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dear fellow huanlian fan i pray that nothing serious happens to your health 🙏🙏🙏 i have been following your tgcf posts since ep1 of the donghua s2 ~ truly a joy to see your posts so please be well and keep posting 🌸
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/starts sobbing/
thank you dear friend oh my god
i swear i am so scared every time i post because i actually have a huge self-image anxiety
i feel like i’m writing too stupidly, too loudly, too selfishly
but i haven’t had an opportunity to share my feelings on tgcf for so long
because i never found a fandom friend for brainrot chatting
and then i ended up here (ty @ardenrabbit) and figured
why don’t i post here
this way i won’t bother anyone in particular and no one is gonna read anyway
but then people did
and started liking and sharing and commenting???
and it’s such a confusing but nice feeling
this rush of big numbers
but the reality of it is hard to comprehend
aren’t people annoyed??? that manic manner of speech must be obnoxious
what if i wrote something good once but then people started noticing that it’s not, in fact, good at all???
it’s very scary
but
when i see such reaction posts from others
i feel true and deep joy
a feeling of companionship, probably
a happiness in seeing someone share your love for something
it amplifies the feeling
and maybe
if i can make someone feel something like this for a moment, then it’s all good, right? 💦💦💦
so thank you very much for writing this, kind person ❤️💦
it means a lot 💦💦💦
#tgcf#i guess?#tian guan ci fu#tgcf season 2#tgcf fandom#tgcf thoughts#tgcf brainrot#hualian#hualian thoughts#i just#love them so much#i have never seen a ship that would be this comforting#and a story that would be so funny romantic yet deep to the point of carrying morals i’ve been actively trying to live by my whole life#and the two of them are just#they#they are just so innocent#like i mean#their love at its core is so pure#simple but so deep#and yet not perfect#but that gives me hope#and comforts me when no one can#yeah#💦#probably i’m scared of oversharing because for a year i’ve been screaming tgcf on my friends who are not in the fandom#and some might’ve thought it a bit too much#but why the fuck not#you drink and smoke and i hualian#so fuck anyone who shames you for having a hyperfixation#be happy and healthy and care about yourself
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Blacked out in front of my tablet and woke up with sketches of my Touchstarved mc + Kuras my beloved. woops
#I found out dr. kuras is 6'6 I said hold on lemme get a stool so I can climb this man#touchstarved#touchstarved game#touchstarved kuras#kuras#sleepyscribble#oc.emma#my mc is meant to be a self insert but also like. I wanted to come up w a design and character arc and everything jkvkvk#so I ended up basing her on my personality/looks but taking her into a direction that would fit the game#she's like. me but 'characterized' and a bit exaggerated for the sake of being a character yk#the way she turned out is that she's basically a friendly happy go lucky mage who laughs at her own misery but hides#a deep layer of self loathing underneath all that bc of her curse#having been cursed all her life she believes she's a monster and the sunny personality is a way for her to 'make up for it'#but at the same time she feels like a farse. like she's only luring ppl in to an inevitable demise#and she thinks she's selfish bc despite knowing the danger she poses she still goes out there and puts herself among ppl#bc she craves human connection. even tho she feels guilty for 'indulging' in it#anyway I love the cursed mc concept in this game <3 it's been really interesting to think abt how that would affect someone#also I kept her physical features looking pretty much like mine#bc I wanted to draw myself in a cute way. teehee#but the clothing I was basically thinking like. early game simple clothing that she didn't rlly pick for herself#and maybe later I can have an updated design w something she would actually pick for herself
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Frame redraw! Salim saving Jason from the spear.
(only one of many times these two save each other)
https://ko-fi.com/rhysuje
#house of ashes#jalim#jason kolchek#salim othman#dark pictures anthology#the sword and the shield#art#hello HoA fandom I might be coming up with more#it's a freecam angle but it was so pixelated i had to draw over it#also that spear hits different#i mean for a death#it feels so bad with this one because Jason comes back to save Salim which is already redeeming#and if he gets speared it's like this poetic justice he would see fit to repent for his crimes#but it's like honey no#you don't deserve death it's your demons talking#so that's why Salim saving him here feels especially strong for me#because he's going against that negative justice and Jason's negative believes#i mean if this was an action movie it would be so easy to write jason off like that#but Salim fights for him so adamantly both physically and emotionally#again another instance of Salims presence pushing Jason towards much higher shelf of self development#thats why i love these two because it doesn't stop on simple Soldier-saving-Soldier thing#it goes so deep into their psychologies#MHM MHM MHM!! good shit!!!#rhysuje
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happiness today and tomorrow (ID in alt)
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun maximum#trigun#ruporas art#hello here's another vw dump wraughh everyday i think about them being embarrassing infatuated w each other#it's like... at some point i must stop and look away... their love is too bright too dangerous.... but i will not... and neither will the#sidenote on the first comic - i drafted it bc im annoying about vash finding wolfwood lovely in simple ways but bc he's so restrained#in his thoughts those compliments dont usually come out. and when they do - bc he thinks about it so often - i think it'd come out bluntly#like. factual in tone as opposed to his inner deep exploding feelings about ww. only when he's pried deeper - prompted to expand#On these feelings does he get shy lmfao.... and bc it's simple complimentary words ww would take it casually in stride#dip him then call him cute and Maybe he'll get shy (pondering)#as u can see all i do is think about the fluff rn. tragedy where!
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Yue Qingyuan and Tianlang Jun having tea together ☕
[Commission for @absolmon!]
#poorly drawn svsss#svsss#better drawn mdzs#yue qingyuan#tianlang jun#Do not hold the teapot like TLJ is holding it. He is actively burning his hand and *also* putting the teapot at risk.#He is (at least) using the right type of teapot (lighter coloured) to have a lighter tea.#The world of tea is extremely deep and I will probably do a comic about how to pick the right teapot / how to do a simple ceremony#You do *not* know tea until you have someone who knows tea make a cup for you.#Even if it is just a 'frathouse style' tea ceremony with random utensils to get the job done - it is so tasty.#Anyways; I think these two deserve to have a nice tea break. I like to think they are having jasmine tea.#TLJ is very much based off of my Luo Binghe design so if you wonder why he is so soft looking - that's why!#Thanks again to Absolmon for the commission! I really did love working on this B*)#EDIT: Thank you to Livingmeatloaf for helping out with the alt text! I added a few notes but it was really helpful to have a base!
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There's just something so therapeutic about screaming your lungs out to your favourite songs at a concert
#music heals#band#concert#pop punk#all time low#a day to remember#blink-182#boys like girls#every avenue#fall out boy#green day#good charlotte#my chemical romance#mayday parade#paramore#panic! at the disco#simple plan#the story so far#neck deep#black veil brides#bring me the horizon#new found glory
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And I just have to tell you that I
Love you so much these days,
#homestuck#dirk strider#bgd#brain ghost dirk#jake english#dirkjake#hs2#homestuck^2#homestuck 2#hsbc#homestuck beyond canon#homestuck epilogues#candy epilogue#admin draws#fanart#i cant even pretend im normal about my own art or this song im sorry#im tryna think of something to say abour this and i keep thinking about the lyrics and i GRGRHHHHFHFJG#i dunno man. i love plastic beach. i cant say anything here that is not gallbladder-achingly cheesy#but just. i dont know.#jake keeping a little bit of dirk in his heart all those years. even if bgd is 'all' jake hes still in the memory he carries#when i listen i find myself stuck between which singer/verse should be jake and which should be dirk. but the answer is simple#theyre both both.#jake thinks hes the one singing abour getting abandoned. but really hes the one losing himself in the substance#and dirk. dirk is the one watching him lose himself. but since hes just a part of jake. yeah.#'i have to tell you that i love you so much these days' both as something jake is saying to dirk and what jake wishes dirk was there to say#hes so alone in that reality. even if he might not admit and go so far as to imagine dirk saying it. its something that deep down#he aches to hear. the man who has deemed himself unlovable and incapable of love. he still wants to hear it despite himself#he still wants to say it despite nnot being able to bring himself to even process that emotion#sigh. see what happens. i cant talk aboht it bc a single line turns intoTHIS
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#tears of themis#luke pearce#lukerosa#this has been a draft for almost 3 months or so now#i had this daydream where luke was just working while rosa looks at him since she mentioned she enjoys to watch him tinkering#and she just says ily....because she thinks luke still needs to hear it#his love is strong but so is hers!! shes so deep into him as well!!#its not that much but i think lukerosa is simple and sweet like this is#feel like she'd do this somewhat early in their relationship#im sure after three years together he more than knows how loved he is o(-(
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El being *12 hours earlier* than the Cali timeline when she arrives at Nina. Will saying ‘it’s been 9 hrs’ in the scene following his monologue in the van.
We know that at some point their timelines merged when they arrived to save her…
But we don’t know when exactly those alignments took place when they were still apart… which just makes you wonder…
#byler#something something#el’s not stupid#she heard everything at rink o mania which included mike deflecting about not calling Will#she heard Dustin say mike was being annoying about Joyce’s telemarketing job#she got her powers back roughly around the time the van scene was happening we can presume…#why would she not check on Mike and Will after finding out about the Hawkins gang?#she was literally with them last and it would make sense for her to want to know where they are/what they are doing#and since the timeline is off with el at Nina… just makes you wonder#the sad painful looks el makes during Mike’s monologue…#if she heard anything from that van scene..#whether it be mike saying it wasn’t fate/destiny and was just simple dumb luck…#if she heard Will emotionally play off deep feelings he harbors as el’s#even writing off his painting as being commissioned by her…#oh and the heart??#if she heard that and heard will encourage mike with it before telling her he loved her#no wonder she looked miserable#and left dude on read at the end instead to focus on max#both after his monologue and at the cabin 😙#this line from s2 is so insane in the context of this too…#bc if she saw them in the van and saw Will’s speech…#she also saw mike’s reaction which was blurred for us…#Joyce: he’s not doing well…#El: I know. I saw.#Joyce: what else did you see?#El: 👀#delusional but free
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The elder men spoke low. They took a vote and said no. They turned around real slow. Where did they go? Where did they go? And the question oh, the question: can the kid keep his eyes, if the fire doesn't die? They said no.
They Took a Vote and Said No - Sunset Rubdown
#i do this instead of like. making an animatic lmao. this song is so good. the breakdown!! auughhh#doctor who#dw#thirteenth doctor#the timeless child#fanart#digital art#my art#comic#cause the fire never dies so the kid lost his eyes oh that's how it goes :(#the lyrics on spotify are wrong rip#im embracing cringe and choosing life#you can see how this started very simple and then I started putting Effort in rip#so OTHER things can stay alive you say.. much to think about#never getting over this one boys. I'm still deep in the trenches#weeping angels division agents mouri age of shadows something something tardis great house loom. you're welcome#I think this song is about soldiers going to war to prop up empires or something??? which is also fitting
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#tv: star trek: deep space nine#ds9edit#trekedit#benjamin sisko#kira nerys#kira nerys is so important guys#great scene#it's such an important one for their relationship#him admitting that he was wrong about her#and now that he knows her and considers her a friend#he needs to tell her the truth#and also it's an important scene for the themes of the show#things are not simple on this show#they are not straight-forward#and sometimes the choices are going to suck#but you have to make them anyway#things i made
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Let him play his lyre and be happy, just for a moment.
Please.
#paris of troy#greek mythology#the iliad#trojan war#my art#is this before the judgement? I think so. I was definitely channelling soft simple shepherd vibes during this#does he also look like the softest lesbian shepherd there ever was? yes. Yes. not sorry that's just who he is deep down#sappho would approve
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OKay last post about parkour civ I promise, but--
The parkour noobs, they dont get to see the sky. The only world they live and die knowing is one of dirt. They look up at night and they cant see the stars, they cant see anything above them. They dont have anything to reach for.
And, do think theres myths about the upper level ? Passed down from those that knew a world before the new parkour champion took over. Do they tell tales of a sky that is filled with diamonds ? That sparkle and if you reach up real high you can touch them ? Surely no one believes that, theyve never seen anything but dirt, and everybody knows theres no real way up.
#sparrow speaks#parkour civilization#evbo#parkour civilization evbo#pkciv#parkciv#sorry i feel weirdly strongly about this#I saw some art of evbo experiencing rain for the first time and I felt a despair so deep I was compelled to write this#its always the simple things I fall in love with#Because the series treats it so causually but ---\#AHHHHHH#I could write a ficlet about evbo seeing the stars for the first time
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being too weird and unlikable and off putting and always being shunned and turned into an outcast everywhere i go and not having felt the connection and healing friendship has on you for so many years has really done a number on me
#irl mostly. but even online. i cannot connect or find communities or support systems the way most of u can#even if i do have found great connections and one connection in particular im more than grateful for#but i have had so much of my humanness torn off for so long that i am awkward and useless in handling it#but yeah idk :/ im just so profoundly jealous of how everyone can just fit into a slot#even online when ppl talk abt being anxious and stuff they still have ppl to talk to#or ppl irl to hang out with and im like.. wow... i cant even do that :/#it is just so lonely in general. and it has made me confused and incapable of knowing how to be a human#and fully realise and actualize the one connection i do have#if i had gotten to learn and now know how to be a human and a person i would've... been a person#but now i feel so removed and far away from that idek how...#like im at a point where i cant even have simple and shallow conversations online bc im like so useless#maybe only other ppl with avpd and who have been socially rejected and isolated and alienated can fully understand what i mean#it is so scary and weird and i feel such deep envy for how people can just like... talk to eo. irl and online. i dont get it#and like the connection i do have that i mention bc it is so important to me.. that does all of those things#but it is like im so not used to anyone even keep wanting to have a connection with me#that i feel like bambi on ice 💀 for lack of a better metaphor#and inside of me idk how to dare to open up to it bc i've been numb and shut off i just dont know#i dont know. but i want to but idk how.#ahhhhhh wanna scream bc just trying to describe it so i can make sense of it is frustrating!!!!#it also sucks bc other ppl really dont seem to get how fkn weird and scary it is to feel so removed from humanness#and not even be able to do most basic human people things most ppl who are mentally ill or anxious do.. i cant even do that idk#talking and communicating is the main thing like ppl do not understand how fkn hard it is for me to even have a simple convo#and i cant explain it bc theres no way someone who doesnt feel the same and have avpd could get it...#but idk. i just hate all of this and i wish i had a normal functioning brain. i just wanna be like everyone else#even ppl w social anxiety are capable of having friends. and im terrified of losing the only connection i've somehow been lucky to get#in my hands??? im so scared of losing that but idk HOW to be a person and idk!!! idk!!#other ppl dont even think abt these things im so fkn jealous lmao#anyway whatever 😔
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you would not believe what i got back into again >W<
charms are up in my shop!
#kingdom hearts#no seriously i was working on day and simple and clean came on shuffle#and i thought “wtf IS the plot of KH anymore??”#and then i found myself on a lore deep dive (heh) and WOW??? so much has happened??#i played KH3 but was largely ??? playing it#maybe i'll try again#now that I know The Lore#the last one I played was birth by sleep when it released so i was way behind on wtf the story was
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When bill sees thru an eye does he switch from one to another like channels or can he see thru all of them at once and pick on which one he wants to focus on?
He can see through multiple eyes at once, though probably not ALL of his eyes at once. There's simply too many around to spread himself that thin! And of the ones he's currently using, he'll only pick a few to really focus on.
#answers#Imagine a massive wall of screens all showing different views#With Bill chilling in a recliner watching the shows#Probably only a few dozen to a couple hundred are 'active' at any time#Any more than that and it's just cluttered#His intellect is huge and his available working memory and attention are vaster than a human's#But a guy can only juggle so much before he starts dropping all the balls#There's probably a bunch that he's 'seeing' through that he's simply not paying attention to#Still nice to have them in the periphery in case something cool DOES happen and catches his eye#Like a gristly murder or some hot gossip#And there's a bunch of 'channels' that simply haven't been flipped to in ages#Not much to see in the the deep void of space or buried under the earth or at the bottom of the more boring part of the ocean#In the Cult incarnation Bill somehow missed all the ones in Dipper's cult#Whether that's because of magical reasons or simple obliviousness? The world shall have to guess for now
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