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{ooc}#just a little theft.. breaking and entering.... burglary... grand theft auto as long as your muse is driving#edit: ebony likes arson... as long as no people or animals etc are harmed#she just wants to burn stuff
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Any recommendations of fics on the longer side of Mulder and Scully falling in love/realizing they are in love with each other?
#or like scully realizing she's in love with him and meanwhile he's been pining for years#specially taking place earlier on the series#it's just that i usually read stuff around s6/7 when they already know they are in love#I wanted like a good slow burn#this is also an invitation if you just want to recommend what you consider MUST READSâą#but not as a rule#anyway#the x files#txf#fanfic#x files fanfic#the x files fanfic
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actually so evil how much of hal's internal world gets obliterated with the rewriting of his relationships with jessica and martin.
#hal jordan#empyrean posting#ok going in the tags because im not actually v confident in my understanding of his character. i read all of his 80s/90s stuff but forgot#90% of it but ANYWAY.#so much of him just does not make sense with how geoff johns characterises him and his relationships with his parents particularly the#parallax stuff simply because of how much his relationship with the guardians and their apathy/'betrayal' is influenced by hal's original#relationship with his dad. like at its heart it's pretty much the same dynamic in how hal blindly trusts and sort of idolises the guardians#despite their repeated infractions in hope of... something in return just as he had with his father and the abuse he suffered at martin's#hands. that's what makes his anger at the guardians make sense when it does show itself because the relationship parallel didn't stop there.#as with martin hal gets nothing for his devotion. he gets nothing for doing everything that's asked of him and more and it ends the same way#too: with a man in the sky burning like a newborn star. and you lose so much of that nuance and intrigue behind that if you just make#jessica the 'bad one' because!!! you cheapen it!!!!#the whole idea of hal is that he has his father's face but his mother's scars#(to me). in the sense that they both reacted to martin the same way with that cognisance of who he was as a man yet inability to pull away#because... love. both the love they had for him and the conviction that he did or could love them too. and jessica arguably did eventually#but also she didnt did she? because she held onto that notion of love till the very end. the few scraps she had she ballooned outwards until#they became the whole. but hal didnt have even that and he spent his whole life chasing it & running away from wanting it at the same time#like i think there's something so interesting to the fact that he had to be convinced that flying was what he wanted to do. how much of that#was touched by his father? the fear that he was already too much like him than he could bear to be? he already had his face now he had his#dreams and longing for the sky. how much more could he have before he began repeating the cycle?#and at the end he even had his father's death. burning in the clouds. like there's so much there and that's not even touching on how it#impacts his relationships with other heroes. not just in the sense of why did kyle clark and diana get to keep their close yet complex#relationships with their moms when hal had to lose his (although yeah why did they) but also just how he lets himself come across to them.#because it's on purpose right? that he lets them think his reflection of his father is born out of unadulterated love for a man worthy of it#? he has his father's job he wears his father's jacket he smiles his father's smile. what else are they supposed to think.#and isnt that interesting!!! that this man who is so committed to being good & just can lie so casually to people he thinks of as friends!!!#can you see how that might be his mother through and through!!! in how she might have glossed over the abuse to other people and herself!!!#can you see how in spite of it all he might want to be perceived as his father that paragon of masculinity and resent that he is not!!!#do you understand how everything he loves has been poisoned!!! im thinking of that scene where he tells bruce about watching martin die &#wouldnt it have been so much more interesting through this lens. how he is both revealing & obfuscating at once. i hate the change sm
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angry big jedi knight and even bigger calm sith lord
#swtor#GUESS WHO FINISHED JEDI KNIGHT STORYLINE BESTIES#her name is Gharess Ferr and she wants to burn Sith Empire to the ground#and yeah she's dark sidy because desperate times--#she's my angy baby#she's also guardian\sage in subclasses#I luv her anD ALSO I LOVE SCOURGE SO MUCH#IN THEIR DYNAMIC HE'S LIKE#'passively aggressively supporting women rights and woman wrongs'#i just finished this storyline two days ago so I'm looking forward to see how other dlcs are like from jk perspektive#ANDDDD I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT SCOURGE AND KIRA STUFF AFTER KOTET#star wars#star wars the old republic#the old republic#jedi knight#Star Wars dolinemae#char: Gharess Ferr
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how am i supposed to tell u guys about my ocs without boring info dumps
#like for example did you know locket and shadowheart hooked up early game#but locket's a goody two shoes cleric who basically just came back from the dead and was SUPERRRR freaked out by the shar thing lol#so things got awkward and they were like um ok nvm#but then they became best friends so it's fine#or verity's backstory is basically evil rapunzel#her noble parents locked her in a tower bc of her dark urges#til she broke out and killed a bunch of ppl#and burned villages on her way from neverwinter to baldur's gate which is how she got her new last name (ashwind)#but how do i communicate all this stuff when i don't want to actually post a story lol#lush.talk
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Piracy discourse is always so incredibly funny to me as someone who learned to pirate almost instantly upon starting using the Internet. Well, okay, maybe a couple years later. At most.
'Well I don't want to support this service but how will I watch my favorite show without a subscription' Torrents go brrrrrrr I dunno what to say to ya
#I mean unless you WANT to give your money to someone. like with indie devs or musicians or book authors. That's an ACTION.#I do buy my fav's singer merch and CDs 'cause she's in shit with the government agenda rn so woman can definitely use some money lol#...also some games but that's mostly 'cause I can't be arsed to keep up with the fucking patches.#honestly the culture around pirating is very different when you don't live where the action is#not only did I not have money as a kid but also a lot of stuff just wasn't being sold#(a lot of stuff STILL isn't being sold).#and a lot of what WAS being sold was a pirated version ripped onto a CD/DVD#(raise your hand if you ever bought a VHS only to realize it's a screen recording from a cinema with people walking on the bottom)#oooh and buying a game at shady kiosk only to get someone's modded build.#'sims 2 twilight' types of 'games' that are actually sims 2 with stolen mods#I was raised on bootlegs I do NOT speak your language if you're complaining#speaking of which I need to find time to burn more CDs.
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I've been rewatching The Nanny and getting obikin brainrot as you do
#obikin#fem obi-wan#ITS MOSTLY VIBES AND PINING AND STUFF BUT I COULDNT HELP DRAWING THAT LAST ONE BC THE NANNY IS A SITCOM AFTER ALL!!!#but really it should be like#15 years of stolen glances and slow burn#like the twins grow up and are like#how come youre not married yet#we know what u do behind doors dad pls put a ring on it smh :/#obiwan is basically their mom anyway so yeah#also i want like#anakin to accidentally call her sweetheart or dear waaay b4 they get tgt and obiwan just#breathe in breathe out its just a force of habit it doesnt mean anything : )#meanwhie anakin screaming on the inside#obiwan does it all the time tho and no one bats an eye#she also is used to kissing anakins forehead from when she took care of him as a child too#sw
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had the insane realization while painting a tiny canvas that every single piece of physical art i make will outlive me if its not thrown out. like ik ill keep my childhood sketchbooks forever. so the shitty sparkledog i drew when i was 11 will outlive me
#idk how to feel abt that . lately i just randomyl feel the weight of time hit me outta nowhere#and i HATE it#brain is just cycling between existential crisis and tired#its either existential crisis or too tired to existential crisis#x#or it could burn in an accident housefire ig but. u get the point#digital stuff gets lost but physical art is either kept given away thrown out. like they usually cant disappear#theres only one (1) thing of mine that i genuinely dont know where it is#a painting from high school that my art teacher said she almost wanted to buy from me. but she said almost so ik she didnt#but i havent seen it in years. its a hard board its not rolled with my other hs stuff in my closet#its not in the house#did i leave it at the school or is it somewhere in the house#like. EVERYTHING else ik where it is. like the permanence just hit me weirdly#i try to archive every digital file but its like. radioactive decay. its got a half life itll never be gone but it keeps shrinking#bits and pieces of old stuff disappear by accident#u know
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I'll come back to playing Dead By Daylight if any of these characters get added as IP Killers
#dumb stuff#dead by daylight#dbd#horror movies#jennifer's body#abigail#you're next#candyman#my biggest wish is jennifer and needy being added. please i want to play as my gorlfriends#you can even make a cool stage from the burned down bar#for the animal mask killers they can have a machete as their primary weapon and crossbow for their special ability/attack#and the other masks can be cosmetic#candyman could have mirrors set up for teleportation and cause a whole lot of status problems#abigail could have the ability to possess people she bites and have them attack other players or w/e#and add vampire frank as a cosmetic option because i think it would be fun lol#idk it's late and I'm spitballing options here. i just want my gorlfriends...
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Me starting another bg3 run where I will make virtually all the same decisions in mostly the same order as if there isn't different branching paths
#the horrifying idea of things going differently if i choose something different#my ass sitting here wanting other content for it as if i'm not actively refusing to make the choices to get other content#i've still only romanced astarion bro#i had my og. the EXACT copy of my og but durge this time.#began a karlach run to romance wyll and am still in early act 1 so nothing will happen for a long ass time#and i left that because i missed my paladin. the party feels incomplete without them bro#started a rogue/fighter run of one of my ocs retrofitted into the game.#but also am incapable of staying true to the character cause i'll miss stuff if i do and i need to do EVERYTHING explore EVERYWHERE#nearly couldn't get over the hurdle of having no strength and no speak with animals (so karlach and wyll gotta speak to critters)#then just started a sorcerer to try to really push myself to branch out. but all it did was reaffirm that being a spell caster sucks#no jump cause no strength no health no armour no decent melee. like motherfucker pick a struggle#luckily that oc is into music so sorcerer-bard here we come#but every single one of these bitches is good aligned#(and anything i SHOULD do different i don't cause there's still different varoeties of good but alas)#still haven't romanced another party member (but that's not ENTIRELY my fault!!!!)#my og/og durge was the same person i couldn't just romance someone else. they got with astarion i don't make the rules#karlach WILL romance wyll if i ever get farther in#my rogue/fighter oc is heading the baldur's gate for his boyfriend and they have an open relationship so he COULD fuck other people#alas he would never due to his own issues#BUT THIS WILL CHANGE#my sorcerer/bard (who is the boyfriend of the rogue. just imagining the plot as if he was on the adventure or rogue was in baldur's gate)#and he WOULD fuck other people no strings attached#so my goal is to fuck all potentially non-monogamous party members#so lae'zel shadowheart astarion#wyll is a slow burn so that's emotional depth we wouldn't put in#gale is king or monogamy (plus him and this character together would make the rogur pass the fuck out)#karlach is complicated because of the no touch thing? hard to say how much emotional depth ends up required there#meanwhile shadowheart has mentioned she does no strings attached hook-ups#lae'zel propositions you ten seconds in for a good tumble#and from romancing astarion i know fucking the first time seems like it'll just be casual hook up time and i needn't go further
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Does anyone else feel like almost all of the conflicts that had to do with the various character dynamics in Chain of Thorns didnât actually get resolved, they just unexplainably ceased to exist after two books of building them up because CC didnât feel like writing them anymore and she didnât know how to resolve it naturally after how sheâd built the issues up so much?
Like how none of the characters but Cordelia and Thomas had any clue about the Alastair and Charles situation and then suddenly in CoT it was like who doesnât know? Of course Matthew knew and didnât say anything before and then randomly brought it up to Cordelia in Paris while assuming she knew too
Or how Alastair and Thomas went from how things were at the end of CoI with Alastair thinking it could never work because Thomasâs friends hate him to oh look everyone suddenly is friends with Alastair with no grudge with no development of that in this book at all, just an abrupt shift
Especially the Alastair and Matthew dynamic where Matthew hated Alastair and wanted him to have nothing to do with any of their friends and he spent CoI ranting about him to Cordelia. And then suddenly in CoT itâs like of course Matthew is supportive of Thomas and Alastair and oh look Matthew and Alastair are suddenly not just tolerating each other for Thomasâs sake but friends despite barely interacting and no development actually showing and never getting any mention of the other in their own ïżŒPOVs, just having Cordelia be like Alastair stop being dumb, youâre literally friends with him now
Or like everyone other than Christopher and Grace where it was like oh we donât like her for how sheâs treated us and her friends straight to anyway sheâs one of us. Like yes Grace was useful and yes Tatiana manipulated her whole life, but none of that was why anyone changed their minds or opinions? It was just suddenly the flip of a switch when it was convenient for CC
Or Anna and Ariadne where it didnât so much develop as Anna just acted mean to Ariadne on and off throughout the series and at the end of CoI she wanted nothing to do with a relationship and then in CoT she was just suddenly like sure I guess I do. Also, slightly different note, but I did not like that Anna barely interacted with anyone else for the entire book and she was just off in the corner being an irrelevant romantic subplot for almost all of the book except when she showed up to barely even be shown in the background being sad about her brother being dead
(Although Anna still got more of a reaction than everyone else and his death was poorly executed all around in the sense of how did you write this so predictably and poorly that no one even knows when he died and itâs so background and 99% of the characters donât care at all and we donât see his parents finding out or much of Thomasâs reaction or anything and itâs just as if he wasnât a character anymore 2 seconds later which is a different genre of issue with CoT but similar problem in the sense that both issues made the book feel a lot more emotionless to read)
And how the issues of Thomas and Alastair being together as two men and Anna and Ariadne being together as two women in this time and the issues of what would happen if the fact that Charles and Alastair were gay got out to the entire Clave just disappeared and never got addressed at all. We know how the ClVe reacted to Alec Lightwood YEARS later. We know society was homophobic at the time TLH is set and that it seems like shadowhunter society was a lot less open-minded than mundanes a century later
I understand that Charles being blackmailed and making shitty decisions was annoying but it was like suddenly everyone finding out wouldnât have consequences and all the other queer men characters were like how could you possibly be worried about this :/ as if they havenât spent the whole series knowing they have to be careful about who they tell. And then suddenly it was just of course itâs totally fine and safe to have everyone find out and why wouldnât you be fine with that. And it was really written in a way that had other queer characters like oh Charles is such a coward for not being ready to publicly tell a bunch of homophobic people his sexuality and it just wasnât it??? And super weird after Thomas was terrified of telling even Anna and Matthew for years. And also, I did not care for the fact that when Charles did go risk getting outed to finally do the right thing, we didnât even get to see it through any characterâs perspective or how that important meeting went, we just got one line of dialogue from somebody else saying that it happened with no details at all. And I canât think of other examples right now but there were quite a few moments like that where we got one line saying that something had happened that was important to the plot and to charactersâ development that seemed like it would have been more interesting than some of what we did get to see where it was just totally breezed over and way too easy and totally background to less important stuff
And then there was the whole no one reacting to Ariadne and Anna dancing together publicly thing was like yeah thatâs nice I guess but not realistic and it doesnât go with the way things have been presented up to that point, it also just feels like a situation where CC was like well this would be easier for me so there just wonât be consequences and then they can easily end up happily together
And then there was the whole Thomas and Alastair thinking they couldnât realistically be together thing and knowing they couldnât get married or be known to be together by anyone theyâre not close to and then at the end itâs still not really addressed how theyâre going to be together? Like there was the laziest write off of the family tree being wrong and then we still are just left to assume that eventually they move in together and suddenly itâs not a problem and everyoneâs fine with it? And then I also feel like we donât actually know if everyone found out about Alastair and Charlesâ sexualities after the blackmail or if people are going to assume about Thomas and Alastair or if thatâll cause issues or if no one knows outside of who theyâve told and they have to be careful or what. Which like wouldnât necessarily need to be addressed if it wasnât for the logistics of being together as two men in that time being part of the obstacle that they were struggling with being in their way and then it felt like it was totally forgotten to even be one at the end by CC
Idk like Iâd love to think they just lived in a world where homophobia didnât exist but it felt like homophobia was a plot point when CC wanted it to be an inconvenience and then suddenly disappeared just to make her writing easier the moment she didnât want it there anymore instead of actually addressing the plots she raised with it if that makes sense?
And sorry, I really did not mean to go on a rant this long. And maybe everyone else had a very different reading experience than I did and other people donât agree with some or all of this. I personally am just very confused about how the book was almost 800 pages long and it felt like so much of the development in it was us abruptly being told that development had happened rather than actually getting to see it and how so many of the issues were abruptly solved in an I donât want to write this issue anymore kind of way rather than anything actually needing to be worked at outside of the Belial situation
Edit: You know what, I mentioned it in my tags but I feel like itâs annoying enough to put in the body of the post and make it even longer. What the fuck was with everyone outing or potentially outing everyone else just so that characters could openly talk about the queer characters and tell them to do what they want them to? Why did Matthew out his brother multiple times? Like yes, the people he said it to coincidentally already knew, but he didnât know that. And why was Thomas outing Alastair? The straights got to keep their secrets as long as they wanted and fix their problems more naturally. Why did I have to sit through queer characters constantly having their sexualities and romantic histories to everyone else when they clearly had not okayed it? Why were the queer characters doing so much of the outing? Why were people who cared about them and knew what it felt like to be afraid of the wrong person finding out just broadcasting their sexualities to make it easier for CC to breeze past development to have their things get resolved fast? Why did no character have an issue with it at all?
#As a queer person the whole using homophobia against her characters as plot just to pretend homophobia doesnât exist and call her characters#cowards for worrying about it as soon as sheâs decided writing it doesnât serve her plot agenda anymore really icks me right out#Like yeah Iâd love homophobia to not exist but girl what are you doing thatâs so gross to go about it that way#ALSO everyone outing or potentially outing everyone else to other characters to make it easier to get the queer characters to do what she#wanted them to was a HORRIBLE vibe. Why is Matthew outing his brother? Why is Thomas outing Alastair? Why is everyone telling everyone else#peopleâs sexualities as if itâs nothing and everyone has a right to know when that character clearly did not feel that way#And itâs so out of nowhere every time too#Hot take: Charles protecting Alastairâs privacy instead of outing him was more valid than anything any of the other queer characters said#about Charles or Alastairâs sexualities even if I hate Charles and his going along with the blackmail was bullshit#Also now that Iâve written all of this down and 99% of what I wrote about in here has to do with the canon queer characters thatâs not#a great look either that she did breeze over some of the stuff with the other characters for sure but she was way more likely to skip depth#and development with the queer characters in CoT#CC said no slow burn gradual changes in this book⊠thereâs only room for abrupt 180s and Cordelia running đââïž#Sorry if this has weird typos and other mistakes in it. I typed on my phone and didnât check for autocorrect nonsense and Iâm too lazy to#reread this all rn at my current brainpower level#CoT#Chain of Thorns spoilers#Chain of Thorns#The Last Hours#The Shadowhunter Chronicles#Cassandra Clare#My Posts
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15 days ago :
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Two weeks is "long" enough not to be called soon, right??
So in that run, Alain repaired a bridge and crossed it, under his advisor's stern and despaired glare, and we saw a horrible cutscene with evil!Scarlett now going on by the name of Norbelle.
But since I couldn't be assed to grind to, well, play the final map, I just unlocked the cutscene and then went on my way to rescue Scarlett before she turns "evil".
@megafan1993 : iirc you theorised in a comment that maybe angel people can't be Zenoira'd like the bestrals because we don't see any zenoira'd angel in Albion? Given how Scarlett's line is basically an "angel experiment" that went right (like she got magic mc guffin powers instead of sprouting wings) Norbelle's here to tell us that she could be hijacked... even if I checked on YT videos and apparently it's bit more weird, like Norbelle says she was channeled in this body when Scarlett's soul left, but when we defeat Norbelle Scarlett's still here somehow asking Alain to live?
Anyways, wanting to continue on my "get cutscenes I didn't get in the first round", but being too much of a chicken to execute then Cornian recruits (:'( ) I decided to have Alain talk to Gilbert from the South in the final Drakengard map - and now instead of having them talk, Gilbert apparently remembers having talked to us?
Virginia being all "maybe you should talk to Aramis and ask him to reassure his brother about his role and status as the King", well, nope. Just like she told Alain, when we first met Berengaria, that their family matter was something between them and not for us to intervene, Alain went with something like "it's not for us to intervene in Drakengard's royal affairs" or something.
Which had her be a bit pissed, but she ultimately gives up because that's Alain's decision, and he is the leader of the army. So instead of talking to his brother, Gilbert faces his father's throne with doubts and his armored adviser (Hermann) tells him not to worry, and how everyone supports him even if his brother - who hasn't been confirmed to be dead yet - has a better claim to the throne.
However, given how he still has doubts and voices them to the Cornians - after Virginia asked him to "speak his mind" or something - and says he would rather join the Liberation Army, but defuses the situation by pretending it's a joke... well, let's say this plot point is left in the air.
(but it could make for a nice plotbunny in a fic : what if Gilbert later learns that his brother is still with the LA and how Alain and Virginia both kept that info for him? Marriage or not, I doubt he's going to be chummy with the Cornian royals, especially if he believes they kept that info from him to have some sort of leverage against his crown/rule by threatening him to reveal Ludwig's existence to the world and thus directly challenge his legitimacy... - what a clusterfuck this decision of "letting them deal with their family matters on their own" would create lol)
But he swore he will be assisting us in the last battle!
I don't think there are any other "meaningful choices" after Drakengard, maybe I'll kill Bertrand (:'() in Bastorias to get that entry on the archive ?
#unicorn overlord stuff#tfw no self restraint#damn i should have killed Aramis too for the archive completion :(#And Jerry and Mordon and all of the pals :(#maybe in another run? lol#watch as I have fic ideas I'll never write#like the one where Ilenia post possession wakes up and realises what the fuck happened in 10 years and feels like it's her fault#Josef'n'pals try to assure her it's not but it doesn't work#dealing with the aftermath of the war and the people legit wondering where the fuck was she#+ cleaning house with the people who sided with Zenoira bcs even if Alain wants to pardon them he's king now#++ being extra upset at having to erase Virginia from the royal line to make sure no Drakengard king could have a claim on Cornia's throne#oh well it's just AU thoughts now#I'll try to play one chapter per day to avoid storming and burning out before the artbookis delivered lol
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oh speaking of hw btw. you remember ruiâs whole âthank you for giving me the chance to changeâ thing towards tsukasaâŠ.âŠ.hw tsukasa being the one to give hw a second chanceâŠâŠidk theyâre all convinced theyâre hopeless and then this stupid star persuades them enough to join him and ghrdsgfygfndfnshansdngyhgsadfn
#monoâs stuff#hollow â wonderland#listen like. like#tsukasa has the same dream that emu did to make people smile#tsukasa wants to make people smile with emu#tsukasa doesnât think of her as childish or naive for wanting that#if emuâs a fool then so is he but he wants to do it with her#tsukasa who knows what its like to be burned by what he was pursuing encouraging nene to try#like heâs sure she wants this just as much as he does and he has faith in her ability to find that courage again#and idk idkkk the way he makes rui feel wanted#he likes ruiâsâ ideas he wants rui there#rui isnât obligated to join if he doesnât want to but god tsukasa genuinely wants him there with the rest of them#rui is wantedâŠ.#do you hear me#am i making any sense here#tsukasa who gives some light to these horribly sad kids lives and in turn they love him for it#and when his light dims they donât think of him any less they just want to help him shine as well#DOES THSI MAKE ANY SENSE
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(re-ish)watching ncis in 2023 is like came for the murder and crime solving, stayed for the absolutely unhinged tiva plotline
#zanna talks#ncis you beautiful mess of a show#like yeah it's blatantly nationalistic and Very post9/11 and us military propaganda#it likes to be misogynistic and xenophobic and try to play it as a joke#sometimes gibbs will do things that make me feel ill#and also it looooves praising cops and idolizing the maverick mentality and villifying defense lawyers#um point being it's got a lot of flaws and if i hadn't associated it with childhood nostalgia i'm not sure i could have made it far enough#in my rewatch to hit the point where it actually feels worth it past being a good distraction when i feel bad#like the point where you watch tony really start to grow and the plotlines get better and the relationships deepen etc#but man when it hits it hits#wild to watch it as an adult and realize actually the tiva stuff was there all along with effort put in and it wasnt just me making it up#75% of the time theyre just sniping at each other and being annoying coworkers but sometimes they give u a glimpse#not just of how good thye are as a dynamic but just the mcrt in general?#tony burning the letter from jeanne and trying to let go after realizing his team is like his family??#them being the ones to get ziva out of somalia and not her shitty bio dad and sticking up for her when she wants out???#them always believing in each other when they get framed ?? thanksgiving together??#coworkers as family is highly unrealistic in this day and age and maybe just in general but im willing to allow it bc man. they care.#sorry this got. away from me. what was i even talking about#ncis
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Helloooooo everyone hi, so as you may or may not know I'm trying to get things together to start offering art commissions because I'm facing a lot of pressure to earn more money for my family, but while I'm trying to sort all that out and have better examples of my digital art (and tbh wanna save up for a good art scanner so I can better do half my work traditionally and half digitally) but anywho yes while I'm sorting all that out I was wondering if it would be worthwhile setting up a ko-fi just to get some passive tips and hopefully alleviate some of the stress I'm feeling from family stuff. So below I'll just have a poll of some different stuff, I really wanna gauge where my followers are at with such things
And of course I'd love feedback in the replies!
#unfortunately i cant offer things like cosplay commissions at this moment#im also like mrrp i probably cant offer physical art at the moment either bc thats a lot of work working out shipping stuff and#and material costs that i dont have good ways to parse just yet#but it is something im interested in the future#especially since im traditionally a sketch and watercolour artist but im also trying to get into doll making#but anywho#i know it can be weird when an artist starts looking for monetary gain but ive had a rough couple years with no real start to my career#and my mom is really cracking down on me lately about needing me to bring in more money and i can kinda tell she really wants me to switch#switch careers to something i would fundamentally hate doing and would burn me out in ways it would be hard to create things anymore#anywho!!! sorry for a sob story in the tags it's just that yea im a struggling neurodivergent artist whos just been having a time recently
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ALSO. seeing certain incredibly plot-relevant npcs in the main chapters of this game after completing some of the routes is sending me. i see titania and i immediately burst into tears. i pull vennia aside and go hey listen if you want to kidnap me to set your sister free and give my friends a reason to destroy this murder tree i am 100% on board. i see dromi and i start swinging. I See You Villain. get therapy
#personal stuff#cafe enchante#seeing titania in routes other than canus's makes me want to cry she's never going to get up from that fucking chair :((((#vennia in ignis's route saying that ignis would burn down the world tree. bestie were you taking notes or#ignis in the main route going it's my creed to never kill anyone. and i just suck in a huge breath through my teeth. got bad news bud#ALSO. speaking of. these two warning kotone abt rindo in the beginning is SO goddamn funny to me#ignis: here's a way to defend yourself against this man we don't trust in case he tries anything#canus without hesitation: Kill Him.#like shdafkfh. god.#ignis said i won't kill anyone!! i have a creed against killing!!#and canus said i don't. give me the gun#him being the one to confront ignis in his route after the Reveal is so funny#ignis finds out he accidentally murdered people because of something he couldn't control and is having a crisis#and canus who has been pretty much forced to kill people since the moment he was born goes damn. that's crazy
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