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Why does literally EVERY F1 TikTok on my feed suggest this search????😭😂
You go girl🤴🏼 (but what is the reason tho)
#f1#max verstappen#mv1#mv33#bisexuality#lgbtqia#lestappen#chestappen#maxiel#galex#i don't even know how the rest of the max bromance ships are called tbh i'm very sorry#and before you come for me... i am very queer myself ok😂#but this search appears 24/7 on my tiktok even if the video isn't even about max! i am very confused lol
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WELL UH
well
well 💗
little hearts
#anxiety we're just going to the mall#why the wedding dress#this headcanon that anxiety has paws for me is canon#same for ennui#I ship cuz they're the “worries to much” X “don't” dynamic#ENNUI ALSO CARES YA KNOW#BUT THEY SHOW IT IN A DIFFERENT WAY#oh and I also think that them both are sleep deprived#like Ennui stays on cell phone at night and takes afternoon naps#Anxiety just close her big eyes and pretend to sleep but she's on 24/7#EMOTIONS IN LOVE#fanart#ship art#inside out#inside out anxiety#inside out ennui#inside out 2#It's 5am lol#BUT I'M ON VACATION SO WHO CARES ABOUT SLEEP ROUTINE????#I used to WAKE UP at the time I'm going to sleep now ☠️#just kidding I'm not going to sleep#anxiety x ennui#ennui x anxiety#both ways#anxienn
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my top haikyuu shipps
1- kagehina (obviously)
2- bokuaka
3- asanoya (I don't want to hear complaints)
4- tsukkiyama (they're cute)
5- ukatake (SO WHAT)
#random post#but to be honest#kagehina is in my mind 24/7#but when i was younger I thought about other ships besides them#i liked daisuga too#ushiten is cute hmmm#also i liked sakuastu#but i don't think about them anymore#ukatake#kagehina#h.txt#q#asanoya#haikyuu#bokuaka#i don't think sm about all this shipps anymore#but they're good
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Guys...Why can't I find any Flippy x Mole content??? Where am I not looking? It's real right?? PLEASE TELL ME SOMEONE ELSE LIKES THEM ASIDE FROM ME ;-;
#I searched here and in pinterest but I haven't found aything :((#no one understands them. They're just an old couple trying to enjoy life in the messed up town that is Happy Tree Town (i'll call it that)#the only ones I saw who kinda liked them was Fawn (and I think they don't even ship them) and a random guy I saw and forgot their name#happy tree friends#htf#htf flippy#htf mole#htf the mole#htf mole x flippy#htf flippy x mole#htf fanart#my art#I don't upload anything of them but trust me they are in my head 24/7 ever since I started to think about their relationship
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For a moment there, I had this feeling that this world's balance of beauty had tilted to one side. A nonsensical amount of cheering erupted out all around us next. "Oh, ooooh! Dear Zhu Bajie-nim!" For sure, calling a face like that 'Yogoe' didn't seem all that out of place. Because well, it was inconceivable that a normal human would be blessed with such looks, after all. Eyebrows seemingly drawn by a single, uninterrupted stroke of a famed artist's brush; a nose and a chin shaped in perfect angles that defied attempts to measure them through mere devices of men; a pair of deep eyes seemingly carved out of a beautiful jewel containing all the misfortunes found in this world. If someone saw those features and not get immediately drawn in by them, then there must be something wrong with that person.
Yes Dokja, Joonghyuk is the most beautiful person to ever exist. Yes Dokja, you've told us before.
You've told us many times before.
Oh? This time he's got his vest half-unbuttoned? He's wearing a nice pair of black jeans? Zeroed in on that right away, did you?
Mmmhmm
Listen, we get it, Dokja. You're super big gay for Yoo Joonghyuk. He doesn't even have to wear the black Chinese dress with black garter belt and if he ever did your heart would probably go flying out of your chest and you'd gasp and curl in on yourself and die right there on the spot.
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So much for these guys letting Dokja relax.
#orv#orv spoilers#orv liveblog#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv novel chapter 428#joongdok#dokjoong#kdj#yjh#dokja I’ve been holding myself back#really I have#I’ve been trying to stay impartial and not get TOO shippy with these liveblog posts#believe me I could be SO MUCH WORSE#you don't even know how FAST I could flip and start pumping out 24/7 nonstop ship posts#I've been good#I've let quite a few VERY QUESTIONABLE things slide by without comment#but you have been *testing* me
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as much as i love the idea of fan kids in media with immortals in it[and i do find peoples fankid ocs generally fun], i don't think Integra would do that even adopted even whatever, at least not intentionally.
I gotta be real, I don't think she'd want to do that to Alucard unless there Really isn't another choice. One would assume he is bound to the bloodline/inheritance line and another heir is kind of just... extending the capacity of this to hurt him for at least another generation.
Unless the powers that be threaten to do something bigger than him otherwise, Integra, who seems to have intentionally picked the under-equipped for the position and non-related Penwood jr to get the organization after her death, her plan here is pretty clear. She wouldn't have a 'real' heir if she can help it because she wants Alucard free of the bond after her, she wants to be the last person with the capacity to take away his autonomy like that.
none of the characters in this show are good people exactly, but I do think she feels a kind of remorse for both her family's past likely uncountable abuse towards him, and personally for perhaps overstepping a boundary or two. because that just Will Happen if you have that kind of 100% control over someone.
Legit, that's why you rarely hear her specify something as an 'order' even when he obviously acts out, only in real key moments/after their back and forth they do for that. I genuinely do not think she likes to use the full extent of the power she has over him, just more so fill that role in his life so he feels... comfortable for a lack of a better word? There is fun powerful and there is 'this is something my father would do to you' and i reckon hard orders are a lot more of the latter
i don't think she'd trust an heir or a potential heir's heir to tell the difference.
partially because i don't know how much she trusts herself to.
#necrowriting#hellsing ultimate#integra hellsing#hellsing alucard#i love these two imaginary people being stuck in whats essentially a 24/7 dynamic without the consent of Either of them#just woe inherently unbalanced dynamic be upon ye with no way to opt out have fun daughter and captive monster#theyre doing best they could considering everything but you can only do so much under those kinds of circumstances#i dont think alucard is well enough to Want out#but i think integra has enough sense and care for him to want it for him#also i don't know if she'd care if her dear friend ended the world after there is no one to hold the reigns#not that she necessarily thinks that's what he'd really do. knows him too well#hc them closer to platonic/unalabeled myself but i feel like this would only go double if you Do outright ship them romantically#'i will not see this immortal better in my lifetime but i can make sure he isn't actively prevented from moving towards it' you feel?#unintended/this kid got thrown at us fankids would still work but i still feel like this aspect goes fully unacknowledged even there usuall#not enough child murder considered for my taste idk#that and frankly. some of yall overestimate integra's ability in parenting. i love her but that is a deadbeat dad
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I totally agree with your opinion on Z0$an.
For me, I really enjoy their canon dynamic and can see why people ship them but then when I see most fan content of them it bothers me because most of the time they’re being mischaracterized and I only like their very specific canon dynamic (I can’t really describe it). Additionally it bothers me when certain moments for other ships that involve one of the two get interpreted as platonic when these same moments would be seen as romantic if they were between Zoro and Sanji. For example basically every Sanuso moment but especially in Water 7 and Enies Lobby or the most egregious example, the „Nothing happened“ moment.
Yeah,,, It bothers me that most people are so intense and adamant about Sanuso/Zolu's scenes being platonic when those same scenes would've been perceived as romantic with Zo$an. And I am honestly somebody who keeps reaching a lot and looking for content in every little scene, but that's because idk, Sanuso (for example) doesn't have as much content as Zo$an. These shippers don't need to make everything about their ship for content and they don't even need any proof of it being canon, and yet they keep making other ship's scenes about them (the "nothing happened" scene could be seen as Zo$an too but c'mon we all know that's a Zolu thing. And the new art of Reiju and Tashigi??? I'm sorry but can we please let the sapphics have this one color spread instead of making it about the most popular ship of the fandom?).
That being said, I don't care about people doing this because they like the ship and like to look for content in every little thing (I do it too!!). What bothers me aren't Zo$an shippers (I even ship this myself lmao I know it looks like I hate it but I don't) but Zo$an shippers who genuinely believe this is actual proof for the ship being canon or saying other ships are "wrong" or "don't make sense". De nile is a river in Egypt and these people need to understand that probably 80% of their content is mischaraterized because they keep ignoring the beautiful, precious potential they have in their already canon dynamic. And also, your ship doesn't need to be canon to be enjoyed like... Some people need to understand that.
Long story short, I like Zo$an when it's in character and people don't force it down my throat. It's really sad because I think that Zo$an, despite being so popular, has a lot of wasted potential.
Also, don't mention Sanuso being underrated in comparison to Zo$an because I will end up writing a whole paragraph and nobody wants drama-- I prefer to blame Usopp haters rather than other ships for its unpopularity. But uh, yeah, a lot of scenes between Usopp and Sanji are extremely romantic and the fact that it's underrated (when other ships have more attention having less romantic scenes) bothers me quite a lot. But then again, I think one of the main reasons is because Usopp is criminally underrated.
#please this is making me look so much like a zo$an hater i promise i like them JENFJNSJS#i just can't stand that specific part of the fandom#but then again all fandoms have those people i just ignore them and only started this for the unpopular opinions ask#also sanuso my beloved it has nothing to do with this but i use every little opportunity to mention my underrated cuties#ngl can we talk abt how usopp and sanji argue 24/7 too and nobody thought abt that being extremely gay#unlike with another certain ship#i should shut up i don't want ship drama but y'know#one piece
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I have to say, from my brief foray into the HOTD fandom I can only say, you're all equally toxic and ruin the internet experiences of your own favourite ships by constantly bringing fandom drama into the tags. I have been in some real questionable hot mess fandoms over the years, but considering the newness of the show you guys did in a year what took the whole ass Dragon Age video game series at least 5 to really get going. Congratulations.
#what are my credentials? enjoying multiple ships#for some reason enjoying rhaenicent daemyra lucemond jacecregan and stanning a bunch of bitches such as saera targaryen and alys rivers#is supposed to be mutuslly exclusive in your inflamed minds?#this is why i don't do fanart for you bitches#the rhaenicent shippers especially might consider that with wlw ships already getting shit and not enough attention#you might want to put more focus on creating the art and love for the ship you wanna see instead of complaining 24 7#about why you aren't more popular#do you understand how rare it is for there to be a wlw couple in media that i actually like#that actually speaks to me? with actual depth and complexity where the women are allowed to be flawed and terrible?#and i can't even enjoy it with my fandom community because my fandom community is full of angry bitter motherfuckers#who'd rather crucify each other for liking the wrong toxic ship#anti hotd#anti fandom#fandom critical#hotd fandom critical#anti hotd fandom
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hi :) thoughts on barry/gadget (and/or infinite?)
Aw gee... idk I think they're pretty okay not much to write home abou--
AW CRAP STUFF IS FALLING OUT OF MY POCKET
OH NO THEY'RE GONNA KNOW I LOVE BADGET OH CHRIST MORE ARE FALLING OUT
OH GOD SO EMBARRASSING AAAAA NOOOO
Just kidding lol of course I love Barry and Gadget. They're extremely cute and fun to make stories and art for. Something about the appeal of "two protagonists of their respective games meeting and hitting it off" is so satisfying to me, especially when making headcanons for them separately and together is pretty easy and fun.
Throw Infinite in there? Spicy. Especially since he brings a LOT of questions to the table involving his growth, change, and morality. While redemption is very difficult for a guy like him (I mean we all saw what he did in Forces), with these two, the possibility of it is not only brought into question, but very interesting at its core!
That said uhhh Badget is great. Badginfinite lives rent free in my head for being full of interesting concepts and possibilities. I like 'em both!
#Luna Be Talkin#supersonicslacker#Anonymous#Badget#Sonic#For real though this was too easy HAHA you guys might wanna ask about ships you don't see me draw 24/7
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Hello! I wanted to ask what made you fall in love with bingqiu?
Hey there!
Ah hmm that's an interesting question, I've never thought about it actually. I like bingqiu a lot, but I never considered it as falling in love with the ship? They're a fun ship to play with and they have a wide range that's pretty flexible so I'm always in my comfort zone drawing them.
I suppose most of the art I draw for bingqiu are a love letter to them, though. And I think that's pretty telling of my brain rot for them 😂
I think the food the fandom cooked up really helped a lot. SV fic writers are on a whole other plane of existence when it comes to analyzing binghe's character and filling in on his journey of healing with sqq by his side. I'm the annoying type of audience that gets bored when the main couple gets together at the end...so when scum villain ended the way it did, mxtx may as well have german suplexed me on the concrete. scum villain is a story that subverts its tropes left and right and the ending was no exception! I love that bingqiu getting together at the end was not an automatic happily ever after, but rather, they still are putting in the work and effort to understand and stay in each other's lives. The glimpse of that path we get in the extras really did solidify my desire to see how bingqiu will continue to stay together--bingmei vs bingge extra was probably the finishing blow for me tho lmao. I couldn't stop thinking about what the heck happened to bingge after he left the sv world that I read a bunch of fics about him and needed to soothe the angst with sv bingqiu
on a side tangent, bingqiu parallels another of my all time ship, nozomizo from liz and the blue bird. mild spoilers if you haven't seen liz, but nozomizo had a similar codependent relationship that needed them both to grow apart as individuals in order to stay together. bingqiu separated unwillingly and binghe's growth as an individual was fueled by betrayal, despair, and that dying glimmer of hope that maybe, maybe shizun could accept him now that they're equals. but they don't. because binghe still hasn't emotionally grown to get past his temper tantrums (thanks xin mo) and sqq is still failing binghe by constantly misunderstanding him. but bingqiu still choose each other, choose to love and support each other, and they refuse to be separated again. whereas nozomizo was a healthy separation with a promise of reunion, bingqiu was fighting through the muddy trenches with a vague hope that the other is reaching out their hands too. i thought it was neat how differently both ships handled their codependency that still guarantees a happy ending, no matter how dirty and bruised they got along the way.
I also think sqq's compassionate narration in regards to binghe's suffering got to me lmao. He truly does care for binghe, and even if naysayers argue it's not romantic, it's undeniable that binghe is special to sqq. although not the best choices, most if not all of his choices were for binghe's best interest (thanks system). sqq had so much heart for binghe that it affected me through the screen too. binghe's abandonment issues and fake wet tears have captivated me. his gap moe as a chuuni emo demonic overlord and wife with a maidenly glass heart has bewitched me body and soul. i want luo binghe to be happy so badly!!
i think that's why bingqiu fascinates me. most of the bingqiu arts i draw are like slice of life vignettes, so without the meat and bones of fanfic diving into bingqiu's messiness, i would not have ascended to this level of brain rot for them...
#asks#anon#i get comments sometimes that my love for bingqiu is apparent in my drawings#and that makes me happy! also embarrassed at how obvious i am...#i never questioned myself if i was in love with the ship even tho it was on my mind 24/7#but it did get me thinking that most of my bq art was fueled by an unhinged need to visually manifest bq's happiness#so they're practically love letters#ty for the ask anon!#don't tell anyone but i got burnt out from bq and drawing in general#i had too many wips going on and lost confidence in all of them#no worries tho i drew something last night and was too excited to sleep so things are looking good right now 😎#also sorry to be overthinking about the whole falling in love with bingqiu on my part...#a classmate once told me 'you must really love drawing to have filled up so many pages' and it kinda stuck with me since#at the end of the day i do love bingqiu after all
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I have a doodle of Mephisto and Aranea that is side-eyeing me SO INTENSELY, it makes me feel like I owe them money or something.
GAH, I NEED MY FREAKING TABLET.
I NEED TO DRAW THOSE TWO FREAKS TOGETHER BEING ALL GOMEZ AND MORTICIA TOGETHER, ONLY MUCH EVILIER AND MORE EDGELORDY.
Honestly, each time I think about their relationship I live.
I LIVE.
They are both so fucked up, but good Gods, they have found their match in one another and they know it, and they absolutely LOVE IT.
Like, I need
I need to babble more about them.
I NEED MOAR OF THEM. MOAR.
#nemo babbles#Ship: Mephistea#Mephistopheles#OC: Aranea Baelfaer#what can I say#I saw gifs of Mephisto's fc and I am just GAAAAAAAH#I am still so deep into BG3#I felt so sad that I had to momentarily uninstall the game from PC because my CPU couldn't take it#and I don't have enough memory on my laptop to run both streaming and artworking#BUT THE BRAINROTTING IS STILL GOING SO STRONG#and I need more Mephisto/Aranea#I need that#I. NEED. THAT.#I am all imagining now him leaving Cania and joining the Mortal Plane just to follow Aranea around a bit#to see what's the appeal of this Plane and WHY CAN'T ARANEA STAY WITH HIM IN CANIA 24/7#their relationship is not exactly healthy#between possessiveness and jealousy and co-dependency#but it works for them
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You might not have to hear this but some one piece ships literally don't make sense that it gives me the ick 🥲 (some ships i just respect and leave alone, i'll color them in blue.) (And the ones that give me severe trust issues is purple)
AceSan - ...okay... The smirk...? What else...? Trauma bonding?? What...? I mean, its cute, i can leave the ship alone and its fans. I think this ship stemmed from the way Ace was drawn looking at Sanji *my boy was greasy* Y'all are horny though.- (sorry. But they'll get along so well with supporting and stuff- TRAUMA. MY GUY. I KNOW IT WHEN I SEE IT 😭
HanLu - thats a grown ass woman.
LawLu - and thats a grown ass man. (But Luffy's 19- AGE GAP???)
ZoSan - i'm sorry HUH. The two men that insult each other 24/7 were being shipped??? HUH. (But they respect each other- I KNOW THAT??? BUT GODDAMN THE FICS DON'T GET THEIR CHARACTER RIGHT 😭 ZoSan is a well-liked ship, but don't consider them canon and that they'll kiss after Zoro defeats Mihawk)
ZoBin - THAT IS HIS MOTHER FIGURE.
SaboSan - ...They never met 😶... and what if they do? Trauma bonding again?... Y'all I'm sorry but huh- how. Legitimately I'M SPEAKING RATIONALLY, HOW THE FUCK WOULD TWO PEOPLE FALL IN LOVE??? THAT WAY???
UGH ITS JUST A 2D CHARACTER!!
Well DAMN YOU WEREN'T TREATING THEM LIKE THAT WHEN I WAS DISSING THEM??
#coming from a aroace so... y'all might think my opinion doesn't matter#my friends don't usually talk about their love lives in front of me cuz of it#but i've shown support and interest in them#i am the coach. not the player#zosan is really popular cuz they look hot with each other#i won't use their tags cuz i'm scared of getting comments#acesan i'll have a respect for since they do seem to have a chance to hit it off#also Sanji would've fucking kicked him if he tried 😐#I once liked LawLu but i saw the red flags of the ship in general#age gap and all that also Law is stressed 24/7 with Luffy what#HanLu is just Hancock's reaction to a person treating her like a person.#and some people arr delulu enough to believe they'll be canon#SABOSAN. THAT SHIT EXISTS. Its funny that ASL is shipped with sanji and its Luffy having none of it bUT PEOPLE take is SERIOUSLY#i'm suffering what the hell#guys make the ship make sense#what?? the two of them look hot?#you think Franky isn't hot???#SABO NEVER MET SANJI AND SANJI LITERALLY ONLH HEARS OF SABO FROM THE OTHERS#“its an au” well okay i won't argue there since ITS AN AU.
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i know i said that I'm dropping this topic but like, i find it funny and veerrryyyy annoying how those rexmet haters adds like "THERE'S A SCENE IN THE MOVIE WHERE EMMET CALLS REX HIS BROTHER SO IT'S INCEST!!" or whatever for their whole ""list of why Rexmet is a horrible ship"" thing
aka bcuz of this scene
when in reality, they're not really brothers in the first place??? like, if you see them as "real brothers", then that's also just an AU and chet, they're more so like a found family type of brothers chet if you see them as brothers honestly
and also the fact that they also add like "MAKING AUS WHERE REX IS ALIVE AND IS REDEEMED IS WRONG CUZ REX IS A UNREDEEMABLE VILLAIN AND HE'S DEAD IN CANON SO HAH!!" next to it
...then that also applies to your whole "they're brothers" thing, so y'all are also fighting yourselves cuz that is also just an AU cuz Rex is alive and is redeemed lol, and that's why it's called AU, "Alternative Universe" or "Alternative Timeline" and chet like that bcuz he's gone in canon, and like, canonically, the Emmet in TLM2 is the AU one if you think about it cuz Rex is like the og Emmet and then he time travelled to changed the everything
and he's not a unredeemable villain, he's still the lovable Emmet that y'all keep saying but turned into a "bad guy" and is still redeemable like the movie itself said lol
and this whole scene is just a joke lmao, cuz like, see how out of place it is for Emmet to just suddenly say "I can be the brother you never have!" when Rex doesn't even need a brother in the first place, especially with his whole backstory what he needs is to be not alone
even before i didn't ship them, i felt that whole thing that Emmet said was out of place lmao
the movie is just being funny and serious at the same time
but the book
that book is serious
and even my brother who doesn't ship them also knows that that scene is a joke / making fun of other movies who does those kinds of chet lol
okay, i am done for real this time
i just wanna get this whole thing out :P
#burgy talks#the lego movie 2#emmet brickowski#rex dangervest#and also#i don't go and see Rex and Emmet as a ship whenever i see art of them together 24/7 lol#I'm all 50/50#i ain't forcing anyone to ship them#unlike those other people who forces everyone to only see them as brothers and make the ones who ship them feel bad#we didn't even do anything to yall#we just drew legos#yall are the ones who started attacking and harassing us#like bro#it's just legos#at least it's not like those youtubers or chet who are irl people
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robot,,, bf,,, my beloved,,,
#im sooooooooo normal about him really#i definitely have not been yapping about him 24/7 for the last. 4 days#every time he shows up: omg Blitzy haiiiiii <333#i have to watermark it but i do have cute art of him with my s/i who i also made very quickly#getting me into this was a bad idea i love everything about the franchise so far#cool ass robots being goofy as shit? i must make this my personality this is For Me#anyway. yeah hi new f/o. again. why is this happening to me. again.#ficto tag#proship selfship#it's a rat room blitz!#ship tag based on the first song i wanted to put on the playlist#it was a silly thought but it's stuck#maybe ill think of something better but i do like it in the meantime#ratkingrambles#i don't care that the fandom is pissed about his bumblebee appearance i was in love with that mask the minute i saw him#and then i got his tfa intro and i was cooked#look at him. he's checking all my usual f/o boxes. damn it.
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this was intended to be like magical girl transformation sequences okay this is the Barbie Doll Anatomy trope. i just wanted to draw teams and bodies. this is the "personification of their bond".
#i drew this. like. MORE than ten years ago.#then i found it again and digitalized it when a friend of mine gave me her old tablet. this was. probably like. eight? years ago?#however. i DO ship shinokibahina. BUT I DIDN'T WHEN I DREW THIS FLSNGKRN#inos wearing lipstick... lipstick lesbian <3#hyuuga eyes don't have irises or pupils or anything 2k23 (almost 24)#should've given tenten a braid too... :/ disappointed in myself#i care for team 7 slightly more than i did when i drew this but not enough to add them <3#OH I THINK THIS WAS BEFORE SAI WAS EVEN INTRODUCED? otherwise i would've added him for sure. i think.#.bmp#team 8#team 10#inoshikacho#team gai#sand siblings#sigh... do i tag them all...?#kiba inuzuka#hinata hyuuga#shino aburame#ino yamanaka#shikamaru nara#choji akimichi#rock lee#neji hyuuga#tenten#temari#sabaku no gaara#kankuro#n#naruto#@ me WHERE ARE LEE'S SCARS
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i think the problem (?) is that the only kind of (fictional?) love that interests me is the kind of love that changes the world. the kind of love that derails the narrative, the kind of love that changes everything -- not necessarily by how special or unique the love is but by the very mundanity of it. the love that grows, not in spite of the barren lovelessness of Before, but out of it. i think that's why I'm always so invested in ships that are two people diametrically opposed to each other, or enemies-to-friends-to-lovers, or two people on separate sides of the morality issue coin, because i love it when love... not that it changes a person but it allows the person to Become. the space, the grace, to change. to love the monster, to love the unlovable and the intolerable, is to make it something other than a monster, than unlovable, than intolerable. i love it when being loved at your worst, ugliest, most horrible self is what makes you want to be someone worth loving. like is this ANYTHING to anyone or
#sorry im not here but im thinkin abt fic things and im really just! having some Emotions about things#idk? i see a lot of aspects of myself in villains. whoever you consider a villain. and i think there's a tendency in fandom#that I've noticed for like... years. where when these issues are portrayed in Good People it's always framed in an acceptable way#if they're angry it's never in a way that really hurts anyone - or everyone Just Knows they're going through shit#if they're depressed it's always the sad pathetic kind that makes people want to coddle you and not the kind that made me isolate and#unpleasant to be around#the urge/inclination towards violence to people who did wrong to me is a villainous act#trauma only ever affects Villains in a bad way. and their trauma MAKES them Bad and Evil people who should only ever just die to fix all#the damage they did to people. and idk man! don't you think that's kind of fucked up? don't you think that it's so fucked up to see yoursel#and the ugliness of your trauma and how it impacts you only ever represented by villains. and then the solution is ''they should just die''#and in the rare moments those villains DO get redemption arcs or a second chance or whatever there's a large n frankly horrific portion#of fandom going i want this person dead or (other violent gruesome violating thing) because they're awful and horrible and their very#existence is unforgivable. i think they should die#and it's like i get it. i also get tired of having to see this message constantly blasted into my brain 24/7?#''why do you ship x with x--'' god i dont fucking know#maybe i want to believe we can get better. that people can change.#maybe i want to believe there's no end point where i have to weigh up the damage ive done to people vs the benefits ive brought and decide#i should die. maybe i want to believe that people are inherently good and want to do good and have the capacity for good!!#that we can do better if only someone believed we could!!#maybe i want to believe we're all worthy of love. of someone who will believe in us. who sees something good in us even when we're at our#worst & most unlovable. maybe i want to believe we can still BE loved after all that! idk leave me alone!!#tbd#i added the image bc its how im feelin rn
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