#session victim

[mixamorphosis]

This mix is around 10 years old now and there's no real back story to it.

As with the other 'Off The Cuff' mixes, it's exactly that... an impromptu mix, normally after a few libations, not something that happens very often.

Some of the mixing is terrible, but they were just me having a little fun and  the tunes are good regardless of transitions. I'm The Baddest Bitch is undoubtedly an all time classic but the Johnick vs First Choice track is a particular long time favourite of mine after hearing it in a Daft Punk Essential Mix, a mix that I haven't been able to find online, despite numerous attempts through the years. If you know of it and where I can grab it, please let me know!

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01. Mannmademusic - If You Don't Do It (Shadeleaf Music) 02. Frank Booker - Skin (FB's Godfather Edit) (Razor N Tape) 03. Norma Jean Bell - I'm The Baddest Bitch ( F Comms) 04. Harvey Sutherland - Oscillate (Voyage) 05. Jack J - Something On My Mind (Mood Hut) 06. Session Victim - The Most Beautiful Divorce Ever (Delusions Of Grandeur) 07. Breakfast Lunch And Dinner - Tonight (Whiskey Disco) 08. Johnick vs First Choice - The Player (Remix) (One Step) 09. Pezzner - Mesh (8 Bit) 10. Kon - Runaway (Soul Clap) 11. Art Of Tones - So Worried (Re-edit) (Shadeleaf Music) 12. Space Ranger - Metropolis (Unknown) 13. Mental - Unikaj Zdjęć (The Very Polish Cut Outs) 14. The Black Madonna - Stay (The Nite Owl Diner)

[deffik]

Yeah, that’s smooth

[jordynbreeloa777]

10 minute method & limiting belief debunking.

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୧ ‧₊˚ 🍂 ⋅୧ ‧₊˚ 🍂 ⋅୧ ‧₊˚ 🍂 ⋅୧ ‧₊˚ 🍂 ⋅୧ ‧₊˚ 🍂 ⋅୧ ‧₊˚ 🍂 ⋅୧ ‧₊˚ 🍂 ⋅୧ ‧₊˚ I want you to try the “10 minute method” and see how fast your manifestation unfolds into your reality. This technique is when you either can set a timer for 10 minutes, and straight robotically affirm. It’s better if you do this like 3 times a day, especially if you waver when robotically affirming! This method is so powerful and helps to saturate your subconscious with your dominant thoughts you want to manifest. You can play a subliminal in the background while your affirming, or play a game, anything ! As long as you affirm 10 minutes straight. You can also do longer then 10 if you want, but minimum 10 minutes. Some people may ask “isn’t this coming from a state of lack because you shouldn’t force yourself to affirm straight” no..it isn’t. I just realized this was such a limiting belief i had for such a long time that you had to think “from, and not try to “want or get” your manifestation. Sammy Ingram slapped me right out of these victim state beliefs, and the fair Anwser is no. Your subconscious isn’t going to be like “well are you thinking from you desire? Are you wanting this from a place of lack? If so, nope. Not having it. I’m not going to give it to you.” NO. your subconscious doesn’t have a mind, brain, or soul of its own. It’s literally you. Plus, if you really want your desire and you know exactly how to get it, stop being lazy and affirm and persist. As well as, your subconscious just knows that your focusing on __ (your desire) more so that’s what it’s gonna display in your reality. Plus, I promise you after doing this your going to feel so fullfilled!

[hamletthedane]

Shakespeare: I will create two teenage characters who are explicitly proto-postmodern examinations of the nature of character and fate within fictional narrative. I am their creator and - like their parents within the narrative - I exercise complete control over their fates, no matter how much they struggle against it. They are born like Athena from my mind and doomed to die by my pen, by my complicity in the narrative negligence of them, by my own actions and wishes-

Actor: cool, what's their names?

Shakespeare, father of twins named Judith and Hamnet: uhh…. Juliet and Hamlet.

[bucket-of-amethyst]

now that the life series is over i can share what would be the best song ever for one of those animatics or montages about the entire season u know its right u feel it too u know it

[zishu-arts]

walks into your askbox. hi. hi could i request,. could i perhaps request. could i ask for perhaps a little bit of vicage

lwk got carried away w this one

[bentnotbroken1fanfiction]

"Ok, but is it just part of Fadel and Style's date nights to kidnap someone and tie them up now or???" - yes it's enrichment for them and because Fadel can't realistically keep Style tied up all the time

🤣🤣🤣 oh, but he would try, nonnie. He would TRY. And Style would let him for awhile lol

[iamdangerace]

[wubbybubbly]

something that I find fascinating in bridge to the turnabout is when edgeworth says that while he was caught up in the middle of the dl-6 investigation, he had actually met misty fey himself.

I’m sure this was before the channeling began. whether or not he was actually in the room when it happened is up for debate. but because edgeworth never alludes to a reunion with his father, I think it’s safe to say that the police barred him from interacting with his spirit. maybe he was forced out of the room. or maybe he just sat there, crying to himself believing his father was right there and he couldn’t speak to him.

what’s interesting is that edgeworth vehemently dismisses the kurain channeling technique and sees all spirit mediums as frauds (even when mia is channeled in court and clearly visible). so, it’s possible that this anger stems from something a lot more personal than “it’s scientifically impossible.” I think he staunchly refuses to believe in the fey clan’s legitimacy because accepting it means that he could’ve seen his father again, but wasn’t allowed to. so he’d rather think that there is absolutely no way to bring back the dead, ever. it’s a way to protect himself—the police were wrong, so he didn’t actually miss his chance to speak to his dad.

I don’t know, there’s a lot more to edgeworth seeing misty as a fraud than just this, and maybe I’m totally wrong. but it’s a possibility that I thought of.

[akechi-if-he-slayed]

pov ur ann waking up in a bleary haze at 3 in the morning uncomfortably pressed against a leblanc booth after an all-nighter study session and this is the first thing u see akira n ryuji doing

[mixamorphosis]

So, the final Different Strokes show that was to appear on the brilliant station, Box Frequency. The real sad thing about it not being around isn't the loss of the music, that's still there across lots of platforms, it was the community that had built over time and the camaraderie and support that existed. That vanished with the station and I'm not sure I'll encounter that again.

As I've said in another post, I'd like to revive the Different Strokes show in some way. I'm not sure if it's possible or feasible. When I left Facebook in 2018 I lost contact with so many people, and having barely spoken to anyone since, between care, covid, lockdowns, losing my Mum it's hard to see how to pick things up. I do still like the idea of having something like this to focus on, but how to actually get there, I don't know. We'll see. It's on the back burner.

Back to this post and mixes. Nicole J Patten, otherwise known as Ex Ex Ex doesn't seem to have the same social media presence, but she is still on Soundcloud. I think I'm right in saying she was originally from Baltimore but had moved to Broolyn. I'd followed Nicole for a few years on Soundcloud and had posted a couple of her mixes to the blog in the early days. Not only does she have a great taste in music, her mixing was always great. Outside of music she came across as a very genuine and down to earth person.... but very busy. So I was really happy that she agreed to share this platform with me.

Part one from Nicole is very much centred around house music with a couple of curve balls in there to keep you on your toes. Part two from me was a mix of house and edits, and as far as my own mixes go, I was pretty pleased with this one. I'll link the tracklists up as well as I can, but there will likely be some I struggle to find now, so you'll need to dig around yourself if you want to find them.

If Nicole, or any of the other guests should happen to visit the blog, I just want to say thank you to each and every one of you. I doubt anyone will, and certainly none will know what it meant to me to do this and share the stage with these great talents. The same goes for the other people I've been involved with at Box Frequency or others I've done mixes for. Thank you.

Part 1 (ExExEx)

Tracklist

01. Mr Scruff - We Are Coming (Max Graef Remix) - (Ninja Tune) 02. Eddie C - Be Aware (Nothing For Free) - (Endless Flight) 03. Session Victim - Hey Stranger - (Delusions Of Grandeur) 04. Moodymann - Black Mahogani - (Peacefrog Records) 05. DJ Kaos & Loudtone - Buffalo Dub - (Phonica Records) 06. Roman Flugel - The Odd Lobster - (Ostgut Ton) 07. Axel Boman - New Krau Era - (Studio Barnhus) 08. Dude Energy - Renee Running - (Animals Dancing) 09. Kraftwerk - Tour de France - (EMI) 10. Florian Kupfer - Feelin' - (L.I.E.S) 11. Leon Vynehall - Be Brave, Clench Fists - (3024) 12. Logic - The Final Frontier (The Groove) - (Strictly Rhythm) 13. Murat Tepeli - Forever (Prosumers Hold Me Touch Me Remix) - (Not On Label) 14. The Eagles - I Can't Tell You Why (Asylum Records)

Linked Tracklist [HERE]

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Part 2 - Me

Tracklist

01. Tim Zawada - Can't Hide - (Tugboat Edits) 02. Disco Tech - Cover Me - (Discodat) 03. Discognosis - Step By Step (Belabouche Edit) - (Not On Label) 04. Backlash - Hang With The Gang (Gerd Edit) - (Not On Label) 05. Hot Toddy - Freekend - (Smoke 'n' Mirrors) 06. Janet - Come Lately (Bonar Bradberry Version) - (Self Releasaed) 07. Alkalino - Going On - (Audaz) 08. Petr Serkin - Dirty Hero - (Freedom Sessions Records) 09. Los Africanos - Do It (Mondo Disco Edit) - (Above Machine Edits) 10. The Black Madonna - Venus Requiem - (The Nite Owl Diner) 11. Frank Booker - Fall Out - (Sleazy Beats) 12. Ed Wizard & Disco Double Dee - Rollin' On - (Editorial) 13. Andy Hart - Epsilon Girls - (Heist) 14. The Emoticons - The Best Of My Love (V Loves To Do It Edit) - (Vehicle) 15. GQ - Make My Dreams A Reality (Cosmic Boogie Edit) - (Not On Label) 16. Kleeer - Tonights The Night (Joey Negro's Tonight It's Party Time Edit) - (Z Records)

Linked Tracklist [HERE]

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[officialpenisenvy]

my willingness to discuss and accept confessions of incest with open arms may be misconstrued as acceptance of incestuous fathers but do not get me wrong. i would kill every single girl dad to walk the earth incestuous or not if given the power to do so

[bitchy-peachy]

I really wish that antis stopped using real life sa victims in their shit especially since they tell real life sa victims that we deserved our assaults cos we all handle our trauma differently.

[hystixia]

How would Jeff react if you called him sobbing… would he like hang up or curse you out for calling him so late >~<

(He would probably say “fuck off” then hang up Ngl)

there’s two ways this could go. he would either tell you to fuck off while you’re in the middle of crying and then hang up and ignore you all night orrrr he’d be reallyyy quiet while you sobbed and think who caused it.

if you don’t typically cry and just randomly call him while sobbing he’ll probably consider the fact someone caused it and will pry for information. he’s the only one that can make you cry or hurt you and if someone else is doing it then clearly he’s got to put them in their place. even if you don’t tell him or dodge all his questions, he will find out what’s the cause of your annoying crying and he’ll either come over and teach you a lesson if it’s pointless bullshit, or he’ll go kill whoever made you cry in the first place so you don’t whine to him about it again.

[lepidopterium]

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[djarinbabysnotes]

I'm at that point in my 20s where I'm beginning to reassess my standpoint as a fanfic writer (shocking!) and for half of my teenage years, my unhealthy access of smut (called lemons at the time) were... You know... Shameful. I am wrapped in shame every time I remember the fact that I read badly written smut from Wattpad and Quotev at age 13 and thought that was the Citizen Kane of Internet Literature. By 14, I began drafting such fantasies while being a loser in my bedroom who had never even had sex yet. It was quite the experience to hide that part of my life while still going to church with my very religious parents. By that time, I also began to explore my gender and sexuality.

However, with my newfound acceptance with my own gender expression (I love being a she/they who wears binders on some days and freeing the nipple on other days!) as well as my sexuality (These fictional men are throwing me off but I'm mostly into girls!) it has been the craziest learning experience to understand that the shame I felt with anything sex-related was just because of, well, Catholicism! I left the church 4 years ago and while I still have some of that Catholic guilt lingering as an annoying side effect, I've mostly been proud of the way I have deleted the stigma of sex in my brain. I'm a person with needs. I use all sorts of protection because I feel safe that way. Research is important to make myself feel good. And most importantly, you know what? Smut is one of the greatest girlhood clubs we have ever created in the fanfic community! If the kinks you have are not my kinks? Then I'll politely scroll away. If this very specific thing that a character said really shook my nervous system for a whole week? Then I'll reblog it with my own insane commentary on the tags because I have the tendency to be mysterious with the things I like but I ALSO like to yap about the things that I like. That's the beauty of this little club. I'm in my 20s while swimming through the oceans of fanfic veterans who paved the way from fanfiction dot net, the gen z losers who also found solace in wattpad and quotev, the blurb/oneshot obsessed idiots who were on tumblr around 2013 and never left... We are all here to defeat the common enemy: bot comments on ao3.

ANYWAYS! Long story short, I wanna thank the fanfic community for shaping me through Y/N's beautiful orbs and blushing cheeks. The most insane mood board outfits with the teal skirts and striped shirts, as well as the way I stutter my words, all came from the gift that keeps on giving. The evolution of this craft raised me to be the person that I am today.

And hey, if I really need to say it out loud: I might start writing the nastiest, horniest smut. I haven't published any smut publicly, and I haven't actually written smut in a while. But hey, if the fanfic vets have taught me anything, it is to just write what feels right, and if the shame hits, then those tumblr notes will be in that puddle of shame with you.