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"Azula, what are you doing?"
#I can't do this today#she still has the same look in her eyes#azula#azula in the spirit temple#atla#atla comics#melietpost
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"I have many fears, most of them about Lucrezia." — Cesare Borgia (The Borgias, 2011-2013) + hints of insecurity
that she adores someone that much / if she will reject his dark nature and act of love and violence as Ursula did / if he truly is not part of her desires / that she easily forgets him
#i have so many thoughts on these two#hes such a clingy brother wth#as much as he soothes her it is only by asking lucrezia verbally or#by looking at her that his fears and insecurities in her life can be soothed#cesare torn between - being relieved she had some joy in the ruthless marriage he had no power to prevent and did not even want to bless#or being envious there is someone else now when his little sister once said she will not love anyone as much as she loves him#but Accepting it anyways because it is impossible loves and maybe he is starting to become aware his love falls in this same category.#“should i envy this narcissus low-born who shall never see you again because of his impossible love for you when i love you just the same?”#the knife more surprise than fear. in a time when he did not love himself...“she accepts me as i am? as i do her”#biting her as if another black panther pet looking for reassurance that their love#that HE is still included in her perfect world even if he himself pulls away#“surely you're in agony as much as i am? are you already satisfied with your child and husband if we cannot share our love openly?”#“your eyes drift to mine when you say 'husband' am i not he? do you see me as so even when it was just 'tonight'?”#and then his sudden gaze as if to look for truth because how can she forget him when he only thinks of her#AND AGAIN pulling away being eaten by shame and guilt of corrupting her (when their relationship is not just his doing)#torn between hope (we have the capacity to forget and move on) and hope (our love has that much devil power over her)#cesare as the god or the devil or whatever it is that overwhelms whether at war or in love#cesare is one confident man and even if his insecurities has layers of righteousness and importance..it is still insecurity nonetheless#and only for lucrezia#lucrezia borgia#cesare borgia#cesare x lucrezia#the borgias#dailyborgia#perioddramaedit#perioddramasource#weloveperioddrama#onlyperioddramas#romancegifs#the borgiasedit
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human marzi!! almost got the whole main cast designed now :o]
[image description: a page of drawings for a human design of marzipan from homestar runner, where she is depicted as a chubby woman with two prosthetic legs that is wearing a long corduroy purple skirt, a matching cardigan, and sandals. next to a fullbody drawing of her is a drawing of her original design, a drawing of her in a long purple dress, and a drawing of her in her sultry buttons costume, where she has black hair and sunglasses. end id]
#ive drawn everyone else with the same eyes they have in canon so she gets em too (even if they look a lil funky on a human)#(theyre still cute to me tho)#it was tough figuring out her clothing since putting her in like... a princess dress??? maybe?? would look silly imo#<< i say as if i still dont draw sb constantly wearing boxing gloves. the weirdo#but i feel like she would dress kinda old-school. kinda mid-30s english teacher core#or at least. like my english teachers growing up#not counting the jock lesbian one. i miss her she was cool#anyways. marzipan#based her nose off of the one she has in her ''teen'' design#wondering who i should do next. maybe coach z??#im bad at drawing him. so mayhaps i should get better#my god i Rambled. ok actual tags time now#doc talks#my art#homestar runner#hsr#h*r#marzipan hsr
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FINALLY!! At long last, I've gotten my hands on a Pumpkin Kitty, after a whole year of wanting and waiting.
Her name is Latte! (Short for Miss Pumpkin Spice Latte) You can also call her Miss Spice!
#I spent 10 minutes picking her out omfg#not even exaggerating. I was deciding between this one and one of the last 3 unstuffed PKs#altogether there was only 5 of them left in the store including the 2 stuffed displays#the other one I was looking at had a nearly perfect pumpkin eye patch but less pumpkins overall#and their face wasn't as nice plus the ears were a bit wonky for my taste.#tho it was really hard to tell which would be better while they were unstuffed and flat#in the end I chose Latte because right away she looked to have a sweet face. her ears were nice and she had better patch placement#including a couple full patches on her tail#tbh if I'd had the money I might have bought both because the decision was hard#the bear builder actually asked if I was alright while I concentrated on studying each of those damn cats#I apologized and explained wtf was up with me. she was very understanding#I've always had this quirk where sometimes it'll take forever for me to pick between plushies I really want#especially if they're both the same exact plush. because then I gitta focus harder on finding out which has the better personality#you get what I mean?#anyways this has been a thing for me even as a real little kid#I remember spending and hour-hour and a half almost every time when my dad took me to choose my monthly webkinz#“my monthly webkinz” god that makes me sound so privileged. it was the nicest/best thing my dad could afford to get me because we were poor#he wanted to spoil me as all good fathers do but that was the most he could afford and I was always so grateful and still am! but I digress#anyways I took way too long to pick which kitty would become my Latte#but I'm glad I had the opportunity to choose yet alone to actually see pumpkin kitty irl available for purchase#what do you guys think of her?#stuffed animals#plushies#plushblr#build a bear#BAB#pumpkin kitty
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working on some refs, starting with my Fantasy AU design of Arle. she usually has her wings hidden under her cloak to look less conspicuous.
#my stuff#my art#puyo puyo#arle nadja#btw i headcanon arle as transfem so shes flat af#just so yall know#not sure if i'll give her more wings but atm she has 2#and 7 eyes#idk does this needs a cw tag??#yes she still has carbuncle#i still suck at drawing him but he looks the same i think#i'll probabaly add more accsesories and stuff later
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#David Tennant#Alec Hardy#Ellie Miller#Broadchurch#my gifs#Aww! Look at her TINY but FOND baby smile at his sass#He's growing on her#I love how she just... ACCEPTS him. Yeah she'll express disbelief at his weirdness#but it's always only the first time she comes across it#then she accepts it fully and simply works not just to ignore it#but ACTIVELY completes him. Remember the scene with Finley's last day?#He forgets Finley's name AGAIN in the same conversation? She nearly rolls her eyes but quietly reminds him of the name with no judgment#All he manages for a colleague leaving is well-done or good job#She makes sure to give him sass and go 'He'll be overjoyed' but she doesn't rail or mock him.#In S3 she simply tells him she thinks he should apologize to Brian#but that's it. She doesn't berate him or go on about it later#She tells him to make a cup of tea and holds his gaze and he goes and makes it and that's it.#Even when she goes 'Every time' later she still drops it at once as soon as he has sth else to talk to her about.#How much do you want to bet that she is one of the first ppl Alec Hardy has met who just... ACCEPT him?#Fully and without reservation? Just as he is? Aww those two. <3
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Hey… imagine Kunikida reuniting with rozuko,,,
#bsd 117#bsd spoilers#bungou stray dogs spoilers#I was gonna say Sasaki too but let’s be real she’s probably Not Going to end up the same place as those two bc of uhh u know terrorism …#idk if knkd would be particularly to thrilled to see her and rozuko together anyway LMAO#BUT IMAGINE! Kunikida is just blinking awake in this strange white void- it’s peaceful#he doesn’t feel any pain or discomfort or anything he felt just moments ago at that sword’s mercy#but then he looks around and he sees- of all people- Rozuko staring at him from further along the white nothingness and oh. oh#he must have died#and rozuko can only stare in shock and disbelief and something very similar to almost terror as he asks quietly ‘what are *you* doing here?’#bc not enough time has passed#why does Kunikida still look so fucking young?#he can’t be gone#not yet#and still… there he stands before rozuko’s eyes again. looking no older than when he left him#IDK just food for though smiles
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My Current Pcs
Monay the False Saintess
✦| Angelic Cow-girl ✦| Current Li: Sydney (Fallen) > Avery ✦| Playstyle: Defiant ✦| Mission: Perfection (feats collecting + max skills)
Summary of File:
Very first 'normal' save + current longest running save, focused on playing through as much content as possible and achieving as many feats as possible. Accidentally got Angel tf after hyperfocusing on making money for an entire month by spamming the spa (wanted to make sure she could take on Robin's debt and still have extra money on the side to not get punished by Bailey). Very school + reputation focused (all reputation is positive), visits mickey and landry as much as possible to lower fame + buy pepper spray. Worst world corruption out of all the saves (stole ivory necklace + rite of defilement).
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Mammon the False Prophet
✦| Demonic Cow-boy ✦| Current Li: Sydney (Faithful) > Robin ✦| Playstyle: Defiant ✦| Mission: Become the Ultimate Lewd Priest (infamous reputation + Max lewd skills)
Summary of File:
2nd save + 2nd longest running save. Focused on doing all the things that Monay's save couldnt do. Playstyle is a little more risky with trying to get money using the lewder job options and trying to raise his lewd fame. Currently the save is almost exactly the same as Monay's save except they're less restricted by the way they can actually fuck around. Mostly made just to see the difference between rite of promise faithful!sydney vs rite of defilement fallen!sydney. Also supposed to be the save focused on romancing Whitney but ended up liking Robin and Kylar more.
Lowest world corruption out of all current Pcs (never stole the ivory necklace + rite of promise).
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Nene the Entropic
✦| Demonic Harpy ✦| Current LI: Great Hawk > Eden ✦| Playstyle: Submissive lewd ✦| Mission: Fuck around and Find out
Summary of file:
3rd save file, initially started to rack up Harper's love by repeatedly getting sent to the asylum, now turned into pregnancy save.
Currently the most chaotic save out of all of them. Restricting myself by not fighting the lewd encounters + not focusing on school and instead fuck around the outskirts/forest.
Explicitly made to dismiss/reject all the school/town lis.
World Corruption is currently unknown since I made her explicitly to stay the fuck away from the temple.
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??? the ???
✦| Fallen Fox-girl (intended) ✦| Current Li: Sydney (fallen) > ??? ✦| Playstyle: Defiant Crossdresser ✦| Mission: Get all virginities taken by Sydney (failed)
Summary of File
Created on a whim because I wanted a crossdresser PC. Has the most amount of Feat boosters out of all my starting PCs (mf used all 259 coins I had). Also created just to fuck around with Rite of Promise and trying to corrupt Syd. Current goal is to try and achieve fallen forgiven status + getting the other transformation feats I hadnt gotten yet (namely fox + cat + wolf).
Dont really have a name for her or for what kinda direction I wanna take her save file...
#degrees of lewdity#dol pc#monay the false saintess#mammon the false prophet#nene the entropic#??? the ???#if you notice the backgrounds they're all in their preferred safehouses ehe#Monay and Mammon are both very temple focused so they stay at the temple most of the time#they dont need to pay for bailey but it also keeps the wraith from haunting them#Nene is staying at Eden's cabin because that's the coziest out of what she's got#and she doesnt need to pay bailey while staying with eden :3#??? is still stuck with bailey though cause I havent progressed her save file that much#though since she's gonna be romancing sydney that means she's gonna be temple focused too in the future#if you also noticed... ??? has the same grey eyes Monay has...#ouuu foreshadowing for future lore..#ouuuuu#I wanna eventually do an id card thing for them in the future#I think that'd be really fun#I mean technically all four of them already are wearing their school uniforms so yall alrd know what they look like...#also hehe monay and mammon on the verge of tears <33#I love my sad little babies <33#they're crying cause they just got out of a brawl :))#they like to fight <33#fun fact: Monay has the vengeful sadist trait
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two of you. always in sync
#you know what i wasnt gonna do this but i rewatched prodigal son and uh. some of the frames made me crazyyyy this time around#and i love imagery it has to be said#its like. this time around i actually Perceived them. and not watched them like. every time liv looks at el its like. she cant believe it#like she's looking at a ghost. like he's gonna disappear any second#and at the same time. she can barely look him in the eye. she looks at him when he isnt watching. lest he sees. lest he recognizes her#and what shes feeling. lest she recognizes that he still knows her and *sees* her even after all this time. and she cant have it. she wont#so she watches him and observes him like shes both memorizing him and recognizing him.especially in that interrogation room... fuck me bro#that metaphor. of her standing right between el and the suspect. up against that mirror. and we're seeing her reflection.#the present liv the captain watching like a hawk and the past liv. right behind her back in the room with el sensing him and seeing#him getting ready to pounce. like the shot of her with el's fists in the background. oh mama. she just knows “do you need a break detective#and then them being literally divided in some of those shots. by the window binds by kathy and space and actual doors#(and her sliding those doors in the first place and then watching from the other side and the cut to her again watching through the door an#OPENING IT???)#and i havent even talked about el lmao. but it's svu it's supposed to be liv centric (well) but anyway#i havent essayed in the tags in so long i forgot to tag this in the beginning oopsie daisy#svuedit#bensleredit#eo#lawandorderedit#svu#benson x stabler#*mine#*svu
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@katkastrofa, circa 40-ish hours ago: Hey, what if our newest bunch of OCs adopted a baby from one of the other brothel girls who knew she couldn’t afford to raise one? That would make for some fun shenanigans :D
Me, with a notoriously non existent sleep schedule, instinct of self preservation or concern for my poor wrist: Alright, bet. Watch how fast I can make you fall in love with this hypothetical baby >:)
Daneli as a gentle and loving caretaker-turned-adoptive-mother is something that can be So Personal, actually, and originally I was going to leave it at this quick sketch, but then I got carried away thinking about what this child will grow up to be like raised by this little gang of misfits, so…
Here she is!! A little older and so, so beautiful, I need more of her in my life immediately, she’s way too precious
And, because I wouldn’t be me if I didn’t also add a sapphic element to this absolute cinnamon roll, a small crack ship that I’m only half serious about for when she’s a little older still:
All in all, we may be getting impossibly far from canon, but I for one already cannot get enough of sweet darling Kumisai <3
(I fully drew three pieces from scratch in 9 hours I cannot feel my brain or my hands anymore send help)
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original characters#jinora#wow. nia drew a canon character? what is this?? who was I replaced by???#but joking aside. a small explanation for this crack ship#originally it was me editing my timeline and realising that Kumisai would be around 14/15 during book 4. the same age as Jinora#so my mind immediately went 👀👀👀 and I decided to go for it#since in sotrl I sorta implied Jinora had a gay awakening by watching Suiren. so.. why not go all out and make her another baby queer?#no offence to Kai. what they had was rather cute tbh. but it felt kinda out of nowhere and just added for the sake of parental drama#plus she was a young girl meeting someone her age for the first time. of course she got a crush#doesn’t mean she has to stick with it you know?#anyway. as for how they would meet. Midori could introduce them :D#Kumisai is Daneli’s daughter. who’s a friend of Summiya’s. who’s Zaheer’s sister. who’s Midori’s uncle. who’s friends with Jinora#and spirits know Jinora deserves to act her age a little more often. she has way too many responsibilities on her shoulders#so maybe Midori would think that a friend her age would do her some good#and don’t even try to tell me these two wouldn’t be absolutely adorable puppy crushing on each other. look how cute Jinora turned out here#might be the first time I’ve drawn her? not sure. maybe I did before but it was A LONG time ago. 2019 ish#but okay. enough rambling about Jinora. back to Kumisai#I don’t really have too many headcanons about her yet. but she’s probably rather happy and carefree#having a large support system as a result of being raised communally#I think she considers Daneli her mom and the others are her aunties. auntie Shezan in particular is a notoriously bad influence :)#and maybe one day she’d get to meet her bio mom. but only if that’s something both of them want. not sure yet#I feel like she’s rather disconnected from her water tribe heritage since everyone around her is Earth Kingdom. save Phailin who’s half FN#but she still has small hints of blue in her clothing. the colour matching her beautiful eyes. maybe she is curious about her bio dad a bit#since unlike with her bio mom no one knew him and can’t tell her anything. that’s bound to come as a natural curiosity at some point right?#maybe that can be part of her story when she’s an adult. trying to find her bio dad. but ultimately it doesn’t matter that much#because Daneli is her mom and the only parent she needs <3 I’m really just throwing out suggestions here to fill the tag space#kaaatttt come discuss all this stuff with me I waited all night for you to wake up >:) distract me from my grandma’s tv watching
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It's day 15
I made a selkie oc
#monstertober#monstertober 2024#selkie oc#her lore in a nutshell : she lost her kind due to hunters stealing the skin of her family and#she should never forgive the humans that took her family sealskin just for quick bucks and sell it in a museum#so she became cold and very mean to humans and she told sirens about her woes and her trauma they are however her support group and they#and also she did it as a way of coping#several years later a peace treaty which introduced selkie protection so shit like this will never happen again#but some people been rules just so they can get that sweet fur for items that are just useless in life or useful in life#anyway she became friends with a scylla and no matter what do not get into her bad side or else she will have to use brute force#if she has to#also she made her seal skin look menacing so she can scare sailors to not harm no siren or mermaid#her sealskin was ripped by hunters and so as her eye so she did the same thing to those same hunters ( with a little bit of help of course )#and she became the ripper of man but some explorers decided to try to change her#and after a little bit of speech and most important offerings here and there she became not so cold to humans but she's still will be mean#to humans and beyond#and that seems to be it for her lore
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(BREAKING THROUGH THE WALL) YOUR RECENT ART WITH DUSK AND BIBBONS ACTIVATED A WHOLE BUNCHA SPOTS IN MY HEAD AND IM GONNA TALK ABOUT IT TO YOU BECAUSE IT DID SOMETHING TO ME.
i think theres something about how the emotional journey that ribbons and dusk had to go on together as a reconciliation to what once was and what had unfortunately happened results in ribbons' ultimate act of trust in dusknoir, with the action of going head to head toe to toe with cresselia's idiot brother. how at first, she didn't even consider the IDEA of even looking at his direction and just throwing snide remarks at him when he tried to be more casual and stick around and now she trusts him with what is essentially the grandest point in their journey, and its both the amount of trust both of them have in each other that just speaks MULTITUDES. ribbons may had a rocky (and justified) path on the whole idea of trusting dusknoir, and yet she considered HIM to go with her on a mission that was equivalent to the world's weight on her shoulders. she chose HIM to be her support, and with just how much dusknoir doubted himself that he isnt worthy of such a pleasantry, it changed something within him. all his efforts, everything he strived for to ensure that the kids will stay safe away from the clutches of harm (and by some extent from himself), and all the guilt, shame and pain that resided in his heart from what he did.. this is the decisive battle that will decide if he is worthy of her respect, and to ensure his past will die a valiant death as he will look into the new future he is granted to.
Sinnoh I know sometimes my responses to ur tags/asks are short and oftentimes lackluster in comparison. But the reason for that is bc you quite literally take the words right out of my mouth.
#Ribbons could have gotten Grovyle. or Celebi.#or even the Space/Time/Lunar deities themselves#but no. she goes to Dusknoir. she didn’t have to. but she did.#we’re there factors that made bringing him along the better choice? no doubt. l#but she still made a HUGE risk by bringing along the same Pokémon who tried to waste her once; to confront another Pokémon who’s still-#-trying to do the same thing.#being put in between two very dangerous Pokémon. and yet.#she still puts that faith in the Gripper Pokemon behind her.#she’s seen how hard he’s been trying to make amends. even with her bitter words and bites.#he was patient and still persisted for years just to be on decent terms.#and we know Ribbons is more action-oriented rather than using her words(or trusting others words for that matter.)#and her bringing him along is her way of saying ‘I recognize it.’ saying ‘I trust you.’#Dusknoir isnt taking that for granted. He is going to fiercely protect that little Eevee with his life.#(in an ironic yet beautiful twist)#she doesn’t even look behind her to know Dusknoir has her back. They share the same tinted; golden glow in their eyes#[THESE TWO MAKE ME INSANE SEND HELP]#asks
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Arlecchino discourse is really awkward because both sides are so convinced they are right and that the other side just lacks media literacy but 9 times out of 10 the take in question is also wrong and it leaves me scratching my head a little bit….
#fuzzy rambles#like either they are like ‘no she is bad and doesnt care for the kids at all’ or its ‘she is good actually and does care for the kids’#and for me its like… damn…. its actually a little more complicated than that but ok ig#saw someone say she doesnt care for freminet or lynette she just uses them as pawns for lyney to be her heir#which is so incorrect on almost every level#it’s basically a self report that they dont know freminet or lynettes relationship with arlecchino#like i think we can agree raising child solider is problematic or whatever while not painting everything she does as master manipulation#like the things ppl claim are just her 5000 level iq manipulation… rolling my eyes it doesnt even make sense#but at the same time she obviously isnt a saint who has everyones best interests in mind because they are still childe soliders#even tho things got better when she took control there is still a lot of cultish and cruel behaviors the kids get drilled into them#tho honestly the whole fatui is like that look at any of the recurits who arent from the orphanage and they are equally brainwashed#if not us than who or whatever (girl who thinks about what happened in the chasm and want to eat drywall)#idk. dont yall have parents? like u can love and care for a child and still suck as a parent#you can try to not become ur abusive mother and still turn into a monster of sorts#ignore the childe instead of child its literally muscle memory how embarrassing
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some old lady was so rude to me and i had to be "rude" back
#this lady brings the same item up one on clearance for $18 one on clearance for $22#she goes i want both but i want to pay the lower price#i went 'okay i can fix that for you'#and i notice that the higher price one actually has a higher original price than the one on clearance for $18#so i'm just about say how it weird it was that they sent it to us like that and maybe that's why it got missed#and she cuts me off and goes 'i don't care i just want the lower price'#and i'm taken a back#bc i wasn't anywhere near implying that i wasn't going to change the price for her#and i was going to make a non aggressive non accusatory comment abt how they sent it to us like that#(like i mentioned before and say how weird it was)#and i'm just like 'um okay'#and she goes 'i don't need to know the reason why'#and i look her directly in the eyes and say 'thank you for you understanding'#to which she goes 'yeah sometimes people just talk to much'#and i again look her directly in the eyes and say 'thank you for your kindness'#so i zip my mouth and fix her shit#i come back still not speaking#i point at the screen to show her her total#she pays and says thanks you#i just smile and nod#and she says something and i go 'oh sorry i thought i was just talking too much'#then she finally backtracks and is like 'sorry we elders are just like that'#and i don't say thank you i don't say have a good day#she tries to leave her cart at my till and the only i say is 'oh we can't have carts blocking the till'#and you can tell her started to feel a little bad#but fuck you bitch#maybe don't be an asshole i hope you learned your lesson#and i was still being kind while being silent i was just doing what she asked!
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You know my feelings on California’s orca law, but if it keeps Corky safe, then it might be worth it.
#apparently there’s a corky ‘documentary’ coming out#but instead of being a balanced look at her life#at what she’s endured#and suffered#but also how loved she is#the people she’s inspired#the family (orca and human) she's made#it’s just another free willy bid to take an elderly lady from her home#corky is 58#she’s outlived her mother by several years#all the wild family she knew is dead#she’s blind in one eye with hearing loss and kidney disease#and missing most (if not all) of her teeth#she lives with the same orcas she’s spent 30+ years with#including calves she’s helped raise from the day they were born#orkid has been her surrogate daughter for 33 years#and despite her age-related health concerns she's still energetic and interactive#I mean she looks amazing#she's not suffering#and you think it’s better to take her away from that#to be alone???#I’d like to think seaworld wouldn’t stoop to the level of the dolphin company#and I’ve personally met several of her vets and trainers#they would fight tooth and nail for her#but the law is an extra safety cushion#corky II#orcas#killer whales#seaworld
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I may be failing my plan to not make any isat aus. So there's this guy her name is Euphrasie right. What if I took her and combined what could be 3 separate au concepts into one. And in the process forced myself to go back and reread a bunch of shit to make sure I know how to maximally fuck over this sad wet puppy of a woman
#rat rambles#did I ever actually make a proper isat talking tag? I don't remember but erm#stars posting#anyways dont count on me committing to this au too hard since Im mostly eternal gales brained rn but I am rotating ideas in my head#shes always interested me deeply as what am I if not a sucker for women who are mostly silhouettes of a character#I was mostly just thinking abt other ppls aus where she is also looping and was thinking abt how fucked it be for her in general but also#how much more fucked it would be for her if it was Only her looping#because as far as she would know theres straight up nothing that can be done to fix this and shed be stuck in a hell of what shed be sure#is her own creation#and then I thought to myself. what if she then accidentally did a loop while trying to fix it#and then my brain also said but what if loop was also there#so I did some mental gymnastics to ignore the possible problems and decided to take an extra spin on it and just sorta add her to the main#party by having her have basically wished to be able to help them defeat the king to make things right and her getting dropped earlier#on in the adventure so I can fuck around with potential character dymamics more (cough cough siffrin)#and for the actual loops I think it'd be funny if she could remember just like loop but was fully convinced that she was looping alone#so itd be siffrin and her acting at eachother trying to hide their seperate breakdowns while meamwhile loop is just staring at her with a#whole heap of mixed emotions but mostly the confusion of who the fuck is this guy???????#and sif is just like yeah thats secret. shes a powerful craft user who's craft experiments backfired and fucked up her body. duh.#and loop just Knows that thats not true but they have no real way to bring it up properly without drawing too much suspicious#oh yeah and Im calling her secret for now. in my minds eye shes like constantly putting on different fronts in hopes that one of them will#stick but shes been able to get away with it by playing up her belief in change to a cartoonish degree#shes really trying to be strong and not raise suspicion since she does want mirabelle to be able to learn and grow from this just the same#as her own mirabelle before and just wants to be able to fix the broken wish by being there to defeat the king herself#which she had already convinced herself was the reason the wish broke since she was the one stuck remembering#I should reword it to that probably because saying shes the one looping isnt Wrong but asside from sif not remembering it still entirely#revolved around him she was just the one forced to deal with it without any real way of learning how to fix it#and while she never figured out the entirety of the sif stuff it was always him taking to her that reset the loop#so she has. complicated feelings on him. she doesn't want to be avoidant or distant or to dislike him! and as time goes on she does grow to#like him a lot! but its just. hard to look him in the eye sometimes.#and then theres the horrors of the actual main game starting and the slow but horrifying realization of how badly she fucked up
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