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im sorryyyyy i dont wanna be a mean bitch but genuinely i feel like im the one of only ppl who are actually alone bc i keep seeing all of these ppl complain abt how alone they are then they post a bunch of pics with their friend groups and they go on trips and celebrate their birthdays with friends and im like 😦?????????? im ngl i lowkey feel betrayed bc like yes sure we can relate on "feeling lonely" but ig at the end of they day im so sorry im not saying this to gatekeep loneliness or whatever but like u just cannot relate to what it feels like to not only feel lonely but also be alone and not even have people who want to spend moments with u. and feel and be like on your birthday you're alone. on your insta you're alone. irl u dont have ppl who even want to make plans with u. i know i know that everyone's loneliness is valid and you can still have partners and friends and feel lonely and that is valid i really do think so. idk i just feel so fkn alienated from everyone, including people who say theyre lonely - bc they still have ppl to talk to and ppl to be with and ppl who wants to be with them and consider them their friend lol.... i dont have anyone to take pics with or have groupchats with or go to concerts with or go for walks with and i dont have anyone to message abt stupid things or blah lahblahblah it doesnt even matter atp
#and like i am really really lucky that i have one person i talk to on a regular basis and have been for almost two years#and that he stills wanna be friend even if hes seen my insane person rants abt him on here#like genuinely i'd prob slowly wither and die without having had experienced talking to him#ig its not even only other ppl it is my avpd#if i just send a message thats like casual everyday talk between friends#im first freaking out abt it for hours bc i obviously deserve to DIE for even bothering them with a message#so even if i long for certain things its like well yeah i cant do that bc i deserve to die and im worthless useless and a bother and burden#and why would i force someone to waste time on me when they have ppl out there who are actually worth their time#i dont know#i just feel sad bc i checked insta and someone who talks abt being alone often posted pics of them celebrating their bday with friends 😭#and ofc everyone are valid to feel what they feel!!!! i know that!!!!!! it just hurts selfishly lmaooo#bc i am lonely but i will spend my bday crying in my room alone#like i have been for the past years#not even my own family wants to spend it with me#i talk a little abt plans w my mom and she acts like im holding her hostage 😭😭😭#so idk she'll prob agree but it wont feel great bc i know she doesnt really wanna spend time w me#anyway...... we're all alone as i get to hear all thw time#its just that most ppl who are alone also have partners and friends and family members or even a therapist haha 👍#i dont care tho its all good ^-^#also one of my old bully friends is marrid and just got her baby and she messaged me like hii how are u?#like what do u even want me to say.... cool... u have traveled the world u have found love u have made a ton of new friends#while still having your old friend group (that i got dumped by) and u even have your own kid#i am a fkn loser who should just die tbh#so yeah im doing great hahahha just gonna kms real quick 😸🙌🏻#but idc tho 😁
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how do the prelims in alnst work again? after the auditions there were a few interviews (mizi and suas) but do you guys think the people who auditioned and lost were killed too
#the timeline goes something like prelims then graduation then alnst#since mizi mentions she'll dye her hair/get a dress#but graduation messages are during in anakt and they mention how the costumes look#yah#anyways#alnst#alien stage
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So like, imagine this. It's the first big family reunion after COVID restrictions let up, your family took a few years to all get vaccinated, ect. Your kid is 6, so they weren't old enough to take to the last one, this is the first time they're meeting some of these more distant relatives. So you introduce them to Uncle Mike, and you say "This is Uncle Mike. He thinks you're so small and delicious, and that it'd be so easy to pick you up and throw you at the nearest wall and break all your bones." If that 6 year old then power kicks uncle Mike in the nuts and runs away screaming, whose fault is that?
So this post is about Doctor Who. The patron unknowable Eldritch entity of your country has just spent an entire afternoon telling you that the universe is full of things that are stronger and bigger than you, and a lot of them will happily blenderize your planet for a bit of rocket fuel, or eat all of you for a big Sunday brunch. And he's letting that ship full of slavers happily fly away to tell the entire galaxy about your tiny planet's existence. You are an animal, your empathy and reason only extends to the boundaries of what you can understand, and the Doctor has just told you that the vast majority of the galaxy sees you as prey. Me, personally? I'm with Harriet, I wouldn't stand a chance in that situation, I'd 100% take that shot.
All I'm saying is that if the Doctor wanted to foster empathy, they probably shouldn't have started with enthusiastically explaining how cleverly the aliens were going to coerce them into slavery, especially not to a woman who grew up in Britain as it rebuilt itself from the blitz in a post-nazi Europe
#messages from knave#doctor who#i think ten is really the one who fumbled the bag here#Harriet was just an animal. a british one at that#she's right! humans JUST GOT HERE#also harriet was a baby boomer you know you need to explain things to them like 4 or 5 times#also can't discount the fact that she grew up in the aftermath of the (at the time) latest large scale empirical conquest#her context for behavior is european colonial power#so when you tell her that there's Empires Out There what do you think she'll do like logically#also her context for how refugees are treated is again 90s Britain post-thatcher policies#so she's also not expecting any kindness to come floating back to them#like i GET the point of the episode is that reacting with war level violence against perceived threats is a bad behavior#but I don't think the doctor was very empathetic in that situation either. they're judging 90s humanity against their breadth of experience#when they've been alive for longer than humans have had guns#i don't even judge them for tanking her career because she clearly can't handle the influx of insane knowledge she's just learned#but still. their reaction has always kind of rubbed me the wrong way because I can't fathom how they expected anything different#she's responcible for a lot of people! she feels responcible for the whole planet in that moment! what did you really expect her to do!
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*sees a guy get impaled* oh hello second favorite character
#prince's gaming tag#ra.tio took first place thats why he's second#actually i liked him when i first used him as a support character for a fight and i really liked his ult i thought it was cool#and then the second place we stopped by happened and that was cool#and then i saw the flashback chats he had with firefly and his message to her after the mission basically worried about her#and then this mission was really good!!#i had the joke in my head while watching the talks he had with firefly about how she'll experience three deaths on her mission#and i thought of him saying 'man you get to die three time. i wish i can die even once'#its very stupid and ooc af but like anything else i jokingly think of it made me laugh#if im to believe the leaks hell be available to pull for in the next patch and yea i kinda want it#whats with me wanting The Hunt characters lolol#edit: wait i lied he's destruction not the hunt#i should of looked him up first before saying he was the hunt oops
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BEV IN HIS HOUSE OH NO PLEASE DONT KILL BEV
#chem watches hannibal#i said this#also bella knows he's so too-faced now bc he really was directly telling her 'death is the cure'#but she's only connected to jack and their communication has deterioated so much i don't think she'll get the message out...#hannibal 2x04
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brain is overrated let me be a sea sponge 👎👎👎
#feeling horrible bc the only person i could talk to about how i feel is terrible at comforting me lol#she'll be like 'youre not gonna cry in my office right lol'#or I'll say i haven't felt able to wash my hair and she'll just go EwWww#girl please im trying so hard to stay afloat rn#i want to vent to someone but im just picturing her reaction if i said how i really feel ...#and it seems whenever im depressed and less talkative and don't contact her as much#she's never the one to reach out. but then i get 'why did u not message me??'#like idk maybe because my brain is killing me ????#ik im not the best friend either but just hate feeling like i have to hear all of her problems and she doesn't really do the same for me :(#and it's like that for school things too. could literally recite her thesis for u rn but i don't think she has ever read any of my work ugh#anyway fuck. remember how it feels to be in a relationship & someone cares about ur thoughts and work???
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My friends don't hate me, they're just busy.
My friends don't hate me, they're just busy.
My-
#hitting that fun point where my brain starts insisting that my friends are secretly think I'm annoying#it doesn't help that I'm not getting an answer from like three of them?#which happens every so often#one of them (who was my best friend) actually ghosted me like 2.5 years ago and i'm still recovering lololol#the other two drop out of contact sometimes cause Mental Health Issues#it's just not helping that they both did it at the same time this year#one of them it was like less than a month after i flew out to visit her in person#so that's great#we're like two or three months into no reply from her#and my last friend from high school that still lives in the area doesn't really hang out without me setting it up#i realized that and decided to hold off on asking to hang out after work to see when she would start sending messages#one month in and nothing#i know it's kinda dumb to do the wait to set when they message first thing but I was kinda curious to see#i honestly thought she'd text something by now#instead i'm coming to the realization that maybe i don't matter that much to her?#maybe she doesn't even like me#when we meet up we talk about her work and life a lot but it feels like she doesn't pay attention when i talk about mine#like i'll be talking about work and she'll be on her phone texting her boyfriend#i've made some new friends but i'm no one's best friend#god i miss having a best friend
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friend update: it's going great! she asked how she's supposed to be at the king cause she died again and obviously I was like "well do you have the shield you have to recast it cause it doesn't last the whole time" and rather than go "oh okay!" she asked me "...what shield?" so. now you see she'd mentioned the secret library so I Thought she was good but
#I love her she's trying so hard#She's currently my greatest source of entertainment#it's genuinely so funny getting her frantic messages#surely she'll get it now that I've directed her right???#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers
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Hey, I'm so sorry you went through that with the Big Bang event. I chose not to participate because I remember two of the mods who have been throwing accusations around unfairly, and this spans years. I was hoping that they changed but it's kinda obvious from your experience that they haven't changed at all. It's a shame because they are bringing themselves and their own friends down in the end.
I hope you're doing okay now, and I hope you're not getting any backlash from a small loud corner of the internet. I hope you know that most people side-eye this particular group in fandom, and I hope you know that you're fine and were unfairly treated. This recent puritanical phenomena in fan spaces is getting exhausting and I hope they grow out of it soon.
Ask received on Jul 02, 2024 – 5:25 PM. Context.
I'll admit I didn't know about any previous events. I'm reading the stories a few people left on my post, and I'm horrified. Looks like I didn't even have it the worst!..
And yet. The funny part is that I had my suspicions, too, seeing how these people are either mods or fans of a certain project which posts a lot about how much they disapprove of NSFW or even people writing "wrong" dynamics for Sonadow. I had my suspicions, my intuition was screaming at me, but damn, I wanted a Sonic Big Bang! For years!! And there was nothing in the rules while these people don't usually hesitate to share their views, so I took my shot. Curse me for believing people can be mature and unbiased when organising events "for everyone" 🤷
Thanks for your concern, anon! No backlash for now, and I hope it stays that way 😖 There are people in my notes who seem to be amazed at my bravery and, guys, let me tell ya, I was shaking like a leaf when posting on Monday. And not just because I had a fever I went to sleep prepared for the worst: dozens of hate asks, being blocked by people I follow and by my followers or even my blog being mass-reported into oblivion, hate comments and unsubscriptions on Ao3, being dropped from some of my zines, etc. I went as far as to instruct my server members not to engage if we're raided sdfghjk But nope! The worst I got is a couple of popular artists, who I haven't even been following for a few years now, blocking me, and I'm side-eyeing one of them because bro, I still have your NSFW Sonadow art saved from that time we shared a private server... what are you blocking me about... 👀
But otherwise, this situation in the fandom truly is exhausting. Thank you for your kind words and hey, much strength to both of us 🫂
#Anonymous#asks#sthbigbang#Sonic Big Bang#Sonic Big Bang 2024#fandom event#I'm adding “Ask received...” only to the stuff that I post in the tags with these asks if anyone was wondering#I'm trying to decide if I want to comment/reply to everyone else now or after I sleep some more...#If your message hasn't been answered yet don't worry I'll get to all of you 🙏#My bestie said if I'm dropped from our shared zine she'll drop THEM 😭#And another one was like 'Don't disappear tomorrow ok?' because they saw how scared I am#Not even talking about how a certain percentage of my server was hyping me up to talk about this haha#I have a good support system and I'm so grateful for them
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Mignon has like a personal vendetta against me today because she thought I was harming Bean, when poor Bean got all tangled up in the mouse string toy i was holding (and Sprout was trying to play with her, adding to the chaos) so once again I am back 10 steps with Mama after she felt safe enough to eat/relax/nap in the room with me there -_-
#i respect her protectiveness but I really wish she wouldn't go full scorched earth with me anytime she thinks I've done something wrong#i really just want to let her go outside again but i know its irresponsible because she'll just be pregnant again in 2 days#i am just getting so fed up with all my work/effort with her going down the drain ever other day#it's not helping her children either which are doing well but keep having mixed messages from Mama
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everything is pissing me offffff
#my friend was supposed to pick up a table that i have that i've been wanting to get rid of for weeks#and she said she wanted it so i didn't throw it out or sell it#it's been sitting in the middle of my room for weeks and i basically can't take a step without bumping into it#there are shelves now where it used to be so i can't put it back#i need to get rid of it i hate this table so much#and after weeks of me holding it for her she was supposed to pick it up today#and she just sent me a message saying there's no room in her truck so she can't take it today and she'll come back in a week or two for it#and i'm just#UGH. no.#like i'm in such a bad mood i may start crying over this table#i hate it i hate it i hate it#and it's so typical of my friend#she always does things like this. just assumes i'm gonna be fine with doing things according to her schedule or her mood swings#im so tired of always putting myself second#so fuck this table#i told her if she's not picking it up today i'm getting rid of it#it kinda feels good to say no to someone for a change#i should say no more often#rain.stuff
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Its like. To luz, most of her friends/family have someone else in their lives that would lessen the impact if she were to, say, dramatically sacrifice herself for her friends. Perhaps in the events of the finale? This isnt true. She isnt replaceable. But luz is as close to suicidal as they can make her if they want to keep the shows rating and i can see her thinking that.
Her mom has vee now, another daughter in case her first daughter dies. Gus and willow, her best friends, are close with hunter. Maybe closer than they are with luz now, since shes been avoiding them. By the time they get back, eda will probably have gotten together with raine. King may have even befriended the collector. (though based on danas art hes probably just in a perpetual state of "mom pick me up im scared") and no matter what, eda and king will have each other like they did before luz. we dont know what luz was planning to do with her palisman when she decided to permanently stay in the human realm, but hunter is now conveniently without a palisman, so she could just let him use hers.
Hunter definitely has a family in camila but we dont really know if his relationship with vee is anything like his relationship with luz. If luz were to sacrifice herself, hed lose a sister. Or at least a trauma bestie. Or whatever found family niche he considers luz to be in. And amity? There is nothing luz could do to convince herself that amity would be fine being left behind. But luz already toyed with ending that relationship when she decided to stay in the human realm. It hurts, but i can see luz justifying to herself that whatever dramatic sacrifice shes planning is for the good of everyone and its worth breaking amitys heart.
And ofc by the power of good storytelling, good rep, and disneys s&p department theres no way luz and her friends aren't going to get a happy ending. She'll try to dramatically sacrifice herself as the climax of her character arc but her loved ones will save her. And then theyll finally get it through her head that she has value as a person, actually. And then lumity will kiss and the animation will get all smooth and the framerate will get high enough for them to do sick spells and defeat belos. And camila will adopt the collector and make him the powerful last of their kind noceda-clawthorne sibling #4. And the show will end with luz going to therapy or smth.
#the owl house#toh#shut up pandora#luz noceda#im so mentally ill about her#but yeah even fucking hooty has become bffsies with lilith#i know luzs suicide ideation so far has been because of her guilt#but part of suicide ideation is looking at your loved ones and wondering if theyd be okay if you died#in most ppls case no they would not be they would be fucking devastated but depression fucks with your perception of studd#and luz is the same#tbh this idea is probably too dark for a disney show and they dont have time to explore it probably#so theyll probably just go with 'luz feels soul crushing guilt' and leave it at that#but i love to explore it in fic#i do think luz will try to sacrifice herself like she does in every season finale#and like one member of the main trip actually does in every season finale#but the luz will die theorists are straight up wrong lmao it goes against the message of the show and the show ratings#she'll at most get a sick scar out of it#yall sound like me in middle school when i though disney would let alex hirsch kill off 12 year old mabel pines#suicide tw#to clarify nothing in the second paragraph is true luzs loved ones cant just replace her with another daughter/friend#and be done with it#but luz can think that
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This is so freaking ridiculous that this keeps happening to you, but I hope I too can make you smile tonight.
not me wheezing over this, jfc 😂
SERIOUSLY, you all are AMAZING, and I'm so so gd grateful I don't have to do this by myself, LET US RIDE FORTH
#on the plagiarist#the pasta impasta#eventually i'm hoping she'll get the message#THE LESSON MUST BEGIN AGAIN
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Pup has arrived, and with a gift. Wrapped with a thread in what was probably supposed to look like some kinda bow, he is holding a CLOAK. You see, he knows a really good cloak guy called himself, and he's gone and made one out of a color he CAN see. It is very yellow.
-- @nottadog
“Eh? Wha’s this, Kiddo?” He still never told Nicole his name, but perhaps he’s grateful for the scarves she bought? It was so cute he wanted to be responsible and buy them on his own, but she wasn’t going to let a little kid pay for things when he probably had to work a thousand times harder than she did just to get the coins he did. She had a stable income (kind of) so she could pay for them.
Did...he go out and buy a cloak for her? Did he remember the color of her jacket that she had been wearing when they first met? Granted...this is a much brighter yellow than the pastel one she had been wearing. But...yellow apparently matches her eyes. People always give her things akin to this color, or purple if they know her well enough.
Holding the cloak in her hands upon opening it, she bends down a little so she’s closer to his eye level. Leaning forward, she gives him a big kiss on his cheek. Much like she does with a certain growing alien whom she affectionally calls a little sister, this little boy will get the same affection.
“Thanks! Did ya wanna go somewhere taday? Surely ya didn’ come all this way ta find me jus’ fer this. How abou’ we ge’ some ice cream?”
#nottadog#༼ 🌟 Open your messages! ༽#Nic is literally going to adopt him#she'll be housing both him and Fyuga its okay#she gets two siblings#and they get a semi-stable adult to look after them
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i kinda wanna make eleven an actual character...
#tw: large image#ooc —♫— mun speaks#//#got some hc ideas & an fc lined up#I LIED i got two fc ideas (natalia dyer & rachel sennott)#natalia looks more like corey & robin but mmmmm rachel#pls i need to work on my econ hw why am i getting so many new character ideas!!#(however if someone else wants to take 11 & become affiliates w/ gamecn & i 👀👀 you will be my fav person)#(you can have all the hcs i got about her too so you won't have to build her from the groud up or you can trash my hcs!! she'll be yours!!#(pls i love writing sibling fluff. descendants writers come join the skellington fam)#(we'd have to figure out a way to get a three-way message thread so idk how realistic it is but i will make it happen#even if i have to create a discord server or groupchat)
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is there a nice way to tell my coworker that if she keeps staring at me at random points throughout the day I'm going to lose it
#it makes me EXTREMELY anxious and distressed to look up and see someone fully staring at me#she usually does it when im ripping off the skin around my finger nails and like why!! why is this interesting to you!!#or she'll send me a message and stare at me while i open and read it. girl please leave me alone 😩#genuinely wondering if i could get an accommodation to be allowed to put fuckin walls around my desk#im sooo paranoid i spend so much of my time at work frantically looking around to make sure no one is looking at me#i feel like she must know by now that i hate this because i have gotten really short with her a few times#esp if she watches me eat. i cant eat like that. ill just not eat until i get home if i have to
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