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would rather duel this girl than ask her out on a date. feeling like alexander hamilton rn
#i’m such a flop lesbian why can’t i just be normal#she’s literally being soo#expressive with her feelings idk#holding my hand all the time#we litch slept in the same (TWIN) bed and cuddled all night#and i keep tensing up and think oh she’s just being friendly#kill me
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I think the reason beckory works well is that tony has a habit of getting self righteous and in his own head about things but Gregory isnt afraid to tell him off or call him out about things. the point of tony in ggy is that nobody ever told him that how hes treating other people isnt good, so that's why he got so bad. but tony would be close to Gregory and have every rational reason in the world to listen to Gregory so when he would say something like "you're treating ellis badly and that's not what a good friend does, you need to do better" hed actually listen and take it into account and improve himself
#everyone in ggy is oblivious but gregory wouldnt be#hed be used to flawed people by being family with vanessa and freddy and best friends with cassie#and in turn tony#so when tony showcases traits of being flawed he cares about him and can look past them bc he knows tony is a good person#but he also keeps him in check when he goes too far#gregory who would fight someone so intensely he would be put in the hospital if someone insulted cassie:#tony you shouldnt resent ellis and say hes annoying just because he doesnt know all about this journalist from the 1920s#i think the concept of Gregory trying to be normal and live a normal life with 3 star fam and actively having to make it happen#is interesting#bc i feel like tony is so abnormal and has become disconnected from reality especially in a scenario where he lives after the ggy attack#that interacting wiht gregory whos so strange and interesting and mysterious but also has both feet rooted in the present and reality#would do him a lot of good#just make him finally take a step back and see the bigger picture and take a chill pill#also its ironic bc gregory is secretly in his head trying soo hard to be normal and do normal things#and it appears so effortless to Tony that it literally fixes him#i love thinking gregory and others relationships as Gregory not really doing anything but he still affects ppl so heavily#like gregory just existing and freddy developing a soul and sentience and finding a will to live and a purpose after dropping lead singer#gregory almost accidentally saving vanessa and just existing in her life being someone she wants to live for#giving her the motivation to get back up and eventually allowing her to heal enough to want to enjoy life by herself#Gregory doing nothing but being cassies friend and it changes her after a lifetime of abandonment#to the point where it makes her happy and fufilled and brings out the determination and bravery in her#and finally gregory with tony where him just being in tonys life not trying hard to help him out and change his way of seeing life#actually does the most to change his life and shows him that he can view things differently and that now#he finds that he WANTS to#pandas.txt#3 star fam#beckory#superstar duo#gregory#tony
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I’m just a ten cent copy
Of people far more advanced than me
#Stej#spark the electric jester#spark the electric jester spoilers#float#Clarity#flint#spark#art tag#Float is so so much 2 think about. Even before she died there was still this acknowledgement of like.#She does not know who she was before she just knows she was discarded and literally buried alive and everything just gets worse for her :(#character who deserves some kind of resolution the most I think/#I can’t fully wrap my mind around how Clarity’s replica works (ignoring what was said about her and Astra#solely being extensions of clarity bc I think that kind of sucks and doesn't fully make sense 2 me anyway)#like she is not the original ofc and float was already dead before assimilation but she is still clearly enough of a copy#that she has her feelings and (assumedly) resembles her formie body from before she was experimented on#Something even she didn’t remember‚ & I'm just curious how exactly clarity made her so faithfully 2 float and how much she has that#same kind of cognition and emotional independence that Astra did‚ even if she is only trying to achieve clarity’s goals.#I know WHY float was used 2 trick spark into reaching the Fark force the point was that shes just. Still so real and it’s so sad#The original float is gone but she is still here and she still remembers her life and feelings it’s soo fucked up#The only autonomy she has ever had over herself was when she and flint met each other. She just has been used so much even after death!!#I don’t want to make assumptions about something that isn’t out but like. If floats just gone now after doing so much to reintroduce her as#an agent of clarity I think it would be such a disservice 2 her Character like how interesting could it be to have float but she is not the#same as float she has this girls face and memories but she has been so fractured and manipulated that like. Who could she be now#that clarity isn't in control and she no longer has a purpose. if she ever got to reunite with flint would he be willing to trust her?#Would she want to reconnect with these emotions and memories that she knows she’s been programmed from? How would it feel to know#that everyone else has this idea of you and a history that for you technically isn’t real but it still FEELS real. AUGH#Anyway. segmented like a bug get it#ask to tag#Taphophobia#Blood
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ughhh i hate this smm
#atp she should just put me under lock and key#“dont go there#dont talk to them”#“why are you like this”#“just listen to what i say”#“do as i tell you no questions”#“who cares what you think?”#ughhh i am soo damn fed up with this nonsense#why cant i do as i like for once in my life?#why do i have to let go of everything#why is everything always my fault#why tf am i called “too sensitive” when she literally yelled at me for more than half an hour#why is it that she can say whatever she wants#call me whatever that comes to her mouth no matter how crippling or insulting it may be#but i cant say one word against her?#i cant even dress like i want?#or hell put my fav jewelries without being scolded?#what am i ?#a circus puppet?#and then no matter how angry i am#she lures meback#by being extra nice the next morning#likenothing happened#well maybe not to her because#it was MY self esteem that got crippled#MY pride#MY confidence#all to be called “too sensitive”#lets see what would have happened if the roles were reversed#pheww sorry for the ranting
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Anyone else accidentally form an extremely buddie coded relationship with their best friend or am I just gay
#the only part we don’t got is the being in love part. not that I wouldn’t hit but she’s straight and married unfortunately#work together ✅#legally bound to me ✅#the emergency guardian of my kids (my cats) and vice versa ✅#people think we’re married when we go out together ✅#her kids are obsessed with me ✅#literally the youngest one has imprinted on me fr#last week she called me mommy by accident and today she called me daddy on purpose 😭 I was like yeah sure okay I’ll take that#sorry I’m literally always on here gushing about my best friend but I just love her soo much like that’s my second family bitch ….#and everybody gonna fucking hear about it#bc I have soooo much love for my friends but this one is particularly emotionally constipated so I can’t love bomb her like my other friends#and I need to let it out somehow or I’ll go fucking crazy sorry#personal
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the blood not freaking misty out bc it's gross and it means bad news, but bc it reminds her of crystal's death. and twenty-five years later, she can't listen to stayin' alive bc that also reminds her of crystal's death. but she can listen to showtunes on investigative roadtrips and when she drugs reporters, even though crystal literally introduced her to theatre. and so it's like...[do you feel guilty?] not really, i like to think i'm channeling her when i'm up on stage > i am always in awe whenever i can see someone becoming someone else > you are such a freak, it's all your fault > we had a plan, we were gonna do a song > crystal may be gone but you’re here, with us > [are you sure you're good now?] i'm great! bc theatre is all about escapism and masks and putting on a performance. i can't save crystal but i can save shauna and the baby. the blood and birth don't even scare me, i just need to put my midwife mask back on and ignore what's really upsetting me. i can't think about crystal's death bc it means remembering that she rejected who i really am and hated it, but i can think about her life, what she taught me, what she did once see in me, and loved. and i can keep that alive, and take it with me forever.
#sorry i literally can only talk about my number one failgirl rn <3 she consumes what/who she loves she DEVOURSSS.#her teen characterization is soo good this season which is why its a shame her adult storyline is almost always about that man.#like the nervous breakdown revealed so much about how she views herself and how she processes things#the contrast between that scene and 'dont cry misty. babies cry' hello. (and oh what a line now in retrospect huh djasdjaks)#i wonder how/if the baby's death is gonna impact her..i can already visualize the misty/van/lottie seeds being planted <33#*#misty
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Buy me a coffee
THIS HAS BEEN SITTING IN MY DRAFTS FOR LIKE TWO HOURS ASKING FOR THINGS IS LITERALLY MY WORST FEAR BUT FUCK IT WE BALL
my mum could really use £30-40 for groceries. We've spent a lot of money fixing stuff this month like replacement pipes and central heating (that really should be our landlord's responsibility..). She only has £150 left but we've still got bills to pay later this month so not much to spend on food and other necessities. Universal credit + her wage doesn't get paid until the end of the month (something is coming next week too but idr) 🥲
Usually we ask family and close friends for borrowing money but no one has been able to lend any aaa
No pressure to donate whatsoever — but if you have some extra money, any support would be greatly appreciated mwah <3
#minimum wage paired with her being a single parent and all that isn't really the best combination but eh#If it weren't for everything breaking at once I wouldn't have to ask#Anyway I need to shit on my landlord for a sec because I'm so pissed off#He doesn't fix anything (or at least takes a long time — he's been “fixing” our fence for thr past 4 years because its soo expensive and#otherwise he can't go on his quarterly holiday 🥺)#And he still has the audacity to raise rent every year when we've been renting for 10+ years now and never missed a payment#How do you go from £900 to £1500 a month for 2 bedrooms#We even pay a day in advance just in case something doesn't work or we can't pay later#But the one time she payed at 10 in the morning on the day he automatically started asking if its been transferred bc he can't see it#Even though its any time during the 24h and then the grace period#Its in the contract that YOU WROTE erm#Maybe stuff wouldn't be breaking all the time if you actually invested in high quality pieces#When we signed the first contract he literally bought the house 2 days prior and didn't renovate anything lmao#lasar being incoherent
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Ava Daniels I'm sooo jealous of you.
SO. FUCKING. JEALOUS.
LIKE! GOD!!!
#hacks#ava daniels#deborah vance#ava x deborah#she is literally living my dream life like what theee fuck#also the show has soo many milfs like im literally not complaining but like its soooo unrealistic that ava has been able to function...#normally so far???? like as much as she can but how has her brain not broken yet like??? how does she have a single coherent thought...#while being surrounded by all these gorgeous people like??? GIRL ARE YOU MADE OF STONE IDKKKK?????#I actually wouldn't have been able to work like at alllll#also if her and deb dont get together next season or atleast SOMETHING doesn't happen like them fucking or kissing idk...#I WILL ACTUALLY MURDER SOMEONE IM SOOOO FUCKING SERIOUSSSSS#Like why are the milfs and the dilfs in these GAY shows the only people not having gay sex like??????#iwtv im looking at you btw!!!!!!!#idk i dont even need an excuse to start my someone fuck old man daniel molloy agenda i will start ranting about it anywhere!!#T_T
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PT. 2 PESTICINGER
@magnuficentwo
"People call me Bird Brain, like I was dumb, but I'm not! I'm a clever bird! I know when someone has troubles, I know complicated things!"
"I know when someone could use a little.... Pick me up! Hehe!"
"I'm quite the talker too! Even if not everyone can hear me.."
"Siru.. Siru is a bit quiet. But she's very clever! Keen eye, good ear.. Good learner.. Quiet yes, but she says precisely as much as she needs to! Sometimes it's good to not say everything. Not too much."
(CW: BLOOD AND MILD GORE)
"Oh and she's good at games! Bold, very bold she is."
"I mean, sometimes I can't tell when she's joking! Silly, very silly.."
"Overall though, we have a fun fun time! I think she looks happier."
"Wouldn't you say so?"
…
#Oc ask#Oc ask game#Siru#Pesticinger#SOO PROUD of that pic of them sitting together ngl#And most everything under the cut LAWL 😔 SO I hope some people can at least look#Imagine a literal cryptic entity being like 'Damn she kinda scary tho lol'
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this might sound like a weird thing to say but it's a little bit strange how many people love writing abt dick grayson's trauma but totally ignore blockbuster's literal campaign of terror in favor of focusing completely on catalina and his being sexually assaulted by her. i get that its probably just bc thats a much more relatable (and easier to project on) experience than losing your home, being stalked and terrorized, having your friends and family murdered and grievously injured, not to mention being pushed to your literal breaking point and having to betray your most firmly held values to protect yourself and your loved ones. like, everything having to do with blockbuster AND catalina are inextricably linked and it's a little weird to focus all of your attention on just one of the many many terrible things that happened in nightwing 1996
#someday i will write abt catalina bc so often she is portrayed as like totally 1 dimensional and evil when its soo much more complicated#than that. by the same people who say jason todd did nothing wrong or defend slade wilson. not saying they cant like those characters#but 1. its so hypocritical and 2. it has kind of troubling racial implications which is not surprising considering devin grayson#literally makes romani characters refer to themselves as gypsies but. you have to think abt the context in which these comics#are being written. idk this tangent should be its own post but i dont want to get crucified on the off chance someone sees this#and think im defending a character whose a rapist. im not defending them bc they are not a real person im just asking people#to use some critical thinking skills when discussing dick and catalinas storyline honestly
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<3 little diary post
#Reached out to the girl who has beef with me to try to apologize instead of make a scene at the next social event please clap#Like being soo mature about this :)#Hmm making my friendsgiving invites and upset that like half people from last year I don't talk to now#And like the invite list is the same length and I'm grateful for everyone but don't feel like as close yknow?#Miss *****#Anyways I think my apology will be like a -what can we do to avoid this going forward-#Because like to be so fr if I wasn't a lesbian I wouldn't have to apologize and she wouldn't be upset soooo#Just feel kinda detached and disinterested rn even though on paper everything is perfect which it is#But I guess that literally is what depression is lmao I do have the type of bipolar where I forget I have bipolar#But I getting more and more instructive thoughts and like yikes i hate it here -in my mind-#Wait so the girl I am trying to apologize to hasn't responded to me but ***** is trying to apologize??? Girl --#Might use part of her apology if I do actually meet up with the girl I am supposed to say sorry to bc it's a good amount of detached lmao
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Twitter getting obsessed with conspiracy theories about where redacted is makes me feel so fucking terrible when there is so much worse going on that people are literally begging you to pay attention to but instead you want to focus on scenarios you made up in your head and play true crime detective
#i saw five hundred women tweeting things like i am going to sound soo crazy at work talking about this 🤣🤣#you need to get the fuck off of twitter number one#ik i sound like i am on twitter too much but i genuinely have just been clicking on what's trending these past few days i have been sick#and its like yes the royal family sucks for five thousand reasons but there are actual atrocities happening right in front of our eyes#that are not a fucking mystery and you guys would rather think of literally anything else#based off of nothing. like i have been a billion tweets the past few days confidently listing off scenarios they know have happened to her#like yay you're so true crime you figured it out and its not even like these people care about women's well being either bc i saw all...#...kinds of nasty shit said about her when she said she was sick in the first place and all kinds of bad comments about how sick pregnancy.#...makes her feel so obviously on the most basic level you don't care about women to act like you now have a narrative from a true crime...#...podcast to project to someone. like you guys will get so distracted by anything#don't get me started on the oscars#everything feels so fucking bleak lately i also don't know how stuff like the election doesn't make everyone feel like they're losing it#like yeah the guy in the movie that's supposed to be about being a girl sang a little song does no one realize how all they're talking...#...about is the guy yet#wait no they're more worried about a bad photoshop than the massive amount of pictures of dead people my bad
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I know my mum did not js shame me into admitting I was reading mcr rpf...
#it was on wattpad an it was rlly funny okay#an i left my phone unlocked (face down but unlocked)#an ig my STUPID BROTHER!!!!!!!!!!!! checked it (bc he was gonna steal it lil shit)#an went thru 2 MY MUM an was like wow deadname u read sum interesting fanfic....#an THEN like HRS l8r#my mum shouts me down being like#heyyy#so who was the fanfic abt#LITERALLY ALMOST DIED#SHE KEPT ASKING AFTER I WAS LIKE NO I DONT WANNA TELL U BRUH#THREATENED 2 TAKE AWAY MY FONE???#SAID I MUST JS H8 HER AN NO TRUST HER???#like WHATT#srry i think its a lil embarrassing 2 tell my own mother i was reading frikey vamp wattpad fanfic ????? omg#she wonders y i dont tell her anythin bruh#u did not need 2 keep askin after like the 1st 10 no i dont wanna sayyy#IT WASNT EVEN GUD FANFIC BRUHHH💔💔#it wss written in like 2015 and made 0 sense broo wasnt even worth u pushin meeeeee#soo#this was my sunday afternoon#im never speaking 2 any1 ever again#but ig it culdda been worse#coz my mum @least doesnae ken who mcr ..r#he couldda found the beatles yaoi ive read#oh.........ok mayb it wasnt sooo bad...#mcr#rivers rambles <3
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“I’m really sorry.” “So am I.”
#critical role#imogen x fearne#imogearne#long post#ygifs#but they were literally insane for this are you kidding me#you have Laura Lauraing up a Laura with that imogen emotion work she's pulling and then you have Ashley Ashleying up an Ashley At Her WHAT#like I JUST WANT THEM TO TALK ABOUT IT I JUST WANT AN ACTUAL TALK SHOW TO TALK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#WHATS GOING ON THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#YOU LITERALLY have Imogen People-Pleaser-Or-Death actually saying So Am I and Actually Acknowledging In EVEN That Small Way#And it's like fearne is Actually So Heartbroken she's Stunned And Yet All She Can Think To Do Is Look At Imogen and Say She’s So Sorry#FEARNE???? we literally did not see THAT magnitude of emotional vulnerability with fearne since she Met Her Lost Mom Ok#and she’s There At The Mercy Of Her Emotions. because of imogen. because of how much she Empathizes with Imogen#and Imogen Wonderful Wonderful Imogen Literally Cannot Look At Fearne More ThanA Second After What She Did*#girls y'all are just insane for this this was The Moment that made me Break Down And Uproot my Not Making Gifs Thing after EIGHT YEARS it's#I know this campaign is so fast paced and plot driven but like it's been nearly 10 episodes and they've not Talked About This Okay#also obsessed with the stilted way imogen thanks fcg for bringing fearne back like it is SOO detached I'm chewing it#she literally spoke as if she wasn't there when you could see imogen relating to fearne by touching her shoulder and saying brought Her back#they literally already Went Through Much with fearne's parents reveal and the way imogen Allowed herself to Be Present in That Situation#no but literally I Think About Fearne Combating How She Regrets Orym Being Brought Back like Thats the gravity of it#imogen says Thank You Fearne and fearne just stands there nearly wanting nothing more than for the reality imogen Meant It
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i dont wanna eat anything or do anything and i just wanna lay around but i also dont wanna do that and i dont wanna watch anything or read anything and idk what i wanna do
#i was supposed to have someone review my resume and i was banking on the fact that maybe talking to someone instead of being alone in my roo#would help me out but the whole appointment system maker thing was messed up so we couldnt even meet#so i literally hvae nothing better to do than wait the next few days to get back to campus#and i was soooo excited to go back to school and i still am cuz i know itll make me feel better being around people#but im just a lot less excited than i was#cuz i just really really hate the idea of having to spend another fall semester getting over someone#like i couldve probably handled spring semester. but fall semester???? when theres already enough desolateness as it is???#like i just hate hate htae the idea of being on buses and starting to cry again and its midnight at 4pm when im crying#and theres people everywhere and the wrost part is shes literally on the same campus as me!!! so now i might actually see her!!!#and i dont want to!!!#i want to be friends but right now i know if i see her again ill just start sobbing on the spot#i was so excited for thsi fall sem but now im just notttt#and i know ill be busier (hopefully) this sem so im sure ill be better off than last year#but still like. idfk i dont know what to do. i think i just need to hear someone elses voice#im supposed to talk to my friend later today so maybe thatll help#cuz im kinda ready to tell someone about it but what if she telsl me she cant call what am i suppsoed to doooo#cuz last year the person iw as getting over lived a bajillion miles from me so it was easier!!! but she and I live 5 mins from each other#AND SHES FREINDS WITH LIKE ALL MY ROOMMATES#THEYRE ALL HIGH SCHOOL FRIENDS !!!!#GODDDD.#i mean there are def upsides to this . for example its good we broke up now#cuz imagine if we broke up cuz of a fight and then thered be a big issue in the friend group#but it ended well and i dont think our friends / roommates will be 'picking sides'#as long as i just dont do anything drastic lol#adn who knows maybe our friendship will bounce back and i really hope it does!!#but she and i didnt start off as friends we kinda went into this knowing we were into each other to begin with#so like how do i be friends with her you know???#and friendship is soo important to me so its not like i dont want to be friends with her. i really really do. i just dont know how itll wor#like i value friendship over romantic relationships any day but also our relationship felt so deep to me#which is why im scared that we wont be friends even though i know we both want to be
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𓆩♡𓆪 — 𝙨𝙤 𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩, 𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙤𝙧 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 . . .
𝙴𝙽𝙳𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂 𝙴𝙳𝙸𝚃𝚂 | 𝙼𝚄𝚃𝚄𝙰𝙻𝚂 𝙼𝙰𝚈 𝚁𝙴𝙱𝙻𝙾𝙶
#* ∙ ʚ ɞ ◞ 𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄 ❮ an angel of vengeance has risen. ❯#( thinking about this panel once again.................... )#( one of my favorites ngl )#( bc u can see the literal shock on her face even )#( when she's bloodied )#( the acceptance just being soo ??? )#( making her speechless )#( i love this aaa <3 )#tw blood
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