#should i revive this blog?

[kindahoping4forever]

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[ask-andante]

I'm silly

i know i posted tobaiblog last year but i have a different blog im doing now utilising everything i learned from tobaiblog and it's been a lot more successful for me..!

it's @tabe4 and even has a simple Picrew to go with it~ (you can find it by searching the blog for Picrew or the tag Picrew Posts)

Tabe4 is an old, small indie game from the early-ish 2000s, now hosted on Tumblr for you to interact with!

Help the mod create characters,

feed your new friends,

watch their funny reactions,

fill out their foods tier list while trying to stick to their diet and preferred flavours,

and unlock different things while you play!

You can even interact with the mod hosting the game, they seem to have quite a few secrets they aren't so keen on revealing too quickly to you...

Feel free to check out the blog, browse the 300+ posts already there, play the Picrew and submit them to the blog, or pass by if it's not your thing! Make sure you read the pinned post!

@tabe4

[madebyteenagefury]

What do you think about Trina in Falsettos??

what do i think about trina in falsettos??? i wwould do anything for her. but also i think if i ever talked to her i might break down sobbing.

ive mentioned it in ramblings before but trina marvin and jason are like a carbon copy of my family. besides the whole, my fathers a homo part and the whole trina marrying marvins psychiatrist part. their dynamics and everything are pretty much the same as my own parents. i was jasons age when they divorced. only difference is (besides the two mentioned) marvin and trina coexist more civilly than we do.

idk why i felt the need to mention that, i think its important like, background to my feelings about her(and the family in general). Shes amazing first and foremost, everyone always talks about marvin and the work he has to do to improve himself, but trina and what she mustve gone through to forgive him? after everything, its incredible. she cares a lot about her family and marvin is apart of it. and she accepts whizzer too i think, ("he shared my life") by the end of it and thats even more amazing to me. i think she deserves a break. i think she deserves the world. i worry (/lh more like just think) about what happens after whizzers death, how marvin cant be there emotoinally for jason and trina and mendel have to take that responsibility. i see my mother in her, a woman who wanted to be free of her ex and live her life but is still chained to him ("ill fight the gods, ill fight my ex") but augh shes so spunky and joyful despite everything!!! year of the child is probably one of if not my absolute favorite song from the soundtrack because its marvin and trina (+mendel charlotte and cordelia) fawning over jason and just being glad and excited that hes growing up and being his parents. the performance especially, because even though theyre techincally fighting at the beginning of the song, they still hug and laugh throughout it. they banter, and its beautiful. i think shes such a strong and resiliant woman, putting up with what she did, coming out the other side only to immediately find more pain. i wouldve liked more insight to her and mendel and jasons relationship. mostly her and jason. but i think there are lots of implications and inferences to be made, and its nice that some things are still up for interpretation.

I have yet to relisten/or even watch in trousers, but i have listened once all the way through, and re-read the lyrics through. trina in trousers,,, god i love her. like. ugh in trousers makes me so sick, marvin and trina and whizzer. mostly marvin and trina. trinas not dumb she knows. especially with love is blind, all the examples she gave and in im breaking down "i used to cry, hed make a scene" she totally knew! and still she even begged him to stay. she tried she really wanted it to work. but ofc it couldnt and im so glad she got to live a life away from him, and find some happiness. that she knows what love is. (oh also, the like. suspected suicide attempt??? bbyg dont worry ill kms for you-. everything about her makes me so so ill because she reminds me so much of my mom.) she tries so hard, with an uncooperative ex and an uncooperative (ish) child, and godbless. i just adore her and want the best things for her. shes such an incredible woman.

anyway thanks for asking! :]

[pomfey]

some older hifuu doodles because i just found out about the upcoming album and i'm so excited i'm going to explode

[castawavy]

my babies but in CAS

[bacchuschucklefuck]

Hi! I just need to ask after seeing your recent Bad Kids Class Swap piece - do you have an online store/do you think you might ever consider printing the piece as a poster? I’m in love with it and I know I’d absolutely buy it right away XD

huh you know what let's get a poll goin! lemme know if folks want to like buy prints from this blog and such. there are literally Two (2) pieces eligible for prints here anyway lol

more information: I'll probs use inprnt if I put up a storefront and I'll only put up standalone illustrations for prints. fully leaving the future open for this one I'm truly not pressed either way abt this

[cookidoughlilac]

Am I seeing this right? There are fans who still run TAG rp accounts? (other than our dear John because that precious blog is a constant and I am here for it) That is delightful news! 🤩

[quanblovk]

Kusamochi, being another Kirby, is naturally just as gluttonous as the original. Though he is always seen munching on something unlike pink Kirbs.

[chocolategnorbu]

another day? another slaY (pet day i didn't get into the art gallery for)

[omgtheywereroomates]

Merry Christmas, I really should have done this earlier.

Yeah it’s gonna be a writing, art block is stinky

[wannabemasterofwindintraining]

For your consideration may I suggest- kanaya homestuck for the six fanarts

trying to drag me back into the brainrot i see

[kuno-korner]

some of my old babies back in the ripe ol days of BATIM

[animalsandskyyy]

my cousin just posted about her 5 year wedding anniversary

which is weird

because I was there

and legitimately cannot believe that was 5 years ago

time is weird

because I was 15 then

and I started remembering how I was going through an entire gay/ace identity crisis at the time

and I went and looked at my photos from that time

and I was a baby

who was at this wedding with her family

and writing sad and longing poetry

about how she wanted to dance with a girl there

but didn’t

and I just feel so bad for her

because I want better for her

and like mentally and life-experience wise, I’m in a better place than her

but not really

i’m still not out in any way shape or form anywhere, except for the internet

and I can’t even talk about my feelings or identity without feeling uncomfortable and shutting down

i’m still desperately longing for love and devotion

and although I wouldn’t actually start doing so until i was 16, i’m still shitposting on tumblr about these things

i’m still longingly hoping for some kind of love and connection in the future, with no way to actually attain it

and it’s weird

poor baby grace

i, young adult grace, need to do better for her sake

but how

idk

posting this sure as hell doesn’t help

but it cleared my mind

and is reminiscent of how my mother writes posts on facebook

…fuck

….

the end

[seiwas]

remembering the days i used to be on here when bigbang was at like peak monster/fantastic baby era

[askticcitobyshit]

well well well guess who came crawling back (me, it's me)

ask box is OPEN!!

[mothbeasts]

oc thoughts save me... save me oc thoughts...