was played immediately after the coup - also, it is associated with the death of the general secretary of the CPSU, so as on the day of his mourning, only this ballet was played on TV. I do not know if you have watched it, but it is a very calm and even quiet, serene ballet, completely unrelated to politics, but now it is quite politicized due to the connection with the August coup and the "purge". you look at him,,, what a charmer<33333 /affectionate

yaau~ then next time I'll tell you something more exciting, considering that events are getting more and more tense and bad ☆〜（ゝ。∂）/ht /ht /pos

I mean, unlike almost all the people in my environment, I don't even take pills yet, so I'm still very fine<333 after all, I can still be joyful even without antidepressants, so!!! a very sanguine person!!! hold my malewives tight!!!

the same, babyboo<///3 I only hope that something will happen when the elite dies out, because I don't see any other ways to solve the current socio-political problems. at least let them not close all borders and there will be at least some way to leave, and then everything will be fine. sometimes they say that it will only get worse in other countries, but I will be glad if I don't participate in an absolutely serious dialogue in the style of "do you think there will be a nuclear war or not?" for at least a couple of months. however!!! don't take it as a complaint, I don't think my situation is worse or better than yours;;; maybe the world is just changing and we need to follow if we are not at the helm, but sometimes I would like to stop following and just stop sjdhhd /ht I agree; especially when it becomes difficult to understand if it's just a joke or if it's serious, because laughter is the only thing that,,,, remains</3

everything is fine!!! fortunately, next week I have the last final and I'm all through August<3333 of course I have a little more study here and there for additional education, but these are small things~ well well well...🤨🤨🤨 /t /j /pos

[chaichaiiskai]

Invisible part IlII. || yandere! bully! sukuna! x gn! idgaf! fearless! reader!

part I part II part III part IIII next chapter

𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: y/n is still kidnapped but sukuna has to do a little detective work, swearing, demons, a little bit of violence, sukuna has a sensory overload attack, this chapter’s going to be mostly from Sukuna’s perspective, also! Sukari aka Sukuna and Itadori’s dad is basically Sukuna in his true form -> fun fact, his name translates to sugar which best describes his personality!

𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 2.5k

𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫’𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: from now on, this story will be updated once a week every Friday (since that’s the last time this was updated ahuhuhu)! the taglist is still open so don’t forget to comment on this post to be added or privately message me if you’d like! to be completely, honest this story is taking a much softer turn than i had anticipated but i’m having lots of fun writing this! soft yanderes (peep how its plural) for everyone! reader’s starting to act more and more like a tsundere hehe. but don’t worry, angst is always waiting around the corner for us 👯‍♀️

How dare you ignore his calls? How dare you not show your face to him whenever he so pleases? How dare you ignore the oldest Prince of Hell? How dare you make him talk to your shitty friends and ask where you were?

Even those fuck faces didn’t know where you were and told him that you may have went to visit your family or some shit. Wouldn’t you have texted him about that? Where the fuck were you?

He’d even gone as far as to go to your work place and ask them if they’d seen you. Your-so-called work best friend didn’t know where you were either and said you’d been skipping out on work a few days. Now that worried him.

His only logical thought was to go and look in your apartment for any trace of you or at least a hint to where you had run off to.

Sukuna knocked on your door a few times and waited. No response. He glanced around his surroundings for a moment and then phased through your front door. However, as soon as he did he fell to his knees and grabbed at his chest, gasping for air. The amount of demonic energy in your apartment overwhelmed his senses and he felt himself shifting between his human form and demon form, trying to get his mind under wraps. He clenched his stomach and groaned, rolling around on the floor as a headache began to pound at his temples. The lightning switch between forms was unbearably painful but he needed to get his shit together. He still had to investigate.

Not realizing it, black tears had began to run down his face, his pupils blown out as he slowly got onto his hands and knees and began crawling towards your bedroom looking like a pitiful puppy.

When he’d finally reached your bedroom he managed to get on his feet and then he began to tremble, realizing what had happened and where you were.

“That fucking old man,” he roared, bursting into pitch black flames that nearly set your entire building ablaze, his fists clenching as he began to throw a bit of a fit in your poor bedroom, tossing things around in anger, “I’LL KILL HIM!”

The demon prince began to approach the throne and pointed a finger at his massive father who simply smiled down at him, “Tell me where they are or I’ll kill you, old man.”

Said man smiled affectionately at his son who hadn’t seen in quite some time, ignoring the fact that he’d just been threatened. “That’s no way to greet your Papa, little monster,” the man then slid off his throne and approached his son with all four arms stretched out before he engulfed the angry, significantly smaller man in a vice grip, hugging him tightly, “Ah! I knew you would come! I’ve missed my little monster!”

Sukuna growls at the large man and teleports from his arms, putting distance between them. “Cut the fucking shit and tell me where they are,” he basically barked, glaring at the multi-armed man with hatred in his eyes.

“Ahh, you really do take after my other half,” Sukari sighed, shaking his head before he decided to finally answer the question, “They’re fine. I put them in their own little area, Jiji’s been keeping ‘em company.”

“Ahh, you really do take after my other half,” Sukari sighed, shaking his head before he decided to finally answer the question, “They’re fine. I put them in their own little area, Jiji’s been keeping ‘em company.”

That set Sukuna off even more.

That set Sukuna off even more.

“You did WHAT?!” His spiked hair burst into flames, flickering in anger, “What the FUCK, old man? Where are they? What were you even thinking? Have you lost your damn mind?”

“First of all, woah, ouch, that hurts my feelings. Second of all, they’re adjusting pretty well. I was a little iffy at first with you dating a mortal but I don’t mind this one. They’re quite cute and so tiny. Surely you could make some interesting heirs with them, yes?”

Sukuna’s jaw nearly fell right off and onto the floor after hearing his demon dad’s words. It took him a second to fully process before he scoffed and rolled his eyes, unconsciously pouting.

“As if I’d need your fucking permission anyways, old man. I can do whatever the fuck I want,” he spat but then grumbled a few words under his breath, “They would look good swollen with my spawn, wouldn’t they?”

He wouldn’t admit it. Never, absolutely never. But his chest nearly swelled with pride when his father had given his blessing to date you. Secretly, Sukuna had always been a little bit of a daddy’s boy but if someone called him that to his face he would surely kill their entire family in front of them and leave them to suffer alone.

He then shook his head quickly before seemingly relaxing just a little bit, speaking in a much calmer tone, “Where are they?”

Sukari smiled with his eyes and then snapped his fingers, blipping Sukuna off into the distance in front of a somewhat familiar door. He then heard voices beyond the door, raising an eyebrow as he opened the door slowly to peek inside of it.

…

“Hah! He looks so cute here! Can I have a copy of this? I need it,” you cooed as you looked over Yuuji’s shoulder at the photo album he was currently holding, looking down at a picture of tiny sukuna in his cute little kimono with a scowl on his face.

The two of you were sitting on the floor behind a bookshelf, looking through a photo album that Yuuji had offered to show you the day before.

“Sure! You can have this one, Papa’s got a crap ton hidden away somewhere, don’t tell anyone I told you that,” the boy whispered, snickering a little as he took out the polaroid photo and gave it to you, watching as you tucked it away into the front pocket on the sweatshirt you were given to wear.

“Fine fine, it’s our little secret, Jiji,” you cooed, stroking his hair in a soft manner.

Sukuna’s jaw clenched at the sight of you being so affectionate towards his younger brother and decided to make his presence known.

“The hell are you two lookin’ at?”

Both you and Yuuji nearly jumped out of your skin when you suddenly heard Sukuna’s booming voice, both of you whipping your head around to look at the source.

Yuuji’s entire face lit up, and just like his father had done, he jumped up to go and attack his elder brother with a monster hug, squeezing the life out of him with monstrous strength. Yuuji’s super demon strength always seemed to surprise Sukuna but that wasn’t what he was here for, he hesitantly hugged the boy back but let his eyes drift to you.

Your eyes locked for a brief second and then you stood up, eyeing him suspiciously with your arms crossed over your chest, not saying a word.

Sukuna eventually pulled the frighteningly strong boy off of him and grunted, “Hey brat, I’ll hang out with you later. I gotta talk to Y/N first though so get lost.” He then shoved the boy towards the door, Yuuji took the hint and waved while calling out to you, “See you later, Y/N!”

When the demonic ball of sunshine had finally left the library, you were left alone with Sukuna, staring at him in silence with a blank expression on your face.

He was waiting for you to say something. Anything. He couldn’t even read what you were feeling right now and it irked him to no end, what was going on in that pretty little head of yours?

The silence seemed to continue but then you finally moved, reaching down to pick up the discarded photo album to put it back where it came from. Sukuna followed closely behind you, still waiting for you to say something, he didn’t like your silence. It was like you were completely ignoring his presence.

“Aren’t you gonna say something? Get angry?” He quipped, looking at your back, “I know you’re thinking about somethin’, just say it already for fuckssake.”

You sharply inhaled and then turned towards him, making a face. “What do you want me to say, Sukuna? I don’t know what you’re expecting, I’m still trying to process all of this bullshit that’s been going on for the past few days. And weirdly enough, I’m not even mad right now.”

His eye twitched and he gave a look that silently told you to continue.

Sighing, you rubbed at the back of your neck in frustration, trying to piece your thoughts together in a way that you could understand. “I— I don’t know. I’m still a little skeptical about everything that’s going on but I don’t feel scared for some reason. I mean, shouldn’t I be? Your dad fuckin’ kidnapped me so he could get you to come and visit him. And that guy’s HUGE and has so many arms??? They all move! That’s not a costume, if it was he’s really good at cosplaying. At first I was pissed off because why the hell should I be involved with your goddamn family drama but then I was like— wow, that’s kinda cute. Big scary demon man misses his lil’ demon baby, I gotta help him. Why don’t you call your dad more often? He obviously cares about you! Poor big guy doesn’t deserve such an asshole of a son!” You start rambling about how shitty Sukuna is as a son and miss the wave of emotions that cross over his face as you lecture him about being a better one.

Shouldn’t you be angry at him for lying to you and being, well— a demon and not an actual human being? Not to mention, you were kidnapped and brought down to Hell? What kind of mortal are you? And why weren’t you talking about the last time you two had been together, even so, he couldn’t help but to be a little shit.

“Wow, you’re really starting to sound like you’re apart of the family. Does that mean you’ve accepted your place in my heart?”

You nearly faint from the accusation but react rather violently by slapping his arm, “What? Y-you fucking wish, you firey cunt! You’re so lucky I like you or else I would choke you to death right fucking now in this goddamn librar-“

“Woah woah woah, rewind, record scratch. You like me? Oh sweet cheeks, I’m flattered. You’re finally returning my feelings.”

Realizing that you’d just shamelessly confessed you stand frozen for a second and then bark at him, “YEAH, AND SO WHAT? PIECE O’ SHIT!! I SAID WHAT I FUCKIN’ SAID!”

He joyously listens to you as you curse him out using every curse word you could think of but then watches as you stop and stare at the pleased smile on his face.

“Why do you look like you just won the lottery? Ew, quit smiling at me like that you creepy demon man,” you hiss, covering yourself like you were naked and exposed.

“God. You’re so cute.”

“Don’t you EVER say that to my face ever again.”

…

A bit of time had passed and now you were sitting at the dinner table, chowing down on some tasty food that had been prepared.

For the past few days you’d basically been living with Yuuji and Sukari which had been surprisingly pleasant. Oddly enough, it totally beat living alone and you felt pretty comfortable around the two of them despite them being such powerful, demonic beings. You were a little spooked by Sukari at first but then came to realize that both him and Yuuji seemed to share the same personality but Sukari also had Sukuna’s smarts. (Sorry Yuuji my lil’ dumb dumb) They really all were related, both Sukuna and Yuuji being carbon copies of the man that reached nearly 11 feet tall, or 335 centimeters to be more precise.

Speaking of height, every single thing in this mansion, or modern castle as you’d observed, was gigantic to accommodate for the demon king’s size, even the bed you slept in was gigantic which you didn’t seem to mind.

You were swallowed up in the seat you resided in at the dinner table, your legs kicking around as you couldn’t seem to reach the floor with them.

“So, little Y/N, when do you plan on marrying my son?” Sukari asked rather cheerfully, eyes flickering to you as he watched you enjoy the food one of the servants had prepared.

Simultaneously, you and Sukuna dropped your forks and nearly broke your necks as the both of you whipped your heads around to stare up at the gentle giant who was calmly eating from his own plate.

“Old man… what the hell?”

“Him and I aren’t even dating yet. Why would we be getting married anytime soon?” You questioned, furrowing your brows at the large man.

Sukuna whipped his head around the second time and stared at you, gauging your words before sputtering out, “Y-yet?”

“Wow bro, you haven’t even asked them out yet? Better hurry up before I do!” Yuuji cheerfully piped in, laughing at the bewildered expression on Sukuna’s face.

“As if I’d consider some immature brat as my competition, keep dreamin’ kid,” he spat, flipping the bird to the younger pinket.

“Hm… well, actually, Jiji’s cute. I wouldn’t mind dating him if he asked me out on a date or two. You and I haven’t even been on an official date,” you corrected, pointing a finger at Sukuna who gapes at you like you had just stabbed him in the back and through his heart, “Don’t look at me like that, you’re acting like I just broke up with you. Plus, he’s too young for me so don’t get too bitchy, ‘kuna.”

Well, technically, both Sukuna and Yuuji were well over a thousand years old but you didn’t need to know that— not unless you explicitly asked, which you hadn’t.

Hearing this, he childishly turned to his brother and laughed at him with such force that he shook the dinner table before proudly announcing, “Hear that, lil’ brat? They wouldn’t date you anyways! Haha! Eat a dick.”

Yuuji pouted and then looked at you with the cutest puppy dog eyes he could muster, “Could we still go out on friend dates though…?”

You coo at his adorable face and nearly squeal at how cute he is before calming yourself down, nodding at him and offering a little smile, “Sure. You still have to take me for a tour of this place after all! All my friends are gonna be so jealous when I tell them I went shopping in Hell!”

Y/N could feel the burning gaze that belonged to Sukuna aiming for the side of their face but they decided to ignore him, opting for chatting with Yuuji about when they would go out together.

Big mistake, Y/N. Big. Fucking. Mistake.

Hi! Author here, I love Sukuna but the monsterfucker side of me wants Sukari 👨‍🦯 Big monsters make me go HEEEEEEEE. Anyways, hope you enjoyed this comedic filler chapter! Don’t worry, it’s gonna get darker again

𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 🏷: @soberdipity

[merakiui]

Hi Mera, just wanted to drop by to thank you for feeding us with all the shorts, thrists and ideas ;)

But at the same time whyyy do you hide some of them in the tags >.< now soft and fluffy Floyd is gonna live rent free in my mind but like not that I am complaining or something, ^^

Thank you for enjoying all of it!! >:D usually the ideas you see written in tags are ideas that come to me at the last moment while I’m adding the usual tags to a post. Thank you for reading the ramblings that I occasionally write there.

Yes, soft and fluffy Floyd is also on my mind!!! I really want to write something in which you get a job working at a harbor for the summer and meet Floyd, who quickly becomes fascinated with how willing and unafraid you are to talk to him. But Azul and Jade disapprove of humans, claiming they’re cruel and will trick innocent mers in order to capture them for things like study or taxidermy. But Floyd’s curious and he’s going to chance those dangers just so he can continue to be with you. He doesn’t realize that, with all of the time spent talking to and playing with you during your work hours, he’s starting to fall in love with you. And that’s a big problem for Azul and Jade because they’ve spent so long trying to keep him from humans. Essentially it’s a story where Floyd learns what love feels like, how to navigate these feelings, how to tell his friends he’s in love with the one thing they dislike with a passion, and how to keep this relationship afloat when you leave for university come the end of summer. :D

Floyd in captivity is another thought!! He’s hurt dozens of researchers who try to stick needles in him to gather blood and he’s even pulled one in the water with him. But his violent, defensive behaviors don’t extend to you. If anything, he seems to have grown attached to you. He let you pat him on the head once, and he’s even been spotted waiting at the surface of his enclosure for you, having memorized the times in which you usually come. I think it would be cute if he ends up favoring you because you’re interesting and haven’t forced him to do things he doesn’t want to. You’re patient and very gentle when handling him, and Floyd appreciates that. He protects you from the researchers who try to bully you into being more rough with him, especially those who seem to demand too much from you. Floyd has pulled you into the water to help you escape plenty of conversations you didn’t want to take part in. And he always smiles so wide when he’s around you. Floyd never knew of the word for these feelings, but he’ll soon learn that it’s a very pleasant thing to be around the one he likes.

Also!!! Taking the plot of the princess fic with Azul, but putting Floyd in there and he’s the one who succumbs to Stockholm syndrome after being stuck in captivity for so long. The two of you cause so much mischief when together. I think the story might progress differently if it were Floyd (or if Jade happened to be the one gifted to princess!reader >:) hehe), but I like imagining many fluffy moments between Floyd and his princess friend. Maybe you fill the void left by Jade since this is the first time Floyd has ever been separated from his twin for so long, so he grows attached rather quickly to make up for the loss and loneliness.

[starglitterz]

♡ they say that the world was built for two.

feat ; scaramouche x gn!reader

info ; zombie apocalypse au, childhood best friends to lovers

warnings ; mild descriptions of injuries, zombies & weapons

a/n ; for the loml @bookuya ! happy birthday boo, ilysm !! <3

you and scaramouche have always been joined at the hip, practically inseparable ever since you met on the first day of kindergarten. he stole your purple crayon in art class while trying to draw a masterpiece (in his words), and you knocked his head with your ruler – it truly was the beginning of a beautiful friendship.

scaramouche is always there for you. even though his bluntness may hint at apathy, the opposite couldn’t be truer. he cares deeply for you, although he shows it in rather... unorthodox methods. when you were pushed into the mud in middle school, the bully somehow went home with a broken nose, and scaramouche's knuckles were coincidentally bleeding when you spoke to him during your lunch break later and he muttered about how 'that idiot deserved it.' when some other students in high-school were gossiping about you behind your back, they were suspended a day later for all the rules they had been breaking in secret, and scaramouche wore a strangely smug smile for the rest of the week, as if daring anyone else to hurt you.

even now, when you both wake up together huddled for warmth on your tattered mattress, not knowing which day will be your last, scaramouche is there for you. he watches your back when the two of you are foraging for food and supplies, and he knows you do the same for him. your relationship, built on years of intimacy and rapport, only solidifies when you learn to trust each other with what is most precious – your lives. surviving in this apocalyptic world is like walking on a tightrope, you never know when you'll fall and never get back up, but with scaramouche by your side, things are least a little easier.

and if he slides an arm around your waist as the two of you sleep, pulling your body impossibly closer in a futile attempt to shield you from all the horrors you have to witness daily, or if he presses a feather-light kiss on your head as you slip into dreamland, or intertwines your fingers with his calloused ones when you're navigating through the ruins of the city, so what? even if the two of you are the last survivors left in this derelict place, scaramouche won't let even a hair on your head be hurt, he'll always be there to have your back. and with the looming threat of your mortality hanging over you both like a cloud as you repeatedly risk your lives by venturing out of your shelter, scaramouche thinks he better admit his feelings for you quick, so at least he can eventually say he died without regrets.

(although to scaramouche, that seems to be a feat a million times more terrifying than fighting the undead.)

quill speaks !

omg boo happy birthday !! i rlly rlly hope u like the fic, and im sorry if any part doesn't make sense HEJKFKW 😭 ily to the moon and back, and scara def does too hehe >:) mwah !!!!! <3

also hello everyone HOW DO U LIKE MY NEW FORMATTING ??? first post of the year yESSIRRR new year new theme ugh so true 😋 anyways im tired ok gn ily all <3 (especially boo!!)

© starglitterz 2021. do not repost or modify in any way – reblog / follow if you enjoyed !

[venusandsaturnsrings]

ur inc3l childe has me doing mental gymnastics and constant brainrot man,,,,,,, honestly pls continue building up the lore[tm] for that bastard

and since u got me thinking i hope u don't mind me dropping this as well,,,,

- i feel like he'd bully u to get filmed while bring fucked or sticking up a vibe in ur cunt as u orgasm over and over,,, he's got like 20 different photos of u cumming in different angles in 4k hd

- panty stuffing,,,, my beloved,,,, he'd stuff u with ur old crusty, stolen/missing panties with his dried up cum from using it,,,, nasty nasty boi

- if he's a rich ass incel then u know he gotta have custom hentai doujins and lots of commissioned art he paid so much to have u as the character being fucked and his likeness to the protag fucking. he's got dakis in ur likeness and maybe even a custom sex doll,,,

- he got a custom tentacle dildo for u so he can live out his tentacle kink fantasy,,, probably ties u up too idk he's disgusting i love him heart eyes

HES SO NASTY ILL BE GIVING HIM WAY MORE LORE DONT U WORRY

but holy fuck this has me shaking in my boots. every single thing here is so very delicious im OBSESSED

f…filming and panty stuffing…… my head is So Full……. he’s got a fancy ass webcam and condenser mic just to record him doing the grossest things to you… his fingers, dick, toys, and more have all been used and filmed in several positions. he’s got a folder full of all the videos on his computer AND phone. plus a whole photo album of your body (mostly your cunt) on his phone and also has said album as a widget on his home screen so he can see the photos anytime all day……

i’m a monster fucker and the tentacle dildo part?? he definitely has his favourite tentacle doujins and hentais shamelessly bookmarked on his computer and absolutely makes you watch them with him!!

hehe also linking this fic here. it’s what got my main account thrown into tumblr jail but i am damn proud of it. it has a brief mention of this stinky boy commissioning art of his sweet darling and using it as his computer background!! we are very much on the same page.

you’ve given me enough thoughts to last a lifetime thank you for the food i will be incel childe posting for the rest of eternity

[jayswifeuwu]

It's Beautiful, It's Bittersweet.

Chapter 7.

•Pairing: Captain of the football Team! Park Jongseong × fem! Reader / High school crush! Park Jongseong × fem! reader ft. Jake and Sunghoon.

•Genre/Theme: College/ University AU, Lots of Angst, smut, non-con, Dark, a bit of fluff.

•Warnings: A lot of Angst, (TW) sexual harassment, (TW) depression, anxiety. Jay is the reader's crush since high school. The reader has and will be going through a lot of dark stuff in this fanfic. Use of foul language. Will be mentioning warnings in every chapter.

•Chapter Warnings:  angst, mention of harassment, mentions of reader Bleeding, having cuts and bruises, Foul language. Reader goes through a lot of self doubt, dissappearing, rejection, consumption of alcohol and intake of weed. Thoughts of self harm, rumors, use of the word "whore". Let me know if I missed anything.

•Word count: 3,030+ words (long ass chapter cause I wanna make it up to you all for not posting for so long ^^)

-MINORS DNI-

•A/n: First off, I apologize for the really long gap. College is a pain In the ass guys, plus I kinda had a writers block. I'm really grateful for everyone's patience. This chapter contains lots of self doubt that the reader goes through, so please DNI if it triggers you. Also, please do reblog my work if you like it hehe. Thanks for waiting. Anon asks are always open. Dm, send an ask, or comment if you wanna be added to the taglist.

Read the other chapters of my story here

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A week has passed since Jay had confessed his feelings toward you. You met Nessa and the rest of your friends in the canteen for lunch usually, but you never saw Jay. He went M.I.A after your last conversation with him. You wanted to ask about him, but you were afraid of the questions that would be followed. You did want to tell Nessa, and Sunghoon, especially, about everything that was happening but it was too complicated. Although they did know partially about Sam, they didn't know what was happening between you and Jay. Plus, you could never find the right time to tell them, and now you were at a point where telling them would just be a solution to relieve your guilt.

It was also how undeniably sweet Sunghoon was being towards you that made it all the worse. You knew it'd break his heart if he found out whatever was happening between Jay and you. He offered to pick you up and drop you at the place you were doing your internship in, bought you coffee every day and He was always around you and gave other guys warning stares when they tried to check you out. But deep down, you wish it were Jay.

With Sunghoon being unapologetically open about his affection towards you, rumors started to spread around about you and Sunghoon being a thing, and that was the last thing you wanted: unnecessary clout.

Before you even joined Decilis University, you made up your mind that you wouldn't date anyone (well, cause you were in love with Jay), and that you'd keep a low profile. But every day, the stares of people only seemed to be increasing as they whispered your name, giving you dirty looks. Some of the girls in your class started to bully you because apparently, you were "dating" her crush.

What started, or so you thought, was just a petty rumor started to look real, was when Sunghoon blushed like an idiot when someone would ask him about you, which made the lie look all the more real.

You had enough things to worry about as it is. You were worried about Jay's disappearance, you were worried Sam might show up again, and in what circumstance that might be, so you always had something to defend yourself. You were stressed out from all the college and internship work, not to mention, the shitass rumor that spread like wildfire and only got worse day by day. Even though you had so much on your plate, you still couldn't stop thinking about Jay. You love the man for fuck's sake, you'd obviously be worried about him. You wish you had to number to at least call him. Everyone was tensed about Jay too.

"The last time that fucker disappeared was when his ex cheated on him"

"Jay had an ex?" You thought to yourself.

You felt waves of jealousy hit you.

Why didn't you ever know about this? Why did Jay and his ex have to break up? How long were they together?

All kinds of questions begin to flood your mind, when Jake scoffed as he dialed Jay's number for the 20th time, cutting your flow of thought.

"Focus, y/n, his past relationships aren't important right now." You thought to yourself

Everyone had been calling Jay continuously for the past week, but he never picked up their calls. You wanted to ask his number so you could call him as well, but for all they knew, you and Jay never even talked to each other apart from that one weird night where he went all overprotective over you and took you to his place

"Hey, y/n, Jay's been acting weird since you went to his place, did something happen between you two?" Jake asks.

You panic, you wanted to tell the truth, but you couldn't.

"Huh? no..nothing happened.. why?"

"y/n, I've known Jay since my childhood, not once have I seen the man this flustered. The man cares about no one but himself. I knew something was up when Jay saw you leaving the University that night when we were in the middle of the practice, and just ran behind you. I mean, the night when your ex showed up. I have never seen Jay get this possessive over anyone, not in an obsessive way, but in such a way that you belong to him, and he has this sense to protect you."

"Um...Jake..I-"

"Don't lie to me y/n." Jake interrupts.

"Please tell me what happened, I know there's something going on between you both. I won't tell a soul, but you need to tell me. I'm concerned about my friend." He pleads.

That was when you decided for the first time, that you'd tell someone about what was happening between you and Jay.

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Jake's expression was blank, he was too stunned to speak. He was silent for about 2 minutes to let everything sink in. You told Jake everything including the incident that occurred with Sam last week, and what followed later.

You trusted Jake that he wouldn't tell anyone about whatever happened between You and Jay, but you made him promise he wouldn't tell Jay whatever happened between You and Sam. Before you could watch Jake react to the whole story, Nessa calls you aside.

"Y/n, is it true you slept with Sunghoon!?" She exclaims.

"Wait what! Who on earth told you that?" You yell, crossing your arms.

"Well, one of my classmates told me that Sunghoon is telling everyone you both slept together." She says with a disappointed tone.

"Ness, I have never slept with Sunghoon, I don't know why he's adding on to this pathetic rumor."

"I know y/n, I trust you, but you need to talk to Sunghoon and sort this out." Nessa sighs.

"Yeah, maybe I should." You agree as you started to walk towards Sunghoon's class.

"Yeah, you should, it's all over Decilis confessions on Instagram." She sighs.

"Wait what! They posted that online! Who did it!" You exclaim.

Nessa Shrugs. "No one knows y/n, but they won't take it down cause this is the best tea anyone's ever gotten in a long time, the last one being Jay's break up with his ex."

"Not another mention of his ex" You sigh to your own self as you proceed to find your way to talk things out with Sunghoon.

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"What's up y/n, I just got your text," Sunghoon says cheerfully.

"Yeah, no, cut the crap Sunghoon, why are you spreading rumors about us?" You demand.

"Who? me? I did not spread any rumors." He says, shocked, yet a little disappointed at your accusation.

"Don't fuck with me Sunghoon, I know how you've not been denying the rumors and how you've just been blushing like an idiot when people ask you about me."

He comes closer to you, and you suddenly feel different around Sunghoon as you move back.

"Y/n, I did not deny them because I like you, but I never accepted the rumors." He says sternly.

"Sunghoon, please, all I ever wanted was a low profile in this University. I went from nobody to this "whore", apparently, who dates you. I don't get how dating someone famous, is being a whore, but my pictures are on the University confessions page, and this makes me really uncomfortable. So even if you did tell everyone we fucked or not, you not denying the rumors is also one of the reasons why it's come to such a level."

"Wow, you really hate me so much you really can't stand mere rumors about us huh?" Sunghoon scoffs.

"Mere?! Sunghoon they're talking about our sexual lives and every detail of how you've fucked me. That's a violation of privacy, plus we never even dated. This whole thing is so messed up. Please, just do something and get rid of this whole rumor."

Sunghoon crosses his arms, "And what if I don't" His cocky grin got on your nerves.

"Are you for real right now? I'll just leave the damn University and go." You yell.

"Come on, y/n, it's just a rumor. Everyone will forget about it in a few days." He laughs.

"Don't you understand the basic phrase "I'm not comfortable to be involved in a rumor" or do I have to knock some sense into your head?" You shriek.

"Relax y/n, we can make the rumor come true though," Sunghoon says as he comes closer to you.

He reeked of Weed and Alcohol.

"Sunghoon, are you high?" You say, moving away from him.

Sunghoon lets out a large chuckle.

"I saw you that day y/n. I saw you with Jay." He laughs as he walks around.

"Sunghoon, I don't know what you're talking abou-"

"I saw you making out with Jay!" He exclaims.

Oh shit.

"I saw how he was kissing you, and how you let him! You tell me y/n, I've made it so obvious that I'm into you and you still go for that cold-hearted bastard who sleeps with every girl in town!" He shrieks in anger.

You were devastated at the situation you were in right now. Sunghoon was never the kind of person who would raise his voice at you. You knew he was upset, but why did he even act nice to you this whole week when he saw you and Jay making out? Suddenly, everything made sense to you. How Sunghoon never even called Jay once, and always avoided the topic of Jay's disappearance.

"Sunghoon, please...That's not what it was."

"Then what was it huh!" He yells.

"It means that we're into each other, and you should stop bugging y/n to accept you." A cold voice that you were too familiar with said.

You turn around to find Jay's angry gaze on Sunghoon as he stood behind you with his bags. A million questions started to cloud your senses as Jay stood in front of you, staring at Sunghoon coldly.

Tears started to blur your eyes as you saw the love of your life who disappeared for an entire week finally show up. You felt relieved to know he was fine, but you couldn't look at him the same way you used to, knowing that you hurt him.

"You did this to him y/n, he disappeared because of you." The dark voice in your head said.

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(ONE WEEK BACK)

“Y/n Ever since I knew you, I couldn’t get you out of my head. I’ve always felt drawn to you since high school. I may have slept with lots of women, but what we had yesterday was the most beautiful night of my life. I’ve never understood what this feeling was, but I hate it when you’re in pain. I hate it when other men look at you in an objective way, I hate it when they flirt with you, and I don’t know why, but I feel like you are my responsibility, and I always want to protect you. My day becomes better when I look at you, and every time you’re close to me… I cannot control myself.” He says breathing loudly. Your foreheads touching, and the two of you in absolute proximity.

“I’ve always been trying to figure out what this feeling is y/n. Now that I have to leave you and go, I know what this feeling is. I now know with whom I want to share my highs and lows. I know with whom I want my ‘Happily ever after.”

He sighs, brushing your left cheek with his thumb.

I’m deeply in love with you y/n.“

Your cheeks turned crimson red as your palms began to sweat. Your entire life suddenly felt unreal, as though you were in a dream.

"What the fuck y/n?? Did Jay just-just confess his feelings towards you?" You thought to yourself.

Jay was someone who never believed in love. He was The one who thought dedicating yourself to someone is worthless. He had broken the hearts of multiple women for this very reason. So why was he pouring his heart out in front of you?

You knew Jay was trying to look into your eyes to find an answer, so you avoid eye contact. You were too stunned to speak or look at him for that matter. You could tell a smile curl upon Jay's face from your peripheral vision as he gently brushes your cheek with his fingers.

"He knows you like him," A voice in your head said.

You didn't know why, but you just closed your eyes and enjoyed Jay's touch and the way it made you feel, making you want more.

Jay continued to brush your cheek, smiling at what his mere touch did to you.

"Y/n, look at me," Jay says softly.

You slowly open your eyes and lift your head to look at the only man you've ever loved staring at you with complete awe.

He tucked your hair strands behind your ear as your lips curl into a shy smile. He gently lifts your chin and places his lips on you. Jay gently brushes your cheek with his thumb as he kisses you passionately. Your lips were still numb from all the slaps Sam had given you, but you were sure Jay, or anyone for that fact, would never find out what had happened because you spent literally an hour cleaning and covering all the wounds. You didn't want to think about that for now, all you wanted was Jay's irresistible lips on yours and for time to just stop so that this moment would never end. You slowly pushed your arms into the sides of his jacket and held onto his shirt, tightening your grip as he started to suck on your lower lip. Just when you were about to pull him closer, Jay suddenly pulled back from the kiss and gave you a puzzled expression.

"Y/n, were you bleeding?" He asked, slowly bringing your face closer to his, examining every detail on your lips.

"No, I-"

"Don't lie to me, I could literally feel cuts and taste blood on your lips." He interrupted with a stern tone, now completely different from the calm and compassionate Jay who had confessed his feelings towards you earlier.

"No, Jay, nothing is wrong. I just had a lot to drink, and I tripped and fell down, scraping my lips." You lie as you take your eyes away from his eyes, unable to look at him, and blatantly lie.

Jay raised his eyebrow and looked at you with disappointment.

"Don't you dare lie to me, Y/n!" He exclaimed with utmost anger.

You were taken aback at how rude Jay was acting when not long ago, he just told you he loves you, and now he's practically yelling at you.

You roll your eyes and start to walk away when Jay swiftly appears in front of you.

He reaches his hand to hold you, but he refrains from doing so cause he knew deep down, that you didn't like to be touched without consent, or in a harsh way.

"Y/n, please don't lie to me, tell me what's wrong." He says with a worried tone.

You curled your lips into your mouth. You wanted to tell Jay. You wanted to tell him everything you felt. Although you did defend yourself, you were still traumatized by the incident. All the wounds and bruises you had on your body reminded you of Sam, and every time you thought about him, you wanted to harm yourself to feel some kind of relief from all the disgust you felt towards him and yourself. You felt different, but you still hated yourself for letting him touch you the way he did. You felt disgusted looking at your own body, at your own scars from your past. You wanted to cry your heart out to Jay, but you couldn't. You just could not bear the fact that Jay would be immensely hurt after knowing what happened with you. You knew he'd give up on his dreams to go to the tournament and stay here with you.

You wanted this, you wanted this more than ever. You've only dreamt of this moment cause you knew it'd never be true. How did someone like Jay, fall in love with someone like you. Never in your wildest dreams, did you think that Park Jay would even know you existed, let alone, fall in love with you?

You loved the man too much to even look at him going through the slightest distraught. You were willing to go to any lengths for his happiness which was why you were going to do what you had to do.

You turn around to face Jay as you take in a deep breath and let it out.

"Jay, nothing happened to me." You lie to his face, as he looks at you with disappointment.

You turn your head around, cause you can't bear to look at Jay's face after the words you were about to say.

"and....um...I, I don't think we're meant for each other..so...I don't think it's a good idea for us to date."

Your heart broke as you struggled to say every word you just did.

You loved Jay, and you genuinely wanted to be with him. But You knew that you were never going to be good enough for him. He was too good for you. Knowing you've been touched by someone else in an abusive way made you hate yourself. It made you feel that Jay didn't deserve to be with someone who was a victim of abuse.

apart from that, You wanted Jay to fulfill his dream and win the tournament and he'd stay back if he knew what happened to you. Even if he wouldn't stay back, you knew he'd always be worrying about you. It broke your heart to let Jay down, but what choice did you have? You were not going to watch the only man you've ever loved, go through intense pain because of you. You were not going to let the only man you've ever loved give up on his dream for you.

You didn't even realize you were crying when you felt the trail of your teardrops turn cold.

"I'm sorry Jay." was the last thing you said to him before walking away, leaving him in utter shock and heartbreak.

Jay didn't say a word, or rather he couldn't. He was too brokenhearted to speak.

You walk with wobbly feet as you felt like collapsing from the sorrow. Sobbing your heart out, you make your way out of the university. You did not want Jay to look at you crying. You knew you'd run back and kiss him and accept his love if you saw his face at that moment, which is why you didn't turn your back.

It was the right person, but the wrong time.

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•A/n: Hey guysss. Sorry no smut in this sksksk. But the story just took a vv big turn, do stick around till the end to know what happens. I will try to post more often ^^

Let me know if you wanna be added to the taglist.

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Taglist: @allorysayshi

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[linalilia]

🍁my enstars ocs (part 1): kaede ariyoshi! 🍁

okay, so i decided to try and make my own enstars ocs! even though i don't remember anything about the lore and plot hjnfjskdk I JUST WANT TO HAVE MY OWN CUTE LITTLE UNIT and make them interact with my friends' ocs hehe

the unit that i came up with has a menhera/yami kawaii theme because i always liked that aesthetic a lot and i thought it would be interesting to have a unit like that in the game. i thought that their name would be "band♡aid" I KNOW IT DOESN'T SOUND THAT UNIQUE I'M SURE SOMEONE ALREADY HAS A UNIT LIKE THAT BUT. I NEVER WAS THAT GOOD AT COMING UP WITH UNIT/BAND NAMES.

also, most members are actually foreign exchange students because.. most japanese names i wanted to use are already in the game. enstars has too many characters ndsdjksksk. and i simply thought it would be cool to have a unit that has so many foreign characters, like OKAY SLAY BILINGUAL/MULTILINGUAL KINGS.

i'm going to post their profiles separately and the first boy is actually their leader! and also he's the youngest one here, so yes, he's baby.

i haven't drawn their designs yet, so we will have to use picrews/character makers for now.

(links: 1 2 3)

name: kaede ariyoshi (有吉楓) (his last name means "to have, possess" and "luck" and his first name means "maple")

age: 16 y/o

school: yumenosaki academy

class: 1-A

club: game research club

circle: mystery researchers

height: 166 cm

date of birth: 13.07

zodiac sign: cancer

hair color: tonys pink

eye color: fuchsia

roommates: ruan yu, andrea mari

handedness: right-handed

blood type: A

likes: horror games, trees

dislikes: being the center of attention, arguing

favorite food: french fries

family: father and mother

hobby: listening to asmr, camping

specialty: making games

image color: #E5D0E8

unit: band♡aid

agency: new dimension

personality: kaede is a very shy and soft-spoken person who finds it hard to express his own opinion. he doesn't want people to think that he's weird or scary, so he tends to apologize before he even says anything and he always asks if the person he's talking to is uncomfortable with what he's saying. he also stutters and because of that it can be hard for him to even say just one word. but even though he's so shy and he hates being the center of attention, he's always trying to be a peacemaker of the group and if he sees his unit members fight, he's the one who tries to calm them down. and if he becomes angry enough, he can get surprisingly rude and even violent, he can easily punch someone if they annoy him too much. kaede is actually very interested in horror, especially horror games and before he became an idol, he was a game developer. he created three very short horror games, but even though he doesn't find them that special, kaede already has some fans. however, he refuses to talk about his interests in public because he's afraid people will judge him and think he's creepy. and according to him, it already happened in the past and that's why he became a shut-in and stopped going to school.

backstory: kaede was a fan of horror since childhood and his parents encouraged his interests even though they agreed that it was kinda strange for such a young child to be obsessed with everything scary and dark. he hoped that he will find friends with the same interests and he knew that a lot of his classmates also like creepy things, but to his shock, those kids started making fun of him because they couldn't believe that such a cute and "soft" boy like him would genuinely like horror. and when they learned that he really does like it, they only started bullying him even more and said that he needs to find a hobby that will fit him. they also thought that he was scarier than all those monsters and villains. eventually the bullying got so bad that kaede stopped going to school and refused to leave the house, even though he really liked going camping with his dad and he always liked going on walks and he found it calming. he decided to express his feelings through games and that's why he became so interested in creating his own games. his parents got so worried about him, they were afraid that kaede won't be able "to return to society" if they don't do anything. it should be mentioned that his parents are actually show business experts and they've been a part of it for many years. so, kaede's parents decided to make their child become an idol, hoping that it will help him become more confident and he won't be afraid of other people anymore. but kaede has no experience at all, so it will be quite hard for him to get used to this.. it doesn't help that he also was chosen to be a unit leader.

trivia:

you can often see him wearing hoodies and baseball hats, it's also a part of his school uniform.

he was chosen to be a unit leader because he seemed to be the "most normal" out of all the members and he genuinely wanted to get along with all of them.. but also because it was his parents' wish.

kaede is not that good at singing and dancing at first, but he slowly gets better at it because he doesn't want to let others down and he keeps practicing.

he has the most high-pitched and childlike voice out of all the unit members, however, he can sing in a much deeper voice when he has to. he finds it scary though, so he doesn't use it that much even though his fans find it more attractive

he is very attached to anzu because she was the first person who tried to help him get used to being an idol. he stutters even more when she's around and he often gets teased because other unit members think he has a crush on her. and they're kinda right

kaede's parents spoiled him a lot and it's also one of the reasons why he was bullied by his classmates. they say that forcing him to become an idol was the most harsh decision they've ever done.

kaede is bilingual and he's fluent in both japanese and english. whenever other unit members are having trouble with reading or understanding something, he explains it to them in english.

kaede was the one to come up with the unit theme and he made a reference to his past and his own personality when describing it. he thought that it would be interesting for their songs to still sound cute and innocent but have very dark and deep lyrics, it's just like his own vibe! he's also the one who writes lyrics to some of the songs.

[0jhopes-lost-sprite0]

𝕄𝕖𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕤

Childish! Jungkook x BadGirl! Y/n

A/n: sorry if I make any mistakes I tried my best :3

Written: 2021 11 June Published: 2021 22 July

~"Y/n! My mom said we can go to the park!" Younger Jungkook shouted. He came running over to while you were looking at this weird teddy bear. "Y/n?" Jungkook said. "Oh, Sorry I was just looking at this weird teddy bear" You answered while pointing at the light pink teddy bear. "Hmm.. It looks like.." Jungkook said. He was still thinking about what the teddy bear reminded him of. " Jungkook-ah! Mom said we need to go." Jin (Jungkook's older brother) shouted. Jungkook stopped looking at the teddy bear and gave you a necklace. " I wanted to give you this to remind you of our friendship!". He explained. Before you could respond Jungkook waved goodbye and went inside his house.~

"Heh..you still didnt come back..." you mumbled. Remebering that memory was painful especially since Jungkook never came back. " Class! We have a new student" Mr.Lee said. "Hi...Im Jungkook and I hope to be friends with you!" He said. You almost chocked on the piece of gum you were chewing. "Jungkook? Here? No way!" You thought."Right.. you can sit next to...Y/n!" Mr lee said while pointing to you. You scoffed in reply. As soon as he sat down next to you he asked " Y/n? Y/n Y/L/N?" You ignored him. You tried your hardest to ignore him but a sound escaped your mouth " Hmp!" You angrily said.

After class finished your best friends Taehyung and Jimin came straight after you asking you questions like " Is that the Jungkook you were talking about? Does he still want to be your friend?" You simply answered with a shrug. You didnt know how to feel about meeting Jungkook , You dont even know if hes your friend. Jungkook went up to you. " Y/nnie~ Why are yo-" "Shut up! Just leave me alone!" I shouted. Then I left to go to my next class. Taehyung ran after me.

| 𝕁ungkooks ℙ.𝕆.𝕍|

Why is she being so stubborn! I just want to be friends with her again just like the old times...

~"Jungkookie I bet you can't catch me!" Y/n shouted. She was running into the forest but Jungkook catched her and tickled her. " J-Jungkookie! Stop tiggling me! Hehe" Y/n said while trying to hold back her laughter.~

I had to go to my next class. " Jungkook~ I'm sure she'll come back to you! Why is she so special anyway?" Jimin asked. "I'll tell you after class" I answered. The teacher was talking really loudly but I couldn't really care I was mostly focusing on Y/n and her beautiful smile, Her soft skin and her Hazel brown eyes.

|~𝕐/𝚗𝚜 𝙿.𝙾.𝚅~|

"Right! Your partners are.....Taehyung and Jimin! Ari and Yuri! Y/n and Jungkook!" Mr.Kim shouted. "But-!"I was going to say something but Mr.kim cut me off. "No buts!" He told me. I looked over at Jungkook as he showed his bunny smile at me. He only smiled at 𝗆𝖾 it was weird but I guess hes desperate to be friends again.

"Y/n we'll do the project at my house!" He exclaimed. I just nodded my head in reply. We started working on our project when my phone rang. "I have to take this call I'll be right back!" I told him. I ran out of his house and sat down on his porch. I answered the call and was about to speak but I was interrupted by Taehyung. "Y/n~ Did you and jungkook get along?" Taehyung annoyingly said. "Tae why did you call me?" I asked ignoring his question. "Um.....Good question, I actually don't know..But me and Jimin were drunk last night!" He exclaimed. "Seriously Tae?....Bye!" I said as I ended the call. I went back inside to see Jungkook had finished half of our project. "I ....I wanted to finish quick so, you can do the other half!" He told me with a bunny smile on his face. I sighed in reply and started finishing the other half of the project.

2 Hours later

I finally finished and it was 9 am already! I looked over at Jungkook who was sleeping and just left without a sign. I ran over to Jimins house and used the spare keys to open the door. Only to find Jimin on the floor sleeping and Taehyung sitting down in a corner. "Right! How drunk did you guys get?" I asked curiously. "Well we nearly drank 3 bottles of bear, before Jimin passed out of course" Taehyung explained. I went over to Jimin and hit him with a pillow. "Ow! What was that for!" He shouted. "I knew you were fake sleeping!" I said.

|𝕁ungkooks 𝑃.𝑂.𝑉|

I woke up from my slumber to find that Y/n was gone without a trace. I picked up my phone and called her but she declined them. I looked at the clock on the wall and it was 9 am! That she stayed overnight...but where did she sleep? Wait am I forgetting something....SCHOOL!

|Y/ns P.O.V|

"C'mon we have to go to school!" I shouted as I pulled Taehyung and Jimin into the bus and sat them down. While the bus was driving us to school I opened my phone and I had 5 missed messages from Joonie and 16 missed calls from Michael Jacksons twin(The nickname for Jungkook).

📱 Joonie: Y/n! Yoongi said you leaked his phone number online!

📱 Y/n: Bruh..He doesn't know how to take a joke smh

The bus doors opened so, I had to go. Me Jimin and Tae came into the entrance of our school and there was Carly, Carly and her crew bullys us alot. "Well well, it seems like Y/n has an eye for the new student!" Carly shouted gaining everyone's attention. "Dont you know that Jungkook is mine? Well even if he wasn't with me he wouldn't like you!" She exclaimed while telling everyone to laugh. I had enough of this so I walked pass her but, she grabbed my hair. "Why are you running away? Are you a pussy? Hmm" She said while pulling my hair harder. I grabbed her leg and punched her face. "Nope it seems like your just a dumbass!" I shouted. Namjoon came from behind her and stopped the fight "Girls you both need to sto-" Namjoon was about to tell us to stop but I kicked Carly in her face and she went flying. "Jungkook is not yours and never will be! So stop pretending!" I screamed at her. Jungkook came in and heard me. " Y/n...Let's go" Taehyung said. Then we left like but I showed Carly my middle finger.

In the Principals office

"Y/n......This is the second time you've been here in my office, Do you have anything to say for yourself?" Mr.Jung asked. I shook my head and looked down at the floor. "If it carries on you'll have to be suspended!" He said. "Now get out of my office please" I walked out of his office and someone grabbed my wrist and pulled me in the janitors room.

"Y/n! it's me Jin remember?" He said. I nodded my head in reply. "Jungkook missed you but, you keep on ignoring him...Why?" Jin asked. "You know why! He broke his promise actually 2 of them!, He said he would protect me but when me and Carly fought he did nothing and he said he would never leave me!" I shouted. Tears formed an ocean under my eyes drowing my face. He wiped my tears as I saw pity in his eyes. "He didn't want to leave you! He was forced to leave!" Jin replied with shocking news. I hugged Jin for comfort and he hugged me back. "I'll try to be friends with him again! I promise you" I exclaimed with a determined expression.

Outside of School

I ran up to Jungkook and walked with him. "Why are you walking with me?" Jungkook asked. "I....I want to be friends again just like when we were little! I understand if you don't wa-" He cut me off by hugging me, I was about to hug him back but he picked me up!

|Jungkook's P.O.V|

I didn't want her to finish her sentence so I hugged her and put her over my shoulder. "Jungkook....DA FUQ ARE YOU DOING!!" She shouted. "Just playing with my short friend" I told her while laughing. Jimin, Taehyung and Hobi were taking pictures of us and posting it on social media, well except from Taehyung he doesn't want to die from Y/n.

I ran all the way to her house and greeted her mom "Hi Auntie!" I said as I ran up to Y/n's room and threw her on her bed. "Are we friends again?" She asked. "Yes" I said. "Even though I wanna be more than friends..." I whispered but somehow she heard me. We both sat up and she kissed me. It was passionate and soft I only dreamed about this moment never thinking it would come true. I kissed her back. It was like we were in an unstoppable dream. We broke the kiss for air. "Maybe we can be more..." She said.

The End~

A/n: The end is kinda cringy 😬, but you can imagine what happens next hehehehe!

[chibicalzones]

what the characters of haikyuu smell like pt. 3

featuring: 𝐧𝐞𝐤𝐨𝐦𝐚, 𝐟𝐮𝐤𝐮𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐢, and 𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐳𝐚𝐤𝐢  

read part one and two! 

DISCLAIMER: (just in case) this is my sister’s first impression on some of the boys so don’t take it too seriously! 

warnings: touches on gender and sexuality at some parts.

post made by: alex 🍒 - ALSO I FIXED OUR ASK BOX AND SUBMISSIONS! i didn’t even realize they were disabled i apologize :c but yes, feel free interact with us!! maybe we shall open requests? or at least on my end hehe 

— kuroo: nail polish

a strong aura

has a superiority complex but he knows bc he genuinely believes he’s better than everyone else

a cheater... in every way

wanted to be cool but then he created his own level of c00L B)

was popular - like the freshman that was friends with the seniors for nO reason

wears platform shoes

prefers vans over converse

drinks straight up expresso shots instead of coffee

uninterested in finding a relationship

(little does she know that this actually geeky science loving nerd is the loml so)

— kenma: wet fall leaves

tired of everyone’s bs

wanted peoples’ approval when he was younger but he’s grown out of that. already figured out it doesn’t matter 

“i dont care if my roots grow in”

trans

hangs with the boys

shy

has a mysterious vibes

his old friend group kicked him out and is now a lone ranger

started playing volleyball to find friends and get his emotions out

has his own superiority complex because he wants to feel that he’s better than everyone else but he knows it’s unhealthy 

acknowledges his own problems

likes edgar allan poe

— yaku: apple cocktail with vodka

mix of things: nice but also gets ticked off real easily

if he went to parties, he’d just be playing beer pong

has a girlfriend - one of the few things keeping him nice

doesn’t look he cares for people’s approval of him but he really does

B student

likes science but thinks astrology is stupid

jealous of vinnie hacker on tik tok

straight now but will become gay

— yamatoro: leather

grew up in a uhm... unfortunate place? 

originally dyed his hair to look cool but went with the mohawk 

people think he’s cool but just wants approval

single

dresses different than everyone else 

but now since it’s becoming a trend, he’s really annoyed that he used to get bullied for it

had a michael jackson phase

likes edm

really bad at showing his emotions

pansexual

— lev: pool / chlorine

the kid that pushes you into the pool when you didn’t wanna be there in the first place

makes fun of you for watching anime but recently started watching it

grew up watching pokemon as a kid but he only liked team rocket

ALSO has a superiority complex

capricorn energy, moon in aries

actually dresses up scary for halloween

parents are sweet but he can be a bit of a meanie 

had a toxic relationship with a woman... because he’s actually gay

— bokuto: gasoline

A CAR DUDE SKDJFSKDFJ 

infatuated with cars

specifically owns a tesla in which his dad probably bought for him

spoiled as a kid

the popular kid

every popular person has at least dated him twice

everyone thinks he’s attractive 

the class clown but may unintentionally make fun of people in the process

“iTs mEnTAL iLLnesS isN’T IT?”

has rich parents but at least he has morals!!!

but also might take your lunch money

taken, straight

changes girlfriends every two weeks

my sister basically thinks he’s your every day local fuckboi

— akaashi: burnt pasta

really trying his best 

has good intentions but his execution’s either subpar or just awkward

likes science, specifically physics

really likes making paper airplanes and that’s how he flirts: he writes love notes and sends them your way 

bad at showing emotions so he writes them

doodles and writes in class a lot

a transfer student

hasn’t had his first relationship yet

doesn’t like swimming but he likes pool floaties

knows how to play piano

straight... for now

— konoha: miso soup

a warn person

people who don’t know him are afraid to approach him but to people who are friends with him thinks he’s very comforting

hard on others because he’s hard on himself

has an arch nemesis that fights for his position

passive aggressive but means well

was bullied for the smallest reason... like he owned a spiderman lunch box in third grade

one guy stole his girl and his is SALTY

he’d be very startled if someone came up and hugged him

with that being said, his love language is acts of service

straight

— kita: ink

artistic

he does calligraphy

dabbles in spray paint

a bit conservative 

enjoys watching skateboard falls, parkour gone wrong, etc.

cheated in elementary school

a- a bully

doesn’t let people get close to him

people don’t know what to think of him

rather good at things that people may not realize, but he really doesn’t care if they realize or not

prefers iced tea over lemonade

takes health very seriously and doesn’t drink soda

uses they/them and states he doesn’t need a relationship

but he’s had one in the past and that’s how he figured out

— osamu: cotton

a reliable person

doesn’t necessarily have a lot of friends but cherishes to make sure they feel appreciated 

has a creative side

specifically sketches using pencil

likes movies and goes on movie dates

people like him for how forgiving he is

a hopeful person

has a realistic outlook on life 

very practical 

has several friends that are girls that think of him as an older brother

a lot of people like him but he he already has his eyes on set on someone 

a closeted bi

— atsumu: butter beer

GEEK

a popular kid with a quirk

a marvel geek, his favorite superhero is the th3 classic iron man

likes girls who don’t wear a lot of makeup, also goes for bruh girls

genuinely a nice person

tries his best to be a approachable person but his geeky-ness gets in the way

has strange intentions?

puts a lot of thought into what he does but does it in a not-so-logic way 

needs guidance

questioning life

is NOT like his brother

wants people to like him but he portrays himself weirdly

also questioning his sexuality

takes a gap year before college because he doesn’t know what he wants to do yet

— suna: battery acid

“there’s a potency to his presence”

takes all AP classes

does things for himself but he’s not that full of himself

wants to make it far in life

he doesn’t know what he wants to do but he knows he wants to make a difference in the world 

always chooses to pick up trash for volunteer work

likes math because it’s straightforward

his dream significant other is someone just like him: he needs someone to care for him and soften him up

people say he’s intimidating but his friends say otherwise

into alternative rock

he would dress the way he wanted if he didn’t get bullied :(

pan and single

𝐛𝐨𝐧𝐮𝐬!

— sakusa: the inside of a missionary

overwhelmed by his own thoughts but whatever he thinks, stays there 

not much of a talker 

he tutors people in math and science

reads a lot of fanfic

has a famous tumblr account - swashbuckler26 and posts abstract and contemporary art

desperately wants to graduate

wanted to become a doctor until he actually started researching

now wants to be an artist

owns peacocks

he has one best friend because they share the same interests but that leads them to argue a lot 

goes by they/them and doesn’t care for a relationship 

asexual 

this is the last part but i’m sure i missed some :/ if you guys have any other characters that you would like her to react to, lmk! hopefully i’ll be able to write for them soon!!! - alex 🍒