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#finally decided to update stardew and saw that The Guy is online and playing it right now .#he hasnt spoken to me in a month cause hes super busy btw#i understand needing to have Some fun when your life gets rough. its not like i expect him to live like a fucking monk rn#im not even mad or anything like that seriously. but man#seeing that still kinda sucked#but oh well. i unfriended him for the time being (for the time bean.........). i deserve some peace.#this is my second Him related freakout today btw i am so happy. i do not want to die. i am not haunted by The Dread every hour of my life.#anyway hey guys do you like this image? cause i like it.#voidcore.txt
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NINGNING | HOT MESS (240703) ↳ for @sunugf
#mine#ningning#ning yuzhuo#bias tag 💜#aespa#flashing tw#eyestrain tw#hennatual#4aespa#femadolsedit#userhev#ninqztual#userfairy#tuserflora#oorieri#niniblr#eritual#userzaynab#laublr#idk who else to tag i feel rlly lost whenever i post anything that's not txt lmao#but anw henna i remember seeing a post where you were like ''is anyone gonna gif ningning on their fuji tv appearance...'' a few weeks ago#so i thought i should give it a try as a (probably late) bday present!!#(it's still the 17th for me so technically i am NOT late)#the only ts file i could find kinda sucks tho so i apologize for the quality 😭
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the end of the end
#hello long time no see#im done w my thesis yay!!!!!! yippee!!#heres a concept i had started forever ago that i decided to finish#i wanted hatchling to have a sense of urgency but they look kinda excited lol#but i mean if u think about it.. hatchling would probably feel some kind of excitement to end the loop even if clouded by anxiety and worry#and oh god what if i dont make it what if i mess it up#idk idk i dont hate how it turned out so im sharing it hehe#outer wilds#outer wilds hatchling#outer wilds fanart#outer wilds spoilers#i still need to play the dlc ahhh#im scared of getting seriously sucked back in yknow#my art#fanart#animation
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whats ur fucking deal
#GGGRRRRRRGRRRR GGRGAGGHHH#despicable me#maxime le mal#felonious gru#gruxime#spread the word.#pre transition maxime if anyone gaffffffff#realising i can just draw shit and not have to explain myself or provide full context. awesome (provides anyway)#non descript minion. i like the idea that they go to school w gru in like shifts each week#maxime has a cokcroach ☝️ on his shoulder#they look so fucking stupid next to each other i cant get them to look normal. sorry gru ur built so weird#i need to do more kinda doodly stuff and not alwayssss full pieces#this uniform is pretty cute btw but strange that the trousers and skirt colours r different?#i mean actually. my school did that at one point but its still odd to me#btwwwwww design notes.#was torn abt giving gru his scarf but i thought it wld clash too much. for me i feel the tie serves the same purpose#looking at the One scene we see the uniform it seems the dress code is… not soooo tight? but this is also 30/40 yrs prior soooo idk#(also yeah debatably the uniform wld have been different. but fuckkkk that shit)#forrrrr maxime i like to think his glasses r like actually prescription but he uses tinted ones bc 1. he saw nefario once and was like#‘FUCKKK THATS KINDA CRAZY COOL’ and stole the idea#and also 2. he is light sensitiveeeeeee. :3#gloves r again mostly cus of sensory issues but also this kinda body dysmorphia thing he has going on#samew the socks.#was considering tights buttttt i didnt see any of the students wearing them and also booooo tights suck. so just knee length socks#so he can get around dress code andddd still cover up more#plusssss it lets him not have to shave his legs :T#shoes i didnt see any pattern i assume u can just wear whatever lollll#i give him a hairclip toooooo just cus theyre cute. and put some greeeeen in itttt#btw drew the minion w the gay flag then realised it wldnt make sense w maxime being pre transition but#i think its funnier to imply the minion just sees right thru him immediately
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Oh my Gosh, why are people trying get with Eclipse? He has said he is AroAce, it was shown awhile ago! WTF people???? bruh... Eclipse if you need anything, I got you - 🌟
At this point I've given up trying to make people listen to me. Nothing they do or say would ever make me get into a... romantic or intimate relationship or whatever bullshit.
#and they were roommates au#atwr askblog#atwr au#eclipse#(ooc#as an aroacespec myself#gonna be honest#kinda sucks seeing a lot of people here disregard atwr eclipse's aroaceness#hes a non partnering aroace and this has been established over and over again#and i still get so many flirting asks#it's really disrespectful and borderline a/arophobic imo#even if some of you dont mean to be disrespectful#it definitely comes off that way
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if there's one [1] thing i will be forever grateful for in the internet era it's the vast variety and availability of pose / anatomy references supplied by photographers and models
i can go online and find PERFECT references for how fat folds crease the skin or how muscles wrap around the body and as someone who habitually draws most of his OCs ~modestly lean~ and wants to hone his skill in other body types, it is literally a godsend to have those refs so readily available
seriously, thank you all models and photographers for providing me the resources i need to expand my art skills i owe u my life
#drawing other body types is important to me#not just for my own Art Skill but for my audience and clients too#i've seen many a post in my many years on the internet of people saddened for not seeing themselves or their OCs represented in artists wor#esp when it comes to fat characters when it comes to body types#and i can imagine it's Super hard when you wanna comm someone but you're worried they'll slim down your OC#and regardless of whether the artist does it intentionally or not - it still sucks!!#i have a couple OCs - one fat and one meant to be kinda strong-bulky and i wanna use them more for example art#i also wanna play more with different skintones and hairstyles so i think i may make some human OCs to work on those with#ppl have called my art godly / called me an art god and while i'm iffy on being called some kind of god in any sense [despite the username]#i can only ever hope to live up to that praise by having my audience feel properly represented when i draw something that relates to them#obligatory mention that the username is solely bc of an OC of mine who i love dearly
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I know a sorta made a small post along these lines the other day, but something a lil more official of!!
im kinda broke rn, between the recent stuff with losing my car and having to get a new one and work literally scheduling me 13 hrs a week. Im slowly losing money and it got really bad this month after paying my bills and everything and realizing I had just 300 bucks in my bank account.
My current job hasn't been working with me to give me the hours i need to make a living wage and iv been trying to get a new job for months with no success and it's looking like i could really use a lil extra support via online commission work rn until I can land a more solid paying job. I really hate to sound like a desperate wet cardboard box beast but I still need to insure my new car and cant afford it as i stand right now.
I wont ask for donations, I think im going to be fine, but a lil money to help keep my head above the water would be great so im just gonna promo my commission work. To anyone who can commission me in some way or another would be awesome! I appreciate any support I can get rn even just a reblog
My Commission Info
My Kofi
My Etsy
My Toyhouse
#again sorry for sounding like im crying wolf with 200 in my account but i havent bought groceries this month#or my car insurance#im waiting for my next paycheck#so i kinda know its about to get sucked down the drain#i still havent bought christmas gifts for my brother and the cousins which i would really like to be able to if i could#again im not gonna die#so im not asking for donations#i will be fine#im just a lil money stressed and if i could branch out to try and get some commission work rn that would be a huge help#again im not asking for donations#there defiantly ppl who need it more than me#but if you were everythinkin to commission me and have the funds rn#i wouldnt mind if you reached out#i know its the holidays and everyone is probably low on funds#i see the situation as it is rn#but if i could just make an extra hundred or two i think it put my mind at ease a lil more for when its time to pay all my bills again
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!!! FLASHING LIGHTS WARNING!!! [IM NOT FUCKIN AROUND!!]
REACHED THE CUSP OF 'THIS MAY NEVER BE ABSOLUTELY FINISHED N IF I DONT SHOW IT NOW, IT WILL NEVER SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY.' SO HERE, A PROJECT IVE BEEN ORBITING AROUND UHH SINCE 2021 OR SO.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#cw flashing lights#LOOORRD OF LIGHTNING SAAAAVE ME!!!!#RAAAHHHH I LOVETHIS SONG SO FUCKIN MUCH AND I LOVE GILLION SO FUCKIN MUCH RAAHHHH!! RAAHHHH!!!#BUT YES YES I HAD LIKE A WHOLE OTHER HALF TO THIS SKETCHED OUT BUT IT WONT FINISH COOKIN FOR A MILLION YEAARS!!!!#MAYBE SOMEDAY.....#ANYWAY. this is my first time actually syncing audio to my animations. normally i domnt know howww.#i animated it all in fire alpaca AND THEN i mixed everything in a pirated movie maker. it kinda uh. sucks. but its WHAT I GOT BAYBE!!#i relaly like how i animate swishy hair... i was inspird by eris from sinbad. i can only HOPE i got on that level w the watery flowyness#LIUGHTNING IS HARD TO ANIMATE TOO. I WATCHED ALOTTA VIDEOS ABSORBED MINIMAL TUTORIALS AND UHH I THINK I DID OKAY!!#better than bad!!! but i can still do better. eventually. ugh. FLASHING LIGHTS TOO HUH? U LIKE ANIMATINGB FLASHING LIGHT?#U LIKE MAKING THE BLACK N WHITE FLICKER RLY FAST UNTIL UR EYES BLEED OUT UR SKULL?? YEAAAHH YOU DO!!!#im also vry proud o the title cards i made at the beginning teheheheh. dependign on where riptide goes i MIGHT change it#BUT HEY THEORY TIME? I HOPE ONE OF THE GODDESSES COMES DOWN TO PILOT GILLIONS BODY SO THEY CAN BEAT THE FUCK OUT O THE OTHER GODDESS#WHO IS ALSO IN SOMEONE ELSES MORTAL BODY. GODS COMING DOWN TO WREAK HAVOC OVER PETTY DISAGREEMENTS OOOGH HOW FUN!!#GOOD ON YOU CHAMPION!! YOUR VESSEL HAS BEEN TRAINED TO BE STRONG AND HARDY. PERFECT FOR CHANNELING DIVINE ENERGY.#OHHHH WHAT A PERFECT WEAPON YOU ARE. NOW GO AND IMMANENTIZE A WATERY ESCHATON#PARAGON OF OCEANS WRATH I WANT TO SEE YOU DROWN THE LAND. DESTROY!!! EAT!!! BURN!!! RAAAGHH I NEED GILLION TO GET MORE POWER!!!!#ALSO in other news i uh. actually posted this onto twitter forever ago but forgot to post it here bc i can only post it from pc and BABY!!#IM NOT ON THE COMPUTER OFTEN! NOT ANYMORE!! NOT ANYMOREE!!! IM FREE BAYBE!! i used to be so miserable. sometimes i think abt that.#ANYWAY. pls enjoy. just this much took so long. i love makin the lil guys move.... ouh.... hava good day if u get the chance to.
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What ever you do don't think about Percy reading Estelle a little kid version of 'The Odyssey' because that's what Sally read to him but he doesn't want to scare her. Don't imagine Sally looking on with guilt in her eyes cus she HAD to read him the real one so he knew what to expect. Don't think about Sally looking down on her little girl with tears in her eyes cus she doesn't need to worry about snakes in her bed or teachers being Cyclopes. Don't think of Sally seeing Estelle with Paul and having to leave the room cus when Percy was that age they had Gabe. Don't think of the unimaginable guilt that Sally must feel for being relieved that Estelle's biggest battle at 16, is her Dad being her teacher. And whatever you do don't think about Percy feeling like an outsider in his own family even though he gets constantly reassured that he's part of it and loved.
#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#sally jackson#estelle blofis#paul blofis#teenage estelle making a comment about how blue food is for babies and Percy and Sally stopping cus to her its a juvenile thing but to them#it was a way to rebel against their abusive husband/stepdad.#camp half blood#perseus jackson#heroes of olympus#rick riordan#dont imagine Percy looking across the way at Sally Paul and Estelle play at the park and not going over cus he hed hate to ruin it with a#monster attack (theirs no monsters around that he can see but what if? he cant let his sister be harmed by them too)#pjo hoo toa#pjo#pjo series#theirs a Reddit abour this person that got to go on a overnight trip for school and their sleeping bag was a blanket tied up with rope.#their pjs were old sweats. their tooth paste was in bagie instead of a travel size. cus that all they could afford and they got bullied but#it was ok cus they got to go on the trip. but in the end the trip kinda sucked cus they didn't get to do what they wanted but they got to g#so it wasn't all bad. but afew years later after their family came into some money their little sibling got to go on the trip but they got#all new rhings for the trip. new clothes new sleeping bag a suit case. travel size products etc and while the other sibling get it its just#they're upset that they didnt get that. they know WHY they didnt but their still upset.#or that one episode of The Goid Place where elenor doesn't believe her mom is a good mom now cus she wanted a good mom but all she got was#shitty mom and if her mom had the ability to change she could have changed all along she just didnt.#that vibe but make it Percy Jackson (not to say sally was wrong she did what she could to make sure percy was prepared she just... doesn't#have to do that with Estelle that its kinda heart breaking cus she would have LOVED to not have had to prepare Percy but life sucks)
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I wish childhood friends were real…
#bakudeku#miritama#bkdk#I have them#but they all grew up to suck#one of them fucked me and never spoke to me again after 9 years of friendship💀#and the other one is just toxic#like sending me money unsolicited and then getting mad when I hang out with a different friend kinda toxic#and then guilt trips me into thinking I’m in the wrong for literally having friends kind of toxic#she gets mad if I take over an hour to reply#i won’t even lie I would’ve preferred a Katsuki Bakugou over this bs#cuz all he did was make fun of deku and tell him to khs#I already had like five people do that to me mf wouldn’t be special#like at least he grew into a better person#I could you not one of the guys that told me to kms as a kid is literally in jail rn for drug dealing#and one of the other ones texts me every few years to ‘see if I’m still a bitch…’#WE ARE 21??? OUR FALL OUT WAS IN MIDDLE SCHOOL??#maybe I’m the problem#or I just attract toxic people for whatever reason#anyways#puff rambles
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I haven’t posted art in forever, (I am currently working on art tho!! It’s just taking me a bit cuz.. job..) but! But… what about if instead of the art u guys came here for. I instead posted pictures of the cool lil outfits I’ve been wearing recently that im rlly proud of… what about that???
#part of the issue w art is also for some reason. FOR REAL. the default shit I want to draw is just ME. IN MY VARIOUS CUTE LIL OUTFITS#I’ve become a narcissist… a fashion obsessed narcissist.. i just want everyone to see and admire my cool fits…#I struggle. so much more drawing shit that is not me nowadays. and I have so much less free time#but then I don’t FINISH the pics of me cuz I’m like ‘this is too self indulgent!!! stop!! draw fanart!!#like a normal person!!! ghgh-‘#ur rlly gonna come back from an art hiatus w just a bunch of silly pics of u being cute… get a fucking grip..#uhhh.. but anyway lol#I am still drawing. I’m currently working on some expiremental lineless digital art#cuz I felt shaking stuff up might help#we shall see if I finish it tho!#it me#pepper words#anyway look at my fits#my one. 2 curses r in bad at taking pictures#and I live in a dingy basement so the lighting fucking SUCKS#u cannot see all the detail…. u cannot make out All of my lil accessories#it’s sad…#all these outfits r very black and white i do in fact wear colors… mostly red. n green#but I am rlly In my aristocratic vampire / witch era right now… and I’m loving it…#middle 2 pics r the same outfit. just w and without cloak lol#also pls do me a kindness and ignore my messy ass room#lady outfit is actually my most recent and my room HAS gotten less messy! I cleaned it up!#but it’s still kinda. got some clutter lol#*last outfit. not lady outfit ghghg- these r gender neutral femme leaning outfits I’ll have u kno typo!!#also pls ignore the shit on my mirror!! the lil white speckles and stuff! I rlly gotta fucking clean that.. if I wanna keep taking cute#pictures of my outfits lol… I mean. it’s not MY mirror so I don’t think to clean it.. but it is in my living space…#mayhaps… I should clean it lol
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need to yap about things but im puttin allat in tags feel free to ignore 🔥🔥💥 🗣️🗣️🗣️
#probably just sh tw i struggle with that#on second thought not really struggling actually. im winning. im winning at it#on THIRD thought no im not i could certainly be doing better#this is entirely about my sh i am so serious OLEASE do not read if that bothers you#this is kind of askin for advice but also not really i just wanna yap and SOME of you are freaks but im worse so#right .Im runnin out of room before it becomes really obvious. i have a huge scar on my calf but i lied my way outta that one SO i dont#gotta worry about shorts YET. i havebt been able to wear short sleeves for a few years and god i kind of miss it . But movin on#i cant wear just boxers either they go past em. shorts are getting risky tbh but oh well!!! OH cant wear crop tops either. not that id ever#want to but still.#doctors are a pain in the ass so i stopped cuttin my right arm jus in case. so thats out of the question#theres no room for very intricate designs without twisting a bunch to reach other skin which sucks so bad.#and because i make bad choices im probably gonna do the helldivers logo too. but ill trace it over first so i dont fuck that one up#the automaton logo is very messy n kinda uneven#cause its on the side of my thigh and was really hard to see while i did. plus i had to hold the blade in my left hand and that made itwors#so. thoughts ? :D#delete later i do not want irls here. ouh
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Guess what I played
#my art#digital art#eloquent countenance#see i say 'played' loosely because my friend played it and streamed it to me and we went through everything together#but still it works#forcas eloquent countenance#eloquent countenance forcas#..does he have a last name#I wouldn't think so#sorry btw this um. kinda sucks#first time drawing him of course and it was one of those drawings that i worked on for such-#-an extended period of time in one sitting I had no rational thinking about it#so!#something something when he's a 10 but he's a biblically accurate angel#studio investigrave
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n*loth not being able to bag anyone over the (human term) age of 25-30 at most is the only logical and real conclusion to me because it can be just explained away as him wanting to prove and control everything and anyone (Cus he's a man!) but being stuck in that demographic because his unbearable and vile personality is a force that nobody can look past once they've outgrown the possible fear and idolization period of anyone but also n*loth in particular.
#text#i think even younger ones that possess the same nasty traits can be slammed back 'In their place' (in his mind) by him just bc his -#- abilities and power alone (alt. name the factors that make him 'Cool') that dumbs them down insanely in comparison#maybe by this i mean like; ild*ri. despite the animosity she could still feel very foolish and is conscious of her wuss-ness#if that makes sense#cause no matter the disrespect anyone might have for an older capable person the reality is still reality#tbh i just think he doesn't like to sweat it much and still aims for the younger ones bc it's easier than it would be for someone that's -#- 30+ years old#and once he's proven his point he doesn't find any merit in sticking with older ones cause their interests or anything they offer -#- don't matter to or interest Him personally#i think an older demographic is just more boring to him and he would rather spend his time being metaphorically sucked off for his greats -#- by someone that already finds themselves 'lesser' than him and always will for a long time#than someone that is defiant of that fact#basically the more power imbalance the better#in his mind there will always be one unless he certainly knows someone is his equal (or better than him) but he likes the add-on of an -#- age difference too#keeps it in a safe zone with less problems for him#sorry for spitting again my brain just started machine-gunning thoughts for no reason#also i said before that he's an innocence fan. might not be a total puritan but there's something there#it's kinda like him not wanting to be with a dusty ''OLD'' person that's seen a lot anyway#i'm like barely able to hold myself back from opening my mouth to mention t*lvas where i'm making a point about n*loth's brain where he -#- isn't even needed to prove it#but like#him voicing dislike of n*loth general nauseating character and actions but still sucking up to him while n*loth can probably feel -#- that dislike anyway is cute to me i like to view it as an object being thrown into the wall over and over#where n*loth is proving his own worth to other people by drilling their brains out with proof. not that he needs to#but he would like that to be perfected a 100%#and t*lvas is capable of being molded into that state ....... probably#silusvesuisuis you didnot just confess to wanting to see t*lvas be slammed into a wall you fucked up demented beast you're sick#actually can't believe i forgot to mention this but he's literally so immature idk what he has anything in common with actual mature people
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Still life in Iselia Acrylic on canvas. Finished in 2 sessions. (process photos and ref below)
reference screenshot:
and screenshot taken from the angle you'd normally see it at:
#consider it a late 20th anniversary piece#this was also kind of an experiment to see how i'd cope with similar colours#and i've been wanting to paint this scene for a while now#but i'm feeling kinda mixed on the results tbh#i couldn't match the colours too well it looks way too saturated for what i actually wanted#i suck at colour mixing or theory i just mashed colours together and hoped it didn't look too awful#i'm not overly thrilled with the way the table and stool came out#and i can't simulate cloth to save my life lol#my favourite parts of this are the hat and the wine bottle though so i do like some things about this#still life#acrylic painting#tales of symphonia#ravinoforre
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GUYS, LADS AND LASSES, DEAR HB COMMUNITY
Can I just thank you for saving my ass yesterday?
Viv killed me, delivering the final blow, and you resuscitated me-- with all your observations, analysis, memes, and support, and me not being capable of producing anything for you in return, and least not that quickly, I owe you eternally.
I love this fandom.
#helluva boss#Blitzø needs a fucking hug#Not a crash course on how to do a good head game#BECAUSE HE IS NOT BAD AT IT#Even in the silly penguin short Viv manage to shove Stolitz drama#not even mentioning Stolas once#the audacity of this woman#I can't#(affectionate but bleeding and sad and fucking ANGRY)#and mind you we had to suck it up and keep writing the smut scene in fic pretending we didn't see Blitzø self-deprecating about sex skills#well I just read what our fic co-author wrote#but still#shitpost kinda?
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