#senastian stan

[minxtwist]

… But of all these friends and lovers

There is no one compares with you

And these memories lose their meaning

When I think of love as something new

… Though I know I'll never lose affection

For people and things that went before

I know I'll often stop and think about them

In my life I love you more

[sleeplessincairo]

[ dating bucky barnes would include: ]

warnings: a somewhat vague sexual outline and a few cusses

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Him walking around with a notebook everywhere. Bucky got the idea from Steve when he saw him writing new things to his modern day to-do-list, so Bucky decided to do the same except fill his notebook up with his old memories instead; anything he could remember from his life before being The Winter Soldier. At first, there were only a few pages filled but as his life starting to include domestic and mundane-as well as a healthy environment-activities, he started having spontaneous and soon-to-be-frequent flashbacks that, later on, contributed to dozens of notebooks filled with not The Winter Soldier, not Prisoner #56898, not White-Wolf, but James Buchanan Barnes.

You never mentioned the notebook to Bucky nor asked to read it-Bucky was a private person, and you understood and respected that-but you still started carrying a pen with you, just in case he ever needed one.

At first, the notebook(s) was/were filled with solely memories of his past-No matter how insignificant. Whether it was that time the toilet got clogged in his shabby little apartment and had to stay with Steve and Sarah Rogers for a week because he couldn't afford a plumber or that time he lost his shoe in bar brawl and some swanky chrome-dome gave him a few bucks to buy some shoes and a sock without a hole in it. He wrote everything his mind could clearly grasp. But as the two of you got closer, he started filling it with memories he had with/of you because-even if he would never admit it-you made him feel right at home.

You may or may not have stolen his dog tags from the Smithsonian museum just as a reminder that even after all the pain, despair, manipulation, and torture he still managed to be the good person he was all those years ago. He was still James Barnes, local heartthrob that volunteered at the soup kitchen during his free time, that fought a war and lost an arm during the process, that dreamt of flying cars and a future without all fights and wars, that had a soft spot for a certain trouble-attracting boy whose heart was too big for his body.

“Jesus doll, I didn’t know I was dating a thief.” “Oh James, I thought you’d already realized that when I stole your heart from right under your nose.”

Bucky’s not big on talking or directly verbally professing his love, but that’s okay; His eyes tell you everything. There was always something about Bucky’s eyes that were so mesmerizing, so captivating, you could instantly tell how he was feeling. Before you, his eyes resembled a pale arctic blue that were as cold as glaciers-His eyes were hollowed and empty, scratched raw from any emotion but your growing presence thawed them out, they warmed through the cold exterior of what was once The Winter Soldier and reminded you that the hottest fires burn blue.

He does, however, reference quite a few interesting slang choices from the 40′s, which is his own little way of demonstrating verbal affection, ranging from calling you ‘Doll’ & ‘Sweetheart’ to calling you ‘The Cat’s Meow’ & ‘Butter and Egg Fly’

He’s never been very invested in hygiene. It never really was something important for him since he was in the Army and BO was a pretty normal thing, and then he became The Winter Soldier and HYDRA never exactly gave him a bathtub-Not that he was in the right mindset to to care about it anyway-So you usually have to remind him to shower everyday-Not that you mind, it would usually end with the both of you showering together and you having the opportunity to wash his hair yourself.

Soon enough, Bucky gets real invested in hygiene, he starts reading about self-care routines, exfoliating, conditioning, and gets completely hooked. Secretly, he does it because he likes the routine, something mundane and fixed to do to keep him busy.

You’re the only one that gets to call him James. Something about the way you say it warms his heart, he’d focus completely on the way your mouth moves as you say it-It reminded him of the way his mother would say his full name before busting his chops about coming home all dirty but then later ruffling his thick hair and offering a plate of strawberry jam sandwhiches, or how the word was always lurking in the dark corners of his mind like the silhouette of a ghost he couldn’t seem to recognize until you brought it to life.

Him always reaching out for your hand when he feels out-of-place, outside, or honestly just all the time because it helps him feel secure and grounded.

Steve third wheeling the both of you all the time. No seriously, literally all the time. He spends more time in the apartment you and Bucky share more than his own to the point where you and Bucky wonder if he actually has one. 

Steve has a key to your place-Even though, the both of you never gave him a key in the first place-and has a habit of interrupting the both of you or walking in on the worst possible moments.

“Hey guys, what are ya doi-Oh...Sorry I didn't know-Buck, you don't need to throw-Jesus, okay, okay I’m going.”

“Who the hell does it look like I’m doing, Steve.”

Bucky being very insecure about his arm, he even refuses to touch you with that arm-Subconsciously, he’s afraid he’ll accidentally hurt you. At first, he only ever wears long-sleeved shirts and a glove even on the hottest days as if he’d somehow forget that there was a metallic limb under all the cotton, but slowly like molasses he starts accepting it. He starts wearing open finger gloves, then discarding the gloves, then wearing 3-quarter sleeves, then short-sleeved shirts, then sleeveless shirts, then finally feeling comfortable enough to take off his shirt in front of you which leads to a night filled with discarded clothing, the sounds of soft murmurs and reassurances, the rolling of each other’s names off each other tongues like a prayer, and the rustling of the blanket against the delicate movement of your intertwined bodies skin-on-skin, skin-on-metal as the both of you unravel thread by thread in each other’s arms.

Truth is, you love his metal arm, you love the way it’s cool against your warm cheek on hot summer nights, you love the splashes of light that kiss it every morning making it sparkle, you love the soft and soothing whirring noises it lets out breaking the silence in your room, you love it because it’s a part of him and God knows how much you love everything about this man.

Despite being the assassin that killed JFK, managed to get away with it, and mind boggle conspiracists for decades he’s a bit clumsy. He has a habit of accidentally breaking things and later on, not telling you about it.

"James Buchanan Barnes, I thought I developed super strength-and even asked Stark to do some tests on me, but apparently you just happened to forget to mention and explain why the fuck doors are falling off their hinges!"

Losing sleep with Bucky. He tends to have very frequent and graphic nightmares which leads to various panic attacks and the inability to sleep, and you're more than happy to stay up with him and comfort him. Sometimes you’d talk while he listened and watched the way your lips moved or the way the pony tail you had gone to bed with loosened and hundreds of strands escaped the grasp of the hair band or the way a yawn would escape your lips and your hand would momentarily rise to cover your mouth but get lazy halfway, other times you’d lay in each other’s arms in complete silence while you traced patterns on his chest and trail kisses across his skin.

You being his anchor. You holding him tightly and assuring him that he’s okay, that you're here, that you're real, that he’s out, that he’s safe, and many other tender 3-worded sentences uttered over and over again like a mantra until he’s murmuring them back into your chest. 

Sometimes, when he has really bad nightmares and panic attacks you grab his notebook and start reading the memories out loud while you lay his head on your lap and run your hand through his hair in a calming manner until he calms down. It soon becomes a regular thing where you read him a memory before he goes to bed like a bedtime story.

Bucky Barnes is a man who was tortured and tormented for years, a man whose life was ripped right from his very arms along with his very own arm, a man who has gone through a long and unforgettable journey where he has learned to cope, grow, accept, and embrace himself and now he’s made it his mission to encourage and help others to do the same, whether they're struggling with their sexuality, amputation, mental illness, gender, or general self-acceptance.

You educated him about women’s rights because things are a lot different then in the 1940s; women are no longer obligated to get married, cater to a man’s every whim, have children, and other traditional gender roles. At first, Bucky’s very confused and doesn't understand why feminism is so important-I mean, lets face it, Bucky was raised in a traditional society and was later on manipulated to being a bloodthirsty assassin and now suddenly, he can think on his own and his life has turned completely upside down from thinking his own thoughts without HYDRA around to thinking past social constructs and norms so its normal for him to be a bit weary. However, you're there to explain thoroughly about how unjust society still is and how women may have won a few battles but still have a war to fight in a society where they are hyper-sexualized, mistreated, and controlled, and Bucky immediately thinks of Peggy Carter and how the men used to catcall her, how they raked her body with inappropriate stares, how she was ignored and seen as a pretty face, and then he finally understands. 

Dozens of articles about mysterious beatings of assaulters around New York.

His metal arm is decorated with dozens of pins, magnets, and stickers of all the movements he supports. Oh man, you should see him during Women’s marches and Pride fairs, considering all the black he usually wears seeing him dressed in bright colors or a pink shirt that says ‘On Wednesdays, we destroy the patriarchy’. It’s a sight that truly belongs in the history books.

Bucky breaking hold of the toxic masculinity he was subjected to in the 1940s and advocating for men to be able to display their God-given emotions freely, to not feel obligated to put on a tough guy front, to telling boys its okay to cry, to feel, to act, to wear, and to be whomever they please to be. 

Bucky visiting youth centers and giving advice and support to the kids there. Every kid he meets reminds him of Steve, whether its in their stubbornness, taste for trouble, lostness, or the glimmer of potential he sees in every single one of them. He remembers every single name of the teenager he meets and later on, uses them as a mantra whenever he’s undergoing a panic or anxiety attack as well as use SHIELD’s equipment to check up on them every once in a while.

Bucky going to children’s hospitals every week to cheer up the little kids there. He ends up being quite the inspiration and their ‘Favorite Superhero’ for the kids with amputations there and they end up being one of the very few people who are allowed to touch his metal arm. Something about the way their eyes shine with hope and their hands melt at the feeling of the metal warms his heart and his insecurities.

[elves-n-angels]

davidla213. Thank you to #thewintersoldier, I mean @imsebastianstan for taking this picture with me. I can’t wait for the #falconandwintersoldier to premiere. #celebswithanavyveteran

[oikawalines]

𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝

𝐬𝐞𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧 𝐢𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐬+𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐨𝐦𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬

[baezen]

oh it’s sebastian’s birthday lmao

[tyranasauruslex]

My babies look so good 🤧

[ladyjencroft]

D23 Expo 2019

Marvel stars share their opinions about Tom Holland

Credits: Variety

[darthslaydr]

Nobody loves Bucky more than Sebastian stan

[ofstarsandvibranium]

The all black suit returns aka Demon!Seb/Bucky returns!!!

[minxtwist]

Just saying

[arrow-shadowwolf]

Chris Pratt is an amazing human being only the worthy are deserving of. Thank you 🙏 for this absolute gem!

Look at Tom wearing the jacket RDJ gave him though and hanging out with him on set love 🥰

prattprattpratt: I remember being blown away in this moment on the @avengers set. Nobody was allowed to film anything on their phones. I said screw it. No rule was going to stop me from seizing this once in a lifetime opportunity to capture this collection of stars, a group that likely will never be in the same room again. We are so blessed.

[itsagentromanoff]

Steve: You guys want a drink?

Tony: I’ll just have a water.

Steve: Mmm, technically, water is a drink.

Tony: Really, professor? You drink it? Is that how water works? Because I was just gonna smear it on my skin and hope that I absorbed it.

Bucky: Or you could, you know, pour it over your shirt.

[emotionalsupportdman]

Jake Johnson shaved looks like Sebastian Stan

[that-damn-girl]

Forehead kisses with Bucky!

Because I am a short. And he is tall. And it'd be perfect!!!

We'd be at perfect height for him to kiss my forehead with a dip of his head. He'd cage me in his arms and give a long ass kiss to my wide ass forehead; one that'd make me feel soft, safe and loved. It'd be so pure!

He'd then lay his cheek on he head and gently whisper:

If that won't make my day, then idk what will.

HBC Game Day!

Welcome to another HBC Game Day! We invite you all to reblog this post with your answers to our Very Sebastian Stan Version of This Or That! Feel free to back up your positions with pictures or testimonials if you feel inspired to. The only rule is you must give a This Or That answer, can't say both!

Disney World with Chris Beck or Bahamas with Lance Tucker?

Museum with Scott Huffman or movie theater with Frank?

Neck kisses with Jefferson or forehead kisses with TJ?

Almost relationship with Clay or one-night stand with Destroyer Chris?

Good morning texts with Carter or good night texts with Harry?

Morning sex with Josh or nighttime sex with Will?

Hand holding with Ben or PDA with Johnny?

Arcade with Blaine or laser tag with Chase?

Horror movies with Leo or romcoms with Jack?

Skydiving with Lance or bungee jumping with Leo?

Monopoly with Simon or Checkers with Steve?

Shower with Lance or bubble bath with Carter?

Beach with Clay or swimming pool with Will?

City with Carter or farm with Hal?

Boat with Charles or airplane with Jack?

Amusement park with Harry or water park with Chase?

Bowling with Steve or miniature golf with Josh?

Fast food with Johnny or homemade with Charles?

Strip poker with Leo or skinny dipping with Hal?

Hotdogs with Billy or hamburgers with Frank?

Swimming with Simon or running with Scott?

Early bird with Dayton or night owl with Destroyer Chris?

Online shopping with Simon or in-store shopping with TJ?

Reading books with Will or watching movies with Blaine?

Pizza with Harry or sushi with Dayton?

Breakfast with Jefferson or dinner with Charles?

Party with Leo or couch with Chris Beck? 

SPECIAL BONUS ROUND - BUCKY BARNES ONLY EDITION - Your answers for you and Bucky😍

Sex or cuddling?

Disney World or Bahamas?

Museum or movie theater?

Neck kisses or forehead kisses?

Almost relationship or one-night stand?

Good morning texts or good night texts?

Morning sex or nighttime sex?

Hand holding or PDA?

Arcade or laser tag?

Horror movies or romcoms?

Skydiving or bungee jumping?

Monopoly or Checkers?

Shower or bubble bath?

Beach or swimming pool?

City or farm?

Boat or airplane?

Amusement park or water park?

Bowling or miniature golf?

Fast food or homemade?

Strip poker or skinny dipping?

Late night or early morning?

Hotdogs or hamburgers?

Swimming or running?

Indoors or outdoors?

Winter or Summer?

Spring or Fall?

Online shopping or in-store shopping?

Books or movies?

Pizza or sushi?

Sun or moon?

Breakfast or dinner?

Party or couch? 

[ughhheragain]

More than a date ? - Part I (Sebastian x reader)

The bar/restaurant that Sebastian told you to join him in was starting to get full. What if he wasn’t waiting for you inside and that you just, once again, built up a fairytale in your head ? You quickly shook your head and closed your eyes to get rid of this thought. You can’t know if you don’t go inside and if he’s not there, you’ll get out and move on : simple. You pushed the door as it was written on it and made your way through the crowded place. You stopped to look for him and got on your toes to have a better view when you finally spotted him. He was sitting at a small table with another chair next to him and he was looking adorably nervous. You smiled, relieved and made my way towards Sebastian. When our eyes met, he smiled and nearly looked even more relieved to see me then you were.

« You came! » he exclaimed as he went for a hug that you, of course, accepted.

When he hugged you, he placed his arms around your waist and just for a matter of seconds, you felt really great and safe. Your arms went under his and your hands were placed on his back. He smelled very good, a masculine perfume was making its way to your nose and it would be a lie to say that you didn’t enjoy it. When you both pulled back, you shyly smiled at each other. It was cute, as if you were teenagers on a first date : too afraid to make the wrong move.

« I was waiting for you to order drinks, actually. » Sebastian said as he pulled your chair so you could sit, just like a gentleman. You thanked him as he sat at the table at his turn. His eyes met yours and he bit his lower lip making him look like he was thinking of themuch right question.

« Do you drink alcohol? » He finally asked.

« Occasionally, you know, parties, birthdays, but it’s not really my thing. I don’t really like being drunk and all. » You sais as you shook your head. « Do you? »

« Not really, only beers. » He answered, making you smile.

« Hmm, that’s good to know. I have a dark past with guys who drink a lot, actually.. » You stated as you started playing with your hands. Sebastian frowned his eyebrows, looking a bit curious and concerned at the same time.

« Do you want to tell me more about it? » He politely asked which made you happy, even though you didn’t really want to bring back old bad memories. He really showed interest and that’s what made you smile.

« Oh.. I- I don’t think that it’s a good idea if you want to keep us both in a good mood. - Sebastian nodded before you felt the need to add something - Plus, it’s the first rule of a date, no talking about ex’s. » You informed him, a smirk on your red lips.

« Date? » he asked as he leaned closer to you above the table as he crossed his arms.

You let out a chuckle since you knew that he exactly knew that it was a date, the man was only being a tease and it was, honestly, working.

« Isn’t it what you want it to be? » you teased at your turn, earning him to laugh discreetly.

« We both know that’s exactly what I want it to be. » He said as he bit his lower lip and at this precise moment, God knows every dirty thought that went through your mind.

Sinner.

I’m back with a lil gift for vday ❤️hit me up with your requests guys, love youuu

[minxtwist]

Himbo hair addition