#second 2 i was unwell.
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I doont wanna get out of beeeeddddddddddd aghhhhhhhh
#unfortunately i rlly should#i havent been to school on a froday in like 4 weeks.#forst 2 was cuz teacher was sick and cancelled classes#second 2 i was unwell.#i also have to take my brother there for his excursion#but aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh the painnnnnn noooooooooo ooooooo ooooooooo#i canttt
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y'all. we're going to see them kiss again.
like.
how am i meant to deal with that fact <3
#OFMD#OFMD Season 2#Gentlebeard#Blackbonnet#Edward Teach#Stede Bonnet#Sometimes it randomly hits me harder than usual and I have a moment of feeling SIGNIFICANTLY UNWELL LMAO#Like sometimes I'll be minding my business right#And it just feels like s2 hiatus as usual#It feels like we DON'T in fact have that looming so close#And then I just randomly sing Prince#Or just randomly think about something from the show#And it DAWNS ME#OR MORE LIKE HSDJKLSDS#IT HITS ME LIKE AN 18 WHEELER IDK#The FIRST kiss still makes me feel such intense emotions after all this time#How am I meant to deal with a SECOND#AND THIRD#AND FOURTH#ETC ETC ETC#????????????????????????
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oo u want 2 draw soo bad..
#i hate that my ability to draw is so conditional#its soo frustrating but i dont know how to break it. this has been the one thing thats never changed.ill never be free#times like rn i just do studies but its soo fking BORINGGG euuhh...#but if i try 2 draw something for funsies i just stare at the blank canvas. literally immobile. & u know how people r like just draw#something anyways. a line. something. and its like no i cant do that oi cant even do that u underestimate my freak#i want 2attack myself from the pov of someone else#i think im having the realization tht i will never be able to do art stuff frls and its driving me crazy i think.#like im actually sick and unwell frm the thought of it.my friend commissioned me and im ab 2 send the money back#after two weeks bc i cant do it im literally frozen dude.i want 2 cry and die and explode into a million pieces#wait im back to add more.idk if anyone feels the same way but its like. i know its entirely a Me issue its a mental block issue#theres something thats not connecting in my head but its like.why is it so easy for everyone else ykwim...and thats a lie too right#like everyone else struggles w art and its not.it cant exist Without you struggling and practicing hard and trusting yourself#but in my brain im just convinced that like.i cant do this i cant do this like everyone else can do it like second nature and it freaks me#tf out#but also its the one thing i want to do more than anything else in my life and so like if i cant do it i dont know what to do.ughh.#not me freaking the fuck out rn lawl.lols.even#and on top of it i feel like i cant express myself well and i think my friend. < SOOO awesome and well meaning and NICE and legitimately#pushing me to try and believe that i can do this stuff but i feel like they wont understand the sort of like.mental block im struggling wit#like its less that i hate my art or something i dont its more like.i just feel soo physically restrained and incapable of doing it.suddenly#i cant think and i cant do anything.i have no creativity i have no ideas my mind is quite literally blank and empty
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sure WE know why loki went after sylvie and WE know what they said but yk who doesn't? mobius. he thinks after everything they've gone thru, after sticking his neck out for loki several times, after not giving up on them and standing by their side and basically falling from grace for them and believing in them, they still chose sylvie. he thinks even his best was not enough in the light of sylvie and he doesn't KNOW that loki went there to defend him and pretty much confess they feel love for him like thor did for jane, he doesn't know that and he is SO hurt. he can barely look at loki when he next sees them, he talks in a very measured tone and quickly glances away when he isn't speaking and every line in his body is tense. he's angry, he's hurt and whatever happens to them after the loom explodes, he will go through it thinking loki once again chose sylvie. that he wasn't enough.
#coughing up blood i am unwell#ik loki HAD to have that conversation for their peace of mind or whatever but mobius genuinely thinks he's loki's second best#loki spoilers#loki season 2#lokius#loki series#loki laufeyson#mobius m mobius#loki x mobius#sylvie laufeydottir
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PHI vs CWS | April 21, 2024
#trea turner#bryson stott#brandon marsh#philadelphia phillies#mlb#baseball#mlbedit#baseballedit#userf#my edit#gif 1 the way he pushes bryson away i am unwell#froghyperspin etc etc#mlbtv really cut the broadcast archive .2 seconds before this so i had to work with twitter video quality rip#anyway if anyone needs me i'll be staring at the first gif
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I am living for all of the thirsty tags you guys add when you reblog my shit. Absolutely unhinged. Never change, friends.
#Im adding my favorites in the tags get ready XD#anonymously of course but no shame you guys seriously i love you all!!!#is it possible to die from yearns#i want to lick every drop of sweat off his body#insert ''god i wish that was me'' meme#absolutely feral#that face and look feel illegal#i am unwell#I'm fine#this is fine#everything is fine#i need this man to go down on me while gale fucks him ok i think that would be healing#biting him biting him biting him#he’s so handsome I want to slap him#that second to last picture finna make me PASS OUT#he needs to be stopped#or he needs to [redacted] me#you better STOP#UUUGGGGHHHHH FUCK I WANNA BITE HIM#I'm going to crush him#i'm ruined for all other men for the rest of my life#i want 2 bite him#stop smiling at me like that ill kill us both#what dat tongue do#what dat mouf do???#that look in his eyes is straight up pornographic#that’s the look of a man about to feast#and Lord I want to be an all-you-can-eat buffet#the druid speaks
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LAST VOWS AND VENGEANCE DROPPED <3 HERE'S HOW ELIO CAN STILL WIN !!!!
#atp i hope solas doesnt cameo bc i just read jo mindblind's ambrose short story on patreon and i simply cannot cope w anything rn lol#god. kidding pookie please cameo i just need 15 seconds of dialogue to be unwell about for the next 2 weeks . please lol#vows and vengeance
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i hope pjo show gets canceled before s3 bc if i see the tragedy of bianca di angelo on screen i will not be held responsible for my actions
#listening to bianca playlist and having Feelings abt her she makes me so unwell#like i think abt her for 2 seconds and my heart drops shes So sad shes just a little girl she just wanted to be a little girl#bianca di angelo
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not that this is a prerequisite to enjoy good fanart, but i’m not a solavellan person and i have to say the solavellan fanart is on 200% all the damn time. the symbolism. the touch-starved longing. the grief. yall are gonna have me doing a solavellan veilguard world state just for the drama of it all
#what i mean 2 say is: my dorian & trevelyan are my babies forever and ever and their world state will be my canon one#but the amount of love and dedicatiom put into solavellan fanart has me feeling decidely Unwell and it’s convincing me i need to see how#all that plays out for myself. on a second playthrough most likely.#so good job fanartists????
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Honestly how is anyone meant to NOT have some sort of issue with not trusting good things when every goddamn fucking thing turns to ash eventually anyway
#tide of consciousness#Yes I can read what I just wrote Yes I know that sounds dramatic and clearly unwell#BUT WHAT ELSE ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO DO??? HOW ARE YOU MEANT TO KEEP HOPING IT GETS BETTER ???#I understand that I'm in the middle of sorting my shit out and getting help for the first time in my life#But even acknowledging that I was worse off in the past#What else am I meant to think when the streak has hit 5???#And that's only counting the big ones that happen every two years#I'm not kidding there's quite literally a traceable pattern. Around every 2 years#Some might say I'm due for another one actually!#Let's not think about that while I apply for college. For the second time.
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good omens season 2 makes me so sick with how it literally couldn't have ended any other way. they were building up to it the whole time. the first AND last episodes can be summed up as "crowley just wants to be left alone with aziraphale, but heaven keeps knocking and aziraphale keeps opening the door".
like. okay. we get 6 episodes of aziraphale fucking around and finding out while crowley cranks the protective husband meter up to 100 and runs around after him trying to make sure he's safe and happy and nothing touches their little bubble of peace. we get a huge shining spotlight on crowley's feelings and how much he cares about aziraphale. it really just feels like crowley's shoved his feelings in a kettle for 6000 years and the kettle's been slowly boiling over for the whole of s2. of course he confessed after the slightest nudge from nina and maggie.
and AZIRAPHALE. all the minisodes are just snapshots of aziraphale realising that he can trust crowley's judgment more than heaven's. he still wants, so desperately, to believe that heaven is Good and hell is Bad - that even if the angels aren't actually all that good, God and heaven are. And then the metatron just gives him the option of fixing everything that makes him doubt heaven - most importantly, the option to reverse crowley's Fall. aziraphale already knows that crowley has been morally Right at times when heaven was not. crowley is better than heaven, and now aziraphale has the chance to make heaven more Like Crowley - the way he believes that heaven should be - so of course he jumps to take it. and of course crowley would instead take this as a tacit confession that aziraphale can't freely love him as he is. and of course crowley would still confess, even after everything, because he's already made up his mind - and besides, if this doesn't convince aziraphale to stay, then it doesn't even really matter, does it?
#whatever you do don't think about crowley (an optimist at heart) waiting for aziraphale right up until the very last second#and don't think about him driving home afterwards and wondering if aziraphale would've kissed him back if he was an angel#also every decision crowley makes this season is because of aziraphale and i am so unwell because of it#good omens#good omens season 2#go2#go2 spoilers
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THE FIRST HALF OF CHAPTER 13 IS DONE
#personal#fic: sins of the father#the boy is dead & the unwell goth has been born#now i just gotta figure out how EXCATLY im going about the second half#and then take a look at how balanced my 2 halves feel before i do my editing pass#bc i am very much struggling to figure what the second half is gonna look like#i know what happens but i dont know what HAPPENS#if that makes sense???#like big events are there but i gotta fill the space between them
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sapphic relationships make me insane. met someone off hinge and we accidentally spent like over 48 hours cohabitating together on our first meet irl ike what the fuck
#AND YOU WANT TO KNOW THE WORST PART????????#SHE IS A FUCKING TAURUS#I AM. UNWELL OKAY#we had been talking for like 2 weeks before this btw.#like what#was calling into work lying to my parents like not the second life#my friends: where are u 🤨#me FaceTiming them while im in a club w my bitch in another city lmfaoooooooo
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I’m still not over them actually crying that really did something to me I want to jump in a lake or out the window and I can’t stop thinking about it. They were crying oh god.
#I can’t handle them crying it breaks my heart#but why did I love every single second of it???#i am unwell#good omens#good omens 2#go2#good omens 2 spoilers#THEY HAVE DONE NOTHING TO DESERVE THIS HEARTBREAK
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THE EPISODES ARE OUT I AM NOT NORMAL I AN NOT NORMAL RED ALERT I HAVE WAITED AND I WILL NOW SEE-
#good omens#good omens 2#I watched episode 1 and I have SO MANY EMOTIONS ABOUT IT#no spoilers#I both want to consume it as rapidly as possible#and also savour it for every single second because I can only watch it for the first time once#But I feel my DNA rearranging itself around this season#already#THEY PUT MY FAVORITE QUEEN SONG IN#THE ONE I WANTED SO VERY BADLY#THE CORNERSTONE song of my Good Omens (2019) Playlist#I am a feral beast#I am sick#I am unwell#I am experiencing joy for the first time again#thank u neil gaiman#thank u terry prattchet <3#crowley#aziraphale#ineffable husbands#neil gaiman#CHEERS M'QUEERS
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(sees your tags in my fanart if Mitch Williams) you. you understand
I haven't watched glitch techs in ages but we were ROBBED of his character development
#mina mumbles#we saw him !!! actively get better and make good connections with others !!!!#making an effort to be a little less worse to those around him !!!!#while nick literally did everything in its power to make sure the show failed im so so glad it got the 2nd season#ill never forgive them for us not learning what bolypius is 🧍🏽♀️ or why miko was immune to mind erasing .#im telling u we were so so robbed and the potential was so clearly there not just for mitch but for the series as a whole#in my heart of hearts i like 2 imagine glitch techs would crossover w the subway surfers animated series i never finished watching but the#vibes were similar enough#if i had the time and energy id be so so SO unwell abt glitch techs it was so fun and so good omg#final note i have on this is when i first watched glitch techs the vv second i saw mitch i was like oh hes gonna be my fav (and he is <3)#i loved the bit of a friendship we got to see him have w the others it was so nice#BTW OMG thank u for the ask <33 hope u have a good day and also thank u for drawing mitch williams bc hes the most guy ever <3 of all time#teallaquin
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