#she exists as a concept in my head

[spaciebabie]

unamed is a "failed" (really they only failed b/c they were unable to be controlled) biological weapon and dahlia is a military girlie who has started to be disillusioned w/what she's actually fighting for (its nothing: spoilers) and it comes to a head when her squadron is tasked with terminating this "biological weapon" that has somehow evaded the government for years and killed a good portion of their soldiers. everyone is super vague about it, they tell the squadron (minus the leader) basically what they need to know and nothing more. its a biological weapon. it can kill you. it has killed before. it has the ability to rip chunks of concrete off of buildings and destroy entire blocks of city. you must kill it.

now dahlia is scared for her life. shaking in her military boots, she knows shes a good soldier, but is she fit for this? shes not the best around and she doesnt try to be, there are others who fill that position for her, but after this? she could become a military hero. it makes her stomach curl up in a knot b/c she already was considering quitting because of the shit shes seen. maybe this was a sign that she should actually quit

but she doesnt

and thats the best/worst mistake of her life.

they get out to where this biologican weapon has made a "home" for itself and its run down, stinky, dirty, just the worst possible place any living thing can...well live.

so thats immediately a red flag for her! but, she has orders to follow.

they get all stationed up. they're going to ambush this thing and put it down like a dog. its a bit sad she thinks to herself as she sets up the rifle for use. shes the one tasked with sniping this thing when it emerges. her squad mates all light up the in ear radio with testing testing...bravado to delta barking out various military speak. shes not really paying attention. shes just thinking about the "biological weapon" that had the misfortune of being born into this world.

yet another innocent life ruined by the government. and better yet the same entity that created this life is going to end it. that truth is more bitter than the blackest coffee in the world. and after this, dahlia says, shes going to finally quit. she thinks about what form this biological weapon could have taken. some kind of big cat? maybe a wolf or dog (she knew they were experiementing with those). maybe some unorthodox animal like a cow maybe a chicken (she didnt know why chicken experimentation was kept under such strict wraps but whatever. the military is weird.) or ape. really, there were no limits. the big guys did what they wanted. and then one of her squad mates gives the signal that the weapon has left its chambers and headed into the main area. dahlia sniffs (its freezing out here), steadies her breathing, and coils her finger around the trigger...she waits for the target to enter the view of her scope and...

its a person.

its a whole ass living breathing person. a skinny, malnourished looking one at that. they're effectively wearing rags, their dark skin is ashen, their cheekbones protrude from their face, it looks like they havent had a good bath in awhile, and dahlia falters. her breath hitches. she removes her finger from the trigger. surely this isnt the weapon they're speaking of. this guy looked like they could barely pick up a spoon. so she radios her squad leader who had seen a picture of the thing and is like, "hey i think there's a civilian out here" leader is like, "okay we'll check it out hold your fire". a moment passes. the civillian is still just kind of standing there not doing anything. looking around absent mindedly. kicking rocks. interesting. when they catch the real bioweapon she's gonna go down there and help this person out. get them some clothes, a bath, and-

"there are no civilians around solider, free to shoot" what. surely she must be mistaken. and so she asks again. and is met with the same response. so she asks more clearly, "is the bioweapon a person?" there's a beat of hesitation before the leader confirms that yes, that poor looking fellow below is actually what they were sent here to kill.

but she doesnt have time to register what that means or throw down her weapon because the ground is suddenly ripped from under her.

[quartztwst]

im sorry but your drawings of fem azul and quartz reminded me SO MUCH of Roger Rabbit and Jessica Rabbit :((( i love them sm im gonna cry THIS SPECIFIC SCENE TOO BTW: https://youtu.be/VFX7aFgCkNQ?si=0b-lhE7Xyikh9oJM

he makes me laugh pt 2

IM SO GAY HELP ME I NEED HELP IM SO GAY

thank u guys for feeding into my delusions bc she is not real and i mean NOT REALshe doesn’t exist ingame or anywhere shes in my head

sigh guys… we broke up…… divorce is pending 😔😔😔😔😔

[harbingersglory]

everyone talks about arlecchino breeding kink (it's me I'm everyone) but where's my transmasc arle w a breeding kink frustrated abt not being able to breed you representation huh

[asgardian--angels]

gotta say tho. TVL is an incredible book. show-only iwtv fans truly do not understand the complexity of Lestat, his nobility of purpose, his strength of self, his philosophical questioning of existence and desire to understand and affect, and the depth of passion that fans have for him because of getting to hear his story so intimately through his own words. when fandom reduces him to vain, stupid, abusive, catty, it betrays a complete lack of understanding of his character, in a way that benefits no one because his story is as transcendently transformative for the reader as it was for himself. like, show fans, if you read one book in TVC, just one, read The Vampire Lestat. It's truly a beautiful, gripping, and moving journey and you will completely rethink your ideas about him.

[jennycalendar]

posting these thoughts abt recent writings to tumblr bc they’re important :)

[cuteniaarts]

The weight of the world is a heavy burden

Especially for a child

(Or, in slightly less dramatic terms – I imagine that the first of her past lives that Avatar Suiren [who is the Avatar after Aang instead of Korra in my AU, and also Ghazan and Ming-Hua’s daughter] gets to talk to is Yangchen, because she is too plagued by memories not her own [including Jetsun’s death, fun fact]. And Yangchen wouldn’t want another child to go through what she did on their own)

(Or maybe someone just needed an excuse to draw @katkastrofa’s latest obsession in a context that interests them as well, just in time to maybe cheer her up a little? You can’t prove anything)

[ramavataramaart]

Sometimes I still think of Arrow and all its dead ladies that should have instead been at the club. Bottoms up for Moira (love thinking about AU versions of her, maybe even evil ones)

[linabirb]

so sorry another oc post

greetings miki andou from a hit ocgram project called linagram. your main motivation as a character is to save your younger sibling from The Horrors and you do not care about what happens to you at all. honestly, if there was a way for you to sacrifice yourself for marito/asahi you most likely would. even though you really do have good intentions, your actions almost always have the worst consequences you can imagine, and even if you forgive people and choose to ignore their flaws, you only end up making them or the lives of other people worse. you're obsessed with saving everyone, guiding them, protecting them, controlling them, you will force other guards to forgive the prisoners you want to be saved if needed and maybe abusing the power you have really is the only way to save people sometimes. at least that's what you believe. prisoners either love you or hate you, some of them see you as their savior, some of them see you as extremely manipulative. you can be called "the goddess of milgram" even, honestly, you probably could become one, if it wasn't for the fact that milgram's real goddess is watching you right now.

now, may i ask you which character from a certain gacha game you kin. to be more specific, that gacha game has a turn-based combat system. to be even more specific, that game has the word "rail" in its title

[arolesbianism]

I recently decided to semi revive some of my crusty dusty splatoon ocs from when I was like 12, so here’s all of the goobers! Meet Cherry (she/her), Slosh (he/they), Egg (they/them), and Blast (she/they)

[doctahchang]

would like to know the lore of my own oc that i have had for like ten years

edit: found an old sketch of her... i basically drew her for the first time eons ago and haven't changed her design ever since (sad that i won't be able to find those drawing again)

[djevelbl]

On one hand I wanna post a badly taken photo of the wip I'm in rn but like. I think it'd be funnier if I just casually drop the thing with little context and disappear into the ether to go onto the next wip

[murdockdevil-remade]

andela ribeiro stats

basics:

status: active in 'whispering palms' aka the palms 3.0 other versions will have their own stat sheets.

full name: andela ribeiro

nicknames: andy

gender: cis woman

pronouns: she/her

sexual and romantic orientation: bisexual biromantic

age: 32

date of birth: april 26

zodiac sign: taurus

residence: whispering palms. which is basically like los angeles, ca

originally from: new valley. which is brooklyn, new york.

powers: photographic reflexes and regenerative healing

occupation: bartender / former surgical resident

species: powered

main verse: retrofuturism. 

appearance:

faceclaim: B/EATRIZ M/ARTINELLO

voice claim: lorn/a morell/o from orange is the new black (she shouldn't but she does lmfao)

height: 5ft11in

build: slim

eyes: brown, almond shaped

hair: black

piercings: double pierced ears

tattoos: no tattoos

other distinguishing features: her smile is a little lopsided / she likes to wear her hair down / she tends to talk with her hands

style: she tends to dress fancy and put-together in sleek black outfits that are in fashion because she enjoys looking like she has her life together even though she doesn’t. she wants to feel good, because it makes her feel good.

personality:

traits: playful / determined / reliable / loyal / overindulgent / stubborn / easily bored

labels / tropes: to add.

mental health: i don’t really like labeling my characters mental health, but she does have some mental health troubles due to past trauma.

physical health: is healthy in this area. minus some scars.

likes: puzzles / eating the corner pieces of cake / 80s music / playing jeopardy and wheel of fortune when it's on television / cooking and baking / naming different parts of the human body / observing

dislikes when people underestimate her / not being challenged / scorpions

fears: scorpions / losing her sister

Phobias: doesn't have one?

hobbies: cooking / dancing / learning

skills: cooking (she's gifted in cooking, due to her mother teaching her to cook) / sewing (she can sew and knit due to her father's influence)/ hand-to-hand combat (father had her learn various fighting styles growing up and she kept up with a few into adulthood)/ weaponry (especially anything dealing with random old weapons. but she knows about weapons mostly due to father being hyper vigilant. she also collects old weapons.) / medical (primary skill due to studying in school)

quirks: talking with her hands. humming to herself.

pet peeves:  when people talk down to her. talking with mouth full of food.

family:

mother: christina ribeiro

father: cristian ribeiro

Siblings: mia ribeiro

birth order: mia ribeiro, andela ribeiro

spouse / lover: currently verse dependent.

children: none.

pets: a pet turtle named mr t

notable close relatives: various.

other: various.

best friend: various.

Rival: various.

crushing on: various.

nemesis: various.

Other: various. 

faves:

ice cream flavour: rocky road

time of the day / night: night

weather: cloudy

breakfast food: french toast

dinner food: spaghetti

colours: purple

songs: the sign by ace of base

other random stuff:

a cherished item: a locket with her mother’s picture in it

first love: a girl from college

usual mood: neutral

1 thing they want to do / experience before they die: calm

defining moments: quitting her residency and when her sister went missing.  

[8km-2]

i'm really curious about why maria didn't approve of adeline becoming a blood saint and if it's connected to her not liking blood blades because there's so much drama potential if it was. (I just really like the idea that the main reasons maria left cainhurst for come back to haunt her in yharnam okay?)

And I don't mean just for their relationship, for one of my ideas it's kinda useful to get a glimpse into what kind of dynamic gehrman and maria will have after the fishing hamlet. Heck even my crack hc of ludwig being maria's apprentice comes from that drama...

Idk I just find it super interesting that the two main relationships for maria we get some insight into represent the two different parts of her life. And well... It's kinda interesting imagining those two relationships being sorta at odds with each other.

[lieutenantselnia]

I've been thinking about whether my way of naming my self-inserts might be a bit inconvenient ... to clear it up:

Selina with an i - My modern day s/i that I ship with Doofenshmirtz, she's probably the closest to my actual self, though I still take creative liberties in some aspects.

Selena with an e - My PotC s/i, I have two different AUs for her to ship her with both Barbossa and Davy Jones. She's a bit more like an oc, but I still also see her as a self-insert.

My original thought was to give them slightly different names, so I won't always have to mention about which universe I'm currently referring to. Since they're all based on the same "template" character though (which is just ... me I guess😂), I didn't want to give them entirely different names, plus while I didn't want to use my actual first name anymore, I still wanted a name that I can identify with. In my head it makes total sense, but I can see that this may also be a bit confusing😅

[dreampearls]

I love collei so much but it should be noted. the collei that I love is the completely fake ideal version of her that only exists inside of my head

[blujayonthewing]

meraki and hiraeth are really fucking good names for elyss actually and I'm really mad about it