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ghost car of barna road
track 3 - liberty belle 1/2
my manager greeted me in irish.
i blinked at the screen in mute panic. i couldn’t remember how to reply. words and languages collided in my brain. it was a car crash, baby, and in the end all that came out of my mouth was a prolonged aaah with no end in sight. a perfect visual representation would be a multilanguage tsunami, pouring out of my ears and pooling around my slippers on the dusty rug of my childhood bedroom.
i used to write those words down into a black notebook, watching you mock me from that dusty rug. you and your smug gaeltacht born grin. who would’ve thought i will forget them all by the time i’m 30.
“how did the move go?”
move. to galway. my hometown. i found my voice again and rushed out: “oh yeah! the move went okay. got here late last night. drive was smooth. not many cars around after midnight.”
“hehe, don’t get used to it. it’s a totally different story after 8am.”
we chatted for a while, arranging to meet in dublin next month when i was all settled in. won’t take long. all i needed was to get a flat, a car - did i need help with the flat? there are probably relocation programmes for employees available. no. i think i got it. did i tho?
we finished the call twenty minutes later. the fact i managed to scrape by enough words to at least tell him goodbye in irish seemed to cheer him up a bit.
i finished up some minor work tasks, sipping at the remainder of my mother’s disgusting herbal tea and took a short break to open the dusty unused storage areas of my childhood bedroom. i needed to clean up the old junk before moving in the new junk. i had to give one thing to my mother; she did an excellent job of preserving this place. if ever i managed to do something worthwhile with my life she could start charging fucking entry for this museum of fiadh kavanagh.
shaking my head i started pulling out old clothes and creating a pile on the floor. if she believed i still fit into these jeans i should be worried about early onset neurodegenerative diseases.
i was done with the columns and moving on to the hangers by the time she stuck her head in and quirked her dark eyebrows at me. “need any help?”
“mom, why the fuck did you keep all this?” i asked, showcasing fist-full of short gothic dresses. “aren’t you worried about clothes moths?”
ignoring my point she sat down on the bed, smiling. “oh, i though you might still like to keep some of it. it’s not like we need extra storage.”
“mom, look at me!” i threw another armful onto the pile, lifting my arms to indicate my age ravaged body. “how could i possibly fit into size four?! some of these are from the children’s section!”
“you look like a string, you could easily fit. it’s the cigarettes. they are not good for ya.”
i rolled my eyes. “i’m not even fucki…”
the feel of a familiar soft fabric beneath my fingertips made me stop midsentence. i pulled it out into the light with shaking fingers, heart racing against my ribcage. it looked huge in my palms. the faded graphics were barely visible in the shadowy light of my room. if you tried hard enough you could just barely make out the name of the band. distantly i heard my mom echo my name but i was stuck in the past, standing in the cold autumn rain by the open driver’s side window of your car.
“ooooh, i remember this one,” my mother said with a nostalgic smile.
i made a small sound at the back of my throat.
“it’s the donovan boy’s, isn’t it? i remember teasing him about it. i told him: young man, this is not a free laundry i run here! you know what he said to me?”
i nodded, whispering, “it’s not my fault yer daughter is a stinkin’ thief.”
she laughed. “little bastard. he was the worst influence on you. funny how he turned out. would never expect a son of deirdre donovan to make something of himself. i guess we owe it all to the wife. she…”
my body snapped back to action. i was moving away before she could say her name. putting the sweater on the bed next to her, i brushed my hands against my sweatpants and mumbled: “right, look we need to get rid of all this before i can unpack. do you know someone with skinny teenage children? ideally with a questionable fashion sense?”
“we can drive to the clothes recycling point.”
“grand! let’s do that after work.” i told her, kicking my way through the discarted clothes toward the closet and dumping whatever was left on top of the rest. “i need to get back to work now. i have a meeting in 20.”
“oh, ok. sorry.” she chuckled, standing up. “i will bring some bags to put all of this in.” she reached for the sweater on her way out and i jumped in to block her path on impulse.
“uh… where are you taking that?”
she blinked up at me, brown eyes surprised. “downstairs. i figured i could return it to the rightful owner rather than donate it to charity. although,” she giggled, pulling it apart for scale, “i doubt it will still fit him.”
she was gone before i could open my mouth, taking the sweater with her. my clenched fists unclenched with effort as i pushed the door closed and leaned my back against it. i was breathing too hard. the way you handed me that sweater through the driver’s side window on that rainy, a blast from the past; a ghostly memory. just enough to make me shudder.
#simblr#ts4 story#s:gcbr#oc:ann marie#oc:fiadh#it's adorable how gorgeous fawn believes#she looks old and ugly#hell i wish i looked like fawn#also join me in appreciating stolen garments#the best possible sweater is one you don't own#amen
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me: im gonna take a break from drawing today!
also me: DRAW THESE BITCHES AS PONIES
ive literally never drawn mlp art a day in my life. What is wrong with me
#i think 8 year old me who used deviantart bases to make mlp versions of fnaf characters would be so proud rn#anyway i was actually thinking about “”lore“” while drawing this#i think maybe the soul jam would be the equivalent to the elements of harmony#even though i based sm's proportions off of nightmare moon and chrysalis#i think he and the other beasts would be more or less similar to discord#in which theyre awakened one by one and cause a bunch of problems (sm in this case would be causing chaos to entertain himself)#and they have to be defeated by the soul jam#even though it would be funny if mystic flour thanos snapped everyone again i think she would be similar to starlight glimmer in which#she kinda brainwashes everyone to become completely apathetic and lacking in any individuality#and taking their cutiemarks away and stuff . Thoughts chat?#also i am aware that men in the show have completely different proportions but i think they all look ugly so i went w the girl pony bodies#SUE ME!!!#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#crk#mlp#my little pony#pure vanilla cookie#shadow milk cookie#vanilla milkshake#shadowvanilla#pureshadow#my art#clip studio paint#2024
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Read Right to Left (Manga Format)
I have returned to watching demon slayer after a year and it came up while I was having a serious late night talk with my big sister. I was talking about the relationship between Michikatsu/Kokushibo and Yoriichi and it turns out we both see each other in Yoriichi's shoes and ourselves in Michikatsu's place. Definitely surprising, but really relieving to know that we both worry too much and we are not so far apart in skill as we believe.
This is technically the first piece of fanart I've ever made for the characters in Demon Slayer, I have made OCs before but I never drew an actual character from the story. For context this is mostly just a fun "what if" scenario with them meeting in the afterlife. I like to think Yoriichi's love would reawaken Michikatsu's humanity.
#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#yoriichi tsugikuni#michikatsu tsugikuni#demon slayer fanart#kimetsu fanart#kny fanart#fan comic#very much unserious note: I misread something on the wiki to my sister as Koku offing himself because he regenerated too ugly 💀#and now me and my sister have “Kokushibo moment” to denote a scenario in which we become so absolutely pathetic that we just cannot go on#Mine is if I'm still making submas content at 60 years old#Hers is me thinking she's currently having her Kokushibo moment#definitely lightened the mood and we were laughing for like 5 minutes straight#anyways Yoriichi and Michikatsu (mostly Michi) are my faves from this story because I can feel for them more than I do other characters#Also that thing in the beginning is meant to be a hitodama!! I wanted Michi to land next to Yoriichi but when I tried the shooting star ide#it did not work 💀 anyways that little wisp reforms into Kokushibo's monstrous form‚ which Yoriichi shreds apart in seconds#for the people looking for my usual submas content‚ I actually had an idea to draw them debating which twin to cosplay a few months back#Ingo said Emmet should be Yoriiichi cause he's the younger one‚ Emmet said Ingo should be Yoriichi cause he's cooler (read: better liked)#This took about 5 hours elapsed time‚ I stopped halfway through the last panel for a 6 hour nap#Also the purple just denotes which sections is close to the demonic parts‚ kinda like lighting but not quite
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If you dream it you can achieve it.
#'nobody wants to see your stupid dumb ugly tapirs' OH YES THEY DO#LOOK AT MY TAPIRS BOY#happytapirstudio#tapiriffic art#old art#homestuck#homestuck fanart#tapirstuck#rose lalonde#karkat vantas#terezi pyrope#vriska serket#aradia megido#wrote the following in my original instagram post:#'oh i did sooooo good on aradia and no one else. she is making everyone else look like shit by comparison'
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Another round of asoiaf "prettycourse", another round of people ignoring Arya's self-esteem issues and how it relates to her arc because their enjoyment of the series hinges on an 11-year-old being considered ugly.
#arya stark#asoiaf#fandom nonsense#/looks don't matter/ but they're the ones firing up this discourse every few weeks cause they can't handle what's written in the books#grown ass people logging on every day to talk about how Arya HAS to be ugly or her story is ruined/makes her less interesting#at what point do you get tired of being so invested in how a character (one you obviously don't like at that) is perceived?#we aren't the ones shipping her with every grown man in the series and using a predator's words to fawn over her beauty#never any discourse around a 13 year old being the most shipped character in the series nope! the real issue is that we don't#consider Arya's bullies to be the ultimate authority on her looks!#where are the essays on how Arya shouldn't have been made to feel lesser based on her looks? how she should be able to have worth outside#of her misogynistic society's standards? why is it literally ALWAYS just /Arya is ugly...that's enough analysis for today/????#if her looks don't matter then you can simply stop creating discourse around the subject and let people have whatever opinions they want
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Iansan is the only natlan character i want and if she's put in the banner with the leopard or the vampire cowboy lady im actually skipping the entire natlan roster until columbina
#natlans design isnt that bad imo#but god youre gonna put a purple PALE ASS goth lady in NATLAN???#sorry i just looked at her design and i hate it so bad#like not only is she pale shes also messy and ugly idk waht they were thinking#the leopard lady is a 2nd hate for me#i hate them both cuz they not only NOT look like theyre from natlan but is also messy ugly clothes#like atleast the pyro lady design IN A VACUUM flows well enough no matter how un-natlan she is#but those two? i hate them#praying iansan is spared#the very old og hoyo team made her and thats why shes the only one that made sense design wise and culture wise#saving her from the mess that is natlan#lyssten to my rambles
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#But like fr#you know when you have your regular family#And then there’s the distant “wealthy” side of the family#and they’re literally all weirdos and assholes#one of my older cousins had a baby shower#and they’re from that side of the family (she’s ok though) so of course they invited them#And after being stared down by one of my second(?) aunts bc recently word got out that I have a girlfriend (wow holy shit I’m a butch!)#I was talking to one of my normal cousins about my car and how I plan on getting new seats for it#It has really old leather-y seats and I wanna get the cushy fabric kind#and she just pops into the conversation and says “why don’t you just get a new car? The one you have is so ugly <3”#like what#i have a vw beetle and I actually love it so fuck you (also I don’t have that kind of money to get a new car but shh)#my cousin and I exchanged that “uhhmmm😬” look with each other lol#awkward#But I just say “oh yeah I’ll think about it :)”#While I internally try to explode her with my mind#But anyway#rey rambles#meme#dumb shit#memes#funny#relatable memes#funny memes#lol#best memes#lmao#tumblr memes#twitter memes#dank memes
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"Bad timeline" my ass she looks fucking incredible at forty there
#one piece#nico robin#volume: 100#sbs#in case anyone is not in the know: this is part of a mini sbs series where oda draws the strawhats at 40 and 60 yrs old#the top half being the ''good timeline'' and the bottom the ''bad timeline''#the ''''''joke'''''' being Haha they look 'attractive' in the good timeline and 'ugly' in the bad timeline isn't that hilarious#and of course the men look more or less their age in both timelines...#...while the women stay Young and Pretty in the good timeline w/out a single gray hair or wrinkle#like how do you draw her at SIXTY looking YOUNGER than she does at THIRTY
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Dropping the hammer on my roommate’s mean ex wife
#this bitch actually said#yeah I divorced her when she got old and ugly#HUH????#you wanna talk old and ugly???#look in the mirror you haggard bitch
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some quick experimental sketches for my sister
#trucy wright#apollo justice#aa judge#what even is his name#kristoph gavin#for some reason my sister rlly likes the judge so i actually draw him quite a lot#idk his name tho. my sister says his name is judge#he was already and old judge when he was born 100 years ago#she also loves apollo and trucy because cool ppl like them and she's the coolest person ever#kristoph is looking extra ugly bc she likes it when i don't draw him pretty#he's both pretty and ugly. loveable and hateable. smart and stupid. weird little tall guy#my art#aa4#ace attorney
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control freak driven by a greed to succeed
#she's one of my favorite ocs and yet i NEVER draw her wtfffff#have some doodles of her and her ugly dog#also my old hair rendering style comes back. did yall miss her i kinda like the way it looks#pokemon art#pokemon#pokemon fan art#anipoke#pokemon anime#pokemon sword and shield#pokemon journeys#pkmn swsh#swsh#oc: dahlia
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I like old things. Old things means they've survived the test of time, they're still standing, or working, or fulfilling a purpose they've been made to do. I like old furniture, clothing, buildings, cutlery, pots and pans, mugs, anything old is immediately respected and beloved by me.
It also means no new resources had to be spent on making new things, because this old thing has done such a great job! It's made from resources created ages ago and still kicking, making those resources last a long time. It also means it's likely been made before the age of late capitalism, so it's likely made with heart; the quality is good, it was made to be practical and lasting, it's not going to fall apart easily, it's purpose wasn't to fulfill a need that didn't exist before the marketing team manufactured it. It's reliable, purposeful, protecting the environment and saving the new resources for as long as it lasts.
However, old things something can look a little ragged and worse for wear. They can make you seem like you can't 'afford' new things, which is terrible, to be viewed in this poor, moneyless manner. They are not made to fit aesthetic of every other item in the room, or in the environment. They don't fit the color scheme you have in the room, if your room has one. They remind you of the old times when you didn't have much of new stuff, and maybe that was a sad time for some people. Maybe they invoke pity in people who have learned to associate 'old things' with poverty.
But I don't care! I liked the old times when things were lasting, and practical, and nobody had much new things, so we had to invent ridiculous ways to play with our old stuff. I love seeing old things in use and knowing that nothing was wasted creating this, there's a tree growing somewhere that won't be cut to make a new one, there's plastic that won't need to be melted and molded and last a few years before it's dispersed into the environment. Old things being used helps the planet keep going so I love them regardless of their aesthetic or color scheme. When did it become so important for everything to look nice, instead of it being the best scenario for everyone's well being? Maybe I look a little scruffy but I know what I'm about. Impressing other people with the amount of new stuff that I could potentially have will never trump the satisfaction of me knowing that my old stuff is thriving together with the environment.
#old things#environmental#i'm writing this because my roommate looks down on old things#and it makes me SO SAD#i'm literally trying to fix everything up and clean it#and i'm working so hard to make the place look nice even though its old#and she's acting like everything is ugly and disgusting#because it wasn't just brought home from the store 5 minutes ago in mint new condition without a bruise or mark#I HATE NEW STUFF#i will never feel okay about this T_T
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Days 14-19 of OCtober
#my art#original#oc#spectre#azabell#luna#mous#ceoltoir#sweets#day 13 will be posted at the end#also this is the last shit im posting before i fuck off into the ether again#blood#body horror#spectre is another maid character unknown species#azabell was picked cause i mean look at that old ass art he does have art from 2017 but it sucks and is ugly he needed a real bad redesign#i was originally gonna do my oc red but i didnt feel like it so i did luna instead cause i had a reference board for her already made#mous also replaced a character but i forget who lmao#ceoltoir was picked cause his mouse doodle concept art has barely anything and hes cool#lastly picked sweets cause i drew candy and did concept art for desserts recently so she was the only one in the trio with old art#the wing/hands were bugging me too
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i hated airpods & phones with those big fugly cameras in the back when they were announced as a concept & i hate them even more each time i see that hideousness in person
#i remember when i was 11 ( sorry for being a zoomer ) getting into an argument with an online acquaintance#over airpods because i thought they were retarded but she thought they were cool as if bluetooth ear pieces were a new invention#remember how the world used to make fun of them not even that many years prior. she was like nooobut you can hide them for cheating#& against thievery ( OK the only fair point I GUESS ) but they are just so ugly to me & stupid not practical too easily lost & damaged#especially with that pricetag like they could have made something COOL or Kawaii but of course sleek Nothing design is “in”#still after a decade now ♯MAKEITSTOP#honestly only like bluetooth for file sharing when necessary anything else is devilwork#as for the new giant multiple cameras design i mean use your eyes has there ever been an uglier decision#even if i had money i could never own a touch screen phone without a middle button & a normal camera lense in the back#like just looking at them makes me angry BUT mostly apple products i think android ones are less hives inducing#but TBH i have no headphone jack so... on my old broken phone i did but not this one -_- where are my principles......#well i will wear this one down until it dies i already have a cracked arse screen so until it breaks i will downgrade#also remember how cute silicone phone cases were in the early to mid 2010s ♯BringThatBack#honestly can you even i think phones today are just too damn big Not mine Doe 🦌 mine is almost perfectly sized for my hands (iphone7)#at least people have more charms than ever in my city at least i see people with cute lanyards & zoomer style JesusBeaters so great ^_^#sorry for complaining all the time but also if you are not here for my Kvetching then what else could you be here for...#*jumps into a well from shame*
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i think i hated big mama just because she had so much potential to be the most fagalicious campy cunty old woman of my dreams and then she just wasnt .
#served 0 cunt. looked like a 15 year old dressed like an old lady for a school play#awkwardly proportioned stupid ugly hair just godawful design all around#And she wasn't even fat 👎👎👎👎#also she said weird stuff about that fake statue of leo does anyone else remember that#tmnt
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Is there a way to fan away my "brain fog"? 😭
#One of my brother's came down and gave me his cold! :'D#I love him and I'm happy to see him but AAAAAAA#I was really looking forward to writing this weekend but NOOOOOOOOOO#I already have chronic pain! I don't need this too >:(#...#we watched Raya since he hasn't seen it.#The movie is “fine”. But I fucking hate the baby. It's probably no more than a year old. How tf does it have that much motor skill?!#Ice Age baby may be ugly and over 6ft tall but at least it behaves like a baby! Idk why it bugs me so much but I get so mad#That isn't a baby. That's some sort of changeling pretending to be a baby. They don't have object permanence yet she did?!#This is so stupid.#I have a fever. let me be pissed about somethign dubm!#Mad rambles
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