#she'll die for sure

[narejane]

OC REDESIGN!!!!

YAYAYYAY IT'S BEEN 5 MONTHS NOW IT'S FINALLY TIME😈😈😈

New lore, She's apparently an assassin/Exorcist under the jade emperor's order, since she's capable to kill but would die at some point, she will, she's pretty strong but she's also weak of the strongest being such as swk, macaque, the hell she'll die if she mess with mk tf💀, so she's not that special of a character and just kills for a job life to maintain rent:3

HER ABILITIES!!!!!!

As no one knows, Nare is a smoke demon:D!!! so it's pretty obvious why this is her healing method, plus not only the bombs only heals her it can also it also makes her stronger like merging with the smoke, getting bigger like macaque's smoke monster. But if she runs out of it, fire smoke can be also exceptional!

So like I had the inspiration in an anime, so basically when she detached some parts of her body, it's transforms into any weapon possible, the bigger part she detached the bigger weapon. But she mainly uses the scythe more since she's an assassin/Exorcist:D!!! Like death itself:3 to demons only

Ye ye, I like this one a lot:3 inspiration from Rapunzel the series Cassandra:D! But red obsidian>:3 (idk if that actually exist but SHHSHSHSH Delulu is the solulu)

Just for her to make her job easier to hunt down the demons she was scented to kill:3

Bonus new lore:

Not biologically but emotionally:333 but only nare feels that but nezha just sees her as a coworker/friend, she kept calling "father" because nezha took care of her like one,he manage her life to be better cuz he found her dying on the ground 🥹,but nezha just can't picture himself as a father since uhhh... *cough* *cough* iykyk

[ruporas]

chapter 90 vash

[iwasbored777]

The fact that all Gwen knows about her variants in other universes is that they're dead is so sad. Like imagine you want to know what happens to you in other dimensions and it turns out that wherever you look you mean nothing, you're so unimportant that there's no bigger role for you other than dying.

And I've seen you guys pointing this out, where she's looking at what looks like her own death and even if it's not this is not just a "love interest" Gwen, this is a superhero who is supposed to mean something, but she doesn't. She's only here to die. And so far this (our) Gwen doesn't have any reason to believe that she won't die very soon just like other Gwens.

I think that one of the main reasons why she's rejecting Miles is not just her trauma and all shit she's been through and the fear of dying like other Gwens when they're involved with Spider-Man, but also because if they start something and she dies this will hurt him too.

It's easy to say "canon events aren't true she shouldn't believe in that" but this isn't just a regular risk, this is her life we're talking about.

[one-bunny-a-day]

17/12/2023

[stardustedknuckles]

Things you realize on a third rewatch: Beau is the first member of the Mighty Nein to say "I love you" to another member of the Nein, and that member was in fact Caleb. Did she say it in passing? Kind of. Did she say it pre-bowlgate, at a time when they weren't even done hissing at each other yet? Yes. Does she possess the bleeding heart everyone can see from thirty paces except for her? Absolutely.

(Caleb is the first to say it altogether, but he is talking to his spirit cat in all fairness. Still. The first two "I love yous" in this campaign are from the two people who are affected the most by the new family they've made and who champion it the hardest. And that's something.)

[theladyfae]

42 / lost brilliance, rita dove

[rystiel]

just watched the clone high s3 finale if joanfucius breaks up i'm ending it all

[randomnameless]

Something that really bothers me about the rose coloured glasses vis a vis tellius and fe fans (ESPECIALLY from 3h fans who learned about tellius later) is that many like soren purely because of his main ship (i mean i like ikesoren too but come the fuck on) and jokingly characterise soren as a stereotypical nasty mean limp wristed sarcastic gay man instead of a deeply flawed branded angry at the world and definitely trauma bonded to ike, but micaiah is still absolutely getting raked over the coals over the blood pact and not being ike’s fangirl

Well,

Jokes often involve flanderisation, so Soren being flanderised to oblivion when people joke about him isn't something I really care about, but maybe that's because I'm not really fond of Soren to begin with lol

What annoys me more is when some people try to rationalise Soren's anger and backstory by either pointing at Almedha or Deghinsea being responsible for everything, and I'm like, what.the.fuck?

Almedha's just, idk, I won't call it sexism, but damn - that woman loves her son who is the only reason why she hasn't completely lost her mind over 1/losing her powers 2/being casted away like trash by her "BF" 3/being rejected by her dad 4/thinking her brother was tortured and abused to death because of her actions 5/being separated from her beloved child.

Deghinsea being "uwu bad bcs he's the reason why brandeds are rejected by both beorcs and laguz" is another take I really am not fond of, and iirc I wrote a post earlier this year about it? But to some people who buy the "Crusts BaD" as the reason why Fodlan sucks, I guess they need to have someone to name and pill all of the world's nonsense rather than, well, in Tellius' case, realise that the worldbulding and the lore really sucks, to the point where the duology touted as the most "against racism" of the franchise, is pretty much way more racist than anything Tru Piss can throw us (yes, because in Tru Piss we have characters rejecting coexistence, in Tellius, it's the world mechanics - whenever a Beorc and a Laguz coexist too much, the Laguz dies...).

As for Miccy,

Just like, imo, Soren gains some "new" attention and "uwu excuses for why he's being a snarky jerk at times", Miccy used to be bashed when FE10 was released (with all the Mary Sue accusation being thrown around!) because she was written to be a sort of foil/antagonist to Ike, and when the party reunited, she was demoted to a "soul-jar" role, let it be regarding the greater plot, or, even, her own backstory!

TBH, for people who didn't play FE10, if Ike is the bestest thing since melted cheese, Miccy, who opposes him, must be BaD and so you can pile everything you don't like on her, hoping to see it stick.

Or even worse, I've seen posts here and there comparing Miccy to Supreme Leader and how misunderstood uwu she is, which is the worst insult poor Miccy ever received since FE10 came out rofl

[sherlock-is-ace]

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[superlustersnew52]

dc crossover stories are so boring because they go 'what if these major characters died???' or 'what if we blew up the fortress of solitude???' and we're just like

okay how long until you undo it

[aetherose]

To Dearest Nim

—The recollections of the ethereal sorceress

Spoilers for all of Baldur's Gate 3 and the Dark Urge storyline

She knew from the start the ending that her road would lead her to.

To resist her nature, these wretched urges that tried so hard to control her...somehow, a part of her always knew something like her was doomed from the beginning.

At first, perhaps it was a mere hope. A hope to be released from these shackles her urges were, even if the release was death. She was a danger to all around her, and she believed salvation wasn't something she deserved, let alone possible. What she deserved, and what was more realistic to occur, was oblivion.

But it became clearer that her hopes weren't merely that, but perhaps shreds of her past memories tugging at her fractured mind and reminding her, even if only vaguely, of what she was, of the truth of her life.

A Bhaalspawn.

A pure-blooded Bhaalspawn with urges far more horrific and intense than any other whom preceded her.

An imitation of an elf predestined to either follow her father's wishes and paint the world red with the blood of its inhabitants...

Or to reject her father, and pay the ultimate price; her life.

A price her past self wasn't strong enough to pay, after killing every person dear to her, after suffering these urges since childhood.

She was tired of rejecting her true nature back then, and found a home amongst the Temple of Bhaal. Sceleritas was like another father to her and was fiercely loyal even when she may have done horrific things to him.

It certainly did help he never stayed dead when she killed him.

Meeting Gortash led her to have a companion who accepted her for all that she was, her urges and all. As long as she could control herself when necessary, of course, and at that time, she was able to, because she indulged in it otherwise regularly.

To be accepted and have a true home in such a way...

That was all she ever really wanted.

But she'd never admit back then she wasn't truly happy.

Or perhaps she simply couldn't realize it through the haze of pride, insanity, ambition, and supposed joy she felt.

But her Orin-induced amnesia gave her another chance. Her personality shifted, and she became able to have a new start, even if it came with the caveat of having an illithid tadpole in her head.

At first, she didn't truly feel too bad about her urges or when she did something that was thought of as 'bad'.

She didn't fully understand the notion, and her urges were something she wished to disobey out of fear and spite. Fear of being abandoned and controlled, and spite for these rancid thoughts in her mind that compelled her to do things she didn't really want to do.

But her companions...changed her. From the first moment, she became attached because she had nothing else, and their views let her learn and grow.

And then, Alfira's death put it all into perspective.

Remorse weighed on her heart, alongside the true reality of Nimue's godsforsaken urges.

As time went on, she continued to change, as everything kept spiraling on her and her companions' journey to be cured of their parasites. She grew more...approachable. She found she was able to smile more and more. She began to loosen up, joking around and teasing more.

She still remained fairly mild-mannered and distant, but her companions still changed her.

But what didn't change was her fear of being abandoned by them, and therefore, her fear of her urges being discovered.

So she hid them until she couldn't anymore.

She refused to kill Isobel.

And then she was forced to try to murder the companion closest to her.

She thought she'd be killed immediately. It's what she deserved. What she secretly hoped for.

But that wasn't what happened.

Instead, she was...accepted as word spread across camp of what happened. She was shocked, overjoyed, confused, terrified, so much all at once. But in the end, she was accepted.

That was the first time anyone saw her cry.

And they wouldn't see her do so again until after reaching Wyrm's Rock, and discovering she was behind the entire mess with the Cult of the Absolute, formerly working with Ketheric and Gortash to take over this world.

And to top it all off, it coincided with her vision of Orin and her remembrance of her nature as a Bhaalspawn.

It all made sense now, and all she wanted was to throw herself off a cliff.

She didn't deserve to lead her companions. She didn't deserve to even be alive. She was just a monster who hid underneath the skin of a beautiful High Elf woman.

All of this was her fault. She hurt her companions in such an unfathomably large way, by being responsible for this oncoming catastrophe.

She normally hated being in the spotlight, the center of attention. But now, she couldn't stand that several of her companions couldn't even look at her. Somehow, being looked at with disdain was more bearable than that. She broke down crying, and ran off to hide from them all.

How ironic. Did the gods think this was funny? Did they think it was amusing, to let her be born and continue living a life drenched in so many sins, then proceed to make her lose her memory and come to realize the atrocities she'd committed in the past?

She didn't think it was funny. Not at all.

But...in time, they came to accept her again. She was so close to finally begging Jaheira to end her misery that day, but...in the end, they recognized she had no idea of this just the same as them.

She wasn't the same person that created this crisis anymore. She'd forgotten it all and changed. Even if fragments of memories were returning, they didn't feel quite hers anymore.

She almost broke down crying again, but simply hugged them all in gratefulness.

As she helped her companions tie up loose ends and progress was made towards obtaining all of the Netherstones as fast as possible, it was soon the day before her ragtag group of misfits was to head to Orin and return their stolen companion home.

She knew she would die tomorrow.

Yet, she strangely felt...

Serene.

At peace.

She stayed awake as her companions slept around her, and she simply walked around and gazed upon their sleeping faces with a look of fondness.

Shadowheart, Lae'zel, Astarion, Gale, Wyll, and Karlach. They'd been with her since the beginning, and they were especially precious to her for that.

Halsin, Jaheira, and Minsc. They were newer additions, but ones she still cherished.

Scratch and the Owlbear Cub. She never accepted them being called pets; they were her friends, her companions, just as much as everyone else.

Alfira. She never got to adventure with them properly, but Nimue still kept Lihala's lute with her, and considered her an honorary member of their group, even after her death.

It wouldn't be long before Nimue would join Alfira in the afterlife, and she'd apologize to her properly then.

She felt Scratch's eyes on her as she turned back to return to her bed. She gave him a pet, alongside the Owlbear Cub who slept beside him, and whispered softly, with a mixture of fondness and sadness, "I'll always be here for you two in spirit. Live on the best you can."

Her only regret...

Was that she wouldn't be able to witness her companions continue to endeavor to the very end.

For the first night in a very long time, she slept peacefully...

Knowing it would all be over soon.

At last, the end of her long, arduous journey arrived, as she was finally face-to-face with her father, the God of Murder himself, Bhaal, after killing her very own 'bloodkin', Orin.

Some part of her felt bad for Orin, she had to admit. Orin...never had another chance like Nimue did. Never had companions who could lead her down a different path. Or amnesia. Ironically, Nimue owed her for giving her this chance.

And some part of her had to wonder...

If their roles were reversed, would things have turned out the same way?

But...there was no time to contemplate it.

For at the finale, there was a choice to be made.

To be a god's puppet and destroy this world in Bhaal's name...

Or to die, finally being able to rest, and saving the world from herself?

It wasn't even a question. It was a choice she'd long anticipated. And she had already decided her answer every time she pondered it.

'I will die for their sake. I will die to be free. It's what I deserve.'

And so, she refused her father's gift. Refused to return to her role as his Chosen. She chose to defy a god, knowing what the consequences will be.

"Your life is mine. Accept your inheritance, or I will reclaim it."

Her last chance to reconsider; but even knowing that, she didn't falter. She merely took a deep breath, and she turned back to her companions with a sad smile.

"...I'm sorry. And I...love you all."

And she turned back to her father, accepting her fate with a smile, ignoring her companions' voices filled with concern at her words.

'Let me be free. Let me rest.'

"...Then reclaim it."

Even through the pain of every drop of her blood being drained from her body, she continued to smile, and one final thought crossed her mind...

'Farewell, my dearest friends. Thank you...for everything. May we meet again...in another life.'

And all became black.

[theonlyadawong]

walk with me as i try to figure out my claire

[i-am-a-secret-ssshhh]

You best believe I'm wearing waterproof makeup in 5 hours because I'll be damned if anyone in the airport knows I'm crying about having to go back to school.

[bootyful-seventeen]

i am too mentally exhausted to even deal with this shit anymore with my mom and grandma and low key wish i'd go comatose for a few years to be left alone tbh

[aimarann]

I want my gf to come back home I can't sleep without her and I'm so tired I'm gonna cry

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

AH FUCK