#sehun onshot
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
mybiasisexo · 1 year ago
Text
Normal 🍜
Genre: idek | exopower!au Pairing: sehun x Reader Length: 946 Warnings: vague...just like this warning lmfaooo
@avatarren asks: I love Drabble games! I’d like to request number 7 & 11 with Sehun!
a/n: idkw this one was so difficult for me. ig im getting rusty 😭
DRABBLE GAME | MASTERLIST
Tumblr media
You were in the kitchen of your small apartment when some commotion caught your attention. You turned around and screamed from the top of your lungs when you saw a dark figure by your open window—which was not opened by you.
“It’s just me!” An urgent, familiar voice assured.
“Oh Sehun!” You cried as you placed a hand over your racing heart. “You scared the hell out of me!”
“You should really lock your windows,” he reprimanded as he closed the one he entered from, before coming into the light of the kitchen. He was dressed like a soldier, his dark hair cut short, exposing his beautifully sculpted face.
“I live on the fourth floor,” you informed him, trying not to get too distracted by his beauty.
“Still….” He leaned against your counter that sat between you both.
You go back to the ramen you were cooking, trying to ignore the tall man behind you.
You’ve known Sehun for five years now. It was a rather long story, but you had gotten yourself tied up in some scary illegal government stuff, and he had helped you out of it. Helped you get back to normality.
Unfortunately, normal was a word he never could get used to himself. He was a soldier, a defender for both this world, and one he no longer inhabited, apparently. It was all very inconceivable. All you truly understood was that he ended up stuck on Earth fighting some evil force, and he and his other friends may or may not have superpowers.
Yeah, very inconceivable.
“Ramen?” You asked.
“Yeah,” he was quick to agree. You put the pot on the counter, handing him some chopsticks. He didn’t waste any time digging in.
“You’re dressed for war,” you mentioned, noting the camo outfit and boots.
He scratched his head. “Suho found a lead. We’re heading out to investigate in the morning.”
“Oh….”
“You scared for me?” He questioned with a smirk, teasing you.
You rolled your eyes. “I should know by now that you don’t need the concern. But…. I feel like somebody needs to. You guys are always putting yourself in danger. Whenever you leave, I always wonder if….”
You were revealing too much, getting to emotional. He caught onto that, and gently asked you to continue.
You inhaled some courage. “I wonder if it’s going to be the last time I’ll ever see you.”
His eyes took you in. You watched as they bounced around, locking with every point of your face.
“You have nothing to worry about,” he finally answered. Not going to lie, you felt disappointment from his reply. “It’s our job. Why we were created.”
“But you have lost people,” you reminded him, thinking about the Luhan fellow he brought up occasionally. The best friend that wasn’t able to escape the hell they endured when they first landed onto this planet. “You are capable of dying, you know?”
“We’re stronger now. And we’re always careful, we know what we’re doing.”
“I know,” you said, dropping your gaze to the little bit of broth left in the pot. You shook your head. “Never mind. Pretend I never mentioned it.”
He went back to quietly observing you. This was what your relationship mostly consisted of. He would pop in out of nowhere and watch you, as though he was trying to understand how humans worked.
He pursed his lips and walked around the counter to stand before you. As if he weren’t completely sure what he was doing, he slowly lifted his glove-covered hands to your face, pulling it up so that you were looking at him. Your breath got caught in your throat at the contact, he’d never touched you before, not like this. It was…intimate.
“Thank you for your concern,” he said. “It makes me feel good, knowing someone cares if I’m dead or alive.”
“Is that why you always come back?” You questioned, sounding a bit more bitter than intended.
He grinned down at you. “You’re my person. You’ll always be the one I go to.”
Your eyes widened from his confession. His person. It was the most romantic thing he’d ever said, but you weren’t sure if that’s what he meant it as or not. Maybe you were reading too much into it. His eyes glimmered with something though, something that led you to believe he was indeed being romantic, in his own little way.
You smiled up at him. “You’re sure it’s not just because you saved me all those years ago?”
“I’ve saved a lot of people,” he told you. “But I don’t check up on them.”
“Just me?” You breathed.
He nodded.
“Okay.” You blushed and glanced away, growing shy. “Well, before you go, I should give you something. As a thank you for saving my life.”
“You don’t owe me anything for that,” he declined.
“All the same.”
You stood up on your tip toes to press your lips against his. It was quick. He didn’t even have time to react before you were falling back to your feet. When you pulled away, he leaned down, returning the gesture. You share a few more kisses, his arms going around your waist, yours to his covered forearms.
When he finally pulled away, he rested his forehead against yours. “I’ll need that again, I think.”
You giggled. “Whenever you’re back from your mission, I’ll gladly give you however many more you want.”
He hummed and gave into the urge to kiss you again, this one lingering. Once you slowly broke it, he left you—out the door this time.
You stood in that kitchen, shaking and praying that he would return unscathed.
28 notes · View notes
newcaptainofsquad9 · 5 years ago
Text
EXO Masterlist {Will be Updated!}~Requests are open!
Tumblr media
Fluff: ✩
Smut: ✴
Series: ✤
Angst:  ✳
Completed: ⭐
AU: 🌑
                                                     Suho/Junmyeon
Tumblr media
Oneshots:
Coming soon!
Series:
Notice Me! :Junmyeon/Suho x black R&B Star fem! reader ✤🌑✩✴
Part 1
Part 2 Coming Soon!
                                                      Xiumin/Minseok
Tumblr media
One Shots:
I’ll Do It For You w/ Park Jimin Coming Soon ✴✳✩
Drunk On Love Coming Soon ✴✳
Hey Mama! w/ Beakhyun and Chen Coming Soon ✴
Series:
Coming Soon!
                                                       Baekhyun
Tumblr media
Onshots:
I Just Wanna Make You Groove Babe  ✩✳
I Didn’t Mean It Coming Soon ✴✩
Hey Mama! w/ Xiumin and Chen Coming Soon ✴
TallTale w/ Kai and Taemin Coming Soon! ✴
Series:
Coming Soon!
                                                           Kai/Jongin
Tumblr media
Oneshots:
TallTale w/ Beakhyun and Taemin Coming Soon! ✴
Boyfriend Material Coming Soon! ✩
Series:
Coming Soon!
                                                     Sehun
Tumblr media
Oneshots:
Coming Soon!
Series:
Coming Soon!
                                                       Chen/Jongdae
Tumblr media
Oneshots:
Hey Mama! w/ Xiumin and Baekhyun Coming Soon ✴
Baby Tell Me Now Coming Soon ✩
                                                 Lay/Yixing
Tumblr media
Oneshots:
Coming Soon!
Series:
Coming Soon!
Tumblr media
One Shots:
Coming Soon!
Series:
Coming Soon!
32 notes · View notes
boxiandelight · 5 years ago
Text
A list of exo reading materials that screams who my stupid bias is. (For my personal bookmark purposes) im not sorry...
Currently Reading:
Sweet Lies 23 - vampwrrr [BBH]
Fatal Ties 7 - dorkyungsoowrites [BBH DKS]
Trauma 10 - baekwell--tart [BBH]
Bedazzling Heart of Gold 15 - baekonsforbreakfast [BBH]
Just One Night 2 -  baekwell--tart [BBH]
Benevolence 9 - chan-yolo [BBH]
And just like that 3 - baektempo [BBHxHP]
We’re Not Friends 9 - exoat2am [BBH]
Heartbeats 3 - pebble-xo [OSH]
Nothing like us 3 - ohh-baekhyun [BBH, on-going] 
Corrupted 6.1 - gyuniiverse [BBH, on-going]
To read:
Beauty and the Tragedy - marshmallow-phd [OSH,on-going (hiatus)]
Aperture - baekonsforbreakfast [BBH,on-going]
Opposites - gochushot [BBH,Series]
Enigma -  gochushot [BBH, on-going]
Spontaneous Attraction - dorkyungsoowrites [DKS,Series]
Wild Valley - fairyyeols [PCY,Series]
A lesson - 8bityeol [BBH]
Electric Touch - 8bityeol [BBH]
Foreplay - xkwritingx [EXO, Series]
Hot Deal -  ohh-baekhyun [BBH, series and i freaking loved it, but should i read it again? YES if i wanna dethrone satan from hell yess]
Guilty Pleasure - smuttyfairy [BBH,Series]
Too good to be wrong - prettywordsyouleft [PCY,Series]
Those eyes - lifewithsehun [OSH,Series]
Dichotomy - kyungseokie [BBH KJM, on-going]
Worlds Apart - kyungseokie [BBH]
Black and white - baekingpancakes [BBH,Series]
Lost and Found - enaasteria [BBH]
In your heart - noonatrash [BBH,Series]
Through the years - talesofbyun [BBH]
Hard to love - olkapippin [PCY BBH,Series]
UN Village - pcygoldenchild [BBH, 2 parts]
Final Goodbye - 3soo [BBH]
Clouded - mayrubyy [PCY, Series]
Clandestine - cherrydae [BBH, series]
Enough - kpopfanfictrash [BBH, series]
Begin - kpopfanfictrash [BBH]
Love Shot - hwidachi/gamerwoo [OSH]
Serendipity - forexcapism [BBH]
Adrenaline - smuttyfairy/xiufairy/lunarexact [BBH, series that threw me under the god damn bus with all the fucking plot twists]
Dejavu 5 - baekhyuq [BBH, Series]
Are you mine? - bangchanshehe [BBH, on-going?]
Orphanage - bangchanshehe [EXO, on-going?]
Vacation -  bangchanshehe [OSH KJI, on-going]
Oh, Baby! -  whimsical-ness [OSH,Series]
You drive me insane -  whimsical-ness [OSH]
Felon -  whimsical-ness [BBH DKS, on-going]
Gods & Monsters - dreaminghaos [OSH, incomplete/on-going?]
la douleur exquise -  dream-exo-fantasy [OSH, series thats really really good but im not putting it on my to read again list just because it feels so familiar and it hits a lot of spots inside me that im not willing to open up again, by bitter ass doesnt know how to take it haha doesnt mean i dont love it tho as much as i refuse to shed tears for sehun here]
Behave - elle-lowriting  [BBH, oneshot]
Imminence - kpopfanfictrash [BBH, exordia academy series onshot]
Blue Roses  - kpopfanfictrash [OSH, exordia academy series onshot]
Not a Thousand Words - pcygoldenchild [OSH]
Good Enough - pebble-xo [OSH, series]
Sh*t, Is This Love? -  baekonsforbreakfast [BBH]
Fleeting -  baekonsforbreakfast [BBH]
Are you afraid of the dark? -  marzs-teacup [BBH]
To read again (faves):
Cataclysm -  whimsical-ness [BBH,Series]
Apartment 5108 - enaasteria [OSH,Series]
Other World Chronicles - kollectionn [EXO, 4 book series]
Charred [PCY]
Struck [KJD]
Roots [BBH]
Dappled [OSH]
I give up -  soobadnoonecanstopher [BBH,Series]
Persona - hwidachi [BBH,Series]
Lovesick -  whimsical-ness [BBH]
Unrequited -  3soo [BBH]
Cabin - realexotrash [BBH,Series]
Just for one night - ohh-baekhyun [BBH,Series]
Catch me when I fall/ Dont you worry about me  - kilighappens [BBH]
Tease - xiutungmyself [BBH, incomplete series kill me]
Blooming Day -  baekwell--tart [BBH,2 parts]
The Secret - pebble-xo [BBH, series]
Fate is a Bitch - ghostwritten [BBH, Series]
Pick Your Poison - scftuan [BBH, series]
1 note · View note
windextor-thats-who · 8 years ago
Text
Huge Photocard Sale/Trade!!
All photocards are in mint condition and Korean press unless stated other wise
Paypal or CC (USD only) are the only methods of payment
Cards can be held for 3 day 
Shipping is worldwide and depends on where you live. It not included in the prices but will be quoted to you before final payment.
Prices are next to cards (all USD) but all are very negotiable and discounts will be give for purchase of multiple cards
Photoproofs of the individual cards can be sent if asked for.
I will also TRADE ANY CARD for Ledapple Run to You cards, or NU’est cards from Sleep Talking, Re:Birth, I’m Bad, or Q is
I also have a post for the sale/trade of my kpop albums >here<
Message me here if interested or you have any questions
EXO
Mama: Lay ver B, Chen ver A & B, Kris ver A (Chinese press) & B, Beakhyun ver B, Kai ver B, Sehun ver B, DO ver A & B, Luhan ver A (Chinese press) - $15 each
Mama Group: EXO-k group card ver A & B, EXO-m group card ver A & B (ver B Chinese press), OT12 group card (Chinese press) - $10 each
Growl: Kai ver A & B, Luhan ver A & B , DO ver A & B, Sehun ver B, Chen ver B, Kris ver B, Beakhyun ver B - $10 each
Miracles in December: Lay $10
Stationary set: Complete set - $15
Fanmade sets:  OT12 Growl portrait set (one card for each member) - $10 total
Super Junior
Bonamana: Leeteuk ver A, Ryeowook ver A & B, Shindong ver A & B - $8 each
Mr. Simple:  Shindong - $8, Group card - $10 
Sexy, Free, & Single: Group card - $10 each
I Wanna Dance: Complete set (5 cards) or individuals - $8 each
Hero: Shindong, Donghae (postcard) - $8 each
Fanmade sets: A-CHA transparent (9 cards), Henry trap set (9 cards) - $10 for each set
B1A4
Its: Sanduel, Gonchan, CNU x2 - $8 each
Ignition: Sanduel, CNU - $8 each
B.A.P
Onshot: Youngjae, Jongup, Zelo, Himchan, Yongguk - $8 each
First Sensibility: Daehyun - $8 
Teen Top
No.1: L.Joe, Niel - $8 each
Boyfriend
Lovestyle - Kwangmin, Youngmin x2 -  $8 each
I Yah - Complete set (6 cards) or individuals -  $8 each
JJ Project
Bounce: Complete set (5 cards) or individuals - $8 each
SHINee
Sherlock: Minho $10
BtoB
Press Play: Sungjae (white) - $8
VIXX
Rock Ur Body: Hyuk - $8
Girls Generation (SNSD)
The Boys: Sooyoung -  $8
Hello Venus
Venus: Nara -  $8
What are you doing to day?: Lime -  $8 
Infinite
New Challenge - Woohyun $9
SM Family
I am: Yesung, Onew, Minho, Sooyoung -  $8 each
2 notes · View notes
mybiasisexo · 4 years ago
Text
Desperado
Genre: Angst | Highschool!au
Pairing: Sehun x Reader
Length: 3.6k
Warning: Language | Unfinished 
Summary: Your high school sweetheart left you... while still in high school. Cradling a heartache like this is difficult, but you are able to confide in an unlikely student who is just, if not more, broken than you are. Based on the song Desperado by Rihanna. 
Author’s Note: This was going to be the first Sehun scenario I posted but idk I kinda just lost interest in it. I plan on finishing it, I swear! Also, this orange hair??? God tier!!!!! BRING IT BACK!!!!
MASTERLIST
Tumblr media
credit
Heartache is never easy.
Especially when it is still fresh.
A sigh escapes your mouth as you squint up at the ominous building. Already the cacophonies of voices swim around you like the wind, sending a sharp chill down your spine. You can do this, you remind yourself. You have before.
You rush through the doors and scan the crowded hall. You missed school the day before and now need an assignment for your calculus class. The first person you find that you share said class with makes you cringe—it is Oh Sehun. You bite your lip; contemplating whether going up to him is even worth the effort, but you really need that assignment, so you give yourself a pep talk as you make your way towards the tall young man.
He’s at his locker, lazily spinning the lock back and forth as you approach him. “Um, Oh Sehun?”
His head slants over to your direction, dark eyes piercing.
“Yeah?” He asks nonchalantly, popping the lock and opening the metal door.
“I, uh, was wondering if you could fill me in on the calculus assignment from yesterday? I missed it.” You hate how soft spoken you sound, but you realize that’s the only way you talk on campus now.
“We have Calc together?” He wonders. You nod quickly and he shrugs. “Never seen you in there before.”
You pout slightly but dismiss his comment, not taking it personally. Oh Sehun never really notices anything anymore, apparently.
“Well,” You continue awkwardly. “We do. So, do you have the assignment?”
He digs through his locker, ignoring your presence, but you remain standing there, pride holding you prisoner. As you wait for him to do something, your head turns on its own accord across the hall. There you see a familiar man leaning against his locker with a pretty girl pressed against him. The pair giggle and share a sweet kiss.
Byun Baekhyun.
This man once held your heart. Unfortunately for you, he decided to crush it into nothing but powder without any warning. 
For two and a half years he was your world. The two of you were deemed the Odd Pair because you came from different worlds, but somehow you both made it work.
He was the popular, smart, rich kid that everyone knew would own his own multimillion dollar business someday, and you were the quiet girl nobody seemed to notice.
But Baekhyun noticed you.
You and Baekhyun had been making plans for the future. Talking about colleges and whether to get an apartment together and the closest bus stops near campuses. Now there is nothing ahead of you. Baekhyun snatched your future and gave it to somebody else and now there is nowhere for you to go.
You are stuck.
Your breath catches in your throat and you try to focus back on Sehun, but your eyes are stuck like glue to the pair. The man cups the girl’s chin, thumb rubbing the flesh tenderly, and you feel the ghost of the familiar action on your own skin. Their happy faces blur, unshed tears obstructing your vision. You don’t try to blink the water back; knowing the fall of droplets will expose your weakness.
You vaguely register paper rustling and a pressure on your hand and your vision clears. You inhale sharply, like you’ve broken the surface of the ocean and notice the math assignment in your hands.
Sehun is watching you intently, you can feel it and when you dare to meet his stare you both stay like that for a long moment—having a silent conversation you are too terrified to actually interpret. Finally, he makes a noise in the back of his throat and closes his locker.
“Tough break,” he murmurs, throwing a strap of his backpack on a shoulder before spinning away, blending in with the rest of the school population.
“You would know,” you reply quietly to yourself, wiping the moisture from under your eyes.
~*~
You notice Oh Sehun quite a bit after the day at his locker. Notice him walking in the halls, somewhat aimlessly, taking his time. Notice him grab his lunch in the cafeteria and leave with it, never sitting with the rest of the students. Notice him in your shared calculus class, never interacting with anyone and always acing the tests. Notice him in the school parking lot, leaning against a rusty Monte Carlo as he puffs on a cigarette.
You notice how he is always alone.
He doesn’t interact with anyone. He never even seems to notice anyone else. He walks with his head held high, but his eyes glazed over, as if he’s going through the motions.
You notice how much he resembles yourself.
~*~
You have one class with Baekhyun—History, ironically—and decide that today you can’t do it.
So you skip it. 
It is stupid and reckless and the first time you have ever in your entire academic career done it, but you refuse to watch them act all lovey dovey. 
There’s only so much your crumpled heart can take.
You stealthily make your way down the stairs that lead to the gym but pause once you notice someone sitting at the bottom steps. You easily recognize the tall frame and wild bright orange hair and carefully slide to the bottom. Once your feet land on the last step, you find yourself sitting beside him for some reason, making sure to keep some feet between the two of you.
“Hey,” you greet nervously.
He only nods in acknowledgement.
You sit there silently staring ahead at nothing for five minutes. The whole time you fight with yourself, wondering why you are even sitting there in the first place, but you can’t deny how comfortable if feels. Especially the silence, it is well needed.
Finally, Sehun leans back against the giant banister and faces you. “So, how are you feeling?”
The question catches you off guard and your body jerks around to face him clearly. His sharp features are unreadable, but his eyes seem bright, the dark chocolate brown melting and twirling in what appears to be concern.
“I—I…It still hurts,” you stutter, still shocked by his sympathy.
“It gets better,” Sehun informs you in a quiet tone. He avoids your teary gaze, finding solace in watching his fingers knot together. “It might not feel like it right now, but it will.”
~*~
Oh Sehun.
Your Junior year Sehun was a bright friendly kid. He was a part of the male dance team and was dating the third most popular girl in school, Lee Hyunhee. The two appeared to be in love—at least, Sehun was genuinely head over heels. Baekhyun’s crowd somehow blended with Sehun’s—you assume populars stick with populars no matter what clique—so you had hung out with the pair a few times, although you wouldn’t have called Sehun a friend. You remember him being happy. 
But Hyunhee broke his heart.
Cheated on him with one of his ‘friends’ on the team and then had the gull to get angry with him once he found out. She broke up with him in front of the entire school, in the busiest hallway, and stormed off with his friend in tow.
You caught the entire fiasco. Watched as Sehun ran away as if someone were chasing him, all while gripping tightly to Baekhyun’s hand.
Now you held a similar pain.
Summer came soon after and once school started again he was different.
He was a loner. He didn’t address anyone, didn’t acknowledge anyone. He never talked and didn’t rejoin the dance team.
He became invisible.
~*~
“You really need to go to class,” Sehun softly scolds you as he watches you make your way beside him on the stairs.
You haven’t returned to your history class for a week now. Instead, you have been joining Sehun at the gym staircase.
Despite his statement, he scoots over a little, allowing you room on the step he was residing on.
“I can say the same to you,” you reply. He shakes his head in disbelief but you’re pretty sure you catch a small grin on his lips. “I brought us something.”
You yank your backpack onto your lap and rummage through it until you find the gift. Pulling out a brown paper bag, you hand it to Sehun who takes it graciously.
He peeks inside and pouts immediately. You can’t help but to be entranced by his eyebrows bunching together.
“It’s crushed,” he whines, pulling out the giant yet flat cinnamon roll you bought. 
You roll your eyes and snatch the dessert from his grasp. “It’s been in my bag all day.”
Taking a bite, you lean back on the stairs. “It still tastes delicious.”
Sehun sighs and you feel his fingers break off a piece. You study him as he chews thoughtfully.
“I guess you’re right,” he allows with a shrug. He then leans forward and takes a giant bite right from your hand.
“Ew!” You squeal, laughing loudly from his antics. He doesn’t join in though, just continues chewing with a look of content. 
Slowly. Slowly you and Sehun have been getting closer. You wouldn’t say you are friends just yet, but you are definitely more than acquaintances. 
You see yourself in him and you believe he sees the same in you. Both have felt heartache like no other, both of you have to look at the person who broke your heart everyday, both of you are still attempting to heal.
But now neither of you has to do it alone.
“Sit with me at lunch,” you say to a busy looking Sehun in your calculus class.
He scoffs, not taking his eyes off the sheet he’s finishing.
“Sehun,” you whine. “You never sit in the cafeteria.”
“Yeah because I hate it in there,” he murmurs.
You sigh dejectedly. 
“You can join me though,” he offers nonchalantly.
You blink up at him. “Really?”
He sits up slowly and finally glances down at you. His face is as unreadable as always, but his eyes are a dead giveaway to you, and now they sparkle with excitement.
“Yeah. I mean, why not?”
“Okay!” You agree quickly, a huge smile on your face. Sehun scoffs again at your reaction, but he doesn’t look away.
The two of you make your way towards the cafeteria. Sehun’s long lanky legs carries him a few steps ahead, and you’re sure he’s doing it on purpose, to keep eyes off of you both. You bring the book you’re carrying closer to your chest, trying as hard as you can to not draw attention to yourself, to stop your heart from beating any faster than it already is.
You can admit you’re excited. Sehun is slowly opening up to you and you feel honored that out of all the people he could do that to, he has chosen you. 
You glance up quickly and, of course, just so happen to lock eyes with Baekhyun. He’s talking to his close friend Kim Jongdae. His sentence carries as your eyes remain locked, but he quickly shakes off whatever it is he is thinking and continues with his conversation. You quicken your pace so that you’re closer to Sehun. He feels it and peeks over his shoulder with a raised eyebrow but you ignore it as the pair of you enter the cafeteria and join the line.
It’s silent as you grab your food and take Sehun’s lead to, unsurprisingly—although a tad disappointing—the staircase.
“So is this our staircase now?” You ask with your mouth full of food.
He starts coughing, choking on the bite he just took and you quickly pat his back and hand him his water. He chugs it empty and then pins you with his dark glare, eyebrows seeming sharper with his intense stare.
“I always eat here.”
You raise your hands in defeat. “But now I’m eating here too.”
“That doesn’t make it ‘ours’. I found it first.”
“And I found it second,” you shrug; enjoying the reaction you’re getting out of Sehun.
He glares at you again and you chuckle softly.
“Are you okay?” He asks, changing the subject.
“Why wouldn’t I be?” 
“Baekhyun.” His name alone causes your blood to run cold. “I saw him look at you on our way to lunch. Are you okay?”
“I….” Your heart is racing, but it is less because of Baekhyun and more because of Sehun’s concern for you. “I’m fine… now.”
“Oh.” Sehun blinks in surprise before facing away from you awkwardly. “Well, that’s good…then.”
The pair of you continue eating in a somewhat awkward silence for a chunk of time before Sehun is calling your name.
You turn towards him. He’s still facing forward as he clears his throat. “You know, you can…well, we can come here to eat lunch. That way you won’t feel the need to keep skipping history. I know you’re getting behind.”
You suppress a grin. “I’d like that, Sehun. Thank you.”
“Yeah, whatever.” He shrugs, eating again.
~*~
Time is going by and you’re finding yourself gradually getting over Byun Baekhyun. You deny the cause having to do with spending a lot of time sitting on stairs, that surely has nothing to do with you moving on. You’re relieved all the same, the stinging in your heart now a mute thud from time to time. School no longer is a chore to you—something you have to just endure. You find yourself actually looking forward to it, looking forward to him.
Your friend, Oh Sehun.
It’s mildly hilarious how in the span of a couple months you have grown rather close to the tall young man. You’ve seen sides of him you doubt most have in years and his odd charms draw you in like a spell.
That being said, you can’t find it within yourself to truly like him romantically. There is no denying Baekhyun took something from you when he left. Made you hard, and you are afraid to let anyone else get that close. Afraid of trusting someone just for them to turn on you without any remorse. 
And you know Sehun feels the same way.
Because there are times when his stare lingers a little longer than appropriate. Times when he accidentally slips and says something that makes you lose your breath. Times when he moves his body so close to yours you think you might burst into flames. 
But he always pulls back.
The reality is Sehun is just as broken emotionally as you—if not more. He never talks about Lee Hyunhee, and you’re too nervous to bring her up. There is this unspoken rule between the two of you that she is off limits in conversation. It’s as if you’ve built your wall out of wood and Sehun out of concrete, there is just no getting to him.
But that’s what makes the relationship work, the fact that you both understand that and try your best to help the other.
Isn’t it amazing how healing friendship is?
Not to mention refreshing. Having someone around who gets exactly where you’re coming from without any judgment is a welcoming feeling, something you lacked in your life. You are starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel and it’s because Sehun is guiding you.
You just hope you’re doing the same for him.
Okay so yeah, you’re getting over Baekhyun, but that doesn’t mean that you don’t still feel some type of way watching him and his girlfriend being all mushy in your shared class with no regard of who may or may not be watching.
They sit directly in front of you and have been touchy since class started and you can’t take it any longer so you ask to go to the bathroom.
While wandering the empty halls, you consider skipping all together, but know Sehun would rip you a new one so you just continue to the bathroom. 
On the way back you hear some voices and pause.
One of them sounds like Sehun.
“I saw you with her.” The other voice, a female, says coldly.
There is a scoff as a reply and now you know that’s Sehun.
“So what if you did?” He snaps. “It’s none of your business who I hang out with. It hasn’t been for a year.”
“So I can’t be concerned for you?” She counters. The question confuses you. Who is Sehun talking to? “Sehun, I still care for you no matter what happened in the past.”
“You never cared about me, Hyunhee!” Hearing her name is like having a bucket of ice cold water poured over your head. “You broke my fucking heart! Someone who cares about someone doesn’t do that!”
“Sehun,” Hyunhee purrs and you scowl. Unable to fight it anymore, you peek over the wall out into the hallway they are in. Just as you expected, Hyunhee is resting a hand on Sehun’s taunt forearm. “I’ve always cared about you. And regardless of what I’ve done, I still consider you a friend. So, as your friend, I’m telling you that hanging out with her is bad news.”
Sehun squints his eyes at the beautiful girl. “Why would that be bad?”
“Because she uses people, Sehun. She used Baekhyun and now she’s using you.”
Baekhyun? Was Hyunhee…talking about you?
“That’s ridiculous,” Sehun dismisses and you swell with pride.
“Is it? Byun Baekhyun is the most popular guy in school and he left her. He was her ticket. Now that he’s with Choi Somin she has to find someone else. The thing is nobody wants her.”
“But I’m not popular.” His voice softens drastically and it makes you nervous. 
“Oh, yes you are, Sehun. You will always be one of us. No matter how hard you try to shut out the rest of the world. We all still see you.”
He remains silent and it urges her to continue. “She sees it, Sehun. You’re vulnerable. She can manipulate you.”
Your body moves on it’s own accord and before you know it, you’re right in front of them.
“Sehun,” you call his name loud and clear. They both turn towards you. Hyunhee does with disgust and Sehun in a daze. He blinks at you lazily.
“Sehun,” you repeat, your voice now lowered to almost a whisper. Tears spring in your eyes and you bite your lip to hide the trembling. “You don’t honestly believe her do you?”
“Looks like it’s time for me to go,” Hyunhee says, collecting her bag from the ground. She throws a look at Sehun. “I’ll talk to you later.”
Neither you nor Sehun break eye contact as Hyunhee saunters off, clearly satisfied. 
Your chest heaves and your hands curl into fists. You’re pissed, but don’t know at what exactly. 
Sehun murmurs your name but it doesn’t hold any warmth. 
“Please,” you beg. “Please tell me you don’t believe her.”
The bell rings, but neither of you register it. Doors swing open and students pile out in waves, yet you both stay frozen staring at one another trying to convey your true intentions.
Sehun’s emotions are always bared to you through his eyes, but right now you can’t decipher anything and it’s driving you crazy.
You’re also drawing attention. Those walking around you slow down and take in the stare down with curiosity. You can feel their eyes on you like pinpricks and it’s adding on to the rising anxiety. You’re going to burst at any minute you can feel it.  
Your name is called and you jolt as if being awoken. Byun Baekhyun is cautiously making his way towards you, girlfriend in tow. They both seem apprehensive, but it might have more to do with the aura around you and Sehun, who is still glaring at you unblinkingly.
“You left your stuff,” Baekhyun says. His eyes jump from you and Sehun but he doesn’t say anything about it. He clears his throat. “I thought I’d bring it to you because, well… yeah.”
You’re speechless. Your throat burns painfully as you take your bag from him and bow thankfully.
“I…” Again he takes in Sehun’s frame. He then leans in closer and whispers with concern, “are you alright?” 
You break. 
Gulping back the bubble forming in your throat you glare at him. “How could I possibly be alright, Baek?”
He flinches at your hostile tone and the use of the nickname you had given him.
“I just… Sehun’s glaring and… you look upset—I—”
“There are people here who think I only dated you because you are popular and that leads me to believe you believe that! I gave you so much of me! I gave you two years of my life and you just left me, Baekhyun! You left me!”
You are yelling now and a crowd is forming, but you are beyond reasoning right now. You never got closure with Baekhyun, never sat down and discussed anything, you guess now is a better time than any.
“I want to hate you so bad for what you did to me. You destroyed me yet have the gull to be friendly and bring me my stuff all the while your girlfriend—my replacement—is right there! You are so cruel, Baekhyun. People think I used you, but the truth is you used me!”
Baekhyun’s face is flaming red with embarrassment. He keeps opening and closing his mouth but nothing is coming out.
A hand wraps around your arm and you see Sehun through blurry eyes.
“Let’s get out of here,” he says. He tugs you gently out of the hall and everyone parts for you. Once you’re out into the parking lot you break down. Loud sobs shake your frame violently. 
Suddenly, you’re engulfed as Sehun wraps his arms around you and pulls you into his embrace. This only causes you to wail harder, soaking the front of his shirt with your tears.
“That’s right,” he encourages. “Let it out, Babe. Don’t keep it in anymore.”
51 notes · View notes