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#b'ig#rorichaux#happy pass the yaoi friday#static art#should I start making ship tags but that would mean having to tag more things
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The pokemon anime subreddit fascinates and frustrates me on equally deep levels
#smiling and blinking innocently. long tags ahead :) being normal :)🌸☀️☘️✌️💐#i'm such a 'minding my own business' person in fandom. i feel like my usual reaction to seeing takes I disagree with is#'well. people probably hate some of my takes so whatever'. perhaps even the ones i'm about to share#but. man.#it's like a portal to 2010 forum discourse but goh and serena are there this time.#deeply fascinated by the repetition of old ship wars too????#what do you mean we're still having legitimate 'but drew and gary are mean' discourse 😭#i mean by all means they should keep arguing because mostly i'm just glad that the wider pokeani sphere remembers drew at all#but that being said i wonder what kind of rivalry these people would have wanted instead?????#because there's other rivalries we could point to where they weren't air-quotes 'mean'. but we have those and people ignore them lol#because they're-imo- usually less engaging and dynamic. except for dawn and zoey who have never done anything wrong in their lives.#like we COULD give everyone the supportive happy rival experience a la may and grace or whatever but that's just not the SAME#and augh. taking psychic damage and trying to be normal but that's the THINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG OKAY#are Gary and Drew needlessly mean in early episodes? yeah lmao. i'm not arguing on that. they suck ❤️ completely insufferable.#b u t#there's that line. right. the line where it slowly slides into backhanded compliments too and giving that motivation-#-for their rival to work harder and the fact that they want that reaction and attention from this one person so badly.#like shipping aside I really do think that the friction of the Gary/Ash and May/Drew rivalries is what made them GOOD.#and yeah sometimes it was out of line but also that's just how the dub is as a whole tbh. they just said whatever shit they could 😭#AND BACK TO THE BEING NICE THING. Ash and May both got growth from their nice rivalries but not what they got from Gary/Drew.#it's different types of growth and lessons and they needed both kinds from different sources. I'd argue the rougher rivalries taught more?#regardless of your opinions on the characters themselves you can't deny that Gary/Paul/Drew/Harley/etc- the rivals that pushed A&M-#had the biggest impact on their growth over the rivals that didn't push. note that 'friends' and 'rivals' are different categories for this#I'm pitting. like. gary and paul against morrison and ritchie and not against dawn or pikachu or brock or whatever. different convo.#but it was growth out of spite to be better than the jackass rival at first and then that CHANGED INTO MUTUAL BETTERMENT#AND WANTING TO BE BETTER ✨FOR✨ AND ✨WITH✨ THEIR RIVAL. OKAY. (re: gary and drew specifically)#and as a result of all of this. drew and gary did get better to be fair!#well gary did kind of just start picking on goh instead gjkhsdkfj (joking) but ykwim.#DAMN IT I'M OUT OF ROOM AND IT DELETED A WHOLE ASS PART 2 THAT I HAD TYPED OUT#fine. i'll make this its own post at some point because i yearn to yap on about it
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(tags from @no-1-rosalind-lang-apologist)
By the way "some aroace people still date and have sex" and "it's weird how internet spaces makes every single aroace character romance and sex favourable" can and should co-exist. Sincerely, an aroace person
#tags from prev#like……. yeah. that definitely sums up my feeling on it#at some point i think people heard ‘aspec characters can still date/have sex’ and took it to mean#‘I can still ship aspec characters as long as i mention they’re aspec sometimes’#when in reality if you’re going to ship aspec characters then you can’t do it in the same identical way#aspec people everywhere on the spectrum have complicated feelings on these things#and THATS what i want to see when someone starts shipping aspec characters. personally. i think they should be using those relationships as#a lens thru which to study the characters and how they’re unlike allo people#as an aroace person who has had a pretty complicated time sorting out my relationships with romance and sex#and how those things impact the committed relationship im in#and how those things interact with also being polyamorous#i would love to see people write aspec characters with at least SOME understanding and respect for their identities#show me how their identity changes how they interact with a partner. show me how they think about it#get weird with it. i never get to see romance-repulsed aros in stories. i never get to see aro people who aren’t ace#i never get to see people like me whose identities change moment to moment#show me how their *partner* thinks about it. if theyre with an allo person there are GOING to be feelings there. differences.#and if it's two aspec people together then it gets even MORE complex. how are they the same and how are they different#how does that change the dynamic? how do they talk about their relationship? how do other people perceive it?#please im starving. ive started talking about the things i want to see and now i cant live without it........#also. slightly different. pls more romance repulsed characters. make it more common to see around. this is important#people dont even realize that theyre determined to find ways to erase identities they dont understand instead of trying to understand them#i think on some level allo people 'get' the idea of being sex repulsed bc we live in a sex-negative society and they conflate the two thing#('oh you think sex is gross? yeah that's normal everyone thinks it's gross' is not a meaningful understanding of ace sex-repulsion)#but bc romance is so sweet and pure and good and everyone needs love to survive (said through gritted teeth)#people really struggle to accept or even acknowledge romance repulsion. i know in shipping communities it gets even harder#bc shipping is often ABOUT romance...#but i would still like to see people try. romance repulsed aroallo. romance repulsed friends who get to make faces at each other when peopl#mistake them for a couple. romance AND sex repulsed aroace who still gets meaningful analysis and screentime bc their life doesnt have to#revolve around romance and sex 1000% of the time forever#aspec people have written THE most interesting and compelling versions of some of my favorite characters of all time
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I know tag wranglers do a lot of work connecting tags etc. Is there anything authors can do to make their jobs easier for them like trying to mostly use canonical tags or not making tag comments?
Thanks!
This is a great question, and I'll do my best to answer it but I do hope that some wranglers add on in the notes! I'm also just going to preface this with the fact that you should still tag however you like to tag. This list isn't meant to be a checklist or anything. It's just info I've picked up over the years and you can take or leave each piece as you see fit.
Okay, so the first thing that most non-wranglers should know is that wranglers see tags separately from the fic. They get a big bin full of tags to sort through and match up in the system, but they'll only see your fic and the other tags you've added to it if they decide to go look.
That's important to know because sometimes a user will tag something like [character] is so sexy and then also tag by which I mean they're a huge dork. The wranlger won't see that second tag and won't know that they're connected so your sarcastic tag will end up synned (matched up to) sexy!Character or whatever the canonical is, as if that was the meaning you were going for.
Another good thing to know is that tags can only be synned if they only have 1 idea in them. So if you tag, say, [character] is gay and autistic then the wrangler can't actually syn that to either [character] is gay or character is autistic because it only half-fits either tag. To have them synned in the database, you would need to tag those two ideas separately.
You might have already seen the post I made referencing the fact that you don't have to tag multiple versions of the same idea (unless you want to for the aesthetic) because the synning that wranglers do makes sure that tagging one idea allows users to filter for all versions of that idea. But in case you didn't know that, now you do!
Wranglers are often members of the fandoms they wrangle, but they aren't always. Sometimes they'll take on a fandom that doesn't otherwise have a wrangler because they like to do research or because they like small fandoms or for many other reasons. But that means that if you're tagging your OCs by name, you should add (OC) to the end so that they know it's not a canon character that they aren't familiar with. This is double true in huge fandoms like Star Wars where there are millions of canon characters and just as many OCs.
Wranglers don't "seed" tags in fandoms. For a tag to exist, users need to create it. The rule of thumb is at least 3 fics from 3 separate authors, but that's very much the minimum and in fast-moving or huge fandoms the bar is probably higher. Also, for brand new fandoms, it's entirely possible that they won't know you exist until you tell them. Back in January I was the first person to write in a brand new fandom so I knew I had to start the tags, and I waited until there were 25 or so works by 15 or so creators before I emailed Support because I know I have to be patient - but I'm still impatient by nature lol.
Another thing to know is that tags are kind of like proton packs - they can't cross the streams. If you put a tag in the Character field by mistake, wranglers can't move it to the Additionals. This can also work in your favour, though, because if you have a minor character or minor relationship that you want to tag because there's some kind of fandom drama happening and people want to be able to avoid them, you can tag them in the Additional Tags so that people can know they're in there, but the people who like that character or ship can still filter the Character and Relationship tags without seeing a bunch of works that don't really focus on them.
This got super long, so I'll end with your question about tag comments. I know people worry that it makes extra work for tag wranglers if you get all chatty in your fic tags but I've been reassured by more than one wrangler over the course of several years now that it's no extra work. They just shovel those tags into the gaping maw of the Unfilterable Beast - which is the same thing they do with those tags that have multiple concepts in them. If it can't be synned, then that's where they go.
(keep tagging that way, though, if you like to because that's how new concepts get created and eventually canonized)
Alright, I that's all I can think of off the top of my head, and the list was actually longer than I thought! Wranglers: please do add on with other things you wish users knew, and please correct me if anything has changed since the last time I delved into this topic!
Editing to add: a wrangler pointed out in the tags that [character] is autistic and gay can itself become a single tag if enough people use it. That's true of other tags with multiple meanings as well. They just can't be synned with existing tags in the meantime.
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My love, mine all mine | OB87 x Reader
pairing . . . ollie bearman x barca!femeni!reader
summary . . . After Ollie gets a sudden interest in the Barca Femeni team, fans connect the dots and reach the conclusion that he has a crush on you. So when they start tagging you on his posts, he has no choice but to confess and ask you out
request . . . no!!
word count . . . N/A
warnings . . . none!
faceclaim . . . sydney schertenleib and girls from pin!
alexavia yaps . . . guys idk why the fic is lowkey ass 💔🥀 hope yall enjoyed tho bc i'm gonna die for like another 2 weeks. requests open currently for oneshot req (for the mini fic series)
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olliebearman photodump from yesterday! congrats to the fcbfemeni team for winning and great job to yourusername on getting potm!
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username1 ollie is a culer ?!?!
username2 that food looks so good im salivating
username3 HES SO PRETTYYYY
username4 holy fuck he watches women's football?? yourusername we found you a match
username5 gorgeous
username6 stop i checked the girl he mentioned shes so pretty
username7 js checked and my GOD shes stunning
username8 OLLIE???
username9 i cant wait to see the y/n match updates bc i know for a fact this man will tag her in all his upcoming posts like yourusername at least follow him
kimi.antonelli why the sudden interest in the barcelona women's team
olliebearman i've been a fan since i was 4.
kimi.antonelli "kimi why'd no one tell me to watch women's football before" sent yesterday at 10:13 pm
olliebearman ...
pepemartiofficial ollie got exposed for lying 😂
olliebearman SHUT UP pepe
kimi.antonelli next thing we know he's buying match tickets and travelling to spain
isackhadjar the thing is i think he did do it
kimi.antonelli did you, ollie?
olliebearman i'd rather stay quiet
kimi.antonelli oh my god he did it
username10 how does it feel to have a chance, oliver
username11 their conversations are so funny im sobbing
username12 the rookies always have me tearing up from laughing
username13 screaming crying throwing up yourusername i'm begging you look at this
username14 im giggling at their comments
username15 i need more football content ASAP
username16 can y/n or wtv fight
gabrielbortoleto_ i heard ollie was being a loverboy
olliebearman who told you that ??
kimi.antonelli me
olliebearman of course it was you
gabrielbortoleto_ she's out of your league bro
olliebearman no one asked you gabi
isackhadjar he isn't lying
olliebearman all of you shut up and click off this post
kimi.antonelli someone's in a mood
username17 HELPP KIMI AND OLLIE I LOVE YOU
username18 man im itching to get people to ship them yourusername please look at this
username19 im never shutting about this for like another 18 centuries like my goat y/n x my goat ollie this is a grand event in history
username20 watch her ignore him like she did with that other guy i forgot his name
username21 do you mean hector
username20 yeah i think so
username22 poor hector catching strays 😭
username23 man doesn't even know people are making fun of him
username24 whos ollie im here for y/n
username25 hes a f1 racer for haas f1 team
username26 some random racer idk hes not important y/n is
username27 dislike people like yall
username28 oh to be in a relationship with him
pepemartiofficial if only you were catalonian and personally knew her...
olliebearman .
olliebearman do you know how annoying you are
isackhadjar pepe you should show him that picture of you two at your parents' house eating arroz con leche
kimi.antonelli LMFAO
olliebearman this is what i get for being nice
olliebearman btw i know that didn't happen you're just trying to have a go at me
isackhadjar worked didn't it?
pepemartiofficial i should ask y/n to take a picture of me at my parents' house eating arroz con leche
gabrielbortoleto_ ollie would probably rage and start crying
kimi.antonelli or he'll have a fussy tantrum like a toddler
olliebearman ALL OF YOU GET OUT
username29 i need to know when where shes going to be so i can attach myself to her and fight off ollie
username30 DIED. DECEASED. GONE. ROTTING.
NEW NOTIFICATION: olliebearman has started following you !
NEW NOTIFICATION: kimi.antonelli, isackhadjar and gabrielbortoleto_ have started following you !
NEW NOTIFICATION: username187, username9181 and 165K others have started following you !
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yourusername day out in my favourite city
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username30 y/n you have me on my KNEES
username31 what id pay to be whoever is dating her
alexiaputellas nina bonita Comment liked by creator
yourusername ahh gracias alexia <3 you're prettier
alexiaputellas all you hermosa
username32 OKAY OKAY I SEE THE VISION
username33 shes so pretty omgggg
username34 idk if i want to be y/n or be with y/n
username35 holy shit shes so gorgeous
username36 came here for ollie stayed for y/n
yourbsf woah youre so hot
yourusername youre hotter
yourbsf nahhh youre way hotter
yourbsf but yk who is hotter than all of us
yourusername oh god not again
yourbsf i texted you the name 😈
yourusername i was expecting it
yourbsf when will you text him
yourusername never
yourusername and don't even try to convince me
yourbsf someday y/n, you two will be out together in love and you'll be thanking me
yourusername no
yourbsf yes
yourusername sigh i deserve better friends
yourbsf reminder that i'm the one who showed you his pictures
yourusername yeah yeah i said he's cute
yourbsf you better think so
username37 man i love them
username38 HELP THE DATING LORE IS INSANE
username39 did yourbsf just expose them or
username40 i feel like im intruding reading the comments between them
pepemartiofficial sooo you know who he is
yourusername i do because SOMEONE forced me to look at his pictures
yourbsf ey ey ey don't involve me in this
yourusername i'm glad you know it's you since i didn't mention names
pepemartiofficial next time we meet i'm giving you both a run down on everything
yourusername good that you told me so i don't meet up with you
yourbsf see pepe? this is what i told you about
pepemartiofficial y/n you're too stubborn give him a chance
yourusername over my dead body
yourbsf guess we'll have to kill her, won't we, pepemartiofficial
pepemartiofficial guess so
yourusername i can't believe i'm best friends with both of you
username41 Y/N IS THIS A SOFT LAUNCH???
username42 THE PICS??? HELLO??? EXCLUSIVE SUBSCRIPTION??? EXCUSE ME??? HOWS SHE SO PRETYY??
username43 how is she so good looking
username44 the face card is INSANE
username45 I NEED HER SO BADLY UGHHHHHHH
username46 STOP where is that juice stand at the end i'm salivating
username47 need me some juice like that
username48 who tf is ollie and why'd he like before me
username49 some rando who thinks he has a chance
username50 bro thinks he's hector 💀
username51 if my gf aint like this ion want her
olliebearman you're very gorgeous
pepemartiofficial damn no reply no like no acknoledgement
olliebearman close that mouth before i close it for you
pepemartiofficial okay bro no need to throw a tantrum 😭
username52 the way she ignored him HELPPPP
username53 y/n yourusername give this young man a chance
username54 so um whens the wedding
username55 when will she acknowledge him more like
username56 yourbsf fans living the life we knew about this before all of you
username57 im sighing dreamily at these pictures
username58 THE PICS.
username59 giggling blushing and kicking my feet
username60 when will y/n post more y/n sigh
NEW NOTIFICATION: olliebearman has liked 29 of your posts and 45 highlights !
NEW NOTIFICATION: olliebearman has added you to their close friends !
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olliebearman iconic. Tagged: fcbfemeni, yourusername
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username61 Y/N LET HIM HIT HES A PROPER SIMP yourusername
username62 people DIED (i'm people)
username63 THE LOOK OF LOVE
username64 THE RUSH OF BLOOD
username65 THE SHES WITH ME IS THE GALLIC SHURG
username66 he and y/n is not a want its a NEED
username67 GIRL COME HERE yourusername
username68 i just KNOW their kids will be BEAUTIFUL
username69 face card never declined
username70 and never will
kimi.antonelli so you're a big football guy now aren't you
pepemartiofficial bet he watches all matches
gabrielbortoleto_ probably analyses the plays
isackhadjar he 100% studies positions and strategies
kimi.antonelli i'll bet my life savings that he memorised every players' jersey number, name, age, ethnicity and country of birth
olliebearman what did i do to you all
olliebearman what is this modern day torture
username72 Y/N PLEASE NOTICE HIM yourusername
username73 y/n x ollie
username74 the otp fr
username75 the lack of the y/n is starting to concern me
username76 fr like WHERE IS SHEEE
pepemartiofficial hey yourusername i think someone likes you
olliebearman SHUT UP
pepemartiofficial jeez chillax
username77 sobbing i feel bad for ollie
yourbsf please please please notice him y/n i know you know who he is yourusername yourusername yourusername yourusername yourusername yourusername yourusername
olliebearman not you too
username78 i could feel the hurt in ollie's words
username79 theyre more chaotic than we thought oh my god
username80 everyone said lets spam mention y/n so she notices him and i love it
pepemartiofficial clock is ticking and so is our patience
pepemartiofficial come one oliver make your move
olliebearman josep maria marti i'm going to murder you
yourbsf he pulled the full name
pepemartiofficial im sorry pls dont kill me
yourbsf he wont just because you're the mutual friend 😂
olliebearman i'm literally right here
yourbsf do you think i care
olliebearman oh wow
pepemartiofficial ollie got humbled lmfao
username81 deleting all my socials after this but yourusername come here
username82 they are SOULMATES vro yourusername
username83 HSHSHSH NOT EVERYONE MENTIONING HER AFTER EVERY COMMENT LMFAOOOOOO yourusername
username84 Y/N WYAAAA yourusername
username85 legit romance book vibes yourusername
username86 imagine being this in love yourusername
yourbsf to think this all started with pepe's birthday
pepemartiofficial it's crazy
yourbsf and now ollie is in love
username87 VISCA BARCA !!!!!!!! yourusername
username88 i am JEALOUS, ENVIOUS, GREEN. but oh well yourusername
username89 i mean they were bound to meet sooner or later bc of pepe being a mutual friend yourusername
username90 they ARE the main characters yourusername
username91 FRR like everyone else is just a side character yourusername
username92 alexa play 'that should be me' by justin bieber yourusername
gabrielbortoleto_ when will you make your move
olliebearman never with you as my friends
kimi.antonelli stay single and miserable then xx
pepemartiofficial yeah we all have gfs
gabrielbortoleto_ except isack but he doesn't count
olliebearman YOU DON'T NEED TO REMIND ME I'M AWARE
username93 dont make his heart break yourusername
username94 STOP I CANT WAIT TO SEE HER IN THE PADDOCK yourusername
username95 if they dont get together then love isnt real yourusername
kimi.antonelli this is your last chance to make your move oliver
olliebearman PLEASE STOP
pepemartiofficial is he okay
gabrielbortoleto_ prolly not
isackhadjar he'll survive
username96 i just know they'll be each other's ride or dies yourusername
username97 where to buy a ollie asking for a friend
username98 if i could id just take over one of their bodies to experience this love yourusername
username99 im waiting for the fics yourusername
username100 straight out of romeo and juliet yourusername
isackhadjar when's the move loverboy?
olliebearman i'm begging you all please stop
kimi.antonelli i think we drove him crazy
pepemartiofficial he deserves it no one told him to publicly announce his little boy crush
INSTAGRAM TEXTS BETWEEN YOU AND @olliebearman
olliebearman: hi y/n! i'm ollie, nice to meet you!
yourusername: i know who you are ollie
yourusername: pepe wouldn't leave me alone
yourusername: nice to meet you too though
olliebearman: sorry about my friends being annoying
olliebearman: and all the fans tagging you
yourusername: don't worry about it, it was fun to watch while it lasted
olliebearman: yeah i just wanted to tell you something
olliebearman: all these comments pressured me to do it
yourusername: you don't have to say anything you don't want to, ollie
olliebearman: it's alright, i want to get it off my shoulders
olliebearman: and make everyone stop annoying me about it
yourusername: what's up then?
yourusername: is it something to do with pepe or my bsf
olliebearman: no no
olliebearman: it's actually got to do someting with you
yourusername: oh?
olliebearman: yeah
olliebearman: please don't block me or ignore me after i tell you
yourusername: don't worry
yourusername: i won't
yourusername: now continue i'm really curious
olliebearman: alright... here goes nothing
olliebearman: i really like you y/n
olliebearman: i have for a while actually
olliebearman: ever since that time pepe introduced us last year
yourusername: that's really sweet ollie
olliebearman: i've made it awkward haven't i??
yourusername: no no no
yourusername: you're really cute tbh
yourusername: and i did have a teensy tiny crush on you since we last met too
olliebearman: oh wow
olliebearman: this turned out so much better than i expected
olliebearman: i'm so glad you like me back
yourusername: dw about it
yourusername: seeing you like this is cute
olliebearman: so y/n i have a question
yourusername: yeah?
olliebearman: would you like to go out with me?
yourusername: i'd love to <3
olliebearman: great!! you're free next weekend right?
yourusername: yeah! i am
olliebearman: then you can come to the spanish gp!
olliebearman: you can stay in the haas garage (my side)
olliebearman: if it's alright for you i'll ask my team to send you the details
yourusername: oh my god ollie i've always wanted to watch an f1 race
yourusername: tysm for inviting me
yourusername: and i hope you get a good result in the race
olliebearman: i will
olliebearman: for you
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yourusername spanish gp done so i'm headed to italy and oh btw olliebearman and me are dating
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username101 cue the yourbsf meltdown in...
username102 3...
username101 2...
username102 1...
yourbsf Y/N YOU DIDN'T TELL ME ABOUT THIS
yourbsf A BOY????
yourbsf YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND??
yourbsf A RACER BOY????
yourbsf THE BOY YOU SAID YOU WOULDN'T DATE OVER YOUR DEAD BODY?
yourbsf YOU DISGRACE
yourbsf TRAITOR
yourusername are you done?
yourbsf NO
yourusername dont say it then
username103 dont know if i should be shocked or unsurpirsed
username104 both
kimi.antonelli congrats y/n!! so happy for both of you
yourusername thank you kimi !!
olliebearman thank you!! glad you're being nice for ONCE
username105 KIMI BEING THE SUPPORTIVE YOUNGER BROTHER FIGURE MY HEARTTTTT
username106 i just know damn well yourbsf is on the verge of tears
username107 SHES SO GORGEOUS I CANT
username108 my parents 🙏🙏
username109 PARASOCIAL RELATIONSHIP FRRRR
pepemartioffical congratulations!!
olliebearman thank YOU for introducing us
pepemartofficial im finally credited for my efforts
olliebearman nvm
yourusername thank you pepe ❤
gabrielbortoleto_ ohhhso youre the girl he was spamming the gc always talking about
olliebearman GABRIEL
yourusername im flattered please tell me more
gabrielbortoleto_ will do whenever we meet 😊 congrats by the way!
yourusername thank you gabriel!!
username110 my dream couple frrrr
username111 GOALS OMG
username112 its true love if THE y/n posted a soft launch for him
username113 racer boy and footballer girl, couldnt have been better
username114 BEST LOVE STORY FRRR
username115 if my future bf isnt like ollie i dont want him
username116 can ollie fight honest question
username117 dropping that so casually is max aura
username118 y/n is creative i wouldnt have thought of that
username119 waiting for ollie at her football matches
username120 spanish royalty ong
olliebearman i love you so much, mi cielo
yourusername i love you more, my london boy
olliebearman love you more than anything, my barcelona girl
yourusername 🫶❤
olliebearman ❤❤
username121 STOPP MY HEART CANT TAKE THIS
username122 this has me sobbing and i dont even know them
username123 NOOOO IM CRYING THIS SO SWEET
username124 IKR???
username125 THEY HAVE NO RIGHT BEING THIS CUTE
username126 the kiss after the race omg i died watching it
username127 i feel like im intruding or something
username128 my mother and father
username129 OUR*
username130 CUTIESSS AHHH
isackhadjar cutest couple i know, wishing you all the best
olliebearman thank you isack
username131 FUCK OFF THIS POST IS MAKING ME SO EMOTIONAL
username132 this is so romantic and for what
username133 THE CAPTION
username134 y/ns caption is killing me
username135 ISYG BAJJHSSYHSUJKKIUHBHNJWMK
username136 I JUST CAME BACK FROM SUMMER CAMP WTF??? IS THIS HOW I FIND OUT THEYRE TOEGTHER???
username137 screaming crying throwing up
username138 killing myself
username139 wait for me
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ok but imagine pv smilk and reader having something going, relationship going steady, freak is on™, people kinda get the hint that this is a committed poly relationship
but! some poor soul makes a pass on the reader (thinking that the relationship is open and they're up for grabs)
you cannot tell me these two mfkers aren't the most possessive ass bitches (pv undercover) when it comes to each other and their partner (i'm hinting at possessive sex bro it would be so good)
pv 🤝 smilk
"that's my boyfriend and my partner and if u look too much im gonna bite."
they live in my mind rent free i need to write an eviction notice- i am so so sorry if this is nonsensical
(additional tags: possessiveness, unhealthy dynamics, beast x ancient
ships: Pure Vanilla Cookie x gender neutral!reader x Shadow Milk Cookie)
Okay so this ask resonated within my soul. I've wanted to write about just how willing Pure Vanilla and Shadow Milk are willing to share the one that holds their affections, across many different dynamics (yandere suitors sharing vs. normal poly relationship between three mostly stable individuals, etc.)
But I really, really like the thought of the two of them just closing the relationship after they include you in it. Because I love to see Shadow Milk when he's a snarling, spitting animal and PV needs to be possessive over his belongings friends and family more because I said so and it brings me joy.
I think they both would handle it quite differently, their jealousy. Shadow Milk Cookie is all external force, his hackles raise when he sees another cookie rub their hands over your back when they hug you. Shadow Milk Cookie is insecure desperate and clingy enough to shoot first ask questions later if he feels you're drifting away from him.
You're not, you tell him that when he's curled around you like some type of hissing weasel.
He believes you, but he just wouldn't feel better if he didn't teach that other cookie a little lesson! One should know better than to enroach on his territory.
Shadow Milk Cookie feels nonthreatened only when it's Pure Vanilla Cookie (and his other Beast friends, as he has expressed to the two of you eagerly). He doesn't mind it, loves it even when he finds their scent on you as he wraps himself around you. It's quite comforting.
But a stranger's touch on you feels wrong, like a sin. Shadow Milk Cookie actually gets very antsy until he's at least sniffed out this foolish doughbrain and assure himself that this won't happen twice.
You and Pure Vanilla Cookie have helped a lot on this regard; Shadow Milk's wrath used to mean something serious. Well, relentlessly stalking a cookie and pulling meanspirited "pranks" on them still is quite serious. Baby steps, everyone!
Needless to say, but I'll say it anyway, Pure Vanilla Cookie is not nearly as unhinged and unstable as his Beast partner is. In fact, I think it would take a much bigger push to feel like Pure Vanilla had to step in. He's patient, kind, and understanding.
But Pure Vanilla also feels jealousy, like any other cookie.
Pure Vanilla Cookie doesn't puff out his chest and start strutting around like a peacock when someone flirts with you. Actually, he thinks it's quite flattering that his partner is attractive enough for such a positive response!
(But if I just left it at that and didn't find some way to make Pure Vanilla Cookie's hackles rise then we wouldn't be here right now.)
I think the thing that gets Pure Vanilla's eyes to snap open is when someone persists with you. Fair enough, anyone with a partner would feel the need to smile a bit more tightly and wander over to put a comforting hand on yltheir shoulder while making subtle eye contact with the pursuer, it's totally normal!
Just a little sign, y'know? A quick nuzzle to your cheek will do the trick.
Unbeknownst to you - there's the faintest reflection of alitted pupils in Pure Vanilla's eyes when his gaze flits towards your increasingly unwelcome guest. Shadow Milk Cookie has been a really good influence, huh?
I think PV would process this internally, more than anything else. You notice he kind of anxiously prowls around you a little bit more, but he goes back to acting like his merry self a day or two later.
Although, his insecurities ring like a bell through his souljam, which Shadow Milk Cookie can feel. They're both watching you much more often than you would think.
And isn't that so sweet? So romantic? You have not one, but two ultra powerful cookies with stable emotions watching your every move, making extra sure that you're safe and sound in their arms, and their arms only! You're in good hands, here.
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And Comes Dawn.
Pairing: sauron/halbrand x reader, more pairings in the future to be tagged
Summary: In all beings, there exists darkness. when the deciver finds one who seems to defy this, he becomes obsessed with finding it within her. and if he can't find it, he will ruin her himself.
Tags/Warnings: clichés abound, opposites attract, sauron being evil but also hot but also evil, no use of y/n. This is pretty barebones. There's not much to tag, I don't think.
Notes: there was a lot of interest in this when I made a post. This is not super duper long and a Lil choppy but I wanna see what people think. Lemme know if you like it. If I should continue it. I have a lot of ideas. It's all written and edited on my phone so I'm sorry if it looks bad or mistakes were made.
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The wind from the sea felt nice on his face. After so many years spent as nothing more than mud and slime, it was nice to feel. Feel anything. Freedom, independence, revenge. His plan to create order and heal the world would come to fruition. Being stuck on a ship with these men was worth that price. They were like bugs. If he wanted to, he could squash them and feel nothing. Though there was one who spoke to him kindly as a mentor would, and there was the ever so slight stirring of emotions he presumed were long dead. The old man was enough to make him question what it was he desired. Did he want to be good? Did he want a fresh start? What about his plans? The desire for order was there, the want to heal the world and bring peace, but would he get that through evil, through deceit and violence? Or could that be obtained another way? He continued to stare over the vast ocean as the wheels in his head turned, and he waged a war inside himself.
"It's beautiful, is it not?" A voice broke through the silence of the night.
He turned sharply, greeted by the image of a young woman. You were beautiful. He noticed it right away. Never had he looked at a human and thought they were beautiful. The thought was usually reserved for elves, but you were different. He could tell just by looking. You were soft, gentle, pure. There was a light to you that permeated all of your features.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to intrude. We have more food tonight than expected, and you had been on your own so long before finding us. I supposed you might be hungry." You held up a bowl for him, which he accepted with a nod.
"Thank you. I don't think we've been introduced. I'm Halbrand."
You smiled softly back at him, giving him your name and taking a few small steps towards him. "It's a pleasure to meet you."
He watched you. It was curious. Everyone here was gruff and rude, not wanting to help a stranger, yet you brought him a bowl of soup instead of keeping it for yourself. He watched as you looked up at the stars and how they were reflected back in your eyes. Humans didn't often intrigue him, but you did.
He leaned back against the railing of the boat with his arms crossed, but before he could speak to ask his question, you spoke.
"The stars are beautiful, aren't they? The light against the immense darkness. It reminds us that there is light in all things. Even in the darkest of times, there is hope."
"Your people were just slaughtered by orcs. You're on the run. Hope in the stars seems pretty useless." His eyes watched you with keen interest.
"Hope is never useless. Without it, all is lost." The earnestness in your voice further fueled his curiosity.
"And what do you hope for in times like this?"
"A new start. A place to start fresh..."
"Yes," he interrupted, "That is what all hope for, but what do you hope a new place or fresh start will do? What do you want from it?"
"I want a safe place to lay my head. I want to live without shame. I want fresh air and to grow my food and I want music and I want laughter. I want to drink tea with my friends. I want to love and feel the wind on my face. I want happiness. I want peace." You smiled and closed your eyes as you pictured this serene future.
He watched you, his brows furrowed. You were odd, but he wasn't sure if that was a bad thing as of yet.
"You have a lot of this hope. It's almost oozing out of you. I can almost taste it." He took a step towards you. "As if there is no evil out there."
"There is evil, yes, but there is good. Do we despair because there is evil or have hope because there is good? I do not think there is truly anything that is created evil. Evil is only when the good is taken from someone, and if you're able to take it, then it's able to be taken back." Your eyes had opened, and you looked up at him.
"I doubt you'd believe that if you knew the evil I'd done."
"Thousands of years ago, the people of the southlands sided with Morgoth. Our ancestors fought alongside the most evil being to ever exist. Most would say that the things our people did were deplorable and worthy of the worst shame. But I look upon my home, I look upon the people I have grown with, and I do not see evil. The people here, I am but a stranger to them. I have yet to meet most of them, but they took me in, as they did you. If my ancestors were evil, they could not have created such good."
“Whatever evil you did, it can be forgiven. You can do good, be good.” You moved closer to him, placing a gentle hand on his arm. The feeling brought a sense of warmth that he had not felt since before he joined Morgoth, when he went by a different name. His eyes traveled down to where your hand rested, and you dropped it back to your side. He'd found himself missing the feeling.
"Your ancestors did do evil, though. They did plenty of evil things. Just as I have."
"Did they do evil out of the desire to be evil? Or did they do evil to protect those they loved? Were they born that way, destined to be only evil? Were you made evil? Or was it thrust upon you in a moment of hopelessness? Does every being have the capability to do both good and evil?"
He was left stunned at what you said, it took longer than usual for him to come up with a response. He wet his lips, looking over the ocean for a moment before looking at you once more. Your hair was gently blowing in the breeze of the ocean and he found the sight captivating. His intuition told him you were telling the truth, that you believed the words you were saying with your whole being. How could that be? There had to be some darkness that motivated you, that tainted your soul.
Everyone had darkness.
His mind played over the interaction long after it had happened. He wanted to feel that warmth again. You were a puzzle, a mystery. He would not know peace until he figured out what darkness was inside you because surely there had to be something. It was one of the many things that plagued his mind late at night. He watched as you slept peacefully. You were rows and rows down from him, but he could zoom in on your form. He watched your chest rise and fall, the calm of your features. You were a mystery that he had to solve.
This was what was on his mind when the worm attacked. He needed to know you. Even now, he watched as you attempted to help an elderly woman stuck under a beam instead of rushing to safety yourself. He couldn't bring himself to save the old man, but his fingers wrapped around the relic, and as water rushed the ship, he lept over and shielded your body with his.
He couldn't let you die. He had to understand you, to know you, to find out what motivated you, he would find your inner darkness.
And if he couldn't, he'd ruin you instead.
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I just found Don't look back (and first of all I love it, you are brilliant, I am barely finished the first fic but I am invested) and I spent some time digging through your tumbler for mentions of obi-wan/leia....because from these beginning interactions I have sense something and I am now invested and kinda confused????
Was this intentional...? Is this going somewhere...? There are no tags for their relationship but by other asks I see on your blog I'm not alone in this thinking.....
I hope she finds happiness. In the beginning I was hoping for some warped way for Han to join her because I love them together so much, but I also do love obi-wan and I am pleasantly hooked on their relationship now
I've answered asks similar to this before, but I keep getting them and we're far enough into the story that I think I can say some things more certainly without spoiling anything, or the plot magically changing on me. So here we go.
So. Like Fire in Our Bones. Leia and Obi-Wan meet for the first time, and I was happy with the scene, and then I posted the chapter and a whole mess of people popped out of the ground were like, "Romance?!?!?!" Keep in mind that this was before the Kenobi show was released as well, so we had no canon where Leia knew Obi-Wan as a child. DLB runs under that assumption.
So I was all, "Oh, surprise," but I'm a very ship and let ship sort of person, and once people pointed it out, I was like, yeah. Sure. They can have this vibe. They would, honestly. I've got a pretty strong head canon that Obi-Wan has been flirting to survive for decades at this point, and Leia is socially savvy enough to roll with that kind of behavior as long as it's not distasteful. She also saves him, and they bond, and I don't have a problem with people reading into that. I think it's reasonable. It's pretty textual at this point.
HOWEVER.
Once upon a time I also thought this story would be 200k words, max. I thought Leia would end the series having reconciled that Anakin wasn't Vader, but wouldn't be close to him. I though Satine would never make an appearance and Cody would be the first clone to like Leia instead of the last, and yeah. A lot of things started changing once I was actually writing the story.
At the beginning of the story, I knew I didn't want to write Leia a romance. A) because I wasn't sure who it should be with and, B) that was way past the where I expected her to be healing wise in her grief. But the story kept getting longer and she and Obi-Wan kept having moments, and I was like, I mean...maybe? Maybe something happens? I can't say no for sure anymore.
BUT!
We're far enough into the story now and I have a much better sense of how this last arc is going to handle the remaining grief Leia is dealing with, and also how much time she'll spend with Obi-Wan. I have no intention of doing a romance for her in this arc. Look how long it took me to get Anakin and Padmé together. We do not have time for that. So I've left Leia with no romantic pairing tags. Officially, the story will not be about her having a committed, happy, healing romantic relationship at this point. It will be about what it always was: cooperation and unity beating back the darkness, and how you have to fight for those things so you don't lose them when you need them most.
But if it makes your heart happy to imagine that all the remaining scenes with her and Obi-Wan are a prelude to something that happens later, feel free to enjoy them that way. Write as much of your own fic or draw as much of your own art as you want. Feel free to share it with me too. I've enjoyed reading the other divergent fics people have done of this story.
Just everyone, please be nice to each other. :)
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cold kisses
part 0.3. USER 7193
PLAYING FROM KODZUKEN'S STREAM . . . feels by calvin harris
maybe he should have expected this.
nearly all of his posts have been overrun with questions about y/n in the comments. the comments range from simple “who was the girl in your cooking stream??” demands to extremely specific ones detailing her exact hair color, height, and voice pitch as if he’s had another mysterious girl on a stream that he’ll confuse her for.
he’s been doing his best to avoid questions about her but it could only work for so long. now there’s only questions about y/n left in the chat and he’s not sure what to do. it was easy to ignore the questions when he wasn’t doing an entire question and answer live stream but he’d promised to do one soon and he thought having shoyo with him was going to help.
it did for the most part, and everything seemed normal but he was at a loss for words when the chat started to flood with questions about y/n.
shoyo leaned closer to read a question outloud, “‘girl from the cooking stream?’ i keep seeing that, do they not know–”
a reflex kicks in and he slaps a hand over shoyo’s mouth, pushing him away from the screen again before removing his hand trying to act normal.
the ginger looks at him, a mix of surprise and confusion on his face. “sorry,” kenma apologizes quickly, shocked by his own actions. “no, they don’t know anything about her,” he answers, trying to make it clear that he wants to keep it that way.
but the chat is already too far gone, using this one mention to run wild with theories. he can’t blame them, really. sometimes they’re a little over the top and unnecessarily pushy as if they have no sense of respect but in this scenario what else could they talk about besides a mysterious person that just entered the picture? but that didn't mean he enjoyed dealing with it.
messages transition quickly from asking what they “don’t know about” to inferring that he has a secret girlfriend. he groans, looking away from the screen. his mind working fast to try and come up with an excuse or explanation; a single mention of her and they already think he’s dating someone. he’s sure that the internet would go crazy with this information as well, fabricating stories, scandals, and everything in between.
his phone starts to buzz.
speak of the devil.
it’s a notification from twitter, some unofficial update account that’s tagged him about having a secret girlfriend.
he needs to think.
he can see shoyo eyeing him out of the corner of his eyes and he knows he’s been silent for too long on camera.
god, someone was going to find out who she was soon, right? weren’t fans supposed to be good at doxxing each other?
but how does he play off being roommates with an olympic athlete? an olympic athlete whose currently being shipped to the max with the most typical copy and paste guy everyone has the hots for?
maybe it’d be better for him to leave it to a random fan to find out who she is and announce it to the world–no, then he’ll just look bad for hiding things after so much has already come to light. it’s best for him to come up with an excuse right now. if he said she was his girlfriend maybe he could ask them to leave her alone. maybe they’d listen to him.
it sounded like his best option but he couldn’t just make that decision on his own without talking to her.
but he also couldn’t stand up and the leave the room for an unprecedented amount of time after keeping quiet for so long.
he looks at the chat one more time, seeing the word girlfriend in nearly every message. if they already think they’re dating it can’t be that bad, right?
“kenma…?” shoyo breaks him out of a trance, touching him on the back.
kenma looks at him, unsure of what to say. he feels dizzy and his mind won’t stop whirring with thoughts and worries.
“you’ve been really quiet,” shoyo lowers his voice so that only kenma can hear him, “i think you need to say something.”
he glances at the chat again. still stuff about y/n.
she’d be okay with it, right? maybe if she isn’t he’ll just tell twitter that his girlfriend broke up with him because his fans are pushy little shits and he’ll agree with her word for word and then his fans will cancel him and he can move to another country and live a happy little life working in a cat shelter–
no. he likes his life the way it is now. he’s winged everything so far but he’s grown quite a small community for himself this way. he can do this. if y/n doesn’t agree, he’ll figure something out later.
“okay,” kenma finally speaks, dropping his hands that he’s been running through his hair absentmindedly. “since none of you guys are gonna leave this alone, yes. the girl from that last stream is my girlfriend, happy?” he watches his chat run wild with numerous exclamations. he thinks finally about his poor moderators. he’ll definitely have to give them something after this stream. “i’ve been trying to lay low about it because i didn’t want the world to freak out but now it’s out. just try and be respectful, okay? i love her a lot.” the words aren’t hard to say when they’re about her. he can say them honestly and play them off as a joke later, but for now he enjoys how nice it feels to say it.
he can see that shoyo has frozen up out of the corner of his eye. he needs to end this stream before either of them say something else they shouldn’t. he’ll answer a few more questions and slowly ease into a goodbye so that he can end the stream and debrief shoyo.
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extras <3
this is a long chapter i'm sorry 💀 literally there's more but i tried to split this evenly into two chapters
kenma was literally just going through some random person's account who made edits of ice skating partners to self sabotage himself
yn wasn't sure when they'd be releasing partner pair ups and really freaked out when they were announced
she was texting everyone and tweeting a ton
she messaged her media girl like "hey i'm not comfortable with people sending me writing shipping me with atsumu can we please do something about it" and the girl replied, "what do you want me to do?? report them?? write you a message that you can tweet about your boundaries?? (yes) if that's what they want to write deal with it at least they like u"
and they wonder why she just posts whatever she's feeling on her main unless iwa tells her otherwise
noya has gotten distracted from the main topic of a chat to reply with a <3 to something nice y/n says multiple times
they're fr just best buds holding hand in the middle of a warzone where iwaizumi reigns over all
(the only two soldiers are suna and tsukishima)
suna's a lot softer without tsukishima around
he just feels like he needs his guard up around such a salty person
do not ask me why i made rofltropper an antagonist for no reason
kageyama was really just trying to finally do his english homework while waiting for hinata to come home and then he heard kuroo and oikawa start to yell
he was a little scared but then was like "if they can't reach me i'm safe" and they they slammed the door shut and his room shook a little
someone on the floor probably wrote up a complaint about them
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things i say when you sleep | chapter eight
multi chapter bodhi durran x fem!oc
word count: 5.2K
chapter summary: bodhi durran on ania alistair
tags: slow burn, friends to enemies to lovers, canon typical violence, mentions of death, she falls first he falls harder, majority canon compliant, some canon deviance, eventual smut, angst with a happy ending, additional tags to be added
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b o d h i
Ani had always been an exceptional girl.
She'd been a part of my life since I can remember. When I think back to my earliest memories, she's always there.
Once Ani learned to walk, the Alistairs would join our family at Riorson House for weekly dinners. Despite being the youngest, she learned to read before any of us. Every adult I knew always talked about what a bright child she'd grow up to be—a Healer, maybe, just like her mother.
She and I could always relate, being the youngest of the group. Sometimes we were left out of the plans that Xaden, Garrick, and her brother, Beckett made. Eventually, as we got older, we started to be included too. More often than not, Ania would choose to exclude herself to stay in the library.
But she was always there. Her presence was always there. She was just as much a piece of our family as we were to theirs. The times she did decide to join us, she'd shut her book cooly, but the way her eyes lit up was undeniable.
Sparring with her was always entertaining. Once she turned ten, we started letting her into the gym with us. We thought having a girl on the mat was amusing, but we learned quickly that her adaptability was unmatched. Observing us, she picked things up and engraved them into her brain. She never won, but she always put up a challenge.
With us being the youngest, our mothers always dreamed of the idea that we'd grow up one day and get married. In turn, Xaden, Beckett, and Garrick would tease us. "Lovebirds", they called us. I never minded the jokes, but I'd put a stop to the conversation when I saw Ani's cheeks flush.
Once the rebellion began, the talk became more serious. While Xaden had been betrothed to Catriona, the backup should something happen, I was betrothed to Ania. Under any means necessary, we had to preserve the Throne in Aretia. She never understood the severity past that point. It was still a harmless joke amongst our families to her. How could she understand when she was left in the dark?
We had always planned to tell her, we just never had the chance to. It was hard when her mother was so against it. It was too late when we finally wanted to let her in. Beckett died and we barely had time to blink before the executions.
The last time I saw Ania, she was thrashing in a man's arms as he pulled her away from us. The new relic shimmered against her skin as she hit his chest. Xaden and I fought for her. We at one point had all managed to grab onto each other but, were ripped apart, and shipped off to new foster homes.
Years went by and I could nothing but hope that she was being treated right in her new home and grieve what had been taken from us. We were just kids.
My first year in the quadrant practically flew by. Xaden and I were different and for some deluded reason, we had expected her to remain the same after six years. We were wrong to think that she'd be happy to see us.
Xaden found me after Parapet and his jaw flexed as he pulled me into a quiet corner where we could talk.
"Is she here?" I asked him.
"She hates us," He said as he ran a hand over his face. "Wants nothing to do with us."
"What do you mean?" I pressed further.
"She blames us for Beckett," He replied. "I helped her cross but-"
"She told you this?" I looked around the courtyard to see if I could see her.
"No, I just know," He sighed, "She's not the same. Just keep your distance til we can figure out how to handle this."
Gods, did she make it hard on us.
We were fools to think that she could be the same after everything that happened in Aretia.
Keep my distance. That's all I had to do.
I didn't question it when Xaden told me she had changed. We all had. The ramifications of the war were not light on any of the Marked ones. The things we went through as kids, molded us as people.
The Ani that I saw step onto the mat during Assessment Day was not one I was ready for. She'd grown. She was always a beautiful girl, we'd heard it our whole lives, but I was seeing it now.
Our first mistake was sending Quinn in.
She left the mat with a broken nose, even though she, by technicality, won. Since Ania had yielded. This hard exterior was fascinating. I never imagined Ania to be what other cadets would call "ruthless." I had a hard time grasping the person she had become.
I didn't heed Xaden's warnings to stay away. How could I when that night, I found her sitting under a tree watching the stars? I instantly was reminded of a time when we were kids. The stars were beautiful from the top of Riorson House.
Things had seemed to be going well, I was making progress, actually getting through to her. Until I brought up Xaden.
"She hates us but at least she doesn't seem to be getting closer to anyone else in the quadrant," I said to Xaden as I sat in his room one night.
"I don't want her to be isolated. Unfortunately, you can't make it here without some sort of teamwork." He replied and I knew he was right.
Ania was isolating herself. Excluding herself like I'd seen her do on several accounts growing up together.
We took what felt like a million wrong approaches toward her. We had to tread lightly, and carefully, to avoid pissing her off. We noticed early on that she had developed a very serious anger problem. We'd all been there, all shed it, but her's had stuck. That became the top priority. We could use her anger and do our best to avoid it backfiring. Once she let us in, we needed to focus on her control.
Her anger would get her killed.
Only after calling her to the mat did we start to slowly make progress. And it wasn't because of me. If anything, I'd set our progress back to the start. I'd call it tough love, but I'm not sure it deserved that name after I knocked her out.
"Let me talk to her," Liam had said to us.
Xaden had told him about Ania during their time being fostered together. Liam had been excited to meet her. He, like us, had been expecting someone different.
Xaden pondered on the thought, slightly angry with me for taking it too far, and then nodded.
Liam Mairi had been the first of us to get through to her.
When Xaden decided that she had trusted Liam enough, he sent me back in.
With Threshing approaching he was beyond stressed.
"I'm stretched thin," He kept saying.
At this point, it was a matter of if she lived or not would we finally be able to make things right.
"Ani?" I asked. He had been observing in the valley and was supposed to keep an eye on her.
"I lost her," He replied, running a hand through his hair.
'What do you mean 'you lost her'? I raised my voice.
"Sorrengail was in trouble," He said and he had to put his hands on my shoulders to keep from running into the damn valley myself.
"And what about Ania?" I screamed.
I forced myself to walk away from him for my own sake. Xaden was not a fight I could win.
I found her squadmates and asked if they had seen her. My stomach sank when Violet returned, and she still hadn't.
Xaden's jaw ticked and I know he was worried. We had broken Beckett's promise. If he had just kept eyes on her-
"Ani!" The second I found her in the medical tent, my heart sank. I practically ran toward her.
I cupped her cheeks into my hands my eyes scanning her over to assess her injuries. She looked like she just went through hell and back. Maybe even shook Malek's hand while she was at it.
Her face was covered in blood, hers or someone else's, I'm not sure. Her hand had a gaping hole through the center and I can only imagine it's from a dagger.
I tilted her head to the side, clenching my jaw when I saw the fresh bruising in the shape of handprints.
I'm the one who has to control my anger now. The second she tells me who's responsible, I'll fucking kill them.
"I'll relay to Sgayel that she's okay," Cuir says and I mentally thank him.
Xaden appears within minutes, but I'm still pissed at him. As he surveyed her, I could see regret swimming in his eyes.
She killed two men. My Ani killed two men. Innocent, bookworm Ania Alistair. A murderer. Justifiably.
But she survived in the process. Ruthless, she lived up to her name. If she looked like this, I'd hate to see the other two.
With a glare in Xaden's direction, I helped her to the healers after the celebrations begin. She didn't even flinch when her Red Swordtail burned a relic into her skin.
She's strong. In shock maybe, but strong.
"She made it, she bonded," Xaden said to me when I returned to the flight field. I had members of my own squad that I haven't checked on yet, being too preoccupied with Ania. "Is she okay?"
"She killed two men today, Xaden," I replied with my arms crossed over my chest.
"That's a part of life, Bodhi," He was stern with his tone, "We can't coddle her. Especially when she doesn't let us. Beckett wouldn't want that. We want her to live past the quadrant, yes?"
"Of course," I said.
"Then we can't hold her hand through it. She's not a kid anymore. We can do our best to protect her and trust me, we will. But we can only do so much." Xaden said.
As much as we want to believe that she's someone we can shield from the hardships of the world, we just can't. "When do we tell her about what's really going on?"
"We'll take it day by day," He replied with a curt nod.
The next morning when I went to check on her I was not expecting Ridoc Gamlyn of all people to open the door. Shirtless.
His eyes flared wide like he knew he was not where he's supposed to be, "Oh shit."
I ran my tongue against my teeth when Ani appeared behind him standing in nothing but her tunic. I accidentally let my eyes glance her over, noting the angry dagger wound in her thigh.
All I did was look at him, but that seemed to scare him enough for him to scramble out of her room without even putting his shirt or shoes on.
That was a situation I could've handled better. She didn't need me to be overbearing in that moment and I was, but I couldn't help it. I told myself the anger came from concern over her not letting her injuries heal. I had no right to tell her who she could and couldn't bring into her bed. Or that she can't bring anyone into her bed at all.
Garrick and I met in Xaden's room that night to talk about the next drop-off. We never made it through a meeting without bringing her up. How could we not? We'd all been there the day Beckett died. Xaden held him in his arms while we surrounded him. We all made a promise.
"I see her in the gym a lot," Garrick said, "Pretty much every night. If not with Gamlyn then with Liam. She's pretty intense."
"She still avoiding you?" I asked.
"Yeah, but because I give her the space to. She'll come to me when she's ready." Garrick replied, tapping his fingers mindlessly against the table. "She's got a good head on her shoulders. I think we should consider letting her in."
"I agree. But we can't just pull her aside and lay everything on the table. She's a logical person. Extremely intelligent. We have to plant the idea inside her head, let her figure it out." Xaden explained and then turned to me after a beat, "You should be the one to start. She's starting to trust you."
"I can do it," I nodded.
"Anything else?" Xaden asked.
"I found Ridoc in her room this morning," I said, trying to ignore Garrick and my cousin's shared glance.
"Does that bother you?" Garrick asked as he crossed his arms.
"I think that she should be focused on other things, that's all." I defended. I should've kept that to myself.
"As long as she's not sleeping with a psycho like Barlowe, then I hardly think it's our business," Xaden smirked. "Cadet Gamlyn cares for her. In a strictly platonic way."
My cheeks heated up and I hated the way that Garrick and Xaden burst into laughter.
"Some things never change," Garrick laughed as he stood up and pushed his chair in.
Hardly any progress was made from our end. I began to accept the fact that she genuinely wanted nothing to do with us. When we started sparring, she took the notes I gave her and didn't say much to me otherwise. Watching her from a distance as she grew closer and closer to her squadmates was bittersweet. She was meant to be coming on runs with Xaden, Garrick, and me by now. Our dynamic was supposed to have returned to how it had been in Aretia. She made it so hard, but we were not letting up.
Even though I had a way of saying the wrong thing at the wrong times.
"You don't necessarily make it easy to care about you," I regretted the words as soon as they left my mouth that night.
Progress reset once more.
Xaden took matters into his own hands after that. He finally sat her down and talked to her about the promises he'd made to Beckett regarding her. He was convinced now that moving forward should be easier. We were so close to fully earning her trust.
I was the first one to test that theory.
We finally were able to meet in the gym to spar and I was grateful that I had caught her before she left.
I let her put me down once, but in her second match, she earned her victory fair and square.
On round three, I attempt to do what I was sent down here by Xaden to do.
"Do you remember those stories that Xaden's dad used to tell us?" I asked, as casually as I could. Plant the idea. Let her figure it out.
"About the venin?" She ducks under my arm as I throw a punch. "They were why I was scared of the dark forever. You really wanna bring that up right now?"
She had always been scared of the dark as a kid. There's a distant memory of a night we had a sleepover at Riorson House. Garrick was staying with us for the summer and Beckett and Ani had come over as well. We spent the night playing hide and seek in the dark and trying to scare each other with the tales of the dark wielders. When Beckett and I woke up the next morning, Ani was sleeping at the foot of our bed because she had gotten scared in the guest room by herself.
I never expected her to manifest moments later.
There's only one other time in my life I've felt fear like that. The day that our parents were captured and we knew that we had lost the war.
The scream she let out rattled my bones as I held her. Every mage light in the gym shattered. The second I felt her skin rising in temperature, I lifted her into my arms and carried her to the bathing chambers. I put the water on as cold as the lever would allow, but by the time we got there, I could hardly touch her without wanting to pull away.
"If her power is backlashing, she could kill you in the process," Cuir said through our bond.
"I don't care." I slammed my shields shut to block him out. I just needed to focus on her.
I pulled her tunic over her head to try and cool her off, but she was shivering and her teeth chattered uncontrollably. I couldn't understand how her skin was so hot, yet she seemed to be freezing. Was she going to wield fire? Ice? I couldn't tell.
My hands shook as I cupped her cheeks and forced her to look at me, "You have to ground, Ani. Please. Please ground."
I'm begging her to ground, I'm telling myself she'll be okay, I'm begging Malek to not take her from me.
"T-t-the library. R-R-Riorson Ho-use," She said after I asked where she grounds.
I brushed the wet hair from her face, searching her eyes to do my best to counter whatever the fuck she was manifesting.
"I'm trying. You're going to be okay, I'm right here." I fought back the tears, trying to catch the glint that would tell me how to counter what was happening.
We both were drenched, fully clothed as the cold shower sprayed over us. I flinched when the mage lights in the bathroom shattered just like they had in the gym.
I tucked her body to my chest in case any glass were to fly at us and I realized then how heavy I was breathing.
I'd never felt so hopeless. She was either going to live through this, or she was going to die and take me out with her.
You're okay, you're okay, you're okay.
The whispers were continuously falling off my lips when I finally heard her say my name. When I opened my eyes, the entire bathing chamber was pitch black. But her hands were glowing.
Magnificent.
My forehead fell against hers at the sheer relief of hearing her voice. She pulled my face a few inches from hers and I wished I could see her face. I wanted to see her eyes just for the extra confirmation that she'd be alright.
Light returned to her fingertips, nearly taking my breath away. My hand finds the base of her neck, brushing the soft skin there. Soft, golden light illuminated her face and within an instant, she was the most beautiful thing I've ever laid eyes on.
She gently tugged my face toward her but I held back. I reached for the lever instead, afraid that she'd do something she would regret, and turned the water off.
After I left Ania in her room, I immediately went to Xaden's, hoping he was still awake.
"What's going on?" He asked once I stepped inside. "You're dripping water all over my floor."
"She manifested," I said, turning to face him. "And she- Gods, she was so close to fucking backlashing."
"What did she manifest?" Xaden asked me.
"She can bend light," I said to him. "I had to carry her from the gym to the bathing chamber, she would've combusted if-"
I sat in one of his chairs, covering my face with my hands. The overwhelming feeling of relief settled within me and tears threatened to spill. I don't remember the last time I cried.
"I was so scared," I admitted in a whisper. "I couldn't counter it. I couldn't help her. She was in so much pain and-"
"You did everything you could," Xaden reassured me with a hand on my shoulder, "She's okay because you were there. Thank you."
Time was not something gifted to us after she manifested. Between her squad's trip to Montserrat and prep for War Games, I didn't get much time to train with her. I'd wanted to check in so many times, ask how she was, and see how her signet was developing. But there's just no time.
I replay our time in the shower when she tugged my face toward hers. It was so subtle that I didn't even want to suggest that she was going to do something like kiss me. Would I have let her if she tried?
After the first battle of War Games, I find her and Ridoc on the flight field. I can't help but be amused at how Ridoc still does his best to avoid me after I found him in Ania's room.
I'm sitting on the edge of her bed and she's explaining something she did with her signet and I just want to listen to her talk about it endlessly. Flight leathers look good on her and I find myself fighting the urge to stare. Her hair is wind-blown from flight and she's got lines from her goggles, but she's stunning regardless.
"How have you been otherwise? We haven't seen each other much," I asked, forcing myself to be coy. There was a line that I was threatening to cross and I needed to stop before I could start. What would the others think?
"Fine," She answered as she crossed her room. She's annoyed that I'm avoiding the conversation she really wants to have. But I can't go there with her. She turned her back to me while she undressed and I forced myself to look away, my knuckles turning white from how hard I gripped the edge of the bed.
My gaze returned to her when she turned back around and I couldn't help but look her over. The way the fabric cut off in the middle of her thigh, the sounds her bare feet made across the stone as she walked to me. Her hair rested in waves from the loose braid she'd had it in. I nearly felt sick to my stomach at how divine she looked.
"Ani," I whispered when she stepped between my knees. Fucking hell.
"Yes?" She asked softly. She had to know the effect she was having on me.
"Don't do this to me," I practically begged her. Thin. Ice.
"Do what?" Her skin felt like silk under my fingertips as I trailed them up the sides of her thighs, stopping short of the hemline of her sleeping gown.
"Tell me to stop," She whispered. I'd rather die.
She settled herself deeper between my thighs, looking down at me.
I want her.
"Ani," I warned. Moreso, for myself but I wished she'd heed it too.
My fingers dug into her thighs as I fought every illogical thought I was having. I couldn't do this. She shouldn't either. She'd regret it in the morning.
But I've never wanted someone more in my life than I do right now.
"I can feel it," She whispered. Feel what?
My thumb brushed her bottom lip and my lips parted. Soft, plush. I needed them against mine. Just once. I cupped her jaw gently pulling her face toward mine.
The position in which we were in, me sitting on the edge of her bed while she stood between my legs. As she looked down at me and I up at her, things couldn't be more clear. She had me in the palm of her hand.
"You're gonna be the death of me," I said under my breath. Just this once.
I couldn't hesitate any longer. I pulled her face towards mine, pressing my lips to hers in a soft kiss. She wanted more and I did too, but I couldn't help but hold back.
She tangled her fingers in my hair and she deepened the kiss for the both of us, urging me further back on the bed. She pushed me back onto the mattress, tugging my bottom lip between her teeth and in that moment, she could've done anything. I would've let her.
She was on top of me and I wanted her so fucking bad that I'd give up everything good in my life to just spend the rest of my life in this bed.
My hand was around her throat, pulling her lips against mine in a heated exchange. It felt like I'd been deprived of air and she was the first breath of it. Her hips grinded into mine and I groaned into her mouth, my fingers pressing into the sensitive skin at her neck.
I want more. I want this. I want her.
But I'm holding back and I don't know why.
Too many thoughts were clouding my mind. What would Xaden say, what would Beckett think, she'll gonna regret this in the morning.
"Just kiss me, what are you so fucking scared of?" My eyes flared when she pulled away and I had to second guess if I said any of that out loud. "What? Bodhi, please. You want this. I know you do."
She leaned to kiss me, but I stopped her, "Ani, what are you feeling right now?"
"I want you. But you won't let me. You're holding back." She said.
I pulled her face back toward mine, my lips brushing hers but then I stopped myself again. She whimpered and the sound made my heart throb. I looked up at her, something primal in me taking over. We would not be leaving this bed tonight.
I flipped us over so that I was pressed between her thighs, kissing her hungrily. The anxiety and uncertainty of it all still lingered, but I couldn't find it in me to care. Not when my tongue was against hers and she's whining into my mouth while my hands run up and down her sides underneath her sleeping gown.
I'm right where I need to be.
The thought is shoved into my mind and the anxiety dissipates almost immediately as I pull her chest flush with mine. As the anxiety faded, logical thinking returned and I forced myself to pull away.
She groaned in frustration when I let my forehead rest against hers.
This could ruin everything. I could lose her if we get involved like this. I can't lose her. Not when I've worked so hard to get her back into my life.
"You're not going to lose me. Stop thinking that," She said breathlessly.
I pulled away to look at her, my eyes scanning her face. The second it clicked, I wished it didn't. I wished this information hadn't been set on me.
"What, Bodhi?" Her voice is soft and her lips are slightly red and swollen.
"You're a fucking empath."
The disbelief is fresh on my tongue as she slowly crawls off of me. I'm amazed she has a second signet, but terrified of what it'll do to her.
She hesitates and looks down at her hands before she slowly crawls off of me.
"You say it like it's a bad thing," She has hurt in her eyes.
"It's a death sentence, Ania," I whisper. "You can't tell anyone."
"I didn't know that I was until just now," She defends herself, wrapping her arms around her body. "You can't even be sure that I am."
I stand up from her bed and she grabs my hand and when I turn around her, her knees are pressed into the mattress and she has tears in her eyes.
"Where are you going?" Her voice cracks.
"I can't be around you right now," I say. I'm trying to be gentle, but the words refuse to come out in the tone I intend.
"Wait, please." She holds my hand in both of hers and my heart nearly shatters at her frantic words, "I- I didn't mean to. I'm sorry, Bodhi. Please, I won't do it again."
"I have to go," I pull myself from her grip and leave her sitting on her bed. I try to ignore the soft sob that leaves her lips right before the door shuts.
Halfway to Xaden's, I have to lean against the wall to regain my composure.
"You did not handle that accordingly," Cuir says.
"Yes, I'm fucking aware," I huff, punching the wall so hard that my knuckles split.
She wanted me because I wanted her. She was acting on my desire, not her own.
"Have you thought that maybe her desire was simmering before tonight?" My dragon says down our bond.
I can't think about that right now.
Xaden opens his door the second I knock, but he looks like he's heading somewhere.
"What happened? Where's Ania?" He asks immediately.
"She's..." How do I explain this? "Something happened Xaden, but I-"
"She manifested again," Xaden says, and my brows furrow.
"You knew this would happen?" I ask.
"What did she manifest? Walk me through it," He leans against the door.
My heart pounds. Her second signet is a death sentence. I know for a fact that Xaden would never let anything happen to her because of it, but I speak it out loud that just makes it more real.
"I'm not sure if I'm right. I could be overthinking," I backtrack.
"Bodhi, get it the fuck together, I have somewhere I need to be," My cousin says. It's tough love.
"They'll kill her if she can't keep it hidden," I say quietly.
"She's an inntinnsic," Xaden whispers.
"She's a type of inntinnsic, I've only heard of them by word of mouth. I wasn't even sure they were real, but I'm positive she's one." I explain. "An empath."
"I need the step by step," Xaden says.
Well here goes.
"We were," I hesitate, "Kissing-"
"Naturally," Xaden smirks. He deserves to be punched for it but I'll let it slide.
"She picked up on my fear, on my anxiety, my doubts. The lust most of all. The idea of losing her, she picked up on it." I tell him.
"She can read emotions." Xaden nods slowly. "Eventually manipulate them with practice, I'm sure. Like Cat."
I take a deep breath and sit on the edge of his bed, running my hands through my hair. "She didn't just read them, she absorbed them."
"I'll help her get it under control. She'll learn to sort what's hers and what isn't. It's an easy signet to hide," He says. "Do you find it intriguing that both of her signets manifested in your presence?"
"Why would I?' I ask.
He shrugs and then stands at his full height, "What happened after that?"
"I told her what she was and then left." Not my proudest moment.
"You what." Xaden's jaw clenches and for a split moment, I fear for my life.
"I couldn't be around her anymore. She was absorbing all of my emotions, I was trying to help her," I argue.
"And how exactly did you 'tell her what she was'?" Xaden balls his fists.
"I said, 'You're a fucking empath.'" I repeat my words.
"I'm gonna pretend you didn't just say that." He opens the door and nods his head.
"You asked how I said it," I defend myself as I walk toward the door.
"I told her that when it manifested, to find me or you. Because I trusted that you would handle the situation with care. You just left her there alone to deal with the aftermath." Xaden pulls the door open and gestures me out. Right, he's heading somewhere. If I had one guess, I'd say its to Violet's room. "I'll try to talk to her tomorrow."
Amari, if you're up there, please help.
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I genuinely cannot stand you and your account. Every time I make a new account, you're always the in selfship tags filling it up with your terrible art and shitty posts. You are a waste of space and no one in this community likes you. Your f/o (who isnt YOUR f/o by the way, stop calling him that) doesn't love you, he definitely thinks you're annoying and wouldn't love you in any universe. I want you to know that I have an entire group of selfshippers I'm friends with that wish you'd do the world a favor and kill yourself, just so you know. It doesn't matter if you block me, by the way, because I can and will make new accounts to try to make you feel like shit. I pray to God every day you get in a terrible accident and die a slow and painful death. You mischaracterize "your" f/o (just a reminder, he doesn't love you and wishes you were dead!), you make the entire selfshipping community look stupid, and you're a sharer, too, which means you don't actually love any of your f/os anyways. You should get off of Tumblr. I'm serious, several of my friends are skilled hackers and will dox you. You don't deserve any of the merchandise you own, you don't deserve to be happy, really. And don't even try to tell me that since I'm a proshipper this goes against my "antiharassment values" or whatever I'm sure you'll try to say, every single proshipper I've spoken to thinks you're a hypocritical, disgusting, terrible individual that doesn't deserve the likes and attention you get. I seriously cannot believe anyone will a brain follows you. They probably do because antis don't have brains. They're retards that like throwing pedophile accusations at anyone that breathes. You all are some of the most idiotic and stupid people I've ever seen in my entire life. I cannot stand you. No one likes you, any mutual you think you have is secretly hoping you die, and trust me, a few people I know who follow you or at the very least have reblogged your things are secret proshippers! Isn't that terrible? I'm sure you think so. Because you think we're so bad, don't you? You think that all of us are rapists and evil people that deserve the death penalty. Every time someone reblogs the art you make and says "otp" and "I ship it", just know they're lying to you, they don't believe that, in fact, everyone's out to get you and no one likes you. And that server you own? Just know no one in there likes you. All of the friends you probably think you have? They don't like being around you. He doesn't love you, no one loves you, and if you have more f/os, they don't like you either. Your familial f/os want to disown you, your platonic f/os wish you weren't friends with them, and every single romantic f/o you THINK YOU HAVE does not LOVE YOU they DON'T LOVE YOU and they NEVER WILL. THEY DON'T LOVE YOU. Every person I have talked to you about agrees they wish you didn't exist they wish you never made an account they wish you never started posting to selfship Tumblr. You are lucky that your main blog isn't linked here because if it was, I would be sending asks there too so you'd have to delete your main blog too, and maybe then you wouldn't come back to Tumblr. The entire selfship community hates you and your lazy posts that a five-year-old could write up. In fact, just so you know, I regularly steal your posts and post them to the proselfship tag and they get more attention than your blog. Antis are the minority in fandom, no one likes antis. Not a single person likes them, you're all braindead children who have no morals or understanding of the world. This website would be better without you on it. I know you'll post this, and I know that there's probably going to be people in the replies telling you that they love you so much and that you're a good person and that "your" f/o loves you but he doesn't love you and he never will love you and you're absolutely fucking delusional if you think so. I fucking hate you. I'll continue to ban evade until I can push you off of this website. You can't get away from me and I will dox you.
uh oh someone let grandpa out of the nursing home again. also you sound like an evil supervillain. you expect me to take this seriously? this CANNOT be serious I'm giggling so fucking hard
anyways, heres all the art i have of me and korekiyo!
also bad news buddy, i dont have any familial or platonic f/os. womp womp. go back to algebra class, lil bro.
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Being someone who sees a lot of talk about shipping Alastor (sexually, romantically) in fanworks, I just want to take some time to talk about both sides of the issue. It's long, I know - please, please bear with me until the end, and I hope you'll understand what I mean in a bit.
I hope this helps someone, but as an aroace person who understands the frustration and hurt, this is often how it feels to me:
Alastor, being one of the limited cases of aspec rep that I've seen and one of even fewer which I actually enjoyed, means a lot to me.
That being said, his canon rep establishes that he's aroace but not much about how this factors into his life or relationships at all -- and when there's a gap in canon, I turn to fanfiction, which tends to spotlight characters' queerness even when the source material doesn't or can't. Don't we all want to see ourselves in the media we engage with?
When I pull up AO3, there are already a good number of fics about him. Great! Some of them are definitely incredible; but as I read on, it starts to seem like a lot of fics I see acknowledge that he's asexual or aromantic in some way but don't really factor that into the story. It reads like you could have written the story without keeping his queer identity in mind, and it would've come out the same.
Even when representation that does resonate with me exists, it starts to be exhausting to pick through the slash tags to see which ones are written in an aspec-coded way, so I wonder if it would be easier to not read anything with slash at all. On the other hand, when you filter ships out completely, only a tiny fraction of the fanworks are left.
People often respond that aspec people can have relationships, and I think we tend to know that. They can have sex, some can experience sexual attraction in select situations, they can romance others beyond romantic attraction -- any combination of things. But some aroace people don't want either, and sometimes we're struggling to see ourselves in how Alastor is typically portrayed.
Out of all of the fics, sex-repulsed, totally aromantic Alastor isn't seen much. And when Alastor's limited canon seems to be pretty supportive of a reading where he is those things...
Sometimes, you start to feel lost. If fics were evenly distributed along the aroace spectrum of experiences, wouldn't you expect more fics of him being the "totally uninterested" brand of aroace? But there aren't. People seem to have a preference toward seeing him in relationships. Even if they mean well, it can make you think: what does that say about how we view asexuality/aromanticism as a whole?
Is there something less interesting about Alastor, when romance is taken out of the picture? Do others find him less appealing as a character if they can't see him dating, or in love, or having sex or wanting it? Why do we need romance, when romance is already everywhere else, when it doesn't even feel like he was originally really interested? It brings to mind a struggle to be societally accepted, even today.
Even when it's not technically wrong to write Alastor as you see him, being told that we should all be able to ship him however we want can feel like this:
It brings to mind people who try to swing in with misinformed good intentions, telling us "oh, you're aromantic? but you can still have romantic relationships, right? so you can still be normal." when all we want is to be okay outside of the normal.
Or trying to find a partner who can be with us, out of everyone who tells us "I know you don't enjoy sex, and that's okay, but I can't have a romantic relationship with you without it." and being so tired of hoping for someone who gets it.
Or talking with peers, and hearing them all commiserate and fawn over their experiences with love, then telling them about someone you like non-romantically and getting "aww, it sounds like somebody's got a crush!" but not being believed when you tell them it's not like that at all.
Alastor is not a big deal, not really, not in the grand scheme of things. But in an allonormative world, it can feel like a sudden splash of cold water when we were expecting a warm fire to sit around. Even within this ecosystem, we squint to see ourselves reflected.
Society isn't built for us. It can be exhausting to be reminded of that.
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I hope to support people writing Alastor as any variation of aspec, or not even aspec at all. At the end of the day, I think that fanon is really whatever you want it to be, and everyone has their own reasons for writing what they find enjoyable. They should be allowed to do so, and I want to believe that people do what they do with good intentions.
They want to imagine scenarios with the templates of characters they love, and that's okay; even beyond sexuality/queer identities/etc., fan interpretations of characters can be incredibly, wildly different from who they really are in the story anyway, and that's what I try to remind myself. But still, I also can't help feeling disappointed about the aroace representation we could have seen.
(Is Alastor canonically sex-repulsed? Uhh, maybe. If I had to guess, that'd be my top guess, but this might be a hot take: I wouldn't really say there's enough to go off of considering that this view is supported by Angel propositioning him both times, and it's not like Alastor is a particularly big fan of Angel at those points anyway lol)
To my fellow aroaces struggling with Alastor's fandom rep: if you need a break from it all; if you need to block the tags that you hate; if you need to talk to someone about how you're feeling; that's okay. It makes sense that you'd want more representation in a way that helps you feel seen and validated and less alone. I can't speak for everyone, but I think I get it.
I don't have any solutions for how you're feeling, because sometimes I'm feeling the same way. I understand that you want others to get your position and you have the right to express your feelings, but even if you're correct, often being angry or frustrated won't help change others' minds, so let's try to save our energy and take care of ourselves.
Something that helps me to think about is that even now, asexuality is gaining more visibility. We're gaining support. Real change is happening in the world that's helping incredible amounts of aspec people feel freer to be themselves. And maybe one day, we won't be reaching to protect our scraps of representation.
Let's fight until that day together <3
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Hi guys, so what I wanna say is something that might offend a few people but it's really important to say this..as with time our fandom has grown in number and hence there are a lot of people who are really young and maybe don't understand how the real world works or how their actions might actually affect real life things.
Lately, on Instagram, there is a lot of and by lot I mean, in excessive amount, ishman content that is truly too much, weird and ajeeb literally, ofcourse we love shipping ishan and shubman due to their precious bond and uncanny chemistry, and they themselves don't seem to have too much of problem by this whole shipping thing either, as their/ their families occasional likes on different shipping content tells us. But, but guys there's a limit to everything, like I've been in this fandom from probably 2023, and I've seen a lot of content since than, but lately the kind of reels, posts, shippers are posting on Instagram are... Kinda embarrassing and a little too explicit sometimes, they don't seem to have basic decency or respect towards neither ishan nor shubman, na toh as a person na hi as a player, they don't seem to shy away from straight away portraying them as husband wife, or whatever alpha beta shit, all this is ok, on Wattpad and all, cause it's a closed off community, if someone is going to that site they are most probably aware of the kind of content they're about too see, but on a social site like Instagram seriously, some of the reels, suggest such shameful, and disrespecting things that I feel ashamed to even mention them, and than comes the comments on these kinda reels, I saw a comment literally saying S should try **** position with I, and I was like what the actual fuck ... People seem to forget that they are not some actors from korean, or thai bl, who are doing fanservice for your interest, or happiness, they are REAL people, and have a real genuine relation, be it friendship or something else. The kind of of reels you all are making on social media, taking them as some fictional character whom you can mould in whatever way you want, is literal clownery and this thing has started to make me feel very uncomfortable in this fandom these days.. i won't say the name of people who are doing this but if you're understanding what i mean, you would know very well..
And No, I'm not homophobic, I love them so much, I love shipping them, I love reading their fics and all, but in a way that they are respected and that doesn't implies any unconfirmed tags on them.. I hope more people would understand this..and have a respectful take while shipping them, I don't want another jugnu fiasco, which will put question marks on our fandom.
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At this point if we're making this a thing the God Rung x MC are we calling this AU MC the God fcker 😂😂😂
Because I imagine after few weeks or months now they'll gonna be comfortable enough to make joke out of it.
Tyrest some how still in the ship: you should pray before I kill you
MC: don't worry I already pray my hands in knees for your god and suck him off
Those who are watching this turn to Rung who's face already blushing red(or blue idk).
Rung avoiding eye contact: >\\\\<
Whirl: eh nice
I love God fucker MC, them being the feisty snappy human to the very sweet Therapist who is God. Got another Rung AU now to add to the Wings of Primus AU.
But I'm also now just thinking about what other human crew think. The number of Virgin Mary jokes. Fuck just the amount of Jokes in general which get thrown their way.
Rungs lover is going about their day blissfully unaware of the chaos that is multiple humans interrogating Rung. Him finally gets a breather and sneaks off to speak with them privately. "I believe the rest of your crew are rather concerned about our relationship " he says while fixing his glasses and trying to not to spook them.
"What have they been telling you now?" They ask with a soft smile when they finally see him. "They seem rather worried about me, umm.. putting a Sparkling in your chamber. " he tries not to wince as he explains the other humans rather crude thoughts.
It makes them tense up before shock and horror flashed across their face. "Ahhh. Don't listen to a word any of them say. Please, they are just trying to get under your plating. I promise they mean nothing by it!" Rung can see the embarrassment in their movements as he tries to calm them down.
"Please, just settle. I just want to know why they would be worried about something like that. One of them mentioned a book of your people, saying something along the 'second coming'?" He's curious but at the same time doesn't want to overstep if it's something rather personal to human kind.
"Ahhh, I'm going to strangle them, next they are going to say I'm Virgin Mary and start making jokes about that around ship" the grumble to themself only for Rung to scoop them up into his arms. "My dear, is there something I've done wrong, I know we talked about my 'issue' but it seems it's slowly becoming something that is causing you trouble" he had his worries even after they continued their relationship after the whole 'Primus incident' as they called it.
"Beloved, please talk to me." His voice is ever soft as he traces his digits across their cheek. They lean into his touch, taking a deep breath and sighing. "Nothing bad, I promise, just stupid Earth religion thing," they start, eyes flicking open to watch him. "Earth has its own collection of religions kinda like Cybertron, one of the stories is about a young woman who gives birth to the son of 'God', I think people are mainly making jokes over the similarities" they slowly explains, it makes Runsg optic flicker as he looks at them stunned.
"Oh my," he murmurs optics flicking down to their stomach, "you're not carrying?" He asked slightly worried only for them to laugh. "No, no I'm not carry handsome, humans like to make rumours tend to make alot more than Cybertronians, I'm more surprised it's only that God they are making jokes about" they tease softly while pressing a kiss to his lips.
His frame seems to relax into the kiss. " I would like to hear some of these stories one day" he hums against their lips. "I'll see if I can find a bible and some other religious text from some others, but just watch out, some fo them might start calling you Zeus" they chuckle. It makes him smile watching how their eyes catch light.
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I started reading and writing this recap, then I got sick, so now that I'm able I want to pick it back up before I forget where I even was
previously in nonita del 9:
this is the first part and chapter
this is the general tag, for those who stumble upon this in the wild and, for some reason, want to read all the rest
CHAPTER 2
nonita is talking about how she's actually one of potentially two people
and describes herself in the following terms
"skin the color of the egg carton, and eyes the color of the egg mixture, and hair the color of the burnt-out bottom of the pan...a thin, complicated face...nice white teeth in a smile that looked sad no matter how happy she was"
she thinks she's gorgeous
ok cyrus the lyctor with the nudes whose last name I don't remember and I was about to google when autocomplete scared me and I closed the tab
I'm not allowed to google things for these recaps, I should know better
anyway, gideon eyes
so is this harrow's body but gideon's soul while harrow's soul is in the river with the emperor???? or what's happening???
did gideon's soul get scrambled upon returning from the river somewhere???
if it's gideon's soul in harrow's body, it'd make sense with her thinking she's gorgeous and kissing the mirror tbqh
unfiltered gideon behavior
but the memories of the pool were harrow's??? because she remembered gideon's arms????
gideon's arms are very memorable, I've heard
which reminds me, where's gideon's body????
also, is this new personality who lives in a cumple gonna switch back to who it used to be or merge together?
is this happy-go-lucky attitude gonna disappear or combine?
I remember back when I didn't know anything about these books (and all I saw was the covers and knew that gideon and harrow were a ship), I thought nona was their child in like a distant future
I don't know why I thought that, I just filled in the gaps with that
those were simpler times
so nona is kinda vain about her looks, apparently??
I posted this before but, this was her at a queue when someone was hitting on her
she's nonchalant about people wanting to sleep with her and camilla says "sex things were right out. She said there were enough problems in the world"
I'd love a tshirt like this, actually
so am I to understand that gideon and harrow got blended somewhere in the river and reborn as a "born sexy yesterday" lovechild??
I don't know, man, I'm just gonna continue
pyrrha, palmolive and camilla are trying to teach nona things but also not teach her things, because they don't wanna skew the results on who she is
in case it comes back to her that she can wield a sword or do playdoh stuff with bones
what she can do, apparently, is pick up any language by watching people speak it
which, in a planet of refugees, comes up very frequently
palmolive (and me, also me) is like "where tf did this come from?????"
I mean, I guess either harrow or gideon could have that from before, since I don't think they were exposed to anything other than the one language, did they?
I can't remember??? I don't think gideon did??
or is it new???
she downloaded a star trek universal translator on the way down from the river, as a treat??
also, out of the two of them, if this is just one of them, I think harrow would be the one more mortified by everything that's going on during this time, just putting it out there
CHAPTER 3 (we have an apple tree rather than the tomb at the start of this one)
nona says she "doesn't just want to be good-looking and dumb", so she got herself a job
which says a lot about the value of productivity in self worth, even in situations of dire stress and danger, but I digress
if this is harrow, she's gonna hate all this so much
the body maybe is harrow's? because the school lady think's she's 14, and that gave me mercygirl vibes of saying she's less years every time she looked at her
and she wants to send nona to school
the lady also has suspicions of pyrrha being camilla's and nona's pimp, so pyrrha has to flirt with her to distract her from that line of thought
and says she'd be luckier being a pimp for augustine and alfred
so, nona insists on going to school and is allowed because palmolive is combeferre-coded and loves education
I mean, I agree, but also, at what cost, in this case?????
so, nona goes to school and befriends a bunch of kids who ask her for drugs but then relent and let her join their clique anyway
because she takes care of the teacher's dog, which always gives people points socially
kevin is really adorable btw we love kevin
one of the kids, the leader, is called hot sauce and I think she's been through a lot
like, more than the rest of the kids
one has like 5 fathers, but still
she's the only one not ready and willing to go attempting to kill necromancers, which the other kids want to do
nona can also read people's body language very well, to the point in which she can tell when people are lying, uncomfortable or hiding something
another thing that may or may not be from Before
anyway, nice kids, I'm sure nothing bad is gonna happen to any of them
right?
right????
we'll leave it there for now! next chapter starts with a seventh house skull so idk what we're in for at all, as long as not!dulcinea isn't back...
#I've been confused reading all of these books but this one has me like ?????????????#luly reacts to tlt#nona the ninth#nona the ninth spoilers#long post#tlt spoilers
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