#show me literally anything else for the love of god
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instagram has decided it wants to randomly show me smiling friends posts to see if i'm interested which is fine but it keeps showing me charlie body pillow designs even tho i've never clicked one so i'll just be scrolling normally and then all of a sudden Charlie Body Pillow Jumpscare
#i'm trying specifically to just watch the show and stay out of the fanbase but it seems The Algorithms want me to be a part of it#youtube's started to do it too but it's just like clip comps and stuff#maybe in season 3 i'll hop in but for now im staying in my lane#like i said on that other post im pretty sure its just like the always sunny fanbase so i dont feel like im missing much#sassy speaks#but charlie body pillows specifically being the thing instagram wants me to look at is so fucking funny to me#show me literally anything else for the love of god
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Nico and Percy's dynamic through the series is eternally funny to me, because it's just. like.
Percy's having a constant mental struggle between his fatal flaw of loyalty with a promise he made to Bianca to protect Nico, versus his Big 3 kid desire to maim other Big 3 kids / Poseidon descendant urge to totally maim Nico specifically. He hates Nico so so much. He thinks Nico's annoying and weird at best, and creepy/sketchy when he's older. The only positive thoughts Percy has towards Nico are "He's Bianca's brother and Bianca was my friend and I owe her/He's Hazel's brother and Hazel is my friend and would kill me if I was mean to him," "He's a powerful asset and useful ally (if questionable)," and "He's kinda pathetic and I feel maybe a little bad about it." Percy has multiple occasions throughout the series where he strongly considers - and on one occasionally actually goes through with - throttling Nico.
Meanwhile, Nico is following around Percy like a lost puppy. He explicitly can never bring himself to even dislike anything about Percy no matter how hard he tries. He has a whole bit in BoO where he's mentally going "UGH he's so stupid BUT IT'S ENDEARING HOW DARE HE." He's totally smitten. He's making deals with his dad for Percy. He's making convoluted plans to help Percy stand a chance against Kronos. During the entirety of BoTL it's like he's playing tsundere - "I'm helping NOT PERCY SPECIFICALLY with this quest! Me helping Percy would be SILLY because I DEFINITELY HATE HIM." Then he proceeds to show up to Percy's birthday party to basically ask him on a weird date and spend the entire next book scrambling around trying to help him or protect him or impress him. And Percy could not give less of a shit.
Just. That dynamic is so funny to me. Percy is the founder of the Nico Protection Club in that he's the one they're all protecting Nico from and meanwhile Nico is throwing himself at Percy to the point where the literal god of gay love calls him out on it.
#pjo#percy jackson#nico di angelo#Percy shows up at CJ and squints at Nico like ''hm. why do i feel like i hate you? like i just wanna punch you in the face?''#and Nico just immediately goes ''huh no idea anyways i have to go-'' and jumps into Tartarus#but not before he gives Hazel essentially a detailed explanation of ''this is Percy i cant say much but please dont let him die <3''#and Nico's whole Tartarus trip was basically a whole ''im doing this so no one else has to''#only for Percy and Annabeth to fall in like one book later and Nico proceeds to spend the next book internally screaming about it#and then Cupid calls him out on it and the next book#Nico's just like ''at this point im hoping i keel over within the next week just so i can force this dumb crush to chill the fuck out''#Nico staring pointedly at Will: ''For my own sake i need to form another crush RIGHT NOW so i can finally get over Percy.''#''this has been so bad for my health''#Nico's crush on Percy is just too funny to me. horrible pick my guy. terrible job. love that for you. he could not be less interested.#Percy LITERALLY TRIES TO KILL NICO and ditch him in the underworld and Nico is somehow STILL like ''but i love him''#Percy basically chokes him. beats up his dad. tells him ''go get smited by your dad for me.'' and ditches him.#and Nico's opinions/crush on him DO NOT CHANGE#though also Nico's reaction to Percy beating up his dad + skeletons is SO funny. his jaw is on the floor. he's flustered about it.#he just witnessed Percy be incredibly hot and proceeded to go ''yea i'll do anything for this man. collect reinforcements of 3 gods? sure''#nico you absolute DISASTER with HORRIBLE TASTE. you can do better. raise your standards.#which tbh is funnier when you factor in sun and the star. Nico just wont stop crushing on guys who dislike him and everything he stands for
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pretty sure i’ve seen romance movies with scenes like this
#tomgreg#where do i even start with t his horseshit okay here we fucking go.#so tom's first instinct is to go to greg when he's on shaky ground with shiv. the only way he feels safe is to have GREG with him.#who tf would want greg as an attack dog??!?!? lets be fucking real. when he says that i think he means just a dog. just someone loyal.#who loves him and won't dick him around. i think he's pretty tired of it by now.#he wants an alliance with like. ok in this show who would you pick to ally with. i love greg but he's abso useless in terms of skills that#would keep you safe. if anything TOM would keep HIM safe. in fact tom himself says who else has taken care of you. literally spells it out.#he even says greg is a joke; will fail; will fuck up; so what use does he have for tom other than companionship. other than love?#a dog might do tricks for you but your main reason for getting one is usually love. right? at least it should be. it would be in tom's case.#and don't even fucking get me STARTED on ''do you wanna come with me? ...sporus?" like girl.#you know what you told him about nero and sporus right. and now you're saying to him; yeah i was talking about you.#you and me. you're my favourite and i wasn't joking when i said i'd marry you.#the whole while tom is asking greg to be his attack dog his fuckin. eyes and expression we get it you're in love with him. like it's ridic.#and all this coming with phrasing it sounds like they're fucking ELOPING. I HATE IT!!!!!! SHUT UP! stop saying that fucking shit god. god#they are so annoying. anyway#the way tom's voice breaks as he says he has things to do [what things. will i find out later.] and the deal and!!#what am i gonna do with a soul anyways... i have you what do i need it for. and as that paragraph said somewhere. he castrates his soul.#then they giggle and are fucking annoying and greg'S HANDS LOOK LIK EHE'S ABOUT TO IDK. HUG TOM? AROUND THE MIDDLE MAYBE#or do something else. and then they just hug instead and i fucking. ugh. i've had enough tbh good fucking bye
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i hate people who think theyre so cool for not liking or refusing to engage in insanely popular things like has it occurred to you that it might be insanely popular……… because its good?
#you can still have your niche interests youre not gonna die if you love something that millions of people also love#this is about wednesday like if its not your vibe ok then watch something else but stop being like I WILL NEVER!!! WATCH THIS!!!#i see this with literally every show and every artist and ever book#like call me fucking crazy but if a show becomes super popular and its of a genre i like im gonna watch it??#and if i dont like it then ill stop watching it how CRAZY!!!#also i saw someone say ‘im not falling for that queerbait’ YALL JUST BE SAYING ANYTHING THESE DAYS HUH#TWO GIRLS OR GUYS THAT WOULS BE CUTE TOGETHER BUT ARENT CANNONICALLY QUEER DOESNT MEAN ITS QUEERBAIT#IT JUST MEANS YOURE GAY#so glad i wasnt dumb as hell in 2016 when the entire world was talking about a new show called stranger things#and decided to watch it instead of thinking im so cool for refusing to watch it#i saw one gifset and was like ‘that looks good’ and i watched it that night#and do not even get me started on people doing this with taylor oh my god#wednesday#byler#taylor swift
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so a while ago i made my alarm clock a news reader and today i woke up to a man saying ''news has just broken that liam payne aged 31 has died, falling from a balcony in buenos aires'' right next to my ear
fucking horrifying, i've never woken up that fast
#i'm shaken to the core#it was literally half an hour ago and i immediately spent like 20min scrolling through tiktok to see ppl talking about it#bc the first thing i thought about was how this happened now right when all that shit came up and ppl have been making fun of him#and shitting on him#- for completely valid reasons! bc of the allegations and ppl stepping forward etc but still#and i have to say i'm incredibly thankful that i've clearly interacted with the right ppl/accounts on there#bc the algorithm pretty much only showed me ppl talking about how it's important to remember that you're allowed to feel to things at once#that you are allowed to grieve him and still acknowledge what he did#that what tmz did was despicable and that he and his family didn't deserve that#and that you still shouldn't fucking harass the girls who came forward about him and you should still listen to them#that you can grieve for the version of him you thought he was when you were younger#and still be angry at the person he had become these past few years#and for the love of god to not harass the family or the other 1d members for tributes or harass maya henry or anyone else related to it#i think i might still be a little bit in shock#i can't feel anything#it just feels so surreal#1d was literally the reason i came to tumblr the reason i found fandom as a concept and it was a huge part of my life for so many years#so despite not being the biggest fan of him specifically esp lately it's still a huge shock and horror somehow#i remember thinking when i was younger that one day i would hear that one of the 1d member had died#and it felt insurmountable and absurd and horrible#but most of all i was just so sure it would be waaaay down the line#not now#anyway i just needed to come and let it out#rambles#ignore me
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being 21 is one of the most humbling ages ever like it’s always SOMETHING! literally always fucking SOMETHING!!! 🤩🤭
#this tag is legit just me complaining so ignore it lol#but my shitty brother having a shitty gf and always disrespecting my boundaries about her always being over at our apartment#her not liking me or his friends that are also my friends is the biggest red flag if I’ve ever seen one#and her causing drama with my parents and them putting me in the middle between them and my sibling#not to mention they’ve all been so mean to me lately!#also my dad’s side of the fam has been showing their true colors with me suddenly being an 'adult' but yet still too naive to know anything#and my friends using me for ranting and nothing else! 🤩#and the guy I liked not even having the decency to tell me he’s not into me and just leaving me on seen#like what is up with people just being mean and rude???#my heart is literally breaking and being tap danced on and no one seems to care#I’m being a huge baby about it but i have feelings too#literally need to curl up into a ball with a heated blanket and cozy pjs and a bradley there to snuggle me and put all his weight on me#but alas! i’ll have to settle for a shitty throw blanket and my pjs ripping apart at the seams#god I just love it here!!! (obvious sarcasm if you can’t tell from the nature of this post)
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73 yards thoughts
now that ive had a night to sleep on it, and read everyone's thoughts, im rewatching the episode to see if i can come to a more definite opinion about the episode (though that's perhaps against the spirit of the thing, lol!)
so a few moments that stood out for me that i don't think have already been talked about a lot:
when mrs twist shows up on the mountain, and ruby is giving her messages to pass along to the woman, she wants to say sorry. when mrs twist asks 'what for?' ruby looks genuinely thrown + upset, and eventually says '...i don't know.' since the woman/curse that haunts ruby is functionally an externalisation of ruby's deep seated sense that there is something fundamentally wrong with her, i think this interaction was super poignant. ruby 'knows' that she's done something that she needs to apologise for in the same way that she 'knows' there is something wrong with her that will make people react with fear + anger. there's no proof, no clear flaw or mistake that she can point to, because that's the point. the woman isn't saying anything specific -- there's nothing to say. noticing her (noticing a part of ruby that has a perception filter on it -- that is hard to see until you get close) just means that you see in ruby what ruby sees in herself. she is afraid that people will 'discover' whatever is wrong with her, and she'll lose them forever.
relevant to this is the fact that ruby didn't actually break the circle. if reading the messages is what summoned the woman in universe, then sure, she has culpability for that. but if it was breaking the circle, she had to live with the consequences of someone else's actions, and feeling guilt for something she didn't do. while im less confident with this reading, you could argue this is an allegory for her being given away. ultimately, that decision had nothing to do with her. she was literally a baby lmao. the idea that there's something wrong with her bc of her mother's decision is illogical -- doesn't follow reality, just like magic. she's spending her life trying to make up for a mistake she hasn't made (and, honestly, probably wasn't made. we don't know anything about her birth mother -- its more than likely that she wasn't fit to be a parent to ruby, no matter how human or supernatural the reasons for that were. but the facts of the situation don't matter here, in this liminal space. guilt and fear and shame bleed through the gaps. ruby could arguably be 'the spiteful one' the pub laugh about. she thinks she needs to be punished for something, and so the woman punishes her.)
following along this line, we know that ruby genuinely doesn't know what might have caused the woman to appear. she suggests trespassing, or breaking the circle, and gets the idea that reading the notes might have been wrong from the pub, but she never finds out for sure. unit doesn't know, or at least doesn't have the chance to tell her. the lack of closure ties in really well -- ruby has to carry a trauma that, even as she comes to terms with it, she can never truly explain or understand. even the partial amnesia at the end of the episode can be read as a sort of 'the body remembers what the mind forgets'. some part of her knows something terrible has happened, something that scarred her and left her alone for an immense amount of time (even if that time, in a literal sense, was undone), but she won't be able to put words to it. it seems that self acceptance - literally opening her arms to this *thing* that has haunted her her whole life,
now for some more rambly thoughts/things im still confused about
i genuinely think if not for the single shot of the episode reversing and old ruby now standing with her arms out on the cliff, i would have no problems with the themes of this episode. it was a powerful representation of rejection and fear that genuinely freaked me out (ruby running after her stone-faced mother while crying BROKE me), and i think it was a great character study of ruby. like others have said -- how many people would have stuck it out for that long? how many people would have never resented/blamed the doctor (or anyone, really) for leaving? and how many of THEM would've come to find a sense of companionship with their spectre?. ...however.
i can not wrap my head around the shot where time reverses and old ruby is looking out from the pov of the woman. it completely breaks my brain. i know at a certain point i should just accept that the woman can do whatever the story needs her to do, but there was nothing about time travel up to that point. it was all about physical and psychological boundaries. more than that, there was no indication that ruby was trying to make up for what had gone wrong. she didn't try and fix the circle, she didn't try and communicate with the woman at all beyond her first failed apology. on its own, i like this -- ruby becomes resentful of the woman quite quickly, which tracks as an expression of her poor self esteem. why would she try and get in the good graces of someone she rejects + dislikes? and again, i LIKE that she eventually treats her as a companion. all ruby has is herself, and she can never leave herself. getting to a point where she doesn't want the woman to go away, where she doesn't feel lonely while alone -- it makes sense that that is what heals the riff. i can write all that out in a way that makes sense to me. ruby makes a mistake (or witnesses a mistake) that makes the doctor disappear. she rejects herself, and in this liminal space, the part that she rejects manifests into reality. it haunts her for the rest of her life, even as she begins to wield what she thinks it says about her (that she's unloveable) to her advantage. when she accepts it, and integrates it back into herself, she is able to speak clearly to herself -- what she is thinking makes it across to young!ruby. when ruby thinks about the situation without the influence of self hate, she realises that the problem was the doctor's actions, not her own. she gets the message across, the doctor doesn't disappear, and the cycle never starts. the loop closes.
but. she wasn't one with the woman the whole time! if she was, the doctor would have never stepped on the circle -- the loop couldn't start, and so it wouldn't need to be closed. like, i know that we do a lot of paradoxes in this show and sometimes things are just gonna be Weird. but to me it's like if, in turn left, donna died in an unrelated car crash, then ended up back in time anyway. so why, if ruby has apparently accepted the woman by the time she visits the tardis for the last time, does the show bother with taking us back to the hospital and seeing old!ruby flatline? why doesn't the old woman come to her there, in that moment, so old!ruby is reaching across time but not space? if i squint, i could make an argument for the death. ruby's understanding of herself dies so a new, more accepting one can be born -- and obviously the timeline would fade away in the moment the loop is closed. but that's not what happens. old!ruby chooses hope and accepts herself, THEN goes back to the hospital, dies, then travels back to the past through time AND space (somehow, sure, i'll just accept the woman can do that), then communicates the message, then fades away. what changed between the visit to the tardis and her death? what do those few minutes possibly add other than the 'ive never been alone' line, which could've easily been written into the talk on the cliff? hell, she could've passed away right there on the cliff, if that needed to happen! but no matter how i twist it i can't understand why the old woman looked the same as it did before old!ruby merged with her, behaved + moved the same, and physically manifested when none of the criteria for its appearance had yet been met. im almost certainly overthinking it -- i can map everything else from this episode onto a psychological exploration of ruby and her fear. maybe the episode is saying that the woman was always there (at least to ruby), and old!ruby's self acceptance is what let the message get through??? but fuck i hate that she looks the same!!!! aghghhhghg! what changed! what changed! it looks like nothing changeddddd!!!!! <- deranged. they merged, there should be a sign of that beyond her hands being mirrored with ruby's.
tldr. if i could change anything about the ending of the episode, i'd take it in one of two ways. either have ruby merge with the woman while on the cliff and have ruby say something like 'now, what were you (or i) trying to tell me?' before cutting to the new timeline, or have the woman post merge look like old (or young!) ruby. she couldn't be seen because she was unknowable and (bc of ruby's schema) unloveable, so ruby conjured a generic older woman (possibly drawing from mother issues -- had to be someone at minimum old enough to be her bio mum). if she now looked like something specific, wouldn't that show old!ruby knew that what she feared was all bc she rejected herself? young!ruby could even have a line to go along with 'she looked like she was looking for someone', maybe 'i wanted to talk to her' -- just something small indicating that old!ruby's acceptance of herself was passed down in some small way, even if it certainly hasn't cured ruby of anything.
now for other theme/focus mutterings. i could spin something here about the fact that the doctor says the fairy circle 'is' charms and spells and hopes and dreams. ruby hopes and dreams that she can be accepted, and later, that she can bring the doctor back/undo the moment where it all went wrong. but the doctor also says that they should 'rest in piece'. so they're dead hopes and dreams, aka fears + regrets? so breaking it unleashed both the doctor and her greatest fears - the doctor of complete helplessness + impotence, and ruby of abandonment + rejection. because those fears stay buried in this timeline, ruby + the doctor's hopes (which in many ways are embodied in each other) can continue to live and be 'here', not drowned in the past.
also, the doctor implies the woman is 'resting in piece', out of nowhere, which i think is another indication of both ruby AND the doctor having knowledge from the split timeline. after all, old!ruby did die. so did the timeline where all that happened, i suppose. maybe that's the other angle for the fairy circle - it represents the fragility of a load bearing timeline. the hundreds of dead paradoxes and dead universes that spin off from time being written and unwritten as the doctor (and his companions) fixes whatever he can. let them rest in piece. forget what could've happened. forget what just did happen.
now for my other critique. i think the sexual harassment sub plot was cheap and shitty, and only served to be an incredibly lazy 'kick the puppy' moment to show that the prime minister was Evil™ levels of bad. in the process it showed no respect or care to victims of abuse, and pretty heavily implied that ruby had done nothing in the face of her peer being abused, because 'she had to make sure'. of what? that mad jack was a bad guy? watching him heavily imply he wanted to fire nukes wasn't enough to confirm anything? 'he's a monster' wasn't enough? why? what metric was she using, then? if she was waiting for him to be prime minister, why did she wait an unspecified amount of time AFTER he was elected, where he's clearly still abusing marti, to act? presumably the audience was already on team 'oh this guy sucks' by the nuke interview at the VERY latest, where it was also made clear that the guy was fearmongering about borders and all sorts of right wing bullshit. like, those are just the problems with it off the top of my head -- it fucking sucks, basically.
that all being said, i think ruby convincing herself that she only has 'one chance' works super well into the overall theme of ruby's understanding of the monster + her situation being tied to arbitrary rules she's decided help make the woman make sense. since this terrible thing happened when life was previously going fine, there must be a way to undo it and go back to the love and acceptance she had before. but there is no monster to slay that will trigger the end credits. there's just ordinary, shitty humans, and ruby herself. she can't uncross the boundary of pre-and-post trauma. and as long as she thinks there is something she has to make up for, the world where she is being punished will keep ticking along. i just wish it had been communicated in a different context!!!
side note. does anyone else want to come live with me in a world where 'it never snowed again' means that snow never occured again anywhere in the world. yes its way more likely to think that ruby's referring to instances of spontaneous snow linked to her emotions. but can you IMAGINE hardening your heart so entirely after being rejected by your mother that you change the climate of planet earth?? holy shit!
#73 yards#dw#dw spoilers#ruby sunday#ive now spent 24 straight hours thinking about this fucking episode. i don't know if its objectively good. but it sure has#fucking affected me. my god!#ive spent actual hours typing this out . i still have a uni semester to finish jhsfkghsgdfsdghfj#okay no more im hitting post#also if anyone else wants to propose an explanation/reason for the woman looking the same + appearing before the circle was broken PLEASE#feel free to reblog or reply or anything i have been reading every review i can find literally anywhere#so id love to hear ur thoughts!#side note i do like the meta implications for this episode but i think if it can't stand on its own without that lens#that's a bad thing. if it is tv theory i'll be stoked but i still think a serial show like this suffers from drawing out satisfaction#for THAT long in a non cliff hanger context
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Still bothered by Azazel possessing a reaper. How tf did you do that, old man.
#the power of gay love I guess. anything for his boytoy (John)#I know it’s probably just like. early seasons lore clashing with later stuff. but still. annoys me.#is Azazel just special. is he just a special little guy.#or was it like. specifically the power of the deal that did it.#how much power does making a deal give a demon anyway.#doesn’t Crowley say in s5 that they can do things with a deal that they couldn’t otherwise#how does that work. is it specifically the exchange of a human soul (power source) or is it something else that allows that#and is it the soul itself or the transfer of it.#I want ANSWERS (I will never get any)#Jensen could have made his show about this. he could have made a show just for me answering my questions about the logistics of spn#hey on another note why do angels even need consent#is it just for the drama. the vibes.#did god nerf them.#and it’s not even like. actual consent. coerced consent works just as well.#so it’s a letter of the law thing. not the spirit. so like. is it literally just someone saying the words ‘yeah take me my body is ready’#that enables them to get in there?#SO MANY THINGS I WILL NEVER GET ANSWERS ABOUT FUCK#spn
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BENJAMIN “DEX” POINDEXTER aka BULLSEYE therapy prop notes from Daredevil S3
#God i FUCKING LOVE THESE#GIVES YOU SO MUCH MORE INSIGHT INTO DEX AND HOW HE IS AS A PERSON#and it’s all so very bullseye#like he’s so observant? and he only sees the world in black and white? and he’s a fast learner????#LACK OF FILLER: how bullseye just says what he thinks he doesn’t care what others say#and the TWO SIDES?? THE THOUGHTLESS AND RASH PART IS BULLSEYE#HE NEVER MISSES??? LITERALLY BULLSEYE’S CATCHPHRASE#THE PART OF HIM THAT WOULD EVENTUALLY BECOME THIS CHARACTER WAS ALWAYS THERE#i passed out you can find me on the floor that is what this has done to me#magnificent right there#i orginally found this when i was still in school like a over a year ago and i almost cried because i couldn’t do anything else it was so#life changing i was so happy#and the fact that so much thought was put into his character is amazing#like we never saw these in the show but people still MADE THESE and did it so well#i can’t read cursive so when i found this a while back it was a struggle#also the white bg screenshot is from before the propstore website changed and now i can’t find this prop so this is all i got#i have been meaning to post these for a while btw#but i was too lazy to scroll all the way back through my camera roll lol#LMAOOO#benjamin poindexter#bullseye#daredevil
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emotional magic truly is the magic system ever. struggling to keep your emotions under control, watching as it lashes out of you. being so despaired that you can't even make your magic do anything. letting your emotions quite literally eat away at you, consuming you whole until there's nothing left.
#something something magic as an allegory for mental illness#mossy's rambles#text post#luci's rambles#i have about a thousand more thoughts on my magic system but oooh. ooh boy#necromancy is a real treat in this system and absolutely delicious for writing angst#you're telling me that your trauma literally manifests and your mental walls you put up show up as actual physical creatures-#-trying to protect you and hurting the ones you love in the process as they try to pull you from the throws of your own agony?#how about necromancy manifesting in a non visual way. feeling it squirm around in your body on your worst days#feeling like your insides are rotting and decaying when you're anxious on top of feeling nauseous#feeling the touch of spirits grabbing at your ankles when you can barely pull yourself out of bed in the first place#god i love this magic system#i got so excited i forgot to tag anything else#writerblr#writing#writer#dnd#fantasy#magic system#necromancy#worldbuilding#magic#necromancer
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so. 🧎
can we discuss.
#tulip says#venti#lunasmr#im actually more soft than anything w this audio#but the avian venti thoughts are so strong here......#showing off his wings and still courting when we are literally engaged?? god i love him#speaking of. seeing the ring on his finger still makes me feel giddy even tho its been in a couple vids since proposal#man i really cant think of anything else but wing hug 🫂#im craving it so bad i wonder how that really feels#bet his wings are so soft and even softer and fluffier when its just dried#man I REALLY CANT THINK OF ANYTHING BUT WING HUG#💔💔💔#world is cruel for not making venti genshin impact real#and so very in love with me#😠😠😠#edit does cleaning his wings for hin count as mutual preening. aka the shit birds do for each other when theyre in love#is that why he was so eager to show off his wings#lordd
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It really makes me so sad that Ronnie Radke is transphobic in that very Twitter specific way
#why does he have to be so ignorant#I don’t know much about him tbh my friend loves him endlessly and#ze has invited me to a free ride concert to see FIR twice now and all I’ve seen from his twitter is that he’s anti vax and anti mask and now#I guess fucken ignorantly transphobic?? like. he thinks all trans people want women to be forced into being called birthing people.#he thinks tampon brands are hiring Dylan Mulvaney to be their spokeswoman#he said ‘well I identify as black so if you disagree you’re a bigot’#like it’s the Idiot Transphobe 101 shit#and I don’t know anything else I’m just. like. he puts on a good show and I personally love the revamped I’m Not A Vampire#and the original!! his music speaks so much to me as an overly dramatic asshole with addiction issues!!#it just sucks. why do people have to be so chronically online.#and his audience is SO fucking queer#it’s just. sad.#they really really love him. and he’s just out here spreading false ideology that will both abstractly and directly harm them#and I hate that he’s built such a platform on being an asshole- which I normally love- that he’s using this to avoid educating himself#he literally doesn’t even call trans people ‘trans people’ he just says ‘trans’#like. ‘why would Tampax allow trans to be their spokesperson’#dude. cmon.#blithering on#I hate how much he means to people who are queer and how he’s just. being fucking STUPID#god I’m angry at a random dude. fuck me and fuck this dude I’m an asshole and so is he but he’s just. Touch grass for the love of christ
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damn i wish we could have puentalay wedding. i want it so much. i want to see traditional thai wedding. i want to see them performing rituals, praying, donating money. then i want them to have a ceremony (which is more familiar to our eyes) with vows and ring exchange in beautiful place (maybe beach because talay is not afraid of it anymore especially when puen is with him) and then partying. I want to see them dancing slowly, touching their foreheads, squeezing each other, their breathing quickens because they can't kiss in front of everyone but they want, oh, they want. after the dance, when the music changes to a faster and more incendiary, puen will take talay by the hand and they'll go to the beach and there puen will press him against a tree and kiss him deeply that they will both feel dizzy and their knees will weaken. then talay will change their position and leave kisses all over puen's face and neck, trying not to get carried away and nor leave visible marks yet. then i see him kinda falling to his knees and pressing his face into puen's stomach and breathing for a few moments. then he'll look up at puen and talay's gaze will tell puen later. when there will be just the two of us and the rest of the world will cease to exist. puen will smile and help him up and they'll walk along the beach for some time, silently and holding hands, before returning to the guests.
YOU SAID TALAY FALLING ON HIS KNEES AND FOR ONCE MY MIND DIDN'T GO INTO HORNY TERRITORY BUT WENT STRAIGHT TO THE BEGINNING OF EPISODE 11 WHERE WE ACTUALLY HAVE TALAY KNEELING IN THE SAND CLUTCHING THE PAPER WHERE PUEN WROTE HIS WISH - A WISH THAT WASN'T REALLY A WISH BUT MORE LIKE A CONFESSION BECAUSE WHAT PUEN WANTED THE MOST IN THE WORLD WAS TO BE ABLE TO TELL TALAY THAT HE LOVED HIM AND NOW HE'LL BE ABLE TO DO EXACTLY THAT FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIVES. PUEN'S WISH COMING TRUE IN THE SAME PLACE TALAY FIRST FOUND OUT ABOUT IT, THE TWO OF THEM GETTING MARRIED IN THE SAME PLACE TALAY WAS LEFT DESPERATE AND ALONE WAITING DAY AFTER DAY AFTER DAY FOR THE TIDE TO RETREAT SO HE COULD GO BACK TO PUEN, THE TWO OF THEM VOWING TO NEVER LEAVE EACH OTHER AGAIN IN THE SAME PLACE TALAY REALIZED HE WAS READY TO FACE HIS FEAR AND DIE AGAIN RATHER THAN SPEND ONE MORE SECOND WITHOUT PUEN. WHAT IF I SIMPLY WALKED INTO THE OCEAN AND DIE!!!!!!!!
but god there are just no words to properly express how much i desperately need everything you wrote to happen: the traditional thai rituals with the holy thread being strung circularly around them and the guests sprinkling holy water out of a shell onto their hands while giving them their blessings, the more western ceremony with puen and talay exchanging rings and vows in front of their friends and family as they try to blink back tears of happiness but still get a little chocked up, THE TWO OF THEM SLOW DANCING FOREHEAD TOUCHING HOLDING EACH OTHER AS CLOSE AS THEY CAN WITH SO MUCH LOVE AND ADORATION IN THEIR EYES, the private moment just the two of them away from everyone else where they can't stop touching each other and there's so much tenderness and devotion in every kiss in every brush of their hands in every press of their bodies.......
ALSO THE PARALLEL WITH EPISODE 4 WOULD SIMPLY BE SO DELICIOUS GIVE ME JOE INVITING PUEN AND TALAY UP ON THE STAGE TO SHOW THE VIDEO OF THEIR RELATIONSHIP TALAY PUT TOGETHER, GIVE ME PUEN MAKING A COMMENT ON HOW THAT'S THE PERK OF MARRYING A COLORIST, GIVE ME THE TWO OF THEM THROWING THE BOUQUET OF LOTUSES TOGETHER, JUST GIVE THIS TO ME PLEASE IM ON MY KNEES TOO
#HEAR ME OUT TODAY WAS Q3 BUT THE ONLY PUENTALAY CONTENT WE GOT IS A VIDEO FROM SEA LITERALLY TEN MINUTES AGO#WHAT IF THEY COULDN'T SHOW US ANYTHING ELSE BECAUSE THEY FILMED SOMETHING WEDDING RELATED#I MEAN IT'S NOT GONNA HAPPEN BUT WHAT IF#ALSO HEY ANON I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BUT PAY FOR MY THERAPY BILLS THIS GAVE ME SO MANY FEELINGS AND NOW I FEEL LIKE I CAN FIGHT GOD#vice versa#puentalay#m: ask
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spent all of work watching season 2 of mp100 and livetexting it to hartley and yeahhhh. season 2 is still my favorite season out of all three despite the back-to-back agony of the mogami and separation arcs
#ignorance cloud on#i just love seeing mob develop his own identity and like. genuinely make change! and everyone around him is doing it too#and w the world domination arc its just so fucking cool to see everyone band together and u can literally see With Your Eyes how mob#has impacted all of these people's lives by how they fight and strategize and defend mob#ALSO REIGEN!!!!!!! MY GOD HIS CHARACTER ARC IS SO GOOD IN SEASON 2#end of separation arc literally makes me cry every time#ive watched it twice now and even tho i KNOW whats happening i still cant help but cry#as reigen says 'youve really grown up' FOLLOWED SHORTLY AFTER W MOB CALLING REIGEN A GOOD PERSON#ITS LIKE. UGH. UGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i texted this to hartley in my teary haze but i love that part especially#because for a while i think reigen believed the only way he could securely become Somebody was through fame or infamy#which is why he didnt mind being a shady guy if it meant climbing the socio-economic ladder faster#but even he was getting bored w his own tricks until MOB SHOWED UP#and from that moment forward reigen BECAME somebody. he was somebody to MOB#AND HE WAS MAKING A DIFFERENCE TO MOB#and during the press conference reigen finally realizes like. hes been doing all of this for mob. bc he cares abt mob#and he values mob's opinion above all else bc even under all his tricks he just wanted mob to think he was cool and important#bc he had never felt that before. and then when mob tells reigen hes a good person despite the lies and bullshit reigen REALIZES#THAT HES ALWAYS BEEN SOMEBODY. HE NEVER NEEDED FAME OR MONEY OR INFAMY OR ANYTHING#BC AS MUCH AS HE'S BEEN AFFECTED BY MOB. MOB HAS BEEN AFFECTED BY HIM#WHICH MEANS HE HAS IMPORTANCE AND HE'S MADE GREAT CHANGE AND IT DOESNT HAVE TO BE GLOBAL#IT CAN JUST BE THE CHANGE HE MAKES IN HIMSELF. AND TO SOMEONE ELSE.#AND THATS TRULY THE MOMENT I THINK LIKE. EVERYTHIGN CONNECTS#AND REIGEN REALIZES HE CANT LIVE HIS LIFE WITHOUT HIS LITTLE SIDEKICK AND HES SO PROUD AND#AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH REIGEN ARATAKA FATHER OF THE YEAR....#anyway. ahem. if i had to rank seasons from favorite to least favorite itd be: 2 1 3
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They gave her a choice. She choose.
INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE (2022 - ) I I Could Not Prevent It
#what madeleine did here was also so effective in showing how little in comparison lestat and armand did#like what does it matter if the coven was gonna 'kill them' if they don't cooperate#madeleine said she'd die before abandoning claudia. <<prev#the way claudia nods at madeleine so she can save herself!!!! she wants her beloved to live!!!#but then the defeated look on her face because she's so certain she will be alone by the end because why should she be picked first.#BUT MADELEINE PICKS HER!!!! OVER LIFE OVER EVERYTHING ELSE#for once in her fucking LIFE somebody picked claudia#and it was here. like this. moments before they both died.#they really got me good with this moment#god the way she nods at her. like. giving her permission to save herself. looking away so she doesnt have to watch madeline betray her.#you can see that look on claudia's face fully anticipating that madeline choose to join the coven#and then the stunned surprised look when she doesn't#she had resigned herself to being “second choice” again and then madeleine picks her. literally picks death to be with her#madeline was established as a survivor after all this time from her birth through the war and everything#but she chose claudia because there is no other choice for her where living would be without her#she is a survivor - yes - but there are some things that arent worth surviving#madeline's actress had some beautiful commentary about this#live in darkness or die with light by your side. so it is survival to me#only at the end#only then did Claudia finally experience love#true companionship#the only person who ever thought of her first#god it’s all so tragic I sobbed through this uncontrollably#the love was there. it didn't change anything but the love was there. etc#i really can't with madeleine last name's being eparvier#claudia really belonged with the birds#but not the helpless ones#she's a bird of prey#interview with the vampire#iwtv spoilers
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"desperately craving morally gray female characters who have self-interested agency in their plots" and "also realizing that said gal characters are literally the hugest indicator of misogyny in a work you can possibly find" are two feelings that can and should mutually coexist
#how salty are you about this today? yes#been focusing a lot of my time and effort on creating art/writing for my own projects but this thought's been worming in my brain a lot#thinking back on the way High Card treated Burst utterly embitters me and so i ended up writing this as a vent based on her lol#i lost all my love for that show the moment it treated Burst as a literal punching bag for a male character#and watching her be brutally assaulted by a male character and sacrificing herself for the sake of someone she met for 5 minutes is yikes#and as far as im concerned she and her alter-ego are the only characters from that show who still exist to me#anyways the point is if you have a morally gray gal character and the writing makes a point to strip away her agency or force her to be a-#goody two shoes all of a sudden that's misogyny and i won't hear otherwise#bc god forbid we let a gal be allowed to have control over her life or to do anything that isn't for the sake of someone else#because you can see how problematic that is right?#right???#anyways welcome to late night thoughts that dishearten me as an aspiring creator of everything i wish i'd find in other works instead#if only because i'd rather read a story about a cool gal character with agency and her own interests at heart than be the writer of one
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