#semestahelen

[semestahelen]

Aku Ingin Istirahat

Aku ingin istirahat mengingatmu, tapi kepalaku sudah jadi kamar tidurmu jauh sebelum aku mengenal namamu.

Aku ingin terpejam memimpikan wajah lain beberapa jam, tapi kau cahaya telanjang telentang di sepasang mataku.

Aku ingin memintamu bangun, tapi kau diam dan gerak di lenganku. Kau bunyi dan sunyi di suaraku.

Bagaimana cara menyembunyikan dirimu dari diriku?

Malam ini tidak ada yang sanggup kulakukan selain membuka jendela dan menatap kekosongan, hingga langit menutup matanya yang tenang dan lapang. Kubayangkan diriku tidur di pelupuknya. Aku tertelan mimpi.

Besok barangkali seseorang, entah siapa, mengetuk pintu. Aku bangun dan tidak bisa menemukan diriku lagi.

(Karya: Aan Mansyur )

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Happiness is a byproduct of the life well lived.

Dr. Omar Suleiman

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There are such inherited pain and hatred that you don't want to pass on. So you ignored it first before you realize that you need to let it go, through your best forgiveness.

Hara

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To be Brand New

Who am I if I had a clear mind? If I had zero tragedy in my life? Would I still be the same person as I am now?

Who am I without my past? Who am I without all of these following attributes?

Some of those friends rather to keep their old agony than to step out of it, and turn into a blank page again. They seem enjoy talking about how stuck their life is, but standing still on the very same spot, all the time.

So I asked them why, why they consciously choose to immerse themselves into that constant struggle? Why do you need that? Why do you need something hard to be upon your shoulder all along your way? Is it more valuable to be somebody whose such particularity, better than to be a brand new person when it's possible?

- Just posted it, I can't remember when/where I wrote it on the first place.

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Your pain is not in vain. Your pain is being rewarded. Your pain has a purpose.

Dunia Shuaib

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What I tell my child (inside me) today..

Remind that Allah is The Most Knowing and never sleep to Taking care of us

Perform gratitude everyday, because it would attract many more things to be grateful for

Have a good respect to ourselves and others, because we'll never know what going to happen in the future. What we sow, is what we'll reap

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You know that you'll become a parent when you no longer stay silent while atrocities committed around you, and start to stand up for what resonates with your inner truth.. so you could make sure your child grow up being empathetic with huge amount of self-respect and nothing less.

Hara

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Overthinking makes us lose chance, while impulsivity makes us lose trust. Be cleaver to set the balance.

Hara

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Aku mengerjapmu dari balik jendela. Kuikuti terus langkah demi langkah yang kau tapak, kutakar-katar ruas jalanan yang kau tempuh. Kemudian dengan setengah mati harus berpura-pura rela, membiarkan punggungmu menjauh, lalu hilang.

Tentang Matahari

(sudah lama di draft, entah ditulis tahun berapa)

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The best practical self-healing "method" that works for me most of the time, is making better decisions for myself. No time to scapegoating nor blaming outer reality, because whatever happens to me today is rooted in what I chose yesterday.

Hara

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Loving you is one of the best decisions I've ever made.

Hara

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Life is an unfoldment, and the further we travel the more truth we can comprehend. To understand the things that are at our door is the best preparation for understanding those that lie beyond.

Hypatia

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Yang terbaik akan terus bergegas. Yang baik-baik akan menetap sebentar sebelum berlalu. Maka, demi bertahan sedikit lebih lama, manusia bersedia untuk sedikit lebih bebal dan lebih bangsat dari biasanya. Agar semesta memakluminya, lalu memberi jeda, dan banyak kesempatan untuk sebuah perubahan yang... sebenarnya, mustahil.

Drama Bumi Selayang Pandang

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When life seems tough, I remember my bestfriend who gets me become tougher along the way. I cherish such thunderous indispensable lessonful journey that I've been through with her beside me, always.

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Stop dividing between what you want and don't want, then stagnate just because you insist on something that really has to change.

Stop judging the good and bad of anything! Because that's not what you live for. You are an Observer, and a Participant.. Not a Judge.

Supernova

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You really don't have to try to own anything. Cause you are everything! Now, don't you be surprised by people who put all their energy in order to hold something up? Trying to own what is already theirs?

It's precisely when.. you let go of attachment to something, then you become closer to the wholeness.

Supernova