#sick mars is sick

[onlymingyus]

Latte is a whole ass mood. Really feeling the vibe. I would also like to rest on Soonyoung's thigh, don't be greedy, Latte.

[paintedcrows]

Watched Pyramids of Mars and... yeah I'm obsessed with this guy

[holographic-mars]

I haven’t drawn in so long I was fighting for my LIFE trying to finish this

[martinsorbit]

hes reading

[alternatingurrent]

I definitely don't have a type

[marswasntthere]

The death note disease got me. i love you matt and mello. i love you mellodramattic. they have my whole soul.

[onlinedolly]

older boyfriend leon who gets off to you calling him dad!!! watching you get all embarrassed and teary eyed as you whisper out the word!!!!!!! and you’re feeling so ashamed and embarrassed and he’s palming his cock over his pants :3

[pthalomars]

Oh, what did you put in your toolshed, Dave?

[danobaggins]

they're happily married and in love, your honor!

[pyko]

[onlymingyus]

Hello, my loves,

I have been terribly sick this past week. There have been days when I didn't get out of bed. I am sadly going to have to postpone my posting of Guilty by a day or two. I just need a couple more days to get it right. It's a long one and I don't want to rush it while I'm still under the weather.

I appreciate your patience and understanding, as always.

💕Mars

[colonelpancakes]

Watching The Dragon Prince Season Six Part Nine: Stardust! The time has come to see if Rayla will make it out of this season with the most parents. I hope so

Under the cut as per the usual!

Hey, the quote from the beginning of episode one! I wonder if we’ll find out more about him and that other Startouch elf given that he’s quoting them now.

Ohhh. Okay. I was entirely convinced that the quasar diamond was another fake. Whoops

Oh, Claudia, honey… 🥺

Skafjlk Something about Aaravos just suddenly showing up next to Claudia so that he can shush her is so funny to me. I think it might be Terry’s face.

HUH? EXCUSE ME??? That was not something I expected. Aaravos has a kid?? Hello?

Darling!!! Oh, honey. She looks so sweet!!! I love her already.

I am also already feeling immense dread because Aaravos is talking about her in the past tense and she isn’t here in present day. “Had a daughter” oh god. Something bad is going to happen to the baby isn’t it. I am not ready.

Sweethearttttt. Oh my god, the way that you can hear the love in Aaravos’s voice as he talks about her… It’s not an emotion don't think I could have pictured on him before this episode but it's so tangible, the voice acting in this episode is incredible. This episode is going to murder me isn’t it.

Also, I like how the terms he's using to describe her could also easily apply to Claudia whom he's trying to get to empathize with him. To connect her own love for her father to his love for his daughter.

Okay, this might be me reading into it but. The way his daughter's hands are held in this picture looks a lot like the way I flap my hands when I stim. Is Aaravos’s daughter maybe neurodivergent? Either way, I love her already, she’s so sweet.

Give Aaravos’s VA an award. The RANGE this man has, spanning from threatening to playful to right here where it’s so soft and sad and full of love for his daughter.

Also, the adoraburrs!!! Look at her!!!

…I am remembering vividly that response from the writers when someone asked if the Startouch child in the intro was a younger Aaravos and they responded that the child was Leola. Oh no. And again, the fact that Aaravos is talking about Leola only in the past tense… I am not ready for this episode oh no. NOTHING HAS EVEN HAPPENED YET AND I’M ABOUT TO CRY.

Also, the animators always do such an amazing job with Aaravos’s expressions. I just. Oh…

Callum, buddy, I don't think you're helping.

Oh, Rayla, honey… I might be wrong but I think that’s the first time Rayla has actually verbally acknowledged Runaan and Ethari as her parents. I know she’s called them her family before but I don’t think she’s called them her parents.

“Those coins will guide you. Each coin contains a fragment of a soul. On the other side, the rest of the soul longs to be whole again, for it cannot pass into death incomplete.”

I like the clarification of what the coins actually do to a person and why they’re worse than death. Because they don’t allow the spirit to achieve peace by passing on or allow them to continue their life, they trap them in between life and death. I also really like that they’re bringing back the stuff from Through the Moon.

Callum… I love them so much oh my gosh. He’s so nervous for her…

They're so sweet, I love them!!!

Ough and the fact that, to get her family back, Rayla has to dive into the lake despite her fear of the water.

OHH NOO I am getting Through the Moon flashbacks, Runaan??? Buddy?? I wonder if it’s a side effect of being in the coin? Are Rayla’s bio parents gonna be like that too?

While the corruption obviously isn’t great, I must say, I like the curly hair on Runaan.

RUNAAN. NO. No killing Rayla. Bad Runaan.

Rayla, honey...

Petition to give Rayla a break.

Oh, they’re dancing. Interesting. Maybe it's some kind of trance that Rayla needs to break them out of? Like there's a different challenge for each soul that she needs to overcome? I don't know, something definitely feels off.

Ohh… The way Claudia looks up at him, she's so enraptured in the story.

Baby!!! Baby girl!!

OH??? It looks like each side unlocks a different arcanum and a different version of the book, intriguing…

I wonder if there’s something particularly special written in the book or if it’s just a tome of knowledge of the arcanums. Rayla did originally think the cube was a piece from a children’s game, maybe in a way, she was right.

SKjafslkjf. Leolaaa. I love mustache Aaravos so much. And it’s so humanizing seeing such a different side of him. To have a moment where he’s not some all-knowing mysterious arch-mage but just a father with a young daughter who likes to poke fun at him sometimes.

Oh no!! Kiddo!

Aaravos being so gentle with the little kid…

Ohh Aaravos definitely knows whoever took Leola and by the look of it, he does not like them very much.

Also, I’m curious who the golden dragon was, that’s an interesting detail.

Continued in reblogs!

[bonefall]

Super interested in how you plan to write Leopardfoot! I feel like both fanon and canon tend to make her into a sweet mom(tm) who’s super sad that Tigerstar is evil, very similar to how Goldenflower is usually treated. What’s her thoughts on Pinestar and him leaving? How did she influence Tigerstar? What are her political beliefs?

Society has progressed past the need for sad moms who stare tearily at their evil sons and boohoo about all the murder. It's MOTHER AGENCY TIME

BB!Leopardfoot was FEROCIOUS. Her father was the indominable Adderfang, and he taught her about the importance of honor and glory. When Tigerpaw was given to Thistleclaw as an apprentice, she was proud of it. It felt perfect to her-- that her father's apprentice was now her son's mentor.

For his brief rule, she supported Sunstar completely. It helped that he came after the disastrous and embarassing exit of Pinestar, which ruined the legacy that she wanted him to give her son. Pinestar was a damn coward and a codebreaker... and she assured Tigerkit that he was more HER son than his.

She even gives him a life, for Legacy, in defiance of StarClan

She was friends with Bluemoon for a time, but after ascending to StarClan, she learned about the Forget-me-nots.

This changed her opinion of her. Leopardfoot supports Thistle Law, STRONGLY so.

She supported THISTLECLAW when he tried to forcefully void the Queen’s Rights. If Bluemoon hadn't broken the code, then what did she have to hide?

She backed off when Thrushpelt leapt to her defense though, "She didn't reveal it because she doesn't love me are you happy now??"

Leopardfoot: *awkwardly turns away feeling like an asshole now, tea SPILLED, her friend's dirty laundry EXPOSED, thought she was crusading for the law but she just dug up drama*

Towards the end of Pinestar’s reign, he was getting exhausted. He wanted peace. Leopardfoot wanted kittens around that time, and figured that there was no better cat than the son of Oakstar, architect of the infamous Crusade Era.

If Pinestar had no children, a glorious bloodline would have died out. She wanted it for her kits. Pinestar agreed on the condition that he would be their Mi, which she happily accepted.

So when Pinestar left, she jumped into the nursery to take over and had to explain to her kits where their Mi went.

She drove it home to them that he abandoned everything, because his weakness took over. They would never be like him, she promised.

Mistkit died very young. Nightpaw made it to apprenticeship before she also succumbed. Tigerclaw remembers very well how hard it was to lose his sisters.

Leopardfoot herself was taken shortly before TPB, in Spottedleaf's Plague. Her death causes Tigerclaw to have a bit of a moment.

After the trial in Bluestar's Flowers, Leopardfoot leaves StarClan along with a bunch of other Thistle Law supporters, including Thistleclaw himself. She joins the BOTTE at the end of OotS, fighting to the end with her son.

She misses him a lot, and remains in the Dark Forest to the current arc. She chose her path; and has the dignity to walk it.

She does miss StarClan sometimes though, and will tell you stories about it if you ask.

In terms of demon friends, she's somewhere in the clique between the harsher and softer spirits.

She dislikes Morningstar, Cloudberry, and Ryewhisker on the softer end, and has come to resent Thistleclaw and Finchflight on the other, but likes Darkstripe, Leopardstar, and Silverhawk.

Gets along with a range of "mid" level demons.

In particular I imagine she hangs out with Darkstripe a lot. Taste test buddy, he asks her to try his experimental recipes because she's honest but not mean. One of the few Thistle Law supporting cats he hangs out with after the double-death of Tigerstar.

He calls her Lefty. Her official nickname is "Left" but he calls her Lefty.

(Clanmew: her name is Saorpwyyar. Others call her Saopr. He calls her Sapyy.)

Her mom and dad Swiftbreeze and Adderfang are here too, following Thistleclaw like she did, but she's been minimizing her contact with her dad. She feels like she is owed an apology somehow but also doesn't have the emotional intelligence to know that it's what she wants.

She just knows that she feels really bitter talking to him, and that's unpleasant.

She used to be VITRIOLIC with Pinestar, who is also here, even going after him physically when he chose to join in with the Dark Forest trainees. But now... honestly so much shit has happened, she just doesn't like seeing him. She wishes he wasn't here.

I write her being very dignified. She doesn't like to admit publically she was ever wrong and speaks with confidence, quietly backing off and not wanting to speak about her mistakes. She loves her children and her family, but explores the world in a very "self-centric" way, trusting her feelings and personal judgement over anything logical.

A reactionary sort of person, if that makes sense.

Her Land Mar has to develop over time because she is an ex-StarClan migrant (damned souls get theirs instantly after judgement), but it's called the Fence Cliff. It's a picket fence that blocks off a sheer drop, making a sharp turn down the cliff face and acting as a walkway. Follow the fence down the slope, and you can access the Dark Forest's town biome.

[smimon]

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[uhhhitsme]

when curt shoots owen, clean through the head, he doesn't shoot his lover. no---he shoots a stranger. a monster. a twisted, warped image of the man he loved.

curt has long since grown accustomed to the useless art of begging, in the years after the end. he's done it in violent, drunken episodes---smashing bottles onto the ground and screaming into the dark, endless night. he's done it quietly, too---in the rosy light of early morning, curled into himself in his bed with teary eyes, whispering reverently to some being out there that he doesn't really believe in. he's begged and begged and begged in every way possible, until his throat grew raw with sorrow, and then he would try again. the desperate pleading never seemed to do any good, and curt would curse himself for the uselessness of it all. but clearly, it paid off. because now owen is standing before him. he's just got a gun, too. aimed straight at his head.

it's not what he wished for. not what he imagined. what he imagined was gentle, careful hands taking his bottle of whiskey from his hands and gently setting it aside. the lightest, most impossible touch brushing his cheek, cupping his face in warmth. to have his head tilted up to the angel he was sure he clipped the wings of, the hero he was sure he had slaughtered, and to finally, finally feel alright. owen would always try to make it alright, for him. owen always felt like home.

this is not the owen of those dreams. this is not the owen that curt begged for. owen would want him to live. (right?) owen would want to do good. (right?) owen loved him, he loved curt, and this person---dripping with nothing but wearied violence, eyes filled with watery hatred running deeper than curt could ever fathom---doesn't. so it can't be him. if he was owen, he would feel right, and lovely, and as miraculous as a safe harbour in a storm. owen could never not love curt, even if he didn't deserve it.

(and curt could never stand living, knowing his owen doesn't love him.)

so really, the kind thing is to put that bullet in this imposters brain. the kind thing is to let go of his attachment to his dead lover, so he can kill this facsimile in his place---to keep living, like owen would want him to. and when the blood splatters against his shirt, and when curt cradles the body of the man he loved in his arms, and when he curls up on his lovers shallow grave---he'll tell himself through this wave of suffocating, all-consuming grief, that it was the only way.

he knows, even then, that he is wrong.

[sstiizy]

"ain't nobody's business but ours."

yea so i watched brokeback mountain.

im in shambles

i would've said they needed time, but they didn't have any. they weren't given any. i know, Ennis this Ennis that, he made his choice and he stuck to it but i can't blame him for it.

mmore on my thoughts below teehee

i wrote this last night but it still rings true

brokeback mountain really makes you think

spoiler alert if you haven't watched it btw duhh

yeah, Ennis and Jack never ended up together - Ennis chose to resign, and force himself to be okay with never having Jack, and Jack never stopped holding out for hope that Ennis would give in to him.

but *why* were they that way?

yeah, it's a tragedy, but when you look into it - when you look at the people around you, and the people you see today, it hits you. this isn't just some movie fantasy, this happens. this must've happened all the time.

Ennis was scared shitless because he knew how queer people were treated. Jack didn't give much of a damn, he wanted to be happy - he wanted Ennis to be happy with him, but the world around them never gave offered them that chance.

i love brokeback mountain because it makes you feel how unfair it really is. that this kinda stuff isn't fiction, it's reality, and homophobia may be way more mitigated now but it's still there. sure, homophobia may not come in the form of people tying lassos around your genitals and pulling them off anymore, but there are laws - social divides, military conflicts, stigmatization.

brokeback mountain is so much more than just a love story, or a super sexual taboo man on man action movie. i think it shows you just how fucked the world was, and still is, in a way that makes you really feel or at least see what queer people have had to go through for so long.