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hellcifrogs · 1 year ago

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This is what Kenshi sees when he goes visit his husband's AU.

Some good old redesigns to slowly get me back to drawing! - half of these are @dolce-tenebra-toscana 's designs, the other half are mine based off hers.

#my art #naruto au #konoha 12 #fox paradise au #legendary sannin #naruto #clearly there are ideas and thoughts behind the teams' mixing but pls enjoy just the visuals here #since I can't really explain them~#i can however pick my favorites >:)

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bearimba · 5 months ago

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Silver doesn't need another father. He's already got one of those, technically, but the man turned out to be a weak, cowardly bastard who couldn't face his own problems let alone raise a child. The way he sees it, there's no need to set himself for more disappointment. He's got a roof over his head and food to eat, and that's far more than he could ever depend on in the last... however many years he'd been living on the streets. Lance and Clair are annoying as hell, but while he's training in the Dragon Den, he doesn't exactly have much room to complain. Not out loud, anyways.

Lance doesn't particularly want to be a dad either. He's already got too much responsibility on his plate as Champion, and this kid clearly needs so much more emotional support than he feels like he can provide. Simply convincing him to move into his guest room was enough of a struggle, and it only really worked because Lance had promised Silver he could "earn" his keep. What the hell is up with that, anyways? He's not sure what Silver's past looks like, and he's not about to go prying, but the bare minimum he can do is make sure he doesn't have to rough it out in the woods anymore. At least Clair seems to be having fun training him...

Clair is more than ready to be an aunt. The other two refuse to admit to caring for each other, but unlike them, she's not afraid of something as stupid as her emotions. The brat's slowly but surely been mellowing out during his training, and her idiot cousin has actually been taking care of himself for once in order to be a "good example." Silver has even caught on to calling Lance "old man" like she does, on account of those ugly-ass reading glasses the all-mighty Champion has to wear, and she couldn't be prouder. Best part is, she doesn't have to spend a dime except to treat the kid every so often! That's a win in her book if ever there was one.

#pokemon #pokemon hgss #hgss #rival silver #champion lance #gym leader clair #warning! lots of rambling in the tags >_>#love me some Father Figure Lance(TM) but the way i characterize him and silver doesn’t completely allow for it #they end up caring about each other deeply but as mentioned neither of them would feel comfortable labeling their dynamic as father/son #doesn't mean lance can't be silver's “old man” and silver can't be lance's “kid”#clair meanwhile is just delighted to have someone else to beat up on /affectionate. she's a big fan of tough love #she understands silver's not looking for a family and accepts it just fine but she's still going to adopt him in her head #the three of them are family now. he can't escape. he's going to be welcomed and taken care of So Help Her Arceus.#part of her likes to spoil silver in a way she never really got as a child #(though that doesn't mean she's ever going to go easy on him during training. if anything it makes her push him that much harder)#(this definitely doesn't make silver think she hates him or anything until lance explains she's Just Kinda Like That)#(she's actually much nicer to silver than most people---she's extremely assertive and has a very strong sense of justice)#(which makes her seem a bit bitchy to others at times (and they wouldn't necessarily be wrong))#((this is making me realize i need to just write a breakdown of my characterization for her tbh))#meanwhile lance tries to give him more freedom and space to breathe since that's what he always lacked growing up #he's still going to be there if silver ever asks but he also recognizes that trying to get too close too quickly will just scare him off #anyways #*vibrating in place with the intensity of a million suns* i am so normal about them. i love them a perfectly acceptable amount.

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timothyslucy · 11 months ago

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they really weren't kidding about the rom-com vibes in this season.

#*carly catalogs #bridgerton #bridgerton s3 #no offense but they've said that in the past two previous seasons and sorry i did not get any rom-com vibes from s1 or s2 #but then again it took me a little while longer to get into this show cause i'm not gonna lie i hated s1 #idk how to explain it but something about both simon and daphne's characters book and show really pissed me off for some reason??#like... i don't like them at AAALLLLL #and i found their love story to be the least bit romantic (out of the 8)#and initially i wasn't gonna watch s2 cause of how much i didn't like s1 but the beautiful gifmakers on here got me #i enjoyed s2 sooooo much more #but THIS???!!!!!!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!#THIS #THIS IS SOME OF THE MOST HEART MELTING ROMANTIC SHIT I HAVE EVER!!!! SEEN!!!!!!!#it especially felt like one when....#cressida was explaining to lord debling that colin and pen have been friends since the featherington's moved across the street from them #oh wow would you look at how much i rambled 😳#but i can't help it that friends to lovers is MY bread and butter #colin bridgerton #penelope featherington #polin #otp: you are special to me

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bookwyrminspiration · 8 months ago

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i cannot emphasize enough how much my entire academic situation is currently hinging on receiving an email from one (1) person

#quil's unholy underworld #i emailed her a couple weeks ago but like. that was summer so i wasn't surprised to have no response #but i would've expected to hear from her in the past week. since the class is a special situation. and that's what she's done in the past #and now i'm like. please. the class on the schedule starts TOMORROW #i need to know if that is correct. OR. if like the other semester. this one starts a week late #AND if it's actually t tr or if it should me m/w in the system #which THEN impacts this OTHER thing that is really crucial #if it's for sure t/tr #i need to fill out a form explaining why i still can't take this other required class #which is marking me in the system as 'failing to make academic progress'#literally one class one credit hour.#that i have been unable to take purely because of these classes #and I need to petition them to be like hey. i'm actually do a whole shit load of stuff this ONE class is an outlier #but if it's m/w. then I need to resign up for that class. and drop another one #and then i WON'T have to petition #SO PLEASE FUCKING EMAIL ME ALREADY

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l0ganberry · 11 months ago

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agalychnisspranneusroseus · 4 months ago

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Someone should make an analysis of Amphibia's geography for fanfic writing purposes and by someone I mean Oh god please let there be something out there so I won't be tempted to procastinate on studying for my finals working on a detailed world map for a fantasy Disney show about talking frogs and polyamorous lesbian divorce when the writers themselves probably didn't think much about it beyond what would be funny in each individual episode

#so there's a train running through frog valley right?? but there are only like 5 settlements in frog valley #those being wartwood bog bottom lily paddington swamp shiro and the southern toad tower #but we never see any train stations going through neither wartwood nor toad tower #which means the train must connect at least two of the other settlements. why would wartwood be excluded? is the railroad still #under construction? why create such a huge piece of infraestructure for such a scarcely populated region connecting only three towns?#because we know for a fact that train doesn't connect frog valley to Newtopia or the rest of the continent #otherwise Anne and the Plantars would have traveled via train which would have been safer and faster #plus if the only way in and out of the valley is inhabilitated during several months a year it would explain the absence of said connection #since it would be really hard to maintain #maybe there ARE other ways out of frog valley but that road would mean going AROUND the mountains? rather than through them?#which could be more dangerous AND take longer than waiting for the ice to melt away in the most commonly used passage #the train could take advantage of that by going through those other passes #but it wouldn't explain why Anne had to wait for like 3 months to leave #the only explanation I can come up with is that the railroad system is incomplete #either because it's still under construction or because important parts of it have fallen out of use due to lack of maintenance #resulting in short and tiny tracks you can't take to go fucking anywhere #you know. like in my country!#my posts #amphibia

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okitanoniisan · 2 months ago

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no one can reach my level of petty hating about the stupid english title

#ada speaks #after scott made that thread about how the legitimately valid complaints about infinite wealth's loc didn't matter because of sales #i was like. god damn dude. like what a. horrible reality. so i'm voting with my money. i guess.#not that theres ANY FUCKING WAY to make these things known when there's nuance to it that Sales Numbers obviously can't convey #im just another +1 to the jp sales number and i'm fairly sure they count everything as Worldwide due to eng being included in all regions #but !! at least i dont have fucking. pirate yakuza or whatever the hell that english title is sitting on my shelf #and the other really fun thing is that availability of the game in canada is total ass and exclusive to some random online retailer #i cant preorder from....... fucking gamestop?? ok i guess it's amazon jp time. since this is. somehow easier.#anyway. hey sega. can we fucking talk about your english loc team and crunch and simulreleases.#can we maybe like. release a Good product and not a product that Sells.#these games are going to sell regardless because. the GAMES are good #people are going to buy them for The Core Game. and they are going to Put Up With the shitty localization.#im just. man. remember when SoA used to be proud of what they put out there. what a crazy concept.#if you're pointing to sales numbers to Own The Haters idk what to tell you. i think the haters might have a point. just this time.#you can't genuinely defend how undercooked and sloppy it is by explaining specific choices made or being informative #like so many times in the past #so its just.#lol suck it the games still sell #like yeah no shit. obviously??????????? but why in gods name should we have to Settle for a lesser experience #just because corporate wants a Finished product and not a Good one #frustrating <3 #god forbid art be anything but a consumable slop product with a Serviceable translation #to me this is one step removed from shipping it without any translation and being like lol just use google translate bro #and when everyone is like ????? what the fuck???? its like well it still sells. so clearly this is what the people want.#boooooooooo

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purpurussy · 8 days ago

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i have so many thoughts about the "i hate phil" bit but im too tired to articulate myself

#it's like. ok funny joke that you've been telling since you were closeted and hated yourself now say something true and beautiful #about that man who you love more than anything in the universe. but obviously that's exactly why he won't say it #i get it i just yearn for sincere affection. but i also accept that we're not entitled to that so we must live on opposite day crumbs #also “i hate my bitch wife” is so tired just as a bit in general #or maybe it's not that serious and I'm just really tired and i dont get it. i guess we'll never know #im just really happy they're being more niceys to each other on camera now it's a much better vibe #and i get that the tommy show was about rejecting the “i hate my wife” persona and moving into something healthier #which is also in line with what I'm saying so I'm not mad about the show #i just reject the notion that “i hate my wife” is an integral part of dnp #and i know it's ironic and was invented to keep us at bay and i respect that too #i have complex feelings on this i can't explain it. goodnight #i yearn for sincerity but i also understand why we can't have it. and maybe that means more than anything else #i do feel like he's moved on from the bitch wife bit as it used to be so that's nice #and im not talking about them having silly pet names or getting competitive when they're playing games #it's a specific thing im talking about can anyone hear me #or am i just sleep deprived and going insane #and i cant even post about this bc everyone is jumping to the most uncharitable interpretation of people hating on this bit #of assuming “oh my god are you stupid like obviously they dont actually hate each other”#😭 girl it's complicated

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it-came-autumnally · 3 months ago

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Girl.... what do you mean ending.... only a few lines ago you just said you're only eleven years old :')

#trails in the sky #trails in the sky sc spoilers #trails in the sky sc #renne hayworth #renne trails #(yes i know her real last name but. since this is a screenshot from sky and her last name is technically a spoiler for a later game #i know basically every game after sky spoils it and even promotional material doesn't hide it but. basic principle #so i will be yapping a bit in the tags before i put it)#anyway. man. i forgot that renne does actually give her backstory to estelle here #she doesn't outright explain the 'paradise' part but she shares just enough to give an inkling of what horrors she's suffered #and even though estelle doesn't fully Get It (by her own admission)#she does understand that whatever renne went through is something that no child should ever suffer #and it really works with the rest of estelle's arc which is about just. learning more about the world #and instead of shying away from the Horrors she faces them head on #honestly if there's one thing I've really honed in on my replay its estelle's self awareness #she knows she's a sheltered country girl but she can't turn a blind eye to all the darkness #even if she can't quite understand all of it she knows that she has people around her who will help her fight it #trails series #kiseki series #trails #trails spoilers #okay last warning for spoilers in the tags. i deeply apologize if this doesn't work #renne bright #autumnal rambles #anyway. all this to say that renne would be on the ohtori student council #though she does break out of her coffin.... eventually #also. i hit post without realizing. that well. it's a minor daybreak spoiler but iykyk. did not realize it at the time of posting

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deplcythebattery · 1 month ago

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life tip: if you're autistic about music PLEASE invest in a good pair of headphones. life fucking changing

#i have never bought something as expensive as these headphones i got today #but i've had them on for an hour and i just broke down sobbing #because i'm just working on my back patch stencil while listening to music #the quality is incredible and i feel more like myself than i have since i got sick years ago #it's such a little thing but i haven't been listening to music as much since moving in with ri #since. yknow. you kinda need to communicate and talk and you can't be unavailable all the time when u have a long term partner #also ri if you read this i'm in no way blaming you i hadn't realized i'd stopped until just now so do not feel any type of guilt about it #i don't even know how to explain it but it's like i was missing a piece i didn't know was missing #but god. my special interest is music. i keep forgetting.#and now the music being this close to me again and not from a stereo while i'm doing what little crafts my sick body can handle?#god. it's like a breath of fresh air. i need to put more effort into listening to music i don't remember the last time i felt like this #really felt bad about spending so much money on these headphones since we're still not anywhere near to being out of poverty #but god. god. it was so worth it.#genuinely haven't cried like this out of relief in a while #makes me really happy.

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equalperson · 3 months ago

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I fucking hate being traumatized because why am I bawling the hardest I've bawled in god-knows-how-long because someone I didn't even like that much berated Me. gasping wailing trembling and snotting over this for several minutes.

#personal #sanism #abuse mention #child abuse mention #I'm still not entirely done crying really. I'm just trying to stop and calm Myself. not doing well at the moment #because someone on the discord server mentioned trump's inauguration and I basically said 'I don't like trump either #but it's still important to keep pushing for change. who's in office doesn't change that' and he just. immediately escalated the situation #accused Me of not caring about oppression. I explained Myself further but he told Me to go fuck Myself and capped it off with #'you already admitted to being a fucking narcissist so why would i want to be around you' (exact quote BTW)#and I just can't stop sobbing. I don't know if I've cried this much since I was 13. I keep having to pause My typing because I start crying #I didn't hate him but I wasn't attached to him either. it's just that I have so much fucking trauma along these lines #so many instances of My mom putting words in My mouth. getting short-tempered with Me over benign remarks that I didn't understand #because I'm autistic. dismissing My opinions. making Me hide My feelings and issues from her #because she's made it clear that she doesn't trust people like Me #it's made Me have so much trouble handling even friendly social interaction. I've only just learned how to do that #I just can't handle having that same mistreatment forced onto Me by anyone else. especially with so little warning or build-up #and what makes Me break down even worse is the fact that I know I'll have to deal with him again #he wasn't even punished while this was happening. despite the server owner and other mod being online. the owner just said 'stressful day'#and the other mod started talking with a regular user about how it was uncalled for once he had already left the conversation #nobody even checked in on Me. even though I stayed online for a good half-an-hour afterwards. I only just logged off a few minutes ago #because the notifications from unrelated conversations started overstimulating Me #regardless. I don't even want to see him again. I don't want to be in the same server as him I don't want to talk to him I don't want to #but it's not a real formal server. it's a 'friend group.' and they've shown before that they prioritize keeping the peace #over actually punishing hostility. just a week or so ago I told them I wasn't comfortable with them using the R-slur #and someone freaked out over My complaint being 'politically correct' and left. he was brought back just a few days later. and before that #he had already derailed a previous discussion I tried to have about the word by sending gifs featuring it and redirecting the conversation #that sucked but at least it wasn't outright triggering. but I just can't stand the thought of having to be around someone #who treated Me so much like how My abuser has. that's the most I've ever had to relive My trauma because of someone else #that's the most anyone has ever mirrored it to Me. I just can't stand it but I know I'll have to be around him #I don't even know if he's gonna apologize. he's made it clear how little he thinks of Me as a human being. PLUS

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yuriyuruandyuraart · 1 year ago

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do you have any more doodles from that demon!au nightmare design you had!!??? and killer!!??:/&!:&; they were STUNNING!!!!

HGHHSFFHGF WAIT you wanna see that anon?? omg!!! i haven't had anyone ask me about them since bee waaa yes I do actually!!! they're pretty old (from when I was drawing w/ a mouse xd) but here goes!

no wips of nightmare yet but i could draw them if you guys want *shrugs* I really like how her design came out :D

#ask #my art #killer #cross #demon au #demon!killer #demon!cross #don't look at the anatomyyy these are so old GHGHGHG #if you ask me why i haven't posted these before I uhhh can't really explain? they were so old and i never found the opportunity to post em #and since there's no demand for them i also forgot about my own au :') sad i know sob sob</3 #nah jk i think about them once in a while whenever a song hits me in the feels but wahgag seeing this ask made me gasp in joy #thank you thank you anon!!! i'm so glad you liked them :'D I'll probably doodle night soon so look out for that teehee<333

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loregoddess · 3 months ago

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I know I essentially never had a proper painting teacher in college, despite multiple painting classes, and therefore actually have no idea how to use oils correctly, but every time I see an oil painting by someone who does know how the oil paints work, I'm like holy shit

#fun fact I'm not actually very good at any type of painting I just enjoy the activity #don't have space to paint in my house though so sometimes I get a wild longing to paint and I can't #also I haven't gone through the dreaded cupboard of old art supplies to clean it out and organize it since college #but anyhow paints never clicked for me but I love them a lot and I'll never touch oils again but I have mad respect for painters #and esp. oil painters #my ''intro to painting class'' was taught by a guy who was one semester away from retirement and let us get away with everything but murder #the next teacher who tried to rectify my class's lack of oil painting knowledge failed to explain it in a way that made any sense #(I was also lowkey scared of her bc I knew she was on the thesis panel and could fail me and I embodied every bit of art she seemed to hate #somehow she ended up liking me well-enough but I did not have the heart to ask her to explain herself better either)#really need to get back into experimental painting someday...#oracle of lore

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niinnyu · 4 months ago

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If you're someone who appreciates or wants to appreciate the effort and art of creating indie games and wanna know what the actual behind the scenes can look like, I cannot recommend this video by Noodle enough.

Not only is the story of the game (both in terms of who the game is about and the building of it) incredible but it's packaged in such a well made and funny and moving video gah. I don't wanna spoil anything so I'm being vague lmao but !!! Y'KNOW!!??

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#i dont even okay video games hineslty but omg #I've always had insane respect for people who create them but this really makes it so much more real (?)#idk how to explain it #i just havent been able to stop thinking about this since i saw it #idk if i did a good job convincing you to check it out but ough i hope #more ppl see this #anyway #noodle video cool #video recommendation #indie games #strange scaffold #bass reeves #YouTube #gamedev #video games #bass reeves can't die #wish i was better at wording smh smh #lmao #ok bye

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lunozapp · 7 months ago

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FINALLY I HAVE A FANDOM THAT ACTUALLY HAS FANFICTION WOOOOOOO

#im talking about portal lol #splatoon has fics yes but i never really cared for them #indigo park kinda but i can't really get invested in any since theres so much of the game that needs explaining in future chapters still #plok has 2; one is a danganronpa crossover fic and the other is INCE5T (EW) (NOT A JOKE) (I HATE IT HERE)#danger mouse has a handful but all the good ones are unfinished

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kgthesillyclown · 1 year ago

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Me fr when they banned my twitter acc permanently:

#I literally spent 9 months of my life for nothing-#the funniest thing is that they suspended me twice IN ONE DAY LMAO #you can't imagine how grateful I am for all the support you give me every day #one thing I noticed (since I started using Instagram especially) that they were really less toxic than Twitter #I will never use Twitter especially because it is very toxic-#I've never talked about this because I hate talking about this #but anyway I had 3 acc (my main one is obviously the one that was suspended forever)#and even though I had two other accounts I didn't want to use another 9 months unnecessarily so I decided to quit #the only thing I miss are my moots but luckily I'm still in contact with them thanks to our other social networks #I also wanted to create this meme to explain here what happened to my Twitter account (since I had never said it until now)#Btw thanks all for the support you give me every day it's means sm for me <3

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