#seriously its so bad
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it's kinda concerning how addicted I've gotten to having my tongue out and my eyes rolled up while I touch now, how am I ever supposed to explain this to anyone 😭
#seriously its so bad#bd/sm kink#humiliation kink#bd/sm slave#bd/sm community#bd/sm blog#wet and needy#m@sturbation#tongue out#ahego face#my stuff
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Morning drawing practice.
I've drawn the cover art before but don't ask to see it because it's terrible.😂😑
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trevor belmont unlocks something deeply primal within me that cannot be contained for much longer...
anyways on another note i may consider writing for castlevania but i also have like 5 op fics in my drafts rn👁️👁️that are at least half finished so i need to get on that sorry pookies
#seriously its so bad#i want to bite him#i want to see if he'll bite me back#ugh this is cringe#mdni#trevor belmont#one piece fics
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As a Canadian who spent a few years in the states, US healthcare is not just unnecessarily expensive, its unnecessarily confusing and I think that contributes:
In Canada, my big healthcare needs are covered by the provincial government. So when I need care I go to the front desk, I show them my provincial health card and all the money is handled between the provider and the government, I never pay anything. If something is not covered by my healthcare they tell me clearly and up front.
Like most Canadians I carry some supplemental health insurance to fill the gaps because our coverage is unfortunately not as good as most European systems. This insurance also tells me exactly what it covers, often down to the dollar amount. I've never been surprised by the amount I have to pay and there's no complexity either they pay X% of the cost or they pay up to $Y and I cover the rest. I've also never had insurance limit which doctors they'll pay for (although this does happen it just hasn't happened to me). I have also never encountered a deductible in Canadian health insurance (I do know what that is though, because my tenant's insurance has one).
Conversely, going to the US here was my experience even though I only got very boring minor or preventative care while I was there. I never needed ongoing chronic care, I was never seriously ill, and nothing I needed was rare or unsual... oh, and I worked at a major teaching hospital.
The list of things they wouldn't cover was long and totally random, like, based on super specific types of surgery for the same condition, it was wild and also meant I wouldn't have been able to read the documents without my biomedical degree, I have no idea how less educated people cope at all.
They wouldn't tell me directly if a vaccine would or wouldn't be covered even when I asked directly on the phone ahead of time I got "probably".
In addition to the money I paid every month to have insurance some coverage didn't kick in until I had paid a certain deductible... but not all of it... just some things on the long list.
There was like 3 other kinds of weird extra payments I was expected to make, not just a deductible, there was a copayment fee for some things and a coinsurance fee for other things (I still don't know what the difference is) and I think there were others I didn't encounter.
Rather than give me a straight dollar or percentage value I waited literal months to be sent a bill and they literally refused to tell me how much it would be in advance (I was told "somewhere between $0 and $1500 dollars).
Sometimes they covered certain nurse practitioners in the same office! But you didn't know which nurse you got in advance and could not ask, so how much you paid would be a surprise!!!
And every American I asked about this said this was actually a normal and pretty positive experience?!?!?!!? While I was there feeling like I was trying to bargain with some sort of eldritch entity that was also drunk.
If I thought I'd have to deal with this level of nonsensical randomness from my provincial government I would be terrified to. I have a lot more empathy for Americans' concern about it now.
Blogging this tweet because this explains SO MUCH about the mindset of pretty much all the folks I’ve known who’re against single-payer, it’s not even funny…
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Joining Tumblr in 2024 as a twitter refugee
Honestly that place is awful
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Every time someone mentions phannie twitter it gives me war flashbacks to my stint on there, during which I received multiple multiple dms like "hey I unfollowed because my friends and I are into an obscure form of targeted bigotry and I just realized that you are not with it. hope u die xx" until I finally deleted the app and never touched it again
#seriously its so bad#theyd check my main acct and just get so pissed at me for not being a queer identifier puritan#most of them were teens checking my 18+ account too lol#overall such a weird website culturally
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I wish we could have met in some other way.
Lawlight Week Day 2: Soulmates
If you saw me repost and re-edit this several times uh No you didn't </3
Still frames/Individual gifs:
If you know what every frame is from you get a free cookie. by the way
#death note#dn#light yagami#l lawliet#lawlight#oh god here we go#death note jdrama#death note 2015#death note 2006#death note musical#lctw#l change the world#dntm#lawlightweek2024#my art#collapses i am NEVER putting this much effort in one piece ever again /hj this was the Only one i had mostly prepared in advance#ironically the most painstaking part about making this entire thing was converting the images into an animated file#that wasn't either horrifically compressed or just. wouldn't loop. why do gifs have to look so BAD it's so inconvenient#and THEN i realized I had to forcibly Stitch the two animations together so they would actually be synced and it wouldn't look dumb#and the end result is STILL so compressed. because Tumblr. uhhh just don't click on it it'll look so scuffed LOL. anyways#this is what i get for watching Every Adaptation of Death Note. i am a death note multiverse truther#usually i'd have something clever to say in the tags but. this drained the life out of me just uh.#yeah. they're doomed in every universe. this is the only way they could've met. they are doomed by their own natures and the#circumstances that surround them. there is no universe where light tries to prevent L's death. and even in the cases where L Doesn't die#there is no universe where L can save light. there is no universe where he can truly “catch” Kira and make him see where he went wrong#(<- if you read LCTW you know. :) )#in every universe and adaptation L will call Light his first friend. in some universes they'll take that notion more seriously than others#no matter what one of them will die due to the other. its the only constant. it's the only way it can ever be. they are the others downfall
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The room I have to do my study table hours in smells so, so strongly of soap I can Taste it. It is burning my nose one hair at a time and I Cannot focus bc of it lmao
#seriously its so bad#its all i can think about#i cant stop SMELLING IT#im trying to study for my anatomy test tomorrow but the only thing I'm gonna be thinking about during the test is fucking SOAP#not mcd#not minecraft related#rambles
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modern au lesbq💕 prof sqq caught out on a date w her college aged gf 😳 (she doesnt realize its a date or that she has a gf lol)
#lesbingqiu#bingqiu#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#scum villian self saving system#svsss#genderbend#jammy art#age gap yuri IN MY MOUTH PLSSSSSSS#binghe wants that effing cookie soooooo bad . Meanwhile sqq thinks of herself as binghes mother figure. LOL#sqq trying not to be too overbearing by not commenting on binghes cough Outfits.... eyes emoji#Binghe is trying to seduce her prof and its embarrassing to watch Seriously#Sowwy i have so much to say this au is my fav
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I love you albums. I love you songs connected by similar themes. I love you listening to songs in a specific order picked by the artist. I love you reoccurring motifs throughout the same album. I love you album covers. I love you albums with extended editions. I love you songs that reference each other.
#guys i fucking love listening to albums fr#best thing CDs have done for me is forcing me to listen to albums in order#this post is about. so many albums and artists#bad suns#imagine dragons#Set It Off#bastille#FUCKING HELL BASTILLE#theyre albums are SO GOOD#guys seriously. give me the future + dreams of the past. go listen to it. its so fucking good#doom days also fuckin slaps man. my fav oart is the fact the first 3 songs merge together for me until i realise million pieces is playing.#<- and ofc it has another place on it#also Imagine Dragons‘ Mercury 1+2 OUGH#the tone shift as you go through the double album until it does a full circle#sometimes a good album can be made up of songs that are banger after banger#<- All This Bad Blood-bastille Night Visions-ID smoke+mirrors-id apocalypse whenever-bad suns elsewhere-sio etc#and sometimes a good album can be made of songs that tell a progressive story while referencing eachother to enhance meaning and connect wit#-with the artists lived experinces#<- give me the future + dreams of the past-bastille mercury act I+II-ID Duality-sio#Tree Man Posts#music
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I'm obsessed with your artstyle, I love your sander sides content. can you draw your fav shipps or duos?
firstly, thank you so much!!! secondly.. my favorite sasi ships?? mine? my faves??? well shit okay… cant deny that request,
prinxiety, moceit, and logince for the soul. also ive been wanting to draw the sides in different outfits lately just for fun and this was like. perfect..
#hope yall see the vision for logans outfit… i want him so bad#‘what? no intruality?’ search the tag on my blog its absurd how often i draw them already#im just babbling#thomas sanders#sanders sides#sanders sides fanart#prinxiety#moceit#logince#roman sanders#virgil sanders#patton sanders#janus sanders#logan sanders#tss#tss fanart#sasi#sasi fanart#providing for the poor and underprivileged (logince shippers)#sorry thats a joke. but seriously weve been starved lowk
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haha heyy its been a while 😭😭 sorry for the lack of activity here,,, school has been kicking my butt + i've gotten SUPER hyperfixated on disco elysium,,,, BUT THE MOMENT I SAW THE ORIGINAL I KNEW I HAD TO DRAW SAM AS THIS RAHSBBFBDN i seriously need to catch up on the recent audios 😭😭😭 ANYWAY enjoy :)
vvvvv ORIGINAL BELOW vvvvv
shhhhghhshhshhsh youre telling me this ISNT sam??? like????
#redactedverse#redacted sam#redacted audio#sam collins#redacted asmr#my art#god seriously my disco elysium hyperfixation has gotten so bad#its a seriously good game you guys#i love harry and kim and jean and judit and RAHDHHDBF#i was hesitant on posting more stuff on here cuz ive gotten traction for my redacted stuff so#i feel like if i post more art people would expect more redacted stuff from me which im not as hyperfixated on anymore 😭#but then i realised i shouldnt think that way#THIS IS MY BLOG#YOU CANNOT COME INTO MY HOME AND ASK ME TO CHANGE THE COLOUR OF MY CARPETS#so ALL IN ALL THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL OF YOUR SUPPORT!!!#I HOPE YOU DONT MIND IF I START POSTING FANART OF OTHER FANDOMS!!!#anyway SAM COLLINS THE MAN THAT YOU AREE AHDNDNGNNDF#im still not over you.
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I mean, come on, ya gotta love it when the jokes write themselves.
#In all seriousness I feel so bad for Mark#its a little bit funny though#anyways go watch the edge of sleep. and if you already have. watch it again#markiplier#the edge of sleep#edge of sleep#mark fischbach
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Man, it's cool and all if you see a metaphor for marginalisation in the monstrous, and if you want the power fantasy of 'what if you could just eat anybody who threatened you/pissed you off'. Me too.
However, as soon as you start saying 'no, these monsters are a 1:1 on Specific Marginalised Group, and you have to treat them in the fiction like they are directly representative of real human members of the marginalised group', BUT you also, in the fiction, make them hurt/kill/eat humans? And then try to shame me, your audience, for noticing or engaging with the bit where they kill people, because you made them directly representative of a real-world marginalised group? You have lost me, and also, I think, the plot.
#hear yourself. for the love of whatever you cherish.#'but they only kill bigots so ACTUALLY they're the GOOD GUYS -' your metaphor of monstrosity is entirely premised on the question of#'what if what you went around righteously killing; believing your actions to be justified;#were actually people and it was not in fact righteous or justified to just kill them'#'what if the world isn't neatly split into 'good guys' and 'bad guys'#who gets to decide who or what is 'bad'? because that's the original problem of monstrosity-as-metaphor-for-marginalisation#(if as a creator you say 'oh my intention with this was X' cool!#if instead you go with something like. well.#'well in this setting monsters are so rare it doesn't matter that they kill people and you'd have to be a homicidal sadistic psychopath >#< to hunt them; but sure I guess if you want to play a Bad Person' well I might have#but if you're going to explicitly judge me for wanting to engage with the moral question of 'how justified is this and who would do it#versus how justified are these monsters if they do have to harm or kill people to continue to exist'#then maybe I just don't want to play your game at all)#anyway I'm sick to death of poor uwu cozy vampires who are SO marginalised so I'm not Allowed to care about all the people they murder#it being fucked up is what's fun about it! do all the other shit but let me take the murders seriously!#and inb4 someone accuses me of being a bigot for saying 'actually I don't think you get a free pass to kill and eat people if you're gay'#remember when the CW's famously reactionary and conservative Supernatural tried to just gloss over the part where every time its heroes >#< killed a demon with a magic knife it also killed the person the demon was possessing#and say 'oh no it's fine we don't care about those killings; they don't matter; don't bother caring about them either'#but they were doing it to glorify exactly the kind of people that these 'monster as metaphor' stories are trying to cast as expendable?#I have other examples that are like. real dramas. but That Paranormal Show is the one that's in the same niche that I'm talking about here#it feels more insidious when it comes through a fantasy show where there are monsters involved#so you can say 'no it's not real so it doesn't matter'#but then ALL of it is equally not real. and vampires are not actually an oppressed group. because they don't exist.#you can say 'these vampires are a metaphor for an oppressed group so this fiction matters in real life'#or you can say 'don't care about the murders because they weren't actually real'#but you can't say both and then get mad at ME for treating the murders as seriously as the vampires#let me engage with your premise and don't waste my fucking time#or just set your fluff in the Sesame Street universe where vampires drink cherry Kool-Aid and help kids learn to count
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Okay, I feel like I may be wrong about this. But since the gloink queen was there, what if gummigoo or one of the other gators was also one of the customers???
LOOK AT THIS FIRST SCENE AFTER JAX SAW THE GLOINK QUEEN
AND THEN LOOK AT THIS AFTER SOME TIME AKDVDVSJ
#I feel like i may be delulu...#ANYWAYS ITS JUST A THEORY SO DONT TAKE IT SERIOUSLY#Im so bad at telling theories and thoughts aksvdjdgdgd#*dies*#the amazing digital circus#digital circus#tadc#tadc ep 4#tadc jax#tadc pomni
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I'm not getting into The Giving Tree discourse...
#personal#delete later#idk i just saw a post of the “alternate ending” comic on my dash and everyone praising it as an improvement and “fixing” the original#which i kinda resent#while tulli and i was taking my nephew to a book store we walked around the kids section and found the giving tree and we read through it#and i was so stricken by how profoundly sad it is. it's not a happy story#in the end both versions tell the exact same lesson. but one flat out tells you and the other makes you sit with a pit in your stomach#and work to find the answer#i dunno it's kids literature but kids literature is important. i don't wanna discredit anyone's bad memories with the book but also i think#sometimes it's ok to make kids a bit sad and upset with fiction.#tweet that goes ��what if romeo and juliet didn't kill themselves and explained to the audience that family feuds are bad”#idk you can't seriously read the original book as an adult and say it's glorifying self-martyrdom#when the final drawing of the book is of an old tired man sitting on arotting stump with his hat fallen to the ground#again i don't wanna invalidate people's feelings if they enjoy the alt version i think it's really nice too. but the original has its#purpose too. imagine if at the end of the lorax they show that the boy did it and replanted the world happy ending#wait they did that in the movie shit#i dunno i just love somber children's literature. tulli and i are talking about moomin right now and how the series ends with the moomin#family just leaving. and nobody gets to say goodbye to them. their friends have to find ways to live with the emptiness they've left behin
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