#self rb.

[desire-asoryuu-zine]

There are three more days remaining to RSVP to the event! Thank you all so much for your support through spreading the word or making a donation! We hope you enjoyed the zine!

We wanted to ask if you could spread the word during this weekend so we can get some more traction! Thank you so much!

Charity Run of Desire

We are doing a charity sale for Desire and Intimate Desire to raise funds for @CareForGaza!

This will end on April 8th! Join the festivities here!

Note: This is the original run of the zines and nothing new has been added. You must be 18+ to purchase Intimate Desire. This will be the last time Desire will be sold, so pick up your copy if you want to RSVP to the wedding!

@aafancalendar if you could reblog this post, that would be awesome! Thank you!

[plushiebi]

i have started asking myself “how can i make this more fun?” in regards to the things i have to do and it is such a small difference but it brings me so much delight

[machineryangel]

another important thing to remember is 1) u can pick up any hobby at any point in ur life and get outstandingly good at it & 2) the project u've been working on & aren't pleased w the current outcome so far will not be your last. u will draw/crochet/paint/sculpt/write another piece, and another, and you will have many chances to be fully content w your craft. so you should cherish the joy of making art instead of worrying ab the results & think ab how lovely it is that we're all vessels for artistry and we can share the divine act of creation!!!!!

[cervinae-canine]

Proship / Comship / RPF Do Not Interact or Repost Please !

[telumendils]

#i put my fists up in frodo's defense #i fight anyone who says he failed his quest #(sam is doing the same beside me)

the problem with "sam is the real hero of lotr" discourse is that it fails to recognize one key thing that the films (and the books, iirc) make a point of trying to convey: neither sam nor frodo could have made it all the way to mt. doom without the other there to bear his part of the journey's burden. frodo is able to carry the ring so far bc sam is there to carry hope for him, and sam is able to carry hope so far bc frodo is there to carry the ring. in this essay, i will

[kissingarthurclaus]

I'm gonna need fellow self shippers to NOT apologize or put themselves down for making their s/is basic/mary sue/OP as fuck because we're here to have FUN!! If you wanna give ur s/i a taste of the power or to make them the hottest person in your f/os canon then DO it! Make characters u don't ship with have a crush on you, make yourself the sole savior of this universe and be unapologetic about it!! [OK TO RB]

[inkzectz]

Domestic doodles 😛 #edging

[mimikyuno]

im literally sobbing in bed trying to sleep but mizu5 literally tore my heart out. i cant stop crying fr. i genuinely think mizuki akiyama is making history as one of the best written trans characters im so serious. the kindness and carefulness in which her story is being told is mindblowing. this event was perfect tbh. im so fr. no way after such a long wait the secret was gonna be revealed with happy tears and there. done. this event Physically altered the game. it’s the only event to do so, and the only event to end on such a cliffhanger. the way the whole event gets the player to empathise fully with mizuki - you feel her anxiety and her fear and pain. and then the rooftop scene. it was unbearable. her coming out was taken away from her. she had to see ena’s shocked expression from the sidelines. ena, the one she wanted to tell the most. ena, who has been waiting for her by her side for all this time. seeing the realization dawn on ena is too much for and she runs, like she always has. even though she Knows ena was just shocked. she Knows ena and niigo will accept her.

(sidenote i cut lots of dialogue from the screenshots above bc tumblr 10 images limit)

“you’re so kind, ena.” but that does not matter. it’s all ruined. in niigo’s eyes, mizuki was just a girl. a “normal girl”, as the classmates called ena. even if niigo accepts her, she’s terrified that they’re never gonna see her as a “real girl” again. just like her classmates. this change in their perception is heartbreaking, terrifying. and even more than that is the fear that from now on, niigo is only gonna act normal around her out of pity. the thought is unbearable. it’s all ruined. nothing can ever be like before in mizuki’s eyes. her precious, safe place was ripped away from her. mizuki’s pain felt so real and raw that i still get chills when i think of the last two chapters of this event. the way ena screamed and ran after her, her desperation to reach her, her horror at seeing how much mizuki’s been suffering, the way mizuki’s coming out was also taken away from ena. their precious moment, long awaited, stolen and destroyed by some careless, transphobic comments. “are you also a dude?”. ena’s anger at herself for not being able to reassure mizuki, for not knowing what to say in the face of all that hurt and fear.

the event ends with an unskippable black screen, and mizuki’s voice saying “you reap what you sow,” and then these lines:

mizuki’s dissociation and suicidal thoughts hit me like a truck. as meiko told kaito, this situation is so fragile. and all it took was ena’s shocked expression to send mizuki into a dissociative spiral.

(continues in rb)

[saltwaterbells]

omg they were twin high maintenance machines

what if we held hands.... and we were twin high maintenance machines

[situpontheground]

butches in their natural habitat (bookstore)

[chronicallyselfshipping]

Thinking abt my f/o

[solrites]

hello class it out i’m gonna queue some replies / asks and get to these. last call ((-: also please if you have a preference let me know who you want a starter from, or i’ll default to sol.

ive returned. starter call. specify if u have a preference.

[sparklings-husband]

hi self shippers. would you get along with prev's f/o(s)? what would your interactions be like?

(can be for any type of f/o, not only romantic)

[sunflawyer]

has anyone done this yet

[cervinae-canine]

Have you ever had a crush on a character but instead of being joyous and giddy, youre just thinking "OH SHIT. NO. GOD NO. WHYYYYY"

Proship / Comship / RPF Do Not Interact or Repost Please !

[desire-asoryuu-zine]

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