#simply vanish for a time
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i am seeing why everyone speaks so highly of terry pratchett's works
#picked up a discworld book and started reading it yesterday#partially out of intrigue and mostly out of a lack of anything else to do#(small gods. if you wanted to know which)#it really is interesting. the style. the humor#there's something to the way he presents concepts that i don't think i could describe aptly if i tried#but is very much the centerpiece of my enjoyment here#it's not a skill i posess. when i try to elaborate on things i tend to get more obscure#i think the ability to distill matters into this sort of clarity is much more valuable#aspen tag#this is like a nothing post. in the sense that i am saying things which are true but have no point to them#but if they just stay in my head i will forget them faster. and there's more to follow still#(and also because i sense a new interest cresting over the horizon)#(and it'll be nice to have a timestamp for the start)#also for tone clarity this entire post is like. intellectual monotone#when you're on a train of thought so firmly that all those less relevant functions#like the performance of emotion#simply vanish for a time#deeply refreshing state of mind#probably runs parallel to the clarity comment here in some sort of way but i couldn't say anything more on it#have to give it time to form. i can tell it's something. it's just also not there yet
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My submission for @aimportantdragoncollector's trioholders event (bonus round)!!
they are at the beach
#why? to smash childrens sandcastles and so yoichi can force third to let him give him a sand mermaid tail#jk its because yoichis pale ass needs to photosynthesise#even just a smidge of tan would be a miracle#anyways it took me 16 days but i did it yall#im gonna go cry in a corner now this was a PAIN to draw#was nearly gonna draw thirds hand on yoichis waist but then i realised i'd have to draw hands 😔#i was gonna give yoichi sunglasses but i ran out of time (ironic isnt it)#i had to make sure my first proper piece with the third ofa user was immaculate. i simply had to go plus ultra on him#....then the abs came#suddenly my will to art vanished#dont ask what happend with yoichi.... i cannot explain this phenomenon/miracle#something snapped in me after all my horrible yoichi arts i did the previous month#third only took me 3 days to draw. BLAME YOICHI FOR HOW LONG THIS TOOK!!!#his prettiness became the weakness for me finishing by the deadline#mha#shigaraki yoichi#yoichi shigaraki#one for all#my hero academia#first ofa user#third ofa user#my art#Three Weeks Of Trioholders#ichisan#i swear if i forgot a tag in here im gonna cry ITS TOO DAMN MANY#being someone that overdoes everything and is a artist AND writer is so painful. limits dont exist in the eyes of tien#just like sugis many ways to store me away#YEAH YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE SAFE HUH SUGI NOW EVERYONE KNOWS YOUR A VAULTER#i will escape from under your shoe. one day.
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two consecutive reactions to arcane s2ep7, an exhibit
#only had time for one ep today but that wrecked me enough#ekko arcane#jayce talis#arcane#arcane s2#arcane spoilers#arcane s2 spoilers#c speaks into the void#ok spoilers in the tags:#I HAVE BEEN CRYING FOR HOURS#ekko's stronger than me i would have never left#no because how do react to that. knowing there's a universe where your entire life didn't fall apart#powder is eventually going to realize that the reason ekko painted vi like that is because he knows how she would've looked if she lived#also tf happened to heimerdinger. did he just straight up vanish#for a moment there i thought jayce was c*nnibalizing himself until my sister told me he was eating an animal#last but not least FUCKING STROMAE??????#'LE PIRE C'EST TOI ET MOI'?????#'ennemie' sounding so much like 'ami' when he sings it i'm going to pass out#the song was the final blow tbh this will be in loop for a while#i am not ready for the other two i'm simply not#i need 3 weeks to recover from this one alone
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Luffy reminds of the Avatar because when the world needs him most, he do be vanishing
#luffy stop getting stuck challenge [IMPOSSIBLE]#oda needs some better excuses to keep luffy away from fights because this is getting repetitive#soon he will take from zoro's and sanji's book and simply get lost or vanish for twenty episodes#i'm only on episode 250 this has happened too many times#one piece#monkey d. luffy#luffy
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Would it be paradoxical to give the Lords what I cherish most, which is currently between Tinky and Wiggly, in exchange for forever being able to be with the Lords in the Black and White whenever and for however long I want?
#starkid#the lords in black#the summoning starkid#wiggog y'wrath#hatchetfield#hatchetverse#would Wiggly and Tinky just hide from me every time I visit or would they simply evaporate#if they just vanish does that mean they're dead? did I just figure out how to kill them??
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Vanishing
#there is a urge to die violently#to burn up in a way#I don’t wanna kms but I cannot see a peaceful end for me#but despite that I hope to simply vanish to others#be that one old mutual or artist who was online one day n then simply disappeared#don’t deny it sucks to know when someone vanishes n not know why#but at the same time that feels ideal in a way??? at least then you can maybe think positively n say they simply chose to leave on their ow#had friends who simply up n vanished one day n idk where they are#but I hope if they’re out there they’re doing well#idk thoughts for the night I guess#art#my art#drawing#draw#Shade#vent art#vent#anyways gonna call it a night I guess#goodnight yall
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Mom was recounting when she traveled with me to one of my grad school interviews bc she couldn't remember which state it was in.
'You don't remember? We flew there together, we got a rental car, when you went in for the interview you dropped me off at a nearby shopping plaza, we stayed at a hotel after etc'
Me: ...
#mytext#HOW COULD I SIMPLY FORGET????? WTF#i only vaguely remember having to share the bed w my mom bc i hate sharing space#and i sort of recall driving down a long flat freeway. BUT NOTHING ELSE. WHAT THEFUCK#i dont remember what school it was or what the campus looked like or who interviewed me or ANYTHING about the interview process#TO BE FAIR. i was undergoing some of the worst clinical depression in my life at the time. BUT STILL#an entire plane trip hotel stay rental car and interview process and i dont recall ANY of it????? bro wtf#honestly i forget so many things that it scares me sometimes#i feel like i should journal more or smth bc huge chunks of time and experiences just vanish from my head like this#i take a lot of pics but maybe i should take more...
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I am feeling so fine and normal right now
#attended viewing party at crush's house. many people meant to come. i was the only one to show#yes we did spend the evening eating pizza just the two of us#was it a lovely time? yes#am i also getting the urge to vanish off the face of the earth? yeah#i was NOT prepared#and i cant tell if he's just being nice to me because he's simply nice!!!!!#devastating. catastrophic.
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How did Huey get rot? Did he always have it?
He got it from Venom thanks to Ocelot who is a known neuron fly thief.
Jokes aside though, Huey in the rain world au has a minor case of rot after Hal is born due to he, Strangelove, and Hal living around Venom's area since Venom in the au is the iterator who created the rot.
Huey is an opportunistic lantern mouse who will eat and bring home just about anything he can carry, and if he finds a chunk of fruit that looks a little weird? Well who is he to question it, the area is strange.
#crow chitter chatter#metal gear solid#mgsrwau#the rot isnt the reason his legs dont work tho he was still born with unworking legs#the way i see it he gets around primarily with his tail and his arms because the mice use their tail like a grapple#sorta similar to how hal gets around with his own tail as a grapple since hal is part lantern mouse himself#huey has eaten at least two or three neuron flies sure hes again an opportunistic lantern mouse and thats like free food#its not like he knew they're the equivalent of a brain cell to an iterator#venom simply noticed that a lot of his neuron flies were vanishing and it couldn't just be the rot causing it#and ofc it was 100% ocelots fault but thats something for another time or what have you
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Hello again after several months it is time for life update
PERFORMING MY FIRST SURGERY ON TUESDAY!! 😵💫 Dog spay on a sweet big ol hound girl! Wish me luck omfg I’m so excited and nervous 😵💫😵💫
Did my first practice ultrasound today and this dog was so full of kibble. My god was he full of kibble. What a sweetheart
T-minus 2 and a half months until I start clinical rotations and officially become 50% done with vet school. Bruh
In other news I’m almost 9 months on T and I’ve got a lil beard + mustache and I get gendered correctly by the public about half of the time which is insanely exciting to me at this point!!
#talk#vet stuff#trans stuff#sorry if i vanish for 2-4 more months I simply do not have time to do anything lately lol
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Ingo and Emmet, by the timemost of the fic takes place in the Mistborn AU, have certain strengths and weaknesses, and certain parts of their respective fighting styles that are rather unique.
This got so long. I thought too hard.
Got some claustrophobia stuff here, too.
Anyway:
Ingo's main weakness is that he is essentially a false Mistborn and does not, in fact, have the ability to burn all Allomantic metals. He gave himself the ability to burn metals other than iron by way of Hemalurgy -- specifically, by using slender pins, like very large needles.
(There's a certain irony and logic in the fact that he hunts Steel Inquisitors and yet has made himself into something resembling the same thing that he seeks to eradicate)
As such, there are certain things he's unable to do -- tracking someone by sensing the metal they burn, for example, or hiding his own use of metal. Most of the metals he burns are very noticeable -- steel and pewter, for example, though he also uses tin to amplify his senses for the purpose of self-preservation.
Also, claustrophobia. Very bad claustrophobia. He will panic if he's shooed into an enclosed space, especially at night -- an alley, an underground tunnel, a small room, anywhere small and confined.
Emmet's main weakness (outside of his linchpin) and is the fact that he constantly burns tin. As far as I can recall and tell, Steel Inquisitors don't really see normally -- having metal stakes driven into your eye sockets will do that to you, I guess -- and instead "see" by way of sensing metal. So, the presence and absence of metal. I think.
(One of the twins clocked him in the face with a brick, once)
(No you don't get context) (yet)
This is something that he's gotten used to, but being unable to see what's around him makes him exceptionally uneasy at times -- especially because of the fact that his hearing is not the best. It isn't the worst, but it is not the best, either.
Thus, he burns tin. It's almost constant, giving him an edge by letting him pick out the sounds of things nearby, such as sneaky little gremlin twins or murderous brothers or similar such threats. But this is for picking out small sounds -- he uses quite a bit of tin, as a result, and his hearing can be very sensitive at times, to the point where overly loud noises can be debilitating until he stops burning.
Now, fighting.
Ingo is very nimble, and accurate when moving via iron and steel. He's acquired quite a bit of flexibility and precision with his movements -- a lingering result of squirming around underground and trying not to shred his arms completely when reaching for atium beads in the Pits of Hathsin -- and when firing coins.
But here's where he gets fun.
His steelpush isn't the most powerful -- imperfect Hemalurgy, the pin spending too much time outside of his body, and such, has made it so. Coins are good, convenient weapons, but what about other pieces of metal, like shrapnel?
What about adding poison to the mix?
He wears gloves -- thick leather gloves that the shards won't cut through. The shrapnel cuts through skin with far less force than a coin, and if he's decided to use poison, well, isn't that convenient?
(I just really like the idea of Ingo knowing a lot about poison and toxins; it's fun, and in this case, I feel like it's something that's plausible)
Emmet, on the other hand, excels at close-quarters combat. And if he is given a weapon, he will dual wield. Knives? He's got two. Probably four, just in case one of them breaks. He knows when to flare pewter to hit especially hard, relying on his own natural speed and skill to get close, and when to burn it in the background to dull the pain of any wounds, to conserve what he has.
He hits hard and he hits fast, and you'll probably have either broken bones or a good number of lacerations by the time he's done with you -- if you're still alive.
Anyway, I just think these guys are neat. And that the idea of Mistborn using shrapnel in place of coins would be terrifying.
#when I finally get my mitts on these books again I'm just gonna vanish for like a week#come back on a whole dang mistborn kick#egginfroggintalkin#eggin's writings#mistborn au#subway boss ingo#subway boss emmet#submas#claustrophobia#ingo is a terror who can freaking snipe you and leave you dead even if you escape#emmet is a terror who will simply bleed you or delete your bones#they are both terrifying and it gets so much worse when they work together#pokemon#I was like hey#if steel inquisitors see by sensing where metal is#can they. like. not see things that aren't metal#could you just whip out a brick or something and chuck it at them and they wouldn't be able to see it#I'm sorry but I find the concept of just. whacking an inquisitor with a brick. far funnier than I should#knife broke oh well BLUNT FORCE TRAUMA TIME#I was so tired when I slapped all this down
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pirate oli is DISTINCTLY different from all the other oli's for the reason of him being in a heterosexual relationship
ahahahahahahaha how little you know,
#oliposting TWO#the rituals are intricate my friend. i'm definitely going home to my wife except for the part where i make absolutely no effort to do so#oh i'll go back when i get a new ship. oh i'll go back when i get some more money. oh i simply lost her i don't know where she is#she didn't leave! i'm the one who vanished! i know EXACTLY where she is and i absolutely could gather the time and money to return#but the boys. the sweet boys the kestrels. they're far more appealing of an option than a woman who yells at you for every little thing#and so i say i'll return but really i know she's probably out there raising our boy with a new lover. maybe a woman. who's to say#sorry for answering your ask about olivaire in first person i have a mental disorder
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i'm still mostly in waiting mode for the new hellblazer & queueing up a bunch of stuff for when school starts up again in a week & i'll get hellaciously busy again, so i am in & out around here this week. sorry everyone!
but in the meantime i AM poking around on my hellblazer npc multi (@debtsunpaid) if anyone wants to fuck around with the folks over there. i just put up an interest tracker, temp bios are in the pinned, and i'm working on full bios for everyone this week.
#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#headinhands.png#sorry for vanishing y'all this has been. a time. sick family & hospital visits & now a vet visit has me fried#and this ADHD is a real son of a bitch bc i simply Cannot focus i am too busy thinking about THIS TUESDAY#NEW FUCKING HELLBLAZER TO CHEW ON at which point i will once again be feral and rabid and writing#in the meantime i am throwing shit at the wall to build a very fun cosmic horror-ish oc based on the Fear Machine#who is basically the god born of all humanity's collective fears. supposedly defeated by zed & john in the late 80s#but now psychically chained to a wreck of a german man who thinks it's an alien he picked up in space#so if y'all want to hear me run my mouth about obscure hellblazer mythology again i'll be kicking around the multi#sched.
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Me: I will write an outline for my Bill-comes-back fic
Me 30 min later: has written down an outline for a prequel fic instead of for the fic itself
#godsrambles#mylongficidea#i dont think spoilers matter much for this idea since we already all know it has to end with him being brought back to life#so. the idea is: time seems to rewind as soon as bill says the axolotl message and bring bill back to the start of weirdmaggedon#and everything goes exactly how bill wants it to and everyone behaves exactly how he assumes they will#and eventually he can no longer lie to himself about what is very obviously happening here.#which is: he is in some kind of place comparable to mabelland. none of it is real.#and no matter how much he tries to lie until hes not lying anymore about it being real. its just not. and it feels hollow. and he wants out#and as soon as he decides he wants out? the place vanishes as if simply not wanting it anymore is the key to leaving#and then the axolotl is like 'hi i put you in there lol. now u must choose. wanna go back to a world that bends to your every whim?'#'or do you wanna go back to the real world?' and bill is like 'real world. duh.'#axolotl: it will b painful having a physical form are u sure?. bill: yea! <-thinks he can get the real world to bend to his whims again
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actually there is something to think about irt althaea and ardbert and it is i think that ardbert is such an odd one out because hes a crumb of something deep within althaea that she wasnt even fully aware of her and so is so unsuspectinglty her and also the one thing emet tries to forget he ever saw in her. and it was hatred
#the anger and hatred and vitriol that seemingly posessed althaea in the like final 3 days#cause its good to remember that nobody has ever seen althaea be angry before. very few people have ever seen her cry#and NOBODY has ever seen her cry from sadness. but anger was simply smthn not even althaea think she had in her#the first time anybody saw it was when emet announced to althaea him siding with the creation of zodiark#thinking that he could sway her to join in but instead for the first time althaea showed utter and absolute contempt#she threw a book at his head and slammed the door running out so hard that it broke one of the hinges#the second time he tried to talk to her about it she proclaimed that she hopes he dies (the bad word!) and never talks to her again in any#life. and yells that she wished she never met him and that she never was his friend and to never seek her out#and then she just fucking VANISHED and they began trying to cover up the existence of the seat
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me at 9:32 PM: I’d rather be tossed into a shredder, every moment I’ve ever lived an illegible pile of lines on the floor, than to ever be read by a man like him again. me at 9:34 PM: dark chocolate chips complete me.
#i wish i was making this up#but I came specifically to tubmlr to write that down because I've honest to god never had a human being make me feel like I wanted to undo#all that I am#simply because the idea of existing in his presence makes my skin crawl#so badly that I want to climb out of it and vanish from his memory alltogether#but I found a bag of unopened dark chocolate chips in my cabinet#from some time when I was optimistic about baking#and they don't expire till next year#unlike me who is existing well past my sell by date#and a handful of chocolate chips has made me much more optimistic about my future#these chocolate chips were meant for baking#not stopping a crisis#but here we are#if my chocolate chips are meant for greater things#maybe I am too#jk I AM MELTING AND UNHINGED#kill me
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