#sensory hell it’s genuinely sensory hell

[tackysapphic]

I love my dogs I do but I need them to stop putting their sopping wet noses on my bare skin and for one of them to stop licking any INCH of skin she can possibly find. It’s going to make me scream and cry and throw up. Oh my god

[pyrosomatic-metamorphosis]

thinking about the hide and seek event and festa junina and just how skilled pac and mike are at crowd control like. my god?? they're so good at event creation and they're so good at wrangling people and making sure everyone understands what is going on and how to participate and just !! i appreciate them so much their power is unmatched

[spaciebabie]

Hi hello I’m the one who sent that angsty Springtrap ask a while ago and I would like to know your favorite tropes because I may or may not have,,, made an ao3 acc.

MY favorite tropes??? 😳 honestly in regards 2 springtrap if hes in any amount of pain i enjoy it. a bit sadistic of me yes, but i hate him.

but on a more serious note, i enjoy most tropes when it comes ta him truly!! monster who only has a soft spot for the person of his affections? good. oooh the a fell first b fell harder trope is something i think would fit him too (where he falls harder). i dunno! theres a lot 2 think abt X3

uhhh i dont really think abt characters in tropes so im sorry if this wasnt helpful hgfhgfhgvkhkh

[aew-regression-cove]

today has been going so well an then it all went wrong at once 😭 got cramps, started my period and then when makin hot water bottle poured a bunch of boiling water on my hand by accident!!! 😭😭😭

[neitherthehoneynorthebee]

I cannot understand why people think it's acceptable to play audio on public transport. Especially when it's a game soundtrack.

[afterthefeast]

genuinely one day im gonna lose it with my school friends i’ve only started to notice it recently but they just straight up refuse to use my preferred pronouns and sure it’s hard to adjust but not that hard. and it’s like they just will not accept that i am autistic, every time i bring it up they just shut down entirely and like that’s not gonna fly forever because it’s literally just. me. and i can’t pretend it’s not there and it involves way more than me just being charmingly obsessive about doctor who

[be-gay-do-crime-ahaha]

Holy fucking shit the dysphoria is dysphoria-ing right now. I feel physically nauseous oh my fucking god. I’m gonna fucking kill someone maybe myself rn I’m gonna lose my shit holy hell.

Doesn’t help that I’ve been incredibly overstimulated the past few days every sound is like a fucking cheese grater in my ears oh my god.

[boomerang109]

you ever just see chalk and shudder? like yes yay children having fun. but ugh the NOISE of chalk, the FEELING of chalk. ugh just the thought of chalk is too much for me

[dutybcrne]

Prior to falling into the Abyss, Ajax had always been a rather fussy eater, at times only ever willingly eating select fruits, fish ( either simply in fillets or sometimes in crepes ) or deruny his mother would make because he just couldn’t stand everything else. To her worries, this even continued well into his older years too, even if he did slowly start coming to terms with other foods when she’d worked to adjust them so he could eat them a lot more comfortably.

After he’s fallen into the Abyss, he seemingly did a complete 180, to his parents’ surprise. From then on would not only eat all the foods he used to hate and even new ones he’d never had before, but he WILL finish everything on his plate, and without complaint. While his father took this with full relief, his mother still couldn’t help but worry about what that meant for her poor boy.

[maxellminidisc]

Honestly sucks that I went a good while with my social skills unimpacted by my agoraphobia but its genuinely hitting me NOW. Like it sucks having been someone who, despite preferring my own company most of the time, still found a lot of enjoyment in getting to talk to people every now and then with ease and comfort and this skill acknowledged as a nice part of my personality. Now I'm like genuinely stressed by the idea of anyone talking to me outside my house, talking to strangers on the rare occasion I do leave my house now feels like pulling teeth. Like if you'd told me 5 years back that I'd be here now, terrified of even going to grocery stores to pick up like even one thing I would've never fucking believed you...

[nexus-nebulae]

what a terrible curse to give the autistic who cries when they're itchy/tickled a skin condition that makes everything itchy all the time

[dreamcast-official]

i am going to actually lose my mind

[corvidshipping]

the way for a solid 3 years at LEAST between the ages of 16-18 (probably closer to 16-20 tbh) i dressed almost exactly like a.bed. like. straight leg pants mens section graphic tees and either a cardigan or a hoodie. and off-brand converse shoes.

[lunarflare64]

Ooooooh boy. Are we dealing with brainfog, about to pass out, switching, all of the above, what? And what the fuck is this smell-taste-feeling thing going on in our nose/sinuses (?) rn, it feels related to whatevers happening to our brain, what the fuck is happening man

[malachitezmeyka]

I took my first shower in three weeks and on one hand I know it’s good because… it’s been 3 weeks, and also that tomorrow I’ll feel good about having clean, soft and bouncy hair, but on the other, right now I’m just wet and cold and uncomfortable :/

[moonlitlex]

deleting my long post to rephrase it to this: some of yalls reactions to the club thing is immediately shut down something you've never experienced and have a lot of misconceptions about (like i've seen multiple people say they've never been to the club because they don't do fun things like have themes). and i think. you should be more open to new experiences. you don't have to like the club or even really go to the club but shutting down the idea of doing a whole category of activity without ever trying it is just going to shut you off from experiencing new and potentially enjoyable things.

and this also happens like. pretty much every time a "you should do this thing that i think is fun" post starts making the rounds it becomes about how it's soooooo unreasonable to expect the mostly adult userbase of this website to try new things and be open to new experiences just because people on here have social anxiety or sensory issues or xyz other thing that makes it harder to do some things.

but they also have this extremely strong aversion to experiencing anything unpleasant at all. like i've seen people on that post talk about how they can't watch tv where characters die because it's upsetting. but the thing is if you never experience things that are unpleasant you are going to be that same person forever.

like it fucking sucks to hear for me to this day but the only way you can get over your social anxiety is by doing things that cause that anxiety. and you should never be forced to do them. you should choose to. but you have to do them or the anxiety will literally just get worse forever. do it scared. do it alone. do it while crying, even. but do it. i used to burst into tears at the idea of going up to a cashier to pay for my stuff. and i don't anymore because i did it scared and alone and while feeling like i was going to pass out.

this isn't really about the club. it's about the way people on here react to literally any post that says something along the lines of "you should do stuff"