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corrose · 5 months

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Mom was recounting when she traveled with me to one of my grad school interviews bc she couldn't remember which state it was in.

'You don't remember? We flew there together, we got a rental car, when you went in for the interview you dropped me off at a nearby shopping plaza, we stayed at a hotel after etc'

Me: ...

#mytext #HOW COULD I SIMPLY FORGET????? WTF #i only vaguely remember having to share the bed w my mom bc i hate sharing space #and i sort of recall driving down a long flat freeway. BUT NOTHING ELSE. WHAT THEFUCK #i dont remember what school it was or what the campus looked like or who interviewed me or ANYTHING about the interview process #TO BE FAIR. i was undergoing some of the worst clinical depression in my life at the time. BUT STILL #an entire plane trip hotel stay rental car and interview process and i dont recall ANY of it????? bro wtf #honestly i forget so many things that it scares me sometimes #i feel like i should journal more or smth bc huge chunks of time and experiences just vanish from my head like this #i take a lot of pics but maybe i should take more...

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