#ship: xyraan/jarrok

[valleyofthemachinegods]

gentleness action prompts: breathe

for Xyraan and Jarrok because we have no chill. || @oolathurman

She'd heard his name in a whisper.

Just a brief manifestation of syllables falling from dried lips, a whisper cut down before it could metamorphize into something more, but it had been enough.

The former Darth Honos. Odessen. An alliance against Zakuul and all of the oppression it wrought. She didn't believe in whispers, least of all this one, because how could he be anywhere aside from her thoughts, eternally orbiting her heart like a ghost that refused to leave? An uninvited guest in her mind that refused to be evicted. Yet, for all of the hauntings, she longs for the real thing, yearning tangible enough the she finds a way there, to Odessen, along with a shuttle Imperial defectors. Perhaps that will be enough to exorcize this phantom that clings to her.

Hearded out onto the landing platform like a gaggle of lost children, she isn't quite sure what to do. There are questions, of course, to each of them: what are your skills? what can you provide? why are you really here?

The latter might've been in her head, echoing like an accusation that she doesn't want to face.

It doesn't matter.

Limping in to meet the newest shipment of refugees, she sees him, and thinks for a moment that she might've gone mad in her longing. It's his voice that proves otherwise, perhaps lower and less authoritative than she'd recalled, weary and in need of a very long nap. Like a half-dead ghoul herself, Xyraan approaches him, pushing through the soldiers taking stock of the newest members, their protests deaf on her ears. If they thought, for a moment, to raise their blasters and perceive her as a threat, it's not for long as Jarrok's already welcoming her into his arms. As if they were the only two in the entire compound.

She hardly feels the tears streaming down her face, only forced to acknowledge the mess he'd made of her when a sob wracks her throat. Half-heartedly pounding her fist into his armored shoulder, stooped down to his level, no coherent words can escape from her mouth. She feels herself falling into a strange dizziness, the edges of her vision blurred with tears and the teasing of black.

"Breathe," he commands gently, lips pressed against the crook of her neck, arms wrapped around her so tightly that he forces himself to realize, to remember, that he's the cause of her asphyxiation-- so he loosens them, just enough. There's a certain quivering inside of his chest, stuttering both of his hearts, that renders him into wreckage of a man.

He must also remember to breathe, yet fearing if he does, then the love of his life will wither away into nothing more than a fever dream. Instead, he says,

"I tried to haunt you."

[valleyofthemachinegods]

@oolathurman @vuulpecula

posted a banger tweet and thought that tumblr deserved to see it too

[valleyofthemachinegods]

what if this dumb thing popped into my head after @oolathurman's post about Xyraan and weddings, what if

Somewhere along the way, amidst the war and the decimation and the loss, he had misplaced something important.

A pressing thing that had held him steady in a galaxy at war, like gravity, staying grounded. Interesting how these things remain ghosts until they are gone, always gliding between the lines and the shadows. Interesting how when they vanish, they become ghouls, poltergeists, deadly and intent on causing the most strife imaginable. These hauntings fester in him until he's certain he's rotting with it, falling apart at the seams.

If flesh could cure it, he'd have been a free man ages ago. Passing touches and lingering looks and everything in between. If alcohol, spice, the battlefield could ease the symptoms-- Jarrok knows that these things can't, but they've been chased just the same. Ghosts to exorcize a ghost.

--He realizes, standing amid the ruin and rubble on a newly decimated Begeren, just where it is that he's misplaced it.

Sometimes, a failed venture is the most enlightening one.

There is little time between loss and loss again, yet the Emperor's Wrath carves precious time from a clock continually counting down, to find her on Dromund Kaas. Soon, he'd be departing once more, this time to the ends of Wild Space, at the whim of Marr.

Amid the hatred that fuels him, the pain and the passion, there is a vulnerability that even he, great warrior and Sith-scorned savage, cannot rid himself off. Why his love is realized as the Core Worlds fall to ruin around him ought to be poetic-- if he were a better man.

He isn't a better man.

But he is in love-- and something more.

"Xyraan," he says before she can greet him, ask about his new scars, scuffed armor, why he's there, everything in between, "I love you."

Not the first time the words have slipped from those devilish lips, he hopes not the last. He drops to one knee, no ring, nothing to show for all of the elaborate decorations of the apartment, the wealth accumulated, material possessions forgotten in the desperation of the moment. He won't have time for it, not before he leaves again, but there is always next time. Always.

--"I want you to marry me." Sure as he always is, confident and bold; and this time, with the missing thing newly-regained burning in his gaze. If a changing galaxy means the end, it ought not to be wasted, and he ought to prove his worth to her. "Will you? Will you be my wife?"

[oolathurman]

so i've had this very specific vision in my head regarding jarrok's apartment, which i entirely blame my mom the interior designer for. when i found out there's a website that'll render whole rooms for you... well i couldn't help myself :U

there'd be more wall art but this is the general gist of it. two beds, two baths, a rich person tub that can fit two or more people, a walk in closet the size of a new york apartment, all that good stuff. if i'm calculating right the entire thing's about 1800 sq ft?

and yes i had to get the eames arm chair. (god this is such a specific thing that no one but architects know about it's so nerdy help)

misc notes under a readmore

the fur rug is supposed to be a wampa

the stove hood should be higher

forgot to add kitchen cabinets

there may or may not be a tv in jarrok's room on the wall above the small seating area

laundry is in the guest bath

in the living room, on the wall between jarrok's room and the living room, is a tv/holo and a fireplace underneath.

clawfoot tub in the guest bath

i also didn't add shelving in the walk in closet but just imagine it's there ok

[valleyofthemachinegods]

meanwhile jarrok, a prominent sith lord with tons of connections and political sway: wanna elope

yknow i think with xyraan's aversion to marriage and commitment is also exasperated by the fact that she dates rich people and there's a pomp and circumstance and dance that, while she knows the steps to it, or she's worried that someone would call her out on being a wannabe or poser.

like with jarrok she's fully aware of the upper class aspect but if she were dating some rando then it's not an issue. she's just... hyper conscious about class differences.

WAIT BEFOTE I CONTINUE THERE'S A FUCKING WAITER BOT AT THE POKE PLACE I'M AY WHAT YHE FUCK

IT'S GOT A CAT FACE AND EARS HELLO????

IT TALKS AND IT SOUNDS LIKE WHEN ENGLISH VOICE ACTORS HAVE TO DUB A CUTE ANIME GIRL AND IT'S IM THE UNCANNY VALLEY WHAT IS GOING ON

[oolathurman]

From: Xyraan Yaumei

Subject: [None]

One year. One year ago, you got down on one knee, asking for my hand. One year ago, you told me you were to be stationed upon Darth Marr’s flagship. One year ago, I told you no, I couldn’t, shouldn’t marry you.

You deserve someone better. Someone with a name, a title, money, something. Not a nobody from a planet who hates the Empire, with a job that’s no where near reputable.

A month later, we received confirmation of Darth Marr’s death, and the destruction of his ship. Yet one year later, I cannot believe you’re gone. Or maybe I don’t want to believe you’re gone. Maybe all the stories of Sith ghosts has made me wish you’d come to haunt me, because the dreams haven’t been enough.

I’ve never seen what a ‘good’ romantic love looks like. It’s always been shattered promises and lies and masks. Maybe that’s why I never said anything all the times you told me you loved me. I never wanted to say ‘love,’ or even your name, in fear of bringing that into our lives.

I’ve been speaking with someone, a therapist of sorts. A small, small zabrak woman, who only wears white robes. Every time I speak with her and I bring you up, bring us up, she’s dashed away those fears. That even if I’ve never seen examples of what a good love looks like, I am living one.

Was living one.

I’m sorry that this is the first time I’m saying this, after your death. And I still believe you deserved someone better.

But I do love you, Jarrok Kosokhan. My handsome darling sith.

Come haunt me sometime, please.

- X

[valleyofthemachinegods]

Hello. My name is Lee, a genderfluid (they/them) mess of an individual, and this is my SWTOR blog, made lest this cursed game invade my thoughts eternal. I'm a jobless ecologist (have degree, but have disability too which makes work difficult) that likes writing, Star Wars, and reptiles.

Elisai Legacy if you happen to catch me in game.

Here is my OC page!

YO RP BLOGS THAT GET FOLLOWED BY ME: here is my side blog dedicated to rping my idiots -- @valleyofgolg

My quick and very incomplete SWTOR Character list:

*note: Nearly everyone is located on Star Forge and available for RP either in game, via discord, or via tumblr!

Leika'le Kela'an (Leika'le in game)

Self-exiled gray Jedi / Perpetually conflicted / Tainted with darkness / Trying to do the right thing

Class: Jedi Knight

Species: Kiffar

Gender: Female

Planet of Birth: Telos IV

Orientation: Lesbian

Ships: @oolathurman's Azukni (Lana Beniko and major Anri in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes: Former padawan of Saufa, bff of Rhin, enemy of Va'rika

Jarrok Kosokhan

Darth Honos / Former Emperor's Wrath / Commander of the Alliance / My *true* Outlander

Class: Sith Warrior

Species: Zabrak

Gender: Male

Planet of Birth: Agamar

Orientation: Straight

Ships: @oolathurman 's Xyraan (Vette and Major Anri in game)

Spotify playlist / Ship playlist ft. Xyraan / Ship playlist ft. Vette and Hildr

Notes: Ex husband of Hildr, Nemesis of Saufa, Ally/friend of Sek'nos and Siree

Sek'nos Atithim (Seknos in game)

Overseer of the Sphere of Ancient Knowledge / Darth Imperius / Darth Gnosis / Bad father / A huge nerd / The devil is a gentleman

Class: Sith Inquisitor

Species: Sith Pureblood

Gender: Male

Planet of Birth: Dromand Kaas

Orientation: Pansexual

Ships: n/a (Theron Shan in game)

Spotify playlist (ft. ship songs)

Notes: Father of Aurine, weird friend of Leika'le, ally/enemy of Saufa, Ally/friend of Jarrok

Saufa Veki (Saufa in game)

Barsen'thor / Tormented by everything he's seen / Failed Jedi Master the first time around / Better but still whoops Jedi Master the second time around

Class: Jedi Consular

Species: Miraluka

Gender: Male

Planet of Birth: Alpheridies

Orientation: Gay

Ships: n/a (Theron Shan in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes: (Former) master of Leika'le, Current master of Dhalu, Nemesis of Jarrok, Ally/enemy of Sek'nos, friend/ally of Rhin, older brother of Kaeve

Rhin Elisai (R'hin in game)

Battlemaster of the Jedi Order / Righteous good guy / Always clueless / Tragic victim of unrequited love

Class: Jedi Knight

Species: Human

Gender: Male

Planet of Birth: Corellia

Orientation: Straight

Ships: n/a (Kira Carsen in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes: Bff of Leika'le, friend/ally of Saufa, friend/ally of Dhalu, ally of Khi, enemy of Va'rika, enemy of Kaduul, arch nemesis of Skaeln

Va'rika Al'dira (Vaa'rika in game)

Darth Nox / Lord Hauntis / Dark Council Member / A true sadist / Hears the voices of her dead siblings / Why have morals when you can have power

Class: Sith Inquisitor

Species: Twi'lek

Gender: Female

Planet of Birth: Ryloth

Orientation: Pansexual

Ships: n/a (Andronikos Revel and Khem Val in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes: Arch nemesis/tormentor of Leika'le, enemy of Rhin, “pal “of Kaduul, ally of Skaeln and Mokon

Brask'ael'nuruodo (Skaeln/Ael) (Skaeln in game)

Cipher 12 / A bad bean / Addicted to spice

Class: Imperial Agent

Species: Chiss

Gender: Male

Planet of Birth:

Orientation: Questioning

Ships: @oolathurman's Athenyia (casual with Kaliyo in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes: Former fling/current coworker of Kaeve, coworker of Siree, ally of Va'rika, arch-nemesis of Rhin, underling of Jarrok

Liora Saris (Liurah in game)

Republic Trooper / Devoted mother / Cracks in her armor

Class: Republic Trooper

Species: Zabrak

Gender: Female

Planet of Birth:

Orientation: Questioning

Ships: n/a (Aric Jorgan in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes: Ally of Saufa, Rhin, and Dhalu, enemy-to-friend of Siree

Kaeve Veki (Kaeve in game)

Cipher 22 / Walls up / Always escaping Korriban by the skin of her teeth / The use of Force suppressors is unhealthy / No name means no baggage right

Class: Imperial Agent

Species: Miraluka with cyborg fittings

Gender: Female

Planet of Birth:

Orientation: Questioning

Ships: n/a (Vector in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes: Younger sister of Saufa, Confidant of Darth Agonia, Former fling/current coworker of Skaeln, Familial relationship with Siree, bff of Aurine

Xiig

Absolute idiot wow what the heck

Class: Smuggler

Species: Human/Cyborg

Gender: Male

Planet of Birth:

Orientation: Questioning

Ships: n/a (Akaavi in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes: Both enemy and friend of everyone tbh

Aurine Atithim (Au'rine in game)

Empress' Wrath to Acina / Darth Portentis / Daddy and mommy issues with a smokin' side of abandonment issues / Honor-bound

Class: Sith Warrior

Species: Sith/Kiffar

Gender: Female

Planet of Birth:

Orientation: Questioning

Ships: n/a (Malavai Quinn and Arcann)

Spotify playlist

Notes: Bff of Kaeve, daughter of Sek'nos, casual lover/fwb of Darth Agonia

Mokon Zokanv (Mokon in game)

Champion of the Great Hunt / Asshole as an occupation

Class: Bounty Hunter

Species: Rattataki

Gender: Male

Planet of Birth:

Orientation: Straight

Ships: n/a (Mako in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes: Ally of Va'rika, Coworker/associate of Khi, Coworker/associate/unrequited desirer of Ahkira

Kaja Kallig

Zeison Sha Warrior / Chaotic neutral / my theyby

Class: Sith Inquisitor

Species: Chiss

Gender: Genderfluid

Planet of Birth: Yanibar

Orientation: Pansexual

Ships: n/a (Lana Beniko in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes: Zeison Sha warrior, ex-Sith, guardian of the spacelanes

Hildr Fahn

Darth Occlus / Darth Agonia / Overseer of the Sphere of Mysteries / Mentee of Darth Marr / Child of a literal wound in the Force / Machine-hearted / A healthy fear of chains

Class: Sith Inquisitor

Species: Sephi/Wound-in-the-Force

Gender: Female

Planet of Birth: n/a – born on a ship in Wild Space

Orientation: Pansexual

Ships: Jarrok and Vette (formerly), Aurine Atithim (casual), Theron Shan (casual) (Arcann in game and in my black heart)

Spotify playlist / Ship playlist ft. Vette and Jarrok

Notes: Mentee of Darth Marr, Child of a literal wound in the Force, machine-hearted, has a healthy fear of chains (and commitment), uses the word “darling” way too much

Khi Vreetoas

Mandalorian / Ex-slave / It's entirely possible to be a bounty hunter with a heart of gold

Class: Bounty Hunter

Species: Nautolan

Gender: Female

Planet of Birth: Glee Anselm

Orientation: Questioning

Ships: n/a (Torian Cadera in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes: Ex-slave, Heart of gold, Mandalorian of Clan Skirata

Dhalu

Knight of the Old Republic / Dark-hearted / Beliefs are polarizing

Class: Jedi Consular

Species: Togruta

Gender: Questioning, she/her

Planet of Birth: Shili

Orientation: Demisexual

Ships: n/a (Tau Idair and Sahar in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes: Dark-hearted, Beliefs are polarizing

Siree Fahn

Watcher 6 / Mother on a mission / Local hater of the Sith / Undercover to find her daughter / Now knows not to have relations with wounds in the Force masquerading as pretty men

Class: Imperial Agent

Species: Sephi

Gender: Female

Planet of Birth: Thustra

Orientation: Uncertain

Ships: n/a (Vector Hyllus, Nico Okarr in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes: Mother on a mission, Local hater of the Sith, Undercover to find her daughter, Now knows not to have relations with wounds in the Force masquerading as pretty men

Qirzah Kela'an (Quirzah in game)

Not a smuggler / Has a kid out there somewhere

Class: Smuggler

Species: Kiffar

Gender: Female

Planet of Birth: Kiffex

Orientation: Uncertain

Ships: n/a (Nico Okarr and Risha in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes:

Kaduul

Lord Desolatis / Practitioner of Sith Alchemy

Class: Sith Inquisitor

Species: Miraluka

Gender: Agender (they/them)

Planet of Birth: Ch'hodos

Orientation: Asexual/Aromantic

Ships: n/a

Spotify playlist

Notes: Mentee of Darth Agonia, Enemy of Rhin, Arch nemesis of Dhalu, ex-friend/ex-ally/ex-obsessee of Va'rika

Chit-to

Desc. here.

Class: Jedi Knight

Species: Mirialan

Gender: Nonbinary, she/her/they/them

Planet of Birth: Mirial

Orientation: Lesbian

Ships: n/a

Spotify playlist

Notes: Ally of Akhira, ally/friend of Leika'le

Sibahl Singh

Desc. here.

Class:

Species: Wound-in-the-Force/Human ig

Gender: Male

Planet of Birth:

Orientation:

Ships: n/a

Spotify playlist

Notes:

Akhira Rudak

Desc. here

Class: Bounty Hunter

Species: Cathar

Gender: Trans/Female

Planet of Birth: Cathar

Orientation: Lesbian

Ships: n/a

Spotify playlist

Notes: Ally of Chit-to, friend of Khi, friend of Leika'le, associate of Mokon

NPCs!

Mel'tari

Good at his illicit job / Accidental dad

Class: Smuggler

Species: Twi'lek

Gender: Male

Planet of Birth: Coruscant

Orientation: Straight

Ships: n/a

Spotify playlist

Notes: Father figure/protector of Akhira, father figure/protector of Leika'le

Laalw Kol

SIS Agent / Conflicted in perpetuity

Class: Smuggler

Species: Togruta

Gender: Demigirl

Planet of Birth: Shili

Orientation: Sapphic

Ships: n/a

Spotify playlist

Notes: Sister of Dotaash, enemy of Xiig

Dotaash Kol

Mechanic with interesting morals

Class: Bounty Hunter

Species: Togruta

Gender: Genderqueer, He/She/They

Planet of Birth: Shili

Orientation: Pansexual

Ships: n/a

Spotify playlist

Notes: Sibling of Laalw

Sindra Johdi

Troubled doctor

Class: Smuggler

Species: Echani

Gender: ??? -- they/them

Planet of Birth: Eshan

Orientation: Unsure

Ships: n/a

Spotify playlist

Notes:

[valleyofthemachinegods]

My quick and very incomplete SWTOR Character list:

*note: Everyone is located on Star Forge and available for RP either in game, via discord, or via tumblr!

Leika'le Kela'an (Leika'le in game)

Self-exiled gray Jedi / Perpetually conflicted / Tainted with darkness / Trying to do the right thing

Class: Jedi Knight

Species: Kiffar

Gender: Female

Planet of Birth: Telos IV

Orientation: Lesbian

Ships: @oolathurman's Azukni (Lana Beniko and major Anri in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes: Former padawan of Saufa, bff of Rhin, enemy of Va'rika

Jarrok Kosokhan

Darth Honos / Former Emperor's Wrath / Commander of the Alliance / My *true* Outlander

Class: Sith Warrior

Species: Zabrak

Gender: Male

Planet of Birth: Agamar

Orientation: Straight

Ships: @oolathurman 's Xyraan (Vette and Major Anri in game)

Spotify playlist / Ship playlist ft. Xyraan / Ship playlist ft. Vette and Hildr

Notes: Ally of Va'rika, Sek'nos, Kaja, Hildr, Kaeve, Skaeln, and Siree

Sek'nos Atithim (Seknos in game)

Overseer of the Sphere of Ancient Knowledge / Darth Imperius / Bad father / A huge nerd / The devil is a gentleman

Class: Sith Inquisitor

Species: Sith Pureblood

Gender: Male

Planet of Birth: Dromand Kaas

Orientation: Pansexual

Ships: n/a (Theron Shan in game)

Spotify playlist (ft. ship songs)

Notes: Father of Aurine, Ally of Leike'le (sort of), Va'rika, Jarrok, Kaja, Kaeve

Saufa Veki (Saufa in game)

Barsen'thor / Tormented by everything he's seen / Failed Jedi Master the first time around / Better but still whoops Jedi Master the second time around

Class: Jedi Consular

Species: Miraluka

Gender: Male

Planet of Birth: Alpheridies

Orientation: Gay

Ships: n/a (Theron Shan in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes: Former master of Leika'le, Current master of Dhalu, Brother of Kaeve

Rhin Elisai (R'hin in game)

Battlemaster of the Jedi Order / Righteous good guy / Always clueless / Tragic victim of unrequited love

Class: Jedi Knight

Species: Human

Gender: Male

Planet of Birth: Corellia

Orientation: Straight

Ships: n/a (Kira Carsen in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes: Bff of Leika'le

Va'rika Al'dira (Vaa'rika in game)

Darth Nox / Dark Council Member / A true sadist / Hears the voices of her dead siblings / Why have morals when you can have power

Class: Sith Inquisitor

Species: Twi'lek

Gender: Female

Planet of Birth: Ryloth

Orientation: Pansexual

Ships: n/a (Andronikos Revel and Khem Val in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes: Arch Enemy of Leika'le

Brask'ael'nuruodo (Skaeln/Ael) (Skaeln in game)

Cipher 12 / A bad bean / Addicted to spice

Class: Imperial Agent

Species: Chiss

Gender: Male

Planet of Birth:

Orientation: Questioning

Ships: @oolathurman's Athenyia (casual with Kaliyo in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes: Ally and coworker of Kaeve and Siree, ally of Mokon, rival of Khi, enemy of Rhin, Saufa, and Leika'le

Liora Saris (Liurah in game)

Republic Trooper / Devoted mother / Cracks in her armor

Class: Republic Trooper

Species: Zabrak

Gender: Female

Planet of Birth:

Orientation: Questioning

Ships: n/a (Aric Jorgan in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes:

Kaeve Veki (Kaeve in game)

Cipher 22 / Walls up / Always escaping Korriban by the skin of her teeth / The use of Force suppressors is unhealthy / No name means no baggage right

Class: Imperial Agent

Species: Miraluka with cyborg fittings

Gender: Female

Planet of Birth:

Orientation: Questioning

Ships: n/a (Vector in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes:

Xiig

Absolute idiot wow what the heck

Class: Smuggler

Species: Human/Cyborg

Gender: Male

Planet of Birth:

Orientation: Questioning

Ships: n/a (Akaavi in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes:

Aurine Atithim (Au'rine in game)

Empress' Wrath to Acina / Darth Portentis / Daddy and mommy issues with a smokin' side of abandonment issues / Honor-bound

Class: Sith Warrior

Species: Sith/Kiffar

Gender: Female

Planet of Birth:

Orientation: Questioning

Ships: n/a (Malavai Quinn and Arcann)

Spotify playlist

Notes:

Mokon Zokanv (Mokon in game)

Champion of the Great Hunt / Asshole as an occupation

Class: Bounty Hunter

Species: Rattataki

Gender: Male

Planet of Birth:

Orientation: Straight

Ships: n/a (Mako in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes:

Kaja Kallig

Desc here.

Class: Sith Inquisitor

Species: Chiss

Gender: Genderfluid

Planet of Birth: Yanibar

Orientation: Pansexual

Ships: n/a (Lana Beniko in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes: Zeison Sha warrior, ex-Sith, guardian of the spacelanes

Hildr Fahn

'Darth Occlus' / Darth Agonia / Overseer of the Sphere of Mysteries / Mentee of Darth Marr / Child of a literal wound in the Force / Machine-hearted / A healthy fear of chains

Class: Sith Inquisitor Species: Sephi/Wound-in-the-Force Gender: Female Planet of Birth: Orientation: Pansexual Ships: Jarrok and Vette (formerly), Aurine Atithim (casual), Theron Shan (casual) (Arcann in game and in my black heart) Spotify playlist Notes:

Khi Vreetoas

Mandalorian / Ex-slave / It's entirely possible to be a bounty hunter with a heart of gold

Class: Bounty Hunter

Species: Nautolan

Gender: Female

Planet of Birth:

Orientation: Questioning

Ships: n/a (Torian Cadera in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes:

Dhalu

Knight of the Old Republic / Dark-hearted / Beliefs are polarizing

Class: Jedi Consular Species: Togruta Gender: Female Planet of Birth: Orientation: Uncertain Ships: n/a (Tau Idair and Sahar in game) Spotify playlist Notes:

Siree Fahn

Watcher 6 / Mother on a mission / Local hater of the Sith / Undercover to find her daughter / Now knows not to have relations with wounds in the Force masquerading as pretty men

Class: Imperial Agent

Species: Sephi

Gender: Female

Planet of Birth: Thustra

Orientation: Uncertain

Ships: n/a (Nico Okarr in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes:

Qirzah Kela'an (Quirzah in game)

Not a smuggler / Has a kid out there somewhere

Class: Smuggler

Species: Kiffar

Gender: Female

Planet of Birth: Kiffex

Orientation: Uncertain

Ships: n/a (Nico Okarr and Risha in game)

Spotify playlist

Notes:

Kaduul

Lord Desolatis / Practitioner of Sith Alchemy

Class: Sith Inquisitor

Species: Miraluka

Gender: Nonbinary (they/them)

Planet of Birth:

Orientation: Asexual/Aromantic

Ships: n/a

Spotify playlist

Notes:

Chit-to

Desc. here.

Class: Jedi Knight

Species: Human

Gender: Nonbinary (they/them)

Planet of Birth:

Orientation: Lesbian

Ships: n/a

Spotify playlist

Notes:

Sibahl Singh

Desc. here.

Class:

Species: Wound-in-the-Force/Human ig

Gender: Male

Planet of Birth:

Orientation:

Ships: n/a

Spotify playlist

Notes:

Akhira Rudak

Desc. here

Class: Bounty Hunter

Species: Cathar

Gender: Trans/Female

Planet of Birth:

Orientation:

Ships: n/a

Spotify playlist

Notes:

[oolathurman]

tagged by @corellianflyboy

GOAL: TAG 9 AND GET TO KNOW THEM!

RELATIONSHIP STATUS: single and in a “I think a romantic relationship would be neat” mindset but at the same time very confused and not really bothering to question what’s going on right now.

FAVORITE COLOR: I really like teal tbh.

LIPSTICK OR CHAPSTICK: chapstick!

LAST SONG: y’know what I can’t remember bc I haven’t really listened to any music tha- wait, I have one! How about Feel It Still by Portugal the Man -  that was my last shazamed song at any rate?

LAST MOVIE: Uhhh I think it was Kubo and the Two Strings! Finally watched that beautiful movie tbh

TOP 3 SHOWS: Brooklyn 99, Cutthroat Kitchen, and uhhhhhhh... does Critical Role count? I’ve been binging that practically non stop for the past... week, at least. 

TOP 3 SHIPS: Azukni/Leika’le, Jarrok/Xyraan, and Wanwo/Vette. The first two ships are OC ships with @ghostsiickness even if THEY’RE NEVER ON TUMBLR >:((((

tagging: uhhh let’s tag some people I usually don’t tag in these things

@izzyovercoffee @senator-organa and @senyatirall BUT ONLY IF Y’ALL WANNA. ALSO TAGGING U IF U WANNA.

[oolathurman]

@ghostsiickness - Arctic Monkey’s “Do I Wanna Know” came on the radio and though it’s more of a Jarrok/Xyraan song, it sounds... very spice addled to me, if that makes any sense. And then this happened. I’m not even sure if the tense is consistent tbh. I guess that’s what happens when you got homework (that you didn’t start) due in a little over twelve hours and you feel the inspiration to write.

All he hears is the sound of his breathing - in, pause, out, pause, in, pause, out, pause. All he sees is clouds and smoke swirling in the space above him, and he knows he’s in trouble, but he can’t remember why, so he’s at peace instead.

In, pause, out, pause.

Bright, blinding light and he winces. Something loud, screaming in his ear and reverberating through his head. He turns towards the source - Gold and dark mahogany and bronze and red lips and green eyes wide and noise. 

“Can you tone it down, please?” he croaks, but Athenyia doesn’t seem to hear. She’s yelling.

“I! Have told you!” She’s yelling, she’s crying, she’s sobbing, she’s something but it’s not clear to Skaeln what. “Stop taking that shit on my ship!” 

And then she’s on the bed beside him, and the world and smoke above him is going fuzzy as she shakes him. 

“Can you stop shaking me, please?” he mumbles, or thinks he does and she stops, but now her nails are digging into his arm. 

“I hate you!” she’s screaming again, and now he feels guilty, now he knows he’s in trouble, and the weight feels like lead on his chest. He tries to mumble an apology, but isn’t sure he does. Instead, the world goes whirling, twirling and he feels himself fall with a soft thunk. He thinks she must’ve shoved him off the bed, but he’s not sure. 

“Athen- Athenyia?” If he wasn’t imagining the sound of his voice, she must have stormed off in rage. He thinks. He’s not sure. But he hears her voice getting softer - still yelling, but softer now - and he groans softly and his eyes close. Let her be angry, let her be mad. Just let him ride out this last wave of- what was it, glitterstim? No, Pixie. Just let him ride out this last wave and he’ll come back to reality soon enough. Just let him have this last moment.