#she owes me so much
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gods i hate when my mom gets mad, cuz she'll basically turn into a giant toddler and throw a fit and yell at anyone and everyone that she sees is "in the wrong" or "did her dirty".
like she got mad at me bc she couldnt find her work clothes and instead of simply askin for us(us bc she began to blame my lil sister too) to go and check if thdy were hung up or still in the washer or even if she didnt put them in the dirty hamper, no. she had to yell about her clothes bein missin(keep in mind, when my clothes go missing she tells me it doesnt matter even tho its usually clothes i bought. and ion make a fuss abouf the clothes she bought me bc im so used to her takin stuff she bought me and givin them to my siblings, usually my lil sister as i "dont need them anymore").
she literally threatened to kick me out(which is legal as im an adult, however ik thats not gonna be the case cuz a couple of months ago she told me to take my stuff and leave and do nothin else but also refused to allow me to go and kept on snatchin everything outve my hands and told to to deep clean instead, AND THEN kept yellin at me to leave), and im honestly surprised she didnt yank my around by my hair like she did last time. then again she wasnt drunk this time so that might be y.
im so fuckin tired and stressed and now i cant even sleep bc im wide awake after lookin for a stupid shirt that she quite honestly couldve got up and looked for herself instead of sittin in her room amd throwin a bitch fit over it not bein where she wants it.
its so fuckin exhaustin to be continued to be pushed to my limit jus bc she can do it. my limit is not the same as ur lady, especially when u cant even get up and walk to the damn store for urself. idc if ur sick u sent me when i was sick, u sent me multiple times when i was sick and injured and didnt care. u sent me to get smth and got mad when i got it sayin "u shouldve known that not wut i wanted?!" then y was it on ur mimd? y'd u tell me to get it?! jus except u misspoke and stop blamin me like i can read mimds. i cant so leave me tf alone
#im jus#so fuckin tired#i cant even work to move out#cuz even if i try n save up she'll fimd some excuse to need to “borrow” money#she owes me so much#but ik if i ask her for the money back like she promised it'll be#“i cant even pay the bills rn”#and “its not my fault ur bad w money”#or some form of her guilt trippin me for askin for my money back#im tired#im so fuckin tired and i wanna leave but i cant#im trapped here in this hell#bc she brought me here insfead of aborting me like every adult to her to do when she found out she was pregnant w me#i havent even messaged my boyf recently bc i cant even muster up enough energy to pretend to be ok#and i dont want them to worry over me when he alreasy has so much to deal w#i jus want to rest#ans honestly sleep doesnt feel like its enough#never did tbh
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au where asriel comes home early
#this came to me in a dream but i dont remember the rest#i just think it would be pretty interesting if asriel comes home since im assuming the game#takes place over a series of days until he comes back from college#i havent kept up with deltarune since chapter 2 came out so i dont remember much abt the theories around asriel#esp what ralsei is supposed to be- im kinda suspicious of ralsei actually since he didnt mention the roaring until#the end of chapter 2. plus we dont know why hes able to go between dark worlds without freezing so im a little sus#plus noelle points out that he looks like asriel so it makes me wonder if ralsei knows abt that or ow he would react to that information#and when noelle points it out she gets cut off because she says ralsei turned to face them as she was thinking that. hmmmm#im also curious if we actually get to see asriel and what he looks like so im looking forward to that#my art#myart#doodles#utdr#deltarune#ralsei#asriel dreemurr#deltarune asriel#kris dreemurr#deltarune kris#deltarune fanart#au#i dont think id actually call it an au its more of a one off but if anyone wants to take this and run go for it ^_^#its probably already been done at some point anyway lol
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No thoughts behind those big boba eyes.
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started reading Gideon the Ninth yesterday. I'm putting Gideon in a "God's favorite princess" shirt in my head and handing her a beer. i think she'd like that
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Not a day goes by where I don’t think about Claudia’s last words in her diary.
“Diaries are friends of last resort. I have found one not made of paper and glue. Fuck these vampires.”
#god she deserved so much better#fuck these vampires indeed#literally can’t think about amc!claudia without crying and then feeling furious#never protected but always protecting those she loved#playing second fiddle to two gremlins who deserve hell more than anyone else#and when she finally snatches a piece of happiness for herself she’s murdered for it#i love these vampires. i do. but i also hope karma bashes their head in with a crowbar.#like rolin you seriously owe me ghost claudia being vicious to lestat and i’m not asking#claudia#iwtv
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“You know, when you lose, you lose.
But when you win, you expect some kind of reward... and there isn't any.”
#farcille#dungeon meshi#anatomy of a farcille.#anyway marcille’s arc really gets me like#she went through so much getting falin back#bending reality itself#but in that achievement she also had to accept that everyone she holds dear will pass away before her#and uhmmmmm Ow ! oouuchhhh#my art#artists on tumblr#dunmeshi
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I'm at the brink of a suicidal breakdown. I've been waiting to get my paycheck from an illustration job I've done last October 2023, I did ask them about it and said that I would get paid on the 27th. It's the 28th and I still don't see any updates on my end. I've gotten my hopes up for so long, every month since and I've burnt the fuck out from waiting.
I've been refraining myself from eating and buy myself stuff like food and toiletries and I've completely ran out of money to survive. I wish i could accept commissions but I haven't been doing great mental and physical wise and I don't have the means to draw other than a few sketches to cheer myself up. I'm completely burnt out.
If you could help spread this around I would appreciate it, every bit helps at least to cover my necessities for a while until I hope to eventually get paid
I'm sorry for asking for donations so frequently I just can't hold on for much longer in this state
Donations and reblogs are appreciated, thank you
#personal#i hate asking for help but the other option rn for my depressed ass is to kill myself and no one wants that#i just dont understand why its taking so long. i already was told ill be paid at the 22nd but then after waiting through the whole weekend#they tell me its supposed to be on the 27th. it was a typo#now its the 28th and i dont even see it#am i really gonna get paid. this is souring my experience working here. i do have a project to work on but all i can think of is dying#my sister helped me out a bit but she cant even do much bc she got out of surgery a few weeks ago and doesnt earn much#she also has rent and gas to cover for her new job#mads if youre reading this thank you for helping me at that low point when she got into the hospital. i owe you so much already#i feel indebted
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that “do you think we’re still __ in any universe?” makes me ill because i remember that one time my sister and i had a convo about if we weren’t siblings in another universe, would we still be friends at least? and she gave me this self-deprecating laugh and said, “i don’t think you’d even wanna be friends with me” as a testament to how different we are and i just crumbled in front of her sobbing
#sun rambles#if god told me i can only save one person id save her#i owe her so much#i dont even want her to know how much shes saved me—how maybe if she wasnt here id be gone too
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They're soulmates in every single universe and I miss them at the most random times.
#my characters#haha funny thing is that venus doesnt even exist in base plot she is ONLY for AUs#in base plot ego the ginger guy is a prince and serenity the navy haired guy is an energy alien#and serenity takes on the form of a human to be fake engaged to ego and its never meant to actually end up with them married#but serenity falls in love with the prince and feels immense guilt when they meet up#and then ego is like HAHA YEAH my life is the greatest cause i get to marry my best friend but technically youre best friend by default#since i have zero other friends because i cannot leave the castle which kinda sucks but whatever#and serenity can give his life force to others to keep them healthy and usually stops by to heal egos younger brother#so he looks tired a lot bc he is depleting his own life to help others#and and in au versions hes just chronically tired and very much in love with ego who is completely oblivious#and half the time they (bc theyre mine) are pining mutually thinking ahaha theres no WAY hed like me#or in egos case a lot of the time in the au its what if he only likes me cause i spoil him rotten bc im super wealthy and i love gifting#and serenity ! in base plot since he is an alien from like... space.... basically... another realm#he resides with another royal family in a different kingdom and the king there treats him like a son#which plays into the au versions where serenity is adopted and he just really loves his dad a lot#like really admires the man who adopted him and raised him as a single father who almost always has a connection to egos dad since#in base theyre just two kings being buddies and trying to get good relations between their kingdoms#but anyway ego is one of the few ocs i have that will actively say#I LOVE YOU SO MUCH : D very openly and i love that for him??#not a lot of my ocs will be that open about their feelings but ego is very good at communication and talking and stuff#compared to serenity who is an alien who doesnt even have to talk where he originated bc the aliens are just blue energy blobs#and they sense each other and communicate silently#so making him take a human form is like MMMM not sure how to interact like a normal human tbh#i owe art to one person then i am able to get back to indulgent stuff for me and reqs and stuff#this was just so i had something to post today since idk if the art i owe someone will be cool to post or not
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now how do i normally go about my day after having read this
#warrior nun#avatrice#warrior nun cast#wn txt#'breath her in' they said and alba understood it to be 'look at her with the most yearning of eyes with a treat of an almost kiss'#alba is fucking insane she almost let her intrusive thoughts win#i owe her my life actually#every acting decision she has made for ava is so crucial and profound to her characterization#im so fucking thankful simon fought for alba as ava#no one can portray her like she does and no one can ever fill she shoes#now back to this unhinged information???? wtf jcndjndjd theyre chemistry is so intense they have to be like 'ok wait chill not yet'#also thinking about that time kty said there was supossed to be another kiss in the last ep#so ur telling me we could have gotten a total of 3 kisses?#im gonna fucking throw up#i love this cast this crew this director this whole team so much#no one can do a show better than them
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the worst part is i can't even say he's wrong. they certainly did figure out how to contribute the city by joining the wrgp. but like. this is one of those things where it literally does not make sense. this is insane levels of logic. "we're not sure how to contribute to the city. we think entering a magic the gathering tournament will help." like. imagine saying that fr when your parents ask what you're going to do after you graduate college. "idk. thought i'd play card games and figure it out, man"
#yugioh 5ds#yusei fudo#anya rewatches yugioh 5ds sub#i'm cackling over this#like dude you FUCKIN SAVED THE CITY#ushio calling this out too with like ''uhm. you guys kinda saved the city? you don't have to prove anything?''#and they never fully answer why they feel they have to prove something#they just do#arguably this implies an insane level of overachieving from yusei crow and jack#since they're not satisfied with JUST saving the city#but like. it does kinda suck that neither crow nor jack got to move on from playing card games with this set up?#yusei moves on to working on the moment - that works SO MUCH with this statement#and their statements made here#i suppose if you take jack's ''the team that wins will have glory'' statement at face value him continuing to do dueling also makes sense#but it also DOESN'T because like. he ALREADY HAD glory. he's the fuckin former king#this tournament changes nothing. he continues on as if he's still trying to reach it#and it just. there's a lot with jack's writing this season i WILL NOT get into#but oh my god jack atlas is a woman to me the way she was mishandled#and crow's... a lot of it falls so fuckin flat#the three boys were ROBBED but also yusei fully never gets to ever reclaim being a teenager#he ends the series forced into a role he never once indicated he wanted#following the footsteps of his father who he never once indicated he wanted to follow the footsteps of#yusei's character suffers because the show never bothers to address this constant hero complex he has#it's never confronted in any MEANINGFUL way like atem and judai's were#atem's hero complex cost him everything in the waking the dragons arc for example#and judai's led him straight down the path of becoming the supreme king#but for yusei? it's never like. deconstructed. ever.#and it feels like suuuuch a missed moment to go hey yusei. you do not have to be the hero of the city. you are a teenage boy.#what you have done for the city IS ENOUGH you do not owe your life to everyone
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Made a lil birthday present for my dad for his Birthday <3 Made in one frantic afternoon because I have no concept of time and the day itself crept up on me before I knew it @c@
#'ken#okkennymay#that's my 'Ken voice#mY MUM AND DAD LIKED IT OKAY DON'T YOU LAUGH#SHE'S TRYING HER HARDEST oN THAT STAGE#giving it her all#animated#kenimation#happy birthday#happy birthday animation#technically he's my stepdad but he's really been there for me all these years more so than my bio one sadly#I love him so much ;C; I owe him and my mum so much <3 and he adores my 'kens and has ever since I created them all those years ago
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Congrats on your soon-to-be titlessness! If you don't mind my input I've got some advice on recovery based on what I've found docs don't always tell people.
-get a shower chair. Even a plastic lawn chair will do, but showering after major surgery is SO tiring
-drainage is gonna be so much grosser than you think and that's cool and fine and normal
-the padded wrapping that goes under the compression vest to keep things clean can be kind of expensive? So if you don't want to buy them, clean menstrual pads are actually a completely fine alternative
-wear button ups and kimono type robes during recovery, cause you won't be able to lift your arms for a really long time
-major torso surgery leaves people bloated for up to a month. Pair that with no tits when you're used to seeing tits and you're gonna feel really dismorphic for a while. Like the bug worm guys from MiB. This is also normal so no worries 👍
-I don't know your personal support system so if you don't have family or friends who can take care of you in the couple weeks directly after the surgery, you should stock up on ready made meals. Everything is exhausting after surgery.
Enjoy your flat chest and best of luck!!
!!! MANY THANK YOUS FOR THIS i hope it's okay i go ahead and post this for anyone else that might be goin through tiddy-b-gone surgery in the future!!
didn't know about the bloating so i will keep that in mind!!! cannot wait to be a WORM for a bit
#i wear jinbei around the house all the time so i am Set to GO for post-op clothes#need to get myself a nice Long robe for winter though#also moment of silence for my best friend who is going to be putting up with my stupid ass for a week post-op#and she will have to endure me going: HEY CHECK OUT MY COOL DRAINS#i owe her so much dfjhdjkgfhdk#top surgery
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i request monetary compensation from all the bitches in season 4 who were whining at jon about how immoral it was for him to ask people questions when apparently he could have been making people run to death or otherwise kill them after forcing statements (without even having to ask a question). y'all got the nicest version of what the archivist could be and you were assholes about it for no reason, shame shame i know your name
#personal#the magnus protocol#tmagp#tmagp spoilers#i forget sometimes how much characters who were jon peter or elias annoyed the shit out of me this season#cuz CLEARLY jon asking someone 'tell me a story' on their commute is nOT the worst thing he could do#(which y'all already knew because gertrude had a fucking body count. in the hundreds. but i digress)#the archivist in this reality is clearly a much more malicious position than it ever was when jon was in the role#and likely was that way even before the institute's destruction messed with the actual archives#considering the archivist seems to have been trapped in the ruins of the institute the entire time until sam and alice released it#all these fuckers owe jon an apology#get og basira back so she can fucking grovel#and og melanie too (well actually not because unpopular opinion time but i do Not care for melanie)#(i love lydia but idk if i'm willing to suffer through melanie to get her i'll just relisten to rq gaming or smth)
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History is going to look back on the people who voted for Trump the same way it looks back on the people who supported Nazis and I'm not even exaggerating. Be joyous in your victory now, but know that when your grandchildren talk about their family tree they're going to erase your name out of pure shame. I hope your heart weighs heavy with the pain you have brought to future generations. I hope it hurts.
#vent post#holy shit im so fucking done#i was so hopeful for this election#i failed to calculate that she was a black woman#this is so fucked#but rest assured history shows that kinder hearts win out in the end#the blatant revoking of rights is going to be felt so deeply by everyone that we might see a huge leftward swing#that being said we are likely never going to have a female president within our lifetimes after this#there is also the chance that we see a repeat of 2016 in how incompetent trump is that he ends up doing fuck all#but honestly no one fucking knows at this point#just keep your spirits high#we owe it to the world to not let it be easy for them#be like the cockroach 🪳#i know i dont really talk about this stuff here but i honestly just needed to get this out of my system#this shit has been haunting me for the past month and i haven't really been able to focus on much else#election 2024#kamala harris#donald trump#2024 presidential election
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i try to avoid the leaks but i just opened tumblr and everyone's talking about my girl nobara being back...
#nobara's death was the only one I cried at#i love her so much she's literally me#nobara kugisaki#yuji itadori#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk spoilers#the sillies :3#my friend owes me his lunch money#he told me to stfu and move in like everyone else when i said i wanted her back
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