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kicking myself because i had the perfect in to tell my psychiatrist i was trans
#well okay. the *perfect* in would be her asking point-blank if i was#but discussing that im aroace without that vocabulary and her mentioning asexuality is probably the best im gonna get#i could have said something like i consider myself asexual/aromantic and also im trans#seems so easy in hindsight but ugh#she's the easy one. tbh.#i still need to try on my mom again though#and my cardiologist...... at least i can message him and dont have to do it over video call/in person#i see him once every couple years he doesn't need an essay#i could also just ask him if certain things would be viable#but my dad!!! fucking!!!! sees my messages!!!!!!!!#idk why!!! he shouldn't!!!!!!1 but he does#like he saw i got a transvaginal ultrasound and less embarassingly when i was getting a rabies titer#and was asking when i could expect results#iicraft505#and id have to ask him or a doctor in person why that's the case#any permission forms for him to have access to my medical records should have expired by now#and i cant wait until i have to be on my own insurance because that is way too far away#:) pain and suffering
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Hey. Hey you know what would be cool and fun. First post of 2024. 1000 notes. We can do it. Yeah? Yeah??
Take a picture of my dog as an incentive
#Dogs#Chihuahua#Cute dog#Dog#If every person who follows me likes and reblogs this we could hit 1k EASY. No problemo.#Also look at her. Look at my baby girl. Give her the love and appreciation she deserves#You no like the post? Oh! Jail for followers! Jail for followers for one thousand years!!#Also if you look to the right you can see my other dog lying right by my leg lol#IDK I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE FUN. ANYWAY.#Happy New Year everyone <3333 I’m still sick but tbh it hasn’t been that bad#Compared to the stomach bug I had two weeks ago Covid is feeling like a cakewalk tbh.#Shima speaks
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dreaming abt sophomore year class swap bard!riz
#fantasy high#fantasy high sophomore year#fhsy#riz gukgak#ft. kalina#fh class quangle#tbh Im not suuuper happy with the bones of these designs yet#but also its just a bit hard to measure up to how strong ''kid who wears suit to school'' is#I kiinda gear the sophomore year design specifically towards like. cameraman-esque aesthetics#kind of dude who's working the light rig And the audio at the same time. dude who's running inbetween two huge tripods#theres also a thing with the freshman year arcade scene that I wanted to draw but just do not have the energy today#maybe in the future! if I can be bothered to draw biz lmao#I wanna draw something for cleric!gorgug first anyway... specifically his death in freshman year#man I'm so glad I tossed bard!riz into investigative journalism that is SO annoying. exactly what I set out to do with my classswaps#can you imagine going to school with that guy. can you imagine going to school with tintin#this also makes kipperlilly vs riz even funnier like influencer vs journalist? it'd be the Worst#man thinking of it I should rework gorgug's design too. currently his sophomore design is really zac core lmao#and zac can pull it off but character design wise its. really nothing. laughs#his junior year design is full aerith at least so that one Im very happy with. what if I tell u cassandra is the deity of#the inbetween spaces in this class swap thingy. and gorgug offers her domain as a stop for folks fresh out of a faith to gather themselves#that being transgender as fuck is kinda coincidental lmao. but well I stand by it I like that#nobody's design has jumped out to me like riz and gorgug yet. adaine I have a prreeetty good idea for#mostly bc shes the hoodie kid this time round lmao. gamer adaine true believers rise up#we take it easy! we take it easy as we go. these comics-lite were real fun to do. I should do that more
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nobody even gets koncassie like they exist in my rich inner world. theyre gay/lesbian solidarity. when they dated they just didn't know that. it was never romantic. but they still felt like a kind of haven to each other - they were safe for each other. kon, with all the trauma of being groomed twice over, felt safe with cassie, his friend, his peer, his equal. cassie, under all the pressure of public scrutiny and constantly feeling like she failed to measure up to the wonder girl legacy, was safe with someone who saw her trying to force herself to present super feminine and conform and told her no, you don't need to do that. not for me. i've always thought you're beautiful. like. in a world where they were both in the public eye and crumbling under the pressure, they were each other's sanctuary. like, even if they didn't understand that they weren't actually into each other, the love was so real. do you guys even get it????
#rimi talks#got them on the mind tonight lads......... one day i have to write the kon & cassie ''oh god am i a lesbian'' fic in my head#the one where she chops off her hair and he fixes it for her at 2am. ouagh#like. tbh. post breakup koncassie should come back together once theyve done some Realizing and be kinda inseparable#theyre so comfortable with each other once they talk it out. they get it now. and its just so easy to be safe with each other all over agai#like i Firmly believe that of his friends cassie is the first one kon comes out to. and vice versa#cassie takes longer to be able to say the word lesbian but she gets there. eventually. and kon's a safe place for her :)#i just. ough. to me they are so no romo but FULL of love.#erie if u see this post. directly ur fault for our talks on discord btw im still thinking abt them.#kon#cassie
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reading interrupted 😤
#a quick warm up sketch for today💓#I just love boys who read#he and Eloise were having a reading date & she needed to be the responsible one and remind him it was almost curfew🫶#now I am going to stare at a wretched screen for hours designing tattoos 😭😭#Im going to start with the easy one#and work my way up to the one where I feel like I bit off more than I can chew#but that will ultimately help me become even better if I can pull it off🙏🙏 (I CAN😤)#anyways I hate doing digital art (my eyes hurt from the screen) but it is what it is😔🙏#tbh that is why all of this art is traditional jaja#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart
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… has anybody. Ever thought about the RQG party in the TMA universe. Like who would be the archivist and who would be the assistants. Who is Elias.
#I say the archivist has to be either Zolf; Wilde; or Cel#Zolf would be funny bc hed be getting kidnapped by avatars and just go “it’s okay I’ve got loads of hit points”#Wilde would have to be Martin at that point#okay no it has to be Zolf and Wilde#Grizzop is Tim#Hamid I think has to be Sasha :(#I could make life easy and say Sasha is Melanie#but I think she could be Basira or Daisy tbh#Azu… hm#that’s a tough one#on one hand Azu as Helen would be funny#but if Sasha doesn’t end up being Basira I’d say Azu would be Basira#MAYBE Georgie?#discuss?#captain's log#tma#rqg
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One of my favorite things that happened during my last mage Hawke playthrough was during the final battle against Meredith. Everything's going well. We're kicking her ass, she's got just this much health left, we're so close... but then everyone gets stunned dizzy.
Hawke is stumbling around all confused, seeing stars. The rest of his companions are stunned. I'm annoyed because I just want to end this fight. Don't know how or who did it, probably Meredith, but the situation's dire.
Meredith's standing by herself at the center of the Gallows, shouting nonsense and smugly believing the Maker's going to come down and make her his new bride after she murdered a bunch of innocent people.
Truly, this is the part of the story where Varric says they all thought hope was lost, that in the end, Meredith would pull a fast one on us and claim victory...
Until the REAL hero of dragon age 2 comes storming at her. I don't know why Carver was the only one to not be affected, but he literally jumped out of no where and just started bashing Meredith with his sword while everyone else was too dizzy to do anything until she was dead and the cutscene played.
"Hawke defeated Meredith-" LIES, VARRIC. I know the truth! I was there! Hawke didn't do shit! Carver Hawke was the main character all along! He got shit done and Varric gave Hawke all the credit!
I bring this up because last night I finished my warrior Hawke run and when we got to the fight with Meredith, I kind of hoped the same thing would happen where Bethany dashed in all heroic and got the killing blow on Meredith.
She did not.
She got squished by a statue.
But it's fine, Bethany Hawke was the true main character in my heart.
#da2#dragon age 2#carver hawke#bethany hawke#da2 hawke#varric tethras#da2 meredith#listen i have so much love for the hawke twins they are the main characters in my heart like yes fine hawke you're there too#but THE TWINS aaaaaaaauughghghghhhhhh#seriously though i'll never forget being annoyed that ed was bumbling around and then watching carver be the only one unaffected#and he's the only one beating meredith and tbh i was cheering him on yes baby brother get her show her how you do it back in fereldan#honestly doesn't it figure though? carver would be the one to deliver the final blow and then be completely overshadowed#because varric has such a hard on for hawke BUT I KNOW THE TRUTH#and it's the same with bethany like this entire run i was so invested in her and i wanted her to set meredith on fire#though this time the fight was actually super easy because i was way more prepared and at a higher level so hawke never got stunned?#i dunno but i wasn't keeping track of bethany during the battle and somehow she did die once... but it's fine she got better#siiiiiigh.... do you know how much i want a playthrough with just the twins? so badly like listen hawke you're neat#but maybe this time you could let the ogre eat you instead? just this once? i love both of my hawkes but the twins??#hawke twins hawke twins haWKE TWINS HAWKE TWINS#i guess i have to settle for au crafting and fanfic...
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there r a lot of things about the myth of psyche and eros that makes me a little insane but one of them has always been the tasks from aphrodite and the unfairness of it. they're not intended to be possible. they're so obviously not meant to be possible, and psyche isn't fucking hercules, you know, she's not a demigod or whatever, she's mortal and these aren't mortal tasks!! it's why psyche has to be helped with each one, fucking by like ants and river gods and shit. and so like. idk. i know ppl see psyche and eros as like a story about love and shit which obviously it is but as a kid psyche and eros always felt like a story about being able to accept help
#in my theoretical adaptation of psyche and eros i'll never write i emphasize this theme#by changing psyche from a princess and youngest daughter to a poorer girl and eldest daughter who is very like. sophie hatter esque#also tbh when i first started thinking about my theoretical adaptation of psyche and eros i was reading hmc LMAO#also also ALSO. as a kid i always felt like the story was soooo deeply about regret and atonement and forgiveness#like YES the story is about love but not about easy love. love is difficult and requires work and sometimes u hurt each other !!!!!#it always struck me as a kid how psyche just. accepts the tasks.#i always read it as like. psyche KNOWS these tasks are unfair and i dont even think she expects to achieve them#but she accepts them anyways because she so deeply regrets what she did to eros and has no idea what else she can do.#am i verbalizing this well or have the worms eating my brain reached an irreversible point#also tbf im pretty sure the version i read as a kid didnt include the multiple times psyche tries to kill herself LMAO.#but we're ignoring that because i love the idea that shes just. so aimless and resigned to the tasks#ALSO on eros' side of things#i dont have like proper analysis about it but as a kid i saw eros hiding his face as like. fear?#like. fear that the person he loves will think he's a monster if he reveals his true self. or somethin. which also. i think is very queer#also very beauty and the beast. for obvious reasons since it was based on psyche and eros lmao#oh also. i already mentioned it but psyche and hercules r so similar.#did something unforgivable to a loved one --> given multiple impossible tasks to atone for it etc etc#i dont have any real analysis abt it i dont remember a lot abt hercules tbh but. yah#ALSO. okay i think retellings of hades and persephone where theyre totally in love and stuff r kinda tired.#BUT. in the theoretical adaptation i always imagined a scene where psyche does the last task where she goes to the underworld#and shes tired shes soso tired#and she goes to persephone and persephone is gentle and motherly which aphrodite has Not been to psyche#and i think if persephone is unkidnapped and truly in love w hades#then i think there could be a fun parallel between persephone and psyche in which like. theyre both in love w ppl#who are seen as monsters. and shit. or whatever#anyways. idk what made me think abt this again. ACTUALLY i do know i might write a twine for the neotwiny game jam#and it might be inspired by psyche and eros#anyways. lmao#jc.txt
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thinking about short hair for 7.0 😳 kinda into it
#io laithe#azia gposes#ffxiv#viera#i just. idk!!#i love her long hair and how representative it is of her journey towards loving herself!!#when she lets go of trying to look a certain way with the straight hair and embraces her natural waves#means a lot to her and to me tbh#but idk if the graphics update is gonna mesh well with crime. i'm SURE the community will be on it within days but#i need an msq look before then 😂#oh well. many months to think about it#the short hair DOES look so cute on her tho#would be v easy to maintain on the kind of journey this expac is looking like#if this needs a label lmk but i'm not throwing one on for now
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she's beauty she's grace she's Miss Eevee Cosplay 3.0
#personal#pls don't ask me why i'm up at 2am i don't wanna talk about it#anyway i think she's mostly done maybe#i did some more work on the bangs on the wig after i took these pictures so they look better#and i might try to find some flowery earrings when i go to the store for some other stuff tomorrow#but all the major things are done. i think.#honestly i'm all over the place rn so i could be forgetting something#i keep bouncing back and forth between the one million things i have to do (con and not con-related)#anyway i usually try to do a different cosplay every day of con but idk i think i'll just wear flower eevee both saturday and sunday#bc i've put so much work into it and tbh i don't think i can handle trying to get another cosplay ready rn#the only exception would be maybe doing eevee 1.0 or 2.0 bc have everything except the wigs for those ready bc of eevee 3.0#totoro is friday bc my friends and i are doing a ghibli group!!#i wish i had a different ghibli cosplay just bc i've done totoro so much but i do love totoro and she's easy and comfy so that'll be nice#sorry shutting up now i need to go to bed i have WORK TOMORROW#cries#i should start taking off the whole week of convention lol#(no i shouldn't i should just get back in the habit of getting my cosplays done early and not con crunching -.-)
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Forever thinking about this panel
He will NOT be accepting hugs for any mundane reason and if you try he will react like he's being hunted for sport
But I am ALSO thinking about
He will give a little sympathetic pat on the back........ if you're feeling down ......
Alfonse physical affection seems to vary and is situational 👍
#fire emblem#feh#he's better than me tbh but that is exclusively bc i am so autistic about touch#like i get distrected if i'm upset and you try to give a supportive touch even something small like rubbing the back#and really the best thing to do is give me space unless if i say otherwise. and i act as if that is EVERYONE'S default#which results in: 🧍 <- he is 100% supportive and concerned and cares for your plight#still i think these panels are so interesting bc one shows a general baseline/boundary#and it's easy to extrapolate he's like that across the board. but also i think it's interesting that#he will give a little pat on the back. like i would never think to write him/portray that otherwise#when i write alfonse and touch he is very reactive. never thinking and/or daring to initiate#which i think so much about w sharena too like it's SO clear she is so physically affectionate#like that first panel is from a comic where SHE IS.#i am just. always thinking about it.#AH ACTUALLY BEFORE I END THAT THOUGHT. the fact that whole comic is about hugs/differing boundaries#and the implication that sharena had to learn alfonse's boundaries probably the hard way#i am just. ALWAYS thinking about sibling incompatibilities where they love each other anyway.#just... ouuughghhh..........#fe alfonse#fe kiran#sharena
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having a mutual you want to be friends with but knowing your the driest texter ever
#Didn’t have a phone until the end of freshman year n then I only had one friend who never responded to texts#so I didn’t learn how to text like a normal person#the only person I really text is my cousin but we text random ass shit like she’ll text me to tell me she’s taking a piss#Who knows why but she does#N irl I have a grand total of 2 friends so bitch I’m lonely#but tbh I don’t know if I have the energy to be friends with a lot of people irl#Also I don’t like most people so making friends isn’t easy for me#what is this rant it does not feel coherent imma stop it rn#screaming
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while on the topic of bitching about the Jak and Daxter series (my beloved), Jak 3 could have easily been the best game if it wasn't so fucking rushed - like they just threw in a random new race after already doing that in the game prior, threw in the precursors in a way that imo didn't make sense lmfao I LOVE that the wasteland is seen and Spargus and JAK'S FATHER but could the plot have taken it a liiiitle slower? The relationship between Jak and Damas was so heavy handed like lmfao trusted each other way too fast imo
still cry when Damas dies but could you imagine if they had let the plot take its time?
#that and its way too easy tbh esp after the second game#like ig people complained that jak 2 was too hard and too long#(haha)#but for one so and two its perfect idk i wish games would be longer theyre always so short esp these days imo#jak 3#that and omfg why tara strong for keira wHY#literally anyone else would have been so much better augh i cant stand her shes the chris pratt of female va#jak and daxter#but hero mode is a joke lbr like xd you have the guns that do everything immediately its not a challenge#jak 2 i havent even GOTTEN hero mode STILL lmfao#ALSO WHY WAS EROL OR ERROL OR WHATEVER THE VILLAIN IT WAS SO DUMB LMFAO#one of my fav characters tho is seem they deserved more screen time
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When your OCs are nervous to meet each other's parents/family for the same fear (what if they hate me?) but for opposite reasons
#ones worried she'll be judged for coming from a poor bg & for being nothing but trouble or a leech on someones daughter#the other is worried they'll think she's pompous or that she's judgmental towards them#granted maybe one sitch is a bit more serious than the other but#theyre worried that if the other's family doesnt accept them it'll cause the relationship to end. tbh they didnt make it easy on each other#one neglected to mention to her parents that her partner is a woman (parents assumed shes straight. they never asked so she never told them#the other assumed that her gf somehow knew that a ''small family dinner'' meant not only meeting the parents but also 4/5 of her siblings#🤣🤣😂#i got the writing itch last night & my brain was like ''ok you wrote one of them like 3 years ago now write the other'' lmao#one is interesting bc standing up to your hard-to-please heteronorm parents & the other is bc meeting many new people at once/sensory hell#ok to rb#tag your ocs#oc prompts#octp prompts#tag your octp#writing prompts#oc writing prompts#emma rambles
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Idk what precisely to call it since honorifics aren't Pronouns but vertin using she/her while routinely being addressed as Lord, sir, etc is soooooooo 🥰 it's like mixed pronouns but not.
#beeep#i love reverse 1999#like shes not a he him lesbian but like yknow !!!#theres not a quick and easy shortcut for it but shes definitely sapphic and im leaning more lesbian hc than bi tbh !!!!#(which btw bi women can also be gnc and use he him in a wlw way)#(i just think vertin lesbian)#(but i KNOW shes sapphic)#AND HOW SHES USUALLY a my lord SPECIFICALLY when addressed by the girl so down bad for her???? gay as fuck#<- this isnt spoilers bc all the women wont her#well okay thats not precisely true. but a great deal of them do#anyway. i just hope that it isnt a translation error bc goes crazy ahhhh#shes a gentleman.....#and also i think vertin needs to meet a guy who isnt evil bc (possibly nb) lesbian and trans guy bestie duo is one of my favorite tropes#but so far she only interacts with evil people and or girls that wont her 😔😔😔#which is so valid but also 😔😔😔 vertin u need platonic friends too. friends that arent desperately hoping you will push them out of danger#and land on top of them and gaze into their eyes#(or just hoping to make out)#(there are both types of wonts her in this game)#(along with a secret third kind)#anyway#rhvjvdjgdjvbjdbkrbkdjb vertin#i have to. be a person. i have to be a person but instead my brain is just full of WOW GAME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway vertin has like. fancy oldtimey gentleman gnc going on#not so gnc by modern standards that it would make Certain People mad but enough that it is making Me very happy#and i just !!!!! cannot get over how genius it is to combine sheher pronouns with traditionally masculine terms of address!!!!!!!#shes so gender. not my gender but she has so much gender#i love vertin and i love regulus and i love druvis and i love the fool and i love tooth fairy who isnt out yet but i saw her in that one vid#eo#i was expecting to play this so casually like stick it on my phone and then i can do it while waiting for class when im there a few minutes#early but i do Not feel casual about this at all!!!!!!!!!!!! <- i think i got hyperfixated lads
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Opinion on the idea of role-swap AU where everyone only swaps one random trait per pair? (like say, Audrey is the one who stayed in Paris while Andre dipped but its still very much regular Audrey. Or Shoto going to Aldera instead of Katsuki)
Honestly we have plenty of AU ideas that stem from 'character A does something different/Character A and B swap roles'.
#actually that *shoto at Aldera* one is driving me insane#because while it would never happen because (as the next Road to Hell chapter shows) Enji is not touching that district with a ten foot pol#it would fix so many problems#shoto befriends Izuku half out of genuine Izuku and the power of friendship and half because he thinks it'll spite his dad#shoto is confused because enji doesn't care about Izuku's lack of Quirk and is just answering every one of Izuku's rapidfire questions#(because enji's focus on the family's quirks was for a specific purpose not some prejudiced bullshit)#(izuku being an All Might fan might annoy him but Enji gets why the population likes All Might so he's not too bothered)#Either Shoto decides to use this for good and/or Fuyumi is doing some TA shit and finds out about the bullying#and they go *hey dad as a Hero I'm sure you could do something about this* and whoops a rain of hellfire on the school staff#On the flipside Inko finds out about the abuse and flips on Enji because how dare he call himself a Hero but act like That™#(she may or may not throw a chair at him because damn it reoccurring theme)#tbh once confronted by an adult who knows the situation is fucked and can point out the wrongness of it from every direction?#It's actually pretty easy for him to back down on some of that and unpack a chunk of trauma
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