#seriously the Erin’s are cowards

[spaceumbredoggos]

The leaks are killing me.

[wc-confessions]

I'll never get over how dirty they did Smoke and Whitetail in Onestar's Confession

Like, Onestar treats Smoke like complete shit, like to her and refuses to take responsibility, he's so paranoid about Whitetail finding out about his past relationship that he refuses to listen to Smoke when she needs him (leading to two of her kits dying) and he literally ATTACKS HER AND HURTS DARKKIT IN THE PROCESS

Onestar constantly flips back and forth between "I'm glad I don't have to see her anymore" and "B-but I was gonna go back for her!!!" And the book frames it like she was some kind of crazy ex instead of a victim of Onestar's shitty behavior

Then they have the audacity to have Smoke appear in his dream later and be all "please Onestar...you have to stop Darktail...I believe in you" SHE WOULD NEVER

As for Whitetail, she's one of the few background characters who actually had a personality (not much of one, but more than can be said for a lot of bg characters) and they just threw it in the trash to make her a generic compliant, submissive love interest

In Shattered Sky, Whitetail is pissed when Onestar tells the truth about Darktail, but in OC she's all "teehee you're so silly, of course I forgive you!!" SHE WOULD NEVER

And all of that isn't even mentioning her being his apprentice. Erins why. You could ha e retconned that so easily. Why did you basically make Onewhisker go "I remember when she used to be my student...haha she's so attractive" WHAT. (seriously the way it's worded is so creepy who thought that was a good idea)

And then at the end of the book he's just forgiven after he reflects on his life for three seconds. No justice for Smoke. No justice for Whitetail. No justice for Darkkit and no justice for anyone else he's hurt. The only character whose evil actions have been more swept under the rug by the books is fucking Clear Sky

Also they try to frame his death like it's anywhere comparable to Bristlefrost's (similar wording, both drowned etc etc) when NO. IT IS NOT. Bristlefrost was a selfless cat who realized her mistakes and worked tirelessly to fix them and doomed her spirit to nothingness, Onrstar was a complete asshole coward who never truly took accountability whose sacrifice was a last ditch effort to do something good in his pathetic cowardly life

Anyways rant over I just really hate that book

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[kamryn1963]

would you please write a Hank and Erin ficlet where she has a pregnancy scare and he catches her taking a test/crying at the office/googling something and them having a confrontation about it

Thank you for the request! I had some time on the drive to the beach this morning (I wasn't driving lol) and I managed to get this written up.

Enjoy!

Erin had been acting weird lately. Hank hadn't been able to put his finger on why, he just knew it was worrying. 

He had tried to talk to her of course, but Erin had just brushed him off and told him she was fine. Hank had tried to talk to Jay as well but he seemed as worried and clueless as Hank. This has been going on for nearly a week at this point and Hank was close to snapping. Erin had gotten more and more closed off recently and was starting to isolate herself from everyone. 

Hank was planning to head to her apartment and talk to her that night and was surprised when he came out of his office to see her still at his desk. Right away Hank noticed she was crying and he headed over to her instantly. 

Erin heard him and looked up, quickly wiping at her face as she saw the look on Hank's face. 

“I'm fine”. Erin said before Hank could speak. 

“You call this fine?” Hank asked with a scoff as he looked at Erin's tear stained face. 

“Hank, I'm fine. I just want to head home”. Erin argued. She knew this conversation was bound to happen and this time she wouldn't be able to just leave without giving Hank an answer of some kind. 

“Erin”. Hank warned as he pulled Jay's desk chair up to Erin's desk and he sat down. 

“Does this have to do with Bunny?” That was where Hank's mind first went. That's where his mind always went when Erin was upset. 

God knows Bunny had caused enough trouble in Erin's life that it wasn't a ridiculous suggestion. 

“Not everything has to do with her”. Erin responded harshly. She knew that would only make Hank mad but she also didn't know how to talk to Hank of all people about what actually happened. 

She hadn't even told Jay yet. 

“Don't give me that bullshit, Erin. Just tell me what happened”. Hank replied seriously. 

Erin didn't say anything but the tense silence and the stern look on Hank's face soon made her snap. 

“Fine! I thought I was pregnant!” Erin shouted and silence came over the bullpen. 

Hank was thankful it was only the two of them still there. 

“You what?” Hank knew what she said and Erin knew that too. 

“I was late and I kept forgetting to buy a test and for a few days there I thought I was pregnant. And I just kept thinking you know? That maybe, I'd be a good mother”. Erin admitted. She didn't look at Hank. She couldn't. 

Erin knew she should've told Jay when she thought she was pregnant with his child. Erin was too scared, too much of a coward to tell him. To get both their hopes up. 

“Me and Jay talked a bit when we first started dating, and both decided we don't want kids, at least not right now. But I imagined a world where we started a family together”. Erin was crying again and she hated herself for it. 

Why was she crying over something that never existed? It's not like she had a miscarriage or something. She just wasn't pregnant. But Erin couldn't stop imagining a fantasy of her, Jay and a baby, a perfect mix of them. 

“It's just a stupid thing for me to get upset about”. Erin said with a laugh but there was no humor in it and she still couldn't meet Hank's eyes. 

“It's not stupid, not at all”. Hank didn't know what to say, how to help. At times like these he really missed Camille. 

“I'm getting so upset over something that never existed”. Erin said angrily but she was only angry at herself. 

Erin never saw herself as a mother. Not until now and the longing was strong. The longing to be a better mother than hers ever was. She wanted to be a mother like Camille had been. 

“Come here”. Hank replied and Erin didn't argue as she hugged him. He just held her as her body shook with silent sobs. 

“I could be a good mother”. Erin sobbed and Hank just held her tighter as he rubbed her back. 

“You will be. I know you will”. Hank reassured. He still felt like he wasn't the best person for Erin to talk to but he was just happy she was opening up. 

Erin didn't respond but her sobs died off and she pulled away. Erin tied her hair up needing something to do with her hands before Hank noticed how badly they were shaking. 

“Thank you”. Erin said sincerely a few moments later. 

Hank nodded as he stood up. “Are you feeling better, kid?” 

“I am. I should go talk to Jay now”. Erin replied as she also stood up and took a deep breath. 

After a few more minutes, Erin left heading to her apartment now feeling lighter and ready to have a conversation with her boyfriend. 

Hank stayed at the district for another hour before he also headed home. His conversation with Erin was still fresh in his mind and he needed time to think. Probably with alcohol. 

[your-ivy-grows-77]

There are so many CinderLion kits at this point that the only reasons they must still be single is a) everyone else is their cousin 🙄 or b) the Erins are too scared to make them gay

[stargleam-star]

Me, looking at the allegiances from the recent books, seeing how huge the cast in Thunderclan has gotten

[lightleapfan]

Shadow Spoilers:

If only SunxLightxBlaze could be in a polyamorous relationship! I love their dynamic so much! And now that Sunbeam has talked to Lightleap, I'm hoping she can have a conversation with Blazefire soon as well. If nothing else, they all deserve closure. And not that I want a switch to happen again, but I was really hoping that maybe Sunbeam would mentor any LightxBlaze kits and be a sort of protective but cool mom to them.

Wouldnt that be a dream... reading through the chapter summaries on wcrp i was straight up delirious by the time i got to the later chapters (it was like 1am), with lightleap & blazefire literally taking sunbeam out to lunch...i seriously thought there might be a chance they were gonna ask her to be their third. WHY CANT THEY BE HAPPY!!!!!!!!! if the erins weren't such cowards these clans could be looking like the greater seattle area

[spottyissleepy]

“There's an art to life's distractions

To somehow escapes the burning weight, the art of scraping through

Some like to imagine

The dark caress of someone else, I guess any thrill will do.”

Someone New - Hozier

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OFND is cancelled, this is now a Nightcloud appreciation blog /j

Seriously though I have…. So many thoughts about this lovely lady and I’m so excited to write her character as the truly interesting and fully fleshed out figure she could have been if the Erins weren’t cowards

[fighterkimburgess]

Apart from Burzek, why do you prefer to write for non-canon ships/crack ships (I'm not sure if this is what it's called??)?

You’re good, I know what you mean!

Honestly it’s just because I love the “what if”. The thing about OC in particular is there’s SO MUCH POTENTIAL, but they keep all the ships (except Plouch my beloved) basically within the same show. The only exception has been Brettonio.

Like seriously - has a character from Med had a relationship with one from PD or Fire that’s gone on more than a few episodes? I know Kelly and Erin had their flirty thing going on, but it wasn’t really a relationship. Even when Jay and Gabby were sleeping together PD hadn’t aired yet.

I love these random ships that could happen if the writers weren’t cowards, but I know they won’t happen. So it’s fun to play around with and daydream. Sometimes if an idea is big enough it could become a fic.

[eternalxblossom]

Another challenge I love to bits because I ship EVERYTHING.

OTP GAME - thank you for tagging me, @halfthealphabet​, you are doing God’s work.

1. Bea Smith/Allie Novak - (Wentworth) - I would seriously sell my kidney for them, number one OTP forever and ever, they’re even in the blog tag so... I am also forever salty about them.

2. Hailey Upton/Jay Halstead (Chicago PD) - the most chanel straights of all chanel straights - they’re in the blog tag too so that’s self-explanatory.

3. Lucas Scott/Peyton Sawyer (One Tree Hill) - listen this is the first ship that made me believe love is real

4. Amy Raudenfeld/Karma Ashcroft (Faking It) - I want to die when I think of that wasted potential

5. Emily Prentiss/Jennifer Jareau (Criminal Minds) - same as 4

6. Nathan Wuornos/Audrey Parker (Haven) - my parents. They are my parents!

7. Veronica Mars/Logan Echolls (Veronica Mars)

8. Stiles Stilinski/Lydia Martin (Teen Wolf)

9. Lincoln/Octavia Blake (The 100)

10. Erin Lindsay/Jay Halstead (Chicago PD)

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1. Do you remember the episode/scene/chapter that you first started shipping 6?

First scene - 1x01. I was trash. I mean they literally pulled guns on each other and I was like “TRU LUV. They have two dogs!”

2. Have you ever read a fanfic about 2?

Just one? I read pretty much all Upstead there is. I even wrote some!

3. Has a picture of 4 ever been your screen saver/profile picture/tumblr screen saver?

Oh yes, I used to have Amy from Faking It as my icon here on Tumblr because she is my damaged sarcastic daughter.

4. If 7 were to suddenly break up today, what would your reaction be?

I would be very angry. But not as angry as what the showrunners did...Veronica Mars fans know, THAT was a shitstorm. I would have preferred the break-up.

5. Why is 1 so important?

Listen Bea and Allie are the greatest prison love story and love story of all time on television and I will fight anyone who ever dares to say otherwise. It has everything - unconditional love, tragedy (a bit too much but that’s just television), acceptance, hope, seeing the other the way no one else ever has, willingness to sacrifice, trust and patience...I think Tumblr has been sleeping on this amazing pair.

6. Is 9 a funny ship or a serious ship?

A very serious ship! I will always be angry at fucking Jason RoTTENBERG for what he did to Linctavia, fuck that prick.

7. Out of all the ships listed, which ship has the most chemistry?

BEA AND ALLIE I MEAN LOOK AT THEM JESUS.

....I WILL THROW MYSELF OFF A BRIDGE.

Point made? Point made.

8. Out of all your ships listed, which ship has the strongest bond?

Bea/Allie and Jay/Hailey (1 and 2). Absolutely no contest. Hence why they’re both in my blog tag.

Point made? Point made again. I only ship Chanel, Walmart can take a seat LOL.

9. How many times have you read/watched the 10’s fandom? 

Hmmm well I did read a bit of Linstead fanfiction back in the day but I can’t say I watched their scenes or episodes twice. I enjoyed the dynamic on screen a lot though.

10. Which ship has lasted the longest?

Canonically? I would say 3 - Lucas and Peyton from One Tree Hill. They’ve been on and off, though.

11. How many times, if ever, has 6 broken up?

Hmm they didn’t actually break up willingly, let’s just say interdimensional travel and a weird creepy barn and some amnesia split them up (Haven fans know haha)

12. If the world was suddenly thrust into a zombie apocalypse, which ship would make it out alive, 2 or 8?

Both, actually! 2 are a pair of cops and 8 - well, Stiles and Lydia have huge brains and wits, they could outsmart any dumbass zombies.

13. Did 7 ever have to hide their relationship for any reason?

I can’t remember exactly but I think Logan and Veronica did hide it at some point because Logan was her best friend’s ex and she died and V. felt guilty about moving on with him, of all people.

14. Is 4 still together?

They were never canon but they are together in my heart and away from that shitty ass showrunner Carter Trollington so that’s all that matters. Where’s my Faking It fandom at? Guys, I am still salty, for the record.

15. Is 10 canon?

They were for a while but one character got written off so no.

16. If all 10 ships were put into a couple’s Hunger Games, which couple would win?

I can’t decide. But I’d bet on Bea/Allie cuz they have prison training or Jay/Hailey, along with Emily/JJ cuz both pairs are cops.

17. Has anybody ever tried to sabotage 5’s ship?

YES THE FUCKING WRITERS who were cowards and didn’t want to make Emily Prentiss a lesbian even if the actress would have been fine with it. They just sabotaged the best chemistry they had.

Another point made I think. The gif speaks for itself.

18. Which ship would you defend to the death and beyond?

ALL OF THEM but especially 1 and 2. 

19. Do you spend hours a day going through 3’s tumblr page?

I used to, in the past. Not so much now because One Tree Hill ended forever ago. I still follow ship blogs and reblog their gifs whenever I see them because I’ll always have a soft spot for Leyton. 

20. If an evil witch descended from the sky and told you that you had to pick one of the ten ships to break up forever or else she’d break them all forever, which ship would you sink?

I hate to choose but...10. They already broke up in canon so...

P.S. I really don’t know who to tag this time so if y’all wanna do this, just say I tagged you!

[raggydraws]

Whitestorm 🙏

Aight, my friend, my dude. Do you want WhiteTiger? Or my more obscure RedStorm?

Imma do do Whitestorm x Redtail. Good boys, my two favorite boys, golden bois~

General headcanons for Whitestorm

Whitestorm

Whitestorm was a family guy and if he felt he had the chance he would've pulled a Fernsong in an instant. He loved his kids so much, regardless of who you think his kids are.

Speaking of kids~ He is the father of Greystripe (cause incest is yucky Erins) and I imagine he was supportive of his son's decisions after Silversteam's death. When he came back he welcomed him with open arms.

He was also really sad that he passed away before he could see Sorrel, Soot and, Rain beccome warriors and at how soon his sons joined him. He's a great grandpa to Molepaw, Honeyfern and, Seedpaw though!

Whitestorm x Redtail

So starting off, I firmly believe that that Tigerclaw and Whitestorm did date for a long time, at least up until Thistleclaw's death, before they had a really nasty break up. Tigerclaw grew up into something Whitestorm couldn't support and Tigerclaw's following tantrum/outburst for White's 'betrayal' stung very deeply.

"But Raggs I thought you were doing Redtail x Whitestorm??" I'm getting there, y'all need backstory first.

So, Whitestorm kinda bounced around short relationships for a while after he and Tiger broke up. He was very upset and wasn't in the best state of mind to be in a serious relationship. Some of these were WhiteLion, WhiteWillow (possibly making Greystripe in this narrative?) And finally him and Redtail.

Redtail was a breathe of fresh air for him, Red is mature and responsible but never gave into White's feeling sorry for himself. They kinda balanced each other out, as Red often felt a little stretched thin and Whitestorm (with a little experience with deputy duties) could help him out or convince him to go hunting when he was at his breaking point. Also imagine Single Dad Redtail telling Sandkit that he's dating Whitestorm and she's just like ":0".

Once Whitestorm's gotten over Tigerclaw and has healed from that heartbreak he starts taking what Red assumed was a casual relationship much more seriously. It's kind of a surprise but a welcome one and the two actually becomes mates not long after Sandkit becomes Sandpaw. Greykit, who still sees Whitestorm very often and is aware that parents aren't together, calls new dad everything Willowpelt says he can't do something. Also Step-siblings Greystripe and Sandstorm sounds like fun! Warrior cats should have more step families like...come on Erins...stop being Cowards you fools.

And because I want a happy ending I could see Whitestorm being more aware of Tigerclaw's ambition towards leadership. He dosen’t want to believe that Tigerclaw would go has far as removing Redtail from his position but when the battle with Riverclan rolls around Whitestorm manages to convince Redtail to stay behind. He tells his mate his concerns and while Redtail brushes it off at first, the glares and hushed conversations between Tigerclaw and Darkstripe start to become more obvious to him as time goes on. The two live through the events of first series, most likely with Redtail becoming Redstar, and possibly both passing away in late New Prophecy to make way for Firestar (or Brightstar!)

[jbuffyangel]

Fight Back: Arrow 7x01 Review (Inmate 4587)

WOW.  Arrow’s Season 7 premiere came out swinging! This took me way longer to write than my typical season premiere because there is so much to unpack. “Inmate 4587” is in my top 3 of Arrow premieres. Not too shabby for seven seasons in. Way to bring your A game, Arrow.

Let’s dig in…

Olicity

And we’re running! 

Arrow opens with a green hooded figure racing through the forest like we’ve seen in so many seasons prior.  However, it’s not Oliver who is running. It’s William. He’s wearing his father’s green hoodie; the one Oliver wore when he was happily jogging through suburban paradise during his blissful life with Felicity.

 This subtle call back to Ivy Town reminds us of heaven as we enter Oliver’s hell.

William stumbles and we immediately know something is off. He’s running through the forests of Lian Yu – a very intact Lian Yu. If William was truly on the island things should be looking a bit more charred. It’s clear this is a nightmare.

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There’s something full circle about William wearing the green hoodie. Arrow began as a story about father and son. William’s introduction maintains that familial relationship, but now Oliver is the father. His mission began from Robert Queen’s guilt and now Oliver is transferring his own guilt onto his son, albeit in his mind. William is cloaked in a piece of Oliver and trapped in his father’s purgatory. Felicity and William may not truly be on Lian Yu, but they are stuck in their own version of purgatory. They are stuck there because of Oliver’s actions.  

Felicity is running close behind William. Diaz is hunting them. 

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Felicity screams Oliver’s name helplessly and Diaz moves menacingly towards them. Felicity tells William to run before Diaz shoots her in the chest.

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She collapses to the ground and gasps a final breath. Lian Yu is where everyone Oliver loves dies. The island always finds him. Diaz killed Felicity, but it’s Oliver’s fault.

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Then, Oliver wakes. This is a new reoccurring nightmare. Nightmares are one of the many ways PTSD manifests in Oliver. 

We’ve seen many times before when he’s experiencing a lack of control, facing death or an impossible obstacle, or grappling with his guilt. Oliver is dealing with all of the above in Slabside prison.

We quickly see what life is like on this island. 

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Nightmare, workout, shower, food, stare at the picture of his family, mark the day, sleep and repeat. Repetition can be its own kind of hell. Every day is the same until you start needing that repetition. Until you become “institutionalized” as Red put it in Shawshank Redemption. 

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Oliver places the photo of Felicity and William on top of his copy of “Count of Monte Cristo” because they are his way out. Physically he may be trapped, but there’s more than one way to find freedom.

Oliver’s coping mechanism is to keep his head down while avoiding any human contact of any kind. It’s kind of working until he runs into Stan. 

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Good old Stan who stans Oliver Queen. Same buddy (I see you Arrow writers.) Oliver has a fanboy of his very own now. This is very inconvenient to Oliver because he’s not interested in protecting Stan from the vile criminals in Slabside. Oliver isn’t interested in doing anything other than survive. He is a country unto himself. Survival makes Oliver an isolationist.

Brick (Season 3), Turner (Bronze Tiger, Season 5) and Sampson (Amell’s pro wrestler buddy, Season 5) attack Oliver. The fight scenes are BRUTAL. Arrow has reclaimed the dark, savage, gritty, rapid and realistic tone to their fight scenes again. We are also back to Oliver Queen taking on ten guys by himself. Season 1 was highly problematic, but this is one element I am glad the show has returned to.

Oliver plants a shank on Turner and he’s thrown into the hole. I don’t actually know if that’s where he went. I just really wanted to say “thrown into the hole.” My expertise on prison lingo comes from Shawshank Redemption, Netflix documentaries and a lot of Dateline. I also know how to run heroin in and out of New York City thanks to Power.

The fight puts Oliver on Brick’s and the guards’ radar more than he already is. So much for low profile. 

Diggle comes for a visit just in time to give Oliver a little pep talk. Oliver looks completely defeated walking towards the phone. It’s a humbling and humiliating experience to be shackled, told where to sit, who to talk to and for how long. These men are a long way from their homey Arrow cave and a bottle of vodka.

Oliver’s voice breaks just a little when asks about William and Felicity. It hurts to even say their names. 

Thankfully, the nightmare hasn’t come true… yet. They are safe and Diggle has upped their surveillance to 24 hours after his last visit with Oliver. The 24 hour surveillance was probably Oliver’s request after suffering through the 90th rerun of his nightmare. Oliver is desperately trying to think of every angle and tactic to keep his family safe. He’s trying to maintain control even though he has none.

When John remarks on Oliver’s appearance (seriously he looks like crap and it’s not just because of the dead animal on his face), Oliver responds, “I’ve looked worse.”

Pain is relative to Oliver Queen. Slabside is nothing to Lian Yu… yet. He’s not stopping birds from picking at his father’s body. Oliver hasn’t been tortured for hours with a sword. 

There’s no arrow through his shoulder. 

He hasn’t chosen who lives and who dies.

Oliver’s life is a series of bad to worse moments. It’s why Felicity and William are so precious to him. 

They are his lone happy story among all the misery.

Oliver compares and contrasts Slabslide with all his bad days, orders it accordingly, and determines he’s had much worse days – much much worse. His family is safe, which is all that matters. That is hope for Oliver, which was sadly lacking on Lian Yu. Bruises and cuts heal - the pain doesn’t come close to the pain Oliver truly fears the most.

Diggle supports the “Keep your head down” plan, but he worries about the emotional toll it’s going to take. Oliver has made himself quiet, submissive and small, but he’s not any of those things. He has to suppress who he is to survive. How long can Oliver ignore who he is before he loses himself all together? Oliver Queen has always done what he’s had to do to survive, but what does survival truly look like inside of Slabside?

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Oliver returns from his visit with Diggle to find Brick and Sampson in his cell. Brick creepily caresses Felicity’s photo and Oliver is ready to kill him right there. DO NOT TOUCH THE WIFE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES.  

Brick gives the standard join-us-or-we’ll- kill-your-family villain pitch. When this doesn’t motivate Oliver they attack Stan.  Unfortunately, Oliver refuses to protect Stan and walks away as Brick and Sampson beat the crap out of him.

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THIS was the moment Stephen Amell was convinced fans’ would be furious with Oliver over. Eh. Not so much. Do what you gotta do home skillet. 

Listen, I thought Oliver was going to kill Stan. 

This was waaaaaaaaaaaaaay better than my worst case scenario. It’s also wildly apparent my dark is a lot darker than Arrow and I’m considering a therapist.  

The guards drag Stan back to his cell (awww he’s neighbors with Oliver) after he’s stitched up and he looks like Frankenstein’s bride. Oliver explains all the reasons he couldn’t get involved. They are all understandable reasons, but very “me” focused reasons which isn’t very Oliver Queen. We can argue Oliver doesn’t know Stan, owes him nothing, and the priority is getting back to his family.  This is all true.

However, Oliver didn’t know 98% of the people he saved as the Green Arrow. He wasn’t a hero because he wanted a reward or thanks. Oliver was a hero because it was the right thing to do. He sacrifices himself for the greater good. Oliver Queen is selfless. It’s what makes him a hero.

Unfortunately, Stan the fanboy is presented with a disappointing version of the Green Arrow. He explains how he’s wrongfully accused. (Oooh! Dateline on Arrow? I’m so down.) There’s no justice in Slabside or Star City. Stan was hopeful he’d see the Green Arrow fight for justice, but all he sees is a coward.

Jeez Stan. Snap a man’s balls off why don’t ya?  You’re alive bro - be glad the writers didn’t go with our other theory.

After Stan calls Oliver a coward the lights switch off.  Okay we get it, show. No need to beat us over the head with the symbolism. Oliver is suppressing who he truly is, which means he’s suppressing his light. A man can only live in darkness for so long before he’s consumed by it.

Gee I wonder who can harness his light again.

It’s tricky to separate your main couple for long periods of time on a television show.  The central love story can be easily lost if you don’t keep the characters connected even when they are physically or emotionally separated. Arrow is always at its best when Felicity and Oliver are united as a team. The show flounders when this couple is separated for long periods of time or not allowed to emotionally connect.

“Inmate 4587” plays it smart. Oliver and Felicity may be separated by walls, but they’ve never been more connected. They are both on an island. Felicity is struggling to adjust to her new environment as well. Her name is Erin. She’s living in Hope Springs and is the cutest pink haired barista to ever live.

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The nice guy customer hitting on Felicity and asking her on a date is to remind us how disconnected Felicity is to this life. She looks like a happy, single woman on the surface, but deep down she is lonely, missing her husband and everything that matters to her. 

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Unfortunately, Felicity can’t say she’s married. She can’t wear her wedding ring and talk about how much she misses her husband. Felicity can’t explain why she knows computers so well. She can’t even say her real name. She’s tried to make herself small, quiet and forgettable, but Felicity is not any of those things.

However, when Felicity suppresses her light it only fights to burn brighter. Felicity is the same person serving coffee as she is hacking A.R.G.U.S. satellites. Felicity approaches her life in Hope Springs with the same humor she brings to everything.

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The young man asks her out because she is beautiful, smart, warm and funny. People can see Felicity’s goodness no matter how hard she tries to hide it. Also, she’s serving coffee and not living in prison so it is little easier to be a slightly more cheerful.

I love Felicity’s reaction to being asked out. “Still got it!” Something happens when you get married, start raising children, and picking up snot rags. You stop thinking of yourself as desirable.  Felicity has spent so much time making sure she’s hidden she’s forgotten what it feels like to be seen. It’s a warm and friendly reminder to Felicity that she’s anything but invisible.

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Felicity returns home to a dark apartment and William is there to greet her. Felicity holds the key chain Oliver gave her in one hand and her son in the other.

It’s a tangible connection to everything she’s lost and everything she still has. Felicity is desperately trying to hold on to the pieces of her life, but it’s not the same. She’s not the same and Felicity knows it in her bones. Felicity is doing what she needs to do to survive, but what does survival truly look like on this island?

Both Oliver and Felicity are struggling with the same questions.  Each is living in a repetitious purgatory. They sleep restlessly in an empty bed, aching for each other.

They wake to the same photo. A reminder of what was lost and what they still have.

They both step into the shower. They shake off the nightmares and loneliness, wash away yesterday, and fortify their will to face another day.

There’s a sense of foreboding. Someone is coming.

They fight for survival.

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As vicious as Oliver’s shower fight is, it is Felicity’s fight with Diaz that stresses me out. 

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My worst fear is being alone in my home, with my child, and unable to defend us. It hit a little too close to home watching one of my beloved fictional characters go through it. I was terrified for Felicity and it is one of the few times Diaz felt menacing.

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But nobody fucks with her cub. Felicity goes full Mama Bear on Diaz and it is spectacular. 

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She takes advantage of Diaz’s need to monologue (Of course he monologues. All arrogant pricks monologue) and gets William out. Felicity didn’t hesitate to put her body between William and danger. That’s love. That’s being a mother.  It makes me emotional even thinking of it now and Imma need a tissue. Just a second.

Okay I’m good. Just when we thought there was nothing better than Oliver fighting naked in a shower they give us Felicity kicking Diaz's ass. Can we take a moment to appreciate how little Felicity Smoak, all of 5’ 5” and less than 100 pounds, beat the crap out of the big bad, super ninja Dragon with a coffee pot and a poker? AMAAAAAAAZING. 

Sure, he flips her into a table like a rag doll, but that’s like being impressed if Goliath beat David. Diaz doesn’t get points for putting a woman HALF HIS SIZE through a table.

BY THE WAY WHERE’S THE 24 HOUR SURVEILLANCE DIGGLE?

Felicity’s fight ends with the impending doom of a bullet and Oliver’s fight ends with one of the prisoners confirming Felicity is dead.

Source:  oliverfelicitygifs

Oliver: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Me: Pfft. Not in this life. *eats a cookie*

Oliver paces in his cell like a caged animal.. The guards refuse to allow him a phone call or to call themselves. This is when the walls close in. This is when we understand how uncontrolled and helpless Oliver feels. He has all the skills and strength to stop Diaz, but instead it sits bottled up and useless. Oliver defines himself by his ability to protect those he loves. It’s how Oliver loves. Now it’s taken from him. He can do absolutely nothing. He is powerless.

Oliver is back on Lian Yu again. The birds are picking at his father’s bones. The arrow is in his shoulder. He’s being tortured by Billy Wintergreen. Yao Fei is dead. Shado is shot in front of him. Sara is swept away. This is all of Oliver’s bad days rolled into one and times a million. The reason why Oliver can order his pain so nonchalantly is because he already knows what his worst pain is.

This. This is his worst nightmare, only he isn’t dreaming. Oliver isn’t in purgatory anymore. This is hell and it will never end.

Oliver waits for Diggle to walk in and confirm his family is dead. Instead of Diggle walking through the doors, it’s Felicity 

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– just like she has time and time again.

It is like watching Oliver be reborn. He was dead inside. All hope vanished from his eyes. The will to live was gone. Then that beautiful, but battered vision of pink and flannel flies through the door and Oliver remembers how to breathe again. He comes back to life.

If there is ever a time Oliver wants to punch through that glass this is it. I think he shows an incredible amount of self restraint. 

Source: oliverfelicitygifs

If it were up to me Oliver, I would have bust out of there Faith style.

Oliver whispers, “You’re okay”  just like he’s done so many times before, in his soft and gentle voice reserved just for her. Oliver says it to reassure himself almost as much to reassure Felicity. He needs to hear she’s okay; to know it’s true.

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Of course, Felicity is horrified by Oliver’s appearance, but the cuts and bruises have all but disappeared in his mind.  All that matters is his family is safe.

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This is what I love about married Olicity – we aren’t beating around the bush anymore. 

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Remember when we had to wait a whole season for these types of goodies? 

Oliver and Felicity know better now. Life is short. Everything they hold dear can be gone in an instant. They don’t want to waste time.  They need to say what matters, so the other knows. So it gives them something to hold onto.

Oliver apologizes for not being there to protect Felicity. He can’t even look her in the eye he’s so ashamed. It’s heart breaking watching Oliver blame himself for things out of his control. Felicity rightly points out that there’s no way Oliver could have been there because he’s in prison. But guilt is how Oliver maintains his sense of control when the world spins madly on.

Oliver went to prison to keep Felicity and William safe, but Diaz was supposed to be off the board. He is powerless to stop everything he tried to keep his family safe from. There’s anger in Felicity’s voice when she says “I know.” There’s a thousand arguments wrapped up in that “I know.” There are a million reasons Oliver’s plan was stupid in that “I know.” There’s a billion ways Oliver stole Felicity’s agency in that “I know.”  Felicity won’t read Oliver the riot act while he’s fighting for his life in prison, but that “I know” means its coming, big boy.

Oliver immediately starts telling Felicity what to do again. He wants her to get new identities and go back into witness protection.  This is how it works between them. Oliver does as he wants and Felicity reacts.

In fact, Felicity’s character is often a series of reaction. Oliver breaks up with her and Felicity reacts. Oliver lies to Felicity and she reacts. Felicity is shot and reacts. Damien launches nukes and Felicity reacts. Her boyfriend is killed and Felicity reacts. Felicity seldom, if ever, gets to move her story via her own agency. It’s rare she makes the decision and the other characters have to react to her.

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Not this time. 

This time Felicity is acting. This time Felicity is making the decisions. This time Oliver doesn’t get a say. This time Oliver has to react. It’s a powerful reclamation of her agency.

Felicity was not able to protect William from Diaz and they would be dead if ARGUS hadn’t shown up. 

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She feels powerless, but she felt powerless long before Diaz showed up in her apartment. She’s remained hidden, but to do so is suppressing one of the most important parts of her. Felicity needs to fight back. It is who she is. She can’t watch helplessly as everything she loves is taken from her. Felicity refuses remain hiding in a cave waiting to die. 

She’s never been that person and she sure as hell isn’t starting now. 

Source: whoeveryoulovethemost

And if Oliver doesn’t like it (he doesn’t) well that’s just tough cookies.

Oliver isn’t going down without a fight though. 

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Of course Oliver understands her helplessness because he shares it. However, Oliver’s way to deal with it is to keep his head down. They narrowly avoided Oliver’s worst nightmare coming true, but now Felicity is tempting fate. Oliver’s mind is racing with all the ways this could go wrong.  He begs and pleads with Felicity to go back into witness protection, but she holds firm.

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Something happens when Oliver and Felicity place their hands through the window. 

They may be separated by walls and glass, but they are connected in their suffering. They are connected in the way they deal with that suffering.  They are connected by vows.

Oliver seems to realize this when his palm reaches for hers. 

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He begs for more time, but he is locked in a world where everything is controlled by someone else. 

Once again he’s being torn away from the woman he loves. 

Felicity is crumbling and she reaches for Oliver through the glass again. 

Oliver acquiesces. He does so to calm her, so they don’t part on bad terms. Oliver also has no choice, but to agree. He’s not making the decisions for Felicity anymore. It’s her turn to decide. Oliver understands that now.

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Felicity returns to William waiting for her at ARGUS and explains she is sending him to a boarding school. William immediately thinks Felicity is abandoning him, which is a natural first reaction. She reassures William this is not forever and once Diaz is off the board she will come for him. This is an incredibly smart decision on Felicity’s part. She can’t do what she needs to do if she’s constantly worrying about William’s safety. Diaz won’t have anyone to hold over Felicity if there’s no one to find.

Source:  @felicitysmoakgifs​

She gives William the hozen and right about now is when I start to cry. THEA GAVE FELICITY THE HOZEN. QUEEN SISTERS FOREVER. 

Obviously, the hozen means reconnection, but Felicity is totally tracking that sucker.

Felicity puts on a brave face and reassures William it will all be over soon. The truth is, Felicity doesn’t know how this will turn out. She’s putting it all on the line to stop Diaz, but for the first time in a long time Felicity feels like herself. Felicity won’t go gentle into that good night. She will rage against the dying of the light.

“Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night” by Dylan Thomas

Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight

Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay

Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Felicity’s actions do trigger a reaction in Oliver. She wasn’t trying to harness Oliver’s light in their jailhouse chat. She was harnessing her own light. Felicity is determined to be who she is even if it costs her everything. Seeing Felicity fight like this inspires Oliver to do the same. Oliver realizes he can only control himself.  

He wipes the chalkboard clean. He’s done keeping his head down. Oliver is done counting. He’s done living a slow and quiet death. Oliver Queen needs to fight back because that’s who he is.

As much as I love dark Oliver, I am glad Arrow isn’t rewinding him back to Season 1 status on this island. Oliver shut down over the five month hiatus, but that’s done now. It’s clear he will fight to retain the light he’s worked so hard to find over the last six years. It’s incredibly important for Oliver to learn he can hold on to who he is even when he’s cut off from everyone he loves. It’s a crucial step in his superhero evolution. Oliver is already light years ahead of where I thought we’d be starting from.

 Source:  seeing-red-arrow

There’s a glimmer in Oliver’s eye and the hint of a small smile as he stares at the photo of his beloved wife and son. He enters the prison yard holding his copy of “The Count of Monte Cristo,” but he’s not going to read it. 

Oliver uses the book to beat the ever loving crap out Brick. 

He ignores the guard’s warning and beats a prisoner, the man who told him Felicity was dead, with a 100 pound weight. 

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The Green Arrow is officially in Slabside.

Oliver kneels, puts his hands behind his back, breathes deep and looks at the sky.  He feels like himself for the first time since entering prison.  He may not have escaped (yet), but there are many ways to find freedom. Felicity and William paved the way out. Oliver will not go gentle into that good night. He will rage against the dying of the light.

And you, my father, there on the sad height,

Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray.

Do not go gentle into that good night.

Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Diggle, the Newbies and Mystery Green Arrow

The weakest part of the episode BY FAR is all the stuff with Rene, Dinah and Curtis. As per usual, Curtis operates as default Felicity. He’s taken a job as the head of R&D at A.R.G.U.S. and for love of Zeus please let him stay there. 

There is absolutely no reason for this man to remain on Team Arrow. Ship him off to wherever Lyla goes when she’s not on the show. Then bring Lyla back more - a lot more. Prayer circle time.

Rene is working at a boxing outreach center and I am really trying to care, but I don’t. 

One of the kids argues he won’t be able to defend himself in the Glades with a couple boxing lessons. Oh yeah? TELL THAT TO L*UREL L*NCE BOXER EXTRAORDINAIRE. Wait. She’s dead. Never mind. Kid is right. Hehehe. I jest.

Rene is all about helping this mysterious new Green Arrow whereas Dinah, as the new police chief, is intent on catching him. If Rene is so hard pressed to play vigilante and go to prison then why didn’t he just do that in the first place? Then Oliver wouldn’t need to save your ass and leave everyone one he loves behind, Rene!!!!

Dinah believes not being a vigilante is honoring Oliver’s sacrifice, which okay... I guess? 

I don’t know. She’s trying to restore the citizen’s belief in the police force again. If the police ever arrest someone on this show without a vigilante’s help then I’ll eat my hat. This feels like trying to make Dinah into Season 1 Quentin Lance or Season 2 LL. Her hard line on vigilantes doesn’t make a ton of sense though since, ya know, SHE WAS ONE.

Diggle isn’t big on masking up either because he doesn’t want any of the blame to fall back on Oliver’s shoulders - i.e. it screws up any potential for Oliver’s early release. This feels like a far better reason to stay off the streets than anything Dinah or Rene came up with. Points to Diggle.

The whole Dinah versus Rene thing felt very forced given how “Ra Ra Team Newbies” they both were last season. Also, I don’t care if they are getting along. I don’t care if they are fighting. I don’t care if they go have smoothies every night, play Fortnight and braid Dinah’s hair. Whatever.

The Mystery Green Arrow, let’s call he or she MGA for short, is interesting because he/she allows Arrow to bring back old school Oliver without actually bringing back old school Oliver. We keep Oliver’s character growth and get nifty stunts like this:

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At first, my money was on Roy. There was a lot of unnecessary parkour. Seems like a no brainer. Reveals like this on Arrow are seldom surprising, so I am prepping for the most obvious choice.

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However, I did notice there was a decidedly pink hue among all the green light. Pink is the American color for girl, so MGA may be female. I don’t think she’s Katherine McNamara’s character though. Maya is described as Buffy The Superhero Slayer. If you want to slay vigilantes you don’t like them. So, it’s a bit of a head scratcher if Maya is running around as a vigilante.

Perhaps MGA is the mysterious yet unnamed character played by Shea Shoomka. Maybe she is Robert Queen’s daughter and Oliver’s half sister. Who knows at this point. Watching for clues will be fun.

Flash Forwards

Real time reactions of me watching Arrow 7x01:

None of the above! It’s flash forward Roy and grown up William. IT’S FREAKING AMAZING.

I am so here for flash forwards. 

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I looooooove this type of storytelling particularly on This Is Us. If you’ve read any of the interviews with Beth she’s a big This Is Us fan as well. Now, before everyone starts flipping their skillet over Oliver being dead, there’s nothing William said to Roy that directly points to his father being dead. He spoke in both past and present.

Beth said there will be other present day characters showing up in the flash forwards. I am so here for aged up Felicity. 

Since Stephen is signed for Season 8 and he’s the star of the freaking show, I feel confident he’ll show up in the flash forwards. 

This is twenty years into the future (2040), so Oliver is probably at home and drinking a scotch with Felicity. Maybe William’s younger brother or sister is home from college. I don’t know, but I’m not worried about it. 

The bigger question is – what the hell happened to Roy? He’s gone Season 1 Hiatus Oliver on us. Why didn’t he recognize William? How long has he been on Lian Yu? Where the heck is Thea?

You can bet Felicity’s comment about always being able to find William if he has the hozen will be important in the flash forward.

Not a lot of information on William other than he’s cute (family trait) and incredibly rich (also a family trait). We all know Oliver won’t be bringing home the big bucks any time soon, so Felicity’s company is a smashing success. Seriously - $200,000 for a boat ride y’all. They are loaded. 

He also has a bit of the Oliver Queen sarcastic wit and, according to Beth, is very smart. LOVE IT.

I know some are bothered by the reappearance of the island. Yes, Lian Yu was “blown up” in Season 5, but that doesn’t mean it disappeared. In present day it is uninhabitable, but have you ever seen a forest twenty years after a fire? It looks like nothing happened. So all the regrowth on the island is perfectly natural. Adrian Chase didn’t nuke it.

I also know some were bothered the grave sites were still in tact, but I’m fine with it. First, it’s Arrow. They play fast and loose with accuracy at times. BS is a DA. If you want to cry foul she’s the bigger fish to fry. 

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Second, I always thought the graves were a few feet from the shoreline. Oliver didn’t drag his father’s body ten miles into the forest to bury him when he stepped off that raft. He didn’t have the energy.

Third, it’s entirely possible the graves were not near bomb sites or weren’t impacted by the bombs. Would Adrian Chase leave Robert Queen’s grave undisturbed? I mean… I don’t know. What’s he gonna do? Kill Robert more? Worst case, the bombs destroyed the wooden headstones and, at some point in the future, someone (probably Oliver) returns to replace their memorials. Does it really matter? No. Just roll with it.

This opens up a ton of story telling possibilities and Beth promised the flash forwards would remain on the show for as long as it’s on air. So, we get to see all of the characters we love (or most of them) twenty years into the future. That’s nifty. It’s absolutely something Arrow can tie up and bring full circle when the show goes off the air.

Is anyone else dying to see the Olicity baby all grown up in the flash forward? I AM. Beth also said there would be no time travel, so I am not expecting flash forward characters to show up in present day. If Katherine McNamara is playing Olicity’s daughter, like some have theorized, then I believe we’ll only see her in the flash forwards. See how quickly I made this about babies? Yes, I have a one track mind.

Stray Thoughts

If we are going to get this many Oliver work out and shower scenes then I’ll survive the prison storyline. Source: arrowdaily

Yes, I spent nearly a page discussing green hoodies. You know you love me.

Popular music on Arrow is rare. I really love using “Madness” by Ruelle for the opening montage.

We don’t know much about Diggle other than he’s working for ARGUS, so let’s dig deeper in future episodes Arrow. Pun intended. You owe us some decent Diggle time.

As a woman who’s on the later side of the 35-40 age bracket let’s settle down with the aging make up. Roy is 50. He’s not 80.

Pink hair Felicity looks like Lady Lovely Locks and Jem had a baby together. It’s everything I didn’t know I needed.

I love that Felicity calls William “Will.” STEP MOTHER NICKNAMES FOREVER.

Arrow keeps faking killing Felicity because they’d rather walk into hell than do it for real. How many times has Arrow pretended to kill Moira, Laurel, Quentin, Tommy? ZERO. Every time Felicity’s death is a ruse it lessens the emotional impact and shock if it happens for real. It’s no different than killing Oliver in 3x09. Arrow has already filmed Oliver’s perfect death scene, which makes it highly unlikely death is his ending.

Honestly, if that coffee customer took one look at Oliver’s picture he’d know better than to ask for a date.

LL hit the streets as BC after a couple boxing lessons. BS hits a couple law books and is DA. You’re right LL fandom. Totally same character.

Is anyone else unnerved watching all these characters fight crime legally?

Diggle thinks it's a smart play to keep his head down. Felicity wants to fight back. Oliver always listens to the wifey. See? He’s starting to understand how marriage works. There’s hope!

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Blueberry Muffins - Chapter 15a

*Warning Adult Content*

Mates - Part 1 

“You're my mate, Wren."

Joshua Calder’s words seemed to echo in the silence of their tent, ringing in Wren Rivera’s ears. The atmosphere that had been buzzing before suddenly dropped and Wren felt so cold he shivered slightly.

"What?" Wren asked in a whisper, utterly shocked.

"You're my mate, Wren. Not Aaron, not anyone else. You," Joshua repeated, solidifying the truth.

Wren’s body froze, his entire being seemingly stuck in one place. Joshua was his fated-mate? He was Joshua’s fated-mate? All this time and Joshua had decided to tell Wren now? Things finally began to make sense. The constant looks, the awkwardness, the conversations that always seemed to lead into Wren’s emotions or the topic of mates.

"Wren, I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner," Joshua spoke up.

"You should be," Wren whispered, a sudden spike of anger going through him. 

"How could you keep this from me? What made you think I would want to be lied to like this for weeks on end? We're mates. I... I hurt you and I didn't even know it. Why? Why would you keep this from me?"

‘He had so many chances to tell me and he didn't. Instead, he watched me suffer and wonder if I could ever be happy. He gave me hope in finding my mate. I felt like I had been blindsided.’

Wren’s wolf didn't make things any better. He was feeling immense joy over finally finding his other half. He didn't even care that Joshua had lied to them for weeks on end. The happiness mixed with Wren’s own emotions and it served to make him even more frustrated. Of course, he was also happy that he'd found his mate and kissed him too but the circumstances that it happened were less than pleasant.

"I'm sorry," Joshua repeated, his voice sounding defeated. "I was scared. I was scared you'd reject me, then I was scared you'd be too hurt over it all. I kept pushing off telling you because I was terrified of what would happen," he explained slowly.

"When were you going to tell me, then?"

"Soon, very soon," Joshua answered with a weak and very awkward chuckle. 

"I had planned to tell you when I got to the tent but decided against it because of the whole... Erin thing."

They went silent after that but it wasn't nice. It felt like it was pressing down on Wren, suffocating him. He wrapped his arms around himself to fight off the sudden cold, refusing to look at Joshua even if he couldn't see him fully in the dark. 

"I wish you told me sooner. It would've saved us both a lot of pain," Wren finally mumbled.

Joshua laughed again but it sounded a lot sadder this time. 

"I know. I was being a coward. I really am sorry," he said seriously and Wren heard the sound of the tent material scratching as he scooted closer.

‘It didn't feel real, sitting there with my fated-mate after we'd kissed. It still felt like I'd stolen a kiss from a taken man. But Joshua wasn't taken... well, he was taken by me now, apparently. Was I crazy? This felt crazy. Maybe I was dreaming.’ 

It all happened so quickly. One moment, he's crying over Erin and a kiss he didn't want and the next, he’s realizing Joshua is really attractive and he’s kissing him. Had that attraction always been there and he was just too focused on his issues with Erin to realize it?

"Wren?"

Wren found himself looking up now, his eyes straining to look at Joshua's face. 

"So... we're really mates?"

"Yeah, we are." 

After that, they talked for a very long time. They talked about as much as they could. Joshua's sickness, Wren’s disability, both of their feelings. It was extremely draining, especially after the day Wren had already had but it was necessary. They needed to talk, to explain themselves. And after hearing Joshua out, Wren realized how right he was to feel scared. It didn't mean Wren wasn't still mad that he had to find out this way but he at least understood where Joshua was came from. Joshua feared rejection just as much as Wren had and he tried his best to take his fated-mate’s feelings into consideration. 

How was he supposed to know that his mate would be angry that he didn't drop the bomb earlier? By the time they decided it was time to sleep, the sun was already starting to rise in the sky but they laid down for a bit anyway. It was weird knowing his mate was right there next to him, sleeping soundly. So close, yet so far. Wren didn't think he'd be able to sleep but he quickly found his eyelids closing as sleep claimed him. And he dreamt. He dreamt of Joshua... of Erin and everything in between.

"Rise and shine, sleepyheads. Breakfast," Ryder's annoying voice cut through Wren’s dreams.

He blinked his eyes open, only to find Joshua sitting up, running a hand through his hair tiredly. Wren found himself suddenly blushing, even though Joshua’s actions were completely innocent. 

"Good morning," Wren whispered, slightly surprising Joshua.

A light laugh escaped him as Joshua jumped a bit before he also joined in with a chuckle of his own. 

"Good morning. Did you sleep well?"

Wren nodded, looking down at his lap for a moment. 

"As well as I could, I guess."

They went silent after that but it wasn't stifling like before. Wren would like to think they cleared the air a bit with their chat a few hours ago. 

‘It wasn't like they planned on rejecting each other or anything and I was already starting... ‘and may I stress starting’  to forgive Joshua for keeping this from me, so maybe this was a start to our new relationship as mates.’ 

The thought made Wren’s stomach flutter excitedly. Maybe his brain was finally catching up after sleeping. 

‘I have a mate.’

"So... wanna' head out now?" Joshua asked Wren who nodded his head.

[doesathoughtevertrulyrest]

Dear Diary,

I’ve finished Midnight Mass and now I have a very mixed impression.

On the one hand it was brilliant. I do love some characters, some lines, some scenes, almost all monologues. Especially the Erin’s one at the end. Oh, yeah, and priest’s preaching was just great I suppose to say. He has almost sold me religion (I’m a weak woman, so it’s better to never meet any catholic priests in my life, btw, he isn’t hot at all).

On the other…what. the. fuck. Vampires? Seriously? I mean I feel like it confounded the expectations I had. I can’t even imagine what might have been worse than this. Wait a second, I can. Zombies. But that’s not the point. I understand why they used vampires. I really truly understand, but everything that happened there was so fucking illogical. Like, you have no brain, and you, and you, and you, and there is no one tiny braincell at the all your fucking island. But I shouldn’t be surprised, should I? What have I expected from a bunch of creepy religious zealot? (An actress who played Beverly acted as Goddess, my desire to kill her was huge from the early beginning and then it just raised).

To sum up, I’d say that it was nice to watch, but from my point of view it’s nowhere near The Haunting of Hill House (which kinda was creepy enough to scare the shit out of me) and The Haunting of Bly Manor (which was full of beauty and drama).

P.S. I’m fed up with all these fucking priest’s stories. No. No. No. No fucking way, dear don’t remember your name mr. priest. You don’t deserve any compassion from me, you, fucking coward. I saw this scene so many times (one of my favs book is based on it). You’ve left your daughter. You’ve brought this ugly winged leather sack to the island, cmon, man, you should have died in the fucking desert and caused no troubles.

[deadmonsta]

My AOT Reaction

Episode 2 + Titans

Unlike everything else I post people actually liked my AOT reaction. I want to take a moment and say thank you to everyone that has liked a post of mine. It might not be much but it brings a smile to my face. That being said, I don’t remember telling you my thoughts about Titans.

I am currently at 2:28 in “That Day; The Fall Of Shigan(let me get my glasses)shina, Part 2”.

We left off on the only mother figure that we’ve seen in the show so far being eaten alive. Good times, right?

Okay! Right off the bat we have an ugly preacher dude speaking words of the Bible. Oh. My. GOSH! That reminds me of the Titanic! Continue.

Warning: I am about to say a medical term most people don’t like to read.

Why do the Titans have nothing down there. I mean, as far as I can tell there are guys but they have no Jingle Jangle. I am sorry for not saying the correct term but I don’t want to write that down.

Woman enters scene only to be picked up by her head. I know Titans are supposed to be monsters but at least show table manners when eating your prey!

04:42

At least Mr. Harron is aware that he is a coward.

06:01

So basically what Erin (I think he’s the narrator right now) is telling us that Shiganshina is bait. That the way the walls were built made it easier for Titans to kill them. That way when the others are under attack they’ll be better prepared/aware??

06:34

Armin knows something’s wrong. Erin looks broken, I mean it’s not hard to miss. Also, can’t those boats be devoured easily by the Titans?

08:02

Seriously? Fighting with each other when a Titan is coming!?! And 2nd, yeah, at least let the kids board. They should have realized they wouldn’t have enough room and send the kids first. *sigh*

09:12

How come only some of the Titans look like a muscle chart at a doctor’s office?

Some have skin and others don’t??? :/ Also, he’s jacked. And those humans are dead.

09:50

Oh! The giant muscle man isn’t a Titan! He’s a monster? That what home boy just said. I honestly haven’t noticed the size difference between muscle man and the Titans until now. That gate is slow.

10:18

I’m sorry but the muscle man’s butt was in the shot- I- it. :[

12:20

“This is the end”

I wheezed.

14:45

“I’ll kill every last one of them!”

Idiot.

Any of you ever have your family walk in on you watching anime? Because it’s so awkward! I always pause it in case of cussing. And then their like, “it doesn’t bother me you can keep watching it.”

My grandpa walked in halfway through the show. He told me I could keep watching it and I told him it was apocalyptic. I just kept hoping it wouldn’t cuss. AOT is pg-14 or ma and I’m definitely old enough for that. But my family is really stern when it comes to cussing. Thus, I am that one friend that does not cuss.

Titans

Ew.

That was my first thought when seeing the Titans.

They’re naked.

Stating the obvious was my second reaction to them.

Why do they have so many teeth?

Seriously, why? Instead of having a reasonable amount of big teeth for an enlarged human. The Titans have a lot of small teeth instead. Ugh!

That was my reaction to Titans and Episode 2. I haven’t watched it fully so I will make a part 2 if anything surprises me. But for now I have to practice the piano. :/ Goodbye my lovely children. Geez I’m creepy! Okay, bye!!!!

[oriharaami]

I swear, I try to traslate this, buuuut, im sure everything is wrong (¿)

I don´t did it on the image bcs- asdfghjkl i don´t know (¿) sloth

What oc from Ami you are?

Alicia - She make cool make ups - Boys love her - weird tastes (¿¿¿)

Blanca - Cries for everithing - she can't walk without falling -Doesn't talk to her crush because is a coward

Kai - He don´t know what is sleep - He scares when he is angry - manipulator

Leonor - Likes paranormal things - Loves Kuromi from Sanrio - Soft girl

Johan - Probably likes drugs - Is to much honest - He is creative

Lujuria/Lust (Dante) - Simp - he is 30% homosexual with a sad past - dance and cry

Scott - He needs terapy - Have obsessive compulsive disorder with cleaning - Daddy issues

Erin - Otaku - Horny 24/7 - Everyone bully her

Soberbia/Pride (Gretel) - She have sarcastic tone in her voice - Stalker - Edgy

Kevin - He like pretends be gay with his friends - Nobody takes it seriously - He do everything  wrong but it's positive

[knightthunderis]

Chapter 13 Hidden Masquerade

“It is nice to see you too Erin Llewellyn.” Reimeiko smirked. “Does your family know that you are here in Taboria in a five star palace serving your highest rated dishes? I am with Derrick here and we were just passing through to catch the first dance.”

“Oh Ja--uh Reimeiko, you are with Derrick?” Erin asked. “Carry on then just make sure that rogue keeps his hands off of my fig and olive tapenade?”

“Tapen what?” Derrick asked. “Uh that is not going to be a problem for me to do.” Just then, a servant carrying a large silver platter rushed out from the preparation station without looking but Reimeiko spotted a slick spot of water just in front of her.

“Hey look out!” Reimeiko shouted. The young server slipped but using her incredible speed, Reimeiko caught the server by the arm with one hand and steadied the tray with the other. She saw the name on her tag was Serah.

“Whoa, thank you.” Serah said. “You seriously saved my life.  You are the first noble I have seen to ever step in to help a servant.  How did you do that so fast? You were amazing.”

“Let us just say I have averted my share of waitressing disasters before.” Reimeiko replied. “It looks like you got a little something on your uniform.  Here,let me help you.” She moved to the sink and moistened a clean rag with water, then sprinkled it with a dash of salt.  Using a circular motion, she quickly removed the stain from her uniform.

“Wow, it is as good as new, thank you.” Serah gushed. She took the tray and scurried quickly away from the kitchen and back to the ballroom.

“It looks like the sink splashed some water on you and your dress.” Derrick teased. “And I did not expect you to come to that servant’s rescue the way that you did.”

“The water will dry in a minute and no one will even know that it has been there.” Reimeiko said. “And as far as the servant goes, it was just a little stain, it was no big deal.”

“If that servant had nearly bumped into anyone else in that ballroom,” Derrick said. “She would have been getting yelled at or fired or even both. Most likely both.  Most of the so-called people out there care more about their fancy clothes and social standing than the actual people out there serving them.”

“Well I do not share that mindset.” Reimeiko snarled. “Without the people who serve them, those air-headed nobles would have to fend for themselves.  And other than the obvious, you are not even dressed for a masquerade.”

“What is that supposed to mean?” Derrick demanded. “I do not usually go in for these sorts of things. I know I do not have to be.  But it is not about me, it is about Karyson.”

“So you are looking out for him, that is super sweet.” she said. “It was just as I thought.  You are not as tough of a nut to crack after all.”

“There is no need to get all whatever it is about it.” he said. “Now come on, let us get you the dance I promised you.”  Reimeiko followed Derrick to a small servants entrance at the back of the kitchen and looked through the small window out into the ballroom behind Karyson and King Cecil. “Step right through here and you will skip the whole line of girls hoping to dance with Karyson.  He always would have chosen you for this if given the chance, and now he will have one.”

“Before I go, answer me something.” she said. “Why are you helping me, I mean really?  Half the time you are telling me I do not belong here and that I will not last and now this.”

“Maybe half the time I am hoping that I am wrong.” Derrick said. He gave her a half smile before the door closed between them.  She walked confidently over to where Karyson was standing.

“Well hello, you will have to forgive me, but I do not think we have met before now.” Karyson said. “I know of all of the women who are here for me, but you my lady have me at a disadvantage.”

“We have actually met twice before.” Reimeiko replied. “It has not even been twenty-four hours since we saw each other and the meeting before was with the beautiful Lady Liberty.”

“Now you truly have me at a disadvantage.” he said. “Your presence is baffling to me.  I cannot stop my mind from racing.  Is she a high ranking aristocrat from a distant country?  Or a wealthy woman of the world?  So who are you?  What brings you here?”

“You brought me here, Kary.” Reimeiko replied. “And you will be even more surprised when you finally figure out the truth.  No guesses yet?  Even with the mention of Lady Liberty?”

Karyson stared at her hard for a moment meeting her eyes and his finally widening in recognition. “Reimeiko? Oh of course. I thought I would never see you again.  So we do meet again.” The music began and grew louder. Around the room couples began to pair up and take to the dance floor. “It seems that you are just in time tonight, the first dance is beginning.  Would you do me the honor?” He held out his hand to her.

“I would love to.” she replied,taking his offered hand.  He swept her into his arms and onto the dancefloor where the ladies of court looked on with surprise and jealousy.  Behind them, she saw Malachi pump his fist in the air excitedly. “For you, I would not have missed this.”

“I am glad that you made it to the ball.” Karyson said. “After last night I was tempted to believe that seeing you was just a dream, but here you are in the flesh.” As the music shifted, Karyson gracefully spun Reimeiko out of his embrace.  Using his hand for support, she dipped back elegantly only to return to form and twirl back into his arms effortlessly.  Quiet gasps escape from the others across the ballroom.  Karyson gracefully drew her against him once again.  Without warning, her lightning strike hit, warning her of danger and the feeling that someone very sinister was watching her, quietly plotting against her and her family.  She looked around, looking for the source of foreboding, but did not see anyone paying too close of attention.  But she still could not shake the uneasiness she felt as she and Karyson danced.  Sure enough, hidden in the shadows, two figures stood somewhat hidden from sight.  One wearing a sweater vest, tie and blazer, the other wearing a dark turtleneck and blazer.

“What are you doing here?” SweaterVest hissed. “There is no way we will be able to take the kingdom if our plan is discovered too soon.  And you are looking highly suspicious.”

“You are a fine one to talk.” TurtleNeck sneered. “If Cecil discovers that you are alive and still working to take the throne, he would have you decapitated before you knew what had hit you and I would be taken down with you because I would be considered an accessory after the fact.  Not to mention the fact that you are putting my daughter in the line of fire.  She gets to be Queen and you are planning to rip it, Garyson, and the kingdom away from her just so you can be king.”

“Have you forgotten that you are in this as deep as me,” SweaterVest implied. “Moreso infact since it was you that poisoned and killed Queen Coradae.  If they ever find that goblet, which they have not yet, you are the one who gifted the goblet to Coradae in the first place so your fingerprints are all over it.  So if this comes down to any kind of case, you would be the one tried, convicted, and sentenced with her death not me.  You would be the one who would either end up with life in prison or the death penalty which you know is still in affect here.” 

“I could come completely clean with Cecil about my part in it as well as helping them put you out of commission without so much as a second thought.” TurtleNeck declared “I could cut a deal and beg for mercy. Besides, you purchased the poison and the goblet,you put the poison in the goblet and you said both she and Cecil would drink from it. It was supposed to take out two birds with one stone you said, but it did not.”

“No, you are right, it did not work out entirely as I planned.” SweaterVest said. “But after that last meeting at my house, I was going to call on the Great Houses to cast a vote of no confidence, not only in Cecil’s ability to rule, but also his ability to raise his sons.  I thought I would have had you along with to vote for me, but no, you ran off back to England to hide like the coward you are.”

“Well I will do whatever it takes to keep from going down with you, even if it means as those nasty Americans say throwing you under the bus or throwing you to the wolves.” TurtleNeck sneered. “I am not risking what remains of my holdings and life to back you up anymore.  You nearly got us caught when you recruited those barbaric Loreans. Now leave me alone.”

“I will forewarn you ahead of time.” SweaterVest sneered. “If you so much as breathe one word about me, I will have you and your family raked over the coals for breakfast. I have enough evidence to ruin you and destroy your family in the process.”

“You do not scare me.” TurtleNeck seethed. “I come from the largest crime family in the world. One word from me and my brother will have every one of his guards all over you like a cheap suit.”

“You brother and his associates were caught and arrested in their dive bar in the United States by the combined efforts of Knight Thunder, her Knights, and the I.C.E.” SweaterVest cackled. “Now you will do what I say or you will join them.  And if you ever go against me again, forget the cell, I will put you ten feet under.”

TurtleNeck watched as SweaterVest walked away with his head held high for having got the upper hand.  Smugly, he reached into his pocket and pulled out a mini tape recorder and pressed the stop button.

“As always you underestimate me old friend.” TurtleNeck said. “I always have several aces up my sleeves when dealing with people like you.”  Seething, he turned his attention back to watch the Prince and the young stranger being sponsored by the Blanchards.  Something about her seemed familiar, like he had seen her somewhere before, but he could not put his finger on it.  He pulled out his phone and dialed a number. “You know who this is Lasider, and I have got a job for you and your particular talents.”

“I will do what I can and as always you will get my prompt well done service.” Lasider replied. “Who is it that you want me to torture and kill Your Grace?”

“No, not torture and kill- well at least not yet.” TurtleNeck said. “I need you to do some character digging on someone and I will pay you twice your usual fee for it.”

“It sounds very interesting as well as very high profile considering the seriousness of the tone in your voice.” Lasider replied. “I am in, what or who is the target in question?”