#shit now i cant NOT redo it
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this is b4 theh confused their love or smth
#GUESS WHOS HEAD HURTS AGAIN#it rlly hruts im going back 2 sleep srry#this looks like actual shit so if i ever redo it thats y#bc ot looks cute in my head @ least but my head hrits so uhdbbfn HHhbnn#i think i drew bart 2 small im gonna punt myself#ok slep now#konbart#kart#dc#puppee art#i actually am so mad @ how i drew bart :/#i just have a hard time drawing character interactions in general bc then i have 2 actaully be acurate & hhh#me; says ill make a comic also me; complains that i cant draw characeter enxy 2 each other#ruhrh im wow im feel so sick ok bye no more pls me pls stop skjgkbkkkkkk#dxpect 1 more thing i think its silly 2 think of them loke this ty#what???????#dont look @ my anotomy btw ice been so unhappy w/my art l8ly its been looking so belhhhh ewwwieee#yk ok stop me pls
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question is... are you going to?
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#the ambitions of an eccedentesiast#taoae#dr jekyll and mr hyde#ocs#chapter two#page twenty seven#AND WITH THAT CHAPTER TWO IS DONE!#WOOOOOOOOOOO!#and now I need to uninstall and reinstall ibis due to storage space TTwTT#I've done it before...I can deal TTwTT#aaaue#if you've noticed I just keep steadily chaning the character designs more and more with every page... I think during this in-between break-#-im going to be redoing the references and doing more doodle pages to really get a solid feel for them#because funfact: I did not do thattttttttttttt#all I have is a shitton of concept art and comics.#WHICH I WILL ACTUALLY SHARE SOME NOW THAT ENOUGH TIME HAS PASSED!#augggg still cant believe we're so far from the good shit#I cant wait to properly show you all a good time ::]#IF YOU THINK THIS RIDES BEEN FUN JUST WAIT TILL WE GET ON THE REALLY TALL ROLLER COASTER THAT IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT ALL THE TIME!#and I know I say this a lot but seriously thank you all for enjoying my story thus far#it genuinely means the world to me#<333
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grief will have you saying shit like goddamn and fuck maybe the abuse was worth it
#ive made this post before i just cant find it and it’s all im feeling rn#god i miss my parents so fucking much even though they were the cause of SO MANY of my problems that idk if i’ll ever heal from#but navigating life w this grief and without their support- however little it was- feels like hell#but the abuse felt like hell too.#ive said it before but i was JUST getting to a place where i felt i could stand up for myself and knock down thwir shit a few pegs. or at#least become more resistant to it#i saw a future with them in it for the first time in my LIFE#and it was bc i’d done SO MUCH FUCKING WORK. and now i feel like it was all so fucking useless#it’d be easier if i was still in the phase of anger i was at like 19#but i’d processed that quite a bit and was trying to move on#FUCK. i had made SO much goddamn progress right before my mom got sick#then everything went down the toilet cus i cannot fucking have anything#it’s so unfair. i wish i could at least redo the last 3 years of my life#i would’ve done things so much different but i was so traumatized and still so angry and bitter and trying to preserve myself#ive come to the realization tjat the person i am today did not exist back then and therefore i shouldnt beat myself up bc it literally wasnt#available to me. i couldnt have done anythimg different bc i was in such a state of survival#and truthfully ive grown a lot since then even if im still in the trenches#the timeline of my entire life has been so fucking unfair#and i dont know how to reconcile any of it i dont know how to cope with my worst fears coming true#and i mean worst fears. even the way they passed. spot on to my worst fears#i despised what they did to me but i still didnt see life without them until i was at least 30#it was all so sudden and quick and shocking#yeah they were horrible parents but i was a horrible kid too. maybe i straight up just deserved that shit#and i’d go back to that and seeing a future with them in an instant#over this bullshit#it’s so hard. and then losing all my pets too at the SAME TIME. all my babies#everything that i loved ripped away from me in the span of MONTHS#it’s all too much. l oh fucking l. no wonder im 3 shots deep at fucking 3 pm#it just hurts so bad. so fucking bad.
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My toxic trait is asking for someone's honest opinion only to get butt hurt when they give it to me
#non tickling#personal#and thats on being on your period folks#i work as an ra for my college and we had to make bulletin boards#so i was checking with my friend on whether or not it looked okay#and they were like 'yeah its fine... its a little crooked'#but like#i cant redo shit its already up#so now im like damn my spacial reasoning skills#one of these days ill learn how to take criticism without taking it personally
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oooooh i actually feel like im gonna throw up from The Dread
#got my results for this uni semester and the ones i turned in i got passing grades in but Alas#i am also a nightmare awful person who cant turn shit in to save my life so im missing a lot of grades imgonna have to redo#and bc im the liarrrrrrrrrrrr i told my parents i did turn the things in bc im afraid of getting yelled at and now everythings even worse.#lol . lmao even. god im the fucking worst#lemonade talks#dl
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theoretically
i could get a tramp stamp
#i dont actually use my legs because i dont have enough fatty tissue#the cannula goes straight into my muscle and its severely painful so i dont use my legs for jack shit#thus i could get leg tattoos#could get panel outlines around everything like cyborg style#then do a skinrip in the open areas and have like mechanical shit everywhere#idk#i could give up my arms for blood checks and use my legs for that instead#cause i rEALLY WANT SLEEVES#but sticks on the top of the forearm are comfortabbblllleeeeee#and my cgm is comfortable on my triiiiiiiiceeeeeep#basically all the blue areas on me are just shitloads of scar tissue now though#wrecked my stomach so hard i lost a lotta feeling in it#bout 17 years worth of thrice weekly jabbings#thats about 2652 individual needle marks not including any time i messed up and had to redo it#and not including my cgm or bloodwork or glucose checks or anything#also i cant watch other diabetics check their glucose#no idea why it just squigs me out so hard#cant let other people check mine for me either#my nurses are nice they let me do it myself
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feddie scum podcast my beloved
#gundam#feddie scum#feddie scum podcast#these r from june??#ive listened to this so many times now its honestly my fav podcast. its so good#also after many relistens my image of fenway has changed but my pen i used dried out and all my redos look like shit....#so sorry fenway i cant capture ur massive image lol#i love lonestar tiny and rast so much and p much everyone but especially them.#if any names r miss spelled sorry i guessed on most.#i need to draw the 0083 cast next
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still not 100% set on gene being a earth spirit i mean i could revive elsie and have her be the earth spirit again and gene could. omg. pirate genevieve. PIRATE GENEVIEVE......
#aldron rambles tag#gene has been literally a little bit of everything here i fear#she was a magical girl (he/she/they)#then for a bit was an earth spirit (she/her)#and now is a pirate (it/they/she/he)#but pirate gene makes way more sense actually#because genes story has always been about finding themself#and what better way to do that then be a fucking PIRATE !!!!!!#only shit side to this is i now have to redo genes ENTIRE pinterest board AGAIN#but pirate aesthetic is sooo easy so im not mad#i just have to figure out hairstyles#also now i get to do pirate x vampire shenanigans#wearing each others clothes and not remembering who owned it first....#and pirate x witch TOXIC YURI !!!!!!!!!#circe is a kinda on and off terrible person tbh#i love her though#she cant help herself / srs#she literally doesnt know how to change her ways because her mother is like this and ykw children learn best from their parents#dorian is teaching her how to be better though and she wants to be better its just#hard#but now im deciding if i want gene to be a constant character of if she'll stay with his ship and occasionally appear...#idkkkk#aldron oc tag
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how do u make polls on desktop....
#i was gonna redo my flop poll bc all the weishennies are awake now#but my school wifi is so shit so i cant use my phone 😭#vinnie talks
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what do u mean the tasks i didn't write down and that i did more than once don't count to be checked off bc i didn't write them down
#i use habitica and have only recently been using the to do list#i'd usually just sort of be like yeah i'll press this button if i did smtn#which didn't get me shit bc i think every task is marked as easy#and i'd just press it twice if i did smtn more difficult#as opposed to like. having a checklist that gets u more points#but now i gotta add MORE things bc i ended up doing a shit ton of work that wasn't exactly what i had written#and i STILL#have to redo some things#bc we're been perpetually moving for years and i have my stuff packed away#i only have a cardboard box of clothes at a time depending on the season#with everything else in a bigger container#but not only can i not see anything i own so i don't know what i have AND i only wear what's on the top layer in the box#i now have a bunch of stuff that im like ok i cant currently wear this bc i dont have a bra for it#so maybe i'll put all that in a reuseable shopping bag and put it upstairs instead of with the winter and summer clothes#but god it's hell going up and down the stairs w my knee#and rn my back from bending over and my ovaries from my period lol#so i took an advil and am chilling#then i'll take my art supplies upstairs excluding what i work with every day#and maybe organize it#and then do clothes Again tomorrow? bc i think i'm hurting too much to do it again#even if it's the task i want to get done
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Today on Elden Ring bs
I wanted to go grab some more Runes AND do so fighting Fortisax which I haven’t done yet
yeah anyway i just lost 160k runes because i did something else since Fia wouldnt go to sleep even though I took every step listed and restarted the game 3 times and not even D’s brother shows up to murder her so nothing is happening there and now I’m poor
i just decided not to go all Frenzied Flame and save that for the next run of “kill everything and everyone” but i am feeling very much ‘chaos reigns’ right now thanks fia
#txts#lady just SLEEP PLEASE#well now it wont work anyway and its a next time but but dear fucking gods above and below why#i wanted to go do millicents quests some more and still have to kill the putrid spirit rot shit up in the tree#yeah the lil pests just ganked me w/ their threads twice because they are rly fond of that ability apparently#and it took like 90%of my health after one round which.....sir how the fuck did that happen i put on some actually decent armor here for onc#anyway salt is real and i may never level up again#am i overlevel? yes#i wanna use everything at some point thank you#i do wanna keep a file for a ng+ run for when the dlc comes#so i dont have to redo everything#but so i also dont have some super insane boss scaling#so i guess i'll speedrun the frenzy flame bits in a new base game#yes yes i am slow i still havent done it shush i dont want things to be over and also#many games can be played within the same time v-v#or...cant as seen here lol#anyhow rip me and now back to it#i got nothing to lose anymore after all (:
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maya continues to test me
would it kill maya to not jumpscare me so early in the morning
#wind howls#halfway related whenever i complain about maya i feel like phoenix on a bad day#but also i set maya to export my render sequence as exr files which usually works#but the computers cant display 32 bit files so my computer gave me a mustardy mess instead of my beautiful torch lit hallway#i have to redo my fucking sequence using tif format now .#lost a whole hour and a half on this stupid shit mess !!!!!!!!!
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Oathbreaker dragon biology finished!! Redo of a previous piece, now in water color and featuring some commentary from a demon hunter.
Some more info under the cut
The adult is an example - dragons are pretty diverse in terms of shape. Some are much bulkier, with shorter necks or fins along their backs, different wing shapes, etc but this is the general body plan - a crown, a mantle, lizard like limb posture, fish-like fins, and lots of big scales.
Dragons are a combination of flesh/magic that somewhat defies the normal rules of oathbreaker's world (eg demons are Magic Magic, even if they have bodies that might bleed or appear to, at death they'll typically decay unnaturally if at all - many just basically poof into dust). This is typically what denotes a creature as being related to dragons, but no other dragon-like demon is sentient.
Dragons use magic to fly and breathe fire, but require some adaptations to do both. A 'crown' is a large very hard structure that protects the dragons head and will grow continuously throughout a dragon's life, whereas their horns will not regrow if broken. The lack of lips as well as protective iron coating on their teeth prevents them from burning their mouths. Their wings channel magic to convince the world to allow the roughly orca-to-small-whale sized fortress to fly. Their flight would be slow but due to their size each wing beat propels it forward greatly, just don't expect them to be making any sharp turns.
As magical creatures in general, (cant see it in the picture but i used my shiny paint for this)they are extremely resistant to any forms of magical attack except for lightning.
Dragons use their tail spines in combat with one another, attempting to lance each other's weak points (typically around joints, eg under forelegs, pelvis attachment where the skin isn't as protected) but given dragons can speak it doesnt always come to deadly combat (as adults - adults will kill juveniles if they can to eliminate competition, but the dead venom juveniles possess is a deterrent) however the venom is very low potency - more or less like a bee sting, its just as long as a person is tall. Juvenile venom in particular the subject of lots of intrigue as use as a 'super duper fuck you' poison in various cultures, but given the danger of acquiring it, is rare.
the 'W' shaped pupil gives them good good distance vision and image contrast, however dragons other senses aren't very good (hearing, scent) in adulthood due to the 'burning your face off' thang. Their hearing isn't bad perse just very unexceptional, whereas dragons cannot taste for shit. The reflective third eyelid can give their eyes a very eerie glow amidst dark smoke-filled nights.
dragons are hermaphroditic and have ritualized combat to determine who lays the eggs. The loser will remain close-ish by during the laying and incubating process, mostly to drive off other dragons who might try to steal the lair, but usually dips after a while given it can attract too much attention. The winner (and now egg layer) may or may not spend lots of time digging out a cave with fake tunnels or enlisting other demons as protection - it varies by individual. Both parents can typically recognize their children but once into adulthood dragons typically won't tolerate their offspring hanging around
Dragons do spend a lot of time sleeping throughout their entire life. Due to their magical nature dragons don't need to eat as much as a similarly sized metabolically extravagant animal, but it still pays to rest a lot.
dragons are assholes
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Tag list return!!!
I initially got rid of my tag list because it was really exhausting, tagging people, and then never getting any interaction
So I’ve decided on something a little different and I have several ways for people to keep up with my stories
Firstly, we have my update page @romana-updates
Then we have my community here on tumblr. V small I just got it going and dont really exepect interaction, but I figured it was a good way to help people keep updated. You can also share your stuff there too if you'd like!!!!
I'll link it here, but if the link doesnt work after a while you can just ask me and ill send an invite
Theres also my AO3, romana_rose. Not as interactive bc tumblr has asks and reblogs but if you're just looking for fics and commenting this is a good place!
As for the taglist!
Here's the way it'll go.
Comment: Moon Knight, Triple Frontier, Star Wars, The Last of Us, all pedro Pascal, alll Oscar Isaac or All
I may add more fandoms as time goes. Who knows! But if you wanna read Frankie, but dont want fishben or dont want santi.... idk what to tell you, just ignore the tag.
If you want Tommy but not Joel, just ignore the tag.
Only want x reader? I cant make promises. Gonna be gay shit here.
Ignoring a tag is simple. If you dont wanna do that, consider another way to keep up!
As always, individual series will have their own tags
Now, The problem last time was having long tag lists that took a long time and then people never interacted again.
So, if I dont hear from you for months, Il take you off the tag list.
This is not meant to be a threat to interact! As much as reblogs and comments mean the world, liking does too, so if you just hit that like button you're good.
I also understand life happens. I undertstand i dont write for certain ships all the time or some fics may not be your speed. That's okay! If you get taken off, just comment to be added again! No hard feelings.I will also be periodically redoing the tag lists just so if your interests change, you arent perpetually tagged lol
A note: none of these fics will be dark CC. as always, my dark side blog will hold that. however, dark themes are common in my writing fromt he begining. Leather and Lace dealt with an OC who was sex trafficked. SSSB, Sam has a whole litany of problems. Read the warnings as heavy theme are common in the romanaverse.
I love you all, and thank you for the ongoing support in these trying times!
A brief list of characters I tend to or want to write for.
Triple Frontier
Santiago Garcia
Ben Miller
Will Miller
Frankie Morale
TLOU
Tommy Miller
Joel Miller (Less now due to fandom issues)
Narcos
Javier Pena
Steve Murphy
Moon Knight
Steven Grant
Jake Lockley
Marc Spector
Star Wars
Din Djarin
Poe Dameron
Han Solo
(Kylo Ren Maybe??)
And hopefully some Bikeriders (gay)
Thank you all!
#roman personal posts#moon knight#marc spector#triple frontier#steven grant#santiago garcia#jake lockley#moon knight fanfiction#joel miller#tommy miller#steve murphy#javier peña#benny miller#will miller
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pearlrose content
wanna see how ive been writing all these episodes? spoiler: it was not written with the intent to be read. but its really cute if you can get past and decipher my writes. (also im not 100% sure i like how i did this. may redo this one.) pls feedback. also @rosenotactuallyquartz i think you may like this ((im sorry abt the near daily tags))
under the cut so dashes don't get flooded
greg wakes up. gets coffee. gets breakfast. sits outside. frown.
rose floats over.
rose: good morning greg!
greg: hey rose.
rose: what's the matter? :(
greg: i was hoping you wouldn't ask.. im not doing great.
rose: why is that?
greg: i thought i'd be so happy that you're back. i thought i'd still be completely in love with you like i was before, but.. i just don't feel it anymore. im sorry.
rose, frown: that's okay, greg. we can be friends. i understand. i disappeared for 14 years- not that long to me, but that's a long time for humans. i understand if your feelings changed. especially with all my.. mistakes… revealed. im just glad you told me.
greg: are you sure? its okay to be upset, rose.
rose: i dont follow human relationship dynamics. im a little sad, sure, but you're still a friend. its not the end of the world.
greg: as long as you're okay.
rose: i am. don't worry about me, greg.
greg: okay.
she looks at him with a smile before flying off back home. she walks in.
tumblr note: im really unsure abt the breakup thing honestly. it feels weird especially how she just instantly goes to pearl. tell me ur thoughts yall!
stv, eatin chaps: hey mom.
rose: hi steven. wheres pearl?
stv: ooooooo-
rose chuckles: oh, stop it.
stv: i think she went to her room. she's been in there a lot recently.
rose: huh. alright, thank you steven.
stv: no problem.
rose goes into pearls room.
rose: pearl?
pearl quickly gets up: y-yes rose? sorry, i didn't know you were coming.
rose floats on over: i would like to talk to you about something.
pearl,😳: o-okay.
rose: i know how you feel about me. but im not entirely sure you understand how i feel about you.
pearl looks away: but- greg.
rose, chuckling: pearl. i talked to him just now, and he told me he doesn't feel that way towards me anymore. and from what i understand about human relationships, being with multiple people is a bit of a problem. ive always loved you, pearl. i knew either this would happen, or he'd… reach his time at some point. this was always going to happen, pearl. i don't need future vision for that.
pearl: i-
rose tacklehugs her to the ground and they roll around happy. pearl happycries
rose: ohh, my beloved pearl. not my pearl, but my beloved pearl. does- does that make sense?- oh my- (starts laughing)
pearl, chuckling softly: i know what you meant, rose.
rose: okay. good. le smoochie
pearl: i love you, rose. so much.
rose: i love you even more.
pearl: no, i do.
rose, chuckling: oh, pearl.
they smile at eachother.
stv: that was the cutest thing i've ever seen in my life.
pearl extremely embarrassed: STEVEN!? WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE-
rose: pearl, its okay. they're all allowed to know. we don't need to be a secret. besides, garnet probably knows anyway.
pearl: o-okay. but steven please don't do that again.
stv: it was so worth it. i will never forget this.
rose: alright, steven. can me and pearl talk in private again?
stv: aww mann. okay. (leaves)
rose: you don't know how badly i wanted to be with you. always. it hurt that i couldn't be there for you for those years.. trapped in his gem. i wish i could've done something, but i just couldn't. believe me, i tried.
pearl: its okay. its not your fault. you're here now, and that is enough for me. (squeeze hug cry) im sorry for crying so much i cant help it.
rose: let it out, pearl. its okay. (soft hug n comforts back, headpats and otherwise adorable shit)
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Alright i can't decide so y'all are fixin to do it for me
I have several things i wanna work on but i cant pick one to do so ive been doin none of em
Options are
Redoing the Httyd Timeline and Ages post i made a while ago. Its all mostly accurate and the things not explicitly stated in canon i still stand by, but i found a couple other things to add in, and overall its a lil messy cause its from when first started making longer posts, so it could just do with an overhaul to clear it up a bit
Im trying to go through and make a Full AU list, with Name and a summary of what its about, so i can actually talk about em here, as well as sorting all other AUs out properly. These were all talked mostly via the Discord Server, so its literally sorting through whats gotta be hundreds of thousands of messages from over the course of >1 year. Which its great because ive deeply enjoyed talking to everyone ( Shout out to the Discord Buddies, Love yall, you're the Best🫶🫶) but my god, i should have kept on top of it lol.
This one i don't know if anyone else even really is interested in, but y'all are getting it eventually regardless, because ya know you can't stop me from making posts here, no matter how much yall may want to sometimes (Toothfull my beloved <3). Anyway the gist of this one is, idk if its just me, but a lotta times when i hear ages in a book, i understand it, but it doesn't really connect. So i like to go and find other characters and people that are the same age, especially in like movie or shows, where i can look at people that are the same age and go "Holy Shit, they're just babies" or such as the like as that if they're older (Mostly in Alvins case, that man is not as old as a lot of yall probably think he is, or maybe you don't, who am i to say what you do or do not think)
Number 4 is essentially the same thing as number 3 but height related instead. I just like making visual comparisons for a lot of these things, cause it helps put things into perspective, as well as its nice for like drawing and stuff.
This ones just Goofy. I have several sillier ships that ive had over the years, some that just fall into crack ship territory. Some of them i do actually think would be cute/sweet, others are just for the sake of going "Could you fuckin imagine". So im making a poll, much like this one, with a brief explanation, and then yall get to vote on em. I dont know if itll be for the Worst, The best, Which One is y'all's favorite, i dunno, but its gonna be something.
And then the last one i can think of is, i really don't know how to explain it, but it's talking about how, in my opinion, the Vikings view of hiccup is being accurately portrayed? Like, that's a really bad summary, but i can't think of how to explain it better so, this is kind of a vague, mystery option
Anyways, those are the options i got for now
Im probably forgetting something but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Everything'll eventually got done
So with that said
#httyd books#httyd#how to train your dragon#how to train your dragon books#not putting as many tags on this since its not really a Post post#Also this should say what i *try* to work on next#cause lets be real there is no guarantee im gonna be finishing it before switching to something else lol#i do not control the Adhd‚ i am simply bound to its will#anyways
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