#silastheanon

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PLEASE IM THE ANON WHO SENT THE HOT SHOT THING AND PLEASEEE I AM BEGGING FOR MORE OF YOUR THOUGHTS DOESNT JUST HAVE TO BE ON THAT TOPIC LITERALLY ANY HOT SHOT AS A RODICLASH KID THOUGHTS AT ALL I MUST HEAR FROM YOUR GENIUS MIND

SORRY I TOOK SO LONG TO GET TO THIIIIS i was dead after new years i drank 2 much and then i forgot to respond whoops. UMM I SPILLED MOST OF IT IN THE LAST ASK FOR THE MOST PART I THINK..... having to churn my brain for transformers headcanons and fandom-specific words i had back in 2021 is INSANE im rubbing at my head. for the most part like i said in the prev, i think rodimus had a whole personality shift out of fear of being a bad parent. he has a lot of issues with emotional regulation in my brain (adhd for life...sarcastic yawn) and he acts out a lot to try and stay in a good mood. coping after nyon messed him up a lot, unsurprisingly, and it reflects into his everyday life years later. i don't think he's childish by any means because it's a popular headcanon for a grown ass man that gets on my nerves a lot LOL; but he's definitely very emotionally overwhelming and makes up excuses or outright dismisses a lot of things--i figure without thunderclash in the picture he'd definitely spoil hot shot a lot in attempts to give him a less stressful life and it'd definitely be a power trip for the kid. this isn't really to set thunderclash up as the bad cop, he's just definitely more calm and well thought out compared to rodimus and i think rodimus himself would take it as example, which is why he has such a hesitant and pushed personality shift in the aftermath. do i think he slowly goes back to normal as he gets more comfortable with the situation? yes. and thank god, because thunderclash was getting worried after it went on for a little too long. neither of them are amazing at being parents, i don't think either of them pictured a kid in their lives before they met each other (thunderclash was constantly busy, rodimus prefers independence in his private life) and there's a lot of worry between the two if they're being too helicoptery outside of their hab suite. i think that's half the reason they send him to RBA. they realize he needs to socialize more and be independent, but it's safe and private which gives them some peace on the matter.

once he's old enough, hot shot knows very well who his parents are and what they mean to society: queue added pressure to perform, which we see at the start of the series. growing up he was very sheltered and only got to meet people within the LL circle: queue added confusion. it's not that he didn't go off the ship once he was old enough, and more that rodimus and thunderclash were very picky about when and where to take him out. ironically, once he reaches the age where all of this really affects him in personality, he's at the academy. i don't see many pairs on the ship having families, outside of lug+anode who canonically stated wanting kids, and whirl's scraplet baby who is TOTALLY whirl from rba (if we're ignoring canon rules for a little bit then hot shot totally dragged her into it and they knew each other before this)--so he only really got to meet a few people his age growing up before the RBA story. a lot of people would see him taking his try-hard traits after rodimus but i've worked with kids in the past and i think it's just that--him being a kid. personally i see him growing out of it and behaving more like thunderclash in his adulthood, heatwave's behavior also plays a part in this (and i find him to be a bit of an uncle to him) ^_^ he definitely idolizes both of his parents (which is a little sad to a degree) but when you're in the place of people who are basically historical figures, it's really hard not to. i think he gets a lot of real-talk from drift+ratchet on the matter... ESPECIALLY from ratchet since he started working at the academy (iirc) (my feelings on drift+rodimus' and thunderclash+ratchet's friendships are for another time but it definitely impacts these discussions) yes, they keep in touch over comm. yes, rodimus cried when he got home like it was the first day of kindergarten. hot shot grew up very clingy due to how he was raised, but after getting a lick of independence he had a complete turnaround. post RBA i think he has a vision for himself and does his own thing happily. in his adulthood he calls when he can, he goes to see them when he can, but he's not a homebody by any means. hopefully this is all cohesive again LOL i basically just tried to word vomit what i remembered and what i realized while writing... i don't think hot shot's life was luxury by any means but he didn't have a bad childhood either. everyone in his circle meant well and he appreciates the people in his life the same way they appreciate him ^_^

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY @silastheanon!!! EVERYONE GO SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM!!!!

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How-how-how you write so good?? I jus wanna know how you make me feel Emotion when literally no other piece of media has for a long time I just want to know

You write good I want know how

(But on a serious note I just found out about your writing recently and I haven’t read much but what I have has been super good and awesome and also you made a minecraft texture pack??? That’s really bloody cool????? You now automatically have my respect for that, and for the god tier writing. Again, I haven’t seen or read all that much, but I’m super excited to read more of what you’ve written. It’s really good and I’m, y’know, lowkey jealous, but I just wanted to say I thought your writing was amazing and I think you should know that)

thank you!!

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Woaggg that anon was weally mean :(( why would anyone say that to you :(((

Yeah I can’t believe that anon :(( Surely you, my dear friend Silas SilasTheAnon, would never do such a thing like go on anon and call me out for fpreg :))

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Merry Christmas @silastheanon!!!! Also shout out to all the artists who draw transformers because how in god's name do you do this wasdfghgf

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@silastheanon

haii👋

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I COMPLETELY FORGOT TO POST THIS ANYWAY FRIENDAVERSARY WITH @silastheanon WAS ON HALLOWEEN WAKJHGFDGHJH

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give silas like a cupcake or something for me silas is personally my favorite side character on your blog

Here @silastheanon a cupcake for you wasdfhgfd

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A little thing I did for @silastheanon!! I had a lot of fun with this,,,,

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A LITTLE DOODLE BASED OFF AN IDEA @silastheanon CAME UP WITH,,,,,I LITERALLY RUSHED A FINAL TO DO THIS (I GOT AN 88 IT'S OKAY WAJHGFDFGH)

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Day 18: Friend’s oc @silastheanon

Here is your fuckign creecher 

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I didn’t like the formatting of the template so I decided to not use it! But here they be!! Some of yalls lovely beans!! :D

In order from top to bottom!!

@wooboomoomoo

@a-random-packet-of-noodles

@silastheanon

@luminousdelusion

@waluigis-massive-fucking-tits

@spaceinvader2728

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ANYWAY TAKE THIS DOODLE I DID OF @silastheanon’s AMAZING BABIES!!!!!! THEM HOLDING HANDS…..

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THANK YOU LOVELY MUTUALS FOR LETTING ME SHITPOST WITH YOUR OCS KJHGFDSFGH

(Here’s who they belong to in order!)

@wooboomoomoo @silastheanon @dippydots

@waluigis-massive-fucking-tits @yatiyuu @shinandlux

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Greyson and his friends celebrating the New Year with some Okinawa soba!! (Even though you’re kinda supposed to eat it on New Year’s day and not eve-)

ANOTHER YEAR HAS PASSED FELLAS!! Keeping up this tradition (even though I didn’t do it last year ignore that-) and calling out all my wonderful mutuals!!!!! Thank you to all of my followers and everyone who’s ever supported me and this blog!! Lets survive another year! XD (I WAS GONNA WAIT UNTIL 12:00 TO POST THIS BUT,,,,I WANTED YALL TO GET YOUR PRAISE IDK YOUR TIMEZONES-) 

(This list is in no order at all!! Just my train of thought!!!)

The list includes BUT DOES NOT LIMIT TO-

@wooboomoomoo: ABBYYY MY TOKEN ENGLISH LITERATURE FRIEND XD You give such a positive vibe to my dash and your art is ALWAYS so clean and wonderful!! It gives me big fruit gummy vibes in the BEST way!!! I wish I could have as amazing of lineless art abilities as you!!! KEEP BEING BADASS AT ART ILY!! Happy New Year!!

@luxneededapersonalaccount: LUX!!!! YOUR ART,,,,,,YOUR SHADING,,,,YOUR LINEART,,,,, IT’S ALL SO CLEAN???? You always use such amazing colors that just makes the entire piece look *chefs kiss* ALSO YOU’RE ABOUT TO MAKE ME GET INTO BRAWL STARS I SWEAR- Keep up the amazing work ily!!!! Happy New Year!!! 

@silastheanon: FORMER GALAXY BRAIN ANON MY LOVE (PLATONIC) it was SO SO fun becoming friends with you!! All of your fantastic fanficition and writing skills!! IT MAKES ME WANT TO SCREAM YOU’RE SO SKILLFULL AT LITERALLY EVERYTHING YOU DO WTF BRO STOP MAKING ME FEEL XD You’re so fun to talk to and I can only hope we talk more in the new year!! :D Happy New Year!!!

@salamancialilypad: SALLLL!!! THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME MAKE YOU READ TEETH JHGFDFGH YOU LEFT SUCH NICE COMMENTS I LOVE U!! We don’t talk that much but I still love seeing you on my dash!! Thanks for giving me new gore art to look at XD I always look forward to your comments on my art and I loved reading your writing!!! 

@crypticforestmlm: RENNN!!! Thank you for always being there for me!! Whether it’s by sending me memes about your greasy problematic favs or giving me actual highschool advice thank you for being my big brother!!! The way you paint and understand colors?? And how much time and effort you put into character world’s and names??? FANTASTIC. AMAZING. PERFECT. ILY Happy New Year!!!!!

@slashpaws: HARLAND!! I love you and all the comments you leave on my work!!! It’s always such a joy reading your tags and even more of a joy seeing whatever you put on my dash XD I SWEAR IM ABOUT TO GET BACK INTO FNAF BECAUSE OF YOU!!! NEVER CHANGE ILY!! Happy New Year!!!

@spaceinvader2728: HELLO OLDER BROTHER!! Lucas to my Zoe!! Favorite RE7 friend!!!! It’s always a treat talking to you and you always give me such cool ideas!!! YOUR EDITS ARE ALSO THE COOLEST THINGS EVER??? I’m holding the picrews you’ve made of Greyson gently,,,, Happy New Year!!!

@staticart: ART BESTIE KJGFDFG!! I know we’re not in the same fandom anymore but your art still always puts a smile on my face!! It’s so good?? Your style on general is just fantastic I would consume it whole GIVE ME YOUR POWERS XD It’s just so expressive and fun!! Just like you >:D Happy New Year!!!

@convictionblades: EVANNNN!! I HAVE NO IDEA HOW WE STARTED TALKING I THINK YOU SENT ME A MEME?? IF SO THEN I LOVE THAT JHGFDGHJ You’re super cool and I love seeing the things you send me!! I’m glad we can keep up our relationship of one of us sending a meme and the other responding with a key smash XD KEEP BEING AMAZING ILYYY Happy New Year!!!!

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Silas doesn't have asks but I want them to know that I love the idea of tiny child Lucas figuring out how to torture rats because why not?

@silastheanon THIS ONES FOR U SILASSS XD