#self harm t-

[fate-defiant]

I can't believe they put my boy Mytho "does fucked up shit to himself because his entire identity and self image relies on being loved(in the right way by the right people)" and my girl Rue "does fucked up shit to everyone else because her entire identity and self image relies on being loved(in the right way by the right people)" togehter in the same show and never did anything to meaningfully juxtapose and explore All That

[adversary-to-inamorato]

"I'm sorry I deceived you,"

I'm sorry I couldn't tell you.

"And it's terribly sad,"

"But our suffering is the only bond we share."

I can't pick one picture I like out of these three so here you go.

The outfit for SMG4 is based on the original MV of the song, whilst SMG3 is inspired by Project Sekai's version of the outfit.

I feel like this song perfectly encapsulates their emotions and the "hell" they're going through. Over and over again, unsure when it'll stop or will it just continue forever.

And in this fic, I swapped their initial lines. While "I'm sorry I deceived you" is perfect for Three, it's delivered by Four for his betrayal of taking advantage of the loop. And for "I'm sorry I couldn't tell you" for Three is because he couldn't express his care towards Four properly in the later chapters.

I'll say that much. I hope you enjoy it!

[bluebluebluewoods]

Brainys are the next to come in, but it’s okay, he found out how to release them from the back without as much pain. How did he find out? Hey. Don’t worry about it. Anyway take this sleeping potion now pls and lie face down on his desk for a bit. Don’t worry about it

[the-crimson]

After having time to mull over Dapper’s lore today I’m still just… devastated. I was theorizing this whole grand scheme with the federation but the reality was so much simpler yet so much worse.

Tw mentions of suicide and self harm

Dapper is incredibly depressed and thinks of themself as a tool, as worthless unless they are useful to the island. They don’t find enjoyment in their projects anymore and never finished many of them because they see no point. Dapper is actively committing self harm and is this close to killing themself through the Soul Vultures. They didn’t even seem worried at that possibility in their journal.

A lot of people in these situations take on incredibly dangerous tasks like this as an often subconscious form of suicide. If they die for the greater good then it’s okay. It’s worth it. Because dying trying to be useful is better than living and feeling useless.

Dapper thinks that making this potion easily accessible to the players will make them happy because they will be useful again but it wont and they are starting to realize that as seen towards the end of the journal. Dapper is screaming for help but she can’t reach out herself because she doesn’t want to burden anyone or put her family in danger. This entire project was a coping mechanism for his crippling depression and feelings of worthlessness - and a method of self harm and slow suicide - and now that it seems that they are done with the project… Dapper is gonna hit a cross roads.

Either they are gonna break and spill everything to Bad or they are gonna break and do something even more self destructive that may lead in their death but will 100% worsen their mental health.

Dapper needs serious help and support from his family right now. The birthday party today was massive and I think it’s a big step in the Dapper spilling the beans direction but Bad needs to step in. Not even as a “he’s the parent” but as a human. As a person. If u see someone committing self harm then u need to step in and help however you can before this person does something irreversible. As Dapper’s parent, Bad is the only person who could step in without causing further damage.

And Bad knows what Dapper is going through because Bad feels the exact same way. Like a tool. Like he is a hammer instead of the person wielding the hammer. Their situations are different for sure but they are similar enough that Bad can empathize with Dapper and help pull her out of this spiral the way no one else can.

I don’t even think Dapper will be upset at Bad invading their privacy because everything they’ve done over the last week has been a silent but desperate cry for help. They even said in their journal they want to tell bad they want to share this burden so desperately it’s tearing them apart.

Right now, more than anything, Dapper needs a solid support structure and he got that today with Bad and Pomme. Going forwards, Dapper is going to need them both (and Baghera but she’s kidnapped so, you know)

Hopefully during tomorrow’s stream Bad and Dapper will talk because Dapper is so close to spiraling completely and it’s not their fault. Dapper’s just a kid whose watched all their siblings die and been hunted and murdered themself. They are trapped in a gilded cage with everyone on the island, helplessly waiting for the day everything ends.

They are just a kid

[transmascwoman]

took 10 mg of my kinda narsty edibles because i'm not gonna waste more time being upset over the man who has fucked me up irreparably for nearly 24 years.

[americanhellkmart]

guys DON'T sh. not because its bad but because its gonna be really itchy later

[sh0wmyr1bs]

Sorry for not posting in a bit.

Anyway I got a hold of a box cutterrrr!!

[gh0sti31uv]

im a very sane and smart person yes

(i cvt baby kitten cvts on my wr1st)

[revvywevvy]

have some faith in yourself, big guy! i promise you, your hands are gentle and kind, despite what you may think otherwise.

[ilovetheminecraft]

Literally what is the point in liking something if the thought of the thing doesn't make you want to slam your head into the wall as hard as you can

[floralgoat]

♡ vent 💲commissi0n for @rendril 🐕💔

‼️ my client and i do NOT encourage or "glorify" self harm or similar behavior. this is a piece meant to process and express these feelings. reach out to someone you love if you're struggling in the same way

[nightfallsystem]

i think im going to die

tw gorey vent in tags u probably shouldnt read it

[amvro]

ok guys i was thinking thoughts and i had a hyoga blog on the side bc i have a chronic illness of separating blogs for different fandoms it just feels so much better to me but now that i want to write for kn8 as well perhaps its time to merge them all

[pop-squeak]

modern sulu meets spock (tw for self inflicted injury and blood)

[americanhellkmart]

guys don't scratch up your hand cuz the bandaid is so annoying fr. or if you do at least FEASIBLY make it look like cat scratch. tips for your success

[gales-boyfriend]

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