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artem1sc0re ¡ 27 days ago
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RAGHHH WRENCUSS DOODLE (also featuring charms of the watch dogs 1 trio and Josh I commissioned from a friend :D)
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sheepishmastectomy ¡ 3 months ago
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10 Characters, 10 Fandoms
rules: list your ten favorite characters from ten separate fandoms, then tag ten people!
hi @sasheneskywalker! thanks for tagging me ^^ i will be so good and not use all dc
Joey Wilson Current obsession. I think about him so much… He really can do it all. I think he should have another ooc villain arc (as a treat).
Ryou Bakura The OG… I know he wasn't explored that in depth in the manga but he's so important to me. Really love that he is a huge nerd.
Nanami Kiryuu She is the calf bringing herself to slaughter, unknowing… She's so special to me. Her rivalry with Anthy is my everything.
Luo Binghe This guy, on the other hand, is bringing himself to slaughter with a knife and begging for it (but also doing the cutting… Complicated young man).
Rock Lee He never stopped believing, and I love him for that. My man!!! I miss him sometimes. He was cute in Boruto, too.
Spinner Done a great disservice by Horikoshi but HE LIVED BITCHHHHHHHHHHH. Okay sorry I am just so happy he didn't die. MHA spoilers ig. Ultimate gamer who I have to stan.
Lorenz Hellman Gloucester I told myself I would not fall for his dubious charms when I started playing. That was a lie. My man is so complex… Number one guy I miss roleplaying.
Zack Fair Wahhhhh he is destined for a terrible fate but he cares so much… IDK man I imprinted on him as a teenager like a baby duckling.
Jean Moreau Reading the Sunshine Court over and over because I'm so invested in his journey. Literally jumping out of my skin banging on the door for the next book.
Hideyoshi Nagachika
HE LOVES KANEKI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the way he came back was so so so cool and he's so dedicated and he's so SMART and he's such a badass and he is THE SPECIAL GUY OF ALL TIME!!!! ppl did not believe me when i said signs were pointing to him being alive... they said it was wishful thinking... FOOLS!!!!!! FOOOL!SSSSS!!!!
okay anyway :) if you'd like to play, i'd love to see ur faves! @myriadism @vagueconfusion @beemotionpicture @dennydart
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starscelly ¡ 4 months ago
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hi cel!! was just going through ur 42455 tag and wondering if you’ve been having any Thoughts about them recently .. also. miro in that pic on roope’s ig story- he looked so so good!!
miro my beautiful wife. he did look so good if im remembering the correct photo!!!!!!!! apolocheese as this has been in my ask for Weeks now and i’m finally ready to approach it whole heartedly with my arms wide open …. i am always having thoughts abt Them unfortunately.... cracking my knuckles….. thank u for asking abt my Guys <3 please take a little essay
THE THING IS…. and i’ve touched on this previously…… everything abt 42455 begs you to be like. roope jealousy. easy. him and miro have history and then harls comes in drooling after his boyfriend. of course he’d be rude. but i literally JUUUUST discussed that i don’t actually find roope bitchy. necessarily. like i think he would do so in a chirpy manner (see: him always being like ughh i hate esa esa is a big freak weirdo. and then he sees esa and is like ^-^) that would actually bounce off of harls chirping really well! like theyre actually Pretty similar in the regard imo
and then we also consider THIS second quote here abt the bubble ….. and this opens new doors 4 meee. like what do you mean actually that he got close to miro and roope in the bubble? why did he specifically name miro and roope??????? but anyways . harls even says himself that he normally wouldn’t get to get close to the europeans but that closed in environment Let him do so . and it lets me live in a world of pre established friendship and crushes. and isn’t that stunning. i also think it’s fun that like. harls was a black ace. from my understanding they didn’t really overlap with the team for practices? like they were separate (correct me if i’m wrong) so that can affect the dynamic a lot imo! like we All remember this saad tweet (i am the only person that thinks of this regularly) and how it - along with those harls interviews gushing abt miro - set up a kinda. hero worship to friendship to lovers. but if we consider harls was a black ace during the covid bubble and didn’t have the same access to follow miro on the ice all day. that means they got to know each other like. casually. obviously not Outside the context of hockey because of the environment but closer to that than not. i think u can still get hero worshippy abt it bc harls would’ve been FRESHLY 19. actually turning 19 IN the bubble iirc so literally probably 18 when they met? miro would’ve been freshly 21 and roope 23. which in pro hockey world is Old Enough to be considered Older and Wiser and Cooler. BUT ANYWAYS. yeah enough outside of the context for it to be a Relatively Normal Friendship Plus Some Admiration. like there’s an article where they talk abt how the black aces would hang out with the main rosters guys at dinners and other Activities and pick their brain abt stuff and i can def see harls doing that with miro - and by default roope - but obviously that could and likely would devolve into Normal Conversation as well.
u can also maybe get into some fun stuff that, if u struggle with repositioning roope as not a jealous hater, could help. like we Saw bubble miro (so insane so good). maybe harls was a good luck charm. something like that. etc etc. 
i also want to just. placing roope aside maybe for a second. not something i like to do frequently but humor me. if we could take a moment for the dress and such. re:
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idk if i have much more profound to say about that but. 3 boygirlfriends who can skate soooo pretty and play such similar games..... idk im into it!!!! conceptually!!!!!!!!!!!
also idr how much i discussed this last time but. as someone insane + always miro centric. it is very quite important to me that miro has two men just aaaabsolutely obsessed with him. and i think the difference in the way theyre obsessed with him is really silly and fun as well!!!! harls is . seemingly. relatively sane abt him off the ice (well. insane abt him but in the way he is insane abt everybody) but is SOOO obsessed with him as a player. insert every time he talks abt miro playing hockey. and roope is relatively sane abt him as a player - so much so that they played together for a full ! year!!!!! without the having their names linked forever and the being attached at the hip - but absolutely insane abt him off the ice. like will not leave him alone. like half of his insta posts include miro atp (not fact checking so just trust me). like it's truly sickening.
ANYWAYS..... sorry this was especially all over the place... i have a lot of big feelings and thoughts! i hope this was appreciated regardless of the Mess of it lolll
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athousandbyeol ¡ 2 years ago
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this or that tag game
i was tagged by the lovely @isvisomewhere. thanks for the tag! (and i'm sorry because i totally forgot about this...) this is such a fun game and i would like to do it hehe (although i'm super late t_t)
crying out in the shower or making out in the shower (of course i'll cry in the shower hahaha that's what i did almost half of my life)
give cute boy line ID or stalk his IG (i would never, for the life of me, make the first move //i think. i learned it the hard way before and i don't think i'll ever do it again haha)
share his earbuds or share his closet (music is my life... and sharing earbuds with my lover? good lord. one of my y/n moment is coming to life... hahaha)
manga or manwha (not a big fan of either but i genuinely prefer manga more because of its poetic aspects and the overall feeling of the comic from japan hehe)
long dangly silver earring or dark leather cuff
time loop or reincarnation (i think time loop will give me a serious case of anxiety. i'll settle with reincarnation because even if they were separated in this life, they can meet again in their next one //why does this remind me of vegaspete... goodness)
blue engineering smock or red engineering smock (#teamblue #justbecause)
kisses at the beach or kisses in the mountains (this is like picking between my mother or father... but yeah...)
cactus or chili plant
fairy lights or spot lighting (i'm obsessed with fairy lights. i have a few in my room hehe)
ghost boyfriend or vampire lover (i can't touch him if he's a ghost. i want to hug my boyfriend even though there's a chance he's going to suck every ounce of blood from me but still; i want to physically hold him hahaha)
hard sub or soft sub (i can wait... i'm patient... i think)
evil ex-girlfriend or predatory fujoshi (although i do think these tropes still exist in the real world, i hope we won't get much of them in shows today. please...)
suit jacket or leather jacket
high school or university
kitchen drama or office drama (this is so hard but i have to choose kitchen drama because i love watching cooking shows //and attempting to cook// so it would be super cute to see anything centred around food <3)
forehead kisses or cheek kisses (forehead kisses are one of my ULTIMATE weaknesses. and watching thai dramas has introduced me to sniff kisses which i absolutely adore)
Viki or GaGaOOLaLa (i'm not sure...)
Japanese arthouse depth or Korean high concept (i feel like japanese movies are so rich in culture and imbue a lot of their heritage. even though it's modern, there's always a trace of tradition here and there. i absolutely am admiring the simplicity and complexity of it all. their movies are always a pleasure to watch)
pink milk or yakult
censored Chinese BL or trashy Thai pulps
body swap or dead body (i'm ok with both as long as the storyline is good hehe)
sexy or story
back hugs or lap sitting (there's just something about back hugs... perhaps they romanticise the beauty and intimacy of back hugs so much in dramas that i fall for its charm no matter how overused the gesture is...)
piggyback or cradle carry (i think neither because i'm super heavy and i don't think my lover would want to carry me xD but if it's me, i would love to piggyback my lover <3)
this is so fun! i'm tagging some of my friends here @akksgaypanic @jb-blue63 @arisprite and some of these great people @thatgirl4815 @aleng-neng @stillqueerstillhere @icouldhyperfixatehim @biwichapas @theflagscene @milkpansa and anyone who sees this ^^ (but no pressure, though. it's all up to you. and sorry if i make you uncomfortable with this tag t_t)
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chachingchocolateting ¡ 3 years ago
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Would you mind telling us how you keep your Instagram private, while still expanding your brand ? I want to separate my brand from myself due to the same reasons, my support is from everyone but home. I was always told keeping my Instagram private wasn’t the best business move & your obviously thriving regardless. 😊😊😊
I'll try to break it down in parts.
So my personal Instagram has been public for a long time (when I had one) because I really didn't mind my instagram being open and public (i know how to post on social media without actually telling my business) . When I first began my actual brand > lekthelook.com it was only people from my personal page who decided to follow my business page at the time. I had classmates who purchased within a first few months which was cool but the other random people who followed me were just there to watch.
Growing my business page without using my personal IG: So what ive done in the past that seemed to work for me was on my personal page id post on instagram like everyone else does ... wearing my brand of course . Then I would upload that same picture on my business page as if its a customer wearing it and caption it as if a customer is wearing it. Yes in the beginning those who know you and follow you ...know that its you but newbies dont. You can also put the location in a state that you dont live in and it'll push your picture to that countries algorithm . another way is ....lets say you want people in New York to notice your brand ... find some people who are from New York who fits your brands aesthetic and like their pictures - do this faithfully to multiple people in different areas . This will also push your brand to a different state algorithm. it works like a charm for me. You can also find someone who has a large following to send a piece to ( let them choose which piece it is ) > in exchange for sending them a free item you just ask to be tagged . Some will want to be paid others will do it for free (but on their time) . Do this diligently even if you aren't seeing results. it'll work . Also responding back to comments will boost your picture views as well.
To add on: keeping your personal instagram private can hinder you if people on your page want to reshare your pics on their story ( but if they aren't supporting then I wouldn't too much worry about this ) Keeping your BUSINESS page private is something I wouldn't suggest.
Try to post as much business content on your business page and speak from a large company point of view . it gives the audience a more comfortable feeling of shopping. (humans are creatures who are easily fooled by words and point of views 🤷🏿‍♀️).
& in my personal opinion constantly posting on your page highlighting the fact that you are a small business or a black owned business is a bad marketing strategy. im not sure why instagram even made that an option. let your product and your content speak for itself. Black owned and small business are words that people will use against you the moment something happens. (but that's my opinion) 
I know this is lengthy and a lot to retain but I hope this info is useful 🥰
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nose-bandaid ¡ 4 years ago
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wip folder/draft game
i was tagged by @daybreakx and @julyarchives on two separate games but they're pretty similar so i'll just combine them hehe (thanks guys!)
rule one: post the names of all the files in your wip folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. then, people can send asks with the title that most intrigues/interests them and you’ll post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it!
rule two: show the first line of your most recent wip (i'll show it for them all ig??)
since a lot of my wips are requests, i'll put like a word count update so you guys know where i'm at:) i've been going through some personal things recently so they might take a while! but i'm certainly still working on them. you can find it below the cut.
wooseok "writing a song together/late night chilling" req currently 1.7k words, expected ~1.7k words
"Home at last," Wooseok sighed as he punched in the pin to his studio and pushed the door open.
changgu "playing each other's love interest in a movie" req currently 1.5k words, expected ~2.5k words
To put it bluntly, you thought Changgu was charming the moment you first met.
minghao "museum date" req currently 961 words, expected ~1.1k words
When Minghao said the location for your next date was a surprise, you didn't hold many expectations, preferring to keep a complete mystery until the day arrived.
changgu "platonic study date" req currently 866 words, expected ~1.2k words
"Don't you think we've been here for long enough?"
hongseok "walking buddy !!" req currently 300 words, expected ~1k words
You slowed down in your tracks to watch him finish tying his shoelaces from afar. [this is NOT the beginning i promise]
pt.2 of the wonwoo soulmate au epilogue currently 406 words, expected ~800 words
You both enjoyed people watching — there was just something about it.
that one baker!jihoon story that i'll literally never finish at this rate currently 3.2k words, expected 4k+ words (?)
The boxes at the front of the building and then once again in the hallway of your unit were telltale signs that someone was moving in.
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pasttorn ¡ 5 years ago
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𝐶 𝐻 𝐴 𝑅 𝐴 𝐶 𝑇 𝐸 𝑅 𝑆 𝑇 𝑈 𝐷 𝑌
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𝑇𝑅𝐴𝐼𝑇𝑆 & 𝐶𝐻𝐴𝑅𝐴𝐶𝑇𝐸𝑅𝐼𝑆𝑇𝐼𝐶𝑆 repost & tag away BOLD all that applies to your muse. italicized - applicable in some way.
EYES: blue | green | brown | hazel | gray | gray-blue | silver | yellow | black
HAIR: blond | sandy | brown | black | auburn | ginger | grey | white | multi-colour | other
BODY TYPE: skinny | slender | slim | built | curvy | athletic | average | muscular | pudgy | overweight
SKIN: pale | light | fair | freckled | tan | olive | medium | dark | discoloured | other | scarred
GENDER: male | female | trans | cis | agender | demigender | genderfluid | other | doesn’t like labels
SEXUALITY: heterosexual | homosexual | bisexual | pansexual | asexual | demisexual | other | unsure | doesn’t like labels
ROMANTIC ORIENTATION: homoromantic | heteroromantic | biromantic | panromantic | aromantic | demiromantic | unsure | doesn’t like labels
SPECIES: human | undead | shapeshifter | demon | angel | witch | ghost | incubus / succubus | werewolf | alien | mutant | android | other | champion
EDUCATION: high school | college | university | master’s degree | PhD | other
I'VE BEENn: in love | hurt | ill | mentally abused | bullied | physically abused | tortured | brainwashed | shot
POSITIVE TRAITS: affectionate | adventurous | athletic | brave | careful | charming | confident | creative | cunning | determined | forgiving | generous | honest | humorous | intelligent | loyal | modest | patient | selfless | polite | down-to-earth | diligent | romantic | moral | fun-loving | charismatic | calm
NEGATIVE TRAITS: aggressive | bossy | cynical | envious | shy | fearful | greedy | gullible | jealous | impatient | impulsive | cocky | reckless | insecure | irresponsible | mistrustful | paranoid | possessive | sarcastic | self-conscious | selfish | swears | unstable | clumsy | rebellious | emotional | vengeful | anxious | self-sabotaging | self-sacrificing | moody | peevish | angry | pessimistic | slacker | thin skinned | overly dramatic | argumentative
LIVING SITUATION: lives alone | lives with parent(s) / guardian / if orichimaru can be called that lmao | lives with significant other | lives with a friend | drifter | homeless | lives with children | other
PARENTS/GUARDIAN: mother | father | adoptive / foster | aunt | uncle | foster | grandmother | grandfather | other / boss ig orochimaru’s his leader so
SIBLING(S): sister | brother | none | other
RELATIONSHIP: single | crushing | verse dependent | dating | engaged | married | separated | it’s complicated
I HAVE A(N): developmental disorder | learning disorder | personality disorder | mental disorder | anxiety disorder | sleep disorder | eating disorder | behavioral disorder | substance-related disorder | PTSD | mental disability | physical disability | other | none
THINGS I’VE DONE BEFORE: had alcohol | smoked | stolen | done drugs | self-harmed | starved | had sex | had a threesome | had a one-night stand | gotten into a fist fight | gone to the hospital | gone to jail | used a fake ID | played hooky | gone to a rave | killed someone | had someone try to kill them
Tagged by: @kyousei​ ! ! ! ! aaaayy y ! ! !
Tagging: @mindsmelded​ ( spare mon prom muse pls ), @yeonban ( masachika, ,, , or anyone u want rly hsiugjfdc ), @foriustitia​ ( h, do it ), @dripcalm​ ( shin or rosi, , ,, ,  ), @solisfated​ ( keIZO THO ), & anyone else who wants to ! ! !
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kazosa ¡ 8 years ago
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Second Chances - Jeff x Reader: Chapter 6
Newly renamed from Untitled Jeff x Reader !
Summary: Reader and Jeff work a project and become fast friends. The project ends and they go their separate ways, neither forgetting the other. With Hollywood being a small community, you two bump into one another either at events or projects, but there is always something keeping you apart. Will the obstacles ever end? Chapter 6 Summary: Reader, Jeff, and Todd(OC) have talks about past wrongs Warnings: language (probably), slow burn, angst, crowded space anxiety A/N: I have a few ideas to continue this, but it’s still developing. Please leave comments or let me know if you want to be tagged, etc. Word count: 2300 Catch up here: MASTERLIST Tags: @jml509 @jasoncrouse @yellatthetopofyourlungs @prettyepiic
     Jeff watched Todd walk away with (Y|N). A rock sat in his stomach when he realized this must have been what it was like for her three years ago. He didn’t like Todd before and he really didn’t like him now, he wanted to kick his ass. He saw Todd’s hand rest on the small of her back as he led (Y|N) away. It could have been him, it should have been him. He should have been the one to tell her how beautiful she looked before leaving for the party. He should have been the one to help her out of that dress at the end of the night and SHOW her how he felt about her.      He trudged his way inside, ignoring all requests for photos. He was in no mood to smile.
     “And what if he does come to talk?” Todd pressed. He looked like he was trying hard not to be angry. He cheeks were red with effort.      “Todd, at the very least, I miss my friend. I think it’s okay if I hear him out,” you said calmly.      “After what he did to you?! He crooks his little finger and you go running?” Todd accused.      “Excuse the hell out of me!? It’s not like that at all and you damn well know it,” you shot back. “I’m allowed to have friends, damnit!”      “I can’t do it again, (Y|N),” he said. “I can’t put you back together when he breaks your heart again. I can’t bear it.”      You could feel your cheeks get hot now. “I never asked you to in the first place. I’m just going to talk to him, Todd, that’s all it’s ever been between us. I’ve told you that.”      Todd was doing his best to stow his anger. He was right, though, you’d been a mess and were tough to be around for months. He didn’t deserve to go through that again. You liked him a lot, but you weren’t sure you were in love with him, maybe you could be. You wanted to give him that chance.
     The screening of the final episode was finished and they ran the send-off reel and gag reel in succession. Todd had relaxed a bit in that time, but you hadn’t. You’d barely paid attention to the last two reels and you were even in them.      As the gag reel was getting close to the end, you could hear Todd’s phone buzzing inside his coat pocket. You swore he never turned the damn thing off. He checked the display and sighed.      “You gonna be okay?” he asked.      “Do you have to go?” you asked back.      “It’s my boss. I’ll call him back to see what he wants, but I probably have to go in,” he said. “I’ll call you or text you when I know, okay?”      Todd was working on a new project and the producer was including him on a lot of decisions and development because he was finally going to be a director. You wished he would tell the producer ‘no’ but he never did. It was a big night for you and you wanted him with you, especially since you’d been shocked by Jeff’s sudden appearance. You barely nodded to Todd and he was gone.
     Jeff crossed paths with Todd in the lobby as people were starting to file out.      “Hey!” he stopped Todd, “Where’s (Y|N)?”      “Just stay away from her, she doesn’t want you,” Todd said, continuing walking.      “You left her in there? By herself?!” he was trying to talk to Todd, but he was gone.      Jeff forced his way through the crowd of people and got back inside the auditorium. He scanned the people that were walking out, but he didn’t see her. When he and (Y|N) used to talk, she’d mentioned once how she gets bad anxiety when there are too many people too close to her. It gets worse when they start bumping into her, if she panics and can’t move…      Why is it so dark in here? he thought. He noticed the pillars on the outside walls and went to check there. He found her a third of the way up trying to make herself as small as possible and get into the gap between the wall and the round pillar. He noticed the earbuds attached to her phone and she was counting while breathing.      “(Y|N), sweetheart,” he said, he hoped loud enough to reach her over the swing music she was, no doubt, listening to. Her eyes opened with a sharp intake of air. The look on her face broke his heart.
     You heard your name over the music. His voice startled you a bit and you opened your eyes in the direction of the voice. Disappointed he wasn’t Todd. Disappointed you were glad it was Jeff. You closed your eyes and sighed, you barely had to nod for him to know it was okay to touch you.      He had you clutched to his chest before you could move any further. He had both arms wrapped tightly around you, your face in his neck. You put your arms around him under his jacket appreciating his warmth in the cold auditorium. One arm held you tightly and he moved the other to rub your shoulder.      You missed how effortlessly he made you feel better. Sometimes, all it took was to be near him. Clasping the star necklace and remembering him had been enough, at first. As the years passed, it got harder to remember what it was like being near him. You’d been about to have a full breakdown when he reached you and you’d held that necklace so tight, it left a sore spot on your hand. Being pressed tightly to him, his familiar scent, you could feel yourself calming down already, your heartrate going back to normal, your skin feeling less prickly.      He loosened his tight hold on you when he felt you start to pull away, but he wouldn’t let you go just yet. He brushed the loose strands of hair out of your face.      “Where do you want to go, sweetheart?” he asked.      “I don’t care. Anywhere but here,” you said looking up at him.      “You okay? Can you walk out?” he asked, his brown eyes dark with concern.      A wave of self-consciousness washed over you. Jeff had just witnessed you in one of your worst panic attacks, but he was still here and asking if you were okay to walk. You told him once how a bad panic attack could leave you exhausted, and he’d remembered…      You gave him a weak smile, “I’m okay.”      He didn’t believe you, so he took your hand and wrapped your arm around his and tucked you into his side. He rested his hand on top of yours, effectively preventing you from trying to bolt. He rubbed the soft skin on the back of your hand as he walked you out of the now nearly empty auditorium.
     Outside, in front of the venue, you waited under the awning while Jeff talked to the valet service. You crossed your arms in front of you and took a deep breath of the night air.      You’d missed him, more than you thought you could. You’d only known him three weeks, but you’d both thrown yourselves into those short weeks. Jeff felt like your best friend and being away from him had left a void in your life you didn’t know you needed filled until now. It was like you were underwater and fighting to get to the surface and he was the one to reach in the water and pull you out.      He’d taken your arm and tucked you into his side and now that he’d had to let you go, his emptiness of his absence sent a jab to your heart. You looked over at him to find him watching you intently with his hands shoved down hard in his jacket pockets, his expression hard to read.      You tried to steel yourself against him. It would be too easy to fall back into your old ways with him. Even now, after three long years, you felt yourself being drawn to him. Somehow, if one of you ever saw the other, you would end up right next to one another. You willed your feet to listen to your brain and stay put when your heart wanted to run to him. The last thing you wanted though, was to break up a marriage or ruin a good thing with Todd.      Finally, the valet came around with Jeff’s truck. You noticed he’d had some work done to the ol’ girl, the rust was gone, new paint job and a chrome grille. The sound that came from the truck as the valet ground the gears made you both cringe. Jeff said something to the poor kid before going to the passenger door to open it for you to get in.      “She looks good, Jeff,” you told him as you swung your legs in.      “Thanks, she’s worth it,” he said, looking into your eyes.      Jeff closed your door gently then went around the front of the truck to get in beside you. He’d gotten better looking, the jerk. He put the truck in gear and pulled out onto the street. Together you drove for a few moments before either of you said anything.      “You look beautiful, (Y|N),” he said his voice a little thick.      You scoffed and gave him side-eye, “You tryin’ to butter me up?”      He flashed that amazing grin at you, “Depends, is it working?”      Damnit, he’s so charming. Steel yourself!      “Jeff, you left me high and dry at that bar. Not saying bye to me or introducing me to your wife made me feel like what we had was dirty and wrong and that I meant nothing to you. So, no, it’s not working,” it came out harsher than what you had intended.      Jeff remembered that night all too clearly.
JEFF’S SIDE      Of course, he’d told Anya about the wrap-party as soon as he knew the plan was solid. When he’d called her to see if she could work it out to come, she told him that she had a full shooting day and probably wouldn’t be able to make it. She also gave him the distinct impression that she didn’t want to try, either.      When he found out that (Y|N) was planning on not going to the party, it worked out perfectly. He could help his new friend get out of her shell a bit and he could have someone he liked to spend the evening with. He told himself that it was what friends did, because that’s all they were, friends.      The whole shoot, he’d tried to ignore how cute she was with her hair in a ponytail and hat, her sprinkle of freckles, her pretty (E|C) that never really seemed to stay the same shade. Then he walked into the hotel lounge and saw her. There was no ignoring those legs, her figure… If she hadn’t noticed him, he coulda just watched her all night. She had no idea what she did to him.      When she’d spotted him and made eye contact, it was like the switch had been flipped for them to move together. When she leaned over to get something out of her bag, he admired her round ass. She stood up and somehow the space between them had barely left them room to breathe they were so close. Jesus, how did that happen?! She wanted him to kiss her, he was sure of it. He thought, for certain, that there was never anything or anyone that he’d wanted so much in his life. He was ready to throw caution to the wind, consequences be damned.       One second longer and he wouldn’t have been responsible for what might have happened in that hotel lounge. If Jennifer, the hotel desk clerk, hadn’t interrupted… Instead, they went to the wrap-party.      He remembered from one of their conversations that she didn’t like crowded spaces so while at the party, he’d made himself something like a protective barrier for her. He’d promised her he would make sure she had a good time and he figured that would help. It also meant that he got to be close to her all night, whisper funny remarks in her ear, tell her how pretty she looked… She was so easy to be around. He didn’t have to try with (Y|N) like he did with Anya.      What he hadn’t known was that Anya had come in to surprise him and had seen him with (Y|N). Anya used (Y|N)’s going to the restroom to change as her opportunity to swoop in and accuse him of cheating.      “Anya, we came here together, I can’t just leave her,” he tried to reason.      “Well, this will be a good lesson for her to not be messing around with another woman’s husband!” she spat.      “I told you it’s…” he began but she cut him off.      “Not like that? My ass! I saw how you were with her. If I can see it that quickly, what do all of these people think? Jesus, Jeffrey!” she hissed.      It was no use, she wasn’t going to back down. Rather than continue to cause a scene, he gave in to her. Perhaps a little out of guilt, too. He’d been having a really enjoyable time with (Y|N). He was getting his coat on when he saw (Y|N) had come out of the restroom. It broke his heart. He wanted to hug her and tell her so many things. Instead, all he could do was pat his chest pocket where her phone number was and blow her a kiss, thankful she couldn’t see the tears welling up in his eyes.
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