#sens ask

[sankikalbiiyok]

Bugün birisi bana dedi ki;

"Dışarıya neşe saçıyorsun, içeride mezarlık kazıyorsun, bunu kendine yapma."

[sensitive-g]

20. Something everyone else finds hard to draw but you enjoy?

also what do you listen to if anything while drawing

Actually?? Hands! I mean my hands aren’t perfect by any means and sometimes they can be the most jank motherfuckers on planet earth, and sometimes I give up entirely!!!! But when I do get them right I often wind up like “DAMN. HOT DAMN.” Like hands do so much in terms of conveying messages and also just solidifying expressions and emotions and it’s like, if you get the hands down pat you can do ANYTHING yknow? And once I do it just brings so much together.

Also I’mma be real with you dawg, nowadays I be listening to ASMR hjdBDKDHDJDNF. Idk one day I went “yknow what would be funny” and did it and found it helped me focus on my work a lot better than I was expecting so I went “HUH. OKAY I GUESS ILL DO THIS THEN”. Tbf it was also a good excuse to catch up on content I missed so win win HDDJDJ. I do occasionally pick up like lofi or ambiance- or if I’m feeling like a fucking freak I’ll sometimes listen to my actual music playlists I curated solely for, y’know, the purpose of playing them back while doing stuff :D- but nowadays it is mostly just ASMR BDKFNND

Thank you for the ask mf I care about you ;;;;;;

[habken]

Can you introduce us to your top 3 favs of your OC's then? <3

alright..

This is Laurel, she's from an original thing I'm working on, she's passionate about plant based magics and knowledgeable on plant life in general. She's very sweet and runs a huge botanical garden

This is Sen ...he's my demon slayer oc lmao, me and my friends made ocs together and he started off as a joke but now I love him a lot. He's a weird guy in a silly fun way. He's got some tragic backstory with his sister and wears her hairpin in her memory

This is Omar, I made him for a character design class, and I ended up liking him a lot :') He likes skateboarding and he's a big fan of dinosaurs, one day he finds a velociraptor that escaped from an evil scientist's lab and they become bffs

[dangalakmayhem]

Tristamp ww and post trimax vash hurt comfor 🥺

[poorlydrawn-1b]

who's class 1-A? Who cares, B = Best!

[sen-ya]

I love how you draw Luffy!!! But seeing Gear five Luffy?? Could you draw Ace’s reaction is he was still around? Also maybe more doodles of huge ass gear 5 dude?

ahh tysm!! I need u to know I started to draw an answer to this earlier this week and it turned into that one I posted w giant loof and law. There’s also more g5 in my queue now lol. Tysm for this ask I love g5!!

[tunastime]

UM UM UM “staying up until midnight to talk” with SEN or DBHC ethubs or docsuma

Or “pull me closer,” with dbhc docsuma :floshed:

Okay skitters away

staying up until midnight to talk (919 words) (x) (:3c)

Etho’s hands follow a practiced rhythm. He isn’t sure how they wouldn’t, with every wire and mechanism and gear in his body perfectly calibrated to move with precision and within expectation. He certainly fails, and jerks, and stutters, and falls, but base programming, movements that fell perfectly into subroutines he couldn’t even begin to trace, even if Xisuma showed him the exact steps? Of course they were perfect. And of course he never faltered.

The sand beneath him offers a much needed cushioning from the hard, winter dirt, despite the fact that the sun provides little warmth to the air around them in the snow fort. The sky is so blue it makes his eyes strain to look at—and maybe it would hurt, if he knew how it was supposed to feel.

Instead, Etho watches patches of sky blue in the silver-warped reflection of his sword, faint flickers of enchantment pulsing out from the hilt where the hastily carved runes sit. He runs the sharpening stone against the blade’s flat edge, careful not to nick the silicon of his fingers as he scrapes it across, again, and again. Practiced, careful, calculated rhythm. So much so that he doesn’t even register the sounds of shuffling a few paces away until Bdubs’ voice cuts through the silence.

“Etho,” he says, voice all rough around the edges like he were hungry for something more than just company. Etho keeps sharpening, just for a moment, before he chances a glance over.

Bdubs leans at the wooden fence, leaning his weight into the flimsily-set posts. He grins like nothing in the world could bother him. The characteristic dark brown of his eyes flickers with red, with that same hunger. Etho hates it. Which is odd. Because he really doesn’t feel strongly about much of anything, and disgust is an emotion very foreign to him, and he’s beginning to think the slight grinding in his chest is a problem Xisuma might need to diagnose when he gets back. It feels wrong. Because he knows he likes Bdubs just fine. He trusts him just enough. But that look.

Bdubs is still watching him, eyeing the sword in his hand with a gaze he can’t place, let alone read. Better give him an answer.

“Bdubs,” he says calmly, tilting his head to the side.

“You thought anymore about my offer?”

Etho makes a sound like a hum, mimicking the sound of turning the idea over in his head. He stands, setting his whetstone next to the cold embers of last night’s fire. The pot and cups still rest in the dirt, as cold as the rest of their surroundings. The sword stays in his hand.

(In the back of his mind, a memory surfaces. In it, Etho lies in the night-damp grass in clothes that still smell a bit like gunpowder, but not enough to notice unless you got real close. Bdubs is somewhere to his immediate left, still speaking, haloed in the glow of lanterns and lights of a shop. One of them at least. Within the clarity of memory, Etho can pinpoint that it’s Tango’s shop. Bdubs doesn’t live far from here. He isn’t sure when waiting for Tango to restock candles turned into tell Etho all about the extra additions to your base and your journey to find all the perfect horses for the Horse Course that you both just wrapped up, or into tell Bdubs all about how empty the mountain is, and how interesting this new game sounds, and how you hope you both find somewhere cool to base. Because you’ve already told him that you’re teaming up. But it does, and in this same space, the sky is full of bright white stars and a sliver of a moon that's starting to peek into the sky. Bdubs yawns.)

“The one from last night?” Etho asks, coming to with the sword heavy in his hand. He pushes the point into the soft sand until it hits hard earth and starts to give.

“You don’t gotta keep this fence, Etho…” Bdubs sighs, leaning his head into his palm. Etho folds his arms across his chest, splays one hand as he shrugs.

“Seems like the best way to settle this, ‘Dubs.”

“You could join me. Could always still join me,” Bdubs tries. “Just a quick one-two stab! Easy!”

“I can’t do that,” Etho says, shaking his head. “You know that.”

Bdubs sighs again, dramatic, deflating over the fence as Etho’s rejection stands firm. The thirium in his chest feels like it’s been flash frozen and has only started to dethaw, cold in his hands and feet, up his shins and to his elbows. He rolls his shoulders in, cupping each hand around each opposite elbow. There’s a little warmth to be found in the action with no fans kicking on to compensate.

“Well,” Bdubs says, drumming on the wooden beam between the two fence posts. “If you ever change your mind.”

He watches Etho for a moment, that familiar look coming to his eyes, as if it were trying to eclipse the haze of red Bdubs looks at him through, as if it were trying to expand his tunnel vision by just a fraction of an inch. Just as Etho notices, it’s snuffed, and the easy, careful look is replaced by an indifference Etho doesn’t think he enjoys. He still isn’t sure how much he knows for certain. He shrugs, barely a movement at all. Better say something.

“I won’t,” he says.

Bdubs huffs and turns away.

[mightysen]

Whoah... Chongobloyfriend?!

(And that is simply all there is to say on the mayter)

Yup, dat's me!~ (=ච ω ච=)

[archersartcorner]

I think the Bad Kids deserve to cry a lil. As a treat. IT’S CATHARTIC!!!!!!!!!!!

[canopusilke]

beklemeyi abartan ben değilim, yokluğu abartan sensin.

[straws-and-sunflowers]

I can't imagínate a family of this little two

Are you trying to say you can’t imagine a little family of them..? Like Lawlu wise..?? If that’s the case, in relation to my interpretation of Lawlu..I don’t know if I’d ever draw them w it h a kid?? Just because it’s not something I ever really thought about

However, the one family AU I’d die for is @sen-ya’s very well developed family Au which I’m sure you’ve seen floating around on tumblr, it’s got so much content for it- so if you haven’t seen it all you should go meet Rocy!

But anyways- here’s art of her with my versions of the silly guys…and I think that’s the closest I’ll get to actively showing off a child of the two.

[sankikalbiiyok]

"İnsanı büyük kavgalar, ağır hakaretler küstürmüyor çoğu zaman. Küçük bir laf, ince bir imâ, saçma bir hareket, kötü bir hissiyat soğutuyor. Demek ki soğumak bi anlık eylem. Her şey bir anda bitiveriyor."

[sensitive-g]

10 & 6 for the ask meme

10. Favorite piece of clothing to draw

I think my favorites are hoodies, jackets, shirts, and scarves/bandanas? And HOODS. I blame Blue Scarf for that one HAHSHDFN. Jackets and shirts and hoodies are because I just like messing around with the clothing folds and how the folds can differ depending on the wearer and the material the fabric is made of. Like how tight fitting thinner shirts have more thin/subtle folds compared to the baggier and thicker sweaters. It’s really fun! And scarves/bandanas: aside from being flowy and fun when they’re long, they give me fluffy feelings- I don’t have much else of a reason otherwise HDHDKDJ. Especially thicker ones. Maybe bc they remind me of cold and I like cold? Couldn’t tell you HAH

6. Anything that might inspire you subconsciously (i.e. this horse wasn't supposed to look like the Last Unicorn but I see it)

That’s a tough one honestly. I mean there’s a lot of art pieces that motivate me to do art bc I’m like “holy shit I could make something cool like that too” but as far as inspiration on like a physical level?

Actually I might have a sort of answer now? AGHGG. I grew up with stuff like CG Sonic trailers and SFM animations and now that I think about it I feel like I’ve always kinda used characteristics from that? Mouth shapes and details specifically come into mind, like I never liked drawing tongues and I usually avoid it if I can, and I never give proper lips bc like,, idk Sonic never had lips BDKDJDJ. They were always just shapes to me and I thought that was cooler than everything else so I went with that. Aside from that, when I’m drawing dynamic stuff I’m usually imagining it in this weird CG style bc those trailers and animations would always pull stuff off like that super well and I was like “:D this is cool I want this”. Idk if I’m answering this right but I hope it’s satisfactory!

Thank you for the ask! :D also sorry if this formatting is jank as hell, I’m answering this on mobile and rn pressing enter is adding like 3 inches worth of blank space I can’t seem to get rid of HDKDJ;;

[tkachunk]

2 for high sticking

[uykucupandaa]

Yanlış insanlar için iyi bir kalbim vardı

[thatneoncrisis]

Curious about your issues with the show!! I have my own ofc but always interested In more opinions

spoilers for like. all of the show el oh el

its hard for me to like. properly articulate on the fly but i think its primarily 1. a show that is genuinely trying to build a complicated structure out of the rusted metal and twigs that makes up LoL lore that gets overhauled every like, four years, so often times it feels like a character in arcane will get hard shafted out of a natural arc so they end up where they "should be" in accordance to their league counterpart.

strongest example i have off the dome is violet, where i think in act 1 of arcane shes a really intriguing and well crafted character whos sympathetic and has goals and values you can follow. and then they shunt her off to prison during the time skip and when she comes out shes like. everything she does from that point on just feels Tilted it feels like they gutted out all the parts that would have gotten me from A to Z wrt her going from scrappy kid in the lanes whos like. direct causes of terror and unhappiness in life were from enforcer. to a bitch who joins the enforcers. and its not that i dont think that turnaround is possible, i just dont think they articulated it well with such a truncated amount of episodes split between so many subplots

and then my main Thing 2. uuuh. this is more of like my own issues with this kind of story telling in general rather than an arcane specific issue that i will codify as "liberal progressives attempt to Both Sides the issue of apartheid in their magic story." the creators of the show emphasized that they wanted each character to be morally grey, differnt shades to them and the motivations contextualizing their actions. which is like, fair enough thats just good character writing but i dont think theyre particularly. great at that. especially when trying to marry it to my earlier point about how certain characters essentially have to invert to become their league analogs in some sense. also someone like ekko? not grey. hes just right? he doesnt fuck with enforcers and he doesnt fuck with the kingpin flooding the lanes with shimmer, he just wants to help the people suffering the most. stand up dude.

theres a lot of different levels to which this clashing between intent and execution falls flat for me in arcane but the one ill get into now is silco and vander. from an objective view its a classic story of two close brothers in arms driven apart by ideology/circumstance, weve seen it with professor xavier and magneto, it also reminded me of tchalla and killmonger although they dont have the childhood friends aspect going for them. but the point is its not like a unique idea. two people want to change the world for the better, one of them starts killing civilians about it, the first guy is like hey! maybe dont do that! epic fall out ensues.

and the story is cognizant of the fact that silco IS an antagonist: not just in the sense that he is opposing our protagonists goals, he sold out the children to the enforcers in the first act, he released shimmer onto zaun and keeps a stranglehold on the city with his circle of chem barons like he fucking sucks. and the whole time im watching im noting how his methods to "free zaun" are like, THE thing destroying it. the streets are rampant with nameless mutated homeless people hooked on shimmer he is directly responsible for. and i was kind of waiting for like. a shift within his circle. if that makes sense. obviously people like violet and ekko and caitlyn dont like him but they never did they dont have to be convinced, but to have someone who initially put all their trust into him as the guy to bring zaun into glory and then slowly have to reckon with the fact theyve propped up a mad man who has prioritized power in himself over the initial goal of liberating the city would have whipped ass.

and then it just didnt happen. theres this fascinating thing going on with silco where hes talking mad shit about the likes of vander, oh hes too softhearted, he will never do what it takes to truly ensure the safety and freedom of the lanes bc he cares too much about his damn babies. and then silco finds himself as caretaker of one of those babies. the show meticulously shows me how he cares for her, he softens for her, he lets her tinker in her silly cave all day and blow up cops with harley quinn bombs. so we have three main things to keep in mind with silco:

his primary stated goal is to free zaun from piltovers repressive rule.

his shimmer production is one of if not The thing actively destroying the lanes

he now has Baby, whos safety has become a growing priority for him.

this culminating in the finale where he is presented with the opportunity to hand her over to the authorities in exchange for zauns independence. now THIS could have been a really interesting internal dilemma for him. he is now faced with the exact choice that led vander to becoming "weak" in his eyes. whats one girls life in exchange for his dream finally becoming a reality. but its also an impossible thing to ask because thats his Daughter. so now hes risking scrutiny from his underlings for being wishy washy. ooh intrigue mystery. youd really need some time to steep on his agonies and what hes really willing to prioritizeat this point in his life

and then none of that happens bc hes immediately kidnapped and shot and never has to seriously consider it. he never has to SACRIFICE he always just. has everything he wants. forever. until he dies. powerful chem baron running the show with his army of teen supersoldiers.

another route i considered them being able to do is something more focused on him and sevika. she left vander to join his cause specifically bc she thought vander was weak. as his right hand, she would do anything for silco, including literally giving up her fucking arm when she saved him from the blast in act one. timeskip, now we see she has a fun new mech arm powered by silcos own shimmer, which we are shown the side effects of time and time again. i thought this was leaning into a metaphor about how her emotional dependence on him and his cause was being represented by a chemical dependence on shimmer. like its destroying her physically and mentally but she NEEDS it to work out to know it wasnt all for nothing so shell put up with whatever sketchy bullshit hes got going on, the ends justify the means. and we get like six detailed shots of shimmer being pumped directly into her body i thought for sure they were gonna be like oh this is fucking killing her, like a compound v situation

but shes like. fine. theres no side effects besides a cool scar. shes chilling.

i also thought her antagonistic dynamic with jinx was going somewhere. like if sevika noticed that silco was putting her above what needed to be done for the sake of liberating zaun, and noticing how it mirrored how vander became "weak" and getting that much more pissed about playing second fiddle to a 17 year old. like imagine you get that whole scene where sevika makes it look like shes gonna execute silco, then murders the chem baron who asked her to do it because she trusts him THAT much, then later she hears about jayce's offer to silco and sees him GENUINELY considering leaving the offer on the table JUST for jinx. sorry if i was her id snap. id go crazy id start a coup.

so basically what im saying is. lotta different options to make the characters richer and more grey as they struggle with what they really care about. but the story just kind of shuffles past them and then insists that the bonds were there the whole time you guys jinx and sevika are totally besties now shes a symbol of zaun <3