#she's about 16 / 17 yrs old here

[hairtusk]

Simone Weil at Lycée Henri IV, 1926

[aziulpre]

Fake and Real chronology/timeline in Ben 10 (ARCHIVE)

Every year I've to explain that the chronology of my comics is a real chronology of the series (I will explain it shortly) and it's always due to the question about Rook's age.

If you're a fan of my comics/drawings you need to read this, if you're just a Ben 10 fan you can read it if you want (It's just a curiosity).

Many take into account wiki fans but are wrong about the ages, Don't get me wrong, in AF they clearly have birthdays over the course of the series (14-15 to 16).

Well, the "fake chronology" it's a marketing thing. Ben will always be 16 (the crew talked about this too). It's like the character always wearing the same clothes or the characters never grow old.

In the end of AF Kevin mentions that he has a birthday (18) soon but in UA he is still 17 (in Omniverse he is still 17).

If we take into account the "real chronology", Kevin is 18 at UA and Gwen and Ben turn 17 during the series.

If we take into account the real timeline of Ben and Gwen being 18 in Omniverse and Kevin being 19, it makes sense for Gwen to go to college (because the characters don't grow in the fake timeline, the excuse is that Gwen skipped a few grades in high school).

About Ben, he probably finished high school and he didn't want to go to university (it makes sense because in previous series he almost never attended classes).

He was able to receive his honorary doctorate degree if he finished high school. Also it's logical that Ben is 18+ age in Omniverse because he is never at home and his parents don't say anything.

Compared to OG, in AF, UA and Omniverse you can see that a lot of time passes.

Well, now about Rook...

Hmm… I remembered that people didn't believe me that Rook is about 3 years older than Ben (that's why I share Derrick's old answer). Like same age than Charmcaster (IDK why some people think Rook is 24+).

Everyone doubts Charmcaster's age in Ben 10 OG, but due to being in high school and having little height difference with Gwen, she should be around 14 years old. In the reboot mention "22" on his kart, which would make sense that he would be that age at the end of the series in the real chronology (without Ben and Gwen being 16 infinity)

So in the cartoon "fake" chronology Rook was 19.

This mess is because the Revonnah are taller than humans (especially men). Shar and Ben are almost the same age (by logic, Shar is 1 year younger than Ben)

Easy:

Rook is similar in age to Charmcaster.

Shar is the age of Ben or less

Shim is the age of Jimmy or Future Ken. (12~14)

Rook Ben and Shi are the age of Ben kiddo (10~11)

This last one is more logical because Rook Ben says "I am two years older than Blonko was when he had his parting" "But to not have a name at my age? Unthinkable! They will be calling me "Old One" soon", If he mentions this it is because Rook Blonko lost his tail at an earlier age than usual (9). Shi and the others lost their tails at 10 yrs (10 is a symbolic age) in her first appearance (the production mistakenly animated her tail). So here "Rook Tales" 1 year or months has passed, Rook Ben is 11 (like Ben as a child in Omniverse), here Rook should already be 22 and Ben 19 in the real chronology. (If my memory serves me correctly, in one episode Grandpa Max mentions that Ben will have a birthday soon).

Well, so in the cartoon "fake" chronology Ben and Gwen is 16, Kevin 17 and Rook 19.

I'm doing this because many Fans agree with this, but I don't think anyone has made a thread about this with evidence. (There are many episodes and series, if I see the evidence again I'll add it here).

[thatsuccessfulpokemontrainer]

We stay silly :3

Hello! My name is Phyto, you may know me from my main account (@a-photo-of-a-cryptid), or my many pokemon ones ^^

I run several rotomblr blogs and wanted a space to rant about my sillies, answer questions and comments ooc, as well as catalogue my favourite posts and bits of art.

I will also be posting art of the characters and possibly fanart of other rotomblr blogs here.

A summary of all of my blogs will be below the cut!

Hope you enjoy :33

@thatfailedpokemontrainer - My first account and my most active one. A 17 yr old pokemon trainer from Johto who has been put through the horrors. Will interact with higher stake plots and deal with darker topics. He is also quite morally grey and will make fun of you. He's my scrunko and I am always willing to talk about him!

@joltik-guy - MY SPIDERSONA!! Basically if spiderman was nonbinary and existed in the pokemon universe. Expect spiderman typical violence and angst, but nothing too crazy. They're a happy go lucky college student who sometimes eats batteries (we don't talk about it)

@pokemoncryptids - An account born from my love for cryptids. Run by a depressed 20 year old and a hello skitty obsessed 16 year old expect some whiplash. Not very high stakes, but will talk about darker topics, and Delta has some existential issues going on. ALSO- there are secret motivations and lore here that is yet to be uncovered, if that interests you, shoot them an ask.

@maris-mons - Sprites EX-best friend turned bad guy turned good guy! Mari's blog is extremely low stakes, just a gal and her pokemon, she is trying really hard to make friends, but it hasn't worked out so far. If you like rants about plants, check her out ^^

@bones-poison-and-pokemon - Sprites brother, an asshole and an idiot /pos. A newly fledged gym leader of New Bark town, Casey loves poison types and their partner Noct. This blog will be low stakes also, but there are darker themes at play due to his upbringing and subsquent mental health issues. The absolutely boyfailure of all time.

@a-nickits-den Sprites roomate beedrill- who is uh- morally grey at the best of times. Beedrill was raised in a cult and is trying to unlearn what he knew while being a major conspiricy theorist and chaos ensues. If you like drama and a guy suffering- take a look

Also the idea of this came from the @twodragons-blooper-reel blog, (hope you don't mind the ping), their blogs and art are amazing, so if you like what this blog id doing definitely go check them out ^^

[honeyxmonkey]

Sorry, here are the numbers/questions for the question I asked last night.

1. Are they happy with their body?

2. Do they have any secret piercings or tattoos?

3. Do they collect anything?

4. What is their favorite music genre?

5. What music genre, if any, do they hate the most?

6. What is their phone background/lock screen?

7. What is their shoe size?

8. Do they have a favorite fabric or texture?

9. Do they have a favorite professional sport?

10. How do they decorate their living space?

11. Are they messy, or do they clean up?

12. What’s their preferred sleeping position?

13. Did they have a favorite comfort item as a child?

14. Do they have a favorite period in history?

16. What food do they hate eating?

17. Do they have any allergies?

18. What was their worst injury?

19. What movie is most likely to make them cry?

20. What movie or book could they watch/read a hundred times and never get tired of?

21. Can they dance? Do they like to?

22. What was their favorite birthday gift?

23. Which birthday do they look back on the most fondly?

24. What kind of cake or birthday treat would they prefer?

25. What is their favorite animal?

27. What smell do they hate the most?

28. What sound do they hate the most?

29. What video game would appeal to them the best?

30. How would they relax on a day off/rainy day?

31. Are they combative? What is their fighting style?

32. Would they be the one to start an argument?

33. What is their personal style? Favorite outfit?

34. Do they have a dream job?

35. What do they do if they can’t fall asleep?

37. Do they prefer to be really cold or really warm?

38. What recurring dream do they keep having?

42. If they have siblings, do they like any of them? Would they rather be an only child?

43. What do they think is their worst quality? What is their actual worst quality?

44. Do they lie often? Are they good at it?

45. Are they good at keeping secrets?

46. How do others see them? How accurate is it to how they really are?

47. What kind of first impression do they usually make?

48. What are they most afraid of? 49. Would they ever kill anybody?

OH WOW

Hello, my friend, you have BOMBARDED me with these asks, I love it :]

For Sarah and Harley:

Yes, I'd say so. They're pretty young, so they haven't gone through that oh-so traumatic "everything about me is weird and awkward" phase of youth yet. Though, Harley has some self-consciousness of a few of the scars he gets on the SW quest

As of now? No, but Harley gets into punk rock and Sarah is super ride or die for basically any bad idea he has, so when they're 17 they get tattoos without telling anyone. Both their parents are livid about it

Sarah collects cool rocks and Harley collects dinosaurs :]

As said previously, Harley gets into punk rock, and Sarah has One music aesthetic and its the Crane Wives

Oh god, ummmmmm, neither of them particularly hate any music genre. Except for a few country songs that they only make fun of to annoy Steve, who does like Country, for some reason he won't ever explain

Sarah's phone background is a really blurry picture of her dog playing tug-of-war with one of Harley's raptors, and his is also a really blurry picture of the same thing but taken from a different angle

I've never thought about it, I don't really know tbh

Bubble. Wrap.

It's not professional by any means, at least, not in the mortal world--but they both get really competitive about Pyrobligst

Harley puts up tacky and overly colorful posters that don't even make sense because of how little color he grew up with. Sarah is a string lights kinda gal

They're 13 yr olds, of course they're messy

Harley: amidst a pile of raptors. Sarah: hogging all the blankets, she's the worst at sleepovers

They're both still children to me, so I'd say probably little trinkets their parents gave them when they're away from home for demigod business

Sarah is all about the Renaissance, though no one can figure out why. Harley is partial to the 1700s, mostly because a certain immortal pirate captain works for his father and likes to tell him stories of his time on the high seas

Harley can't cook and should never be trusted near a stove. Sarah is only a little bit better, but they're both chaotic and think they can bend the laws of physics to make cooking time go faster. Jim doesn't let them in the kitchen anymore

They both hate seafood. They don't like the texture, they don't like the taste. No I'm not projecting

No allergies per se, though they both get hit with seasonal stuff every spring and it kills their sinuses

Ooohhhhh, uh I will disincline to answer this because Spoilers

Any Pixar movie.

Harley will never, ever get tired of Alice in Wonderland. He relates to her way too much. Sarah doesn't read often because her dyslexia is worse than average for a demigod, but her favorite movie of all time is A Bug's Life

They both love to dance. Sarah is good at it, Harley's skill is better left unsaid, lol

Sarah's was definitely when Carter gifted her one of his knives. Very appropriate for a prepubescent girl, I know. Harley's was when Jim conscripted Leo and Nico's help to make him the infamous Raptor Resonating Chamber whistle he uses to properly communicate with his raptors

Sarah can't actually pick one because her life was pretty normal up until she met Carter. And Harley's will be the one on the island. For as sad as the situation is, they all do their best to make it fun

Chocolate all day every day

Sarah's is any pigeon ever. She found out about their past as domesticated animals and had Big Feelings about it. Harley's is the bat-eared fox. He aspires to pet one someday.

I will cut it there, and then reblog this post later, cause I don't want it to get too long all at once! Thanks for the asks!

[tiredemzz]

ANON/Y/N SLENDER HCS IN MY AU:

-Anon likes to eat Mac and Cheese with a glass of Apple Juice :)

-Anon likes to explain her problems to ether Slender or to any of the pastas if she chooses to :p

-Anon loves to quote memes or vines that she sees sometimes, makes her laugh :3

-Anon isn't really a huge person on kids, kids annoy her sometimes due to them being loud or bratty

-Anon plays games on Roblox, especially dress to impressed and sometimes a few obbys, tycoons here and there

-Anon decided to kill Ben's dad as revenge, she basically hates him + Ben's bullies

-Anon owns two pets named Darkness aka her pet crow and Smiling Cat, who's basically Smiling Dog but as a cat

-Anon watchs shows like Steven Universe or Adventure Time, sometimes MLP and SpongeBob. She also watches Saiki K as well.

-Anon's favorite movie series is Bill Nye bc she's a science nerd + space nerd lel

-A space nerd, loves rambling and talking about space

-16 yrs old, about to become 17 this whoop whoop!

-Not much into shipping, she's mostly not into ships. She's a chill daughter of slenders.

-Hates one of slenders brothers aka the pervy one. (Yall, he's dead in my AU bc nobody likes him in my AU)

-Doesn't mind EJ, mostly gifts him liver everyday 24/7 lel

-Study's space 24/7 in her room sometimes, not offen

-Shockly can drive a car bc of owning her permit and actually owns a car, thanks to Slender <3

-Is a fall and winter girlie, doesn't like summer ether due to hot weather.

-Likes to play video games with Ben sometimes, favorite video games are sega, nintendo games. Owns a switch, 3DS in her room :)

-Does online school sometimes during the fall, spring and before breaks, such.

-Smart girlie, doesn't mind studying at a library.

-Owns a phone but mostly owns a walkie bc of Sal hehe

-Doesn't mind making friends with other people.

-Bisexual, she/her pronouns :]

-Wears comfort clothes :)

-Doesn't like swimsuits that much, makes her uncomfortable.

-Doesn't mind playing dress up with Sally, loves playing dress up :)

-Has a bit of trust issues once in a while..

-Legit listens to space podcasts or just music in general, I dunno lel

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Yall- just a reminder that in my AU that Anon isn’t a pick me, she’s just a normal person. Not the Y/N in the fanfics, Ty.

Hope yall enjoy the hcs <3

[amber-jinx]

Stop Victim-blaming Rachel Amber

I've posted this before but still don't see it being recognised enough. So here is part of an original well-written analysis of Rachel Amber, specifically the parts that got her the most hate:

SO WHY WAS RACHEL MESSING AROUND WITH FRANK AND JEFFERSON IF SHE LOVED CHLOE?? Well, let me lead you to—

Case studies on the way predatory and grooming relationships work in BtS and LiS

Exhibit D 💀💀

**Rachel was an 18 y/o emotionally vulnerable traumatized naive girl with abandonment issues, commitment issues and a father complex who was a victim of predatory grooming.

More often than not, girls like Rachel (yes, I’m calling her a girl at this point) find themselves in the company of questionable older men because of their unresolved personal issues and lack of proper guidance. Just because someone turns 18 doesn’t mean they magically transform into this wise mature grown up who’s achieved clarity in what they want or know. Just because they’re finally legal doesn’t make a 30 something yr old going after a barely legal girl any less wrong than a 30 yr old dating a 16 yr old. Just because a girl is confident and smart doesn’t mean they can’t be exploited.

One can see why an 18 y/o would want to date a 30 y/o. But you can’t possibly fathom why a 30 y/o would want to date an 18 y/o— unless it’s for sex or you enjoy the power imbalance, which again you can’t possibly blame the girl because that's just the adult exploiting the barely legal girl. And that would, SHOULD still earn a side eye. One can easily see why Rachel would be attracted to the prospects of sleeping with Frank if it meant being able to facilitate her drug abuse and him being a possible lead to her birth mother. One can easily see why Rachel would be attracted to a world-renowned photographer who's suddenly taking an interest in her of all people, someone who can essentially give her her shot to stardom and give her dreams on a silver platter. It's hard to run the other way if everything you've ever dreamed of is suddenly being offered right in front of you, harder if you've already been charmed to feel falsely safe with them.

You cannot blame a girl for falling for men that manipulated and took advantage of her vulnerability, exploited her, especially when she had no commitments or obligations to anyone whatsoever, no one telling her ‘stop, this is wrong’— completely no one to warn her that this was a predator and she’s the victim that they’ve been eyeing since she was 15-17.

Still think this wasn’t what was happening to Rachel? Her relationships with Frank (32) and Jefferson (38) were kept in absolute secrecy even though Rachel wanted to tell Chloe (who wasn’t even a student anymore) about Jefferson. I don’t know about you, but that doesn’t sound safe or healthy at all.

EDIT: Even if somehow you dismiss the messed up predatory grooming aspect of this, the thing going on between Rachel and Frank was highly inappropriate and predatory because they were always under the influence of drugs. Consensual or not, Rachel was most likely always high around Frank which means she would've been in a vulnerable state each time and with drugs and alcohol clouding her judgment. A person under the influence— a drunk person CANNOT give consent. One of the letters she wrote to him even suggests that he was abusive at one point which indicates this wasn't a functional, much less healthy relationship at all. Heck, there's even an unused audio line where Max says: "Frank, I actually believe that you do hurt Rachel."— which just screams abuse. No idea why they decided to cut that out (DN is already sus with the way they try to make players sympathize with abusive men), but it still definitely is a reflection to what generally happens when drugs and sleeping with an older man that can facilitate their addiction is involved.

This would be different if Rachel was messing with guys their age, but no. This is specifically a girl who was being taken advantage of and exploited by men twice her age instead; one who was a drug dealer and the other who turned out to basically be a psychopathic drug rapist.

It’s just downright messed up to victim blame and demonize the girl who was being taken advantage of and groomed. Rachel didn't 'choose' Frank or Jefferson. She was victimized.

With all things considered, even if we don’t take BtS into account— we still have all these things to properly analyze what their relationship was.

If we were to include in the words of the developers/writers about the girls’ relationship to make it more credible and not just an analysis of a random fan, from LiS1:

Jean-Maxime Moris: There is ambiguity. (Creative Director)

They never confirmed whether Rachel and Chloe were in an actual relationship despite it not being up to the player like Max and Chloe. And relationships that are described to be ambiguous usually means it was complicated and not the usual standard of a monogamous exclusive relationship.

Read more in this Reddit post:

I hope this clear things up. If you read all the way til here, Thank you. Here are a few art I generated based on Rachel in the comics book cover 🧡

You are free, and you will be missed.

[keithydove]

Is there anything about the server Melmon hid in you think is significant? Anything notable you haven’t mentioned? It’s honestly so sad they just hid in a small server instead of addressing important accusations going around but we can’t be shocked at this behaviour anymore

Will be vague here since it’s up to Khai in their statement to expand on it

To sum it up: lots of shit talking abt people she didn’t like/were against her and inappropriate jokes (ig think of what she did with Khai but cranked up to a concerning amount) even though she knew there were minors present. the other adults in the server did it too and nobody spoke up

Two minor details that Khai ISNT going to add however that I feel like sharing:

There was?? a lil hierarchy in the server lowkey 😭😭 Mel had her own art channels and there was literally a RESPONSE CHANNEL because there were 3 roles: one for Mel to put her all high and mighty, her close friends, and then her fans. Her friends got to speak in her art channels directly while the fans had to respond in the art response. Mind you! This is supposed to be a friend group 💀

And another thing that happened was like. in vc: the other 16 yr old in the server mentioned how I was brought up on tumblr on Nisa’s blog and how ppl were speculating me being Mel’s new best friend. I acted clueless even tho I knew + I already had this grudge against Mel cuz of the stuff Khai told me (this was actually the last vc I had in the server iirc). Mel proceeded to ask me how old I was and I confirmed I was 16 going on 17 this year, and she proceeded to go on abt how if me n her were in school together we’d be in the same grade???? she just kept yapping on abt that. I’m American, and I know that American school systems probably differ from Australian ones, but if Mel DID go to school with me, she’d be graduated 💀 I told her that but she just kept going on which ngl looking back was a lil odd 😭😭 why u so eager to befriend a 16 yr old at ur big age bro

[moononmyfloor]

Dashing Youth Ep 26-32 Commentary

Ep 1-10, Ep 11-16, Ep 17-21, Ep 22-25, Ep 33-35, Ep 36-40

Ep 26

Watched everything in 2x because I'm still reeling from prev ep, everyone's busy preaching and talking politics and shit and some of them are right but it pisses me off there's not a single character who'd think from the perspective of that poor little darling who is getting bedded without her consent with every wasted second. Well, Luo Qingyang and Dingzhi do but it's not like they are given that much of screentime.

I can understand that all the parent/grandparents gen are thinking about the "bigger picture" and their priority is to keep their giant families safe before anything else but it wouldn't take much effort for at least one of them to say ONE sympathetic line about Wenjun. Almost all the caring lines that came from everyone had been for Dingzhi, for losing his girl and not about how WENJUN is being taken against her will. Other than LQY and Dingzhi, only Dongjun asked: "Does she want to marry the Prince? If not, I'm in for the fight".

AND AFTER THE FAILURE THAT WAS ABOUT IT

Dingzhi is still alone, his only option is bidding time for 2 yrs till his power grows. And that too only thanks to two kind monks, one of which an old man and the other a literal child. Great. Just great.🥲 If noone else feels pressed enough to help shorten that time might as well just make a casket for the pieces of Wenjun's permanently broken soul by then.

Don't quote "butbutbut in historical times that's what it was like, nobody cared for what an insignificant girl thought" at me.

1. Don't bulk insult ancient people. They were perfectly capable of recognising injustice in matters like this and speak up against it, it's just that it wasn't a winning game most of the time. It's up to the storytellers to decide if you'd have a SINGLE character who'd provide a feminist pov.

2. This is not even a period drama anyway. Period. The storytellers have even less excuse now.

Ep 27

This is the only dynamic that brings me solace in this show now. No wonder that Dingzhi wanted his child to grow up under Reverend Wangyou.

There are more gays in the block but sorry boys I'm so not in the mood for shipping anymore

The rest of the ep is full of more heartbreak for Wenjun and disgust towards some others who are not worthy of being mentioned.

Ep 28

So you had six children already, and though you said you were besotted with Wenjun for a while now, you created your sixth child barely two months before marrying her. I'm all for polycules and would even enjoy harems in period settings where it's almost always difficult to not have power imbalance and have 100% happy partners all around, as long as it's shown mutual respect was present and sufficient effort was put in for all the relationships. But here?

Your first wife is freshly pregnant and you weren't patient enough to wait and earn the second wife's consent, I hope your dick rots and falls off.

Thank you for saying that, Dongjun. 😭 Though I've lost interest in you like, a LOT, I still love you. Also shame on you, Yue Yao. What a waste of your existence as a female character.

I love this guy solely for having a Targaryen throne and for planning to put the star-crossed lovers together, though it's for his own agenda. At this point, I'll take anything. Since there won't be a happy ending anw, I just want them to have their single illusory pocket which they more than deserve.

Ep 29

Reunion! 💕

Oooh hiya Simon Chen Junyu! I liked you in your mini BL show Decline, happy to see you again.

This is what happens when you do inaction and play blind at the face of social problems. You also will be eaten up by it eventually. Now how does that feel like huh?

Of all Dashing Youth characters, he's the most uninteresting, most useless and least acted well.

Ep 30

Their characters are sometimes quite reminiscent of Wu Xie's different facets

Haha I had actually forgotten about this couple

That was funny. Just two random dudes who appreciate each others swords lmao. ALso hi baby Jade Deity!

Mood

Ep 31

This was the baddassest highlight of this ep

Followed by Dingzhi finally stabilizing his Immovable Lord technique and Dongjun becoming the Liquor Deity. Kudos to Hou Minghao for convincing us that Dongjun has become more mature and serious person through subtle changes in behaviour.

Ep 32

Why does it look like he's having sex with the rain lolz

I've been missing you and your goofy laugh, Lei Mengsha 🥺

Fluffy couple outfits for the seniormost pairing in the show hehehe

Speaking of couples, my babies who have let their guard down the moment in the time they most need it 😔 He Yu got that adoring husband face down to a tee

WTF show Changfeng had been working his underdog ass off to advance to the elite circles of Jianghu and you wouldn't show his big break and just cheapass illustrate it off???

Prince Qing who had been the lamest of them all but had the coolest bodyguard lady he so didn't deserve, went out in a cool way but only thanks to her. RIP you won't be missed

So Ruofeng, Ruojin... you were sons of an unfavored consort. Amazing. One would've thought that made you two be men who are considerate about women, let alone those who'd actively fight for women's rights. Smh.

[traumatizedjaguar]

I lost my virginity to my first... boyfriend.

I was 16 and he was 19 when we started dating in 2008. He'd graduated from our local school and we were in anchorage Alaska. I'd been taken out of school and was working a full time job, doing distance learning, and had like 5mos left till I graduated early when we met, this was not some creepy MAN coming for a high school girl.

But i was blacked out drunk and could therefore not consent the first time we had sex. We had actual consentual sex the next night, and many times after. He was my first lots of things. I got grounded as fuck bc I would sneak out to get wasted and screw him and then go to work in the am like NBD.

I broke up w him after like 9mos of dating bc my parents wanted him to either go to school or join the military (I'm an Air Force Brat) and wouldn't let me see him. I felt like his lack of direction was a sign he didn't care about me. (I was 16.)

(He was 19 Jesus christ)

So I broke up with him....

And then he killed himself.

His 12 yr old brother, (who has the same name as one of my brothers) found him hanging in their garage.

I got a text from his sister, who I'd become bffs with, that said, "my brothers dead".

I hoped it was one of the kids and not him.

I called my mom and she came flying home from volunteer firefighting and drove me to his house where everyone was congregating. (If that sounds weird to you, he was Native, shit works different in that community and also in AK.)

First person I encountered was his sister's bf. I threw myself into his arms and just lost it.

I would later come to fuck him multiple times. While they were still dating. She never found out and there were never feelings, but like what the fuck past me.

AAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLL of that is to say.

I was 17 when he died.

I was 25 when I realized that I'd been raped.

My one brother still hates the man's guts bc I was on the phone w him when it clicked and he can't believe someone did that to me.

Me?

I have a tattoo on my leg that says, "I'll Never Replace The Words of your Smile".

It's a mishearing of lyrics from The End of August by 36Crazyfists.

It took me a good long while to come to terms with the fact that that's whatd happened.

Took me even longer to come to terms with the fact that what my then husband was doing to me nightly, (spousal rape) was even worse. But I got there.

It wasn't fun and I wouldn't wish it on anyone, but sometimes going through the pain of having reality tossed in your face is the best thing for you.

Sometimes the people you love most are the ones to cut you deepest.

But...

Thankfully there's stitches. We can always help heal each other.

Thanks for being a place for venting. I hope you find your peace.💚

Of course you can vent anytime and are always welcomed on my safe space trauma blog.

I’m very sorry to hear what had happened to you. I’m happy you felt safe to vent here. Sorry for all the trauma you went through it sounds really rough and I hope you’re finding your peace as well.

But we heal together on here and support each other always and I will find my peace too. I’ve been really working on myself at home with self therapy / taking care of myself as we all should many ways besides therapy to heal yourself as I post on my blog… And hope you’re doing well. Peace.

[emo-metalhead-punki]

Rant About SolarDiscomfort

⚠ TW // Gr00ming ⚠

(idk I do wanna draw this so yea....this isn't a gift)

So SolarDiscomfort or Brooke which is her real name

She is a deviantart artist that I meet in 2018 when I was 13 yrs old (I was okay, kinda, mental health issues)

So I remember Brooke followed me and requested me to draw her OC and so I did, and she thanked me so yea

Then I followed her back, her art is...alright ig lol, but I think is cool but need some progress, and we send each other gift and all that, so it's before all the gr00m3R thing happened, so let's talk about that if I can remember

So on somewhere on 2020, Brooke has proposed her best friend named Kate who is 17 at the time, they been best friends for 4 years but later becomes a couple which I was "nice, congratulations you two" but it's not...so, I use the wayback machine and I do remember reading this but I didn't understand

Ngl this give me a huge "WFT" moment like, what kind of state that you live in and how this is okay?... And get this, she doesn't support mapp even tho she DATED A 17 YEAR OLD WHILE BEEN A 20 YEAR OLD LIKE YOU CAN'T DO THAT BITCH

And then one year later, they fuxking broke up which is a good thing and I remember Brooke telling me to stop supporting Kate cuz she's.... too be honest, idk

All I remember that Kate is a tracer cuz she use a base without giving the artist credit but then her mutual tell her and then there the credit and more drama of Brooke did

Like, she would rant that one artist named serpy and I try to understand what's going on after reading the posts of Brooke but I feel like Brooke is taking her anger out on serpy, but I did stay away from the drama cuz is was too much and she keeps typing "crazy laughs" like...uhm...okay then...no one cares what you did man....I do really remember the drama but her account is deactivated....like every Deviantart artist do....

But if you know her, here a drawing of it, in case you recognized the art style

The left one is Brooke and the left one is kate

And I do wanna talk about Kate, like she may be kinda of annoying (cuz she kept requesting me a lot like everyday ) but all in seriously, I do remember her dating that one Mexican dude named Max (not his real name lol but I'm gonna called him)

That I don't trust like I hate him, I don't trust him and I seeing his irl photo of him and I still don't trust him...and I do remember seeing the message from him like I got highly uncomfortable by him

(I'm a Mexican, if someone didn't know lol)

Oh btw he also made NSFW as well, while being a minor ofc, classic teenagers in 2017 are started drawing NSFW cuz that's fine...right?...

Nope...it's not...you gotta wait dude...

But I did check his bio for his age but he didn't put his age...but then I saw a post of it, it turns out his 18 (on 2020) so I assume that he was 15 or 16 while Kate was like either 12 or 13 (i can't do math right, if I'm wrong then yea...) but I do believe that Kate was also groomed by him and till this day, she didnt talk about this like she was like too busy being happy instead of talking about this like why, how you deal such a traumatic thing and then later forget it, i mean, good for her but I will like be traumatized for life and not feeling happy

But for Brooke, yea...so if she like made an account on Tumblr and then see saw this post I be like...yea man...you got exposed as a P3d0 and a groomer man like...you should have say any of these things and your so toxic to serpy that she didn't do anything to you

So your career is over lol but I'm glad you didn't groomed me and talk shit about me cuz I didn't even like you like your so toxic towards any artist like why man...you didn't do anything to you like "oh she suck ass" and "she ugly asf" and "she's dumb as hell*

I mean...I dont like serpy ship cuz it's a zoophilia ship like...she basically ship Anne from frozen with mr. Peabody (the dog) from I forgot the name like it's highly uncomfortable to look and which I should have say no to her when she requested me that shit...so yea...she still ship it till this day...and her ships are mostly crossover so...yea...(That one shipper that ships spinel with a fucking car from cars movie)

So yea...Brooke...if you reading this...

Keep your nasty behavior to yourself instead of spreading it like a disease, I use to think your cool but now, your just a toxic woman, a p3do and a groomer

Peeps, watch out for SolarDiscomfort in case she made a Tumblr account

[kikyoinuyashashipper]

Hi everyone it's been a really long time and I actually almost forgot I had a tumblr. But I remembered lol so here I am. This post is for the little pitiful anti sesshrin shippers who liked to talk sh*t 😂 . I was reminded of y'all by some meme but I didn't forget what y'all had said. And as I say this just know you brought it up on yourself.

That equation was *ucking legit as was everything else I had said in other words

I Told You So!

The absolute p3dos on here are y'all for thinking and trying to make her be a kid when they got together in the first place. She gave birth at 18 she was older than sango when sango got married, pregnant and gave birth to her kids I can't remember how old sango was I think it was 16-17. Bruh rin was 18 a legal gtown ass adult by American standards and given how young back then they would get married I'm proud of rin, I'm proud of sango too even if she's a bit young it was the norm for back then and at least she ain't to young.

Y'all keep trying to equate reality to fiction like nah. Fiction is fiction and reality is reality stop trying to intertwine the 2.

We have real kids to worry about irl who are having them younger than rin and sango and your over here sweating over an adult and a young mom. Y'all keep going off about her height and looks as well as if short babyfaced people especially women don't exist.

Y'all were tripping I was right and I'm taken that *ucken win.

(was this a while back yes, yes it was. And? I didn't get to respond then because most of them blocked me and life got busy ya'know, forgot i had a tumblr and was brought back because of a meme. Classic me)

18 yrs old.

Also fiction does not equate over to reality out of anything it is inspired by reality and it inspires reality in an abstract way, but each person makes there own decisions irl.

[endermahn]

BIRTHDAY HCS.

I haven’t searched these up so if theres any confirmed ones other than Wednesday’s id love to know.

Also I dont care much for signs but have a small gist for a few since people around me are very into them (ik theres like a sun and moon like in pokemon)

NONE OF THE GIFS ARE MINE.

End of the year since Wednesday’s is closer to the start and it wasn’t celebrated in this season.

Shes already 16 since shes in the same year as Wednesday and the time the school year breaks up.

I want to say shes a Cancer but i know she isn’t since the timing wouldnt work. Giving Leo vibes? I dont even know at this point im to tired for this.

HES 17.

Im not debating on this. Ever since it came out ive deduced he is 17.

LEO.

“Why?” Because he isnt in school and has a job, he seems inexperienced from the fact he couldn’t work the coffee machine.

Also, he dates Wednesday at once point, so he cant be 18+.

So he’s probably taking his work experience since he has to be in some sort of education until hes 18.

Again, hes not in school so he has to be older than 16, since we know Wednesday’s year is kind of ending he cant be in her grade/year even if he went to a different school.

But being 18 would be a bit odd to be interested in someone you’ve known from being 15

(just weird to think a legal adult knew a 15 yr old, watched them turn 16 then dated them for like 40 seconds. Im not even sure if its legal where they are for that to work)

HE IS 17 GUYS.

I WILL DIE ON THE HILL THAT HES AN AUGUST KID.

I dont care what sign that lines up with. He was born in august. (Or April, I can see him being born on the 24th of august or april)

Pisces. Idk what month that is but i know she it.

Idk her actual age bc she could be anywhere from 16-100000

Feb-march.. the a pisces but shes born in December. Like shes either a sag or a cap, but i know her moon or something is a Pisces.

SOMEWHERE IN HER THERES A PISCES.

I dont know but i want him here

16, Hes either December or October.

Complains about his b day being close to Christmas if its in December

if its in October then he likes it bc its like getting a bunch of gifts from strangers (He goes trick or treating still, he doesn’t care)

[kpopandmusicpassion]

Dream in a Dream

There are many humans and many of them are in hiding for being hunters. The supernatural rule the world and humans are trying to take over. A pretty 17 yr old named Yutseli was raised by her hunter parents. She only knew training and was taught supernaturals are disgusting and humans are superior.

    She was so tired of their shit but she had already tried running away and got caught earning a beating for her efforts. She refused to hunt so she basically became a live in maid her parents disowned her. One day after they returned from a hunt a large group of 13 supernaturals burst in. 2 recognized her as the little girl who saved them from the same hunters they now realize are unfortunately her parents. They grab her before setting her house and parents ablaze. What happens when the others learn this is the girl they have been looking for? What will they think when they learn of her abuse by her parents and their fellow hunters? Will she find love in this crazy family or will someone take away her happiness again?

"Go! Hurry before they come back! Go, Minghao! Seokmin before they catch you again!" A 6 year old Yutseli said.

"What about you?" Minghao asked as Seokmin frowned.

"I'll be fine. Promise. Please go if they catch you now I won't be able to help you." She pleaded.

"We won't forget you. We will come back for you I promise." Seokmin vowed.

"Then I will wait till we meet again." She said as they ran off and she made it back to her room.

*. *. *. *. *. *. *. *. *.

"You are a disgrace to the hunter name!" The woman shouted at the 16 year old girl.

"Good! I'd rather be that than a hunter! I NEVER wanted to be a hunter! But you guys just won't listen! I want a peaceful life! Not a war filled life where I have to always look over my shoulder!" The girl Yutseli shouted back.

A loud slap echoed in the room.

"You shouldn't speak so disrespectful to your superiors. As of now we have no daughter but a servant. That is all you are and all you will ever be." Said the man who watched as the mother and daughter fought.

* * *. * * *. * * *.

5 yrs later .....

"This is all your fault!" The woman screamed at Yutseli slapping her.

How the fuck is a fruitless hunt my fault? I was here cleaning the house as usual. The pretty girl thought.

Before the woman could scream at her more the door was broken down and a group of 13 hybrids (all young men) burst through the door.

The Burmese python hybrid and the cougar hybrid instantly recognizing her. "Yutseli! "

The young woman looked over smiling when she recognized them. "Nice to see you both are well, Minghao. Seokmin."

"These are those first pathetic hybrids you let get away when you were 6!" The man in the corner snarled angrily.

The two hybrids glared at the hunters before marching over and grabbing Yutseli and going back to their pack. They hugged and scented the young woman.

They took her outside as soon as the others tied the hunters up and poured gasoline all over them and the house. As soon as everyone was out of the house a wolf hybrid lit a match and set everything ablaze.

"We told you we'd come back for you." Minghao purred as he and Seokmin scented her aggressively. She giggles since it's the first time she's had affection and she grew to like the cougar and python during their short stay with her and her parents. A gorgeous shoulder length blonde haired man came up to them growling causing them to move and he grabbed her and scented her too. She was very relaxed around the kind hybrids. They had been kinder to her in a few minutes than any human in her whole 21 years of life.

The fox hybrid rumbled happily as she started dozing in his arms causing him to pick her up in a bridal carry as she snuggled into his chest.

"She's adorable!" The tiger called Soonyoung gushed as he watched Yutseli cuddle into Jeonghan's chest.

"It looks like she's been abused by her own parents!" The bear named Vernon growled in anger. They couldn't understand how such a sweet girl could be abused but they never really wanted to understand hunters anyway the biased bastards.

"We'll protect her from now on. She's ours now and we'll make sure she has the best life she could ever have." The pack leader a wolf named Seungcheol declared his eyes had a glint of determination in their depths.

They went to their cars Jeonghan passing the sleeping Yutseli to a happy Mingyu in the back seat who instantly had her straddling his lap as he buckled them up.

* * *. *. *. *.

As soon as they got home Hoshi and Woozi claimed her and laid her between them on the bed. When she woke up two hours later she was being cuddled by a tiger hybrid and a leopard hybrid. The tiger nuzzled into her neck with a happy purr. She wasn't quite sure what to think. This was quite a bizarre situation. It seemed like it was just an amazing dream but she distinctly remembers how rudely she was woken up by those people. She started playing with the tiger's platinum blonde hair causing him to open one eye. When he realized she was awake he sprung up.

"Hi! How did you sleep?" He asked waking up the leopard Woozi as well. The leopard and Yutseli sat up as the tiger was on his knees bouncing excitedly on the bed.

"It was great. I don't get a whole lot of sleep. Where am I?"

Yutseli asked.

"You're at our mansion! You're new home!" The tiger shouted.

"New home?" She asked.

"We burnt the house you were staying in. You didn't expect us to abandon you to live on your own in the woods did you? From now on you're ours to protect." The leopard said.

"Oh. Well that's unexpected. Can I get your names now?" She asked, expectantly.

"I'm Soonyoung but call me Hoshi and this is Jihoon call him Woozi." The tiger grinned widely causing her to pinch his chubby cheeks and giggle adorably. A black bear lumbered in and flopped on Yutseli's lap. She stared for a moment before realizing he wanted pets. She ran her hands along his fur gently amazed at the softness.

"Vernon!" A voice shouted before a dingo was panting in the doorway. "You can't just abandon me like that! I could have died!"

"Mingyu, stop being so dramatic if Jeonghan-hyung or Joshua-hyung wanted to kill you you'd be dead already. Calm your ass down before you freak Seli out." Woozi snapped.

[sillyinternetgf]

here to tell all the things that no one asked

1. What do you really need right now?

- a jay, haagen dazs caramel cone ice cream, and a road trip

2. What are some of the things that have made you who you are?

- bad horror movies, generational substance abuse, and my childhood dog

3. What are some of your pet peeves?

- not reaching my potential and the lack of empathy

4. Share a dark thought? (Go on, vent a little)

- umm read my blog duhh

5. Something that makes you ridiculously happy?

- finding a toad after a fresh rain

6. What are you craving?

-affection only another person with mental illness could give me

7. Song stuck in your head?

-my first kiss by 3oh!3 ft kesha

8. Last thing you watched?

- x2 (god I love cheesy superhero movies)

9. Shows on your watch list?

-arrested development, jujutsu kaisen, and maybe eventually I'll get to shameless

10. Books on your reading list?

-keepers of the garden by dolores cannon and green delusions by martin lewis

11. Something on your wish list?

- headphones

12. Something you want to monologue about?

- the frustration of forced stagnation

13. If you were a note, what note would you be?

-post-it notes: that pretty mid blue color, music notes: G note, notes in general: pls don't tow my car i will be right back

14. Tactician, fighter, generalist, or supportive role?

-shikamaru nara

15. Talk about a stuffie.

- my baby kitty is my childhood stuffie that I carried around until I was 13 yrs old it's the "starlett 2000 ty beanie baby" and wow does she hold so much trauma

16. They say you can tell a lot about a person from the state of their desk... Do you have a desk? Can you describe it?

-no desk, the world is my surface and i do not wish to work at a desk

17. Space, enchanted forest, magical kingdom, or underwater city?

- enchanted forest

18. What are some of the meanings of your name? (Or url if you don't want to say.)

-my parents chose my name as a mix between a popular movie and something that sounded original. horrible idea. i just go by my nickname now, Dani.

19. What fictional doctor do you wish was your doctor?

- Dr. House

20. Are you a gamer? What was the last game you played?

-sims 4 with basemental drug mod

21. How do you take your pizza?

- large, green chile, pep, topped with parmesan and a side of buttermilk ranch

22. Strangest thing that has happened to you this week?

- getting sick for the first time in over a year

23. Share a bit of philosophy?

- just be ur weird, off putting self bc if they don't like u, then they were never able to handle u anyways

24. Do you follow the news?

-forcibly

25. What's on your mind?

- my summer plans

26. What is your dream mode of transportation?

- teleportation

27. What fascinates you about humanity?

- the love and pain we all share

28. What about life makes you smile?

- finding a song that tickles my brain

29. A dream you wish to make true?

- avenging my child/teenage self

30. What is your favourite way to create?

-through self expression and being funny i create relationships with people even if it means liking each other's posts

[captainmdhridoyhossain-blog]

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[peculiar-shardscape]

I think i figured out why I’m more anxious here than I used to be . It’s the fact I’m close to adulthood now meaning I . Guess I just have that “instinct” to Be a good sort of role model kind of?? Like . I used to be a kid following a bunch of people Older than me, but now I’m one of the older people while More YOUNGER people start following me

So it’s that responsibility of Being Less cringe since I now have a Younger audience and I’m not looking up to as many big artists as I used to in this fandom.

And usually the younger generations come off as the scariest as time goes on, my experience with younger people have gotten Worse both irl And online. Not to mention nowadays, cringe culture has been rising Higher than back when I was new to the community, so now im standing on a tightrope and trying not to fall into the pit of “cringe hell” that most younger people would consider I belong in

I’m unironically terrified of the roblox community. Back when I was 15-16, I felt like I was at the phase where Hey you’re just a Kid so the way you act makes sense. But . I’m 17 now. And being 17 makes it feel like I have a high expectation pressed on me like you Have to Act Better for the audience

I’m. Sorry if this is a weird or dumb post or if I’m going insane, it’s just. Been on my nerves like . I have a lot of problems mentally so it’s hard for me to figure out Why im the way I am, but I feel like growing up is making it harder for me to enjoy being here

:).0;$:&:$39:$@/$: sorry none of this makes sense what im trying to say is. The older I’m getting, it feels like there’s more expectations on me. And i HATE having expectations. I feel judged incredibly hard and so it’s just. Scary having a younger audience I guess

I’ve dealt with a lot of personal drama within the roblox community for years, and so now that I’m no longer ‘just a kid,’ it really feels like I have significantly less freedom here without the fear of someone about to send a missile at me. It feels wrong to even express discomfort here because as an Almost Adult, im supposed to just Get Over It or Deal With It.

I love this community with my whole heart of course, but the massive influx of roblox players on tumblr has taken significant mental damage upon me. I’m Genuinely scared of the community I was once actively a part of. I cower into private spaces and fear that I’m just a nobody because I’m no longer reaching the expectations that have been implemented on me upon growing up

My discord is LocalWindmage#6105

If you truly care about what I do, I’m open for conversations, however if you’re 14 or younger, I may get anxious since being 17 makes me feel like a creep in a way. I had to put up with a 13 yr old who literally harassed an 18 year old friend of mine who was innocent the whole time but since she was 18, everyone believed the 13 year old and. Well at least that’s another reason why I’m so afraid of a younger audience

Im sorry. I hope this doesnt bother anyone. Be safe, you guys. I’ll still try to be active, but I can’t promise anything anymore. I’m more active on discord