#she's a state of mind
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ruth lore basically comes about from me and my sister having some weird conversation about nothing
so like today's ruth lore is that she and her dogs are singlehandedly responsible for worldwide nuclear disarmament. thanks queens
#other ruth lore examples:#she sends photos of her dinner to pete townshend every evening#she gets in arguments with her ex husband via stardoll#she can't afford her own house bc she spent all her money on houses for her dogs so she lives in a shed#she was in a few episodes of made in chelsea#idk there's a lot more#she's such a fever dream oc#like she's not even an oc she's just#she's a state of mind#she's literally just someone's aunt#ruth#(a)
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"aphobia doesn't exist"
bitch literally not that long ago an aroace youtuber animator was insulted by almost half of its community for being it
#i did some research about it and found out that the problem was principally that she had previous experience in the romantic area#so people just didn't take her seriously and said she was lying#even though she stated multiple times that she wasn't comfortable in those situations#now things are more calmed but damn#mind your own bussiness#i believe she knows more about herself than you#sorry if i offended you with this comment but i hate how aro/ace/aroace people are always left behind#insulted and rejected because they “dont know what they are talking about”#or because they “just have to wait for the right person”#or because they are “psychopaths and they are missing something”#i love that animator and she helped me realise a lot about myself#and now that i know the context i think i will start making a list and killing aphobes one by one#aromantic#arospec#asexual#aroace#acespec
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day 15: haunting ♡
(femslashfeb prompt list)
#HALFWAY THROUGH??!#minifemslashfeb2024#ace attorney#lanamia#lana skye#mia fey#rotating them in my head#what if ghost mia DIDN'T agree with lana#I should add that my original concept for this was#that ghost mia is just a projection and lana is just imagining her spite post-mortem#as one does when they are not in a good state of mind#but I also think if mia genuinely disapproved of her actions... that would be so interesting#either way I think it should haunt lana#I just think that would be interesting#like what if mia asked about it when she was alive and investigating corruption#and lana deliberately lied to her#those kinds of regrets...#I love ghost stories...#me wanting mia to actually haunt the narrative...
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i think about this every time i see anything about either of them it's like a beautiful poem
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#I ran out of silly funny stupid tags to tag this with#art#fanart#my art#original art#I was gonna say maul each other apart and bite each other’s ears off but Frye would get her fangs ripped off really fast#so no don’t do that Frye#also yeah snake mix frye’s a snake she’s got venom in those stingers#Splatoon#Splatoon art#splatoon fanart#Splatoon fan art#Splatoon 3#Splatoon au#Splatoon fuzzy au#Splatoon Frye#Frye Splatoon#Frye onaga#frye fanart#Splatoon pearlina#Pearl Splatoon#pearl houzuki#Pearl fanart#suffer no fools#comfort au#by the way I kinda hate their language because it’s hard to understand and I’m not in the right state of mind to decipher it#and to draw it on clothes especially because they fold and they get all weird#that’s why pearl’s hoodie is kinda flat honestly. it bothers me a lot but it’s just out of my reach for the moment I’m sorry
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I am begging some of yall to put your thinking caps on this season Caitlyn is NOT THE BAD GUY
#like she is so very clearly being manipulated by ambessa#and everyone’s blaming her for everything like she’s in a completely stable state of mind and capable of making sound decisions#LEAVE MY GIRL ALONE#SHES GOING THROUGH SOMETHING#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane s2#caitlyn kiramman#ambessa medarda#caitlyn arcane#arcane ambessa
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feri
#feferi peixes#feferi#hs#homestuck#jupiterweathers#she's really fun to draw...#i always draw her in these flowy dancey poses#just like the rest of the cast i can never draw any of them consistently LOL feferi peixes is a state of mind
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Star Trek Voyager 4x09 - Year of Hell, part 1
Janeway: We're going through their space whether they like it or not.
#star trek voyager#voyager edit#startrekedit#trekedit#voyager 4x09#year of hell (voyager)#my edit#kathryn janeway#tuvok#chakotay#tom paris#harry kim#long post#janeway has zero fucks left#she's tired#she's irritable#and she has no patience left#the way the senior staff is watching janeway carefully#both concerned and aware that janeway is at her limit#i love how the director of this two parter#just lets kate mulgrew *act*#and lets the camera linger on her face#and kate mulgrew conveys so much#also can we just talk about how janeway introduced herself as#'captain of voyager'#and not#captain of the federation starship voyager#just-- captain of voyager#it's so telling of janeway's state of mind imo#flashing warning
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Star Trek: Voyager Gravity // Juggernaut
Emotions can be a powerful tool. To deny their existence is illogical. But you must learn to control them. // The flame, like emotion, is a primitive force. Left unchecked, it's chaotic, destructive. But if controlled it can be a powerful tool.
#trekedit#voyageredit#voy#tuvok#b'elanna torres#so my theory for the juggernaut debacle is that tuvok's approach was to hand down his own training to b'elanna beat by beat#but he really misjudged both timing and tone and b'elanna's state of mind as well#his own teenage rebellion was coming from a difference source than b'elanna's long-unhealed wounds#he thinks she's unwilling to rein herself in the same way *he* was unwilling but it's not#so he tries to 'explain' b'elanna's issues but he doesn't get why she would react so strongly to his provocation#while b'elanna is irritated by tuvok being perfectly vulcan while she can never be perfectly klingon (or human for that matter)
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some business to take care of
#i was tempted to caption this as she was a skater boy and she was also another skater boy but#duck scribbles#midoyuzu#enstars#whats up guys im being embarrassing again on main#been wanting a new phone wallpaper and this was born. its the lesbian version though im not showing that#midori takamine#yuzuru fushimi#yuzumido#ensemble stars#also have additional doodles that r kind of corny and im too ashamed to add into the main post so i might add on a reblog or maybe not#midterms were so awful i had to keep reminding myself i can go ham drawing whatever i want once im done. and naturally its this#anyways ive always liked midos city rider fit it suits her so well#always wanted to find a good one to pair w it and the wink killer 2nd half xscout was toooo good i was inspired immediately#finally could use this good ref pic ive had saved since forever i need to draw backgrounds more too it was rather fun somehow#mental state has been yoyoing an insane degree lately like come on i dont need to be reminded i am a useless hunk of meat every other day#with nothing good going for them. college is amazing at reminding me of such god bless#i have bad tendencies to self isolate behind the excuse of concentrating that i am trying to fix . but its hard to get back when i do#not to mention the entire Big Event happening over in good ol amerika serikat!!! my apathy is naturally immense#but whats some peace of mind here and there idk. im gonna read yuri
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personal character design headcanons + brainrot
Note: the re-bound!au does NOT belong to me, it belongs to @chipper-smol I’m just not normal about it lol
#I SAY PERSONAL BC ITS MY OWN SPIN ON IT. NOT CHIPPERS CANON UNLESS THEY DECIDE TO OR NOT YOU HEAR ME /LH#I made a banner and everything this time. PLWEASE send them your questions not me JAJFHDSF#I thought it would be cool if macaque has two separate forms as a shadow and inside a mindscape. like I wanted his shadow form to reflect#him in his prime and then the mindscape form as what he looked like when he died. or a more vulnerable state at least#based on LBD appearing to MK as the ivory lady when she died in the S3 special. I don’t know exactly what it was but my first thought seein#the white void was she was appearing to MK in his mindscape to talk to him. so I built on that#I wanted to give him a more ‘Smokey’ look as a shadow just based on how he manipulates them in the show like in shadow play. I hope this#makes it look cool and immaterial. and then his mindscape form would be more battered up and tangible#the last couple images are chippers ideas though since they said the monkeys are drawn to MK when macaque is possessing him lol#and the fact that macaque doesn’t have any senses unless he’s possessing someone + literally sniffing out wukong in the scroll 🤨📸#I also have a vivid image of macaque moving from the mindscape to physical form like umm. kind of like when he passes the boundary between#physical and spirit/mind(?) it’s like the shadow covers him like ink. or pulling Saran Wrap over your face and it clings to your skin#so it kind of makes the shadow seem like a sort of shell or covering.. and I love the idea of MK meeting macaque in the mindscape for the#first time too. like the moment mac rescues him from LBD and MK sees him all battered and tired looking brooooooo#I’m not even sure if that would count as a mindscape but it rattles around in my brain like loose marbles#god I fucking love this au. gives me imagination fuel swear to god#my art#doodles#lmk#Lego Monkie kid#Monkie kid#lmk au#re-bound!au#rebound au#lmk sun wukong#lmk swk#lmk macaque#lmk six eared macaque#lmk mk#lmk xiaotian
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SAID HE LIKES CRAZY GIRLS,
BUT HE HATES WHEN I ACT CRAZY,
IT TAKES TWO TO TOXIC!
FINALLY!!! Finished these pics of jinx I’ve been working on!!!!! HOLY SHIT, these took so long…. But finally… they’re done… pls enjoy this art of my beautiful princess w a disorder. Featuring alternate colors for the big pic and also a closeup! Cuz I rlly like how both the lines and coloring on her face turned out… like the pink gradients w her eye… her deer in headlights expression,, like uve just startled a raccoon digging thru ur trashcan and r two seconds away from getting mauled.. m proud of it!
#arcane#league of legends#jinx#jinx arcane#arcane jinx#doodles#hate and love how hardcore I relate to jinx…#little sisters w dependency issues.. + a whole lot of other issues#anyway the ‘he’ in the ‘crazy girl’ lyrics is in my mind referring to both vi and silco lol#I’m sORRY! I keep seeing ppl hardcore pitting these 2 bad bitches against each other#and it’s like… silco is objectively. morally worse than vi.. vi is not like. a ruthless crime lord#vi IS 100% trying her best and loves her sister. but she still screwed up w jinx#and silco ALSO truly loves jinx. but also screwed up by fucking. trauma bonding w her ghgh-#like.. silco is too close. he’s like. yes go apeshit jinx I support and love you and understand u no matter what fucked up shit u do.#were the same. and that’s beautiful!!! I love how supportive he is…#but its like.. silcos too close. he just became a new person for jinx to glomp onto and base her self esteem around after vi left#and he doesn’t manipulate that on purpose but. he DOES effect that girls mental state. cuz he needs her too#meanwhile vi is too far away… she thinks she knows who jinx is. but jinx has changed… time marches forward. she’s not that little girl#anymore#and nOW! after the finale jinx has NOBODY TO BE CODEPENDENT W..#her mental state has always been so tied up in how the ppl she puts on pedestals view her#and now there’s no pedestal anymore. she knocked down the statues. she’s alone…#it’s interesting….#anyway I’m not trying to say vi is as bad as silco at ALL. just that she’s an equally important building block in jinx’s mind#that has made her into the fucked up lil person she is today. and I think that’s neat.#lol anyway! I’m hyped for season 2….#aLSO GOD DAMN THIS GIRLS OUTFIT IS COMPLICATED. WHY DO U GOT SO MANY BITS N BOBS JINX??? I mean I get it accessories rock.#but u take so much time to draw ghfhg- require so much brainpower#aLSO ADDENDUM. while silco is objectively morally worse than vi his relationship w jinx is genuinely. like. makes me emotional ghgh-#its not perfect. or healthy. but… it’s. the both of them. being seen. and accepted. and loved and understood.. and I love that shit.
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Feel free to ignore this, but you said you were taking requests, and I'm kind of missing the heyday of fradrian, so. :3
I have no idea what their actual height differences are but this is how I perceive them
#franziska thinks shes so smooth#but shes clueless#best girls wear black apparently#i base the majority of how i see adrian based on the aa stage plays#i think this could be classified as toxic yuri#if just for adrians state of mind#ace attorney#my art#pw:aa#ask#fradrian#adrian andrews#franziska von karma#farewell my turnabout#aa jfa
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Bungou Stray Dogs: Dead Apple and how “ability users” (opposite to “normal people”) learning to accept themselves through the acceptance of their own abilities is a queer metaphor of acceptance of own's sexual orientation and gender: an essay by me
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#About: Dead Apple. Watched this a while ago with a friend and it was a lot of fun!!!#If you're reading this: thank you so much for hanging out with me I had such a good time (ㅅ´ ˘ )♡#Next to general considerations: wow they were right that Bungou Stray Dogs movie sure can Bungou Stray Dogs#It's always nice to see the detailed animation and elaborate backgrounds of movies. The animation quality compared to the manga is–#definitely noticeable and it's nice to see. That said... I still like the season 2 art style more? And I'm speaking strictly of art style.#The s2 one looks more soft and smooth while the da one is so much more rough.#The plot is... Very bsd-esque I don't think there's anything to add.#In my opinion Kyouka's arc is the one that turned out best tbh. I really like her narrative development and personal growth in this movie.#I like the complexity of her state of mind. how full of contradiction she is. I especially appreciate the recurring small changes of–#expression that indicate how she thinks differently from Atsushi even if she doesn't voice them. The fight between her cynicism and her–#kind nature. It's all very interesting.#Atsushi's development is interesting too. Although all the open questions about his ability we still have kind of leave me frustrated#I don't feel very strongly about Akutagawa in this movie? I mean‚ he's there. The ss/kk scenes are always great and in character and a joy–#to witness no matter what they do. He just doesn't shine particularly? Or at least personally I dont find the “proving my strength against–#myself” narrative arc to be particularly interesting. Imo it was a lot better flashed out in the da stage play! With the complexity that–#the dialogues with Chuuya added to the character. Dazai attacking him. And especially Aktgw understanding that Rashomon wasn't testing Aktg#but rather only expressing that unstoppable rage that is also Aktgw's own. About that I checked out the play and I really liked it!!#I only watched highlights (aka: ss/kk and chuu/aku scenes) but there's some stuff I really like. I like the conflict between Aktgw and–#Chuuya and how Chuuya messes up with Aktgw at first maliciously and then amiably. It's interesting how Atsushi himself observes that Kyouka#and Akutagawa get along. And especially the sskk almost-handholding and Atsushi saying Akutagawa has a nice profile were cute akjdhbsawhjb#Next. Da really is shipping paradise (╥﹏╥) Sorry but... It is. oda/zai. daz/atsu. ss/kk. s/kk. fuku/mori. chuu/aku. It really has everythin#and the moments are so good!!!! What else. Wish we'd see more of Tsujimura. And Christie. And women in general tbh.#Also‚‚‚‚‚ Atsushi's tiger form in this movie is ATROCIOUS. I've said it before but it's crazy how a franchises that relies so heavily on–#fanservice came up with something this hideous. Man the movie overall was pretty but Atsushi sure wasn't. Firmly stand by the belief–#that only Akutagawa would find that form attractive.#Oh last note. honestly if we're ready to accept a movie where an antidote has effect AFTER the person has effectively died then we really–#can't complain about any kind of insanity the manga brings up#random rambles
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Speaking of coins, I think it's neat that we have a trinity of Apollos with uncommon characteristics:
Apollo Karneios with ram horns and ram ears, Apollo Soranus with a star diadem and a pick-axe and Apollo Vejovis with winged head, a trident and a dagger. (The last two are the results of his syncretism with Roman deities)
What's more fun about the coins of Apollo-Vejovis is that some of them put a thunderbolt under his bust or straight up show him holding it:
And I can't help but think of this being equivalent to a girl wearing her mom's makeup for the photo day
#apollo#look Apollo has already used thunderbolt in a couple of classical texts#I don't think Zeus would mind if his son borrowed it for a few minutes for a photoshoot#Okay jokes aside Vejovis is such an obscure deity (just like Soranus)#The explanation given by Gellius is that Jupiter/Jove is ultimately derived from “iuvare” which means “to help”#so Vejovis was the antithesis of Jove...doing the opposite of help#he was believed to bring harm with his arrows#So was also prayed upon to avert evils#hence his syncretism with Apollo#I also feel like they also just syncretised Jupiter with Apollo to some extent here#because soon after stating his identification with Apollo#Gellius has mentioned that a she-goat was sacrificed to Vejovius (yknow as a nod to Amalthea nursing Zeus/Jupiter#this also happens with Apollo Soranus actually#Soranus is conflated with Apollo and called the highest of the gods#and Servius notes that “highest of the gods” is a title given to Jupiter#so yeah it was a not a complete or even a direct syncretism but there was a line that connected them#and i find the implications very interesting#mine
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The first thing she felt was Pain.
The second thing was the warm glow on her arm and back-
The ones filled with cuts and burns that’ll last decades on-
-and also heard Soft Humming coming from her right as the soft and warm welcoming glow moved up and down her. Sealing the made cuts and burns to the best of his ability-
She scrunched her closed eyes and tried to move fingers. Groaning in pain as she couldn’t even do that. The warm glowing and the soft humming immediate stopped as relief breaths and chocked sobs filled the room.
Where was she? What happened? Her memory was so foggy. Why was that?
The fact that she was questioning everything thing was pissing her off.
A hand gently touched her other shoulder, the one not glowing the one still covered in red blood and black burns and while she flinched harshly from the contact.
“…ena…..ena?….” The voice said.
She grunted in response. The hand shook her just a tad before a slap was heard.
She grunted again in annoyance before trying to open her sore sore so fucking sore eyes.
Even opening her eyes were tiresome.
Was this how humans felt when they were on the verge of death tired and tried to pass away out forever?
Despite her blurry vision. The faint outline of a helmet with wings on the sides were still noticeable.
“Ena…Athena!” He cried out.
“Erms…” Athena mumbled out in attempt to make the noise in her ear stop.
Hermes smile was strained and forced as he heard her sister hoarse voice. “Yes. It is me, Athena….Your voice sounds horrid…..Here,,,,water. ….Drink.” Hermes said (atleast that what she got out from her cotton filled ears) as he raised a glass of water to her lips.
Said Goddess closed her eyes and slightly lifted her head up as the fresh cool water hydrated her sore throat and cried and chalked lips.
She was a Goddess! Why was she using terms that only Humans Had!?
Šħë ďıðñ’ť ťűřņ mœřťæł ņœŵ ďîð şħè?¿
The glass left her lips as she heard whispers. Suddenly, a cool wet hand came in contact with her closed eyes.
“Just washing the blood from your eyes dear.” Another voice called out. Soft, welcoming, warm. Guilty, heartbroken.
Hera?
“What….What happened?” She questioned while Hera cleaned her face. How long had she been out for?
What happened to make her feel like she’s near Uncle’s underworld—-
“You humilated dad.” A rough but surprising quiet voice chipped in.
Ares.
Athena’s eyes widened at the memories of Fathe- Zeus’s little Game.
About how she won and how he still punished her and how she still moved on and how she
Suddenly, the Goddess tried to get up -despite Apollos -and everyone’s protest— since she remembered what she was even fighting for in the first place.
Odysseus.
Her Wandering King.
Her Champion.
Her Friend.
Her breathing started to pick up.
Was she too late-
Is he dead-
“Odysseus is fine Sister. He’s off of that….That prison of an island.” Hearing the energetic happy go Hermes scowl was so out of the ordinary. But she couldn’t complain when she was bleeding red and weak.
She simply exhaled her holding breath, stopping any attempts of getting up, and let her head fall back into the soft fluffy pillows. (When did those get there?)
Ok.
Good.
She didn’t hear anything else as energy drained out from her body, leaving sleep to snatch her for a while. Not forever, luckily.
(She wasn’t thinking straight. Not at all. But for now. The goddess of the Mind could rest her own mind since her family was here, couldn’t she??)
#Epic the Musical#God Games Aftermath#And also Dangerous Aftermath#Mentioned Odysseus#Athena#Hurt Athena#Apollo#Ares#Hermes#Hera#Mentioned Zeus#To be clear:Hermes tried to shake Athena to open her eyes and Apollo#The one healing her#Slapped him since he was messing up his work#The plot is confusing because Athena is not fully in the right state of mind to think#Yeah I know she’s a Goddess but she’s also…Part mortal now…#Just play along!
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