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Fangirl Cassie!
Wonder Woman (1987) #110
#original Cassie is the OG queen#seriously she's too relatable#reminds me of me at 14#just gawking at everything and everyone#cassie sandsmark#cassandra sandsmark#wonder girl#helena sandsmark#wally west#the flash#wonder woman comics#dc comics#comic series#my post
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When Ekko released in 2015 it was so awesome, he had a great voice actor (at least in Brazil his voice is really well known), he had a cool design, fun powers and an amazing backstory. He was a black kid from a poor upbringing who, despite the environment he grew up in, learnt to create incredible things basically out of scrap. He was a genuine hero in a land where most of the characters were bad people or chaotic monsters, he fought for what was right and tried his best to save the people he loved.
Over the years he became the face of resistance in Zaun, every story was about him fighting for the people, every voice line with other champions showed how much people admired him. Fuck, I know it's probably not canon but Azir of all people treats him well in their interactions, that's how cool he is. So it bothers me a little that the freedom fighter/symbol of resistance in Zaun role is being shifted to Jinx in the show.
She, and the Inx (her blue haired followers), are literal antagonists in his game, he has to fight them because all they care about is chaos. I understand though what they are building up to in Arcane and it is very well written, but it makes me a bit sad. Especially because of how I see most of the fandom treat Ekko, most talk about him has to do with Jinx and fair, I guess, Arcane barely gives him solo screen time. But y'know, I wish after this they give him another game or a comic book, Idk. I really don't want Ekko to just become a background character on someone else's narrative.
#bit of a venting/rambling post please don't take this too seriously#I really do think Jinx is incredibly well written in this show much more than she ever was in the game#but I'm disappointed that it comes at fhe expense of characters like Ekko and Zeri having their roles in Zaun taken#Ekko a black kid and Zeri a south asian kid being revolutionaries meant so much more even if their lore underdeveloped in relation to Arcane#what I'm left to hoping is that at least they'll make a cool spin off about my boy#ekko#ekko lol#arcane#league of legends
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the "3000 year old child" trope has the possibility to be genuinely intriguing and could explore the way children are treated across time no matter their apparent level of intelligence. it could be funny it could be heartbreaking it could be horrific to think about. too bad 90% of it is just an excuse to be a creep. sad!
#media#txt#er#kinda#i know some people dont like miquella being That Way mostly in relation to everything with mohg#but i think miquella is one of the only examples ive seen where this is taken seriously and like. actually thought about outside of#haha what if this grown woman was in a childs body so she was helpless but also sexualized isnt this groundbreaking#his whole thing is being hypercompetent to make up for being stuck as booster seat size for millenia#i think that its cool that his mind manilpulation powers are likely based partially on a survival instinct people have around kids. he just#uses it to his advantage to start a cult of suicide bombers sometimes because we get a little silly#also the funny factor of seeing this kid and being like 'oh how sweet hes reading his literature :-)' and then you look into his eyes and g#oh.. you have seen the endless yawning void havent you... well.. thats too bad
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@rayshippouuchiha : posts something I have absolutely no idea about in a fandom I've never been part of
Me, absolutely not specifically seven crows in a disguise, still finding it relatable/shiny:
Also here's my cat holding still for a picture after I told her it was for Ray (betrayal lol she never does that for anyone else):
#Naruto meme#pls excuse my shitty Photoshop skills#also#RAY#STOP MAKING RELATABLE POINTS ABOUT FICTIONAL MEN OLD ENOUGH TO BE MY FATHER#(or at least they were when I first saw them...)#YOU SPECIFICALLY GAVE ME A DADDY KINK#BECAUSE OF AIZAWA#AND KAKASHI#I'll stop there bc I honestly don't have time for the full round up which is a shame#BUT YOU ALSO GOT ME INTERESTED IN FANDOMS AND CROSSOVERS#my poor sleep schedule 😔#don't take this too seriously#bc I also love you and my cat poses for pictures when I tell her it's for you#I'm pretty sure she just likes the sound of Ray though
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Ask prompt fill for @astreamofstars for this ask meme: Questioning Sentences, Vol. 33 Jaheira/Khalid (and others) - “Are you getting my wife into trouble?” Two fills for the price of one cos I couldn't decide if I liked this idea or the other one better for this prompt so I did both. XD Set during Siege of Dragonspear, but doesn't include any spoilers.
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“All right.” Caden sways blearily on his feet, gesturing with the tankard in his hand. “Are you ready… for the master plan?”
“Minsc is ready,” Minsc agrees eagerly. “For a plan which Caden makes is masterful indeed!’
They make a rather comical tableau, gathered together in the shadows at the edge of the coalition camp. Caden is pacing unsteady circles, occasionally stopping to lean on one of the nearby trees. Nearby, Minsc and Rasaad sit side by side; Minsc has drained his mug completely and his eyes are wide with inebriated enthusiasm, while Rasaad is holding himself to ramrod stillness, the alcohol only evident in the slightly unfocused look in his eyes and the amused smile playing around his lips.
And there’s the cat, of course, which is prowling through the grass around Caden’s feet. Unlike Caden and the others, though, the cat almost melds into invisibility with the shadows. Its fluffy coat is dark gray except for a stripe of white along the tail, leaving the glint of its eyes the only obvious sign of its presence.
“Steady, Caden,” Rasaad says with a low chuckle, watching his friend take another gulp of ale. “If you are not careful, I believe you might pitch over.”
He takes a sip from his own mug and glances over her shoulder back towards the center of the camp. No one seems to have noticed them sneaking off; most of the army has gone to sleep and the fires are burning low. The guards on watch are attentive to threats from the outside, and they have little interest to spare for the erstwhile Hero of Baldur’s Gate and his friends lurking drunkenly outside Torsin de Lancie’s tent.
“Nonsense,” Caden says gravely. “My balance is perfect and my ideas better still. Now--” He points at the cat, who is watching him with a glassy-eyed attentiveness, its tail lashing back and forth. “The key to it all.” He swings his hand in a wide arc and points dramatically into the darkness. “...A hole.”
Minsc turns his head to peer in the direction Caden is pointing and the wall of dark green canvas that sits there. “A tent,” he corrects Caden earnestly.
Caden blinks, then releases a very uncharacteristic giggle and downs another mouthful of his drink. “Nooooo,” he says, over-enunciating. “There’s a hole in the tent.” He points again at the cat. “And you can fit through it.”
The cat mrowls thoughtfully, then flops over onto its side and rolls so it is looking at Caden upside down.
“Exactly,” Caden says, nodding several times vigorously. “And then - havoc. Shred de Lancie’s shirts. Steal his sword. Whatever you can think of.”
“It would certainly serve him right,” Rasaad agrees. He smirks over the rim of his mug as he takes another sip. “We would send Caden himself, but we have all seen his attempts at subtlety.”
“Shuuuush…” Caden whines, laughing, and punches Rasaad gently in the shoulder. This does, in fact, overbalance him and he sits down hard in the grass next to the tent’s front peg. “Oof. Well?” He grins goofily at the cat. “What d’you think?”
The cat climbs slowly and methodically up Caden’s arm until it is balanced on his shoulder, and begins to knead its claws vigorously into his shirt.
“Ow.” He grunts. Reaching up, he picks the cat up and sets it back on the ground, climbing unsteadily back to his feet. “I’ll take that as a yes. C’mon, Rasaad and Minsc and I will keep guard, and you can--”
He stops abruptly as, turning, he bumps into a man standing in his way who seems to have materialized out of the shadows. “Oh. Hello, Khalid,” he says, blinking rapidly like a child caught raiding the pantry.
Out of armor, Khalid looks about an inch shorter and considerably less broad than he usually does; his mop of dark hair is mussed from his helmet and he’s dressed for bed in a loose, dark tunic and a pair of Calishite-style trousers. “G-good evening, Caden,” he says cheerfully; his weariness from the day’s travel is evident in the thickness of his stammer, but he grins good-naturedly. “Are you g-g-getting my wife into trouble?”
Caden cocks his head at the older man innocently, an effect marred a little as he sways back on his heels. “Dunno what you’re talking about,” he says.
“Mmhm.” Khalid peers past him at the cat who has begun to groom itself, its fluffy tail curled up over its back. “S-she is not in b-bed, and that c-c-c-cat looks familiar. Are you quite sure?”
Caden follows his gaze and shakes his head. “It’s just a cat,” he says, very seriously.
Khalid laughs. “There is n-n-no fooling me, C-Caden, I’m afraid,” he says.
At the sound of his voice, the cat’s head suddenly shoots up. Darting past Caden, it hurls itself at Khalid’s legs and begins circling him, rubbing up against his shins and purring ecstatically.
Khalid’s grin softens. “Y-you see?” he murmurs. Crouching down, he runs a hand slowly along the cat’s silky fur from head to tail-tip, and the purring rises in volume like the rumble of a distant thunderstorm. “I would kn-know her in every shape,” he murmurs. “Though… the s-s-s-stripe on her tail is a d-d-dead giveaway.”
The cat nips at his hand, and he chuckles. “Am I g-g-giving away your secrets, my love? I’m s-s-sorry.” He raises an eyebrow at Caden. “N-now - out with it. Are you g-g-getting my wife into trouble?”
There’s a low hissing sound, and the wildshape melts away, leaving Jaheira, curled awkwardly on the ground, pressed against his thigh. She looks up at him with a bleary smile and pokes him in the side. “How dare you?” she says reprovingly; the words, though carefully pronounced, have a distinct tipsy slur. “I do not need the boy’s help to get myself into trouble.”
“Ahhhhh, I s-see.” Khalid’s eyes widen and he juts out his jaw, mock-appalled. “A d-d-drunken band, the l-lot of you.”
“I believe you have mispronounced ‘criminal masterminds,’ Khalid,” Rasaad says with a sage nod.
“Well, t-t-tell me, then,” Khalid says. His lips twitch with amusement. “What c-c-conspiracy can you be m-m-masterminding at this t-time of night?”
Caden downs the rest of his mug. “Messing with Torsin de Lancie’s tent,” he says matter-of-factly.
Khalid tilts his head slowly to one side. His eyes flick over the tent, to the hole in the fabric at its rear, then to Caden, then to Jaheira. Then he starts to laugh. “Ahhhh, I see,” he says, shaking his head ruefully. “Well… why d-d-didn’t you say so in the f-f-first place? C-carry on.”
#ask meme#astreamofstars#caden of candlekeep#jaheira#khalid#rasaad yn bashir#minsc#jaheira x khalid#khalid x jaheira#this is so silly lmao but i had fun writing it#set during siege of dragonspear but no spoilers really#except that torsin de lancie is a dick#which isn't really a spoiler just a fact#to be honest in spite of the seriousness of the situation i think SoD is one of Caden's happier times on the road#imoen isn't there which sucks but the crisis at hand isn't directly related to him in the way that it is in bg1 and bg2#and he has nice times in camp with his four other closest friends#well five but dynaheir is too smart to get caught up in this nonsense so she's happily asleep right now XD#(i'm actually mad cos i initially wrote this whole thing with imoen in it forgetting that she's not present in Siege)#(and it had a fun joke that i had to remove bc Imoen would have said it but Minsc/Rasaad wouldn't)#ty for the prompt as always friend <3 hope you enjoy!
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[ID in alt text] my magnum opus
#the owl house#toh#hunter toh#lilith clawthorne#i have hcs about their dynamic but they're mostly comedic tbh#like yeah it's fucked up that Lilith had beef with a child but it's also pathetic and i think that takes the edge off it tbh#hunter kinda knows this. he doesn't like her and i appreciate it when ppl read it as ''hes walking on eggshells around her''#based on that one dana art#i think it's a fair read#but i personally like to read it as equal parts nervousness and annoyance at having to be placed with Mean Un-Fun Lilith#hunter thinks she's a loser and has no idea why she hates him so much. he's just trying to do his job man#(my personal elaborate hc as to how this dynamic formed is that hunter as a child used to think Lilith was cool! he wanted to be like her!)#(unfortunately his braggadocios persona as the golden guard gave Lilith the impression that he was Out For Her Job and also Life)#(and bc she's Lilith these threats from a child are taken seriously. she will play nice when Belos is around but she DOES NOT TRUST HIM)#(and she's just not going to interrogate her own insecurities regarding yet another bubbly teen prodigy coming in and stealing her thunder)#(she is definitely not getting reminded of her own insecurities related to eda being better than her growing up. no sir)#(she totally doesn't see the emperor as her mom whaaat that's crazy)#(ANYWAY post canon i think they could be good friends. bitchy friends but good friends)#(someone the other comes to when they need a brutally honest opinion! steve hangs out with them too. ex emperor's coven buddies!)
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he stole her youth and promised heaven the men start wars yet troy hates helen women's hearts are lethal weapons did you hold mine and feel threatened?
inspired by @randomestfandoms petrova edit which is a million times cooler than mine everyone go reblog it immediately!!!
#tvdedit#elena stan club#elena edit#elena gilbert#the vampire diaries#maisie peters#history of man#mine#my edits#seriously go look at maddie's edit it's so much better than mine#I just love this lyric too much in relation to elena and the salvabros to not make this#how it always has to be her fault#how they give her all the power#and then they resent it when she uses it#how it's even her fault when she's not asking anything of them at all#the power dynamic is fucked up
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Was doing some thinking today and realized that one of the reasons I'm really drawn to Kieran is because he's a rare example of a character that's shy (and usually good-hearted) but still has some rougher edges to him.
I feel like all too often shy characters are shoved into being portrayed as either "smol bean who would never hurt anyone and just wants friends uwu" or "brooding loner who snaps at people to cover up the fact they don't actually know how to socialize" with not a lot of wiggle room in between. While I can and do enjoy characters that (arguably) fall into those respective categories, they're a bit reductive in the sense that things are very rarely that black and white in reality. Even the kindest people have a limit to what they can tolerate. They have bad days or respond poorly to events around them that cause them stress. And the same can be said in reverse as well—point being, people are multifaceted and don't always behave as predictably as we'd like to think.
And I think Kieran reflects that dichotomy perfectly. When we first meet him, he's meek, timid, and relies heavily on his more brash and forceful older sister to help him navigate social situations where he would otherwise lose out on something valuable because he's too afraid to come forward and ask for what he wants (like how she has to ask the player to battle him on his behalf). He's often quick to cower whenever she starts to get heated, but he's also not afraid to point out when he thinks she's wrong and sometimes even gets sassy with her himself. He's undeniably sweet and gentle and shows eagerness to make friends with the player, but he becomes much more curt when he notices we're lying to him about Ogerpon. The rest of the Teal Mask storyline shows him fluctuating even further—yelling at Carmine and the player for keeping secrets from him, punching things in fits of anger...then backpedaling and apologizing for the trouble he caused a few scenes later. Spreading the truth about Ogerpon to everyone in the village to help make her happy...then selfishly demanding a battle to see who's worthy of being her Trainer when she has already clearly chosen the player.
After being lied to and suffering repeated losses at our hands (including the Pokemon he's idolized all his life choosing us over him), he leans even more heavily into his bitter side during the Indigo Disk—being cold and ruthless to pretty much everyone around him, but at the end of the day it's primarily overcompensation for what he perceives as his own personal weakness (because he's still just a kid trying to be taken seriously). He's shown to drop the act on multiple occasions—most notably when he's caught off guard by our appearance at Blueberry Academy and at a few points during the Area Zero expedition. He antagonizes the player up until the moment of his defeat and tries to catch and use Terapagos in a last-ditch moment of desperation that ends up going horribly wrong, but after everything resolves he's quick to admit his mistakes and asks the player for forgiveness and if they can still be friends. After the epilogue he's mostly back to his old self, but still seems to get worked up when provoked (e.g. when he yells at Drayton for refusing to stop calling him "ex-Champ" in one of their League Club Room interactions).
And I think this varied and sometimes contradictory behavior is precisely why Kieran is such a cohesive and believable character—because it shows how even kind, well-meaning people may have a hidden darker side that can show itself under the right circumstances. How they might let their insecurities get the better of them. How a shy, timid kid might not have the experience to know how to deal with sudden feelings of frustration and/or jealousy that are far too strong to keep to himself, so he lashes out as a result. How despite all this he remains kind, sensitive and loving at his core and shows willingness to learn from his mistakes. And that is what makes him so compelling to me.
#mel's musings#kieran#pokemon#all this to say i now have brainrot and you all are going to suffer for it#me: *sees any pokemon boy with attitude problems* son? son boy? he my son boy? ;_;#kieran is also. oddly relatable to me in a way#in the sense that i was a neurodivergent kid whose overstimulation issues among other things weren't taken seriously#and it made me really bitter and angry at both the people who caused them & the people that didn't know how to deal with me#i lashed out a lot back then. i yelled and hit and said things i didn't mean and lied so i could stay in control#and while i still think i deserved better than the shit the adults who were responsible for me put me through#i do regret a lot of what i did. and i try to make up for it by being as patient as i can with others#ALSO. oc tangent time. kieran and denise are very similar in this regard#dena felt a lack of control w/ her dad leaving but couldn't blame him bc then she'd have nowhere to vent her anger#but she's also too young and too hurt to blame herself. so she lashes out at her mom instead (granted. jen made some poor choices too)#but after her treasure hunt and her first trip into area zero she sees things in a different light and is able to reconcile with her#and that's the exact reason she's able to forgive kieran so quickly. bc she had been through a similar thing with jen#i am filled with a whole WHIRLWIND of ideas for my au denise and this cast are a match made in HEAVEN#forest for the tree#mel plays scarvi
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GOOD GOD STOP GIVING US THUNDERCLAN POVS LET ME OUT THIS BITCH !!! SHOW ME WINDCLAN IN MODERN DAY PLEAAAASEEEEEEEEE
#warrior cats#changing skies#moonpaw you couldve been great#no seriously though thunderclan is becoming increasingly irrelevant to the main plotlines we have TWO THUNDERCLAN POVS IN THE ACTIVE PLOT#IS THAT NOT ENOUGH#ranty#BRING BACK SINGULAR MAIN CHARACTERS#Windclan cats always have insane family drama going on too no one can have a secret second family like a windclan cat#its happened several times i need to like study them#everyone in that clan sounds like an asshole all the time#its like what people think shadowclan is#genuinely though we only have like super editions/novellas abt windclan and no pov characters and thats so crazy to me#but please erins let thunderclan rest for a little maybe if we didnt know every cat in every generation's parents and kits#there wouldnt be as much of an incest problem#moonpaw is so inbred its insane shes like 5x related to firestar or smth#they shouldve neutered lionheart when they had the chance jesus christ
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Me, at that one ex-friend who caused so much drama on her way out:
#relatable?#funny#hilarious#lol#relatable#college#she was a bitch#and she did all the petty shit to me#like seriously#i did nothing to you#why do that#i just wanna know#if I never see her again#it'll be too soon#and I made that scarf too#and it was a damn good scarf#I gave it to her#then asked for space#and then she decided to be petty and handle it like a child#we're in college#you shouldn't get your parents involved in your shitty squabbles when you're in college#especially because I'm pretty sure she didn't tell her mom what actually happened
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uraaaaaaagghh
#mine#t-2 hours until interview and i'm nervousssss i couldn't sleep well last night...#i ended up falling asleep looping one of my favorite songs by my favorite band which was nice but urrgrgghggh#i feel like i didnt prepare enough yesterday and now im so nervous im pretending the google doc i made doesnt even exist#i mean i have it open 2 tabs away but you know...i don't want to see it or think about it#TWO 30 minute sessions with 2 separate people...AND interviewing in spanish shortly after that...first time doing so...#uuuuggghhhhhhh#i'm really hoping that the 2 30min parts will cover like every question they want to ask (seriously why do we need a whole hour...)#and then the spanish part will be more language related#most of all i hope she asks things i can answer and i hope my spontaneous spanish is good because i could not be assed#translating all of my rehearsal answers -_- no thanks girl#URRRRGGGJJ#all this for a call center job too -_- but whatever every interview is more experience and i need to level up hashtag gamer
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Am inexplicably and unreasonably upset about Jamie not liking scones. Like, obviously he can like whatever he likes and there's no accounting for taste and what does it even matter but also what the hell is wrong with you, my ridiculous muppet man? What else don't you like, huh - is it kittens and puppies? World peace? Fucking joy?
For my own peace of mind I'll be imagining him just saying that because he doesn't want anything from Roy at this particular point in time. Or maybe Simon's scones are JUST TOO GOOD, nothing else can compare, so Jamie just avoids all other scones as to avoid disappointment. Either work and make hell of a lot more sense that Jamie "not even liking" scones. I mean, come on.
#in today's segment of 'absolutely nonsensical things to have Weirdly Strong Feelings about'#but now i have some vague thoughts#about Strange Scones Shenanigans down the road#roy baking scones for himself and keeley#but being all like 'uh no i didn't make any for you because you don't like scones'#EVEN THOUGH HE KNOWS FULLY WELL jamie loves scones#he's just being an ass for roy is an ass sometimes related reasons#it backfires though bc jamie gives him Ze Puppyeyes until roy has to surrender his own scones#OR the simon thing holds water and roy gets weirdly obsessed about also being able to make scones that jamie likes#jamie is having fun pretending he doesn't love roy's scones#it probably gets a little out of hand at some point#keeley seriously questions why she's dating these idiots#how many scones adjacent headcanons did you have today?#none?#too few gentle reader#far too few#just to be clear i have no opinion whatsoever about people liking scones in general! just jamie!#random ramblings#jamie & roy#jamie tartt#jamie tartt/scones
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kind of frustrating that people took "fat does not equal unhealthy" to mean "fat is not unhealthy." sometimes being obese IS unhealthy & excess fat can cause a lot of problems. ignoring health issues isn't progressive. real "oranges kill people with depression" moment
#i have a lot to say but i think it all boils down to this:#the only reason people think this way is because they experienced body shaming & bullying for their fatness#& instead of gaining a healthy relationship with their body & its needs they went full denial mode#people that aren't fat that think this way are just going with things uncritically which is also bad btw#because when you have decades of proof that being severely overweight can be detrimental to your health#(& no i don't mean fucking. supersize me. i mean medical proof that too much fat causes diseases & early death)#but you're ignoring that because a tiktok influencer that has no medical experience said so#that is a huge lack of critical thinking skills on display & people are gonna listen to that misinformation & some might die#this isn't some light shit that can be waved off as non-harmful because it IS harmful! it is actively hurting people!!#again being unhealthy isn't a moral failing & no one deserves shit for that!! but that's the whole damn point isn't it!!!#militant fat activists are so afraid of their fatness being associated with anything negative they turn right around into ableism#they don't WANT to be considered disabled! because being disabled IS a moral failing to them. disability is abnormal#& of course being morbidly obese is totally normal. because if it wasn't then they'd need to do work & handle an ED#& that's too much to grapple with mentally so. no. they're normal. super normal. don't look at the lifespan of someone over 300lb#btw i am 100% aware that a lot of this is combined with other issues like racism sexism homo/transphobia genuine fatphobia#but also sometimes they really can't operate on someone that can't recover afterwards#like i wouldn't call the vet bigoted & cat-hating for being unable to operate on my 20yo cat#Minnie would simply not survive that. because she is so damn old#unfortunately for Minnie she can't get younger but people CAN lose weight in multiple different ways#& it may seem like the world is attacking you but you really have to train yourself out of automatic bad faith reactions#''you couldn't possibly understand!!'' yeah okay i'm sooo abled & privileged you got me there (<-sarcasm. if you couldn't tell)#just because someone hasn't experienced your EXACT thing doesn't mean they can't relate & haven't gone through similar#it's so difficult to train your brain out of that shit i get that but you really really really have to. or you will die#or at least be miserable#DISCLAIMER: i'm not talking about every person who has even a little fat on their body. fat is NEEDED#but like all things too much of a good thing can cause problems & fat is not exempt#this is about morbid obesity. not someone who's like 160lb that shit is normal#& people need to stop thinking anything over 110lb is fat#because it isn't & i think most people are getting into unhealthy territory at that low of a weight#basically i view being too fat the same as being too thin. they both cause health problems & should be taken seriously
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I saw a post about tomboys on my dash and I wanted to rant a little, but I got distracted halfway through and forgot what I wanted to say.
#personal#anyway i've always considered myself one#actually surprised to see it being even mentioned here because i recall not so long ago it was considered a slur#(seriously?)#but i guess i wanted to say that though i understand what that post was trying to convey#i've had similar experiences myself in the past#i also realized that i've had it pretty good#my mom never forced any 'girly' stuff on me. in fact she's somewhat tomboyish herself too#neither did my late dad (though i didn't see him that often anyway)#and the few people in my life who made comments about my 'non-makeup' appearance or 'clothing choices'#(i rarely wear dresses. half of my wardrobe consists of men's/my stepbrothers' old clothes)#i've pretty much told them to stuff it and mind their own business#i guess it was always just one of those things that i was confident enough about#those comments annoyed me but i wasn't afraid to tell them where to shove it either so#i guess i can't fully relate when ppl struggle with this kind of stuff#but well. our experiences aren't the same. ppl are different#so i guess i'm just saying it here now and#trying to say that if anyone ever tried to make you feel bad about it. fuck them
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Don't feel too bad for him, it's all consequences of his own actions.
#I was showing my brother how SketchBook works and accidentally ended up colouring this more seriously#negative * it's so demoralizing to have my art ignored because it's all niche rp-related stuff only one other person in the whole world car#like why even bother nobody says anything or likes anything#on lighter note oops I sure did draw Buson with flat feet like mine and had to tryyy and learn to draw feet with a bit more shape to them#it's not really everybody else's fault I'll probably think it's forced and fake niceness if people suddenly start commenting on my art afte#this I don't need that it's just the Dedicated Expert at Destroying My Self-Confidence#asked me (did you draw this????) in that ridiculous way non-artists who don't recognize art styles do#but when I said no it was just a colouring page#she wordlessly turned away with the blankest deadest mosy unimpressed expression#and walked away#they often screamed at me for drawing or doing anything at all so how could I possibly continue to develop my skills I'm too terrified to#draw on a computer/any screen larger than a phone#so I have to clumsily draw with my finger so it's not going to look as good... it's childishly blobby#it doesn't reflect my actual skill#whatever.#negative * tags anyway#scars *#stitches *#injuries *#my doodle#my colour art
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I have no business getting another idea. Please don’t let it haunt me. I hate when I do this. We’re not writing it down, this is living in my mind only!!! Or at the very least give me more fluff. There’s been too much angst and I hate it. Must be why this idea got to me. I’m guilty of it too, but I know I’m not the worst offender cause I’m a massive baby. Damn it I might want to write this fic. Can someone please just write something cute so I can gush over it? Please, I’m begging. Stop hurting my queen, I cannot take it anymore!
Update: I vaguely jotted down the idea, no title or anything. But also read back through my ideas list and kinda wish I would’ve written some of those. I may need to make a new list of fics I’ll never write again. But we don’t have time for that. I gotta finish at least one of my WIPs before I do that again
(Unrelated note technically I started Lo Lo Lost but I don’t count it cause it’s literally two sentences then I’m like nope cause this is about to be all sorts of messy and I need fluff not more craziness)
#cynful babbles#you know those fics where you can go back and change things#it’s basically that. I’m just tired of seeing my queen sad and I wonder all the time how she would be if she had her family#projecting on my end too cause I often think my childhood was robbed from me#of course not as horrid as my queen but it’s why it makes me want to give her love and see her be happy#plus I have a tendency to overcompensate when I see too many fics of my queen suffering and shinichi is an asshole and totally fine#I can’t relate to yall. I swear we’re all Shiho stans but yall be making her fucking sad and it kills me#I’ve never been one of those people who likes making my fav suffer I just don’t get it#and I don’t want to get it. give all the angst to him please my queen has suffered enough#yall really be making me think she would be better off ending it all for real cause yall keep hurting her#I seriously have such an issue with people mistreating her and giving her all the bullshit
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