#she’s broken and sad
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are. are you telling me that if the romanced mage warden dies and alistair is king, he deadass stares greagoir down over her dead body and grants the circle of ferelden its autonomy after ordering it rebuilt somewhere safer. first you have to deliberately leave him behind so he won't die for you and then he does that for you once you're gone, even when you're broken up??? absolute and literal king behaviour of the highest order????? the actions speak louder than words of it all??????? I think I hauve covid
#that's the hottest thing I've ever heard I feel nuts#what an absolute chad alistair continues to be tbh there may be a day when men fail but it will not be when he's here#like I'm very sorry to the blond chantry boy repeat crowd but cullen could & would NEVER!!! they are NOT the same!!!!#dragon age#dragon age origins#alistair theirin#alistair x warden#can u imagine what it must be like to be irving standing there watching this happen. you're free and your kid is dead. congrats#tried to free her from the circle and she's the sacrificial lamb that bought the circle's freedom instead. fuck dude#it does make for a very sad kind of symmetry that every time irving tries to get clever with it he triggers a monkey's paw situation fhdskj#I am replaying the game with my new canon (mistress amell + king alistair to save him from the da:i fade choice lol)#and in doing research I found out about this and had my world rocked. I've never had my warden die before so this is new to me#(my warden isn't dying in this canon to be clear she's going to be the reason no one would dare assassinate king alistair lol#nightmare bae eminance gris behind the throne/loving and supportive partner with a fade connection and a vengeful side#she's going to be like sam vimes tiredly fending off assassins as the watch books go on except she murders a lot more people back)#the way his voice breaks in the version where they were broken up tho... sick and twisted and mean to me specifically
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Kingdom Hearts 0.2 Birth by Sleep - A Fragmentary Passage - The World Within
#kingdom hearts 0.2 birth by sleep a fragmentary passage#kh0.2#the world within#dwarf woodlands#realm of darkness#scenery#my gif#this world is interesting because it's so different from the rest#the sky looks like some sort of dome with triangular screens that project a broken glitchy sky#almost as if it takes place in some kind of data simulation#which i don't think is the case but it adds to the feeling of aqua's experiences here not feeling ''real''#i mean this place hardly even resembles what the original world is supposed to look like#like it changed to match aqua's psyche. forcing her to look at her own reflection and confront her own fears; doubts; guilt; and sadness#actually now that i think about it this feels extremely fitting for this world#it's like when snow white was running through the forest and was so afraid that it made the trees around her look alive and dangerous#except aqua has to wander this broken world and face her dark thoughts that take shape by looking exactly like her#she's constantly running in and out of mirrors into rooms that make no logical sense like the endless staircase and the pillar maze#there are ghostly echoes spoken in her own voice that mock her by saying no one can save her and no one wants to. it's chilling#i can't even say for sure if the phantom aquas are actually physically there or if it's all in her head#similar to how she'd see visions of terra and ven#she's such a tragic character
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Slays you violently. Um. Art jumpscare I still know how to draw
I've been thinking about Slay The Princess for a concerning amount of time. I'm taking it out on you guys now :]
Oh voice designs are mostly mine? Paranoid's mask, Broken's stitches, and Contrarian's everything were inspired by several other designs I've seen around, but the rest is me. Smitten is a bleeding heart dove and the rest are just bird adjacent things
#smitten isnt actually my favorite voice#hes just really fun to draw and says silly things. i hate him though /affectionate#im not defending him at all by the way#he sucks. but in a very cool to draw way#happily ever after made me really sad. more sad than thorn probably#but to be fair id already seen spoilers for thorn#oh my favorite voice is contrarian. that might be obvious though#and paranoid. and recently sort of hunted#so many situations in stp couldve been solved by heart lungs liver nerves or just stubborns presence entirely#“she called us dashing” “she called us a hero!!” hero is so easily swayed by compliments its so funny#voice of the smitten#voice of the hero#voice of the paranoid#voice of the contrarian#voice of the broken#voice of the cold#stp damsel#stp happily ever after#pristine cut spoilers#stp the long quiet#opportunist is implied? his evil smile is there#slay the princess#turtle's art hoard#:D
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"I expected to be greeted as a hero - but the wretches imprisoned me, and tried to tear my mind apart. I didn't think anyone would come for me."
#this breaks my heart yet I can’t stop looking at it#I’VE COME FOR YOU MY LOVE#she is so broken I need to show her real love and real trust and real loyalty#I need to hug her#and#make her feel safe#minthara baenre#bg3#baldur's gate 3#minthara#I think I am getting better at making gifs! finding ways to improve quality still but this is definitely better than the last#but i'm sad it's not very sharp ):
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It’s crazy how expendable all the crew members were to the Pony Express.
A 30% chance that your shipment would be lost. Cargo and crew are inseparable if we are to believe the shitty layout of the Tulpar. People use it because it’s cheap. The labor is cheap. The lives are cheap.
They are all relatively easy to forget about. It’s implied Anya and Curly don’t have many friends or much family to be concerned about them back home. She mentions nothing and no one to fall back on and he feels like wasted his life with the company. Jimmy probably only has Curly, otherwise people wouldn’t care or ask. Of course Daisuke and Swansea have family’s but Swansea thinks poorly of his and Daisuke’s poorly of him. All people in the companies eyes that wouldn’t stir up too much trouble if they became part of the 30%.
It makes it so much sadder because that ladder they were climbing was so small and shitty. There were rungs, ranks, but even the highest was barely off the ground. Jimmy wanted to reach the top of something that was brutally cut off and knocked everyone else off just to not see it.
#like yes curly was slightly better off but he’s not getting a severance package he’s a top show pony to the company#but they will just shoot him if he becomes a horse with a broken leg#Anya was likely picked cause she had enough knowledge but not enough to concretely call malpractice and Swansea was already a cog in the mix#he was an alcoholic getting back on the straight n narrow he needed it Daisuke is forced on the trip and eager to prove himself#Jimmy also need the job and got it from nepotism and won’t care as long as he’s paid#complains but yknow and Curly likely doesn’t do much but work he’s like a perfect little face man and he kinda hates it#like it’s a misconception that he was bored at the top or he needed a new ladder because he was done with this one he literally is miserable#and feels like he unfulfilled and doing nothing with his life as he’s ONLY successful in his work like he has nothing else#which makes it so mad cause Jimmy saw Curly as this guy with a perpetual golden goose but he’s just like them#like shiny gold appearances aside he’s like the second saddest like next to Anya because shes like depressed#because yknow she’s a victim but she had hopeful and happy determined prospects like Curly is just sad with his life and Swansea is chilling#like he’s made his peace even if he’s not like clicking his heals and Jimmy is less sad more angry#he’s a sad mans tho like he’s like Dan vs to me#mouthwashing#the pony express#mouthwashing game#nurse anya#anya mouthwashing#captain curly#curly mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing
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i have this entire fleshed out shy reader lore for i guess a hypothetical universe where shy reader dated jj and/or pope first but eventually they broke up because of the whole season one treasure plotline not even because of a lack of love but mostly just her feeling neglected and alone. right at the end of all of that is when she would meet rafe just when he’s in that season two craziness/spiral and they become so insanely codependent and just around there somewhere when the pogues hate rafe even more they find out he’s dating shy reader and it’s just a whole other layer. so basically obx writers let me into the room.
#there’s so much more though I’m sure no one cares#this is my favorite shy reader plotline that I’ve never elaborated on#there’s so much angst and sadness about shy reader breaking up with pope or jj (I can’t decide which one)#because shy reader always loves with her whole heart and she thinks especially with pope/jj that it’ll last forever#sensitive/broken shy reader meeting spiraling/crazy rafe like it’s a match made in heaven#she takes his possessiveness and toxicity as a sign of love and attention after being neglected (sorry pope/jj..)#he thrives off of being able to fully control someone and actually have power in something for once#OH and then when pope and jj find out it’s just mayhem like so much angst#and in my 🩷💞💕perfect world of Shea🩷💞💕 rafe is locking this girl in#shy reader is carrying around the dead Cameron moms engagement ring like before the third season#ok I’ll shut up now
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The first Christmas after the Curtis parents die is not only the gangs first Christmas without them, it’s also their first Christmas without Johnny and Dally.
#just thought I’d remind every one of that#bc I just remember that#and it makes me inexplicably sad#like they go through so much loss in less than a full year#and I think they feel it especially during the holiday season#because there’s no more of Mrs Curtis’ famous Christmas dinner that she works extra hard on#there’s no Johnny sitting next to Ponyboy#there’s no dally behind them checking in on Johnny a little more than usual#there’s no Mr Curtis cracking a joke with Two Bit and Steve#suddenly their group is down to six when it used to be ten#:(#just thinking about how there’s no Dally for Ace to be looking up to#there’s no Johnny for Two Bit to be placing a hand on#there’s no more Curtis parents to make all these kids form broken homes feel parental love#the outsiders musical#the outsiders broadway#the outsiders#ponyboy curtis#darrel curtis#darry curtis#sodapop curtis#johnny cade#two bit mathews#dallas winston#steve randle#ace the outsiders#mrs curtis#mr curtis#the curtis parents
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i wish carpenter was real :[ i want her to give me a hug…
#because this post has broken containment (aka escaped my 3 tsv followers)#i would like to add that i specifically would like to cuddle my face against her neck in a shared bed#or wake up to the smell of coffee and the sound of sizzling eggs and know she’s in the house#and this may or may not be a byproduct of relating so hard to faulkner that it’s kind of sad#edit: apollo i cannot believe you pinned this dhhdhndnsjsnsksnjsksks
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to put it all another way:
behold. the typical scoundrel thought process, visualized
#if you ever wonder why the scoundrel is doing literally anything amoral ever#it is usually because of the chart.#yin art#fallen london#he is a deeply incorrect and fucked up little creature#as cups once said: a sad and broken thing#but also she go >:3 and makes funny squeaking noises and is really fun to wring like a wet towel. love this thang. the drel
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You don't really read into my melancholia / When my depression works the graveyard shift all of the people I've ghosted stand there in the room / Sapphire tears on my face, sadness became my whole sky / It only hurts this much right now was what I was thinking the whole time / Ask me what I earned from all those tears / My sadness is contagious / I vowed not to cry anymore if wе survived the Great War / Every single thing I touch becomes sick with sadness / You know there's many different ways that you can kill the one you love, the slowest way is never loving them enough / The wound won't close, I keep on waiting for a sign / All I did was bleed as I tried to be the bravest soldier / Never take advice from someone who's falling apart
#the theme is midnights + BEING SAD#lyric parallels#midnights#when I was listening to the full album today it just struck me again how SAD it is#it’s like every other song she’s like ‘I’m fucking sad’#or ‘I’m gonna try not to be sad’#or ‘this is how I ignore how sad I am’#or ‘I’m broken and I’m SAD’#anyway where was that post of mine about grief in Midnights and TTPD lol#midnights is… a lot when you think about it too hard#which thankfully for my own self preservation I don’t lol#and it also strikes me how it can all be summed up with ‘I prefer hiding in plain sight’#which is a whole other essay
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Also ngl I kinda love the concept of Debling courting Penelope and Colin getting jealous because of it, not because I ship it (he’s barely a character) or because I’m part of the crowd that wants to see Colin ~suffer (though I’m not opposed to seeing him dramatically yearn), but because the reason Penelope specifically is going after this vegan man is so fascinating to me. Like, she obviously doesn’t love him. But she will marry him to protect LW… she’ll marry him to please Portia, that’s so funny.
Girl’s so desperate to escape her awful family life while at the same time keeping her secret, but she also wants her mother’s approval. And she’s so caught up in that toxic mindset that she completely misses the guy she’s been in love with since childhood making heart eyes at her from across the ballroom.
Pen only has her parents’ terrible marriage as a frame of reference, so she probably thinks it’s a bonus if her future husband is much older than her because that could make her a young widow. He’ll leave the country for the majority of the year to fuck off to Antarctica? Oh to be left alone by your own life partner!!!
Meanwhile Portia is enthusiastically nodding behind Penelope like yes, perhaps he’ll die at sea, and neither of them think there’s anything wrong with this outlook in life.
Hilarious.
#just to make it clear i don’t think pen wishes debling harm or anything like that#this post is not about that#but poor girl has no idea sex can be good actually#so she’s probably relieved at the prospect of having to spend very little time with her husband#portia def wouldn’t gaf if debbling died at sea though. i stan#i just love penelope making bad decisions for all the wrong reasons and self-sabotaging in the process#that’s what makes her the most relatable character to ME 🙅♀️#colin being all sad broken hearted because he missed his chance… she doesn’t love him#no dude he does lmfao she’s just too caught up in her own mother-daughter cycle of toxicity to notice#chef’s kiss A+ no notes#penelope featherington#portia featherington#colin bridgerton#polin#anti debling#kinda? as i said i don’t really care abt him enough to dislike him#in terms of narrative i think he serves the same purpose as the prince in s1 and whats-his-face guy who flirted with kate in s2#but just to be sure lol#bridgerton#bridgerton spoilers#bridgerton season 3#meta#my meta#again… kinda
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the way harding goes in so aggro on lucanis right off the bat (lmao I love you too harding it's good to know you always have my back❤️️I am trying to score here tho sooo pls don't actually shoot him maybe?) and then fairly quickly she's clearly like '...oh no he's like. sad sad huh :(' hfhaskjfa. one (1) nice solid sensible fereldan girl saddled with the burden of having to rep the southern attitude towards spirits in a sea of mourn watchers and other assorted freaks and doing her damn best to be firm but fair even so. I love these two so much tho, the way their friendship develops is everything. he makes her a guard in his mind because he trusts that she would never let anything out that could hurt someone he loves, he knows she WOULD use the arrow. and she knows it wouldn't even be his fault if she had to..... the early phase here is such a mutual state of 'you know what. that's incredibly fucked up and also incredibly sweet'
#has anyone ever delivered an overt death threat with such adorable girl next door swag yet full intention of following through#has anyone received an overt death threat with such an air of 'awww. thanks. I really appreciate that. go for center mass btw#there'd probably be no time to focus in on a headshot. also it could get kind of messy with the explosive arrow thing' energy#Them.#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#lace harding#a bit disappointed he didn't have anything to say after she died in my playthrough but also very in character#if he couldn't bring himself to say anything yet. it's just going to be rye and lucanis being real sad about harding for a while#but at least being sad together which is a HUGE development for both of them great stuff lol#I got the coffee people pleaser convo and harding's loyalty quest back to back in my first playthrough so it was just like.#the bonding play session of all time between all three of them rook harding and lucanis creating some bonds that can never be broken#even if. ouch ow aaaaaaah argh. and so on and so forth. haunted by where i know I'm headed forever now
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Is anyone interested in some … , looks at note pad, very off and on yuri?
They are so Marceline and Bonnie coded if you look closely
#camp camp#campcamp#campcamp ship#ered camp camp#sawyer cc#cc sawyer#cc Ered#Sawred#sawyer x Ered#Ered x sawyer#they are so toxic#and yummy#most homoerotic thing ever#sawyer thinks Ered is cool but when Ered talks shit behind her back she dosent take it lightly#they are both girl failures#they are super similar and not at all#Ered clings to popularity and Sawyer would rather stick out like a sore thumb#Ered can’t do anything for herself while Sawyer can be very self sufficient when she has too#sawyer doesn’t know what it’s like to be in a bad place (besides bullying) and Ered does#they are both very extreme and try to mask their true emotion (weither it be fear or vunrablilty)#sawyers a little cringe but it’s okay#they bounce off eachother really well when they are on the same page#they’ll be broken up and Ered will tell her I love you and Sawyer will sigh and text back I love you too cus she still does#sad yuri#yuri!!!#toxic yuri#yuri :(((#doomed yuri#campcamp yuri#campcamp oc
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Now, is this one night as in 'one night no matter what', or is it one night as in 'one night because the world might end by tomorrow and nothing is guaranteed and if by tomorrow we're all still here we can reevaluate'?
Because while it's likely the former, knowing the Matron and Vax's devotion, but it could also be the latter because there are world changing events happening, do the rules and status quo matter anymore?
Am I grasping at straws a little bit? Yeah, probably. I either want Kiki to finally have a chance to move on and have proper closure OR I want Vax back with them all for good, because these middle grounds do nobody any good. Who knows where things will stand come tomorrow, it all depends on how things go on the moon now.
But 'one night' without specification of what happens come morning, just implications, could still mean anything.
#cr spoilers#critical role#look I'm grasping at straws#fully prepared for another round of angst and sorrow#but man WHAT IF. WHAT IF.#what if we could get a hades persephone deal where Vax gets half the year home and half with the Matron#still separate but a little closer#what if she lets him work on this side#what if this speculation is all stupid because things go really pear shaped on the moon?#or we've all reached the sad correct answer?#look lemme just speculate and blindly hope while I get to an acceptance point.#I've had a shit week. my foot is broken. I got tboned and need a new car. shit is bad.#I need something to be less straightforward awful and have a glimmer of hopeful wiggle room okay.
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Thinking the awful thought of how much worse the curse could have potentially gotten if April and Splinter had been affected somehow.....or even just. If Donnie had decided to stay at April's for a while out of the belief that maybe if he was out of the lair things would calm down. Like, would they have eventually gone looking for him because the "dying" part of the curse wasn't fulfilled yet? Would they have eventually been willing to put APRIL in harm's way because the curse made them think she was trying to protect him or something? Like the fact that this could have easily been made EVEN WORSE by just a few small things is what's gonna keep me up at night OP (pos) (Also I'm so so curious to know what the trigger to the curse starting even was, if it was a spell that was cast or something that was a small detail in the fic that nobody's picked up on yet, and if Raph Leo and Mikey even noticed anything was off or not until it was far too late. I am connecting dots that haven't even been fully connected)
dude dude dude i think about it a lot. how if donnie had stayed with april, it would have been worse (and there's a very good chance they could've lost april in the line of fire, too, if he was safe with her for a long while. the curse doesn't change their feelings on each other, it'd just have to get bad to a point where they would GENUINELY put their murderous hatred for someone above her life). how if he'd actually gotten out instead of running for his dad, it would have been worse. the curse would get worse and worse and worse until he died, and the longer it was held off, the more aggressive the treatment. the exact situation he was in saved his fucking life. raph putting his hands around his throat saved his life. that was the best possible outcome short of him being consciously aware of there BEING a curse, and he was too far gone for that to happen.
its sososososo tragic. like they're more grateful than ANYTHING with april doing what she could while they couldn't, even if she was stumbling in the dark, but that had the potential to have been dangerous and i dont even think they'll ever realize that.
#ask#canary continuity#scene im sad i couldnt include in ME:#april lied to them. when they asked her where donnie went#after he ran off she said he never came to her. it was a direct lie#its not really important how they realized he went back to the lair#i dont have a concrete answer. doesnt need to be one#but april held them off#and i wanted her to admit this to raph kind of guiltily#say that he spent the night with her and that she did what she could#and raph just. throws his arms around her and in a tiny pained goes “thank you. thank you. thank you”#because he had SOMETHING. a night of sanctuary where someone actually held him close#and she held them off. that is so fucking important to him that she held them off and kept him safe#and april empathetically cracks at his despair and they just cry on each other... yeag#i couldnt include it because i couldnt find a way to but ive had a strong visual image of it for a while so. there you go#maybe one day ill include an april pov of the news being broken to her#or maybe i wont. its free game#im undecided <3
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“You've changed.”
ARCANE S02E03 & STAR WARS: EPISODE III - REVENGE OF THE SITH
#maybe these last ones only makes sense in my head but whatever#both padme and vi had already seen the bad side of their lovers and glimpses of what they were capable of but ignored it#they reach for them one last time in theses scenes. both still not wanting to see the truth and with hope that things can still work out#and then they finally have the sad realization and it's over.#they make me sick#all of them!#how cait was freaking out and even crying (i think)#how insane anakin looks and sounds#how shocked vi was like she don't know the woman in front of her#how padme looks so sad that you can see in her eyes the broken heart#and none of that was enough#and i wonder if a little part of vi didn't want to just beg cait to run away with her like padme did it even tho both knew the answer#...#caitlyn kiramman#anakin skywalker#vi#padme amidala#caitvi#anidala#star wars#revenge of the sith#rots#arcane#season 2#parallels#arcane x star wars
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