#she just knows that she is NOT straight + is likely bi and that is pretty much what she'll tell people haha but bunny mask also has-
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thoughts on how JD and A are involved in this whole ordeal? Since you seem to believe N and L are together how do you explain them?
So I know others have addressed this a lot and my ideas align a lot with theirs, but I’ll still share mine. This is all theories off of what I’ve seen and read and just talking to other Lukolas.
First JD has never and will never ever be a concern. I’m 99% sure he is gay, just based off what he and his friends have shared on social media. I know some believe we shouldn’t assume about his sexuality, but if you ship him with Nicola you’re assuming he is either bi, pan, fluid…whatever. Plus being gay isn’t a negative thing at all, so I don’t know why people say that is homophobic. I think he has been around so much because he is her friend and I do think she is mentoring him or even doing some bts projects with him. I also think Evan and Camilla might be involved too. Plus he is 24 and she met him when he filmed with Louisa in Renegade Nell…he was 22 when he started filming that. Straight out of college while Nic was 35 at the time…nope don’t see it. She looks at him as a little brother and he does not look at her like he is remotely attracted it to her.
A is confusing. I think Nic and Luke realized they had feelings but took Lizzy Talbots advice after Filming and separated themselves from each other. I think Nic in particular was like, make sure, maybe even date. And she was serious and wanted him to be as well. So he met A and she also met his friends. She fit in with his friend group and then he wasn’t a 3rd or 5th wheel. I think maybe they casually dated, but nothing more serious. I think maybe A thought it was more than it was even though L probably told her last Jan. he just wanted to be friends. And since they were never serious, this isn’t staying friends with an ex type of situation. I think she was included on all the group trips as friends too. She may have even become friends with L sister. I know people think maybe there are ndas involved and they needed to keep her quiet because she may make it look like they were more and twist the narrative…idk. Some people think PR relationship. I think whatever it was, she was trying to get more into the entertainment industry through L. jMO. Whatever it was, what we saw of her at the ny premiere, L did not pay attention to her. In BTS video L is shielding N and Her family from her. At the London premiere he basically ran away from her when she tied to hold his hands. There was never a complete hand hold picture really. Idk why Ls team didn’t just say no she is just a friend. Lots of people think maybe she would come out say she was wronged woman and seeing as there is proof of some sort of past between them, she could be believed. Either way, he never seems remotely interested in her. In photos he is turned away from her, not smiling and frankly looks like he’d rather be anywhere else. Even in bts video where he doesn’t know he is being recorded, he is not interested.
alll of this is JMO off what I saw, not to mention the chemistry and sexual tension between L and N was beyond anything I have seen. I don’t care how much you like someone as a friend or how great of an actor you are, what we saw was real
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okay is she being actually immature or is it just a woman over 30 expressing a human experience you find to be immature.
like yeah. at certain ages... let shit go. im not defending the real immature shit. im not defending the karen you're picturing. i worked in retail i hate those people too. (once somebody got mad at me because she didn't like how our winter window decor was a snowman smoking a pipe. i wish i was joking).
but men at 57 will write books about how 17 year old girls are soooo sexy. they will invent worlds where women have to be naked for "armor reasons." they will write songs that treat women as objects. people rush to defend them. meanwhile a woman at 35 will be like "heartbreak is hard, actually" or "i feel betrayed by a friend" or "i am struggling with something emotionally." immediately people will say stuff like this woman is 35 by the way. by the way this woman is SO OLD to be experiencing this. BY THE WAY.
im 31, almost 32. the other day a poet was blasted online because at her "big age", she had written a poem about feeling unloved. top comment was "this woman is 29 by the way." this woman is too old to still be useful, by the way. she has to behave better . maybe if she was a good wife and mother she could stop existing loudly, and the story could continue on without her. this woman has served her purpose, by the way. she's so cringe, by the way. at 29 - so old! - she still hasn't figured out that her existence should be one of shame.
#what the fuck.#unfortunately by the time i'd switched accounts (from personal to my poetry one)#i couldn't find it :(#this is why u SEND URSELF THE POST. WHICH I KNOW TO DO BUT!!!#i was so mad i just was like “i'm about to tear this commenter in twain” and . lost da post#if u urself are the 29 and got recently flamed by instagram#i love u. come here. write with me. i was about to pick up a sword for u.#i mean a BIGASS sword.#like we all know im a wlw girlie but the way ppl will be like ''id NEVER write sad poetry about a MAN not LOVING me!!!"#..... wowwwww ur so cool. anyway. people often experience emotions regardless of what u consider cringe.#& if ur gonna shame straight/bi women for feeling a certain way. hope u never write about the#weird relationship between u and ur father. or feeling different from ur brother.#or how ur male best friend fucked u over. since it's SO CRINGE. to have ANY feelings caused by a MAN#like be so for real. beloved. nobody is fucking saying this when men do it.#''oh it's cringe to like a woman or feel heartbroken by her.''#controlling women's feelings and actions???? it's more likely than u think.#btw op is nonbinary do NOT be gender essential on this post i'll kill u with my teeth#edit: btw for the person who dm'd me ''when is it misogyny and when is it actually valid''#pretty easy. if a man had done it#would it be cringe? . like if a man sang a sad song about ''she broke my damn heart''?#if he said ''i want to have kids with her'' or something sexually explicit?? like would u even LIKE IT if a male poet had said it?#& if it's like. nah a 35 yr old man being upset about this is cringe too. yeah it's just cringe. that exists. we both know it does.#but .... often i see this ONLY about women. and i can't help but hear like. how back in middle school#we were fed the lie ''girls mature faster.'' ... why do i have to be emotionally regulated? but if a man wrote about the same things?#..... idk . im pretty anti cringe culture to begin with. but this one feels so bad to me . ur still a person past 33.
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She’s married she’s married she’s married she’s married (to a man to a man to a man to a man)
#I need to stop imprinting on women with PhDs#I need to just be regular friends and colleagues with them#the first one is straight#this one is maybe bi but more importantly married#but god why does every conversation feel so flirty#the women I go on actual dates with are not as affectionate in casual conversation as she is#I really wish I could date normally and I really wish I could make friends/do networking normally#but dating doesn’t really work for me because I really need to get to know someone before I can determine if I have feelings#but clearly I only develop crushes and feelings on women that are completely uninterested in me romantically#my therapist calls that self sabotage but I don’t think she can fully understand how confusing demisexuality is#like I feel a connection with the people I feel a connection with and that has never once happened for me going on dates#it only happens with people I get to know really well platonically first with absolutely no thought or pressure of theoretical romance#I would fucking love it if I could go on three dates with a girl and feel anything other than ‘we get along well and I had a nice time’#I would fucking love if I could just make out with someone casually and it not be incredibly uncomfortable for me#but no instead I just develop really intense friendships with women that see me like a little sister and I don’t a#and I don’t say anything because I don’t want to make things weird#my hormones are all over the place#we haven’t talked in awhile but we’re chatting about what crafting projects we’re each working on#so I’m feeling vulnerable and emotional
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In your story does Apollo willingly leave or is there some other circumstance? In addition, does he know the consequences of his departure? Your story sounds very interesting !! Also, I got some new character designs that I’d be happy to hear your opinion on !!
YOUR DESIGNS HAND EM OVER AAAAA I will absolutely nyoom over to obsess over your babies after this - I still have those notes on Aphrodite, Ares and Hermes to give too!!
As for Apollo - he is extremely, intensely aware of his roles and responsibilities which is why anyone who knows him also knows that he'd never abandon his station. Even when he leaves for Hyperborea to rest, he is extremely punctual about returning. That said, the circumstances under which he disappeared... he was not himself after Hyacinth's death and he certainly wasn't in his right mind either. The jury is very split on whether something happened to him and now he's lost or needs a rescue (which would be difficult considering no one can find him anywhere) or if he's pulling a Demeter and decided to damn the world in his grief. Since no one's seen him in years and there's that whole 'end of the world' thing going on more people currently believe the latter than the former.
There are a few alternate theories as to what happened to him as well - that he went searching for - or even found - death like he had begged Zeus for, or that his grief metamorphised him into a tree or animal of some sort and that if they could find whatever he's turned into, they could use that to help restore the divine order. The point is, everyone is looking for him but not many people actually want to find him for fear of learning the truth behind his absence.
#ginger answers asks#thank you so much for the question aaa#Apollo's Disappearance is a Whole Big Massive Things actually#Pretty much everyone has their own theories and explanations but also everyone is mad at him LMFAO#It's a very “Okay but why do you want to kill US just because your boyfriend died” type thing#Zeus Eros and Aphrodite are the only ones that know the truth/where Apollo is#Not that that matters because Zeus can't bring him back Eros is currently in Bi Baby Jail#and Aphrodite can't speak a word of what she knows if she doesn't want the other Olympians to straight up murder her and her son#Artemis is deathly worried about her brother because she KNOWS he would never do anything like this purposefully#He loves the world and he loves mortals#So wherever he is - he must be hexed or captured or something#pursuing daybreak posting#apollo
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idk if the dash is ready for this concept yet but comphet rowena
#this is NOT to say shes a lesbian bc i personally hc her as bi#i just think she thinks shes straight bc That Is What Women Do#Women Have Sex With Men And Thats How It Works#its subconscious! its barely noticeable! she doesn't know its happening#so steeped in heteronormativity that even having queer experiences she's like 'yeah thats what normal straight women do' like NO MAAM!!#rowena macleod#spn tag#supernatural
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how you feel about bisexual people saying they’re gay
I don't like it when people use gay as an umbrella term because it's literally not. I know one bi girl who always went "i'm sooo gayy" and I'm like "I thought u were bi??" and she was like "it's just simpler to say gay". I really don't get how though? Bi and queer are the same amount of syllables as gay. To me it's more confusing if ur talking about how gay you are and then people see you with a boyfriend/girlfriend. I guess it's not that big of a deal but it's def a pet peeve of mine and rubs me the wrong way.
#also one time my friends had a powerpoint night and my one friend's was like “Top 5 most homophobic and Top 5 gayest disney princesses”#really stupid I know#and the top 3 were like "I see her as bi#I see her as pan#I see her as aro/ace and I'm like “none of that is gay” and she's like#“it's an umbrella term” and she's not even lgbt herself (well she identified as ace back then and then bi and now says she's straight) so i#just rubbed me the wrong way that she called it an umbrella term because it's not idk why this bothers me so much though#if any bisexuals follow me can you explain this? or say why you like/don't like it. I want to hear the bi perspective on this#also anon I meant to ask this first thing in the tags but what do you think?#thanks for the ask!#anon ask#lgbtq discourse
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so i saw this tweet and
I know what you are..
#IT'S LITERALLY HIM...#ash rambles 💚#mask off 🎭#i woke up to some pretty awful sexuality discourse about another y.akuza character i ship with so the topic is on my mind#i hc pretty much all of my f/os as some flavor of queer and a good chunk of them are unlabeled also because i love the comfort of knowing#that not only are they Just Like Me but that they understand me because my refusal to label my queer identity is such a fundamental part#of my being myself and who i consider 'Ash' to be#but enough bitching about myself. unlabeled s.ugiura is so real 👍🏽 he's a lot like me in which he's bi in practice but doesnt like calling#himself that. i think that for a long time he struggled with what to label himself so he just kinda ignored it and shoved it aside#it's when he's talking to ash one night about it and here's how she talks about herself that he goes#'HEY WAIT A MINUTE- i dont have to choose?? this feels good!'#also#i#come on#look at him#the whole cast of j.udgment even#NONE of them are straight#also i don't think s.ugiura is cis either but that's a chat for another day#this tweet just made me giggle though because that is. exactly his fit#I'm a big rainjacket over hoodie kinda gal myself#but I'm also from the pnw and that's what everyone around here wears lmao
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okay the jokes about bi women with jakey ass boyfriends were funny but I'm gonna need everybody to stop before people start getting too comfortable and start getting really biphobic with it
#like the first couple times were funny but like. I do not like the direction this is going. my bestie has straight up got hate comments#for being a bi girl with a bf like people are saying she has it so easy is basically straight etc like😭#not that biphobia (against bi women specifically) didn't exist before this joke blew up recently but some people think it's a lil Too#funny to call bi women with boyfriends basically straight#as if they're like. what? lying about being bi? faking it for attention like what do you think. they're not actually bi bc they're dating#a man. idk just don't like direction this is going#as a person with the opposite problem (people I'm insisting I'm a lesbian) I kinda get it like it obvs doesn't feel great to have people#doubt your sexuality. especially in the context of them making fun of you#ALL THIS BEING SAID this isn't abt my mutuals and friends who I know are normal and not biphobic AND this is not about not making fun#of jakey boyfriends. obviously i think they should all kill themselves.#carmen.txt
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my mother is absolutely convinced of some nonsense conspiracy theory that (in her words) "originally humanity lived in peaceful all-woman societies of goddess worshippers who took care of eachother and lived in harmony, while males were roving loners that had no society and never cooperated. that changed when the men banded together and overthrew the peaceful woman-dominated societies, and enslaved us all." and, according to her, this is proof that a woman-dominated world would be innately more peaceful, and that men are innately violent and evil and should be either barred from holding any legal power or leadership roles or at least should be (again in her words) "gelded like bulls" to remove their testosterone before even being considered for such a thing.
she also evidently believes that the problem with all religions today is primarily that they aren't "goddess worshippers", because she seems to think goddess religions are inherently peaceful and pure too and seems to be especially obsessed with "Isis" in particular. the very very few times she's openly considered it unambiguously bad for some population or another to have been exterminated (she's got a bad case of devil's advocating genocide brain), she's gone out of her way to make up some crap about how said people were a peaceful society of goddess-worshippers, almost always of isis. delusions of isis-worship seem to be the only thing that ever causes her to consider any arab or middle-eastern culture, society, or ethnicity to be relatively uncomplicatedly undeserving of extermination, in fact, because every fucking time she doesn't immediately start devils-advocating it and making remarks about how "the rest of the world should box them in and let them blow eachother up" it's when she's whinging on about how whatever specific micro-ethnicity she's thinking about are or were traditional persecuted isis-worshippers.
the sole major exception to her weird fixation on isis worship justifying worthiness of life is the whole israel thing going on, in which she has consistently made very obvious that literally the only reason she's against the genocide of palestine is because it gives her an excuse to even more openly hate jewish people than she already did. and honestly i'm not sure even that's true because i think she's made some offhand remarks about palestinians having probably been peaceful isis worshipers before the jews infected them with christianity or something anyway.
so for the last, however fucking long it's been i've been constantly having to listen to her go off about how this behavior is in the jew's blood or whatever and that they literally invented all genocide because somehow the concept didn't exist before them and wouldn't have ever been invented by the rest of humanity without those jewish aliens dropping it in i fucking guess apparently and she furthermore goes on about how every single genocide and mass-oppression movement in history is directly inspired by them, ESPECIALLY the nazis, and THEN i have to listen to her rant about how, basically, wwii was something they entirely brought on themselves by "dominating the economy and treating everyone not them like shit" and the nazis were just "using their own tactics back at them". and then she goes on a rant about how the people the original jews exterminated back in the day (aka the first ever genocide, which they invented, because jews invented genocide and hate according to her) in the middle east region were peaceful matriarchal isis-worshipers.
and then she starts making comments about arabs being backwards and palestinians either being mysogynist muslims that should be boxed in to blow eachother up with everyone else or secret peaceful isis worshippers corrupted by men's cruel hand, sometimes in the same sentence, entirely dependent on which group she's more in the mood to hate at the time.
it's exhausting. beyond exhausting. her sole purpose in existence seems to be to have the singularly most exhausting set of politics physically possible to fit into one person.
just, sometimes i think, if there really is anything at all to the incredibly stupid and inexplicably popular idea that anyone or anything has a Purpose tm to exist for, i feel like my mother's purpose is to be walking proof to me of a Type Of Guy That Is Real, cause i sure as fuck would have trouble inventing this mess if it wasn't standing right in front of me spewing confusingly bipartisan hate. all of her thoughts and opinions are these long winding nonsense chains that feel like if that man carrying thing sketch about the friend with confusing politics was a person. on meth.
#and sometimes i feel like she just believes whatever will allow her to hate and feel innately superior to the most people#the fact that this woman considers herself a leftist#... well. given what this country just voted for it looks unfortunately likely that she IS in fact a fairly average example of a leftist#and therefore i have zero remaining hope for or particular desire to save humanity#actually it kind of feels like the only reason she really aligns herself with “the left” is because she's a female supremacist#and the left is the closest thing to a movement in that direction compared to the only current alternate party's “lets undo women's rights”#and also she inexplicably hates trump despite constantly devils-advocating for him and how he “has some good ideas”#and yes she does specifically mean about immigrants and the wall. one of her staunchest positions is pro-closed borders#honesty if trump was a woman and not a misogynist sex pest i think she would like him a lot. even despite his blatant ignorance of economic#she's also a big “anti-wokeist” type and we can barely watch any movies anymore without her whining about there being black people in them#and then she's like “PEOPLE ONLY DON'T WANT TO WATCH MOVIES WITH ME BECAUSE MY THEORIES ARE ALWAYS RIGHT AND THEY'RE JEALOUS OF HOW SMART”#she's nominally anti-corporation but in practice tends to come down on their side and is also staunchly against student loan forgiveness#because she thinks that “anyone who's stupid enough to do that deserves it”#and “it would be a slap in the face to ME and everyone else that had to pay”#and “kids these days don't want to develop healthy financial habits so they can SAVE for things. i SAVED for it and i know how HARD it is”#the way she often talks i also increasingly feel like the only actual reason she hates christianity is because she's a female supremacist#especially since she regularly goes on about biblical things as if they're real and complains that god either must be a woman#because “only women can create”#or that god CLEARLY is a man because he's destructive and evil and Destruction is a Man Thing That All Men And Only Men Innately Do#and likes to talk about how “jesus said he would come back as the least of us so he would be a woman”#and then goes on to describe a woman that sounds suspiciously like her. or at least her perception of herself#she's also said that if she wasn't straight she would be a political lesbian by choice because she hates men so much#and has tried repeatedly to bitch at me about men in an “eyyy amirite sister” kind of way#and got mad when i didn't fancy the idea of sitting there joking with her about half the species being barely-sentient cancer nodes#but she ALSO identifies as sapiosexual despite having the most vanilla housewife smut book taste ever#but ALSO she considers every single other sexuality aside from straight and gay to be made up woke mental illness nonsense!#so according to her the only orientations are “normal”. gay. and sapiosexual. and SOMETIMES bi (but no pan or poly).#i'm fairly sure she's convinced asexuality isn't real and is just repression. she certainly acts like i never said anything every time.#unless she's explosively yelling at me for “always bringing it up” when i tell her to stop making jokes about me being attracted to things#and she thinks anything other than monogamy is “selfish” and “exists only for men to abuse women”. especially muslim and arab men.
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Nancy is sometimes straight and sometimes bisexual in my fics. And honestly sometimes it depends on which option is funnier.
#she’s bi in tomorrow’s a long way off#(she does not know it. she’s like well of course I think other girls are attractive. they just are.)#she’s straight in drive all night#(even though pretty much all her female friends are gay and bi)#tonight tonight…idk man she’s too sad
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People will be like "shipping miss pauling with a man is lesphobic because this one deleted tweet from one writer of the comics said she was a lesbian!!!!" but then go and ship her with a bedicked merc and call it lesbian yuri cause they slapped she/her pronouns on him lol
#blogging#For the record I don't care if she's headcanoned lesbian bi or straight.#But saying she's a lesbian then pairing her with a character you say has a dick is FAR more homophobic#then just not headcanoning her as a lesbian to begin with like.#Jesus Fucking Christ.#And I know this is not really a Huge Deal in the Greater Scope of things but you get it.#tf2#team fortress 2#homophobia
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drawing more furry fnaf art. yknow just to keep you posted. i love posting in the tags sorry these ones got away from me
#sammy is a brown bear (like freddy). his mom is white like funtime freddy#then crying child is blue (like bon bon. and to go with lizzies bonnet pink) (theyre not twins in my au but they definitely act like it. so#its like cute.) mrs. afton is blue violet (rockstar bonnie) bc i was running out of colors. i had already assigned her blue anyway.#max is black bc i seriously ran out of rabbit colors. or! no wait shadow bonnie. thats totally the inspo and not i had made his ears black#already. i think thats literally every rabbit color available. the afton family is pretty big. ig vanny. who would go with vanessa. obvi bu#shes not in my au. or at least not an afton. and therefore not a rabbit. if she was though shed be white.#and if you havent seen any previously drawn ones henry and william are yellow (obviously. they already have fursonas. theyre the reason#everyone else gets one. LOL) micheals purple like classic bonnie (who... is purple even if it was then retconned. hes purple. look at#withered bonnie. i hate ppl who say its just lighting. thats a lie by big blue bonnie. he was literally purple and then he changed his mind#like i said lizzie is pink like bonnet. and then charlie is black like lefty. because duhh.#DONT ask me about how this shit works okay. the rabbit dated the rabbit and the bear dated the bear. bc thats what happened. theres not#here. the bears got divorced. and the rabbits. the yellow rabbit and bear are fucking#no um. i like willry but i think if they were really fucking. i just think things would go differently. henry's gay in my au i dont think i#he actually had a man to fuck he'd manage to have children. its not who he is to me. will is bi but he obv thinks henry is some exception t#him being perfectly normal and straight. everyone wants to fuck their business partner. otherwise youd do it yourself#ig they can fuck after. i hate when people do these boring aus where henry and william never get married and william isnt a murderer and so#like what? theres nothing? just a couple of guys? if im looking for fics where theyre fucking im not looking for a fic where everything is#nice and clean. be serious. can we at least have some angst about it being the 70s or are you too much of a bitch for that too#anyway.....#simons spouting#simons fnaf au#OH also if anyone reads this whats the stance on this stupid idea i have where sammy pretends he has a thing for michael to annoy max. bc.#their parents had a thing for eachother. and sammy and max have a more familial relationship. and michael and charlie have a familial#relationship. but michael and sammy have barely met and do not at all. is it pushing it? i was thinking yknow from sammys perspective that'#'his sons' dad but! like you can fuck your sons dad. that's not weird. unless thats the way youre phrasing it i guess LOL. but i guess#michael would be like. thats 'my sisters' brother. and that is not someone you fuck*. BUT this isnt michaels perspective its sammy being#annoying. and from sammys perspective that is NOT his sister and there for NOT his sisters brother. *also im pretty sure this is subjective#if youre just friends. yknow. the ethics of sammy using this to bother max is not on the table because i think he deserves to be a#a bit of an ass. anyway LMAOO fkdglfg. let me know if youd like ive got anon asks on. please dont judge me for not knowing this.
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D telling me to fake being gay & apply for lgbt scholarships… girl I thought u knew
#Maybe she just doesn’t remember but we’ve 100% talked abt it before#she knows I’m queer#ig I haven’t said I’m lesbian or bi but she knows Im not straight like it’s a great idea but I won’t be faking anything I’m a dyke#screaming
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#why are people worried about people playing good luck babe at straight weddings???#it's been in the charts for ages it's not outrageous to think a person with a different gender partner just likes the song jfc#people play cherry wine which is literally about dv at weddings to be romantic why are you worried about people dancing to glb#not to mention the biphobia that's come out of this assuming all bi women with male partners hate their partners bca women who-#as far as i know-#never said she was bi???#was dancing to a song IN THE TOP 20 AT THE TIME at her wedding and just have fun???#if you don't wanna have that at your wedding don't have that at your wedding but if it's not your wedding then is that song hurting anyone?#like bfr with me for two seconds does good luck babe at a wedding hurt anyone???
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bisexual to bisexual communication
#wormblr#parahumans#worm spoilers#wardblr#ward liveblog#idk if tristan is bi or gay#hes bi in my mind#i dont know if either is textual#i also have no idea if crystal is supposed to be bi or straight#but she has bi energy to me#so theyre both bi until proven otherwise#just like all characters to me lol
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i still just think that leland's like... tendency toward neutral blues and browns in his clothing, nothing too bright, no warm colours really, is also just a reflection of him being sort of withdrawn in some ways about aspects of himself. like yeah he's social he's golden retriever energy he's friendly and kind and polite, but it's almost more like, he's fluid in the way that he shifts into that for the people around him? to bring them up, bring their spirit up, be a source of warmth or a pillar of support for them. but i think that without the energy/moral support he gets from friends and family, he is actually a fairly quiet, understated sort of person, who can fit into a lot of situations easily and adapt. but doesn't necessarily know who he is without people around him? he's social, but he puts on more of it to impress or camoflauge, and to be what he thinks he should be, esp when he starts at college. hanging out w the dudes on the team and that kinda crowd. how he survived highschool and was generally well liked back home fr
i think it's the friend group that brings out his most genuine side, and brings him out of the insecurities he has about himself and how he presents and just all of it rly. i don't think he had Bad friends growing up or anything, but i don't think he had the same depth of understanding from them, that he got from the friends he meets in college. it kind of unlocked the part of himself that he mainly only was at home around his mom and sisters. w the sensitivity, and the types of things that might be attributed to being more stereotypically feminine.
#it's the pathological urge to please people that makes him shift persona just slightly when he has to. just pisces things honestly#but also not make himself too bold too offensive. just a guy. Normal even- like his dad would have drilled into his head#it's u know. it's also Raised A Boy In The 60s/70s type energy anyway. these are the things u can be.#i feel like i could do another post about how that's also just sort of... [vague gestures] gender and sexuality presentation things#look at him look at his prettyboy hair. he's concerned w his appearance. but he's a jock so it's easier to have things brushed off i feel#me like. yeah the type of guy that cried telling his mom abt being bi. which she was fine w but like never telling dad fr#and the absolute stigma in a small town of being anything but straight??? crisis. then going to school and learning abt free love ???
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