#sick today and very tired
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Wait what was electric bogalo callum like when he was “missing?” Was he happy? Did he enjoy it?
he definitely enjoyed it. the freedom, being able to fly around all the time, being in the clouds—it was amazing. of course that was ruined when they found him and got him into his room. he's all jumpy and twitchy. he can't move as much as he wants, he can't fly anywhere. it's like locking a large parrot in a tiny bird cage.
#sorry for like. not answering any asks#sick today and very tired#baby is gonna hatch soon and I'm keeping an eye on that#havent really had any motivation#itll come back tho i promise#tdp au#tdp neon sky au#neon sky au#the dragon prince au
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i'm back from the dead. with bardlau!!
(loosely based on this thing i wrote a while ago)
#i would ramble but i'm very tired#and sick. which is why i had time to finish this actually. couldn't make it to work today#anyway. i might come back later and yap about the process for this in the tags#or maybe i won't#you can just send asks about silly details if you desperately want more insight into my choices#anyway#kuroshitsuji#black butler#black butler fanart#kuroshitsuji fanart#my art#bardlau#bardroy#lau
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🍷<3
#when i got hashtag sick i was in hospital and i was doing my regularly scheduled call with my dad#and i really had no plans of telling him bc ive done that before and its not like he can scare the MS away or anything#i dont know what happened. maybe because it was such a fucking bad episode. maybe because i was so tired. maybe it was a secret 3rd thing#but one minute was like fine then i just burst into tears and i was crying so hard which is MEGA EW BC IM NOT A CRIER LIKE THAT#and my dad freaked out and he was like whats wrong and i didnt wanna tell him but I also sounded insane bc i spontaneously started sobbing#and he was getting more alarmed and i was upset that id upset him and so i just spat it out i was like 'listen king'#'its no biggie but my body is trying to kill me again and im just a little sad atm' and he replied 'baba why wouldnt you tell me?'#and this man who has a very big serious job literally dropped everything and took a 20 hr flight over#and he genuinely just grabbed one of his work suitcase because he showed up with nothing but dress shirts and his laptop#and i think maybe it healed me a little. i mean it def also made me sad too but mostly healed me#and he'd been here for a couple of weeks and he left today and i feel shit about being sad about it#again because he has a very big and very serious job and i genuinely dont understand how he even just showed up like that#so I felt guilty throughout#anyway i dont think he drinks anymore but i was like king have a sip of wine with me and he did and it was lovely#and I hope I become my fathers daughter and not my mother's child. praying to both our gods#heres to healing ❤️🩹
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Forgive me for showing my fangs a little here instead of being as delicate in phrasing as I usually am, but. Periodic reminder:
sweeping "humans suck, humans are evil, the world would be better off if humans disappeared/had never evolved" statements may be cathartic but they're thoroughly inaccurate (ie, the vast majority of uniquely bad effects of humans on the planet are a) extremely recent, like within the last couple centuries, b) the fault of an extremely small minority not the entire fucking species, and c) fixable)
hating being human isn't the same as hating humans. I get species dysphoria is a thing. I get that it's often hard to fit in as a nonhuman in human social groups and that can make it easy to slip into hating everyone around you. Please fight that instinct
villainizing people for traits they didn't choose, such as the species they were born into, is neither cute nor fair. No species is inherently good or bad
misanthropy is cathartic in short term vents or whatever but genuinely embracing it wholesale as a philosophy is liable to lead to you hating humans, human society, and being in a human body more and more over time and thus make your life worse by constantly reinforcing a thought pattern that makes you angry and upset
you are not immune to being part of human society (translation: just because you're nonhuman doesn't mean you're not included in statements about the effects of the human population on the world, ie "humans are killing the planet")
related, you are not better than humans for being nonhuman. looking at my fellow dragons in particular on this one. I get it, draconic pride is a thing, dragon brain probably says you're the supreme being and all else is beneath you especially anyone who annoys you. Mine does too. Please recognize that is an instinct you are supposed to FIGHT, not something that's TRUE AND THAT YOU SHOULD EMBRACE. Good fucking gods.
some nonhumans are also human (it's me, I'm some nonhumans) and you are making sweeping "humans suck, why would I ever want to be human, all humans do is kill the planet" statements in the presence of people included in those statements, which is insanely rude (and no, you don't get to "but you're different because you're nonhuman" me! you do not get to decide to ignore half of who I am because you don't like it, you do not get to decide I'm not "really" human, and also see the previous bullet point). this goes doubly if you're in a space like a DIscord server where people have expressly stated they're not comfortable being tacitly included in statements like that
saying "but I don't REALLY mean all humans, I just mean the specific ones at fault!" after the fact does not actually change anything if every other thing you say is constantly "humans humans humans" and not the group you're actually referring to, or at the very least doesn't change how it reads to everyone around you
#otherkin#misanthropy#rani talks#rani is biting today sorry#if you want me to dial it back and explain any of this in a calmer tone please ask i will be happy to do so#i'm just. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#sick and fucking tired of seeing 'humans bad' in the otherkin community on a regular basis. ITS ME. IM HUMANS. STOP IT#it's not a constructive mindset!! it's not!! there's no constructive conclusion that can come out of misanthropy as a core philosophy!#all it can lead to is either 'nothing is fixable' which is a recipe for depression#or 'humans should be exterminated' which is GENOCIDAL#and it's fucking ALWAYS accompanied by 'but i'm better because i'm [x] instead har har har' No The Fuck You Are Not#you participate in society exactly the same way a human would#you are exactly as responsible for the effects of humanity on the world as anyone else around you#which is to say not very fucking much!#anyway /tag rant i'm hitting post before i think better of this one
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i just keep winning new skins for my man
hi everynyan
#hello im alive#i thinkies i recovered#which is good#i also extended my absence to at least finish my exam week (which finished today. kinda)#soo yeah hi againnnn#happy february guys ✌️#basically i got food poisoning it was hell!!!!!!! i could not go on without an awful night trying to sleep!!!#and i unfortunately missed a lot of classes which is very :( since the 2nd semester Just started but ahhhhhhh#but i think it went ok#IT GOT WORSE because at one point i was SICK and then my PERIOD came in like i think life said Yes im going to unleash Hell on this Girlie#It was SO BAD i fr wantsd to just keel over and 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥#is this tmi im sorry i had to internalize my anger because i was sick and tired to even try to complain LOL#IM OK(?) FOR NOW SO LIKE IM FINE IM JUST 😭😭😭 HELL WEEK. IT WAS HELL WEEK#I COULD NOT EVEB PLAY STARDEW ON BED IT WAS THAT BAD GUYS AHDBDHHAHAJSJS
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day 46 drawing len until my preorder arrives
i sincerely apologize for the bad art but i am. very sick. and tired. and injured :[ i would have done better for u guys but i physically cant ..
requests open! ☆ 3 in inbox ^_^
#:[ i was uh.. i was gonn a do art of mmy headcanons but.. im scared of doing it wrong and id rather just not do it than try and fail ..#iif ur still interested in that .. i can do it im just really fucking scared of doing it wrong somehow#my art#art#kagamine len#vocaloid fanart#drawing len everyday until my preorder arrives#ok chat im off to die#look man i would jhave done better but i was nauseous and sick the ENTIRE tiem and i was very tired#i am still nauseous and sick and tire it hasnt changed#look guys i would have overworked myself like usual but today its too hardddddd waahhhh and i rlly wanted to draw
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...😭
#i've never had a job in my own field that i've liked as much as i've liked my current one#the semester is ending soon and today i heard my contract will not be renewed bc the person i'm substituting will return to work after all#i've been feeling so tired and a bit poorly after the nokia arena show and i probably should have called in sick today#as i was absolutely useless today#and then after my only class today my students came to me with a gift?? 😭#a pink enamel moomin mug and some chocolate and a paper on which they had written nice things about me + a drawing of a dachshund 😭#and i burst to tears right there in front of them because i was so touched (and also because i'm just really really tired and emotional)#i'm so tired about having to apply for new jobs and having to start all over again#i'm so tired of having to do shitty short-notice substitutions again#i feel like i deserve better than that but on the other hand i fee like life's giving me exactly what i deserve and maybe this is it#i'm dreading the summer because idk if i'll have a job to go to in the autumn#and even if i did find something it won't be like the job i have now#also. it's may day eve and the weather's lovely#and i'm hiding in my apartment with the curtains closed so i won't see all the people going out and having fun with their friends#for me may day eve has never been like that. i've always felt so very excluded from those celebrations#on top of that i got yelled at by a bus driver and i'm the worst friend that ever existed#i'm trying to quit on whining about my sad little life but it gets so lonely#please know i'm not writing this for attention or pity. i know y'all have problems of your own and i'm just being a dramatic crybaby
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Well, I realized that in many of your fics Catelyn and Cersei are bestie... Maybe a foreshadowing that will be see a double marital alliance between their children in King Jaime AU? 🙂↕️🙂↕️
THEY ARE BESTIES! I just love their potential friendship. And that's an interesting idea 👀
#again sorry for the very short reply#i'm sick and tired today#but thank you so much for the ask ❤️#it means a lot to know people appreciate this fic!#anon#answered
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The week has already started and I already wish it was over😔
#negative#Had a not very pleasant experience on the train today#men are the worst sometimes#I'm ok! It was just very uncomfortable#I was hoping I'd be fine but I guess I'm more shaken up about it than I thought I would be#Y'know it's bad when my mother was like “Are you sick or something? Tired?” because I seemed so out of it and unresponsive#And I still got some important assignments to work on but I'm struggling to focus...#Augh! At least I don't have class tomorrow- I don't have to go out#Oh to just lay in Snow's arms. No kissing bc I'm too icked by that rn but just chill there#Or cuddle with my gf Melia...I don't really wanna think of men (other than Snow) rn
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Cozytober - Day 10 - Cornucopia
#Cozytober#Margot's RF Art#Rune Factory 3#RF3#I actually have drawn Daria more recently than last October-- for one of those prompts I asked for back in March when I got sick--#I just haven't finished it BUT. She is fun to draw I have officially decided#I must admit I don't like prompts that feel very American Thanksgiving-y so I decided to play with a character trope that I like#and that is if you have a character that's an artist you have to one day depict what they draw#So I decided to have fun with my favorite CSP brush [Oil Paint Flat Brush] and draw a colorful cornucopia. MUCH SATURATION#I was so tired when I got home today and this turned out so much better than I was expecting tbh#I'm glad I didn't give up and delay#That's what I do these challenges for-- to prove I can#Rune Factory Daria#RF Daria
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good morning!! <333
#i feel better but like i'm tired bc i couldn't really sleep last night#being sick & all#today's going to be a very chill day#like i kinda wanna work on that fic if i can but otherwise - like l+ds and stuff will be it#anyways~ i hope today/tonight is kind to you!! <333#morning rambles
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😵🥴😴
#so tired#period started today#plus didn't sleep enough last night#plus assigned to ER at work and absolutely run off my feet all day#with a sick toddler at the start of the day and multiple admissions and i don't think i had an empty room for more than 10 min all day#(we are a small rural hospital this is very much not the norm and also the ER staff is one person (me today yay) and i was actually lucky#that our infusion clinic was today because there was actually a second RN in the immediate vicinity who was not constantly busy)#morning coffee was late lunch was late supper didn't happen until after i finished my shift which was also late#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it's been A Day
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Just once, I would like to have a good day that isn’t immediately followed by a crash.
Just once I’d like to be able to clean my house without playing the “did I overdo it or was this crash coming anyway” game.
Just once I’d like to get through a weekend without feeling like I’m dragging myself through it by my hair.
Just once I’d like to reach Monday not already exhausted.
Just once.
#hedgehog muses#not handling the chronic illness very well today#sick and tired of being sick and tired#chronic illness#fibromyalgia
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Simply not having a wonderful Christmas time. I was up all night last night because my dog got sick from a treat we gave her and was puking a bunch :(
#she seems to be doing fine today thank god. thought we were going to have to call the vet but she hasn't puked since 4:30am#and she's acting normal today & kept her food + water down. i 100% freak myself out & worry too much about everything#b/c i was like oh god what if she has a blockage i haven't seen her poop yet today even though my bf told me he saw her multiple times#so then i started googling about gi blockages in dogs & reading reddit posts of people whose dogs died or had surgery b/c of it#got myself WAY too worked up over it & was crying all night. then i went outside & watched her poop very normally at like 4am#so it's like ok clearly she's not blocked up & i'm just jumping to the worst case scenario like i tend to do about everything#DO NOT buy petsmart merry & bright treats. i'm so upset at myself for it. i was like oh haha treat shaped like a drumstick that's cute#but then reading reviews on their website so many of those treats have reviews from people saying they made their dogs sick#like oh cool i should have fucking read that before buying the treats i feel so stupid & bad like I KNOW BETTER wtf was i thinking#like i just would not be able to forgive myself if she had died from it or had to have a surgery to remove a blockage#but anyway thankfully she seems to be back to her normal self today although a little tired but not lethargic tired just regular tired#b/c we were up all night. she's back to herding the cats & barking at everything & all her usual goofy behaviors#actual thing i said last night: 'i lost my dad right before christmas i don't need to also lose my dog right before christmas'#p
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updated my pinned, updated Strive's looks, adjusted my rules, deleted some things, added others
#been very productive today surprisingly !#go check it out <3#especially if you're new here !#next thing wld be another icon border cuz i dont like the one i made#+ a divider cuz im sick & tired#then we WRITE
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Oh little people in my phone, we're really in it now 😔😔
#it's lay on my bed yell into mattress hours#I can't tell if I'm reasonably stressed. over stimulated. or emotionally heightened because of the steroid I am on. but#today has been too many things and I feel.#sooooooo done#so done with everything#it raining and I haven't seen the sun in ages. I have bronchitis and haven't been Not Sick in a whole ass month#I have so many things to get done before Christmas which is IN A WEEK JESUS CHRIST#my CAR isn't drivable which SUCKS and it needs new TIRES and probably very expensive ENGINE REPAIRS and#my dad says he can fix them but I still have to take it into the shop just to make sure we know for sure what the problem is but#the it's already going to be in the shop and HES SICK and also like. busy. and doesn't have time to fix car#and so I might as well just pay out the fucking wazooo for them to fix it#but idk how long that will take#and I'm borrowing my grandmas car which is GREAT! like I'm so grateful to have that as an option but also! I feel BAD because it's her car#and she does actually use it and like. I don't want to take that away from her for too long#because then I feel BURDENSOME#and my mom just told me that one of my relatives just passed away and I didn't know her too well but her mom ALSO died last year like#On Christmas Day like very traumatically and I feel soo soo bad for all my cousins who have basically just had the entire Christmas season#ruined for them because they will have lost their mom AND their grandma around that time#and that HORRIBLE like oh my godddddd#and like#this holiday seasons is feeling very weird and different and worse and not BAD But like many things have changed this year and as someone#who does NOT enjoy little changes in routine and appreciates tradition uh. hehe the lines are blurring and it's stressing me outtttttt#and I got home and I had to pee and I look like shit because I've been running around all day#only to realize I left my keys Inside The House and my roomate had locked the door when he went to the gym and#thankfully the gym is a stones throw away from our house but he wasn't answering his phone#so I had to GO THERE. THROUGH THE RAIN. looking like the amount of tired and done that I am. and walk into the gym that is naturally PACKED#because it's right after work. and do the walk of shame past the v friendly gym owner who I haven't seen in MONTJ because I've been SICK#and haven't been able to work out which i ALSO FEEL GUILTY AND BAD ABOUT and#walked past all the Busy Fit Gym People in my normal person clothes to the very back where my roomate was and stand there while he finishes#his silly little reps to get his keys from him
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